#at 2am yep lol

[little-pondhead]

Day 1: Fantasy AU

"Who are you to trespass upon fae lands?"

Brain: hey, dannymay started

Me: what??? you're saying this now???? when it's 2am on the second of May?????

Brain: lol yep. better get workin peasant

[gardenoblues]

tagged by @iamfandomcrazy hii i love all ur fics >< Rules: Post the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it! Then tag as many people as you have WIPs. WARNING: THERE MIGHT BE SMUTT YOU WOULDN'T WANT TO CAST YOUR EYES ON. --- just know that most of these are intrusive thoughts or the product of my spiraled madness, and short ideas. i won't be putting unfinished but posted fics since that would take too long. here it goes

*Visions; - a wyler fic where wednesday was freshly expelled from her former high school and started to have small and useless visions (its safe to assume its about Tyler, she mostly sees snippets of events)

Wulfric Thursday - a fic about wyler's son, he's the first child (that i most prob post on ao3 once Hyde The Past is done since the two are connected, i think i actually need someone with me to think of ideas and be crazy together its a little too much to take, a wide universe. There are 3 current chapters.)

Valentina Francoise - a fic about wyler's daughter, the younger sister (wont say much but she's the best and worst combination of her parents. there's only one chapter and its mostly notes.)

Girl Next Door - this fic was either tyler would be the new kid who moved into town or it was Wednesday. it was hard to decide but i think i settled with Wednesday. I don't know if this would come to life though, wish me luck. there are no chapters. yet.)

wyler tyler has a twin gemini - yep. the title speaks for itself lol. ( i wanted to do something like migi and dali or ayesha's secret, if you know the anime or manga, well you know *wink *wink)

wyler - sunflower - a fic where Tyler dies or it has an alternative story where he faked his death and goes to live in the Addams manor. God i was such in an angsty mood i wanted someone to die with me, and of course its my favorite white boy to write about)

Tyler Galpin - just a compilation of songs i was thinking of editing Tyler in.

Wyler PROMPT - just an unfinished prompt from a dc prompt where Tyler is Fran's and Vincent's son.

Wyler spies AU - again the title speaks for itself lol.

WYLER ITS OK NOT TO BE OK - if you know the kdrama then nice, but if you don't its basically Tyler would be a psych ward nurse or something like that and Wednesday is a children's book writer that sometimes visit hospitals to read her book.

HYDE THE PAST TYLER BOOTCAMP - my heart cries fir this fic. title speaks for itself. suppose to be a filler chapter.

WYLER DRABBLE - alice in the wonderland fic. its just an idea wont prob make the cut.

Wyler hays - just wyler smutt ><

Longing For draft - just a short fic where Tyler followed Wednesday to her house.

Wednesday Addams as Song Lyrics - songs id edit her with. --- These are just what's saved in my laptop. here's what's in my phone. i don't mind if you don't read this one lol.

wyler (1) - wednesday pospartum with her son.

Liar, liar - Tyler teasing Wednesday.

wyler (2) - Wednesday spit on Tyler's face and he uses it as lube.

wyler gender swap - there's one chapter.

its not always rainbows and butterflies - a short fic where Tyler attends nevermore and learning how to control the Hyde but in Wednesday's pov.

This is shit - wednesday denying her feelings for Tyler.

wyler (3) - Tyler has full control of his Hyde and pretends to be nice but Wednesday sees through him.

wyler (4) - (just wrote this 2am earlier lol) wednesday goes to yoga and mourns Kitty's death, has a mental breakdown while Tyler consoles her. SORRY THAT WAS LONGER THAN I THOUGHT. tagging @writerrose1998 @broken-everlark @nonamemanga @cosmic-lullaby @callmetippytumbles @tastethesetears @lovepoison9 @nouklea @diamantdog @lady-murderess @therulerofallpotatos

[sleepy-achilles]

"Oh please! Leon Michaels does not give in to any man! He is a dominant force! What he says goes!"

Also Leon Michaels-

Leon lays in his bed, eyes closed, basking in the sunlight filtering through the blinds when he feels the bed dip. Then he feels the weight on him. "Baby?" Drew asks. "Mmm?" Leon hums keeping his eyes closed as Drew places soft kisses around his jaw and neck. "I was talking to Sheamus and I got a really good idea." Drew states, his hand skimming up and down Leon's naked side. Leon cracks his eyes open. It's moments like this when Leon is glad the fans can't see him. His tough guy act is, well just that, an act. It doesnt exist in the four walls that is his home. He glances down at drew.

And boy isn't that a sight. He's clearly just finished working out, and drew knows that's Leon's favourite sight. "Drew..." Leon warns as his stomach tightens. Drew presses harder against him. "I was thinking we finally take that holiday you promised me." Drew states. Leon examines his face. "Somewhere nice and sunny. Maybe one of those islands all the other celebs goto, you know, private and beautiful. No worry about fans." Drew suggests tilting his head, his eyes gazing down to Leon's pierced nipples. "Of course Darling. Anything you want." Leon nods.

Drew smiles and kisses him. "Ill book it yeah?" "Yeah you know where my card is" Leon yawns. "You're the best, I love you." Drew smiles sitting up. "Love you too. Go nuts. Don't worry about cost." Leon adds as drew begins to move.

Drew wonders if the fans would lose their shit at this side of Leon. The skeleton king who does things his way, does not give into orders. Breaks rules and laws. Is currently laid in bed, telling his husband to spend as much of his money as he wants on a holiday he agreed to without much thought.

But then drew thinks about it. It must be a genetics thing. If only fans could see the true push overs that are Leon and the Undertaker. Two men who are wrapped around their husbands fingers. It makes drew chuckle as he strolls into the office, texting the Michaels wives group chat that he was successful.

Drew- Done.

Cassie- Already? You literally sent the plan a minute ago!

Shawn- just finished working out?

Drew- yep.

Shawn- Works everytime. My boys are suckers for a sweaty mess.

John- doesn't work on my hubby.

Cassie- works for me, doesn't work for rhea.

Drew- what can I say? I just look really really good all worked out.

Shawn- God I love you. My turn.

Cassie- nope. Ignoring chat now.

John- agreed.

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Can I just say it 2am and I got this inspo after reading a tibbs fic in which Gibbs just gives in without hesitation. Beautiful really. Love the concept of big scary men who give into their partners at any given time.

Also I'm so tired so this is shit but idc. My blog is full of shit work that I promise to rework and never do lol

[raspberrysmoon]

soooo @rtcshipweeks day 13 is t4t... i give you t4t blackrose with transfem constance and newly cracked transmasc ocean

also this was written and 2am and subsequently edited later, so pls excuse (and point out) any typos or capital letters lol

ocean didn’t care for paying attention to herself much. if she could work, it didn’t matter.

until the cyclone.

something about the warehouse- and the weeks afterward in the hospital changed her. for the first time since she started school, she was alone with only her own thoughts.

and it certainly wasn’t fun.

the longer she thought, the less she comfortable she became. her skin began to itch, and she could feel the heat of tears on her cheeks if she laid silent for too long. she thought, at first, that she could outrun this. she started writing, drawing, she started using duolingo and had her mom bring in her crochet basket from a few years ago.

but eventually her hands started to hurt, and she ran out of tries.

and it came back.

so she started watching shows and movies. she would ask the choir for recommendations and add them to a list that she finished every week, if not less. she watched anything she could get on netflix, and started to comb through hulu and disney+ as well. it only lasted a few weeks, though. she practically finished everything she could bear to watch.

and it came back. as soon as she let the room go silent, it was back.

and so, music. she made playlist after playlist, about her friends, her family, other classmates, activities and even teachers and their classes. she started trying to write out popular songs, and she would write out lyrics how she heard them and check it against the official lyrics.

she tried to learn about cars, and history, and religions, and food. she quickly became able to hold a conversation with mischa in ukrainian, and watched noels french movies and understood them. she started trying to learn mandarin, even.

but it didn’t work. and the itch came back.

and after months of trying to ignore it, she broke. she clawed at her arms, her thighs, her stomach- anything she could reach, really. she never felt the sob bubble in her throat when she scratched, but when she stopped she felt her throat close, and her chest tighten.

but she had to stop. every time, she had to stop. nurses would see marks if she made them, and her friends would notice if she started to hide her arms from them.

and every time, she clamped a hand over her mouth to stifle the pathetic whimper that escaped her when she released her skin.

she kept up a routine, for a while. she would wait until everyone else was asleep, and she would scratch. not too much, but enough to hurt. she would muffle her cries as she fell asleep, and wake up the next morning exhausted, and blame it on her healing wounds.

but it couldn’t last forever. she knew that, deep down. someone would find her, or hear her, or she would scratch too hard and leave a mark.

and sure enough, she hit two of three boxes. always the overachiever.

“ocean?” constance. “are you okay?”

she dug her nails into her wrist with a muffled hiss. “i’m okay! just struggling to fall asleep, is all.”

constance rounded the curtain slowly. “are you sure?”

ocean pushed her wrist down, keeping her nails pressed into it. “yep! i think i'm right at the lull between pain med doses.” she forced a grin, praying silently that her friend would leave.

instead constance looked at oceans hands. “why do you always do that?” she asked softly, “i hear you at night sometimes.”

ocean shrugged, careful not to release the pressure. “my arm itches sometimes.” she lied smoothly, “i scratch it.”

“you only ever do it at night after everyone else is asleep,” constance pointed out quietly, “does it only itch at night?”

ocean nodded slowly. that was a good lie to use, actually. it was partially true, even, so it wasn’t really even a lie.

only a half-truth.

“i’m sure you could ask for anti-itch cream.” she murmured, walking over and gently taking oceans wrist. constance pulled at her fingers until she let up pressure and ocean choked on a half-sob.

constances head shot up in alarm, and ocean tugged her arm away, pulling tight to her torso.

“really, connie, i’m okay.” ocean promised softly, “you should go back to bed.”

constance nearly scoffed at her. “like i’m going to bed when you’re hurting.”

ocean shook her head. “i’m okay. it just.. itches sometimes. when it’s quiet like this.” also technically not a lie. she really was doing fine, and it really did just itch sometimes. it just.. hurt to not itch.

constance sighed, “scoot over. we’re having a sleepover tonight.”

and tonight turned into a week and a half. a week and a half of ocean carefully waiting until she knew her friend was asleep before scratching lightly and falling asleep.

she was okay. she was perfectly fine with this routine. until, of course, she wasn’t.

she woke up shaking. her whole body. all she could think about was the itch, and scratching at herself didn’t help. nobody noticed until she failed to keep her first sob quiet. constance rounded the corner, and ocean shattered in her best friends arms.

she sobbed for what felt like hours. she could distantly feel constance pinning her hands apart, but she couldn’t even bring herself to fight it.

constance. she had mentioned, once, how dysphoria felt. she said it felt like ants, or fire, crawling under her skin. ocean could feel the ants. and they were certainly crawling.

she cried herself to sleep in constances arms that morning. and she had quite the dream.

“river! dude, we’re gonna be late.” noel pushed open the door of the bedroom.

river hummed, adjusting his hair for the fifteenth time that night. “i know- just give me another minute.”

he could hear noels eye roll, and a hand soon came to rest of his hip, turning him away from the mirror. noel reached up with a small sigh, tucking a stray piece of hair into place and smoothing down rivers collar.

“i promise, riv, you look amazing.” he giggled a bit to himself, “constance is going to drop dead when she sees you.”

river bit his lip, looking back to the mirror. he couldn’t say he looked bad in the deep purple velvet of his suit jacket, but compared to noel in his sparkly, bright red dress, he looked like nothing.

"okay, lets go."

short, fiery red hair, pale hazel eyes and too many freckles. river. what a name. ocean chewed on her lip, thinking back to the boy in the suit.

the gift of prophecy is more often a curse. A curse of disbelief, denial and banishment.

river o'connell rosenberg. that was a name she quite liked, actually.

river bit his lip.

ocean bit her lip.

river bit his lip.

maybe this is what constance meant when she talked about the click. the itch calmed a little. river pressed a hand into his arm. the itch, once in his arms and legs and stomach, settled itself in his chest. he closed his eyes, pressing a hand in the middle of his rib cage.

he allowed the itch to be. a reminder of himself. of river, and of ocean, though she certainly wasn’t gone.

he settled deeper into constances arms, and waited for her to wake.

when she did, he'd sit up, hold her hand, and ask her a question.

how did you know you were trans? specifically that, i mean. how did you know it wasn’t something else?

and constance would shrug. it felt the best, she told him quietly, it felt less like a box, and more like a building. like a home.

he'd pause, and let himself think for a moment. how would you feel if i was trans?

constance would hum. you’re my best friend, she'd say simply, you couldn’t change that if you tried.

can you call me river? he'd whisper, letting his gaze drop to their hands, now intertwined.

i'd call you anything you wanted me to, river. she'd promise.

and for once, river believed her.

[matchtaco]

It's 2am here, I just finished watching DTS episode 8, and in 1 hour I'm up to watch the tests, but I just wanted to say that I missed Tumblr and all of you and also that I'm going to update "My life changed when I saw your eyes" (yep) aaaaand I'm writing my big fic that I consider my best written, and I hope you gurls like it too, I even have a date planned to post it and if all goes well it will be before the Bahrain GP lol 🤠👍

It is not necessary to clarify but: obviously it's lestappen, do you see me writing another couple? haha 🤨

[estrellami-1]

Yep I’m American also babe why are you writing directly on tumblr your stories are too lovely to get lost every time this app reboots while you’re writing lol but also on the topic of slightly sketchy places to write because of the lack of auto save feature: I used to write a lot of my papers for school on this website called written kitten which would give you a new picture of an animal every certain number of words you write it was adorable 💜🐶

😂 honestly I wrote the first part of “If I Should Stay” thinking it wasn’t gonna go anywhere. I had it saved in drafts for DAYS and finally at like 2am decided to post it. As it turns out people LOVED it and that made me want to write more 😂 so now it’s a monster, I think I finished part 15 and we’re nowhere near done yet 😂 also that sounds entirely adorable I love that and absolutely could’ve used that back when I was writing essays for school 😂 ❤️

[nocturnalghoul]

✨️Get to know me!✨️

Tagged by @anotherghoul666 I feel so popular lol :D

Share your wallpaper: okay my main lock screen is my girlfriend and I, which I am not sharing, so here is my home screen. It is in fact girldick Sunny because I saw Crow (I think?) post it and immediately went "yep I'm using that" (ignore my 8k emails o.o and the fact that its 2am, well 3 by the time I am posting this)

Last song you listened to: Secrets of the Stars by The Milk Carton Kids (working on a fic inspired by it rn)

Currently reading: I'm semi-rereading Dracula but that doesn't count in my opinion because I've read that book too many times. My at work book is Odd Apolocalypse by Dean Koontz (the fifth book in the Odd Thomas series). I had started that series years ago back in college and only recently realized I had stopped at book 4 so I decided to finish it out.

Last movie: Listen, I take zero pride in this but the answer is Goon (2011). I had a super bad week at work last week and it weirdly always makes me feel better. Sometimes you gotta watch a not great movie to make the brain happy.

Craving: I would commit a crime for one of those lemon Italian ices right now.

Currently wearing: Drag Talk tshirt, Astros shorts (I'm a big baseball fan), "Bigfoot is real and he tried to eat my ass" baseball cap to keep my hair out of my face.

How tall are you: a little above 5'7" although people always assume I am taller, I do not know why.

Piercings: I have a singular helix piercing on the right ear that I am still trying to heal but am open to more.

Tattoos: None currently. I love the idea of getting tattoos but also have a policy I have to like the idea for at least a year before I get it and nothing has made it past that waiting period. I'm just not good at permanence.

Glasses/contact lenses: Glasses wearer. They are big and green :). I cannot do contacts cause I got a whole thing about anything getting near my eyes so I can never put them in.

Last drink: strawberry lemonade flavored sparkling water. It's yummy!

Last show: currently working my way through The Expanse

Last thing you ate: Banana bread (I made it myself)

Favorite color: blues and greens which is very apparent when you look at me and that is the color of most stuff I own

Current obsession: I mean Ghost, but also Wild Child released a new album on Friday (they are like more of an indie folk vibe) and I am so excited.

Unrelated obsession: the games Hi-Fi Rush and Melatonin. I LOVE rhythm games so much.

Pets: I have a little gray cat named Pierre! He has a whole backstory my former roommate and I made up lol. He is a little french orphan boy and chimney sweep (hence why he is gray). He also has an overbite and his little fangs poke out of his mouth when he sleeps like little vampire fangs so he is a tiny vampire.

Do you have a crush on someone? Does my girlfriend count because she is the only person who has ever successfully convinced me to care enough to date them. I'm more of a large amount of friends kinda girlie.

Favorite fictional character: I am so bad at picking favorites in general but now my mind is void of every character I have loved ever.

Last place I traveled to: I went to Greece last August with my mother cause it was lifelong dream of hers. I'm sure I've traveled within the states since then but outside of Austin for a concert cannot for the life of me think where.

I feel so lame to once again break this chain but I'm historically late to the game and am fairly certain everyone I know has been tagged already so I'm gonna go for the cheap option of if you want to do this and haven't please consider this me tagging you, even if we haven't really interacted. Have fun <3

[florida3exclamationpoints]

Recap of my first con experience!! Besides all the back and forth from the last few days that I've already posted lol

I ended up going with my brother. Our tickets got us in after 3pm which meant we missed David Tennant's q&a. But we were supposed to catch John Barrowman's q&a. I told my brother when we had to leave. Very early bc parking would be bad. He showed up 25mins late. We didn't park until 3:30/3:45. Which still meant we should have left earlier than I first said. But still. My brother was like oh wow it's really packed. ???? Yeah. The walk took a while too so we got in right at 4. No John Barrowman q&a either :( ok next. I really really want David's autograph. Took us a while to find the booth but we did. Uh oh they only take cash unless you prepaid. (I didn't prepay bc I knew we couldn't get in till 3 and there was no info on how long he was staying but today was his last day. I was worried we'd get there and he'd already be gone.) OK fine there's atms. We get the cash. We get in line. David Tennant is FIVE FEET FROM ME OMG. The lady hands me a post it to write my name on. She sees the cash in my hand. They're not taking cash anymore only prepaid tickets. NO DAVID TENNANT AUTOGRAPH. YEP. AFTER ALL OF THAT. I DO NOT HAVE HIS AUTOGRAPH. OR A PICTURE. OR ANYTHING. I SAW HIM IN PERSON FOR LIKE. A MINUTE. THATS IT. I almost cried and had a complete emotional breakdown BUT my last hope was that the BMW cast was still out and I didn't wanna be crying in my pics with them sofhskdhjs so :) I got Danielle Fishel's autograph and a selfie with her :) I wanted to get the same with Rider Strong. Bestie disappeared. And as soon as I was done with Danielle, Will Friedle and Trina McGee also disappeared. So :((( but at least I got Danielle's!! And!! I had written off getting anything from John Barrowman bc I though his autograph was more expensive but it turned out it was cheaper than I thought! So I got that too! And a good amount of interaction with him bc the line was long and he was super chatty. THEN. There were 3 Doctor Who panels that lasted all night and we ended up staying for those and im really glad we did!! It was just. Nerds hanging out and talking about Doctor Who ksjfjsks they were all really fun and funny. We got home at 2am!! And overall everything that we did do was really fun im just still disappointed about what I missed :( the last bright side is. Now I've done it once. So hopefully next year will have good guests too and I'll feel more prepared

[kiisaes]

For the ask thing! 10, 11, 12, 35, 69 and 93!!

10. game you were best at in p.e.?

I think I sucked at p.e. all around 😭😭😭 I was not a particularly athletically gifted child, but I wasn't bad at jump rope

11. what do you have for breakfast on an average day?

I don't eat breakfast LOL

12. name of your favorite playlist?

"because you are full of rage". it's kimberly's character playlist. despite its name it has a pretty wide range of song topics and genres in there, pretty versatile for when I'm working :)

35. average time you fall asleep?

I feel personally attacked by this question. around 12-2am if I have to wake up early the next day, around 3-4am if I don't

I used to sleep at like 5-6am during freshman year of college which was like ... so fucking stupid ??? never doing that again hopefully

69. a fun fact that you don't know how you learned?

ants can carry up to 40x their body weight (I could be wrong though, I just know that ants are stupid strong for their size)

93. nicknames?

min and becki are both technically nicknames 😎 jenna sometimes calls me moon! and uhhhh yep. that's about it for current day. I used to have more when I was younger and y'know. interacted with people more.

edit: I forget that y'all call me kii or kisa or kise or w/e on here sometimes! those r nicknames too I think!

thanks for ur numbers!!!

[arklayraven]

Lol got a little triggered. So yep yep...

Am okay, will be okay. All is okay.

Just was called by my mom through the phone so suddenly at this hour(2am) and mind instantly went to worst happened again.

like i was mentally preparing myself before opening the door to see my old man not okay or worst...That's how trigged I am by these calls now...and why i can't really sleep anymore until sun rises and I'm sure its okay now to rest?

lol my siblings have no fucking idea how lucky they are to have been able to dump this crap on me alone to deal with...yet they say I don't do anything and shit...

[gothicwitcholive]

"Who is calling you on the phone?! It's nearly 2am?!"

"It's Pure Vanilla Cookie. Hell broke loose in Beast-Yeast and he's asking for backup."

"A land Cookie? Can't it wait until later? I want to cuddle you some more."

- Guppy anon

Yep this sounds about right lol- I don't think she'll even introduce the S/O until a little later, afraid they'll snatch them from her.

[ohitsmaaii]

And she’s back!

Hello Tumblr World!

Hope all has been well. Last night I was up until 3AM reading all my old tumblr posts. I am so glad that I made the decision to document my emotions, thoughts, feelings, life. I was a bit jealous at my past self - i wrote so well! I wanted to come back and start blogging again. I was literally up until 3AM also trying to get into this account. I was NOT going to make a new account and start all over. Too many good posts on this open. I need to introduce blogging to the new generation (well, my nieces). I think it will help them out a lot with sorting their thoughts and feelings; i know it has always helped me, such a great outlet.

It’s been so many years; how bout an update? Let’s get to it shall we?!

I’m 33 now (as i reach for my calculator to make sure the math is correct). One of my goals in many of my previous posts was to buy a house - yep, did it. Let me just say, overrated. Haha! I’m kidding, having a roof over my head and keeping it over my head is a blessing. There are definitely pros and cons; but i do love not having to worry about where I will lay my head at night. I also love wasting all my money on home decor, plants, and everything unnecessary thing i could want when i’m watching videos at 2am.

I’ve gone through about ten different in the past year - I wish i was joking! I went from Jewelry making, Felting, Crocheting, Bullet Journaling, Drawing (or tried to at least), Making stickers…. Hmm, i wonder how drew deals with me. lol. Oh yeahhhhh, Drew and I are still together. Excelling at life together. Probably going to start a zoo together soon. I love animals and he does a bad job at not being supportive. We currently are parents of Three Dogs - Nickel, an American Bully and two Yorkie, Mushu & Michi. One turtle named Spinach. A lot of gold fishes and 6 koi fishes.

It seems my posts are less inspiring now that I’m just an old lady. Hehe. Okay, I need to go get some work done now - I’m so excited to be back!!!

[jentlemahae]

I think the most obvious answer to why they're like that is bcs of ***. Hybe simply wouldn't exist without them and the *** members literally have shares in the company too, so fans view any criticism of hybe as a criticism of ***, which isn't necessarily the case. On top of that, *** wouldn't be where they are without the fans so they also feel personally responsible for the growth of the company too (in a way, they kind of are) and so perhaps they also view criticism towards hybe as towards themselves too and they can't handle that.

Through the "underdog" narrative, hybe have been able to get people to root for them. The problem is they're not the underdogs anymore. Actually they've become everything they were against in the beginning. However, creating the blindly devoted unconditional fan unfortunately also discourages critical thinking skills too which makes the fans more likely to believe the narratives they're being fed without questioning them. They also have lowkey pushed the "not like other girls" narrative too which has resulted in this insane superiority complex amongst their fans. They genuinely believe all other kpop companies are bad except for hybe bcs they're the good guys. Hybe have successfully been able to make their fans wholeheartedly believe their "we're all in this together" rhetoric, whereas fans of other companies aren't really buying into that belief anymore. Comparatively, hybe is a new company. I feel with the other companies prev mentioned - sm, jyp, yg, cube, starship - they have all been around for years and kpop fans have seen them do a lot of incredibly awful and stupid things so fans don't have a connection with the companies anymore, bcs we see the reality. They're a business. They don't care about you or the artists. They just want profit.

Hybe fans are currently in a bubble but give it 10 years and that bubble will have burst and they will eventually see that reality too.

yep yep, 100% 🙃🙃 they see hybe as an extension of *** so any criticism against hybe is criticism against *** (which tbh is crazy cause if u truly liked *** u would not like hybe lol i hated bighit when i was an army)

and yes, hybe has benefited a lot from pushing the underdog narrative* and making fans feel like by stanning them they’re helping out the “good guy”, opposed to the other evil kpop companies, when in the end hybe is just like the others (actually they’re worse if u ask me but okay). hopefully this façade will fade with time and hybe stans will see the light and become normal i guess

*the underdog narrative is always amusing to me bcs hybe/big hit was never really an underdog to begin with fshsjsj bangpd used to work with jyp in their early days and had a pretty big role in the company (he literally helped found it), and him and jyp (man) were friends and often worked together. when bangpd decided to leave to create his own company, jyp actually helped him jumpstart things by giving him an existing group (2am) for him to manage. then he started working on ***. so it’s just funny to me when their fans act like bangpd was some unknown producer who was making groups in his basement sjdjdjd

[mackjlee9]

Hey Bubs!

Gaming with my Dad was indeed fun.

Still trying to determine what my headache is about, it just kinda comes in waves so thats weird.

Hope you slept well! Kissing your hands for inspiration!

Hehe glad it was fun

Oh yep I have those kinds of headaches as well :/

I did kind of slept well, I stayed up late to watch bettel's stream and that was fun, hard not to laugh at 2am lol

The kisses work surprisingly well wow I got a Ruze request and like... I had the idea in the blink of an eye, kind of insane

[frogsister87]

Why aren’t you texting the last person you kissed?

Because we’re snap chatting

Has someone ever called you at midnight on your birthday?

Not called

Have you ever slept in the same bed as your friend?

Yep

Who was the first person you talked to today?

Brandon

Will this week be a good one?

Hopefully

What was the last movie you watched and with who?

Emperors new groove with Courtney

Anything happen to you within the past month that made you really happy?

I received a $110 gift card, that was pretty cool

What are you wearing right now?

A sweatshirt and leggings

Do you want to see somebody right now?

YES

When’s the last time you cried?

Tuesday I think

Will you regret your next kiss?

It’s very possible lol

Are you a forgiving person?

I’d say so

Do you currently have feelings for anybody?

“Feelings” is a strong word

When was the last time you changed in front of someone?

I don’t know

Are you the youngest person living in your house?

I’m the only person living in my home

Have you ever liked someone older than you?

Yeah

Who did you last fall asleep with?

Uhhhh… Ryan or Illa

Would you hug the last person you hugged again?

Probably

Now your cell phone, what color is it?

Black

Who were you last in a car with?

Courtney and Nate

Who did you text most today?

Text would be my grandma. Most of my friends Snapchat over text

Do you have a reason to smile right now?

Sure

Did a boy or a girl text you last?

Girl

Think back to the last person you held hands with, would you kiss them?

No

When was the last time something bothered you?

All the time

Would you rather love one person, or have many short relationships?

I don’t know

Would you prefer to date someone taller, shorter, or the same height as you:

Taller

Can you be your complete self around the person you like?

Like is a strong word

Are you wearing makeup?

Nope

What color was the last vehicle you were in?

White

Is there a person of the opposite gender on your mind?

Yeah

When was the last time you got high?

Uhhh it was before Christmas I think

What’s a word that starts with the third letter of your first name?

Ice

Have you ever kissed the last person you texted?

Yeah

Do you always answer your phone?

If I know it’s ringing yeah

Does anyone ever spell your name wrong?

Yep

Will you be up before 7AM tomorrow?

I hope not

In the past week have you cried?

Unfortunately

Do you get along with your parents?

Yes

What was the last thing you looked up on YouTube?

Masked singer video

Any upcoming vacations?

Well a four day weekend, woot woot

What’s the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?

Hair usually

Do you have alcohol in your house?

Yeah

What’s the closest pink object to you?

Blanket

What makes you the happiest right now?

I don’t know

Are you mad at someone right now?

Yeah

Are you ticklish?

Kind of

Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?

Not always

Would your life be the same without alcohol?

I rarely drink so I suppose so

Have you had “the best night of your life?

I hope not

What was the first thing you thought this morning?

Why do I still have a headache

What were you doing at 2AM last night?

Sleeping

The shirt you’re wearing, does anyone else have it?

I mean probably? No one I know tho

If you were offered to smoke some weed right now, would you accept?

Sure

Could you go a month without cursing?

Probably not

Ever been out of your state?

Yeah

Do you plan on getting drunk or high tonight?

I thought about it but decided to be responsible

Toilet papered someones house?

No

Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning?

Morning

Have you been to New York City?

Non

Can you go a day without laughing?

Yeah if nothing makes me laugh

Is there anybody you wish you would be spending time with right now?

Yeah

Are you tired?

Yeah

How many tattoos would you get?

There’s isn’t a limit

Do you get drunk every weekend?

Nope

Have you held hands with someone in the past 24 hours?

I don’t think so

Who was the last person you high fived?

I don’t know

How many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now?

None

Do you know how to drive?

Uh yeah

Will next Friday be a good one?

No idea

Who was the last person to wink at you?

Probably spencer lol

[wmarximoff]

Oh my god, 🤭 lmao! I’m sure you’re a great kisser. I honestly, didn’t even question it. It’s okay, we can be overthinkers together (one of the main reasons I can’t get to sleep 😪). For sure, if you can sit through it then what the hell, right? Don’t get me wrong, I’ve seen them all as well.

You do? Oh, you poor soul. 🤭 I don’t even know where to start, how does one even go about something like this? 🤔 (Oh no, don’t you dare… that’s the lowest blow of them all! 🫠 There you go again — mutual… it’s so mutual. 😩)

I suppose, but my plans were interrupted :( don’t tell anyone… but I’m thinking about sneaking off to bed to avoid my responsibilities. 🫣 Wait… just hold on, a walk at like three or four in the morning… by yourself? Forgive my paranoia but, like, are you trying to get murdered? 🤭 Curing boredom, maybe… uh, sleep? I know it’s the weekend and all — I’m a little jealous it’s only just Saturday where you are, my days go so much quicker — I’d like to be a day behind.

Sounds similar… my spotify is so neglected and I still need to listen to your DFTR playlist but I’m a procrastinator.

Kisses through the phone I can definitely do. 😘💗 Kisses sent, waiting on delivery. You’re very welcome!

Yep, no, definitely not a brat by any means. Of course you can’t I’m such a good girl most of the time and it just never happens.😌 Obviously. Not on here, not yet, no. I have some ideas floating around though.

You have a theory? I don’t know what else I can tell you, I’ve given you so much to work with already.

-🌸

I'm paranoid to the point of questioning myself right now if I'm really a good kisser. Maybe my entire life people have lied to me. And like, how could I even know about that? So many thoughts to think about right now, what the fuck. So yeah, let's be overthinkers together LMAO. Every time I have an identity crisis I'll cry in your lap.

Oh, I'm all about sneaking off to bed to avoid my responsibilities. We could just leave everything behind and go live in the woods for all I care (and it reminds me of my jokes about thayblossom and us being cult leaders… but on second thought I'd look good in a white dress in a self-sustaining community telling people that modern society is doomed, and i'm sure you would look so pretty in a white dress… not that i'm telling you to marry me haha 🤪). Well… in my defense it was only 2am when I left LMAO. And I'm back home, so… not this time, unfortunately or not. Okay I promise I'll stop with the self-deprecating jokes now, it's just stronger than I am.

Oh my god I totally forgot that we're living in like totally different days??? This is so weird lol. But yeah, I should probably sleep. It's five twenty-two am, fucking hell. I swear I'm gonna die.

But don't worry about it honey, that playlist is just a messed up brainstorm that I threw in there with no context at all lol. The songs readers rated are great of course, but mine are… well, mine 🫣 And I'm getting sleepy and dumb and would definitely like a kiss from you before I actually fall asleep. But life is unfair.

Ideas floating around… would you mind sharing them, good girl? 🤨

And it's not a theory, it's like… 99% sure and I just don't know what to make of it (and if I've totally thought of the wrong person it's going to be pretty, erm, uncomfortable LMAO 🫠)