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don't think I'm not still obsessing over 7-12
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 12 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 12 spoilers#sorry it's even scribblier than usual :') hopefully my chickenscratch is legible#anyway come here and join me in the corner where we go to be embarrassing about anime characters#just. between riddle and trey's dreams i've been thinking a lot about how#trey knew this kid for like two months when he was nine and then never really got over him or how their friendship ended#which. honestly. understandable given the circumstances#and then when they finally met again riddle acted like they'd never met before and neither he nor trey ever intended trey to be his vice#but every time riddle talks about his childhood post-incident it's basically#'oh yeah i constantly thought about trey and che'nya and fantasized about still being friends with them! this is fine and normal'#(there's a bit in one of his birthday cards where he talks about crossword puzzles and shit man that one got me)#idk. i can't put this into words very well#just...the implications that riddle was actively resisting trey's friendship#(presumably because it ended SUPER badly last time and he's learned that if he shows he wants something it gets taken away from him)#and trey had to work REALLY hard to just to get to the point they were at by the time canon starts#that was progress somehow#y'all can call him boring all you want but trey's defining feature really is that he keeps being like#'everything's fine :) this isn't a big deal :) i don't care that much'#(trey on the inside: THIS IS THE BIGGEST DEAL THAT I CARE SO MUCH ABOUT AND I WILL NEVER LET IT GO)#anyway i continue to be absolutely murdered by the timing of riddlepunzel directly after this#riddle's line about not wanting to keep standing in front of a door that's never going to open...#hey. hey silly gacha game about anime disney boys.#you are not actually allowed to do this to me#oh shit oh damn i'm out of tags and i haven't even talked about cater yet. NO BUT I HAVE LOTS OF FEELINGS THERE TOO --#(i am crushed under a falling safe looney tunes style)
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wont have time to work on anything for a few days probably, so uh, since i love reading comments/tags of people sharing their experiences- as part of the preparation for the totk rant script i got another question to ask :3
if you dont like tears of the kingdom, was there a moment that "broke" you, as in, the moment you knew this game is worse than you thought/hoped, and if so what was it?
personally, while i was suspicious after seeing its last trailer, i told myself its just me again and i kept up my hopes for a long time into my playthrough- its hard to point to a specific point since it was a growing feeling of something being off, things didnt make sense and i ever so more wondered how they would pull this all together (they didnt)- i do think the moment i stopped being in denial about it was when i found the shrine of life, the beginning of botw, and found .. nothing, a dingy cave practically licked clean of any traces of the shiekah tech like it never existed, instead of the medical bed a pathetic puddle of water that healed you, no one caring at all, like it actually never happened- i felt like the game pointed and laughed at me for caring about botw, pretty sure i was struggeling to keep it together on stream bc it forced me to realize this game truly is everything i hoped it wouldnt be, even if that sounds a little weird, at that time zelda and especially botw was so much more important to me, a passion for the franchise this game really did end up killing.
#ganondoodles talks#zelda#totk critical#i probably wont be gettign as much response as back when it was newer and the rage was fresh (lol)#but you know#its interesting to know that#to be fair the game was filled with disappointments but i think that part was what really broke me#in the sense of .... well as i explained#okay this is bad ... is it gonna get worse (it will)#idk it was so devasting to stand in that stupid cave and all there was was what .. one dumbass construct with a yiga thing?#in a “secret” extra cave#and i think there was a big sea of healing water beneath it in the undergroudn as well#which felt like even more of a FUCK YOU to me bc oh .. so the sonau/zonai discovered that first like everything apparently#and also i guess it wasnt shiekah tech that made it possible no no its just dumbass healing water shuuuuut up#i hate how totk basically undermines everythign the shiekah achieved by saying - well the sonau were there first and did it better#on top of kinda .. stealing their symbols too in a way#anyway- other than in skitties video and for them that moment being the labyrinths which ... yeah#i think i went there later so i was already in >:( mood#i dont remember anyone elses but that might be my memory- either way im gonna keep this posts link so i can go back if need to
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I SWEAR CELEBI'S THINGY IS COMING SOON BUT I REALLY WANTED TO POST THIS ALRIGHT
yeaah... future trio got me too...
and Darkrai is there too, because of course he is.
hey look i drew a cute Drifloon :D
...ignore the rest
whatever started at Darkrai doodles ended in brainrot of future trio + darkrai and I'm blaming @scribz-ag24 for this
#Can you believe between the first pic and the 4th pic is only a week inbetween. I sure can't but like why did I mirror the pose...#ON ACCIDENT??? Everytime I look at the two Grovyles I'm like... how... how did they end up so differently???#also probably blaming @cozybells as well for this but I really fear tagging people so I'm just letting y'all know in the tags because#I do wanna let everyone know who inspired me when someone did <333 better get running [you know who you are!!!!] DusnoirXDarkrai is next...#also: upon seeing scribz-ag24's art my brain said: You need to color too! ah yeah that went well with the doodle batch#I really hope you're able to read everything with how messy I can write sometimes. If not please let me know and I'll add sth in this post!#Also the doodle batch was the first thing I drew so well... never drew dusknoir before and grovyle once i think...#please go easy on me I have yet to explore the relationship between literally everyone😭 and I have no idea what I‘m doing and I'm a little#lost I normally only draw King Boo or Darkrai but I'm sure scribz-ag24 sprinkling in bits of Darkrai got me in love with the future trio to#grovyle#future trio#celebi#darkrai#dusknoir#pmd hero#pokemon#drifloon#totodile#my art#my stuff#tagas friend spoiler#pmd#pokemon mystery dungeon#IS THERE A SHIP NAME FOR FUTURE TRIO... there must be. ...oh... is it just...#futuretrioshipping#i feel sooo stupid rn.#also everytime i drew darkrai i had evil spiteful bastard in mind (except for the one with an arrow pointing out he's redeemed) but i think#i literally mixed every possible version of him in my head so got absolutely no clue what i'm doing :D#anyways i hope you enjoyed this and thanks for reading through my ramblings! Have such a wonderful rest of the day yippiee <333#pmd2
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>“college roommate!vi who goes real quiet the first time you laugh in her presence, a real laugh, not one of those ha-ha ones you snipe at her when she's trying to get a rise out of you, or teasing you about spending all your time in the library, but one that shakes your shoulders and makes your whole face light up.”
inserts that one reaction image with the badly drawn figure head in hands blushing. ahem anyways i’ve been going through your collage roommate stuff again because it’s so lovely i love rereading it!!! your hc stuff is so nice
i feel like just. lovergirl!vi is so real in every universe right like no matter what, she loves so hard and with her whole entire fucking chest. like.
the first time she feels that tingle in her stomach, she kinda knows is already a bit too late. bc like PHEW there's only DOWN from here like she's finna SPIRAL and she KNOWS it.
all rise for simp!vi truthers!!!!
#🌧 raindrops#arcane#vi x reader#N O BC LIKE. i have thought about it !!! and even in arcane where shes like traumatized beyond beLIEF once she falls for cait#she FALLS for cait and shes THERE for her as much as possible and does everything she can to protect her#even when cait starts to do stuff that she doesn't agree w in s2#so like IMAGINE well-adjusted vi right with a much better family dynamic and like yeah maybe a few traumas here and there#(but whomst among us dont have a few of those) but like vander and powder being there for her#mylo and claggor as well and ekko like she would be the BIGGEST simp/lovergirl ever!!!!#i FULLY believe that vander would be the kinda dad to be like 'yeah even if u kno that someones not THE ONE for u... love them anyway'#like enjoy the process of loving and being loved back and vi's just like fuCK YEAH LETS FUCKING GO LOL#ANYWAY THANK U FOR COMING TO MY TEDTALK HERES WONDERWALL
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hot rods short squad dooble
#misadventures smp#jimmy solidarity#joel smallishbeans#this is my excuse to have a mental breakdown in the tags#jortstorm you didn’t see shit#okokokok so#the guy i have a somewhat crush on#asked me out tonite#and i said yes#but i’m kinda freaking out about it#cause he doesn’t really know/understand the aroace stuff#so that’s a whole separate mental breakdown i’ve been having in the background#guyhhhhh#so yeah#fuckin kinda freaking out rn lol#hoping to everything that i do not fuck this up ahaha#planning to use the date as like#conversation to make sure we can get what we need from each other in a relationship#idk idk idk#i just want it to work out yk?#oouughhhh this has been whole thing for m#like#literally was never going to make the first move#cause the last time i asked someone out first it didn’t go so well !!#anyway anyway anyway#GOD FUCK#idk what to do#ok vent over
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I do find the uptick in folks who got upset that some of us felt like there wasn't enough follow-through on narrative consequences suddenly turning around wanting the Hells to be hunted by Vasselheim very funny, because I'm just like... so what I'm hearing is that you want your faves to be on the run from religious leaders because the choices they made had such massive ramifications and so aggressively spurned that religion it demanded exile if not outright execution, because it makes for a more interesting story with more interesting characters.
I understand the canary in the role mine now: you're jealous of me. You want what the Essek stans have.
#this is largely a joke to be clear but I do find it funny#and fundamentally the issue is that like. essek is not on the run for heresy he's on the run for treason lmao#like I know we continue to say it but overall heresy is not an execution-level crime on an institutional level in Exandria#like in small cults yeah but like. not on the level of large scale political power#exile is one thing but they're not FROM vasselheim so that's really just 'and fucking stay out' but it's not... really exile#it's just like. well you kind of suck and we don't want you here which like. coffee shops do and are within their rights to do#but then the concept of boundaries seems to be a problem in such circles anyway so yanno#anyway lol#essek stans truly never lose so 😌#he's done terrible things he was justified he can never go home he found a new home that spans the world over#he regrets everything he's done he wouldn't change a thing about what has gotten him to where he is now#absolutely insane level of clarity and conviction even amidst the doubt#cr discourse#canary in the role mine
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Reminder that you cannot just work through burnout. You MUST rest and recuperate or it will drain the joy out of everything
#learned this the hard way#i thought id just lost interest in everything#nah#i was just extremely tired and anxious and id been living in the same perpetual state of stress#for years and years#2025 has been an eye opener so far#got pushed to the edge over xmas i had barely any work and i was so stressed over finances#its gotten better now#but i havent been doing many commissions this year#its genuinely suprising me how much im enjoying just drawing for myself again#i didnt realise id lost joy in my hobby#anyway yeah#take a breather kiddos#ps im drawing that everlark prompt that got put in my ask box#im pretty pleased with how its going#i wanna colour it so gimme a few ✌️#well im not actually drawing rn im sat kk the sofa playing video games cus its 10pm#ok ok ima shutup now#congrats if you read all that have a cookie 🍪
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I received a vision and had to doodle it immediately
#keese draws#isat#isat spoilers#new game+#isat loop#if I were a less biased man I would have done this fully with loop but I am biased so they get one concept in the corner <3#and technically the rest of the sasasaap party are there too but I’m not tagging them that feels mean#anyways my bias comes from the leader for erm. tee hee. reasons.#oh important context this is my comicfrin and their party 👍#speaking of#oc posting#I’m not sure if I’ve been putting them in my oc tag but they get to go there now#the party I mean even if I’m also completely making shit up with chou#but yeah chou tanking the forced memory loss since they already basically forgot everything erased#everyone else is not tanking it as well for many Many reasons#anyways shout out to this hypothetical au for being a better version of the normal star guide chou au because with the rest of the party#at least one of these fuckers would actually help saapfrin eventually#well yknow try to help#chou would probably still be largely uncooperative and kicking and screaming every step of the way but not much they could do abt it
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my neverending quest to draw one single Idia that I don't immediately hate
#art#twisted wonderland#we'll see how i feel about this one later ( ᐛ )#(look. if i waited to post i would never post anything)#oh well this is why we practice i guess#the solution is obviously to just draw more idia#anyway gimmie a bit to catch up with everything as holiday stuff sinks its claws ever deeper into me#sometimes i'm just like...yeah idia has the right idea locking himself in his room forever and refusing to engage in social interaction#(it's fine just a lot going on at once)#(y'all have a good one and stay warm 🧣)
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i love lucisev in any flavor its given to me but in particular i really enjoy 1) lucisev thats been together since pre going back in time and dont even remember when they “happened” theyve just always been a forever constant and comfort without having to label it or eachother until they dont have it anymore (being separated post time jump) and 2) lucisev that has never happened and its been a pining disastrous mess for years on both ends but then selena leaves for nohr and when laslow and odin ask what she’s holding herself back for she doesnt answer but they already know. when they come back home, selena searches everywhere for her and sometimes, she’s too late. lucina’s already packed up and left the world behind, and for what? no one really knows. but sometimes, she finds her again, but it’s been so long and lucina’s not sure they can go back to being the same way they used to be, not after feeling hurt and betrayed by severa’s sudden departure. but things like this take time, and selena is finally at a place in her life where she can decidedly say she has all of the time in the world.
#ann plays awakening#lucisev#ITS ALMOST PRIDE LUCISEV GIRLS WYA COME OUT COME OUT COME OUT#i just really love lucisev no matter how its served to me#but i feel like a lot of the time its mostly severa’s perspective we see in interpretations of their relationship?#which IS AWESOME#severa in general has such an interesting perspective on the world and how she views life#not to mention romance and probably lucina. just because of. you know. the Mom thing.#but i think lucina’s perspective is just as interesting and i feel like a lot of people wash away lucina’s flaws bc like#just as characters. severa has way more OUTWARDLY NEGATIVE flaws#so things like her attitude and how she treats people puts her more in that kind of ‘box’#whereas lucina’s kind and calm demeanor puts her in that ‘box’#FANDOM TROPES is what im thinking of. the boxes.#and this happens to every popular ship im sure but i dont have a lot of those so i mostly just see it for them and for the most part its#like fine. their backstory is unique enough to where i wouldnt call it mischaracterization or anything bc they still often possess the#qualities that make them lucina and severa#but i just feel like in doing so it scrubs away the messier parts of lucina and her own insecurities and doubts and bitterness that she#doesnt really show as much. though whos really showing those off as much as severa you know 😭#so i think itd be fun if lucina DIDNT welcome severa back with open arms. lucina has lost everything so many times and i think if she lost#the woman that she loves so much (along with her cousin!! and some other guy) and she grieves and she mourns#and then severa just comes back like ‘ahaha sorry. miss me?’ WELL YEAH. OBVIOUSLY.#but to have to have grieved and lost only for the universe to return her to you once you thought you might have had a chance to move on.#isnt that fucked up. ISNT THAT FUCKED UP and i think lucina would see it that way. or she could. and i think thats fun#i want to see lucina have the outbursts i want to see lucina do the pushing away and pulling back#bc while severa is in nohr rebuilding her confidence and making new connections and memories and moving on#lucina is stuck between wanting to be with her family and feeling like she doesnt belong in ylisse anymore#and yeah the other kids are all still there but they all have plans for their lives after the war as shown in their endings#but what does lucina do?#anyways. i do want them to have their happy ending EVENTUALLY. they both have the capacity to forgive and keep going. it just takes a second#I HAD MORE TO SAY BUT I HIT THE TAG CAP FUCK
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I wonder if Flowey ever just... let Clover stay dead for longer than a few seconds after they died in a fight just to see what happens. I mean, he basically is the master of their fate and would probably get bored of seeing them repeat the same three routes over and over and over again. I feel like in between trying to push Clover to fight Asgore, he'd probably find the time to entertain himself watching other characters react to Clover's death to mix things up a bit.
#undertale yellow#he'd be busting out popcorn and treating everyone's psychological breakdown as a dark comedy#oh? starlo succeeded in killing Clover and now that he can see the blood spilling into the sand and suddenly everything isn't some#dumb cowboy roleplay where everyone plays at justice and starlo really for real murdered a child? lmaooooooo#let's watch this grown man break down crying as his best friend has to cope with the fact that he's a child murderer.#or axis kills clover in a pacifist route and Ceroba has to cope with the fact that because she told them to not fight back#they couldn't defend themself properly and now another kid died because of Chujin's creation AND she can't use their soul#for her husband's legacy.#or how about dalv killing clover and he realizes that it wasn't a hallucination. he just fought another human.#or martlet's fight where she wasn't seriously trying to apprehend them but they died anyways and she realizes that#a part of her job entails killing kids.#or the Feisty 4 fight where starlo leaves for 5 minutes and comes back to all his friends having murdered a child#why stop at pacifist/neutral though?#Martlet was reluctant to fight clover the first time in a no mercy run. yeah she stopped a dangerous killer but they could've turned#things around and tried to be better but now they never get the chance to do that.#or Ceroba beats Clover and realizes that she has absolutely nothing left for her. her husband is dead. her daughter is in limbo.#her best friend died in front of her. there is nothing left for her now.#..... actually. flowey. pass me the popcorn too. i wanna sit down and see where things go as well.#i know flowey wouldn't give a damn about all the emotional aspects but I'd more than happily eat that angst up!#uty analysis#char: starlo#char: martlet#char: clover#char: flowey#char: ceroba ketsukane#char: dalv
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Well. Hello again. Did yall miss me, or am I getting stoned at the town square?
me rn ^
#ya girl is NOT having a good time rn so pls don't mind my lil spam as i go through the tags#(yes i already heard it. it's on repeat. you understand)#ANYWAYS. HOW'S EVERYONE??? WHAT HAVE YALL BEEN UP TO???#personally i've had a few REALLY BAD days and then just kept enjoying my lil time off socials#listened a LOT of my old kpop babes. we're talking pre debut Stray Kids and old Shinee and old NCT (back when they were only 18 members)#did a lot of crafts -> will share them soon!#have been doing a lil anniversary video for my animal crossing island (5 years on the 27th!)#started Mr Robot again (OBSESSED OMG PLS IF ANYONE HAS WATCHED IT LMK)#Easter was good! Aside from my poor mental health lmao#uhhhhhhh yeah. not much else i wanna share#you understand 💙#sorry for the disappearing act but. well. i pull this every few months or so irl and unfortunately tumblr is starting to blend in too much#that i can't really take refuge here anymore because now i have Friends™ lmao#smth smth this stage is a prison blah blah blah <- joking. but seriously it's healthy to take a break sometimes#mmmmhhh yeah that's it for now! hope everything is doing well 🥹 i missed yall. genuinely 🥺💙#darya talks to herself
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- VICTOR ASKS YURI IF HE WANTS HIM TO BE A BOYFRIEND TO HIM??? THIS IS CANON?????
- VICTOR GIVES YURI A BOYFRIEND HUG BEFORE HE PERFORMS???? THE PRESS EATS IT UP???
- YURI GETS MOTIVATJON DURING HIS PERFORMANCE FROM TRYNA SEDUCE VICTOR???
- VICTOR APPLIES CHAPSTICK DIRECTLY TO YURI’S LIPS WITH HIS FINGER???? VICTOR THINKS TO HIMSELF THAT YURI IS BEAUTIFUL????
- YURI BASICALLY CONFESSES THAT VICTOR IS THE MAIN INSPIRATION FOR HIS THEME OF LOVE???
is this reality holy shit…im literally not even halfway through the show
#blu liveblogs#I don’t remember if I have this tag already but anyways#bluris liveblogs#yeah id ton remember my tag and tumblr isn’t helping#anyways#yuri on ice#blu yoi reactions#yoi ep 4#yoi ep 5#me making up tags knowing full well ima forget them later#anyways (2) not victor baiting yuri with a hug and then giving him a second nosebleed#my dude yuri probably nosebleeds everytime he looks at you...#and lmfao the rebellious tendencies being passed on is great i love that#u go yuri im so proud of you i love ur character development so much#and i loveee the lil kid minami omg hes adorbs#love that yuri has a dedicated fan as he should !!#russian yuri throwing his phone after seeing victor and yuri's hug was everything that was hilarious#eveyrtime i think this show cant get gayer it gets gayer but like not even linearly#its like exponentially dude#also i CANNOT get over yuri's whole speech at the end IM AWFKJLWEHFLK#not victor dissing yuri's tie like damn after he confessed his love for u#i also cant get over the many times theyve seen each other naked in the hot springs like the implications yall#i cant remember if victor thinks to himself that yuri is beautiful or like he actually says it#i feel like he thinks it at least twice but anyway#side tangent but how does yuri see without his glasses when performing does he have contacts or smth#ive said this before but i feel like i need to say it again:#gay sex is less gay than whatever the hell these two have going on#have a gay night everybody ima conk out#thank god i didnt reach tag limit xD
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Do you find you have your longform fics planned out long in advance or is it mostly spontaneous when inspiration hits? e.g, do u have anything planned after jadeite gingko (even vaguely)?
Also I absolutely adore your writing!!! I think both CN and JG are like, in the top 5 fics for the entirety of AO3 for me <333
buddy idk how to tell you that i was writing the first draft (now defunct) of jadeite as i was writing like. chapter 30something of cyanide. jadeite went through like two drafts before cyanide ended and i frogged them into what it is now. zhongli's spawn point was supposed to be the harbor itself, the starting incident was supposed to be hu tao getting nearly ran over by a car, and childe wasn't even supposed to be there at the hospital, he would've seen zl sitting at a park by pure chance and then there would've been a scene at the end of ch1 when hu tao goes to eat w xiangling n xiangling tells her zl came in, left, childe came in just barely catching sight of him (again) and then spent like an hour basically going at xiangling like 'you ever see a man so beautiful you start crying?' before leaving and then hu tao barely missing him
oh god this wasn't even the point of the ask uh-
yeah. usually all my fics, longform or not, are present as drafts way way in advance to me posting them. it takes me quite a lot to convince myself a fic is good enough for posting. i don't put anything on ao3 unless i have a good outline, several plot points, and the ending planned (bc then i fear i might run out of inspiration and abandon it halfway or end up going into hiatus(es?) trying to figure out how to continue the plot)
i think i've mentioned this before but i have a wriolette longfic just sitting in my wips since 4.0 dropped and i haven't posted it because i got dodgeballed in weird angles and now the plot looks oddly wrong but also not wrong??? because half the stuff i was predicting was just that back then. a prediction. but as fontaine kept coming out and i was busy with zhongchi it became all the more weird to try and re-adapt the plot beats of that fic to match the details in canon. i might someday still post it bc i really like it but who knows.
would you believe me if i told you i had furina suffering far too much then i thought nah this might be too heavy handed then the fucking plot of the actual game went nope! she's worse off in canon! istg. a central theme was going to be furina keeping a massive secret hidden from the entirety of fontaine and spending the entire fic suffering and struggling trying to do everything on her own lest others find out and considering literal death before letting them know. i'm deadass. you see what i mean. this was as soon as 4.0 dropped. wriothesley wasn't even out yet, he wasn't even present in-game at all. i was gonna have him and neuvillette meet for the first time in the events of the fic but then it turned out they'd met before in canon this is absurd. don't even get me started on sigewinne
#anyway#thank you sorry you opened up one of my cans of worms lmao#i was actually frogging that wriolette fic again today in the morning#i might do an entire pov change and write it from neuvillette's perspective#it was originally from furina's#but now that i know how the in-game events go i might as well embrace the dodgeball to the head on that front#and keep everything going on w furina not just from the rest of the cast but from the readers also#themes and shit#so uh#yeah thank you ily <3 <3 <3
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feeling very grateful for the cute barista today who clearly clocked a) my fontaines d.c. tote, and b) the fact i was stuck on a spectacularly bad date, and proceeded to play me an entire playlist of fontaines d.c. and sneak me extra vegan marshmallows with my hot chocolate
#an absolute GEM 💗#we need more people in the world like this#they restored my faith in humanity 🙏#unlike my date#who was… well. i’ve been on worse ones i guess#but he monologued at me for a two and a half hours#and on the rare times i actually managed to get a word in edge ways or voice an opinion#he just twisted it round to suit what he’d been saying#it REALLY annoyed me#the entire thing annoyed me actually#i am so sick and tired of going on dates with straight white men who feel the need to explain everything to you#as if you’re not a person with a mind and experiences of your own#also wtf is the point on going on a date with someone when you aren’t remotely interested in getting to know them???#the man asked me maybe two questions total the entire afternoon#i could write his entire fucking biography#also at the end he said how cool and mysterious i was#and i’m like ????#i’m only mysterious because you’d prefer me to be that than an actual person who you could have had a proper conversation with#*breathes out slowly*#phew okay i was angrier about this than i thought lol#the older i get the less tolerance i have for shit like this 🫠#anyway yeah sorry#vent over 😅#i’m just so annoyed because i have SUCH limited energy atm with my pain and fatigue etc and i just wasted it on him ffs#but then again#the cute barista and the fontaines d.c. and the marshmallows were most definitely not a waste of my energy#they totally saved my day honestly 🙏#fontaines d.c.#lulu posts
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i'm gonna be the one insufferable bastard on this earth that liked everhood 2, huh
#my posts#everhood 2#everhood 2 spoilers#if i get right down to it. what did i want from this game?#well i wanted more BANGER music. i wanted to be overwhelmed and surprised and lost and to feel shrimp emotions on existential scale#did i get these things? well... yeah! i did actually! were they worth anything less in that moment for how it ended?#it was real to me in that moment. i remember these feelings. i remember them warmly. those little aliens destroyed me i tried so hard#and the world where i got the green weapon had me making the crying cat meme face#i burst out fucking laughing many times#they happened and they were real then so why not now?#and honestly what COULD you do with the narrative at that point? anything less than fundamentally radical would ring hollow#like you could do a traditional plot that functions correctly and moves characters along arcs. but is that REALLY what you wanted?#in EVERHOOD? In everhood. you wanted a normal plot structure. in everhood?#and what else could you have even done that wasnt in essence rehashing everhood 1? i think i liked it better than where it was ALMOST going#it felt like a fever dream to play. like watching alice in wonderland. shit just happens man. these stories are rare#we've made the euthanasia rollercoaster into a fractal. spiral tighter run faster reach higher yearn forever.#fall into the kaleidoscope and grab your popcorn to watch the infinite combinations of static on the screen#you were there. you felt things. you can draw anything out of nothing. you can send everything back to nothing. for the love of god make ar#any art. any quality. just something that was real to you in that moment and in so doing forever. if someone tells you youre doing it wrong#then you should explode with your mind and in your art and LAUGH#apathy's a tragedy and boredom is a crime anything and everything all of the time#(its fine to dislike it i just found it fascinating in a way which is often more interesting than ''good''.)#(i live for the intersection of absurdity and meaning)#also i felt closer to the companions in this game than EH 1 since you spent more time in them#also cmon we got time with the sexiest character in the foreign gnome universe. the pandering one for a CERTAIN demographic. w big assets.#THATS RIGHT IM TALKIN ABOUT IRVINE BAYBEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!#you thought i was gonna say someone else? well tough shit. youre wrong.#anyway my main quibble with this game really was the english translation needed more time to cook for real
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