#arcticlumineer

[anotherbeingsworld]

Nepenthe (Lennox X Bryce)

Pairing: Bryce x F!MC (Lennox Hirata - owned by @arcticlumineer )

Inspo: Stars by Alessia Cara.

Summary: A small getaway after the previous events, a small conversation under the night sky.

A/N: I was planning to post something and here it is, something I manage to write during this whirlwind. Life is a hard road, but... I am not giving up yet. I have felt like that before, and I know.. it’s been 2 days I couldn’t let myself go, tumblr felt like one place I could be myself with somehow? ; and I am very excited for this fic. One of my favourites to write actually. This fic was dedicated mostly to my Mario( @arcticlumineer ) and Lennox is her MC. Somehow, a continuation to her fic ‘Binary Stars’ that all of you should check it out too! She has been fighting and, she will keep on fighting. You deserve everything Alaska and so much more, and I hope you loved this as much as I loved writing it.  - Your Luigi. 💙

Thank you @mvalentine for assuring me that it is not a crappy one! I love you, and to all that reached out in the comments and messages, I appreciate all of you so so much! Thank you 💖💖💖 I will try to get some time on my own in a way, and maybe there is hope after all. I hope all of you enjoy it! It wasnt my best, but... it came from the heart and I hope you all love it. I will be back with more Bryce and Casey very soon!  <3

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Nepenthe (noun) - Something that makes you forget pain and suffering. 

Knock on my door, boy come home

You stay in my head

Lay in my arms, why won't you?

It's been way too long, what you waiting on?

It was a long drive, as they finally reached the Grand Canyon, one of the wonders of the states. Bryce never agreed on a 3-day trip of driving from Boston to the infamous canyon. After a long 40 hours of driving, and stopping. Bryce and Lennox has arrived at the spot, where it was almost sundown.

Lennox was the one who suggested upon the idea, as she wanted a new experience including taking a long trip to Arizona, after the tragedy strikes. They were given a leave as, Bryce took a few measures along with infamous pick-up lines to convince Harper on taking a leave. It worked, and here they are.

‘We are here!’ A surprisingly enthusiastic Lennox get out of the car, as she took a breath of the fresh air. It smells very weird, but it’s definitely not Edenbrook. She loved Edenbrook, but she felt a new environment was needed. A new space for her to breath, as the sun was about to set in an hour.

‘Let’s get ourselves cozy, Hirata here take the food.’ An exhausted Bryce was heard, as Lennox marched into the back of the car taking the basket of food for the night. They didn’t packed much, except a few unhealthy ones, and some take-out from their journey which is enough to survive the night.

Bryce took care of the rest, as they hike their way up the canyon. It wasn’t the prettiest view at the time being, but he felt happy to take her out here. Away from the commotion of their work life, where it was only them against the real world. Including Keiki too.

After a long hour of hiking, they finally reached one of the many tops of the canyon. It was a perfect view of the whole lot, as Lennox placed the food, as Bryce gets the stuff ready. He lays out a large blanket, and Lennox sat on top of it as soon as she could. A small price of enthusiasm as he lets out a small chuckle, taking a seat next to her. It was quiet, as they were the only beings that were known there.

The sun has already set, as they ate their subway take-outs. It wasn’t the best after a long drive, but their tummies are full and that’s what matters. After a session of eating, Lennox found herself staring at the night sky. It was dark, as the source of light was from their phones and a couple of emergencies flashlight but, the moon above them were doing the work.

Bryce felt himself staring at her, a small gesture that he would do everytime. He adored her, from the very first time he saw her. She was strong, kind, empathetic despite the sass she owns. Lennox Hirata was her own woman, and Bryce found himself falling for her, despite their feelings haven’t returned. At least, not yet.

He realizes his feelings towards her, after the funeral. The fear of losing her, was seen within him as he lets his walls down for her. Something he had tried so hard on doing, a small sacrifice for the chance to reduce the pain little-by-little. Somehow, Lennox felt like his weakness, the fear of never seeing her again lingers in his mind, a broken record that was played over and over again.

The flashback from before, replayed once more as he remembered witnessing Lennox, in a weak state. She wasn’t the cheerful person he knows, as the light in her eyes had disappeared since that day. Followed by losing two of the closest people in her life in front of her eyes, an event that one will never forget.

‘…Earth to Bryce...’ Her voice was heard, looking worried at his state.

Bryce shook his head, as an attempt to bring his consciousness back into reality. A smile was plastered on his face, as the tears started to fall a bit.

‘What’s wrong?’ She never understand why, but every time she witness of Bryce being vulnerable. She felt her heart break a little, somehow seeing one of the most confident people in her life, willing to share this part of his life with her, a misfit in disguise? Lennox Hirata.

‘..That moment, its playing in my mind Len. I know you told me, you are okay. Look, you are. But-‘ He found himself pause.

‘I kept on imagining the worst, there were moments where I woke up thinking that you are not here anymore. You were taken away from me, and…it terrifies me.’ He took a deep breath, as he lets the truth out, something he had been experienced lately, as he found himself imagining the worst whilst encouragement from Keiki.

‘C’mon, its in the past Bryce…it’s okay’ Lennox tried to brushed the topic of, a saddened look on her face.

‘No, you could’ve died. It’s serious.’ He replies with a hint of hurt in his voice.

‘But, I am here now. I am here with you, and I’m not going anywhere alright?’ She closed the gap between them, and pulled him into a hug. She didn’t realize, she felt her tears were falling too. She remembered that night all too well, she almost died. The night where she knew her life had changed one way or another. Witnessing Bobby’s and Danny’s death, was a hard pill to swallow.

After the hug, they pulled away. She was never the one to show affection, but she always loved the little things. She was never a fan of public display of affection, but holding each other’s hands, cheek kisses, hugs, and many more were her way of affection. A small squeeze of a hand, the common gesture for them both.

She took his hand in hers, as his big ones covering her tiny one. They weren’t a perfect fit, but it felt right. Giving it a small squeeze, as crying wasn’t apart of the plan.

Silent tears was heard, as they both lie down on the blanket, somehow their faces were facing each other.

He never looked more beautiful.

She looks like an angel from above.

He brushed the hair was covering her eyes, as they continue to stare upon the night sky. The world was sleeping, as the surroundings was empty. It was them, and them only. The moon shines brightly above them, as the twinkling light of the stars were seen. A small callback to their planetarium date, the moment where she was discovering the feeling that was hovering in her mind on a certain figure named Bryce Lahela.

‘I fought and I survive, but… why do I feel like life is more than that?’

She glances his way, hoping for an answer. Both of them were silence, as neither know the answer.

‘..I remember the day I left Hawaii, left everything behind.. I feel like, I was helpless and I couldn’t survive on my own. It felt a long road, and…after all those obstacles… I am here where I was meant to be. Life is definitely more than surviving, its the feeling of not giving up and keep going despite how many bumps life give you one way or another.’

Bryce replies as both of them continue on gazing the stars,  it was shining brightly. It felt like, she was somewhere far far away from the real world upon stepping into space.

‘If it is meant to be? How do you know this isn’t a fatal coincidence?’

‘You do have a lot of questions don’t you Len?’ He smiles, finally after all the crying they have done.

‘Hey, I am a curious human being. It’s my nature after all.’ She winks, as her eyes gazed over the galaxy above them.

‘Well, curious human being. I am at your service, hit me with your best shot.’

She raised an eyebrow, earning a questionable look from him.

‘What?’

‘The question earlier dummy.’ Lennox lets out a laugh, as their laughter fills the void surrounding them.

‘Ahhh… where do I begin..’ He mimicking the scary professors from those crappy haunted movies, that made her cringe so bad.

‘Just cut to chase Lahela.’ Lennox demanded with a hint of laughter in her voice, earning herself a sensual wink from him.

‘Ok, okay. Hold your horses Hirata! I don’t feel like I have been paying attention much to how life works, but…I believe that everything has been written in the stars. Every step of this ride, have been written down in the stars and its our chance to see it unfold when the time has come..’

Lennox felt herself humming to a song that has been in her mind for the past week, Stars by Alessia Cara.

Piercing lights in the dark make the galaxy ours

Kingdom right where we are

Shining bright as a morning, you'll never be lonely

Just promise you'll love me, I'm never too far

And we'll never part

And we could be stars

Bryce was somehow stunned? As, her voice flowed through the night. She felt herself flushed, as she punched him lightly on the shoulder. A small act that ended up with laughter.

‘Tonight, it felt like the stars are looking down on us. Just, shining our lives in a way a light would do. It feels lonely out here on our own, but… looking above, the stars felt like a companion to us. I.. have always loved the stars. There was a moment… years ago, I was alone in my room. It was night time, and I was lucky enough to have a view on my bedroom window. It was spectacular, as the stars felt like something out of the painting, and I dreamed of touching it with my bare hands.’ She explained, with a smile on her face with her hands forward as an attempt to capture the stars which is impossible but, she didn’t care. It felt like she was a child once more, living this world with a huge dream ahead.

‘That sounds …amazing.’ His eyes linger on her for a while, somehow a small smile was formed of from adoration. I love her, he thought silently as his eyes soften at the sound of giggles coming out from her.

They continue on their small adventure, until it was dawn. An hour before, after exchanging stories, including those that made her laugh till her tummy hurts.

‘You know, we have known each other for two years now.’ She stated.

‘Yeah?’

Lennox nodded, somehow in disbelief at how far they have come from becoming strangers to falling in love silently with him which she didn’t feel like admitting too yet. 

‘It somehow felt like a lifetime ago…’

She said quietly, as Bryce nods in agreement taking her hand in his.

‘Yeah, but… we still have a whole life ahead of us right?’

He looked at her, with a hint of hope in his eyes. A new path was suddenly carved, a whole lot of adventures that will followed them. Lennox Hirata’s adventures at Edenbrook started a lifetime ago, as she fought for life, death, friendships, and even love. There were still pages in her book waiting to be written, as she said yes to a whole life ahead, a life where she will keep on fighting to be the person who she was meant to be with the present of those who she loved and cared deeply.

THE END.

 A/N: Hi, dropping by again. I hope you enjoy it as much as I do, and know that.. hope is always there. I realized it and, I hope it’s always gonna be there. And, @arcticlumineer​ you are gonna fight this. I believe in you. <3 

[drariellevalentine]

Sunday Six

Medically Inevitable- Collaboration with @mysticaurathings

For more information on this series rewrite, check out my Masterlist linked on my bio!

Chapter 12- Untitled

”They have the damn song girls.”, you say. “Sorry old ladies, but at least if you get a heart attack, we have seven doctors here.” You signal to the girls, 5...4...3...2...1! You click the button as you and the girls rush out of the closet and the salon without anyone noticing.

Bryce looks at you. ”It's done. I've queued at full volume.”, you reply after catching your breath.

”What the hell are you guys even talking about?”, Elijah asks. Just then, the familiar bass beat and interesting lyrics play. All of the girls cringe as the boys’ faces morph into pure utter shock. Bryce just stands there with a smirk on his face. You can hear the pure chaos and shouting from the salon, the song attracting people’s attention.

To Hell And Back- Collaboration with @nikki-2406 & @iemcpbchoices

For more information on this drama filled series, check out our official blog @tohellandbackwriters! And

Prologue

“...Just as he pulls it out of the closet, some papers fall out. He’s about to put them away when something catches his eye. Alaine’s name. Curiosity overtaking him, he unfolds the papers and reads them. His heart stops, his mind spinning as his brain furiously rakes itself for an answer. He grips the closet handle to steady himself as the wounds from sixteen years ago reopen, wounds that he thought would never be revisited in his entire life. After all, these wounds haven’t healed completely even after 16 years, given what could have been.”

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Six Sentence Sunday (Or Monday?)

Thank you so much dearie @bbrandy2002 ​for tagging me❤! This was supposed to six sentence Sunday but here it is Monday, and I am late (as usual).

There are two little things I am currently working on, one is of course, Detectives By Chance and the second is another Ethan X MC Series that I have just begin working on.

Here is a snippet from the Chapter 4 of Detectives By Chance that I am currently working on:

But he quickly regained composure and said, “But thank god the guess was right. If not, we would be in a hell of a mess.” Mark laughed a bit, but his laughter sounded somewhat void.

For the rest of the journey, there was no conversation. A deafening muteness fell in the car, but no one tried to rip through it.

The journey to the second address took 20 minutes. But they were a bit taken aback from the situation of the place. It was a cryptic, morose part of the city, and it was awkward for a doctor to set up their practice here. In the entire street, only 2-3 buildings were lit.

Ethan, Pooja and Alex started to walk down the street slowly to locate the private clinic, but Mark stayed behind.  There was a glimmer of recognition of the place in his eyes.

Snippet from my new series(this is a draft and I might change things up in the future):

Yes, Edenbrook, her dream Hospital, was closing down.

The Diagnostics Team had been dismantled. They were working their free hours at the free clinic or in the ER. Everything, Every day seemed to rush around her. The days seemed to fly past and so did the time remaining for Edenbrook.

Everyone had started looking up places to carry on with their medical careers & residencies. But no one wanted to leave Edenbrook before it closed down. They wanted to cherish every day left and supply the last of their best healthcare to as many people as possible.

The thought of leaving everything behind was painful for Pooja. You are taking away the most valuable of things, she convinced herself. You are taking away memories. Beautiful as well as Painful Memories.

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This is what happy feels like 😂😍😍

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[watatsumi-island]

idk why but i really want cake

[drethanramslay]

Letters of Love and Longing (1)

Book: Open Heart

Pairing: Ethan X F!MC (Leah Garcia)

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Requested by Anon: #1 and #19 (Its in bold)

Year: 1940 Location: Somewhere in France

Dearest Miss Garcia, I must state that I am impressed by your tenacity. I know you swore that you will find me but this soon? I am in awe. You are just so full of surprises that it keeps me guessing.

And I really appreciate that since these days of war just make it harder to hold on to something worth living. Or wake up at dawn to fight in a war where nobody gives a damn about the lads who are barely 20 summers old, that fight for their country. You would think that as a physician, I would be used to seeing the blood and gore but the conditions in which they bring them to my tent... it is harrowing.

But it's the same old stories of War and I don't want to be a drag and cause you unnecessary worry.

I'm all well or rather, as well as I can be.

The days when it gets hard, I reminisce the evening we spent together in that bar by the docks. Donahue's, was it?

How you looked stunning in that beautiful red dress...

Or how you captivated the attention of many men and women alike with your grace...

Or how your aura shone so bright like the sun in a dingy dark place...

Or how you chose plain old me to converse with...

Needless to say that conversation over cheap beer has left me wanting for more. More of your time, more of your laughter, more of your affection.

I know how standoffish I must have seemed and I am terrified that my uptight self may have given you the idea that I am not interested in you.

But the truth is I was so many times on the point of telling you - every evening after I had left you I accused myself and spent half the night awake planning the words in which I would confess when next we met.

I was so enamoured by you that all the logical reasoning and everything I have learnt of the English language fled from my mind the moment you spoke to me.

You are stunning much like a blossoming flower.

Look at me attempting to be a romantic and trying to impress you. Who would have thought that the Dr. Ethan Ramsey is a poet? I apologize in advance.

In my 30 years of living, I haven't felt such intense feelings and it equal parts excites me and terrifies me. What would our second meeting be like? Would you still return the feelings? Do we have a future?

I am not accustomed to this.

Strange, that I should have conquered fear in the front-line, should have lived for days quite calmly with sudden death, and yet should tremble before a girl.

I hear my mates calling me for dinner so alas, I must end this letter. But this won't be the last one. Because even thousands of letter can't encompass the things I wish to tell you.

Attaching to this letter is a single red rose which I found growing on the untouched part of the battlefield. I hope it serves as a reminder of the night we spent under the cold, starry night in Boston. I hope that it reaches you before wilting.

You are in my thoughts, always. I hope you stay well and write soon.

Yours lovingly, Ethan.

And this is the first installment 💕 And this is how i plan to go about the entire ten letters so i hope y’all like it ❤

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tagging the part two in the reblog

[drethanramslay]

Letters of Love and Longing (3)

Book: Open Heart

Pairing: Bryce x f!MC (Aisha Khurrana)

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Requested by @anotherbeingsworld​- #47, #54, #90

Year: 1942 Location: HMS Carlisle, A convoy in the Atlantic Ocean bound to Britain

Ever Dearest Aisha,

I hope you are well when this letter finds you. Though it has been a mere month since our last meeting, it feels as if I have been absent from you too long. It particularly bewilders me how much my affections for you keep on growing to unfathomable depths. I hope that you feel the same way.

As I board this ship my thoughts keep on going back to our first meeting. I am aware that I was unconscious at death’s door when they rolled me into the hospital after that brutal attack at Pearl Harbour. It took us as a surprise and it was too late to retaliate. We lost so many good men… I lost many of my friends who I mourn to this day.

I was certain that I was going to die. 

But then you happened. You brought me back to life as if you were my guardian angel was not ready to have me leave this world so soon hence, he sent you- a blessing in disguise. You nursed me back to health and healed me with such tender affection that not even my mother nor my father has shown me. All my life I had waited for that; then, when one had sacrificed so many human affections, it happened. It was a gift from the gods. Though you may never know, I ought to be contented. 

Now you probably know why I call you “Angel”. A blessing in disguise. 

In the past seven months, we have grown to be closer… more than acquaintances or dare I say, friends. You are the person for me. From the jesting around to the dancing in the rain to the shared kisses and to the nights, we made love… You are someone I would like to spend entire eternity with. You mean more to me than anyone in the world, yet I have never seen your handwriting. That brings home to me vividly how much we are strangers. 

But time means nothing when there is a true connection of the souls. I know you feel it too… I see it in your earthy brown hues every time you are in my arms. We never felt the need to exchange letters since we were always living close. This is perhaps the first time I have written a letter addressed to you. I just wanted this to be a letter to just brief you but, this letter feels more like a love declaration. 

Everything I do is a love letter addressed to you. 

As you are aware, I am right now aboard one of the convoys bound to Britain to deliver food and goods along with some immigrants. It might be a while till I meet you again and it hurts that I won’t be able to kiss your lips every morning or hear your tinkling laugh. Did you know that I act like a jokester just to hear the most favourite sound in my world?

I don’t think it is a good time to mention my trepidation. As you know from the papers, every convoy bound from the States to Britain has been sunk by the German U-boats. Hitler is trying to sink all the ships with goods and people so that Britain is isolated and dies from the rampant hunger and starvation. I swear if I were to meet this rat-faced man, we would have a nice talk which mainly includes me using my fists.

But, I am terrified, Aisha… I don’t want to die so soon when I just met you. I have never been afraid to die for my country but everything has changed since I met you. Hence, the love letter so that there are no regrets on the words unsaid.

I love you as a man loves only once, and I may have but a few hours.

I don’t want to alarm you unnecessarily. I have plenty of fight left in me and a man who could survive the bombing in Pearl Harbour and survive anything. 

I will live for you and our future. You should be aware that when I am back I am going to ask for your hand in marriage.

I love you, Angel. You are in my thoughts every waking moment of my day and in every sweet dream at night. Take care and write soon.

All my heart,

Bryce ♥

I recently watched The Imitation game so I thought why don't I flex a bit on the entire convoy and all 😅 

In reality, HMS Carlisle was bombed by the Germans and there weren’t many survivors BUT Bryce survived the bombing and shortly resigned from his positions. The man was caught in the Pearl harbour bombing too for fuck’s sake and let him live in peace with Aisha 😩

Lol look at me rambling away lol anyways, I hope you liked it and reblog, comment and share your thoughts.

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[anotherbeingsworld]

Glad You Came

Pairing: Bryce Lahela x F!MC (Casey Valentine)

Characters: Bryce Lahela and Keiki Lahela.

Description: A rewrite of Chapter 11, with Keiki present to be there for Bryce during the aftermath of the attack at the hospital. 

A/N: Hiii, this is a fic that me and @bratzlahela talked about and, its finally a reality! It is a rewrite for chapter 11 with Keiki in it, cause I miss one keiki lahela, and I miss the whole OH gang especially Bryce :’) I hope all of you enjoy it! 

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He was pacing outside the room, as he decided to excuse himself from the room. His eyes fall onto Casey’s back, as she lay on top of the bed. Staring to the window, a reflection of herself was seen. The sadness can be seen, as Bryce lets out a sigh, his eyes never leaving hers.

His gaze stops at the sound of footsteps, and the familiarity of the voice booming through the halls of Edenbrook. Keiki Lahela was found, making his way into his direction. A worried look on her face, as she ran towards him. Somehow, she crashed into his arms for a hug. As both of them, feeling the pain that occurred.

After a while, they pulled away.

‘How did you get here?’

‘Dr. Delarosa and Dr. Mirani bought me here, they figured you might need some support for the time being..’ Keiki replies as her eyes fall onto Casey who was sound asleep, or perhaps… trying to.

They were silent, as both of the siblings stared through the glass. Bryce looks horrified, as his eyes fall onto the Electrocardiogram (ECG) examining her heartbeat from afar, silently hoping that she would made it through the night.

‘Can I see her?’ Keiki’s voiced suddenly fragile, as the tears started to form in her eyes. Bryce pulled his sister for a hug, as the siblings held onto another until the saw movement from the other side of the glass. Casey was awake, or as she seems to be. Her eyes went wide at the appearance of one Keiki Lahela on the other side, waving her arms enthusiastically at her.

‘Let’s get you into a suit, Keiki.’ Bryce leads her to the hazmat suit for them to suit up. The look of fascination in her eyes, as she studies the room. It was filled with medical technology that somehow made her whistle in adoration.

After they were suited, both of them stepped into the room. The pressure was high, as Keiki somehow felt herself floating in the suit despite her height. Bryce leads her into the room, as he sensed the fear in her, earning a small smile from the mini Lahela.

‘Keiki, Bryce!’ Her voice was weak, but you could hear the enthusiasm in it.

‘Casey!’ Keiki let go of Bryce’s grip, as she launched herself into Casey’s arm, as the two of them hugged.

‘How did you come here??’ Casey asked the same question earning a chuckle from Bryce, as he gave her a comforting squeeze on her hand.

‘That doesn’t matter, how are you feeling?’ Keiki started to bombarded her with questions, Bryce shook his head in disapproval while Casey just smile at her antics.

‘Keiki, don’t you think we should let her rest maybe? She is still fighting here, and we want her to win.’ Bryce said, as their hands found each other, holding each other for dear life, as Keiki somewhat saw a flash of worried on his face which she made herself a note to point it out later.

‘Alright fine, but… you are going to be alright, right?’ Her voice was filled with anxious, as somewhat waiting for an answer that manage could change her life in a way Casey had done for her and Bryce.

‘I will.. I will be alright.’ Casey took her free hand, and squeeze Keiki’s hands giving her a squeeze of comfort. Earning a nod from Keiki, as she returns the gesture.

‘Definitely, I want to see my sister-in-law alive and well. We will definitely be sisters, right Bryce?’ Keiki winks as a shade of pink was seen on his face, along with Casey’s too.

They accompanied Casey for the quarter of the night, as Keiki finally found herself yawning after their story session together. They waved at her, as Bryce leaves a ‘kiss’ for Casey before entering the hallways once more.

After the seriousness, Keiki turned to her brother. A worried expression was seen on her face,

‘Hey… you know it’s okay to be scared right?’

Bryce lets out a laugh,

‘I’m not scared, I am okay Keiki.’ Bryce looks around the hallway, as Keiki looked at him in disbelief.

‘Bryce..’ He somehow is trying a way to dodge, as he leads Keiki to the lobby. It was as busy as a hospital should be, with everything going on. Tonight was different, as the tragedy strikes giving him a much more edge around him.

Both of the Lahela’s took a seat, at the almost-empty lobby. Somewhere around the corner, as Bryce sinks himself on the cushion chairs. A sigh escaping him, with Casey out of the view. It felt like, he finally gotten the chance to unload the pain that he has been holding on.

‘You know you can talk to me right?’ Keiki took the opposite seat, and looked at him in a sad expression. She remembers the worried form of his brother even after all these years being apart. She notices when his mood had changed, and somehow, those features can be seen here.

‘I have to be strong Keiki, Casey’s counting on me…’ He replied covering her face with his hands, trying to cover himself from the distress that can be seen from his face.

There was silence before, Keiki gives his hand a squeeze.

‘I know, but… you don’t have to be alone in this. I don’t know if I could do it without you Bryce..’ Her voice was slow, as her head was lowered as his ears perked up.

‘What do you mean?’

“When we were younger, my first fear. Thunders, and you were there for me. You stood there, singing some ballad and, for the first time. I wasn’t afraid anymore, and I want to be there for you… just the way you been there for me years ago.’

His eyes were suddenly filled with tears once more, as he remembers the memory vividly.

‘Casey wants you to be strong, but…she doesn’t want you to beat yourself up for this okay? I am here, your friends; we all are being strong together.’ Keiki’s words made him smile, as he pulled her into a hug. They haven’t hug ever since her return, but… somewhat the familiar gesture brought back all the memories of their good old days, somehow feeling grateful for their sudden reunion.

He glanced at the wall clock, as it strucks midnight,

‘You should head back home Keiki, get some sleep. It’s already late, and all.’ He said with a gentle tone in his voice.

As Keiki was about to reply, Ines and Zaid made their way to them. A smile on her face, as Zaid was the usual frown that they know all too well.

‘I’m so sorry if this causes anymore trouble, but… thank you for bringing Keiki here Dr. Delarosa.’ Bryce said, as Keiki and Zaid were in a heated discussion on the latest pop trends.

‘It’s okay Bryce, in this times; we need all the support we can get. It was quite a scare, but… I know Casey is a fighter, Rafael too. They can win this.’ She said with a smile on her face making him smile aswell.

Bryce nods in agreement, as the three of them started to leave. Before that, Keiki hugs him once more and said,

‘I will keep my phone with me, please update me on how Casey is doing okay?’

Bryce nods as he ushers her to go. She smiles as they leave the hospital, a small smile can be seen on his face before he made his way once more to Casey, a new sense of hope were planted in him.

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He founds himself suited once more in the hazmat suit, entering the room to a sleeping Casey. Bryce smiles softly at how calm she looks, as he kept track on her heartbeat; making sure it was still beating until the very end. After a moment, Casey found herself smiling by his presence as she gives him the look, a language of their own as he is the only one who understands.

He nods, as he stays with her for the night. As every second passes by, there were words that were left unsaid, as the fear consumes them both through the night hoping the morning would give them some good news.

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The night went by quickly, as it is finally a new day. Bryce founds himself pacing once more waiting for the diagnostics team to arrive along with cure, he was hoping silently. And, the smile on his smile couldn’t be wider as he saw Ethan and the rest making their way through the ward.

After it was injected, Casey was safe. Rafael was safe, as he took out his phone, leaving a text for Keiki before rushing into the run to be meet with Casey’s arms around his waist. A small victory for them, as Keiki was smiling on the other side of the phone as well.

‘She survived, and she can’t wait to see you soon.’ – Bryce. 

THE END.

[anotherbeingsworld]

Post-It

Pairing: Bryce Lahela x F!MC (Casey Valentine), although it focuses more on Casey in the story! 

Summary: The job that you have been doubting has been the one for you from the start through a couple of post-its. 

Warning: None, just fluff in literal. 

A/N: Heyyy, I am back-ish? I feel like this is somehow a way for me to ease the last couple of days of stress. I wrote this with a perspective in my mind, the thought of people walking in and out of my life at times. Those people somehow had given me a smile, an advice, a laughter, and just.. a small glance had made a small difference. This fic is somehow a way, to thank those who had saved other people’s lives with a piece of advice, for those who always has been there for the ones they love. And, to those who had one way or another had saved my life, in a metaphorical sense. All of you are a blessing to the world, and keep being you. These past days, has been one of the peak points for now and... I felt very low. I suddenly thought of the low moments in my life, where someone would come by. Its either for a minute, a month, a year or even a whole lifetime. They left a mark on my life, and had helped me in one way or another. Thank you, and this is for those who has saved people lives by being there for them during the hardest. You are definitely a gem, and you are always worth it. And, to those who I met here, you guys too had somehow made me better. Thank you <3  (I AM SORRY FOR THE LONG AUTHOR’S NOTE) // Also, this is one of my fav ones to write! ENJOY! 

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Her diagnostics office can be quite lonely sometimes, besides the enormous piles of journals that were stacked on every part of the desk. She loved her job, she often wonder what life would be if she were not a doctor. All of her high school friends would comment on her job choice, with various of reasons that made her questioned her decision over and over again; as every failure that occurred, every setback that kept on pushing her down.

The table was scattered with papers of research studies on deseases as the team are trying to find out. Working on the diagnostics team was a dream, working alongside her idol: Dr. Ethan Ramsey, and the infamous Dr. June Hirata and the long lost Mirani twin in her eyes; Dr. Baz Mirani.

Her eys wondered at the trinkets on the table, a pile of pictures were plastered on the wall. A small part of her desk that was known as home to her, even from thousand and hundreds miles away.

The collection of memories that was made throughout her life more than any other year. The feeling of joy, sadness, betrayal was washed through her eyes as her eyes did a small run down on all the respective memories.

It stopped on a particular one. A post-it. Post-it's.

'Thank you for saving my life Dr. V' - Your future rockstar!

'I wanted to disappear once, and now; I felt like life has given me a new reason to live again. Thank you.' - Emilia

'I never knew he would survived, but... he did, I never believe in miracles but, it felt like a chance to start to see again. Thank you for all you have done to us' - Reg .

'Mommy loves to told us a story about a guardian angel looking over us, watching us and taking care of us. Thank you for becoming mine.' - Sean, a drawing of butterflies in a beautiful garden which could be translated as scribbles.

'A hundred of years would never be enough to thank you for everything that you do.' - A&P

Her eyes started to welled up, over all the stories that played in her mind. All the memories from the patients that she called 'friends', the memories of playing blocks with lil Sean at the pediatric ward. The time Emilia hugged her when she was discharged from the hospital after going through a surgery with Bryce in command.

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After a long day of work, the pair stopped by their favourite joint to have one of their impromptu dates, as he recalls a story from Emilia herself.

'She told me about this doctor, blonde, emerald eyes. The prettiest smile in the world....' His eyes fall onto her, despite the exhaustion taking over he; she looked amazing.

'Stop it Bryce...' feeling quite flushed trying to get him to change the subject.

He shook his head with a smile,

'She told me how you were there to hold her hand during her check-ups, she told me all the stories of watching disney together and one of my favourites, the day where she told me about, the thunderstorm.' Bryce looks at her in adoration somehow, the figure sitting in front of him, is one of the best person he ever met.

Casey felt herself somehow getting choked up, remembering those memories flowed by. The thunderstorm held a special place in her heart, as she remembers the time where Emilia felt shaken by the thunder. She accompanied her, throughout the storm as they ended up, falling asleep on her bed. Talking about all of their favourite cartoons growing up, a huge smile was seen on her face after.

'One thing that stood with me after all, she told me...

....you saved her life Casey.'

He took her hand in his and gave it a squeeze, a gesture that words can't compare.

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Her attention was interrupted by the sudden knock on her door, she hides her head down as an attempt to wipe the sudden tears falling from her eyes.

After a couple of attempts, she glances up meeting Bryce. A smile on his face, and a look of concern too.

'Dr. Valentine, I have a preposition for you.' He said in his doctor voice that made her choke in laughter.

'Go on Dr. Lahela.' She made her way to him, as he present a couple of small post-it.

'You look pretty today, I love you in blue'

She laughed at the note in her hand, as he winks before leaving the room. She calls him once more, leaving a smooch on his cheek as they resume their lives.

She smiled at the sight of it, as she took a seat once more on her chair. A sight of the other post-its caught her attention, as she unveiled it slowly.

A set of tears started to fall, as those were the ones that she recognizes very well. She remembers the time where Edenbrook held a small campaign of doctor appreciation day with the patients. She wasn't present during it all as the thought of it flows down her back. But, the post-its in her hands was the same ones from that particular day. A small token of appreciation to the doctors, which to quote the words of Dr. Naveen Banerji before.

'You saved me. Thank you.' was written in black, as the words were bold.

In that very moment, she loved her job more than ever.

The job of saving lives, was not for the weak. But, for the ones who will never give up and she didn’t give up. <3 

THE END 

[drariellevalentine]

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[anotherbeingsworld]

Reminscing Hours

Pairing:  Bryce Lahela x F!MC (Casey Valentine)

Book: Open Heart

Warning: none, just.. bittersweet fluff. Minor mentions of death. 

A/N: I AM BACKKKKK, and with finals is over. I am finally writing once more, I have loads of plans and I am excited. I am so sorry if updates is very slow, I been in up and down lately but... I mange to finish this piece. It is dedicated to a close friend of mine, who had lose someone close to her. @jaxsmutsuo​ , I hope you loved it as much as I enjoyed writing it. It’s a bittersweet tale, as some of these... just its hard to write. I didn’t cry but, its just.. hit hard in a way.  This fic, mostly revolves around Casey but, Bryce plays a part into it too. I hope all of you enjoyed it as much as I do. <3 

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It was a rare occasion for the Lahela family to take a leave, as both of them are doctors which shows the harsh reality of full schedules either, it begins on midnight or 12 p.m. The family will always be absent in the house. But, everything changes after Louis was born. After that, Alexis and Kailani came to grace into their lives bringing a joy that no one would compare. It was a compromise, but they manage to still continue medicine despite everything. And, today was a different day. Casey decides to finally introduce a huge part of her childhood to the kids.

It was a beautiful Friday morning, as they begin their journey. The trip consists of a few snacks and gas stops, followed by a tradition that Casey and Bryce created which includes a small picnic along the roads of Boston. The Lahela children were enthusiastic on the family trip despite it clashes with their school timetables except for Alexis who is much pleased on skipping a day of school, which hints a bit of Bryce rebellious phase that had maybe inherit inside of her.

‘Let’s get the party started!’ An enthusiastic Bryce shouted in the car, as Casey laughs in delight at her husband’s actions. The kids were jumping along the enthusiasm, as they hit the road. After a few hours, they arrived at the destination. It was a breath of fresh air as it is home.

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As the modern architecture was in view, she felt a small lump in her throat. It happens every time she came to visit. It was that wave of nostalgia that is begging for her to be hit. The view in front of her, was different than what she remembers a decade ago, maybe two decades ago.

It was wooden before, as it was modernized once more. Every part of the area was scanned as a memory appear, reminding her how life used to be. Happiness, screams that followed in between and the nastiness of junk food can be seen throughout the area.

She was greeted with a familiar face, her grandmother. Alice Valentine, who has been crushed into a hug by the kids. Bryce steps forward and pulled her into a hug too, as the scent of chocolate chip cookies can be smell from afar making the kids jumping in joy.

‘Who wants the best chocolate chip cookies??’ Grandma Alice says in joy, as the three of them yelled simultaneously with huge grins that made the parents smile too.

After the commotion was over, Bryce noticed the stiffen atmosphere around Casey. She has been seen zoning out as they arrived, and he knows that particular look. The look where she is almost on the edge. Bryce took her hand in his, and said.

‘Hey, it’s gonna be alright okay?’

Casey wipes the tears that had managed to accidentally fall, and nods giving his hand a squeeze. The parents started to unload the stuff, as they started the short getaway together.

The day went well, as Alice and Casey teaches the whole family on how to make chocolate chip cookies from scratch. It ended up with a huge success, as the cookies came out perfectly even from Bryce which earns a surprise look from Casey. Afterwards, they ended up walking together around the small town, for dinner supplies which is a tradition in Casey’s family. 

The house was quiet, as Casey and Bryce put the kids to bed. They decided to hang out and enjoyed each other’s company that night where they bumped into Alice, Casey’s grandmother who is fetching her night medication.

‘Casey honey, Bryce. Come, let’s chat. I have been busy with the kids and haven’t gotten the chance to check in with the both of you.’ She gestures on the couch as the couple made their way over there.

As they all were seated, Grandma Alice scoots forward and took their hands into hers giving it a squeeze.

‘How are you both? How is the family doing and everything?’

Casey smiles at the question, as she let both of their hands go.

‘We are doing great, the hospital been quite busy and with the kids too…’

‘It can be a lot, but we enjoyed a challenge!’ Bryce continues her sentences as he place an arm around her.

‘How are you Gran? I am so sorry we haven’t came sooner, our schedules were packed and I literally begged mom to watch the house for us to leave..’ Her reply earned a small laughter from the elder.

‘I have been okay, did some groceries, water the plants and the usuals! When your mom called me about your upcoming visit, I was ecstatic! I missed the kids, and playing with them once more add ten years of my lifespan.’ She said, as her gaze dropped onto the small whispers in the other room where the kids were found whispering among themselves, a smile tugged on their faces.

‘I missed your cooking gran, especially the homemade stew and the cookies, nobody could make em like you did.’ Bryce compliments earning an eye-roll from Casey as Alice laugh in delight.

‘Well, I can packed some for you to bring back home yes?’

Bryce nods enthusiastically earning a shoulder punch from Casey, who smiles at his frown. Alice looked at them and smile, somehow reminiscing an old memory.

‘Grand, you okay?’ Casey scoots forward, and held her hand somehow warm in her touch.

Her eyes were closed, as a smile appears on the corner of her mouth. In a split second, she opened it once more, somehow teary and the happiness were still visible on her face.

‘I am okay, seeing the both of you; reminds me of your grandfather. Fun and bright just like your husband there, and somehow, seeing both of you here. Reminds me of our fondest memories…’ She stood up and came back a few moments later with a medium sized box in her arms. Both of them stood up, and held her, as Bryce took the box from her hands.

They all sat down once more, as curiosity fills their mind especially Casey’s at the sight of the box.

‘What is this grand?’ She gestures onto the box, as Bryce scoots forward aswell.

Alice smiles, as she unlocks it. It was filled with pictures, trinkets, a few visible letters and a plated straw hat that Alice immediately holds in her hands. She traces the lines and texture of the hat, somehow visible tears could be seen.

‘This was his, he would wore it everytime we go out. I thought it was an embarrassing gesture as he would walk on this world with that beautiful smile of his…’ She passed the hat to Casey. She took it and held it, somehow felt like it was a treasure.

‘This was his favorite, I remembered when he would take me on his bike rides. He would wear it with his beach shirts and we would eat at the crack of dawn…’ The tears starts to flow in her eyes, as Bryce scoots on to rub her shoulders.

‘Y’know Bryce, if he was still here… he would loved you. I think he already has.’ Alice said with a smile on her face, as she took out some of the trinkets from the box, bringing back all kind of memories for both Casey and Alice.

‘Based on the stories Casey told me about him, I think the feeling is going to be mutual Mr.s Valentine.’ Bryce smiles as he takes a look at the pictures, and stop at one in particular which is a pic of baby Casey in her grandfather’s arms.

‘You look very cute Cas.’ Bryce presented the photo to her, and a smile appeared on her face despite the tears that kept on flowing.

‘I am a cute baby after all, right grand?’ Alice laughs at the statement, before answering.

‘Between you and Dan, I think both of you are equal. I love my grandkids too much to pick in between them.’ Alice replies, earning a stifled of laughter from Bryce, as Casey pouts from the answer.

They sat there looking at old memories for a while, until the clock finally strucks at midnight earning a look of surprise from the three of them.

‘I can’t believe its already midnight..’ Casey states in disbelief, as she held onto some more memories.

‘Your grandfather would still be awake at this time, screaming and yelling at the television over soccer. Ah, good times.’ Alice states one more, as they started to tidy up the mess.

After a few minutes, they were done. Before she had a chance to stood up, Alice passes her a brown envelope with cursive writing onto it.

‘This is…a letter from your grandfather years ago. We did do the same for your mom too, why not for our favorite grandchild too? We gave Dan, his letter already. But, we kept yours as he wanted to give it to you after you graduated med-school. We planned to surprise you during your first day of residency; but… his life was cut short. But, now… it seems to be a good time for you to have it.’ She gestures at the envelope, as Casey pulls her into a hug.

Bryce stood there smiling upon the scene, before he was pulled too into the hug by Alice herself. The three of them hugged for a while, and let go as the both Casey and Alice’s eyes were watery from all the emotional turmoil of the day. It was a tiring end for a day, but it was worth it.

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The walls were cream, as the 5th paper was crumpled once more followed by a groan by a young man who is in his 30s.

‘James, that’s the 5th paper today. What’s wrong?’ Alice asked, as she made her way to the study area of her husband.

‘I wanted to write something good for Casey, dear. I already wrote for Dan, and everytime I start… it seems to get worst.’ He rubs his temple as Alice massages his shoulders slowly as a hint for some rest.

‘You are a story teller dear, just write anything you can think of. It will make sense on paper, I promise.’ She gives him a kiss on the cheek before moving onto the daily tasks leaving him with his thoughts.

A smile appear on his face, as he starts scribbling through the day. It ended with a satisfied look on his face, as he reread it once more; a small practice for him to read it to her dear granddaughter one day.

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Casey was awake at 3 a.m. as she couldn’t sleep, somehow the thought of the letter kept her awake. She decides to give in, and took the letter in her hands. She made her way to the balcony of their bedroom, and took a seat on the wooden floors. Western Red Cedar, a small callback to her childhood.

The wind was blowing, as she shivers in the night. She took a deep breath, before tearing the small envelope with delicate movements. Her hands is shaking at the moment, fear overcoming her as the words were written somewhat visible to her vision.

A deep breath was taken once more, before she starts reading it. A vision of himself rereading it can be seen through her subconscious.

My dearest Casey,

I remember the day, your parents told us about your arrival. We were over the moon; we were excited to meet another grandchild of ours and I was surprised that we were announced of a baby girl. Your mother was our lucky shot for a girl, as all of our children were boys. I was ecstatic, and I remember calling your mother every day; asking everything about you. Before you were born, we knew you were going to be an amazing human being, a beautiful daughter indeed.

There was a story I wrote before, about a pair of siblings on an adventure. It somehow reminded me of you and our Daniel. We had watched you both grown into your phases and, I am very lucky to watch you grow from your first step to your first full meal. One day, I would love to show you more of my stories. All the worlds I created in, as you would live in this world with all the joy and happiness.

We never know what the future will hold, but I promise. I am there with you, when you are happy, scared, lonely, sad and even during your lowest point. Life as a story-teller teaches me, somehow the stories we wrote are a reflection of who we are, and when I looked into those emerald eyes of yours. I saw a million of stories in one that is waiting to be written in the future. I am excited to watch you grow into the amazing woman you were meant to be.

Lots of love,

Grandpa James Valentine.

She felt herself tear up as she reached towards the end, as she traces the words on the letter. It felt like it was written a lifetime ago, as it brings back the memories from the past before. She folded the letter, as she found the familiar hat in her position once more. A pair of arms were felt hugged around her, as Bryce held onto her. The Lahela’s stood there into the night, as Casey continues to reminiscing the old times with the love of her life.

There was a time, she wonders how the world will look like, how life would turn up if any of these didn’t happened. She wonders what types of conversations she would have with her late grandfather, as they took a sip of cocoa during winter nights, but… she is grateful for the time and memories she had with him. She knows, she will see him again one day in another life.

THE END.

[drethanramslay]

Letters of Love and Longing (4)

Book: A Courtesan of Rome

Pairing: Marc Antony x MC (Aurora Lavigne)

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Request by @beckaroo​- #29 

Author’s note: This is my first time writing Marc Antony and i Hope i could do him justice. I referred to Google for the info and translation so if it is wrong blame google (And also lemme know because i always am willing to learn hehehe)

Thanks to @cryinginthebackseat​ the OG talented queen to pre read it ❤

Year: 1940 Location: Across the Mediterranean Sea in Libya, North Africa

Mio Tesoro,

You were right in predicting that Italy won't stay still. You were right that the people who run this country care little for its citizens or for the people working to keep this country alive. Mussolini's pride is the reason our country is put into a tumultuous war and will be the reason we will suffer.

What was the reason to join Hitler? Was it that hard to shut his pie-hole and not get involved in something bigger than him? Bigger than all of us?

Mussolini and I have so much in common. He is also from a small, inconsequential family much like myself. Worked hard through childhood and had big dreams and ambition so big, people would laugh at you. Joined the military to rise the ranks... sounds familiar, no?

I just hope that I never become like him. And if I do, you have full permission to smack me.

My loyalty lies with my country but I am honestly so disgusted by that man. I happened to overhear what the Bastardo said to Marshal Badoglio? "I only need a few thousand dead so that I can sit at the peace conference as a man who has fought."

Who says that? After years of serving him and his fancies, this is how my loyalty is paid?

I apologize for unleashing all my annoyance and rage on you. You don't deserve it.

This was meant as an appreciation and acknowledgement of how you always manage to be correct. But look at me, displacing and projecting my anger onto you, my Aurora, mia cara. Sorry. 

Ideally, this letter could be seen as me fraternizing with the enemy and I could probably be hung for it. Could you know how scandalous it would be for a high ranking officer to be head over heels in love with a French woman? Every day I think about you or the way your lips feel against mine or those sinful curves, I am dancing on a thin line, the moral grey zone as they say.

But what is life without the rush of cheating death, eh?

I miss you. More than I thought I would. It is a completely new experience for me. I don't understand the romantic ballads the young lads sing to woo a woman. I rather show you how much you mean to me... Or how much you infatuate me... Or how much I love you, for actions speak louder than words.

But I am so far away from you. You would think that after all these months of distance after you left Italy and sought refuge in Switzerland I would be able to deal better with the distance.

How far away you seem - how far everything seems that I have loved.

It must be the karma of all the lives I have taken to be miles away from you. But if it means getting to see you again, I will suffer through the hardest of times. I would go to any ends to be in your presence. Aurora.

I am pleased to hear that you are taking care of yourself. If you are well, I am well. Also, I am glad that you have made some friends with the other woman. They will give you the company I lack to provide. Mussolini says that it is going to be a short war so I hope that I can bring you back home. If not, then we will have to settle for these letters which do so little to alleviate the emptiness in my heart.

Ti amo, mia Bellissima.

Yours,

Marc Antony.

Well from whatever little history I remember back from high school, Mussolini was a gigantic cunt and I didn't like him. Also the quote is true! He deadass said that like yuck, fuck off

Also the axis powers were Italy, germany and Japan while the Allied Powers were Great Britain, France, Soviet union, USA and China. 

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Letters of Love and Longing (5)

Book: Platinum

Pairing: Raleigh X MC (Layla Henderson)

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Requested by @oshen​- #2 

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Year: 1942 Location: Panama

Mi amor Layla,

You don’t know how utterly excited and delighted I am to hear from you. It has been too long and I find myself craving your company. Though I wish that the circumstances could have been better and there was not this dark cloud of impending doom shadowing us at all times but hey, beggars can’t be choosers when the fate of the world lies in the hands of fat, white, privileged men.

I know this is a topic we can go on and on about, spewing innovative expletives and what not. We can just go on about our shared hatred for such Pollas en Vinagre who just shit on the poor and exploit the working class. That is how it started, no? It’s been me and you against the world forever. It’s always been that way. And I wouldn’t have it any other way. 

I wonder what do you think of a “sky ruffian” (like you say) like me? I know when we initially were acquainted, you were very dubious of me. From my awkward uniform to my “flying death trap” and my charming words, I was just the definition of a man who your mama warned you to avoid. 

But that didn’t keep you away, did it? You are not your everyday women, who sit at home and sew clothes. 

You are a legend. To be part of the Woman’s Army Corps at 25 is an accomplishment of a lifetime that not even men have gained. To be the first of your kind… It takes a lot of guts and courage. Your determination to change the view of how people perceive woman and your bravery is one of the many reasons I love you. 

I wonder if you have guessed. Surely I could not have loved you so much without your knowing.

Subtlety is for a coño who hasn’t even grown facial hair. When you are part of the military forces, you are immediately made aware of how short life is. How things just change for the worse in a blink of an eye. I may be the pirate of the sky but even I know how I am knocking on death’s door every mission. 

We both know the risks of serving our country. 

Layla… You mean the world to me and I don’t think that I could find a woman as beautiful, smart and divine like you. Whenever you are in front of me, I am entranced by your sheer presence. The way the sun reflects on your dark hair with brown undertones. The way your brown eyes stare at me as if you were staring right into my soul. 

I have had my fair share of lovers but they are nothing but a tiny flame compared to the sun’s radiance. 

You just… get me. That is all I have sought in the 28 summers I have walked this earth. 

I love you enough to respect your decisions. I don’t expect you to say those words back immediately. I should have waited to say it to you face to face, but I just feel like screaming it out to the world already. But please, take your time. I would rather you tell these words from the bottom of your heart when it gets your heart racing rather be forced by the circumstances. 

I will wait eons for you because you and I… we are a love story for ages.  

Take care, my love, my strength, my Layla.

Yours lovingly,

Raleigh

Pollas en Vinagre : Dicks in vinegar (idk man it was on 18 Spanish curses which will make you a native page)

coño  : Cunt

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