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[pennyorion]

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[theoldcolorado]

If you're from Colorado and miss the good old days before it got way too crowded, The Old Colorado is for you. Here we take a deep breath and remember the good years, 1846-1999, before everyone and their mother with a criminal record found out about Colorado and moved here.

[loki-zen]

some post I saw with someone saying how it was 'laughably easy to cultivate a (tumblr? Online? I forget) experience entirely free of transfems' got me once again pondering the demographics of my mutuals&etc (heavy transfem skew) and how that Entirely Just Happened and then I also recall how when I did those 'why did you follow me?' memes everyone always said gender takes and so perhaps there's a skew in who likes my gender takes enough to follow me??

[smaragdine]

i agree with u i dislike milk rose so much :( my least favourite mascot becomes a cure???? no!!!!!!!! no thank u

SO REAL

[anghraine]

I just stumbled upon comforts and consequences, of course I had to re read at least a little bit, and can I just say I love how you write Darcy with children. It's been a hard week, and I must sleep now, but I am ever so glad I read this little snippet. It is a very delightful image to have before trying to sleep.

But . . . but if it was me, I should not want to marry someone so much prettier than I was!’

...

‘I beg your pardon,’ Darcy managed. ‘I — I am very flattered.’

‘You should have married Jane. Then you would still be my cousin — and Lizzy could have married Mr Bingley! After all, he is only so pretty as she is, so you would all match.’

Your pnp stories and meta were my comfort reads and rereads, and now all your posts on star trek are compelling me to watch TOS at a time when i do not want to invest in a new series.

And while I'm here, I've been wondering about Darcy. Did he know that Caroline Bingley wanted to marry him, say, backwhen they first arrived at Netherfield? If so, how would this have affected his behaviour towards her?

Hi anon—thanks! LOL, that scene is from many years ago, and iirc was originally in a still-earlier fic of mine that I'd decided to overhaul, so I'm glad it's still entertaining.

And I definitely do still enjoy the idea of Darcy as someone who gets on with children rather better than Other Adults He Must Speak To At Parties. (He's raised a child but he's never been good company at a party :P)

And yes, TOS is an investment (nearly 80 episodes, I think), but I do appreciate hearing that you've enjoyed the many years of P&P fic and meta, as well!

I think Darcy certainly knew that Caroline wanted to marry him before they ever arrived at Netherfield, likely well before. Certainly she wouldn't have pursued him the way she did without marriage in mind, IMO, and by age 27, he's intensely familiar with that kind of pursuit. Attempts at flirtation from women who regard him as less a person than a walking Ancestry.com tree with attached land, wealth, and power are not new to him. And what she's doing is highly visible; it's later, but I think her obviousness is clearly indicated by Elizabeth's thoughts about it:

“You know of course that Lady Catherine de Bourgh and Lady Anne Darcy were sisters; consequently that she is aunt to the present Mr Darcy.” “No, indeed, I did not. I knew nothing at all of Lady Catherine’s connections. I never heard of her existence till the day before yesterday.” “Her daughter, Miss de Bourgh, will have a very large fortune, and it is believed that she and her cousin will unite the two estates.” This information made Elizabeth smile, as she thought of poor Miss Bingley. Vain indeed must be all her attentions, vain and useless her affection for his sister and her praise of himself, if he were already self-destined to another.

Later, Elizabeth tells Jane:

No one who has ever seen you together can doubt his affection; Miss Bingley, I am sure, cannot: she is not such a simpleton. Could she have seen half as much love in Mr Darcy for herself, she would have ordered her wedding clothes.

I think the Caroline situation in particular is complicated from the outset by the fact that she's Bingley's sister, and they're inevitably thrown together as a result (if she weren't Bingley's sister, I doubt Darcy would tolerate her at all). That's all the more of a concern at Netherfield; Darcy is not only Bingley's friend but his guest, and Caroline is primarily acting as hostess. It would be not just inconsiderate but actively rude and inappropriate (in a way he usually is not—he tends to cool civility most of the time and gets icier when he's pushed) to make a big deal out of her behavior, though he does get progressively more annoyed with her over time.

I've seen the argument that Darcy initially likes her, at least as a fellow hater, and the relationship only gradually freezes over as he himself develops away from where she's at. I don't agree. She is a fellow hater, and since he has to put up with her anyway, I think he finds what mild entertainment there is in this, but I don't think he's ever interested in her or ignorant of her motives or basic character. As the novel opens, he's already aware that she's not especially discriminating or clever about her grievances, IMO, and I don't think his behavior towards her rises much above empty courtesy. I think he understands and dislikes her flirty "teasing" of him from day 1, but initially, it's just grating rather than a real affront. As she escalates to worse and pushier behavior, his annoyance gets sharper and more apparent, though still within the forms of basic decorum (and of course, when he does really make himself clear, they're at Pemberley and he is in a better position to do it).

[jesuschristisgod]

Then my enemies will turn backwhen I call for help.By this I will know that God is for me.

Ps.56.9

[cameronthecryptid]

I used to be a part of a dnd group in a server filled with friends where one of our friends was the DM and we were redoing a game of Curse of Strahd where I was just a redone version of the character I did before with a slightly different character plan in regards to a potential madness spiral that Strahd and his spouses were meant to play on and getting him from the inside. But things happened and me and the group are no longer friends with the DM anymore but I always wonderwhere they were going with my character’s details.

See, my character, named Mac, was a knight of a now long since fallen kingdom that Strahd destroyed all the way backwhen. But the thing was that he was pining for one of the princes of the kingdom who he was good friends with (named Varis), and also a side thing were he was kind of seen as a omen that the kingdom would win in the fight/war against Strahd but through plot fell through. Mac ends up almost dying in an attack when Varis uses magic to not only save him but seal him into a sleep state so that Mac can’t run off and get himself killed again due to his personal burdens. However, because Strahd is trying to kill the who royal family, Varis flees leaving Mac hidden somewhere apparently vowing to return someday. But hundreds of years go by and Mac is awoken through other means but due to his injury being a head injury, he has amnesia and doesn’t know who he is, where he came from, or his origins, only recalling the name Mac and some blurry vivid memories na d just wandered around till the plot called for him and the party.

Through adventures and occasional things in game, Mac starts to feel a sense of familiarity and recognition with various things but doesn’t know why or how. For example in the Death House he finds a book about his since fallen home and recognizes the names of the kingdom and the royal family and Varis specifically, but he doesn’t know why. After leaving and destroying said Death House he wanders around a nearby town to try and think about why these names seem so familiar when he comes across a mysterious stranger who talks to him a little and upon finding that Mac is trying to recall the realm’s history gives him a large book full of the entire history and then disappears. And unfortunately for us all, that’s where it got cut off due to the break up.

I will mention that the plan was that one of Strahd’s spouses Escher looks a bit like Varis and though some shape shifting actually takes on the prince’s appearance because Strahd (somehow) knows about the Mac and Varis situationship and is trying to lure Mac into either madness or into a form of manipulation via having him think that the fake Varis is the real one so that Escher can make Mac do things because of his love for the real one. But also there would be a bit more drama because Escher, who’s grown battered through Strahd’s treatment and obsession with Tatiana, sees how much Mac cares for him under the idea that he IS Varis that he at some point actually falls in love with Mac and so has this whole dilemma of being in love with the “enemy” and feeling bad for having to play and betray him while also knowing that my character the love he is receiving is not actually for him but rather who he pretends to be. Meanwhile Mac is faced with not knowing who he is but knowing that this person before him means everything to him in some way that he can not remember and a sense of shame rooted in both his present amnesiac self not remembering and his subconscious believing that he’s failed the one he loves and swore to protect with his life.

All the while there is no answer as to what happened to or where the real Varis is.

Yes, I made tragic gothic gays^2, and yes, the DM let me do it. But I’ll never know what they were cooking up in terms of making it happen

[taxi-davis]

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[pennyorion]

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[fairydust-stuff]

Ash lynx X Yut lung fic recs

Hey so today is your lucky day, I'm posting all the Ash lynx X Yut Lung fics I can find including mine.

a beautiful series of one shots that is well worth the read even though google translate might not be the best. What if Ash met Yut lung backwhen they were both under their abusers au.

Straight up dubcon, dark and twisted but oddly in character. mostly porn but its here.

Super depressing, we really don't give the Russian fans enough love for their beautiful fics. And its tragically poetic in a way. Actually checkout all their fics period.

Yut lung mouring Ash's death

My queen of swords series an Soulmate au where Ash finds Yut Lung is his soulmate insted of Eiji. Actually I have quite a few Ash X yut lung fics. I hope you enjoy them.

sweet and soft ashyue

Dark ash x yut lung fic super unhealthy.

very messy and tragic like all their fics but if you want more tragic Ash X yut lung.

A whole collection of differant pairings mostly Ash x Eiji but they have one great Ash x Yut Lung one shot

not finished but basically eiji dies in dino's manor and Yut Lung gets his team up with Ash

[chirp-featherfowl]

i think im actually ill like i cant be watching doctor who anymore im serious ninejackrose altered my brain chemistry backwhen i first watched that goddamn season but its only when i saw 15 ruby and rogue all together that the brain altering actually workedlike i was a fucking sleeper agent im so serious im not normal ohhhh myyyy god