#back for alittle

[ireallyymissu]

a heart’s a heavy burden.

[coughloop]

gave my landlord his cheques and straight up told him i took 96 dollars off to cover the vooerdraft fees i was charged when he deposited all three at once without telling me and he seemed confused but didnt fight me so....

[st-twitter-sillies]

cancer :(

[littlesweetgoose]

[Run child run before they catch up...]

[grease-weasel]

also here's my minecraft oc that I'm very proud of (Vespasian)

he is insane

[grimsdeadb0nes]

Questionnaire time, I've never done a questionnaire for an oc I dont think so this outta be fun? Seen a few others do it, so why not! ( Questions from here! ) For the Showdown! Now let's see here....

Zenyx the Zeti

✨How did you come up with the OC’s name?

Well for starters, since she's a Zeti I obviously had to limit to Z names only as per zeti tradition of course, so theres that. In terms of her actual name though, I dont.... quite remember? I think it was something along the lines of taking Interesting and Unique names that already existed (meaning or letter make-up wise, etc) and then seeing if I could form it into a half-decent Z name? so I started with something like nyx I believe (given the end half of her name), and I somehow molded it into Zenyx- I liked having a Z, Y, and X in her name bc it felt unique to me? I am likely forgetting the full process but thats basically it I think. Now how you pronounce it gives it its extra flair so to speak ig 😂 It can be "Zen-ix" (Zen like Pen) or "Zeen-ix" (Zeen like Zeena); I personally use the latter but only bc the former makes it sound like a medicinal drug which is funny; but either or is fine I think.

🌼  - How old are they? (Or approximate age range)

As of the events of Sonic Lost World, she is roughly 140 years old Which places her between Zavok (148) and Zomom (133) on the D6's age scale!

🌺- Do they have any love interest(s)?

👉👈 Zavok

🍕  - What is their favorite food?

Zenyx really isn't a picky eater, so she'll literally and happily eat anything... as long as it's not Fish/Seafood. She does find Sweets (especially cakey stuff) or Meaty Snacks (think jerky or SlimJims) most favorable though

💼  - What do they do for a living?

Due to her being an Offcolor, she can't really do anything outside of the Six's territories, so all her work is limited to specific areas. She's normally relegated to Beast Work and Animal Handling- as she is a BeastKeeper just like her meemaw- like sheep shearing in Windy Hill or Bee Handling (and Honey Collecting) or Worm Wrangling in Desert Ruins for some examples. Otherwise she's sort of worked her way into being a sort of "right hand man" for Zavok in the Packs' "hierarchy" so to speak, as she doesnt normally disappoint when given tasks and is very eager to please.

🎹  - Do they have any hobbies?

I'd almost say a majority of her Beast Work counts as a hobby? As she doesnt just see all the beasts and critters of the Hex as objects or a means of "profit" and instead tends to make friends with them- making alot of the work later much much easier. As a BeastKeeper, she has a strange ability to understand them just a bit more than an average Zeti can. She does have a knack for collecting things though; normally cool rocks or shells, shiny things, special keepsakes from the others if they travel where she cant follow, and on a more morbid side- antlers n' bones/skulls n' horns... Not Zeti horns, though she has snapped a few tips from trespassers none the wiser as a warning. Frequent sneaky travel throughout the Six's territories as well, I think- hiking? I guess? She enjoys being active and running around and not being bored.

🎯  -What do they do best?

She's described as "versatile" due to picking up on things super quick, so she's really a jack of all trades I suppose when it comes to bringing skills to the table in comparison to the other Six. BeastKeeping would be an easy mention? Or hiding- as she's done so excellently her whole life, so stealth? I may have to come back to this if I think of anything else. Keeping the others in check? (affectionate)

❤️  - What is one of your OC’s best memories?

Looking back on it now, her two best memories are likely... When Zavok encountered her, and after a bit of a scuffle 'n' chase, promised not to harm her if she'd just reveal herself. While he was a bit taken aback by her appearance (all the white), he wasn't as bothered by it as she thought he'd be- he seemed more focused on the fact she very easily gave him a bit of a run for his (non-existent) money by evading his chase for so long- and inadvertently cornered him up in the dead treetops where they then stood when she finally revealed herself proper. It'd evolve into a slow but steady friendship, which would eventually lead to her joining the Six- making them a Seven instead. In a hindsight type of way, she remembers it fondly and with a good chuckle, bc the encounter lead to Good Things rather than Bad Things like she often fears. The other is very simply put; finally meeting Zursie, her meemaw 🥺 It was a very heartwarming event and she always thinks about it sweetly. She loves her meemaw with all her heart- she is the only (bio) family she really has anyway, and Zursie couldn't care less what her granbby looks like. No Scary Superstitions will ever make her hate her beloved lil granbby, no sir! 😤 That first meeting was one that consisted of prolonged silent staring and then smiling and then some disbelief and alittle crying and alot alot alot of hugs! Hugs n snuggles n nuzzles

✂️   - What is one of your OC’s worst memories?

(secret secret secret (at this time))

🧊  - Is their current design the first one?

Yes and No- the only changes she's gone through is tweaking how her mouth works visually and making her more curvy/muscled? Oh and the pattern on her tail, that was different at one point. She has not gone through any major redesigning, just minor detail tweaking- everything else has stayed relatively the same since I created her.

🍀  - What originally inspired the OC?

Uh (secret context), wanting to be lil silly different, and my ever-growing love for the Deadly Six

🌂  - What genre do they belong in?

(I honestly couldn't tell you, im unsure?)

💚  - What is your OC’s gender identity and sexuality?

Female (She/Her) and very openly Pan

🙌  - How many siblings does your OC have?

She is an only child!

🍎  - What is the OC’s relationship w/their parents like?

Ah well... Her mama has long since passed (due to having zenyx) and her father (Zurius) went into a long, deep, very reclusive depressional state after hiding a bby Zenyx away. To put it short, she has virtually no relationship of any kind with her parent(s), but instead has a wonderful and extremely loving relationship with her grandmother Zursie (Zurius' mother) instead, despite said relationship only properly forming recently. (By recently I mean like for 20ish years by the time LW occurs).

🧠  - What do you like most about the OC?

She's just fun and I can make her as full of attitude yet sweet yet feral and powerhousey as I want; she still has her limits, but she has less limits then most of my other soncs do I guess? So i'd say I just love that she's easily very very fun to draw and write for- and she's a Zeti! She has easily been one of the easiest and funnest ways to focus on my own Zeti lore and bibble. She's just extremely fun to me, I love love love her alot. Im terrible at explaining things.

✏️  - How often do you draw/write about the OC?

hyperfixations be damned, she (and zeti in general) are all i've been thinking of for months- So I would comfortably say fairly often at this point in time And considering how much of a favorite she has turned out to be amongst my OCs in general, she will likely always be thought about to some degree

💎  - Do you ever see yourself killing off the OC?

Hahahahaaha Not again, she doesnt deserve that.

💀  - Does your OC have any phobias?

Uh, Untimely Death? Dying Alone? Losing a Loved one? uh Failure (of which results in being abandoned)? a more normal one ig would be needles/getting stabbed/impaled?

🍩  -Who is your OC’s arch-nemesis or rival?

funny joke answer? I like to think her and Zazz have a very rival-esque tension sometimes, very competitive and insulting at times but still very fun in a way? they're friends and weirdly platonically affectionate deep down I promise (she is with all of them) arch-enemy would have to be Sonic (and Tails) by default, given the whole pack Does Not Like Him- but she's more aggressively annoyed by him (them) than anything. another default would be Eggman, now him she very comfortably despises with a fiery passion.

She really doesnt (aka cant) interact with anyone else on such a level usually to have formed any other 'Enemy' status' with anyone. I can tell you though that seeing her pack get handled the way they did during the Metal Virus does not sit well with her :) There might be a hitlist :)

🎓  - How long have you had the OC?

Going back through my files, the first time I drew her with enough contempt to say 'yes this is a new oc' was apparently 10/31/21- so we're coming up on two years!!!

🍥  - What age were you when you created the OC?

20

[softdaemons]

i need sasuke with kushina and mikoto and itachi with naruto headcanons stat

[thespermdonorstorylineisstupid]

I'm sick and emotional. so here's my little family<3

[pettyprocrastination]

after seeing a video where somebody calls a COD fanfic overrated with 400 comments of people talking about how much they dislike the story i am confident with saying tiktok has made some of you entirely too comfortable with sharing rude ass opinions online. 

People put these creators on a pedestal and feel as if there’s a degree of separation between them and it gives them this sense of entitlement so they feel comfortable sending rude messages and complaining about update schedules when they need to realize this is all content being made 1. for free 2. in between the schedule of the writers/artists day to day life that takes priority and 3. for FUN 

I think we all need to go back to the teachings of the early 2000′s when you first had a computer in the family room and the rule was “if you wouldn’t say it in person you shouldn’t say it online”

[ya-boney-boi]

I need help from musically inclined people.

There is this style of music that i have affectionately dubbed "Thump Factory" and I cant find any more songs that fit it.

I signify it by and over all oppressive vibe and a large bass that *thumps* throughout most of the song. It makes you feel like you're in a factory of dieselpunk doom and I LOVE it.

Note: I'm not talking about railroad songs ir shanties, and im certainly not talking techno.

The songs in question are Underground and Hungry for Another One

[idyllicserendipity]

What first drew me to Stolas as a character is that remarkably soft and vulnerable side to him, despite being a demon of such high standing (The nativity in him had also been so quickly CRUSHED, back when he had still been a wide eyed little owlet. Honestly, he was like one of the very first few demon characters that we ever get to see such a side to.

A side that most likely makes others view him as incredibly weak, if not an easy target (Again, especially when he was much younger and was still a bit of a crybaby). But, we can also see that he would keep that side to himself mostly concealed by the time he is an adult. Showing that he is more than capable as the regal Goetic Prince of Hell, especially in the eyes of the public.

...

With that said, it's kinda clear that Stolas is kind of a hopeless romantic (He's also pretty damn amorous. Which I will might cover on someday in a separate post LOL!). Besides soap operas being his comfort shows, I have a feeling he might also enjoy (And maybe even take ideas) from romcoms and, well... even Disney movies.

So hey imagine Stolas just-- setting the entire ballroom up after being inspire by Beauty and the Beast, just for he and Stella to dance together one night after dinner (Maybe it's for their anniversary or sth, there are many possibilities). Or going on a boat ride together like from Tangled or The Little Mermaid... OR just... doing his own rendition of the spaghetti scene from Lady and the Tramp with her, except it's a plate of rodents LOL!

[loveofastarvingdog]

brother i get scared

[terrminallycapricious]

i think when i get alittle too smother-y with my love i express on motherfuckers every now and then its definitely cuteness aggression.

[thelaughingmerman]

drawing hilda/ themed backgrounds has given me such a sense of calm. i dont want to do anything else. im at peace.

[ghosts-and-poetry]

Pitied like a puppy,

Lonely and alone.

Aren't you tired of the down turned brows when people look at the pathetic you?

They can't just wave you off, despite how badly you annoy them, you have no one else.

You're so sad, you know?

No body wants you.

Not the teachers, not the students.

Not even your parents.

How sad is that?

Well thank them you unwanted piece of shit.

Thank them for allowing you to follow them.

Thank them for giving you 2 extra seconds of eye contact.

Thank them for not running you off.

You were spoiled this week, they asked you a question.

You've been acknowledged.

You get so excited.

Your tail wags.

Your eyes get big.

You wanna play.

You greedy bitch, you wanted more.

Now your kicked.

You got too loud.

Too excited.

Too rowdy.

They are all staring.

You shouldn't of let them see you happy.

Your name is shadow,

Follow them silently. Barely noticed, barely tolerated.

Your name is echo,

Laugh at their jokes but not for too long.

Never speak for yourself.

Pitiful puppy, don't you know?

Only the pretty puppies get a home.

And you are ugly.

You are broken.

Pitiful puppy, can't you hear the sound?

Ugly broken sick puppies get put down.

Make yourself useful.

Make yourself pretty.

Hide that pain.

Then maybe someone will want you,

Before society tires of you.

Pitied puppy, can't you see?

We are wanted by no one.

Just like me.

[cicidraws]

i have recieved a Form of a costume

it isnt what i wanted but its what was there

i can add stuff to it or ill try to

however its at the expense of just eating what i can get in the cabinet for the rest of the week. which i dont mind too much. ive been alil bit nauseated :x