#ayyyyy its a my mutuals

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I posted 13,762 times in 2022

That's 4,550 more posts than 2021!

574 posts created (4%)

13,188 posts reblogged (96%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@assignedslutatbirth

@birdy-bird27

@pisshandkerchief

@posiemania

@smileytalkandquietvoiced

I tagged 2,169 of my posts in 2022

#prev - 49 posts

#posts from 2016 - 21 posts

#amy gets employed - 21 posts

#scream - 19 posts

#family members do not interact - 19 posts

#amy plays vv - 18 posts

#amy relives google plus - 17 posts

#blorbo from my redacted - 13 posts

#spn - 13 posts

#dracula daily - 12 posts

Longest Tag: 140 characters

#cas wasnt actively trying to kill dean throughout his childhood and cas didnt kill bobby or really anyone important to dean that inhave seen

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

109 notes - Posted September 22, 2022

#4

1,125 notes - Posted November 24, 2022

#3

Hey Twitter people! I'm gonna teach you a quick little thing about your new home Tumblr!!!!

2,294 notes - Posted November 7, 2022

#2

My name is Hermes. I ain't a poet. I stole this poem just to show it. And my. My son died. I can save kids but i can't save mine (what!)

7,736 notes - Posted November 7, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Kitchen Nightmares is really just like

Owners: i don't know why my restaurant is failing. Chef Ramsey please help

Ramsey: hello i am Gordon Ramsay. How is the food

Owners: we have the best food

*food comes out*

Gordon: this is an alive rat

Owners: our customers love te alive rat. We have the best food. Every day they order the alive rat.

*dinner service*

Customer: oh my god this is an alive rat

Waitress: is everything okay?

Customer: no it's an alive rat

*food is sent back*

Owner: this has never happened before. Fuck you Gordon Ramsay you should just leave. People love the alive rat

*Gordon goes in the freezer*

Gordon: there are 25 molds unknown to science. The rats have set up a lab to study them. Blimey. Scientist rats. They've unionized.

*later*

Gordon: your food is bad

Owner: no!!!!!!!!

Gordon: yes

Owner: oh my god our food is bad

*remodel, menu change*

Owner: oh my god Gordon Ramsay you saved my life thank you so much

Gordon: promise never to serve alive rats again, yeah?

Owner: yes of course

*end of episode*

Gordon: ratatouille ammirite? *He walks away chuckling*

End card: the restaurant was shut down three months later because they went back to serving alive rats.

30,632 notes - Posted August 5, 2022

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[kaiokentimesten]

ok new mutual here but ur commitment to songbird sunrise is really admirable to see :3 i cannot even imagine keeping up a project as long as yall have been keeping the rpverse going so thats just super cool!!!!!! slay. also i like your url

AYyyyy new mutuals are welcome as much as old mutuals! It's crazy that songbird-sunrise has not only gone on for over a year but ALSO has gained so much traction like holy shit people love this guy it's crazy

ALSO THANK YOU IM GLAD YOU GOT MY URL. ITS A HARD THING TO ASK FOR AROUND HERE

[himbos-hotline]

Scale of 1-10 in regards to being threatening? You’re at like a 3 only because talking to people scares us but you’ve been so nice every time we interact so it’s lower than every other mutual we have (minus two of them)

ayyyyy!! I have just been seeing this in my inbox and focusing on that instead of my requests. Its okay! I love making friends and talking to people, I love getting asks and stuff it makes me very happy. Plus why shouldnt I be kind to people theres too much hatrid in the world so why so I add to that yknow?

[irradiatedpiratebooty]

I'm so blind I never payed enough attention to who originally posted- Its you! Yoy make the amazing Hancock art! Thank you! They're beautiful and feeding my obsession thank you!

ayyyyy glad i fueled a mutual obsession! we love the triangle-hatted ghoul in this household

[vanxcks]

🌟 We’ve been mutuals for ages now and I smile every time I see your name pop up on my dash. I just ly 🥰🥰🥰🥰

AYYYYY HELLO ITS BEEN FOREVER hello !! i very much miss our tua rants pls ily 💖💓💖💓💖💝💞

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ask dump! Separated loosely by topic 

Questions and Comments

1. is this a homestuck thing. this is a homestuck thing isnt it  2. lol i love doing both!!! i love world building but i also like trying my hand at redesigning the mess that is canon fashion. @theoretical-artist​ 3. thank you!!! oritel and marion are in this post! 4. ayyyyy inginio hit me up (thank you lol) 5. Thank you! 6. maybe? i’ll see if i get around to it, i still have a few characters to get to so the school fairies and the last two selkies might show up with them 7. probably not.... it would be super fun but unless it was a commission i don’t feel like i have time haha 8. I’ve seen their blog around!! i can’t remember if i follow or not but i know who ur talking about and they cool @winxy-writing @winxys-written-world

Character and Worlbuilding

1. My brilliant nerd daughter!!! She sometimes gets so into coding or a video game she forgets to eat or drink so the girls watch out for her. She’s prone to dissociating, especially if the situation is emotional. Her hair is really soft. she actually loves sappy romantic things but has trouble accepting them or vocalizing that she wants them because they’re impractical/illogical. she discovered romcoms when she got to alfea and they are her ultimate guilty pleasure(only flora knows abt this and is always slipping recs to her) 2. They’re weirdly one of my fav couples??? like maybe its because i relate to and have projected onto both of them lmao. but any ways. Daphne and Thoren actually met when they were kids, but didn’t spend much time together because it was at a formal event. Daphne is technically 20 years older than Thoren(only a few years older than Sky), but they’re the same physical age because Daphne spent so long as a spirit. They probably wouldn’t get married as quickly in my version, especially with Daphne’s trauma. Daphne will have nightmares sometimes and Thoren has a whole routine for comforting her and helping her feel safe and grounded. Thoren gets anxious easily, and Daphne will use her magic to subtly change the environment so he feels more comfortable. they like to watch reality tv together and yell at dramatic people. 3. omg yes. this was the most frustrating thing i was watching through winx with my dad like a month ago and every time bloom called her adoptive parents by their first names i yelled at her lol. she would call Vanessa mama and Mike daddy(if you make a kink joke i will eat your liver). She would call Marion and Oritel mom and dad.  4. Yeah kind of! part of her exhaustion in Dowlland was the fact that she had been in fairy mode for so long, hiking underground, and tossed around in a river like??? anybody would need a pick me up after that. She (and all solarians) do have to live where there’s a lot of natural light as they require a high amount of vitamin d(or the equivalent of it for solarians). short trips usually aren’t a problem, Stella is just hella unlucky in the second season lmao. @moonpeachblossom 5. the short answer as to why she’s a blond (scottish??? in one of the dubs???) in an asian inspired culture/planet is because racism (or not so short bcus its a lot to unpack honestly). the answer in my version however is a pretty simple fix. She bleaches her hair. she’s paler than musa but she aint white.  6. I haven’t really yet!! Helia is struggling with his two fairly opposed cultural influences, trying to figure what he wants and whats right for him. He was raised on Lynphea but had frequent trips to Vaonaa. Lynphea is very grounded, they’re slow and steady and stubborn. Vaonaa is much more flexible, they’re flighty and spontaneous and easily adaptable. Helia’s dads love eachother and helia very much but they are VERY different people and both want different things from Helia(they try not to pressure too much but the expectations are still there). Helia’s Vaonaaj dad wants him to pursue magic, specifically wind or air magic. Helia’s Lynphean dad wants him to become a warrior. Helia feels like he’s kind of a misfit in both Vaonaaj and Lynphean culture. It took a while, but he did finally confide his feelings in Flora and she encouraged him to talk with his dads about finding his niche.  7. oooooooh fun fun relationshipsssss Bloom and Sky: so bloom and sky aren’t the most stable couple, and in my version it would take bloom a little longer to be ok with dating a prince. Bloom is fairly insecure in her relationships because of self worth issues, and tend to run away from problems instead of dealing with them. Sky on the other hand is confident but doesn’t really know how to handle people’s feelings and tends to push confrontation. I do believe that with better writing Sky and bloom could be a dope couple but as is in canon they’re VERY problematic.  Stella and Brandon: babies. they love each other so much its the best omg. Stella finds her worth in her appearance but she always seems to take brandon’s complements in a less.... arrogant way? if that makes sense? like she truly appreciates them and wants his support. i wish we knew more about Brandon but he’s legit such a good boyfriend. I think they fight mostly when Stella is being a little selfish, or when Brandon is too busy to meet her emotional needs. Flora and Helia: MORE BABIES. so Helia is more of a drama queen in the comics but we’ll ignore that for right now lol. Flora and Helia are probably the least problematic couple in the entire show. They met. Flirted a little. Confessed. and started dating with out any major problems. if i can remember correctly they don’t even really fight??? unless icy has frozen helia’s heart or something lol. I think both Helia and Flora’s love language is quality time so they’re fairly low key and just like to be in the same space and each other.   Musa and Riven: boy oh boy. Ok so, ignoring the several times Riven was LITERALLY MIND CONTROLLED his character is still difficult to deal with. I think Musa and Riven are both very intense people, and while that can be super fun and develop into a good relationship, it can also lead to LOTS of problems. I think my major problem with how they broke up was that Musa didn’t support Riven’s training? like i understand being upset you can’t see ur person often, or if they’re really busy, but Riven supported Musa’s music several times in the previous seasons it just seemed weird Musa was so unfairly demanding of him? Tecna and Timmy: nerd babies. They’re super cute honestly. I think Timmy was probably the one to instigate the relationship and bonded with Tecna over technology since she wasn’t super emotionally available at first. They have issues when Tecna is unable to voice her emotions and timmy needs to know what she’s feeling mostly, but after the first few times they’ve both learned to give the other space to figure their stuff out. Aisha and Nabu: ugh perfect couple. minus the kind of sketchy beginning lol. Aisha and Nabu generally don’t fight once they get used to each other. Nabu is a focal point that aisha is kind of bungee corded to if that makes sense? like obvi not in a restricting way. its just Aisha is hella active and needs her own space to explore and grow, but Nabu is her solid ground that she relies on.  Aisha and Nex: i actually don’t hate nex as much as the rest of the fandom lol. so like i said Aisha is an active, independent woman, and if Nabu was a separate, stationary, focal point for her, I think Nex is related, moving, counter point. So like Nex can actually keep up with Aisha, and push her and challenge her. Which isn’t a bad thing in relationships so long as a mutual respect is there.   8. well. canon is a little..... messy. My version of the girls definitely retain their individualism. for other differences... they’re just a little more fleshed out? i guess? like Bloom’s moody behavior in the show i think is because of her insecurity issues, so that plays a part in how i draw her and think of her.  9. ok wow this is gonna be tough well here we go Sky: I think sky is an ESTJ he’s not super emotional(inf Fe) but can lean toward controlling(dom Te). he seems to like tradition and think social promises are important(Si). Brandon: ESFJ. Brandon is the mom friend of the boys ok. He goes along with sky’s crazy plans, tries to subtly set Riven up with musa(season 1 i think?), some how managed to land a social butterfly like Stella and seems to just navigate social situations REALLY easily(dom Fe). he also seems to hate being disrespected or taken for granted(Si) stella does this occasionally.  Timmy: ISFJ???? thats the vibe i get hear me out ok so in season 2 Timmy gets tecna the exact computer part she needs because 1. He knows they both like things to be practical(Si) 2. He knows and remembered the part she was talking about and filed it away in his brain(Ti) and 3. He and Tecna bonded over tech (Fe) Riven: honestly he’s a tough one.... Maybe a really stunted and angry ISFJ? (speaking from personal experience i am an ISFJ) i don’t have a real reason why but riven’s behavior is really confusing in the show so it makes typing tough..... possibly INTJ as well....... Helia: ISFP. Lmao I might be basing this entirely off of stereotypes but helia has a strong pacifist belief and can be moody(Fi, and more in the comics lol) is attuned to his surroundings(Se) seems pretty focused??(Ni) and i can’t think of his Te showing up be it is an inferior  Nabu: ISTJ weirdly a good fit with Aisha(ESTP) tho?? even though he’s an Si dom, he doesn’t go along with the arranged marriage because its not what he believes(Fi) and he’s stubborn about it(Te). Roy: ENFJ honestly just a cutie. He’s personable(Fe), focused for the most part(Ni), and is comfortable in his environment(Se).  Nex: ENTP? maybe?? He’s pretty impulsive and has that “work around” mentality I associate with ENTPs.... idk this one doesn’t seem to fit super well...  Thoren: Maybe INFJ?? i mean thoren honestly doesn’t have a lot of screen time but he’s attentive(Ni), and tries to take care of people(Fe). most of the infj’s i know are fun but weird lol, but i think thoren has anxiety so that could play into him being less “out there” in his behavior.  if any of yall have input on this feel free to let me know. 10. ooooooh good question. So I’m basing these on their parent’s name and the names of people from their planet. Bloom: Hestia or Enya, i also think she got sent to earth with an article of clothing or a blanket that had her name on it, which is why her name is the same lmao Stella: Stella is actually named pretty appropriately considering the other names we have are Luna, Radius, Nova, Chimera, and Casandra, all of those are fairly latin/roman based names.  but she could also be called Clara, Aura, Venus etc. Musa: Her mom and dad have very asian sounding names but the princess of melody is named Galatea, so honestly anything is on the table. Aulos, Hee-Young, Jia Li, Kaida, etc. Tecna: lol everybody on Zenith has ridiculous names so im just loosely basing them off of sciencey stuff. Nobelia, Xenon, Titania. Aisha: I actually really like Aisha’s name! Ayize, Sizani, Mehrbano would work tho. Flora: what even is the naming system of Lynphea i don’t understand it. Im gonna make them vaguely naturey and European-ish?? Calla, Terra, Rowan, Willow, I could go on and on there are so many plant names. 11. Hmmm yeah, so basically in my world a person with TOO MUCH magic gets overwhelmed and kinda goes a little crazy(the ancestral witches) the same thing happens with tritannus when he gets the emperor's throne power. He’s loyal to icy and she to him until he looses his ability to think clearly and turns on icy, icy gets freaked out and leaves with her sisters when they swoop in to rescue her. they don’t so much “break up” as they are “broken up” by the circumstances. In general Tritannus does really like Icy, hes attracted to her ambition and powerful personality. Icy started out just manipulating Tritannus but caught feelings oops 12. Yeah so, humans in general can withstand a lot of wild magic as their body “metabolizes” it quickly. Kalshara(the cat lady you don’t know the name of) used extremely concentrated samples, combined with other spells to keep the wild magic in her body permanently. If a human with out a properly developed magic biome (a lot of earthians only have a low functioning one) get exposed to a wild magic source they would probably gain some aspects of fairy animals, probably not like, fur, or anything but eye and hair color changes, maybe some patterns on the skin. but there’s also the chance that they would just.... die..... cus that happens with animals too lmao sry. @weirdghostly

[jenanimus]

THANK YOU FOR 200+ FOLLOWERS!!!!!

I am so thankful that I have come this far 😢😢😢

You guys are seriously the best people

@producktions , the only reason i have come here ;;;. Im so glad we became closer and im glad i have a sister like you ;;. If it weren't for you i wouldnt be here :) and ur art inspired me a lot and its super cute 💞😄❤❤💞💖💓💝💖💘👀👀👀💗💓💗😄❤💯👀👀👀💓💝😊💞💖❤😄💗💝❤💗❤

@vraberika , one of my first followers and supporters!! You were the first one to support me and reblog my content and i know we dont talk as much anymore , im still vey thankful for the support you have given me❤

@enfubu , hiro, you are also one of my biggest supporters from the start , and eventthough we dont interact as much from before, but im glad you have gotten more active this past few weeks. And ur ocs are the cutest thing ive seen, and i hope we interact more often ❤

@aishiikamii , one of my biggest inspirations ever 😊😊😊 , aisha, you are one of the most talented people i know here, and i did my first art trade ever with YOU!! It was the best feeling i had 😄 . I look up to you so much and want to be like you in years time.ur art is just👌👌👌👌👀👀👀💯💯💯💯💯

الله يخليكي انشالله و بتمنى لك احلى الايام انشالله. انا عنجد بحب رسماتك و كتير نفسي اصير مثلك

@lunastarward , MY FIRST TUMBLR FRIEND AYYYYYYY! !! And i was urs too *sob*. Im so lucky to have had you as my first bro on here :3 . Its sad that you cant be here after november :( . I will be waiting for you!!!❤❤❤❤

@blueberry-pastel ANOTHER ONE OF MY TUMBLR BROS AYYYYY. You wee and are one of my biggest supporters to this day!!! I also love you sm because you respect my insane love for kurimatsu and my random rarepairs and because you love MAH BOI HAU . Im seriously lucky to have you as one of my mutuals ❤❤❤❤❤❤

@gracyfangirl2020 , MY BEST GURL!!! U seriously SUPPORT EVERYTHING I DOOOOOOOOOOOO، i just wish you were more active ;;;; besides that, I LUV YOUUU AND HOPE YOU FINISH THE ART TRADE SOOOOOOOON ❤💝❤💝💗❤💖💝❤❤

@slytherpuff98 legit one of the nicest people on the face of this earth , WHY ARE YOU SO NICE TO MEEEE?!!!?yknow what? IMMA DRAW ANOTHER THING PASS UP ANY REQUEST ANGEL . Dats how much i love and appreciate you 💗💗💖💖💗💖💗💖💗💖

Now. For the peeps who arent my best bros but still support me

@ozrockbitway @kirinonyanmaru @emypony @sunshineasuto @h1p3rs0mn1a @dokidokihearteater @arbegagordon @araiguma-koon @positive-inazuma-doodles @zafiro-satoshi @shawn-and-aiden-frost-9 @inazuma11memes @miss-shiota @segataryuuichirou @mellenabrave @dragon-ball-z-kai-super-gt @inazumafocus

[atobeinspace]

Rules: Answer 30 questions and tag 10 blogs!

I got tagged by: @momomirasaki124​ THANK YOU I LOVE THESE

Nicknames: Crevette (means shrimp in le french), Kokobro

Gender/pronouns: She/her ayyyyy

Star sign: I’M A CANCER CRYBABY

Height: 5’ 4″ average

Time: 5:00 pm

Birthday: July 12th! 

Favorite bands: K I S H I D A N  I also like Golden Bomber, Morning Musume, Momoiro Clover (Z), Yuzu, Norazo, AXS and some others but Kishidan have been my favorites for like 10 years hahaha

Favorite solo artist: T.M.Revolution and Kimeru!

Song stuck in your head: THIS FUCKING HORRIBLE CAP2BIN NEW YEAR’S SONG I’VE BEEN HEARING MOMO’S “OKKHEYYY” IN MY HEAD FOR DAYS NOW SAVE ME

Last movie you watched?: Errr I don’t really watch movies… Last one that I watched in its entirety was Moana back in september I think?

Last show?: MORNING MUSUME IN NY IN 2014 AND IT WAS AMAZING

Why did you create your blog?  I felt bad for drowning my mutuals in Tenipuri stuff on my main blog, so here I am haha

What do you post?: TENIPURI I mean that’s my Tenipuri sideblog so

Last thing you googled?: “poodle skirt” because I wanted to know if people actually wore that exact skirt in the 50′s and yes they did 

Other blogs: 

Main - @headphonesandbackpack​

Aesthetics + vegan + witchy + embroidery - @vegan-cross-stitcher

Art blog - @crevettolart

Japanese music blog - @dailyjapanesemusic

And somehow while searching for my art blog I found my very first tumblr made back in 2007 when tumblr opened???? There you go hahaha @crevettola-blog-blog

AO3: SpaghettiPepito but I don’t post shit on it. If you can read french and want really crunchy stuff, go check my ffnet (Equa) instead, I wrote Tenipuri fairytales in my teens

Do you get asks?: I HAVE ONI ANON WHO IS A BEAUTIFUL PERSON I just remembered that I forgot to make the edit for your birthday I am SO sorry ;A;

How did you get the idea for your URL?: I made this shitty edit of Miura in space and there you go hahaha I follow: Tenipuri blogs, aesthetic/nature blogs, my irl friends, jjba blogs, ddlc blogs, coolio artists, etc Followers: 64 I can’t thank you guys enough this blog has been alive for like 2/3 months and I can’t believe you enjoy my shitty content I love you so much Average hours of sleep: I always try to get 6 at the very minimum, so my average is about 7 Lucky number: 12 and 8! Instrument: My dad made me play violin when I was a child but I really sucked at it, I have no coordination and I can’t follow rythm for shit woops What are you wearing?: Cool cool and comfy pajamas yayy Dream job: Working with art I guess?? I mean that’s what I’m studying rn haha Dream trip: I am a weeb shit give me anything Japan and I go. Really tho I’d really love to go back wwoofing in Japan that was really 3 incredible weeks, they felt like a dream. It has changed me. Favorite food:  Probably pizza with a TON of mushrooms Significant other?: MY BF IS A 5′2″ 30 YEARS OLD MAN HOW AMAZING IS THAT??? We’ve been together for 8 years we’re old shits. Also not my S/O BUT my dear Kokobro deserves a shoutout I mean she’s been putting up with my shit for 12 years now I love u @drifloonlady <3 <3  Last book I read: I’ve been trying to get through The Fellowship of the Ring but I stopped because of school and haven’t got back to it woops. I’ve enjoyed it so far though! Top 3 fictional universes: BARTIMAEUS TRILOGY, Harry Potter, Undertale Tagging @tenipuri-everything, @drifloonlady, @allthekokeshis, @chloe-noir, @mofochika!!!!

[joseyfeli1-blog]

This is it. Halloween 2017

So this Halloween (sadly) i will not dress up. But i will strip down, Ayyyyy!!

alright back to business. Sexuality, Identity, and least important of this bunch, Biological Sex.

This post is for my blog and to be written down. I am still closeted, which i only will tell people that i believe will not care so much about this info. Serisouly in my life, it isnt a huge thing for me.

So it has come to me, throughout this year i really shouldn’t say i am cisgender, and heterosexual. And for me that was strange for me to be so okay with. Yet it wasn’t of how accepting and how much i love myself. No. it is truly cause i knew i wasn’t but never went to go check up the lgbt+ shit, and didn’t care about this stuff. But here i am, caring about myself (how do i feel about that? ehh). Sexuality was never something i cared to bring up/talk about, but Senior year (high school) and im just realizing that from past experiences that, yeah, it is more complicated than - hetero, cis. Yeah no, mostly all my lifes explanations are paragraphs, or essays. long story short, This post is really not for the people who would support me (though Thank You so much) and also not for me to accept me. Again I never cared for my sexuality and i still dont, but since i might get asked, and i would like an straight(Hah!) answer.Okay so here it is…

Identity

A big thing this is. Most explanation will be put into this (not for people to believe me, just so its written somewhere). I want to be identifyed as Genderfluid, three genders, Male, Female, and Non-Binary. For friends on here, dont worry im fine with the pronouns and or whatever you all me. I enjoy no remembering that im biologically male, but i understand people wont care for me in the future. Plus about 17 years of it, kind of numbs you to caring about the pronoun game. So why identify as genderfluid and not be cisgendered? Well for me i am self aware that i depreciate myself (all the fucking time) and some part of it was, so i mustnt hate myself enough to realise i should accept the idea of me being identified as the other two genders. So i thought about, i hate most masculine shit. feminine shit? Love a lot of it! Shit with no gender?  Cool as fuck. So why be filtered Josey? why not embrace this threepeice mofo? 

Why do i believe myself to be these genders?/ Why identify as them?

picture a triple Venn diagram please? Male, Female, Non-Binary.

Why male? i WILL NOT degrade the beauty of the other two genders to have me as a full addition. (self-depreciation, i know, again self aware af) 

Why Female? They all are strong as H E L L! to be apart of them, thats a nice thought. Plus ive had a front row seat of how most common men act towards women and i will not be apart of those asses(i am a different kind of asshole, but that is for another post, not the time right now) I never liked the way how most people talk about how lesbians are only hot and the they are sexualized, THEN! when they bring it up! everyone calls them crazy and disregards the actions of sexualizing women loving women.

Why Non-Binary? They have no need for being either common gender, Awesome! in my opinion. The fact that i never cared for my gender  through my young life, speaks out to me, not loudly, but i know i barely care for the thing in between my pants, regardless my bio sex. In fact, i wont have memories of me being called specific pronouns and shit where i feel nostalgia over them, you wanna know why? Cause i dont remember being called a boy and enjoying it! i just remember having a great time with video games or walking around the houses ive been in.

Seriously days go by without me acknowledging that im male, so in my opinion no it doesn’t matter to me what people think of me, nor if they will support my identifications. Hence, Genderfluid, not trans, not just Non-binary. But three halves, to make a whole.

Sexuality

Alright the simpler part of this post. So when growing up, media, my family, myself, just thought it was okay for making me believe that: Yes! i am hetero! i like women! and it is okay how many are being degraded!

took me a second, but luckily i do not think that at all anymore. (for people that are going to argue me, realize that: too bad if im wrong! i aint changing this post for you!) Now sadily it took me tim eto notice how heteros i knew/ know think its fine how they think so lowly of the people they find sexually attractive, but opinions opinions! so i digress.

I am DemiPansexual (and probs demiromantic, not the time to figure that shit out yet.;p)

Demisexual- Part of the Ace spectrum, you are sexually attracted to no one other than people you have created such powerful bonds with, the immensity or lack of strong bond is obviously individual preference.

Pansexual- People sexually attracted to people whom are themselves as much as possible. See People, we dont care for biological sex, identity, or sexual orientation of whomever we feel attracted to sexually. Again personal reference is what you are looking towards other people (or yourself? who nows? some freaky narcissistics out there, @rapforeminem im looking at You!:p). For me, people being themselves the most, and me seeing them sexually attractive because of it- That (again for me) is someone living their life where they cant stop learning themselves and aspiring to be themselves as we all know, we gonna die soon. the fact is (in my opinion), People dont change, they adapt and grow. They become what their soul is. i believe that souls know what we will become, hopes that we discover all 100% of ourselves, i pray to know all of me, but im also scared, so i will not try to really go out for the answer, if it happens, it happens, and cool too. To see someone be themselves and embrace it, brightens my mood. seeing their bright eyes, makes me bite my lip (like a loser and/or fangirl, lol), it makes me feel good/ special to be there for it. it is special and sweet. anyhow, i hate seeing people as sexual objects, i know i very much did before, but for me, it was normalized! for me! i am justifying me right now, im justifying when i didn’t know that was not how i like to think and act.

DemiPansexual- So why use both? Well, i shouldn’t call myself/ use the ace spectrum to use for myself, again big respect for each one of them, because  i have seen people that i didn’t have/ picture of having a profound bond with. And I love the soul of others, they’re so pretty! Especially when they are really unfiltered.

now because i am pansexual, doesn’t mean i have to seek out the entire soul of another to be even a tiny bit sexually attracted to them. That is my opinion. This Whole Fucking post is my god damned opinion, why type and post it? it will give me god damn peace broham. having something written, helps me cope, so in a sense, this helps me be me, acceot myself and my complicated sexuality/identity.

So for people whom talk, or want to talk to me (there is no line for that), and dont know how to talk to me aafter i come out, just notice, i never really talked about myself in these ways before! i never really cared, i am numb to how poeple just saw a straight regular boi. GOD do i wish it was that simple, literally over an hour typing this shit! But of course to end it,

Biological sex

i am boi

Alright that is it! Hahaha, okay so this is going out at 2:00 am in texas time, but 12:00am (Halloween) for westcoast of the united states. ill reblog during the day of Halloween. not to advertise myself, but for people that want a coming out post, and or support me no matter what (thank you again, love you lot) i identify as.

Oh and i understand that there are so many! so many spectrums and other shit, so if you read all this, or just feel like im incorrect and ou are in fact more intelligent in this subject than me and try to tell me “that i am actually something else”, or “there is a better title for you” i wont listen right now, im fucking exhuasted okaying this post as is, ill check on myself and the wikipedia if I feel the need to. And if you do not beileive or disagree with any part of my coming out shtuff, talk to me directly, no need to hurt my supporters, followers, people i follow, random Tumblr users, and especially mutuals( I Love you guys! MWAH!). Message ME that im wrong or dont exist! not the people that had no idea this post was being done! give me your hate! im cool with it! I Will allow it!

Anyway! Happy mother fucking Halloween California! Have a safe and fun one this year! and everywhere else for that matter. 

[mydays]

🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊 (specifically day6 stans its for science)

ayyyyy alrite lets go

@its-youngk - um i lov mae with my whole heart n she one of the best day6/brian blogs out here ???? being ridiculously funny and emo and kind at the same time ?? thats mae for u💘

@dav6 - ur number one source of all day6 gifs and quality quality content, i dont think weve ever talked shsjsbk but theyre so NICE 💝

@youngkaes - the SWEETEST, always supportin my posts and we actually rabbited the i loved u mv together when it dropped and cried together i Love(present tense) her 💖

@swegchickenadventures - uhhh this is embarrassing bc i dont think we’re even mutuals but THIS BLOGS ART is so CUTE and ADORABLE i love it so my h ohmy god 💞

@wonpilimiri - the best wonpil blog ?? 🌹

@1lovejae - warning !!!!!! softest jae account !!! pls i only recently discovered their blog but its so soft and they also stan rv so ?? a win-win 💗

[kiradotexe]

tagged by @acequeenm ayyyyy

RULES: Always post the rules. Answer the questions asked, then write 11 new ones. Tag 11 people to answer your questions, as well as the person who tagged you.

tagging @fluffpigeon @haruka-nanababe @peggysdancingshoes @sleepydogsuniverse and uh anyone else im bad at tagging people

THEIR QUESTIONS

how do you manage your posts? (queue, like and save for later, like and reblog everything, only reblog, etc.) oh god its so messy, so im usually on mobile and i like tagging everything but tagging is a fucking pain on mobile so if i want to reblog a post i “like” it for later and then reblog it when i have time on my computer. of course i dont always get around to them and shit. i also queue things when im going through my likes from time to time

are you any good at coming up with questions for these things? (i sure as hell am not… tessa is superior) yeah no i suck hah

if you could be the guardian/spirit of a natural element, what would you be? by natural elements im like assuming its avatar style like water earth fire air, but um i’d probably do either air or earth. like i would always say im a firebender and shit but nah im not im more like an earthbender tbh maybe idfk, this is not answering the question lol

is there an old or underrated anime that you hold close to your heart? (for example mine is princess tutu) okay one of the first anime i watched was a really obscure one called solty rei. its about like an android girl and this old sad cop guy and i dont remember it well but i think about it a lot

if amortentia spilled near you, what would you smell? (for those of you who aren’t familiar with hp, amortentia is a love potion that smells like your favorite scents. the love part isn’t relevant to the question) oh hm probably rain, fireplace, and my blanket lol

what are your thoughts on cloaks and flower crowns? together? fantastic. i love them both.

are you better at range or hand-to-hand? (in video games and/or irl) okay irl ive tried both and i have terrible arm joints so yeah bow and arrow is not my forte i can hardly fucking pull the string back enough to release it let alone hit the target, and i got pretty good at ki aikido at one point. in video games i like medium range like using an assault rifle and just spraying the battlefield. if i have to aim im fucked.

if you were a dragon, what would you hoard? probably stuffed animals LOLOL

what’s your favorite story/fanfic trope(s)? friends to lovers oMG. i especially love compliance to canon, will always go for one of them gets kidnapped and the other is an emotional wreck about it, with some thrown in mutual pining, hell yEA

what is something - or who is someone - that makes you smile without fail? MY DOG!

is there a place that brings you serenity? where is it? when i slip off into sleep like a coma

MY QUESTIONS

Who was your first celebrity crush and fictional crush?

If you could visit any country where would you go and what would you do there?

What is your favorite type of video game?

Are you the type of person that puts a song on repeat because you dig it until you’re eventually absolutely sick of it?

What fictional character do you identify the most with?

Do you prefer to take a bath or a shower?

What is your favorite musical and why?

Describe one of your most treasured possessions

If you could recommend any movie to someone, what would it be?

Do you have a tv show or movie you would consider a guilty pleasure?

If you got to choose, what would your patronus and hogwards house be?