#sorry for venting

[mamimiou]

I’ve had a question for awhile but asking Twitter isn’t the right place without starting a big fight that ends with people insulting eachother so I kinda wanna ask it here, just to have an understanding.

Today there was a moment where BBH said Roier had a pretty smile, and Twitter took it the wrong way, saying that people only say Roier as a toy to ship with people. But this happens every time someone even flirts or says a comment towards Roier. They say people “don’t really understand his character” or just “use him for ships”. But that is not true.

I’ve seen a lot of tweets saying that people who ship things out of spiderbit/guapoduo are romanticizing infidelity because Roier and Cellbit are married to eachother. I’ll use one example, spiderduck, because that seems to be the biggest issue.

Spiderduck was a thing before spiderbit was, sometimes even Roier fed into it, they have kissed, they flirt. But a lot of spiderbit fans say “it’s all in their heads, that ship isn’t real” when they have had their moments. But I’ve seen a lot of spiderbit fans being chaosduo fans. Spiderbit clearly has more development, remember that Roier is in Quackitys list of important people and Cellbit is not, and it can also be said that they are romanticizing infidelity as well if you use their arguments.

Most of the ships like spiderduck, spiderhalo, etc, that Roier has were a thing before spiderbit even became a thing. Roier was and is a very flirty character. I’ve seen the excuse that “it’s the fandom that ruins it for me” but that’s such a lame excuse.

And it’s okay, I get it (?) sure! But the attacks only seem to appear when the person who is flirting or receiving compliments is ROIER. No one says anything when it is Cellbit. It is like wrong or something for Roier to even be shipped or even joke around with another character without this massive hate coming in.

No one said anything when Slime makes advancements toward Cellbit (which happens a lot) people even make jokes and say “watch out Roier” or shit like that. And that’s literally fine, but they get so defensive over Roier being the target.

Is it something that I am not seeing or understanding? I just think it’s very weird for there to be like this possessive behavior towards Roier.

Why is it okay if it is Cellbit and it’s not if it’s Roier?

Keep in mind that I do like spiderbit a lot, I can’t seem to ship anyone at all with either of them. It just stinks sometimes because people seem to get possessive over Roier, and before anyone says this isn’t true I have the weirdest tweet ever said about someone’s take on this. There was also a big tweet a few weeks ago where a bunch of spiderbit fans agreed that they could enjoy Cellbit with another person but they couldn’t do the same with Roier.

Can someone help me understand why this happens?

[writingjourney]

I always think okay I can accept my family is shitty, it's okay, I'll move on, let it rest, don't waste my energy. And without a doubt the moment I start to come to terms with it all SOMETHING happens that brings it back up. I am so tired.

[annoyingann]

Hey, I'm having a bit of an art block. I can't offer you sketches for big things, but I can show you silly doodles

I'm going to kidnap Marcus (or adopt)

The thought that Zeke is only 15 y.o. in Hedone High brought me to memories of me at the age of 15 .. and I was very scared of boys then :')

translation: she communicates closely with a guy for the first time after a long time.

Lil' me: "WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU?"

[jamisonwritestf2trash]

I HATE when people touch/try to touch me without asking.

Like no! Do not touch me! I'm already so uncomfortable do not grab at me.

[mrskokushibo]

Just need to say how grateful I am to my Tumblr community 🙏💜. Love you guys so much. It's my only safe place rn.

I can't vent on Facebook or Instagram bc my awful in-law family is watching like hawks. I'm still stuck in a shit situation, but every time I go on, Tumblr, I feel a little less shit.

[nhzmlplths]

feelings that suck

these are just things and feeling that absolutely suck, so feel free to reblog and add any of your own

• being at home and thinking "I wanna go home" but then realizing,..that you are. but you're not.

• thinking about how about half of the people you know would look at you differently if they knew who you are, and yes I am being an angsty semi-closeted teenager but I am absolutely fucking tired of people at school thinking of me as the "stereotypical straight white blonde who is too dumb for any proper friends"

• wanting to open up to someone who is supposed to be able to understand you *cough* parent *cough* but knowing what their reaction would be, and know it won't help you at all

• seeing how far other people your age have come and thinking about how you have been wasting your life and just wanting to die in that moment

• randomly remembering that time is constantly moving and the moment you're in now will never repeat, and thinking that you should do something more productive to not waste the moment, but having absolutely no energy or possibility to do something meaningful

• sliding a fork across a ceramic plate

• having someone tell you "you're so sensitive" or

"why do you constantly say sorry?? stop, I'm not gonna hurt you or some shit" or

"you know you can talk to me right? I should be that person for you"

WHEN THEY ARE THE ONE WHO MADE YOU THIS MESS

• feeling like everybody in the room is constantly judging you, and you can't exactly even explain it in specific points of what they do or say or something, you're just constantly feeling judged

[vespersposts]

These have been quite intense days because my cat Modì hasn't been well, and finding a vet in this city seems harder than finding water on Pluto. The situation has improved now, but it was really frustrating. Our regular vet is out of town, so I had to opt for a video call with a clinic (transporting Modì with his tummy issue would have been a nightmare).

Unfortunately, on the other end, I encountered a less motivated vet who referred to my cat as a 'geriatric relic' (Modì is 16 years old, ndr). As I've immediately mentioned to him, the purpose of the game is to grow old. He called me touchy and "cat mom" (who I am indeed, otherwise i wouldn't have adopted Modì). What makes me sad, is that many associate old with useless or worse, disposable.

In the meantime, Modì has won a supply of new - outrageously expensive- food and the attention of all my friends who drop by with the most unlikely excuses just to see how he's doing. Seeing him improve makes me only think that I'm really glad that arrogant vet is already a memory.

Modì thanks everyone for the attention!

[blatantlyhidden]

i feel like i fell off as an artist

[sonlikesleep]

*looks at any wall*

"mm so punchable😍" - TS probably

[help-itrappedmyself]

I honestly have no idea if I'm the only one who uses the 'Mark For Later' function on AO3, but I have just so many pages of Marked for Later fics. And I am constantly going back and actually reading them, Like, I actually use this function a lot.

That being said, AO3 if you could be a miracle worker for me and give me filter functions, search functions, sorting functions, literally anything that will help me be able to go through my Marked for Later looking for like, a specific fandom or character or even a specific fic that I'm looking for that would be great. Because as is I'm currently just going page, by page, by page, and sometimes I get so sick of trying to looked through my Marked for Later that I try to find the thing through regular search which also takes forever, but feels more productive than scrolling through pages of fics for the wrong fandom.

[ghostytoasty17]

Conversation i had with my classmate that made me a tad sad.

In my english class, we are writing a paper on a subject we are passionate about. I chose to do late diagnosis of autism in women. I told my classmate this she asked me why, our conversation was (paraphrasing ofc.)

me: Because im autistic and was late diagnosed.

Her: You're autistic, no way! How? you don't seem like that at all!

Im know it wasn't meant to be hurtful, but it was nonetheless. I spent so much of my life being bullied for being "weird" or "different". I have a sunflower lanyard and actively work to unmask so I can show that autism isn't bad or evil. I feel a duty to do so in a way because I wish I had seen someone be positive about autism when I was younger. That and being told by my family I should not disclose my diagnosis to anyone because I'll be judged make me feel so sad. I WANT to talk about my autism. I want to show others I'm proud of who I am no matter what. That my autism and experience with it has been hard, yes, but I'm so very happy to have my diagnosis.

I am an autistic woman. I will never ever stop talking about my experiences. Because if I can make one child, teen or adult feel less alone then it's worth it. Its so very worth it.

[e17omm]

Hoyo has completely forgotten that the Traveler can use any element at all, haven't they?

Why have we seriously not seen it since Liyue? I was just fighting to save lives and in the cutscene the Traveler cant be fucked to even whip out Hydro? Not to mention the other 4 elements they have?

Kinda hard to stay invested when the Traveler could have started their journey in Fontaine and have no visible impact on their character.

It really doesnt feel like anything through the five fucking nations so far has changed them in terms of character. They feel basically the exact same as they did in Mondstadt. Even if we disregard the elements they have acquired, what has even changed about them? Its been four fucking years with barely any character growth. Hoyo can only overstuff their world with so much freaking lore until it all becomes noise. I dont need to know about some sunken nation on an isolated island that has no impact on anything else. I want to know what the fuck the Unknown God is. Its been four years Hoyo. You could have started this game with Traveler meeting Paimon and both having amnesia and, outside of the Traveler remembering their Sibling, bASICALLY NOTHING WOULD NEED TO BE CHANGED.

HOW LONG IS GENSHIN GOING TO DRAG ITS FEET BEFORE THE MAIN PLOT ADVANCES A SINGLE STEP?

At least Arlecchino doesnt feel like she breaks character.

[cheatsykoopa98]

My stupid brain makes me sad that im not one of the cool guys. It also cant decide who the cool guys are and why exactly they are cool.

Logically I know I just want to belong to a group of friends like I see other people doing here, but damn does it hurt

[katanaski]

To all my girlies with eating disorders... I am hugging you so so tight ♡ Because no! It's not easy when someone says:

"Just eat!! Even if you're not hungry,you have to eat"

Stfu because I want to,so bad but my body doesn't let me...

[jamisonwritestf2trash]

Everyone may hate me, but at least my music taste is impeccable.

[markiza297]

sorry to break it to you guys but theres new law in russia that basically makes lgbtq people illegal so i guess im an extremist for simply existing now