#anyways. yeahhh something like that ^^
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BIRTHDAY?
hii yes it's my birthday ^-^ (-peanut)
#it's not pho's birthday for another month. BUT#i'm stealing oli theorionsound's birthday bc i'm him fr fr#(<- introject. sort of. it's a stretch. but it's there)#anyways. yeahhh something like that ^^#pho.asks#faggotstump#peanut posting
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BEN but as Saria
#why does BEN even look like that shorty anyways😭😭????#is it coincidence? probably! am i going to find/make a reason for it? YEAHHH!#i vaguely remember reading something about it but at the same time i don't so im probably imagining#behavioral event network#ben drowned#ben drowned arg
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Ok so I've been admiring ur art for a while and was wondering about the story of your characters? Like, the beginning so I understand? Cuz they sound fantastic and I wanna know what's happening but I don't. So is there like a story or comic I can read to know who they are? Thx <3
Hi! Aww thank you so much, that makes me so happy! Okay lemme do my best to explain…
So I have about five different stories that I'm posting doodles of, and I have a tag for each of them. The bad news is there is no starting point :/ I don't haven't started making the story for real, and there's no first draft even. But sometimes I do share more plot-focused doodles! So like exploration in characters or plot points that could happen!
The Keepers is the biggest of the stories! It's a collab project with @meadow-rose. With four Main Characters and multiple "books". It's kinda like a crossover of different heroes stories. The current plan for the beginning of the story is with Dauntless! Some of the other stories in the Keepers is Ageless War, "hospital wip", Phasmaologist, the boarding school, and the Wizard's side!
Deepwood is another collab project with @meadow-roses. This one is still in the drafting stage so there's no beginning for it right now, mostly just art of the characters and fun little comics.
Thistled Rose of Glishirn (ThRoG) is my writing project! I hope to write it one day (I started but didn't get very far.) So I've been doodling as I figure out the pieces to my puzzle.
Saint Joseph's Angel is a very small project. I have the main characters figured out, but it's in such loose shape I don't know how to tell it. It's gonna take a lot of work to get that one in order.
Shepherdess wip is a tiny little collab with @meadow-roses about a shepherdess and a knight.
Hopefully giving some names for different stories can help clear up what's going on, why is there so many different people. I try to tag everything with the right stories and people too! Mostly my blog is just where I share my doodles and I haven't quite gotten to the place of telling a full story. I would love to one day, but I gotta keep practicing and working out the wrinkles. I am very sorry to bring such bad news of there being no place to read these stories or actually figure out what's going on.
But if you are wanting to look at some of my first draft ideas I can link you to my masterpost of stuff! Plot things for the Keepers and for ThRoG. Also links to me trying to explain stuff for Keepers and ThRoG. And my mini wiki for the Keepers!
Anyway, sorry for such a bummer of an answer to your question, it makes me really happy though that you think it's interesting! I gotta get working on it so I have actually something to share!
#thanks for the ask!#if i was a normal person i might not actually post all my oc art#or would be like.. they are ocs.. and move on#but no i gott hyper organize my blog to be able so figure out between the stuff#this lead people astray into thinking there is actually something to engage with. yeahhh uhh read this comic now look at these doodles#there is a plot maybe but youve got to work so hard f or it. its like punish people into getting into it. suffer!!#anyway so sorry to people who follow me and have no idea what's going on#jules i wanted to give you an actually good answer but ack!!! i am allergic to explaining things correctly! can't seem to do it!#and i didn't want to leave this sitting for long. very sorry that the answer is basically.....read the stars and maybe you will learn#thank you for sticking around and following#shout out to people who followed me years ago and watched me go insane over ocs..and didn't follow into my pit. yall just standing there#like. have fun when you become normal! i'll be here!#anyway eek eek ouch#ask#text#answer
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hey tumblr, how do i explain to people who follow red blog avm that the reason posts have been slow is because our brain decided to more than likely swap out hosts again and now instead of a miku addict personification-of-adhd running our life is now swapped with mitski addict english nerd holding mommy issues and a overconfident loser who cant drive or type as hosts instead...

#for the record red blog avm isnt going to be discontinued marz is still around & me and ely already help run it anyways#i just dont draw much alter-wise + irl things me and ely have been handling + i got hyperfixated on sapphic books for the past week or so#yeahhh the whole#“if i dont get another ao3 author canon event every 2 days again then i WILL be back normally :33”#that marz said 4 days ago JINXED US !! that SAME DAY /lh#its nothing as bad as before just irl drama with our family eughh we need a break fr !! <//3#anyways thats the real reason we've been inactive for like a week or so !! i will try to get SOMETHING out though when i can <//3#-elowen#sys yappings
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margaret atwood, alias grace; slightly modified to say 'her' instead of 'his.'
#NO ONE EVER TELLS YOU THAT BRAVERY FEELS LIKE FEAR: musings.#ooc post.#am i going to tag this as a self-promo? maybeee maybe not because i technically just made it as an edit so... yeah-#i guess i'll just tag it as that for now LOL but as the little tag i put at the end says this quote was written by margaret atwood-#so it's not mine! though i thought it was PERFECT for anastasiy once i found it and thus... here we are 👀#but yes as one may be able to gather the silhouetted figure that is hugging ana kind of awkwardly in the picture is supposed to be manja#as she is her own deity and/or goddess of death within her own respective pantheon. BUT there are some context clues-#in here asto how complicated their relationship really is even though some people would probably take one look at manja then ana#and think that manja absolutely took advantage of anastasiy's position to fulfill her own needs + yeah... i ain't denying that.#she was VERY wrong to see an opportunity to place one of her UHHH. 'problems' on someone else and do it especially-#considering it involves killing people so ☠️ buttt ana also can't help but be slightly in awe of manja at the same time and sort of wants#her approval if that makes any sense and/or her validation. i think partially BC he tried talking to the christian god and had no material-#evidence that he was ever going to answer his prayers so he turned to manja kind of expecting the same thing but she actually-#striked a deal with him even if it was a WACK as hell deal. so like just a forewarning ana's desire to get validation from manja-#or do things for manja in hopes that she will keep the same attitude about him that she had in the first place which is that she liked him-#BC he doesn't want for the one time his prayers got answered to somehow be ruined is unhealthy.#but ana also doesn't really care that she used him BC he also used her to save his daughter so like... in the doctor's mind-#they're not really 'even' per-say but they have formed this mutual agreement amongst themselves that they each had-#something each other wanted + otherwise they would've likely never met. but yeahhh anyways that's enough of me rambling LOL
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ok interest list time .
ushistory !! specifically amrev n antebellum id say,,
mcr :3 i dabble in fob too but mostly mcr ,,
will wood !! i am very much a fan ,,
musicals bbaj , heathers , 1776 , hamilton , be more chill
uhh mitski n halsey n dazey n the scouts n mccafferty and a bunch more music that i forget lol
moral orel !! havent finished the show yet but Soon ,,
danganronpa gulp . i enjoy it
isat !!! i am a big fan of isat .
warrior cats :3 i love warrior cats highkey,, havent read in a while though
ii n hfjone !! ive dabbled in a few other obj shows but those r my favorite
i fw space !! i like space (see two of my names)
tlt ,, i need to reread like all of the books but if w tlt
ok thres probably more but thats it for now rhat i can remember ,,
#cat's rambles#save for later#im adding this to my pinned post#anyway yeahhh i feel like theres more if theres something you know that i didnt list feel free to remind me
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yes i may perhaps be on the aromantic spectrum fine i admit it
#probably greyromantic. or something idk#i feel romantic attraction its just. um. kind of infrequent and#it's either very strong for a very short time or its very mild for a very long time#AND i do feel it 'normally' but that is rare. and doesn't occur that much#i dont really want to be like 'yeahhh im greyromantic' around the place because i'm not SURE yet. you get me#and even if i am sure. i like just being referred to as lesbian.#at the moment i don't like being referred to as anything else by other people because its none of their business#it's. complicated for me. and it has been for a long time#i'm definitely not asexual. i know that#essentially: i know i may be arospec#but i am NOT putting a label on that for the time being#i'm just a lesbian who is maybe arospec#because i do feel romantic attraction just not to the extent of an allo i think#but no one call me arospec yet. im just a lesbian. i will figure out the maybe arospec-ness later#just be aware that's probably a thing i guess. maybe not. maybe im wrong about all of this. but it fits for now so we'll go with that#i mean i think the fact that i have had no STRONG romantic crushes for. um. fuck. uhhh. like 2 years. probably points towards something#i have felt romantic attraction periodically + recently! just. for very short times so its not really a proper romantic crush at that point#i hate thinking about identity this feels so cringe now that im not 12 anymore#errughhhhh#ANYWAY. boom. this is the post ok bye#this isnt a big deal#dont act like it is#i hate when people make big deals of this stuff#ok bye chat why am i still typing#imagine if im wrong and tomorrow i find out im 100% allo after making this fucking post#that would be awkward af#ANYWAY. goodbye
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I dunno why but I keep thinking abt the way I used to spend my nights two years ago
I remember around 6-7pm (in the autumn/winter) or 7-8pm (in the spring/summer), I'd lock my bedroom door, bring my tablet and headphones up with me onto the roof and play songs that I liked I watched the sun set. The songs were mostly either sapphic-coded (like sofia by clairo, strawberry blonde by chloe moriondo, etc.) or something ambient and soothing to me (like colorful interlude by sublime jupiter or rhubarb/#3 by aphex twin). I don't remember why though..I guess I just liked those types of songs back then xp
sometimes I'd bring my sketchbook with me too and sketch out random things like landscapes or characters from fandoms I was in at the time. Or I'd bring my journal and write about my completely nothing day. Most of the stuff I wrote was about the same but it's still nice to look back at them :3
Was it the safest for 14 year old me to just chill on the roof? Probably not. But tbh I didn't care at the time xD I honestly wouldn't have minded dying there.
I was at like.a reaaaaally low point in my life. Probably at my worst. Like I would cry everyday over little things and I found it extremely difficult to take care of myself. I guesss when I was out there on my roof watching the sun set with nice music in my headphones I actually felt..peace?? for once?? I dunno how to explain but it was suuuper nice I remember ^^ and it was nice to let out good cries up there.
I guess I can't help but remember this fondly and find it kinda nostalgic even though it was only two years ago and when I was not.doing great :'D I'm better nowadays luckily but hadhehdjwd makes me emotional sometimes.
#btw if you're wondering why I don't go up on my roof anymore#it's bcz I had a time where I like.never opened the window to go up there#and now when I open it I see a bunch of cobwebs and it's very dirty#IDK HOW THAT HAPPENED IN THE SPAN OF A FEW MONTHS BUT YK WHAT I'M NOT DOING AS BAD AS WAS 2 YEARS AGO#I DONT NEED THE ROOF THAT BAD BABDHHEBHQHSWH#I also really liked going up there when it rained!#was it the best idea? no#but I did it anyway xD#idk how my tablet and headphones survived considering they aren't waterproof to my knowledge but whateves#I especially loved the rain droplets all over my window#bcz then I could draw some stuff on my window!#it wasn't anything revolutionary obvs. just stick ppl but it was something!#I think I took a picture of one of the drawings but it's on my old tablet :[#maybe I could find it if I charged that tablet and scrolled far enough tho#IDRK WHY I'M WRITING THIS#I just wanted to.put it somewhere ig?? xD#I mean I wasn't planning on taking it to the grave with me and I've never gotten to talk about it so yeahhh#I never napped up there btw#I'm surprised tbh xD#maybe it was the fear of rolling off#speaking of tho I'll probably head to sleep soonnnnn I still need to fix my sleep schedule#~
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Okay hi yeah working on getting a side blog or two together for the rvb rp stuff but should I do a canon character and an oc or two canon or two ocs cause I'm tempted to do one of each (I have I d e a s) but then I also don't know which oc to use, Kansas or Crosshair 🙏
I still need to flesh out Crosshair either way so this could be my opportunity to do that but I also have to have a good excuse for them being alive (ex-space pirate because I like how the armor looks and that's my only reason for it 🙏) or I have an idea for another one but UGH. HELP
#basically this is me asking how i am percieved#i know and recognize exactly 2 people regularly so far and i have talked directly to yall only a few times but yeah#i have no clue and ill probably change my mind to something else either way i just like being a part of things and communities and stuff#(<- fomo and an avoidant attachment style born of a clingy one do. not. mix.)#i have learned this lesson before i will learn it again hallelujah 🙏#im not religious idk why i said hallelujah#possessed by my sothern grammie#anyways#yeahhh#rvb#red vs blue#i need to come up with a tag for this shit so it stays out of main feed and can be blocked i swear ill do it later 🙏
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adding this to my wishlist now because OMG — imagine your muse and misao being lost somewhere after they'd miscalculated just how big the area they were exploring is ( i was thinking someplace with mountains, in particular, for some reason ) so they have to camp out in this unfamiliar, kinddd of scary place that may or may not have dangerous animals living in it. then, because of this, your muse gets scared (rightfully so, honestly) because they aren't sure whether they're even going to be able to find their way out of the mountains at all and there's no cellphone service around here so like? they can't call anyone to come help them??
and as a result, misao gestures for them to ' come here ' + when they do, she very calmly tells them to put their head in her lap and when they do... she just starts running a hand through their hair to comfort them / make them less scared like. and misao would probably be slightly scared herself at the time, but then she'd tell them that 'they have nothing to worry about because i'm going to keep both of them safe?' like OMG 😭 idk what it is about this idea (i guess it might be that misao is scared herself, but has put the other person's emotional needs before anything else) buttt just the thought of her taking the initiative to be brave + volunteer to watch over the other person as they sleep (bonus points if they let misao make them a blanket out of her silk + tuck them in) is just too good
#ALL POWER DEMANDS PAIN AND SACRIFICE: musings.#ooc post.#no but seriously. i am SO deadass about putting this on my wishlist bc this would probably be a very scary experience yes but... like i sai#just thinking about misao taking on the role of the caretaker during this because she can see that the other person is NOT coping well at-#all with their situation makes me want to cry 😭 especially if she didn't know them all that well before? but like she still did this-#anyway?? like it's moments like these where it really hits me that misao isn't entirely evil and she DOES havr the capacity to care-#for others you know? but yeahhh if y'all maybe hypothetically wanted to do something like this with me... hmu please LOL#wishlist.
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#OOP... sorry if i jumpscared y'all with this. i just wanted to show you how terrifying barton would probably look-#on a low quality camera with his mask on <33 / j JSJSJ nahhh please disregard the heart i just put there i'm just joking around-#with you guys a bit LOL but yeahhh uhhh. just imagine THIS popping up on your camera feed while you're alone and manning the arkham feed at#night or something ☠️ man's kind of looks like something out of an eldritch horror movie NGL JSJSJ so i think the only-#thing that could possibly make it worse for the poor unfortunate soul who has this image be the last thing they see before they die is if-#some sort of creepy music was playing in the background. like i'm thinking 'get happy' by barbra streisand perhaps ahahhh#BUT ANYWAY i hope y'all are having a great day and aren't too disturbed by this (': i was just in a bit of a ✨️ silly ✨️mood when i made it#y'know? sooo yeah i shall tag this accordingly BUT this is going to be my last post of the day ✌️#tw: horror.#tw: slightly uncanny valley? yeah i'd say that.#tw: body horror (involving his mask).#WE DON'T TREAT HIM LIKE THE COMMON RUBBISH WE'RE USED TO: visage.
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Deansgate, Manchester.
#Amazon CRIME#more like#yeah?#yeahhh#isn't it weird how Amazon Prime little pedalling delivery boys seem to be getting younger#huh#like huh#better than cycling anyway#street photography#REAL STREET SHIT#yo#lens bloody culture#blast from the past#the pink something or other#Mancorialist#X#the relentless march of time#Manchester#photograph#Tumblr#all obsolete
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i made myself chuckle today by thinking of something kind of immature. and it was in a certain scenario, where things were suddenly starting to wind down while tyler + bunny were on the phone — and as you can imagine... she is still pretty new to some of the nuances of flirting as well as just the ways in which humans communicate with others as well.
so all i could think about was bunny mask telling him to hang up, and then tyler being like 'no, you hang up' expecting her to keep it going. but she indeed just hangs up, and i JSJSJ LMAOOO it is just so funny to think about for some reason because tyler would probably be like 'wait, what the hell did i do' when it's literally just her not knowing what the heck he was alluding to 💀
#SOMETHING FEELS AMISS: musings.#ooc post.#yeahhh i'm sorry the first thing that i post whenever i come back on here is sillay stuff y'all but... yeah i'm not going to lie-#this kind of stuff gives me life so i have to LMAO and it just? fits her?? so well??? because bunny would not understand what the hell-#tyler is trying to get at and be like 'okay' ☺️ and hang up JSJSJ#anyways i hopefully will be back on my bunny mask game soon and get some things queued... but the muse often alludes me on here for some-#reason
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i have reached approx 80k words for a/b fic, which is the same length as the completed sebis fic i have on ao3, so i feel like that's an achievement, so hooray
#so not sure about the latest section yet. but anyway there can be drafts ofc#i've just been kinda dozy for the past two days despite getting ample sleep. perhaps too much sleep lol#but yeah. 80k words and not even to the end of arc 2 (out of 4) :O#anyway. so like i feel like the first couple of paragraphs of the latest section might not be right yet#but yeahhh. it's okay. tomorrow is a day off from writing so maybe i'll work it out on saturday or something#oooh i have 100200 words in the doc atm. so the last 20k is trash ofc#anyway violet is about to set berbrooke up with benedict lmao and benedict is gonna have to dance with him#but she's also on the lookout for the mystery gentleman benedict danced with at the prev ball#so :3 skjfngk#i love that in this AU benedict has to deal with berbrooke and his very unwanted advances#a/b fic#fic talk#80k by the end of ch16 section 1 or like a lil bit after that into section 2
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ajhdjsgkljfjhfjdgdjgkdhd i started reading good omens again last night and Wow i forgot how much i like this book. like it's just so Good. it's funny. it's weird. it's interesting. i love it
#i was kind of falling out of the fandom#like losing interest in it#but yeahhh no i'm back i love this book#i honestly think i like the book more than the show#i do tend to enjoy books more anyway#just because it's easier for me reading than watching something#and anyway this is a Very good book#good omens
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AU YOURE ACTUALLY WORKING ON MAKING IT ?! thats sou cool ... she knows that uu said uu were looking at code stuff but she still wasnt sure wawa
yeah !! helps that i'm around beings irl who are good at coding , fufufu , so i'm getting a lot of help but still !!! aqua friendos super exclusive markdown webbed site is currently a work in progress but uhm . no guarantees i'll . finish it . i mean i'm trying and i purrobably will make good progress and try 2 nawt 2 lose motivation . but also i tend to be hyperfocused on stuff n then go "hell no" to it like a week later . but i would like to believe i'll get it done quickly before my brain loses motivation .
#➳ the fool's mail box#sender; lollite#uu guys (whoever i give access 2 it to) r gonna have to prommy to nawt fight over getting good urls !! /silly#also this would technically be an incentive to be niceys 2 me for anybun who uses it bc if somebun suddenly starts shit talking me or smth#i can wipe their urls . teehee . but i wouldn't do that unless somebun starts outright being a bitch . i'd never do that otherwise bc that#would just be bitchy of me n i'm nawt like that . erm . . . .#but yeahhh ^_^#ya'll r also purrobably gonna have to prommy to nawt make it super well known bc istg the moment something comes out if the url is taken on#my own webbed site and i'm hyperfixated on it So Help Me Creators . hj . as i said it's meant 2 be super duper exclusive anyways teehee . s#i'll try to keep ya'll updated#so far i just have a name idea and have been working on setting up all the software i need n stuff
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