#at least I’m diagnosed so I know I’m not going insane lollll

[nicula-aa-dark]

Dammit why couldn’t I get the likes math autism.

I could be learning physics rn but nooooo I have to find music to listen to, almost cry because I’m picturing tragedies while listening to said music, find music to listen to except don’t make me sad this time, welp suddenly my headphones aren’t safe anymore. Time to throw them off my head and close my physics book I’ve been reading but not processing and stand up and realize I’m about to start hyperventilating and have a breakdown and cry and I can’t even look at my school books anymore.