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starwhipnspin · 11 months

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koko and baby lloyd cuz i recently rewatched the ninjago movie

#starsfanarts #starsfanarts: ninjago #ninjago #ninjago movie #koko ninjago #lloyd ninjago #lloyd garmadon #you know after watching this movie like 4 times i gotta say it grew on me #at first i was pretty neutral about it but i kinda like it now #also can i say its very funny how baby lloyd is built like a bean #a potato if you will

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therooknook · 2 years

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Typical Parisian behavior

#twisted wonderland #twst spoilers #rollo flamm #twst rollo #glorious masquerade #twisted wonderland spoilers #twst masquerade #my art #I really like how the flats and line art came out so posting them too :))#If someone had told me a month ago I’d be drawing a full colored piece of twink frollo id have said they were insane #…sighs #poor Rook my beloved I’ve neglected him so much but inspo strikes where it strikes #It’s so funny looking at the difference between Rollo when I first drew him and now #in any case if someone wants to unfollow or block me because of the Rollo content that’s okay #I understand if some people are just uncomfortable with him as a concept #but his presence is gonna be pretty neutral/positive on my blog because I really enjoy his character so this is a heads up #with that said why is it always the weird ass French boys for me #I can’t escape #I’m having so much brain rot for this event it’s unreal #I really hope the tension carries all the way through and there isn’t some light hearted cop out that happens near the end #honestly a Rollo overblot would be very cool but I wonder if that’s too many assets for one event #although… they did give Rollo a bunch of sprites and even a VA so who’s to say 👀👀👀

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some-zer0 · 14 days

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Don't know what to do with this but uhhhh something something Gwen wanting so desperately to be taken seriously/treated with respect and something something Sam pretty consistently being the one person who's respectful towards her

#this has tapered off a bit in more recent episodes #if only cause they aren't interacting as much now #but it was definitely there in the first like 10 episodes #I really wanted them to end up developing a weird friendship and I still do but it feels like the plot would need to make some turns first #in order for their dynamic to shift even remotely towards friendship #celia isn't really disrespectful but she's pretty damn neutral #while sam made efforts to connect with gwen/took her side when alice was poking fun #tmagp #the magnus protocol #samama khalid #gwendolyn bouchard

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devilsskettle · 1 month

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fuck. i drank too much caffeine too late in the day and now i’m all fired up about the response to the watcher thing and i can’t fall asleep and i have work in the morning

#when i first heard about it this afternoon i was pretty neutral-to-negative about it #but everybody’s been so fucking annoying about it they’ve turned me completely around #now i’m all ‘it’s their RIGHT as ARTISTS and as AMERICANS to put a reasonable price on their labor’ or whatever #but anyway. this is the piss poor reading comprehension site #of course everything has to be taken in the most extreme bad faith way possible

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emotionally-happy-pyro · 11 months

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@emotionally-volatile-engineer

Aaai woooph woouu!!!!!!!

#[[I couldn't get the nickname Firebug out of jy tiny little brain ever since @emotionally-volatile-engineer called me it #i just found it so cute!! so enjoy my first actual real tf2 fanart #[[also i hc pyro as aro/ace but very affectionate in case any of you were wondering :) ]]#i have never drawn a grown man before but i'm now in this fandom so I'm about to learn pretty quick huh]]#pyro tf2 #tf2 #team fortress #team fortress 2 #team fortress two #emotionally neutral pyro #pyro #tf2 engineer #engineer

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hoipeepsimruby · 2 months

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Genshin things that I will ignore in canon:

Diluc and Kaeya exchanging letters to each other during his 3-4 year revenge quest

Kid Kaeya was a perfect angel who never did anything wrong

Adult Kaeya is a perfect angel who never did anything wrong

(Let the man be morally dubious that’s when he’s most interesting. Plus his recent characterization is inconsistent with his earlier one and his bio lore)

Yae Miko tormenting every single Inazuma guy character (her silly rivalry with Itto can stay it’s funny)

60% of the Venti alcohol jokes (they aren’t funny most of the time. The only time it’s funny is times like when Beidou wouldn’t let Venti and Kazuha drink despite them both being of legal drinking age)

Paimon being the travelers voice (I’m in the minority where I like Paimon as I feel she’s the travelers annoying little sister and with that in mind she’s written rather well but I do agree with everyone who’s annoyed with how she speaks for the traveler. While I’ve never published any fanfics in a lot of my ideas Paimon ends up getting a bit shafted due to me not really knowing what to do with her because outside of being the travelers voice she doesn’t do all that much.)

Most of the Inazuma main story (if I want to I can be willfully ignorant and enjoy the story but after reading gold-rhine’s Inazuma re-write I can never go back)

The traveler being a jerk to Furina at the beginning of her story quest. (In character for Paimon but the traveler I think would at least be a little more understanding and would try to get Paimon to stop guilt tripping her)

Finally, the traveler fails to get Charlotte any scoops from the fortress of meropide. (I know why but they did waste a bunch of her money and that feels mean)

#genshin impact #extra: 90% of fandom jokes #the aren’t funny and most end up as wild mischaracterozations #tbh most of what I’m annoyed with in Genshin either has to do with gameplay or fandom #I’m pretty good at enjoying stories regardless of quality #one of my favorite games is Fire Emblem Fates #a lot of my Kaeya beef comes from Diluc being my first fave #I read a bunch of good fics that treat the whole thing with nuance and how neither of them were in the right and they both screwed up #and now like 90% is all about Kaeya #or shipping #I’m neutral to most ships #I got Stockholm syndromed into like Neuvilette x Wriothesley #I have at one point activly seeked out Childe x Zhongli #I’m fine with a bunch of popular ones (JeanLisa Eulamber etc)#but so much of Genshin fandom is shipping and because of that it’s so hard to find fics of characters I like without it #that’s why I got stockholmed into liking Neuvilette x Wriothesley #because so many interesting fic premises had it in there it was like or be unable to read those fics #plus I like aro/ace Diluc and I actively headcanon a lot of characters to be somewhere on the aro and or ace spectrum #this is less of a thing I’m ignoring and more of a this makes no sense thing but #in the long ass multi update fontain side quest there is a girl who grew up in the fortress of meropide #and it seems ooc for Wriothesley not either have not noticed her existence or to have done nothing about it #but I can’t ignore it because the quest wouldn’t make sense without her #so for me he knows and is trying to do something about it but can’t get her out for whatever reason #idk something about her not existing on Fontaines people records of something #the least he could do is ask some of the guards to look after her and keep her safe and happy #that’s my explanation

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freakshowcowboy · 1 year

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everyday i fall a little bit more in love with colin hughes

#i binged the first 2 seasons Pretty fast so i had a lot of trouble keeping straight who each character was outside of the main cast #so it wasnt until s3 that i was consistently aware of whos who #and bc of that i was neutral-positive on colin until isaac walked away from him and he looked so devastated every bone in my body started #screaming for me hoist him unto my bosom like a wounded bird #but now im rewatching ted lasso and seeing all the moments i hadnt fully recognized as being colin im just. ogh. i lovge hiim #yeehawing #ted lasso #colin hughes #hes so special.......

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conidiophore · 2 months

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I didn't really expect to like bottom growth as much as I do. Almost a year on T (just a couple of weeks away) and I am pleasantly surprised by what I have going on. Jerking that thing with solemn appreciation and nodding wisely.

#conepost #im not going to post pictures or anything but when im fully hard or whatever its not too far off from the first joint of my thumb #in terms of size and shape. it's really an impressive specimen tbh i didnt expect to grow anything given what i had going on before #my micro is growing healthily 👍 sorry for the tmi guys but it's whatever #its my weiner i can talk about it if i feel like it.#but yeah. bottom growth wasnt really something i wanted (neutral on it to begin with) but after a little bit i fell kind of in love with it #its big enough to grab now. i could tie something to it. mistletoe maybe. idk.#my anatomy is pretty obscuring but i kind of like that since i havent had any issues with chafing or anything #it can get irritating that it is so tucked in from a visual/tactile perspective when im doing my Thing though #anyway humiliating sleep deprived post about my junk. ehatevrr #t update

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opens-up-4-nobody · 4 months

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#hello darkness my old friend. I have insomnia again #it seems i wont get back to sleep. making this the 4th night in a row of 4 to 5hrs sleep. woof #is it insomnia or am i on the bleeding edge of hyp0mania? idk its weird. i can feel the strain in my head #my thoughts dont connect as well. its like im being pulled in two directions. my brain becoming spaghettified. growing thin around the #middle. but im not as tired as one might expect. ive been pretty productive and optimistic but anxiety and internal restlessness are up #like im tired but also i need to get up and pace around. maybe jump up and down. maybe run in circles.#the energy comes in waves. sitting in lectures or sitting for the extended addition of l0tr has been somewhat unbearable #bc im so contained. i would not ever get up and walk around while those things were happening but i desperately wanted to #ugh. whats my problem? who's to say. could also b the medication. i see the psychiatrist next week and i think ill beg to b put back on #lam1ctal. just bc when i was taking it on a super low does i had a week or feeling the most normal i think i ever have in my life #anxiety and evil thoughts were so small and i felt happy in a way im not sure i ever have been #like i think under normal circumstances i just have a low capacity for joy. at most i feel neutral. like i was telling my friends how i #might do some field work in winter and they were enthusiastic abt it and i kno y bc it sounds cool but idk i just dont feel anything abt it #i cant see past the pain it will take to get there. and i mean mood wise i feel alright on 4bilify like in a nutral way but stable isnt #the same as feeling happy. but maybe its all just in my head. 25mg lam1ctal shouldnt b enough to b effective #but idk i think im just sensitive to the chemicals in my body. including hormone fluctuations. idk. i hope she lets me switch.#itll b a pain in the ass to readjust in terms of going off what im on now and it might not work #but theres literature on retrying lamicta1 and they say to avoid inflammatory reactions in the first 2 months. which i did not do. oops #not that i was trying. i didnt think abt it until id had a million holes poked in my skin and was experiencing a mild tatt00 allergy #ugh. anyway. tbh id prefer this being hyp0mania vs insomnia bc then at least i can continue to function a bit during the day #ive never done anything that wild while hyp0manic aside from injure myself from over exercising and make bad choices in how i spend time #ie become insane abt something and not b able to think abt anything else. ugh. and i guess at this point ive tentatively accepted the idea #of being bip0lar. so i swear to christ if i was misdiagnosed ill b so mad. its just that if i fill out an 4dhd and bip0lar checklist. i #get a way heavy positive with bip0lar and the 4dhd is meh. so i think i just have overlap in symptoms due to dyslex1a and 4utism #ugh. me and my collection of diagnoses. so it goes #unrelated

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snekdood · 1 year

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Dude.. my ex boyfriend totally did get me into conspiracy theory shit, even if unintentionally (i think its intentional im sure he believed in that shit. Would not surprise me at all.) At the time i was already pretty isolated from anyone online who mightve countered any of my dumb spiritual or alien related beliefs because of some dumb shit i said online making most of the friends and followers i made online generally avoid me, depending on who it was. I was just a regular pagan and then he showed me this weird video with all this weird conspiracy theory symbolism in it. I looked it up later on and looked up the meaning of the symbolism and came across a whole bunch of stuff posing itself as Secret Information The US Govt Doesnt Want You To Know About, etc. And then i just fell deeper into the conspiracy theory pipeline, traded my paganism for new age beliefs, and goddamn dude. Like we both got suspended from school bc he had a dumb idea to dumb shit there and i spent my time in detention fucking. Trying to read "the emerald tablets" or whatever tf. Its all coming back to me rn.

#anyways im not about to let yall make me feel guilty for falling in this direction anymore bc i was fuckin 14 and didnt know SHIT about us #politics aside from lgbt ppl deserve rights and to live like everyone else and same w all the other minorities (even tho i probably still #had issues i needed to work on around those things. still generally i wouldve considered myself progressive but apolitical)#and i was already at the time rejecting my christian upbringing and trying out satanism and paganism and such and so #i had a very rebellious mindset at the time. i also hated authority so the first antiesrablishment thing i saw i clung to bc it was #*close enough* to how i felt. none of that shit ever outwardly stated (at the time at least) that anything was abt jewish ppl and i was #filling in the parts about 'child sex rings' to be about christians bc thats how i knew them to be like. it just like. seems so obviously #something a christian would try to do. like a creepy priest or something. i imprinted my own meaning onto it #im not saying it was good but i definitely didnt go into it and stick to it for reasons some ppl might wanna believe #i was way more on the spiritual leaning side and the ~secret spiritual meaning~ of the world. like the flower of life or fuckin.#shit like how theres. idk. a fucking disc or something thats supposed to go on top of the great pyramids that super enlightened #people can only navigate like a spaceship or some shit?#idk the mythology of it all really fucking enraptured me. and i still liked the reptilians even tho they were supposed to be evil and #apparently an antisemitic dogwhistle. i thought it was the annunaki or whatever i was supposed to hate. at least.#the opinions were pretty mixed back then. admittedly i didnt really look up other ppls opinions on that stuff other than articles ppl wrote #like no forums or anything really. which is probably a very good thing i avoided those lol. regardless i thought of the reptilians #as being more neutral but generally looking out for themselves kinda like. the way a reptile would ig. but now that ik its a dog whistle #it really took a the magic out of all of that stuff for me :/ im disillusioned to say the least lol.#all that new age shit was appropriation. christianity rebranded. or weird shit people made up about atlantis or whatever sjjsksks #my favorite was the oceanis one where theres a star system where whales and dolphins come from #like that one was my favorite to believe in dhdjjsksksbdhs #imagine being on a star planet diving around in the sea of light u_u anyways it still sounds fun shsjskskwne.#i hope that one is at least more tame. though im sure its still somehow connected to everything else which im p sure it is #dude all of this information is just resurfacing about all of this shit. i could totally write a whole thing about all the conspiracy #theories i learned about. i might if only to make fun of it all sjdjksksks #yall ever heard of FUCKING david willcocks????#his willing cocks???????#his fucking ass #and gaia FUCKING tv #all that dumb shit

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usermoon · 2 years

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all of my sims stories take place in 2015-2016 cause it was the time i was happiest slay 🤪

#and saddest #but i’m in a good neutral place so don’t worry about me #broken rose is in a weird time altered 2015 #now 2016 cause the new year #and e&a was written for the first time in 2016 so of course that’s when it takes place in my mind #and the culture behind like smaller more conservative towns and the opinions on two teenage girls dating #cause i grew up in a place where it was really pretty normal while still being in a state where if u go more south people are way less #accepting so i had really conflicting and scary ideas for a while as i was realizing how i felt about both girls and guys #so writing both girls is really nice for me #i can’t really explain in words how it feels to write both of them but it’s like they’re both some version of me #somewhat #idk #nonsims #grace talks

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autism69 · 9 months

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ohh it seems like being a neutral norman while playing vtmnr really doesn't do much for me story-wise (even though the "it's what my character would do :l" applies here). well it's time to get that camarilla dick idk

#sorry julian gives me the ick friendship ended w him now prince lettow is my bestie #vtmnr #my first walkthrough was pretty neutral & I asked to get the 2100x sucked out of me & moved away w vani i think...

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ablednt · 1 year

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Can't come over today I'm busy psychoanalyzing societies that don't actually exist, yeah tomorrow too, sorry

#verdict #I'm just [thinks about it all/exo]#I do not in particular or at all want to go back to that life but I just #dear god. thinking of it all. having thoughts about it #I'm rediscovering a fictional culture that isn't even written anywhere #which you may think 'isn't that just having ocs' but no it isn't our world building skills are absolutely abysmal #it's just that the author of my source really just kinda. didn't explore my culture all that much #other than basing it off the roman empire (but also just kind of. both republic and empire and then also with a lot of influences that were #definitely medieval italian so it's a whole mess yk?#so now I've had the fun of going 'hey some of my memories don't match up with roman culture as we know it what was up with that'#and it's just all really interesting #like we had different pronouns we used to show different relations to people and to show status #and nonbinary/neutral genders were recognized so there were neutral forms of these generally #gender as a whole and gender roles were also very interesting since it was in this weird limbo where #misogynistic laws were very much in place but it was not a proper patriarchy either? so there's just this nuance that is pretty wild to me #when I compare it to stuff I'm familiar with in this world #also the most common informal word for parent was the pronouns children usually use for their parents (also some of their first words)#combined and it was a whole concept yk? like oh this is my parent this is who my first words were for and that was just really sweet to me #there's also a lot of fucked up shit probably obviously because its inspiration is one of the messiest and shittiest empires ever so I'm #also thinking about all of that and experiencing the agony etc #there's just so much #and it feels so bizarre that it's only real now inside of our memories

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cicadagaze · 2 years

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y'know I'm actually kinda looking forward to doing a reread. partly because I'd like to actually read the newer arcs, but mostly because the last time I read them, I was still a minor (at least I'm pretty sure I was), and I never got to rereading the whole series. I'm an adult now and I've grown and changed, and I'm really curious to see how/if my opinions on some characters will change

#cicada blabs #mostly dovewing tbh #when i first read the series i hated her #i genuinely could not stand her #currently i'm now neutral on her but reading posts on her is shifting me slightly towards liking her #i'm really really hoping that with another read i'll start to genuinely like her #i don't imagine i will ever like bramblestar so i think that'll stay the same #i've been hating him since the beginning and when i did get to a neutral stance i pretty quickly went back down to hating him #i also don't think i'll start to dislike or be neutral on my favs but we'll see!#i just haven't decided whether i want to do a reread physically or digitally #at least to begin bc i don't own the newer arcs and i won't be buying them so that has to be digital #the only issue with physical is that i lended out the first book to a friend back in high school and then totally forgot to get it back #i should probably reach out to her to see if she still has it

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checkontherep · 19 days

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please tell me why a boy i’m talking to calling me pretty has sent me spiraling

#i think it does have a lot to do w the fact that really only my family has ever commented on my looks like that. ‘oh ur so pretty’#so of course i was fine w not really being perceived as attractive or beautiful bc i never got those comments really from other people #or when my friends compliment me i just assume they’re being nice #and i am well aware that that thought process is unfair to them and me but i just genuinely cannot believe it #i’m almost twenty three and this is the first time i’ve received attention from the opposite sex like that and now i’m really really #looking at my looks again and it’s just like. i don’t see it. i was very neutral on my appearance bc i know that in a patriarchal society #my worth as a woman is based upon how i look and present #and i really don’t accept that. i am worth a whole lot by myself and i’m not gonna let corporations and men tell me what to do with my body #but jesus christ i do so badly wish i didn’t look the way i did #and it’s so pathetic to be this upset about it at my big age but what is so wrong with me that no one has ever wanted to be #in a relationship with me? like who would willingly stoop so low? no one wants a lonely insecure woman with no experience #and i know it’s pathetic it’s super pathetic but it hurts me so bad idk what to do #anyways pls don’t reblog obviously this is just a vent

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fantasticlyclever · 6 months

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Practicing frisbee with the little one! She's super excited about chasing it on the ground and chasing her older sister while she catches it. Bringing it back is pretty good. She gets distracted halfway back, so we gotta reel her in by long line. But she's gonna be so good. I see it now! My old girl is perfect even though she's having a hard time sharing haha

#just talking at the wall #shes just come so far since the first time i met her and i am so proud #she recovers from everything so well and is just generally neutral to most things now #she doesnt back away from much anymore and is pretty curious now #shes just done so much and is so cool #australian shepherd #aussie

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