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yyxgin · 3 years

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no bar!! never fret about replying late. i know what it’s like to not want to talk to anyone. honestly. i won’t call it (my experience) a depressive episode bc one of my friends used to brush off me when i was saying things like i’m depressed and say ‘sad’ instead. like if i were to say ‘that made me/i am depressed’ she’d say something like ‘oh god same! like if it’s making you sad,, don’t do it.’ which is a v poor example of what she did but i never called it depressed after that bc she pissed me off n was disregarding of my feelings (even though she’s incredibly anxious herself) bc i didn’t get it officially diagnosed. idk if you’ve ever read about birth control pills but i always read on tumblr people calling them literal depression pills and i ignored it, thinking either 1) people were being dramatic / were over-dramatising it or 2) it wouldn’t happen to me anyway. it fucking happened and they were not being dramatic. i was never happy n always working on minimal sleep n making self depreciating jokes all the time bc it was the only way i could cope with my thoughts n constant mood swings. so what i’m trying to say is,, i know how it feels. if that’s any consolation. it’s not me trying to be ‘oh me too!’ or ‘mine was worse than you’ it’s just me being understanding n telling you it’s okay. also lemme at your friends!! i’ll stomp them out n get the barman to run them over for you!! they’re so mean to forget you!! i find that deciding i want to do something specific n then asking the appropriate people if they want to do saïd thing/place works for me. it can be a simple ‘we should do this, when are you free?’ helps. making it known that you want to do things helps. or aggressively remind them that it’s nice to be asked bc it means they thought of you even if you couldn’t go n tried to include you. or we can revisit me stomping them out w my beloved barman,,, whatever works best for you my dear <3

admittedly me and one of the girls were discussing that we are going to miss our manager. even though literally everyone moaned about her (i feel like it’s impossible to avoid in literally any job/situation) she did have her moments and she did a lot for the staff like after work-drinks, asking the chefs if we could order off of the customer menu instead of the staff menu or whatever they cook in bulk for everyone to take home in the evening. apparently she did this a lot more than the previous manager. she has a good heart but sometimes she ignored some of the girls when we ask for days off or our availability for the week which was very annoying of her. it could’ve been a lot worse, i suppose, but overall she wasn’t terrible.

thé lady who lives in my town and drops me given the chance, told me the other night that she used to be the duty manager. i asked her why she stopped and she explained that when they furloughed everyone they asked her to come back on like half pay or something? idk i just remember it being explained as they wanted her to come back sooner and take away her furlough so she said no and got demoted. but somehow she still gets some of the furlough? idk i have been taught that asking how much or discussing specifics of paychecks kind of thing is rude, growing up. she has been telling me they keep asking her to come back (now they’re asking her to be a supervisor since she declined the manager role) and she keeps saying no. i love her and want the best for her so i won’t say anything to anyone about the conversations me and her have had (i mean, apart from maybe my mum if i can remember, and you bc, let’s be real, you don’t know me and idk you) and she says they’re just difficult to work with as a management team. she even said our area manager isn’t impressed with our current assistant manager (who is currently the only person on an houred contract since our manager left) which shocked me since i personally think he is quite good considering he has a good relationship with the staff and kitchen (he’s thai so he can communicate with the kitchen better than most of the wait staff (some wait staff are thai but mostly not)) i think she doesn’t want to be the eldest person in management or she doesn’t want the age gap to be so big since she has a kid she can lecture at home, she doesn’t need to be looking after people at work, y’know?

also today, me and one of the girls were upstairs (two floors of the restaurant!) and it’s nearing 11pm and her brother (who also works there) comes up and asks us when we’re finishing (mostly her lol) but we had two tables just sitting talking amongst themselves so she just said idk. he was saying he wanted to go bc he’s tired etc n he’s driving n she was like it’s fine go home i’ll call an uber or something n he was refusing to leave her behind. (i feel like i brushed over the two tables sitting there but it must be noted they’re the only tables left in the entire restaurant and we were the only two wait staff still there, apart from her brother but he changed and was waiting downstairs). anyway, she was sweeping (i was cleaning the booth/sofa thingy chairs as it was a mundane task we could do to pass time and while she was sweeping by one of the tables thé boyfriend was whispering to his girlfriend saying ‘should we go?’ and the girlfriend said ‘why should i care?’ and the girl came over to tell me v quietly and i got so upset for her. bc she is literally the sweetest person on the earth and the only reason i didn’t go to ask the manager to see if i could go home with the lady who offers to take me (ex-duty manager lady!) was so she wasn’t alone up there. if i had been the one sweeping near that table i would’ve snapped so fucking hard at them. i mean, we’re 18 and have lives and sleep schedules, and we’re working until 11pm on a thursday before we even get home?? like i wouldn’t have minded staying if they were reasonable tables but after the gf said that i was like ‘shall i go get our stuff from the staff room?’ so i could split as fast as possible. in the end the temporary acting manager came up and told us we could finish and she kicked the tables out ten minutes later. i told her what the table saïd and she thought that was mean and unnecessary too. i was also worried about my sleep tonight since i have my first vaccine tomorrow morning. that’s why i was more pressed about what time i left work today. oh well.

im sorry for talking so much about work! sometimes i don’t have someone to talk to about it (at home) bc of my weird hours and sometimes i don’t like re-explaining things to my mum if she doesn’t get it the first seven times. sometimes it’s just a little too draining as she doesn’t understand since she’s a lifer at her job. it’s easier to explain to my dad but then i get a whole lecture on something that i ultimately have no control over n id rather just bitch w the girls at work but the problem is WE’RE AT WORK!!!

also i booked for my first tattoo!! i’m excited. it’s for next week,, which was super quick considering i was expecting to have to wait soooo much longer. i’ve been telling people about it and that it’s happening but i haven’t had the pleasure of telling people exactly where i got the idea from. bar, my dear, you know wheein’s new album, redd? well, it comes with loads of things, including these stickers (one for each song) and the one from springtime was just so perfect and when i saw it my first thought was, this would be a perfect tattoo. and so i am having it tattooed on my body. a subtle nod to kpop whilst also having something meaningful on my body. i also have just decided i want a small, minimalistic (or one-line art) rose on my sternum, kind of in the valley of my breasts, bc my nan was a rose. i like having her close to me. i recently got her necklace fixed which has left me feeling so incomplete after it broke in august last year. it’s been almost ten years and i think i’m long overdue something to remind me of her. i fiddle with my necklace when i’m nervous which is why i love it so much but incase it breaks again (i pray it doesn’t but i have a long life ahead of me) i would like her close still.

gosh there’s never enough space in my head to remember what i want to tell you so i’ll stop here for now since i should sleep to be able to wake up in time for my first jab. i’m scared but it’s whatever i’ll do it i suppose,, eeek 😨

ilyl ~ 🌻

thank you so much for opening up to me about this, it means a lot to me :( i am so sorry you had to go through this and honestly,, i really resonate with you. i feel like when i talk about my emotions and my sadness (dont know if its okay to call it depression either but yea), my friend either always either makes me feel like my emotions arent valid or she tells me she doesnt know how to help, which is frankly, why i dont talk about my emotions to people irl anymore. i dont open up and it takes me a long long time to do so if i ever do, because i tend to feel insecure/not safe :D so really, thank you for telling me and i hope you are doing better. your emotions are valid and i am always here for you

HAHAHA i mean i dont have many friends so theres not many to stomp on:( but i mean,, i get passive aggressive when i feel forgotten/left out so you best believe i told my friend how im feeling, but like uhhh it didnt do much. i spent the whole weekend at work and i was free on friday but my friend decided to ditch me and yeah. i havent been out in like two weeks now and i mean i am an introvert so i dont mind that much but even i want to socialise sometimes

aah i mean every manager has their flaws, no one’s perfect. my manager keeps calling me to go to work even though i was literally there for 11 hours on saturday AND sunday which means i worked for 20 hours in two days. and i work 20 hours a week at max. and i already worked some hours before the weekend so i think i have like 30 hours now and she keeps calling??? dude i need a break too,,i am so exhausted and tired of this shit :dd

oh i totally get what the lady that drops you off sometimes told you. i would feel a little iffy if i heard it too, but like,,,judge by your own experiences!! if you feel like something is off, you can always leave,, so i wouldn’t be so stressed about it.

why are people so rude ??? dude,,you should care, because we are all human. everyone has their needs and their lives and i bet he wouldnt like it if he was the one in your place. why should you stay there longer just because he didnt want to leave?? that was so unnecessary. people are weird beings and i learnt that after working with them this weekend,,,like i litereally got screamed at because i couldnt accept cash in different currency. like,,what tf do you want me to do?? i dont have every single currency with me so i could give u the change ?? tf ??

ALSO ITS OKAY TALK ABOUT YOUR WORK HOWEVER MUCH YOU WANT !!!! i also feel like i dont have anyone to talk to about work bc my parents dont listen to me as much as they used to these days and my friend unsurprisingly just doesnt care bc she doesnt work,, and i dont wanna talk to my internet friends abt it as much bc i feel annoying so i am glad us two can talk about these things together !!!!

YOUR FIRST TATTOOOO WHOAAAH thats so cool. i love tattoos hihi dfkja idk if u already had the appointment but tell me how it went after !! i wasnt able to find the sticker on the internet but im sure it looks hella pretty. also i love how it reminds you both of kpop and your grandma, its wonderful <3 i really want to get a tattoo one day,, and i also want something meaningful (not that i am hating on people that tattoo themselves just for fun and have no meaning behind their tattoos i just have commitment issues so i want something long lasting). alSO my crush (yes i have a crush now ew) has a tattoo and it looks like satan lowkey,,but apparently its a japanese something (i forgot the word oopsies) and it means jealousy, bad past and wisdom ?? i was like BOY IF U DONT??? fjdkla he has blue hair btw i am very much whipped but he also doesnt know me and i am older than him so this is embarrassing

ALSO I HOPE YOURE FEELING WELL AFTER GETTING THE VACCINE !!!

ily <333

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hey-hamlet · 5 years

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BNHA AU Ideas : University Professors (in Love)

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TL;DR:

Due to a long-standing feud between various Law and Science professors, the students from those respective degrees don’t get along very well. What better way to foster some good (or at least non-violent) relations between departments than to start a new science-in-law degree?

Too bad the Law and Science professors - Yamada Hizashi and Aizawa Shouta, respectively - working on the course together hate each other's guts.

(Well, until they fall in love.)

Oh and Izuku and Hitoshi are sleep deprived first years running on noodles and Redbull, but what else is new?

this is at a big ass, top tier university

all might is like, the david attenbourgh of this universe but he got injured on set and moved to teaching, he's not that relevant i just wanted to include him because hes a good man

so, aizawa is under all might in the science faculty hierarchy, but not by much considering how young he is. aizawas the animal physiology teacher and does shit tones of research with zoos and shelters for husbandry studies

now, the two big draws of this campus are like the wet sciences and their law section, but the whole campus is pretty swish: like if gatton and st. lucia were connected with land but still as weird as the other.

Now none of you know anything about my uni, so imagine not quite an Ivy League school, but still one of the fancier collages in your state, with a redneck agricultural campus slapped on. But the rednecks are liberals.

Now imagine they are run by the same people

so one of the law lectures retires and they get a new one! its mic! and now aizawa is already pissed. hes dealt with mic before riding his ass in ethics committees and honestly just making life harder for him than it had to be

and the university tells him to reduce the hostility between the two sides of the campus, they are going to be holding some law classes in the animal side and vice versa and aizawa is piiisssssedddd

and then they fucking, start a new animal science/law degree about animal ethics law and aizawa is flipping his fucking lid because all might is already the vet science-vet tech degree co-ordinator and since aizawa is so new, hes the highest-ranking person to not be a degree coordinator

so of course, hes the new degree coordinator

but oh no, nezu isnt done

hes coordinating with mic, and they are the two primary lecturers for the two first, second and third-year compulsory subjects so aizawa is having a mini breakdown rant at allmight in the staff room when mic bursts in to say hello

allmight shoves aizawa in the cupboard and nervously chats to mic as aizawa tries not to make a noise from where he was quickly shoved into a cupboard of skeletons. hes internally saying sorry to the skeleton of that one tutor who donated himself to the uni. mic leaves, allmight helps him out and aizawa is just caught between pissed and flustered tbh

so the science people band together to allow aizawa to drown his sorrows in the nice food on the other side of the campus

and they have fucking, disguised aizawa

hes in one of nemuri's wigs, a pair of sunglasses from snipe and one of the nice lab techs named inko gave him a big puffy coat

and so this pack of science nerds is penguin huddle sprinting to the one ramen shop they all love, trying to hide aizawa from nezu, hizashi, and other random law students/lecturers hes pissed off

so allmight swears he sees hizashi but its nbd he only waves

so they get there, and all give aizawa sympathetic looks and buy him his lunch even though he insists he has money. inko the lab tech is there too bc i love her and she is aggressively mothering aizawa

when they are done they run back to the science side because no one has the courage needed to stop a hoard of sprinting scientists. also: nemuri is the chem lecturer and you should know that

its like the middle of the school year when this starts, so aizawa and hizashi have to scrap together this degree real fucking quickly

even though the both of them have Opinions about the other, they refuse to let their students suffer bc of how poorly planned this was so they knuckle the fuck down and bust out 1.5 years worth of content before the end of the year. they dont do much in person, mostly just emailing

aizawa is softer on mic bc they guy isn't horrific over email. unknown to him mic has developed a full-on crush on this guy

hes like, crying to joke "hes just,,, he wants to do good for his students you know? he isnt just a lecturer for the research money,,, he c a r e s,,,"

the whole god damn science faculty is mothered by the head lab animal tech, inko and they see her fretting about one day, and its turns out this whole fucking time shes had a son and didn't want to say anything bc she didn't wanna impose

(yagi has a big ol crush on her but nbd)

and so shes surrounded by all these nerds asking ab izuku and how old he is, and what he likes to do and they've never seen her happier rambling about her son. She tells them she let slip ab the new degree a little early, and izuku wants to be in it so badly and everyone is real soft

hes graduating next year, so thats even more motivation for aizawa to buck up and make this degree work bc he knows one of the kids now, and from what inkos told him, the boys a good kid

the entire faculty has already adopted izuku

one thing she hasn't mentioned ab izuku is that hes got chronic fatigue syndrome

aka izuku is constantly exhausted, his immune system is a bit shit, and hes in chronic pain that isnt affected by painkillers, other symptoms can just like, pop up, its pretty not understood

anyway, thats the reason izuku wants to get into animal law, not vet practise, bc hes not sure he'll always be able to physically pick up the animals and he doesnt wanna do them like that

anyway, its near the end of the year and its time to set the OP threshold. I have 0 idea how you guys get into uni, but an OP is basically: your grades are ranked, then your subjects are ranked, then your school is ranked by a fancy test. Your OP is the score from 1-25 you get with all that jazz. 1-5 is like: you can do almost anything. 1 is like doctors, vets, law. 1-15 is pretty respectable, under than you might need to do a little fuckery to get into a course.

mic is pushing for like, 10, bc its a new degree

but aizawa isn't having that. op 2 or he wont sign off on it and mic doesnt understand why and aizawa just turns towards him

"im not having animals suffer lower standards than humans. standard law is an op 1. vet science is an op 1. im already making a concession here."

mic swoons a little tbh, they eventually agree on op 5

anyway, izuku has an op 2 so its nbd for him, inko is so proud of her boy! aizawa has a little "thank fuck" moment bc he really did want this kid to get in bc he sounded like a good kid. also, mic's nephew shinso is in the first class! aizawa is actively trying not to remember the kids name so he isn’t a dick to him for 0 reason

there is like a grand total of 80 people in this degree which honestly isnt that bad

super high rate of externals tho, so there are only 50 students on campus

20 students in the campus dorms

izuku is one of them, he was gonna get in anyway but they put him in and gave him a nice first floor room bc making the poor guy walk up and down stairs for no reason is just mean

hes in self-catered bc while hes not super picky, hes allergic to some stuff, and some other stuff makes him sick, so no dining hall

shinso is his nextdoor neighbour. hes in self-catered bc he put his form in late and thats the only spot they had left! he cant cook so save his actual life.

so, mirio is the ra and hes a big soft 4th-year vet, he works out to give the dogs hugs

amajiki is his neighbour he has a cat - i mean - very loud fish (aka: no pets other than fish allowed)

when mirio likes people, he just,,, puts a cat in their face, and insists its a fish until they get it

that cats name is guppy i don’t make the rules

ok so, izuku and shinso meet and bond a bit in freshers’ week (think hazing, but gentle, with loads of games and forced bonding), but shinso is intimidated bc izuku is smiley and social and has loads of friends

and that does a 180 when he gets back to his room after a late-night walk, seeing izuku crying in the kitchen as he waits for the kettle to boil because a hot water bottle is the only thing that might stop his arms from aching

and shinso like, hides bc he gets not wanting people to know what's wrong but from then one he is SUPER protective of izuku

anyway, end of the week izuku confesses that he has chronic pain so he might be a bit grumpy sometimes and shinsou has to be like "oh its nbd" when one day he almost smacked their other neighbour with a piece of frozen steak bc he was making too much noise in the morning when izuku got to sleep really late

on the weekend they play videogames and make popcorn as the other kids go home, and they get visited by inko and Hizashi

inko is mothering izuku and has two very fat rats in her arms that she dumps on him and he lights up

see: izuku isnt allowed pets. but no one said anything about inko

so she got the two softest, dumbest, babiest rats shes ever seen and they live on her desk now. and shinso is like "SONs" and they have rats in their jumpers while all 3 of them play mariokart

hizashi stops by to help shinso cook bc he admitted hes only been eating frozen shit. izuku is gently telling him off bc he could have helped! but shinso is like "no i needed to maintain my cool vibes" so hizashi gently grabs izuku, sets up the two chairs like fluffy thrones and they order shinso around the kitchen like hes a servant

shinso is loosing his actual mind laughing and so is izuku. they force him to make katsu curry and eat it in the kitchen on their thrones while shinso sits on a shitty box fridge. there are more chairs left, hes being extra

so, first day of classes, they have principals of law first, izuku drags his pained ass out of bed and he and shinso make their way to class, both freezing fucking cold holding mugs of hot drink

they sit down

the lecturer is mic

izuku is losing his shit and shinso is like "oh yeah didnt i tell you?" and izuku is trying not to cackle/punch him. he waves sheepishly at mic who waves back with great enthusiasm

mics first class is just

KAHOOT

it’s not even law-related, it’s just random bs animal facts

shinsos name is c a t s and hizashi is losing his mind bc izuku set his name as d o g s r b e t t e r

the lectures r live-streamed so the external students can join in real-time and monomas on the other end like s n a k e

hizashi is losing his actual m i n d, everyone just has variations of their favourite animal

also pwease during this lecture mic is just chatting w the students ab whats going to happen, sees izukus mug of tea and says

"ok and just so everyone knows, please feel free to eat and drink in my lectures, just dont let anyone know i said that

"sir this is being recorded"

"shhhhh"

pls bakugous that one asshole that whips out a full course meal and starts distributing it amongst his squad. bakugo is just a plain law student, but there are some plain law students taking this course as an elective

mic honestly looks bakugo in the eyes, and orders pizza for everyone but him. hes standing in font of the mic so its fucking recorded too. izuku is cackling

ok so, they have an hour break and go to the cafe, inko crashes and smuggles them outside, and gives them the rats

inko and izuku aren't super well off financially bc they are saving for a service dog and its EXPENSIVE, even tho inko makes ok money, husband divorced her bc izuku was sick, izuku has issues, was bullied in school, has had cfs for ages

so inko has these rats bc she "liberated" them from the end of a cosmetics trial she heped nemuri run and nerumi stood infront of the secruity camera and closed her eyes

anyway, next lecture is aizawa's

shinso has vaguely heard ab the guy from hizashi and desperately wants to sit in the back row. izuku has heard ab the guy vaguely from inko and desperately wants to sit in the front row. izuku wins bc they walked in through the lower door and shinso doesnt wanna make the guy walk up all those steps

aizawa walks in, nicely says hello to shinso, izuku and the over kid in the front row, tells the people in the back row that if they think he cant see or hear them from there they have another thing coming, and immediately starts talking ab how many people working in animal-related fields and in law are depressed

izuku raises his hand, while shinso is aggressively trying to pull it down

"yes, kid?"

"what if you're already depressed, professor?"

aizawa pauses, turns off the mic and loses his shit quietly behind his desk, shinso is red and trying to hide, izuku looks proud of himself. aizawa gets himself together, coughs, and turns the mic back on

"seems we had a bit of a technical difficulty, continuing on"

and the whole room loses their shit, and aizawa is grinning like an idiot but his voice is the same pissed monotone as usual

just have to Be There for aizawas lectures like everyone who doesn’t show up is like :///// idk why y’all like him so much he’s kinda boring and izukus like No you have to Be There

in Person

everyone thinks the guy is a boring old man who keeps breaking his computers. in reality, hes like 26, really tired, and keeps losing his shit so hard he turns off the mic so No One Can Know

one time he walked in in hot pink leggings and when he asked "any questions?" ochako (a vet tech student in the class) ask "sir where did you buy those because they look amazing" "the internet, ochako. any other questions."

and bc you cant hear the students all the externals are trying to work out what the question was. it becomes a meme

last day of lectures they all show up in matching leggings. aizawas soft but he Refuses to show them. they fucking found the site he bought them from, all of them have pink leggings in increasingly vibrant shades

shinso's are like, lilac

izukus are eyebleeding, highlighter pink

anyway! mic likes to share the tea from behind the scenes

and so they learn ab the "really sweet department head with a crush on a lab tech" and izuku loses his shit. puts his hand up, and mic says "yeah?"

izuku clambers out of his seat, asks mic to turn the recording off, takes the mic and stares down the class

"that lab tech in my mum and shes smitten for this guy. totally smitten."

'ooOH SHIT REALLY?"

izuku just grins and nods

"ok class, extra credit. can we go through this uni's stance on dating co-workers. anyone who gives me a quick, sighted explanation of whether or not we can hook these two up gets 5% of their final mark, no questions asked"

fuckin, izuku is so on board with this, and tells hizashi he'll leave the assignments on inkos table at home if he wants, the whole class gets so fucking into it

anyway, after all that jazz izuku spots yagi and inko out for coffee together and reports it as a win, the class cheers

as an aside: hizashi is very open ab the fact hes one of 2 degree coordinators but he hasnt mentioned the second

its also very obvious he has a crush on the second, and that hes a little older than them (hizashi is 32, shouta is 26) now, literally no one thinks aizawa is the other

bc hes 26, and wears fucking pink leggings to lectures. hes like, hes baby. hes so small, so young, takes his cat to class in a backpack

its literally only the externals who think he could be bc they think hes like 50. aizawa has the curse of just having great fucking bone structure, hes really god damn hot. half of their love letters pages is people thirsting over him and hes so mad ab it. he doesnt brush his hair and wears dumb clothes but apparently, that makes him relatable or some shit

anyway, hizashi is off-topic talking ab the lab tech that mothers the other course coordinator and shinso sees izuku perk up

they guy has been looking out of it all morning bc hes having a bad day, but wanted to go to lectures. anyway, after the lecture hes scrambles over to hizashi and asks

"oh my god is the other coordinator professor aizawa”

"damn, what gave it away"

"mum mothers him because he never eats and he apparently looks like hes barely 20, which is false, but thats mum for you"

once they get out of lectures izuku is like

"shinso. shinso"

and shinso looks lost

"you know what this means, shinso""

"no. no i dont"

"MATCH MAKING TIME"

#bnha au #professors in love au #aizawa shouta #aizawa #eraserhead #erasermic #present mic #yamada hizashi #midoriya izuku #midoriya #izuku #shinsou #shinsou hitoshi #shindeku #if you squint

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jaehyunskitten22 · 7 years

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Bodyguard!Wonho x Chubby!Reader

So you’re a princess and your last bodyguard retired

you really get tired of all of the sympathetic looks you get because you “don’t look the way a princess should” or “you’re bigger than your sister’s”

and honestly?? You don’t really care. You’re comfortable with your body and no one else’s opinion is going to change that. But you still get tired of the staring that happens in the palace and all the pity is sometimes smothering

so you either never leave your room, or you leave the palace for a whole complete day and you don’t return until late

and a lot of people think you are a horrible person because you never leave your room. They think you’re antisocial

(little did they know that you and your bodyguard would sneak out of the palace in the early morning and would go and play with neighborhood kids because they were so pure and they never judged you or felt sorry for you)

It is especially bad at the beginning of the year because when the staff of the palace wants to quit or transfer, they have to work until the end of the year. A lot of new staff comes in after the new year and they all always pity you bc they dont know you or how you feel very well yet

And you absolutely loved your old bodyguard. He let you act like an almost normal girl and he was almost like a second father.

so you’re bitter about getting a new one. You haven’t had a staff change so close to you in a long time because it’s hard for you to get comfy with a new person, let alone someone whom you can’t ever get away from

Your parents are aware of this and they are super picky with the person they choose to fill the position

And they really like wonho. He looks intimidating and big but he has such a sweet, protective and adoring personality.

So they pick him

And when you first see him your first reaction is “oh. great. someone to try and ‘fix’ me.” because he looks like a gym nut/fitness fanatic

and he lowkey is, but he’s not going to force that on you. when he looks at you he doesn’t really see why people pity you and always whisper about how they feel so sorry for you.

he thinks you’re beautiful and he’s excited to meet you

when you guys first officially meet and discuss things like your daily routine and your most visited places, you’re amazed because even though he told you when he likes to work out and ish, he didn’t make it sound like he expected you to work out with him too. He doesn’t even appear to judge you when you told him that sometimes you don’t like to leave your room (but he is a little concerned)

he is amazed by how sweet and shy you actually are and he literally can’t get over your blushy and chubby cheeks aw

first things first, he accompanies you on shopping trips, which everyone in his company likes to make fun of him for but he really enjoys going with you. You aren’t a very demanding princess and you only make him carry the heavier bags, not all of them. You’re quite low maintenance and you hardly, if ever, complain about not being allowed to do something due to safety risks

and sometimes you ask him to ride in the back of the SUV with you instead of in the passenger seat up front on the way back to the palace (you do it because it gets so cold at night and he is so warm and he wraps an arm around you and lets you cuddle up to him)

he adores you

he would literally do anything for you

and he makes you so happy and you love him so freaking much.

you guys genuinely care about each other and everyone in the palace can tell and they think its adorable because they literally saw the princess smile for once!!

so you guys quickly become best friends and he gets a lil flirty ;) but nothing super unprofessional tho

and just like your previous bodyguard, he gives you your space and tries to not hover when you’re out with friends

but your friends do

they always talk about how attractive he is and how much they want him to be their bodyguard and how you don’t even need one because you don’t get followed like your sisters do.

and it makes you feel like shit, but you just laugh

sometimes they will blatantly ignore you and will only talk and flirt around with him and it makes you super upset, but you kinda ignore it. and since wonho is so nice and sweet, he politely keeps up the conversation but he always makes it a point to walk right next to you, and he tries to never separate from you

sometimes you just bolt and go somewhere else, just to get away from it because it makes you so uncomfy and you don’t even know why.

you feel oddly possessive over him which is completely dumb because he only sees you as his job and if both of you were just normal young adults, he wouldn’t even look at you twice

every time you run off it makes his heart race and his stomach clench, and its not even because he’s afraid of losing his job

he genuinely can not stand the thought of you getting hurt.

you always come back though, and each time he always gently grabs you by the shoulders and checks you over, looking for injuries and when he doesn’t find any he gently tilts your face back and forth, looking for evidence of tears and what not, which if you had been crying you never let him look for too long because you think you’re dumb for crying over a guy that doesn’t even want you

and you kinda just stop going out with your friends and in general, because you want to give him the chance to do his own thing like date etc

but he literally only works out or spends time in the kitchen with chef!kihyun

kihyun is one of your closest friends, so of course he knows what’s going on

but when wonho asks he doesn’t say anything because he doesn’t want to just spread your business around

but it’s easy to tell that wonho really likes you,,, like even your parents know and they also love how happy he makes you

but both of you are hurting because you each think your feelings are dumb

even when you do go out, you’re really quiet now and hesitant to get very close to him

and you just flat out never call for him when you are in the palace

but one day,,,, you have to go to an event

and you’re crying because your miserable and you feel disgusting in the dress that you’re wearing and you just want to be held. you don’t want to go and be surrounded by beautiful girls who are all going to be making eyes at your bodyguard and your best friend

so you call kihyun

but kihyun knows you want wonho, so he sends wonho instead lol

and wonho gently knocks on your door and slowly opens your door, just peeking his head in

“Y/N? Kihyun said you weren’t feeling well. Are you okay? Do you want me to call your parents?”

and he comes in looking all soft because he has his suit jacket off but he is insanely attractive at the same time (like this yall like that)

and really it just makes you more upset because a guy like hm should not be forced to constantly look after a girl like you okay its dumb and unfair

and when he finds you crying in front of your mirror he does a quick sweep of the room, making sure that no one got in and he finds no one

but he looks at you and he’s literally amazed at how gorgeous you always look.

“You look beautiful.” and he has this dumb lil smile on his face and you scoff

“You’re just saying that to get me in the car faster” and he shrugs, offering you his hands to help you get up

and he just gently wipes the tears off of your face and rubs your cheeks with his thumbs

“really I would much rather stay here in sweatpants and a tshirt and watch some movies with you, but our duties call. But what’s wrong?”

and you quietly tell him what you think about your dress and he steps back a little while rubbing his hands up and down your arms, just looking at you and trying to see if the dress is unflattering on you

but he can’t help but to smile and appreciate how beautiful you look

“you look absolutely stunning. I won’t be able to leave your side at all tonight.” and he laughs when you lightly shove him and tell him to shut it lol

but he meant it

when you guys get to the event he has his eyes on literally everyone and he has his hand resting on your lower back while he leads you to the table

then a group of girls starts coming up to the table, asking wonho if he would dance with them, but surprisingly to you, he says no

and he talks to you all night and literally only pays close attention to you.

and your parents come over and tell you that you need to dance (and she knows it’s dumb but it’s for appearances and she would much rather you just stay and talk to wonho all night too tbh)

and you encourage wonho to dance with some pretty girls if you’re going to be forced to dance with a bunch of strangers

and you honestly think that no guy is going to ask you to dance anyway but you get up anyway and when you get over to your parents table a few guys have been waiting for you

so you dance with them, but you feel super uncomfy the whole time and you really just want to go back to wonho

but you look over at him and he’s having fun with a very pretty girl so you just bite the bullet and keep dancing with the guys

and when you finish dancing with them you need a break from everything so you send a little smile wonho’s way and you walk out on the balcony

you weren’t expecting him to follow you but sure enough you hear the door slowly open and close and he leans over the railing with you, just watching the city lights

it was relatively quiet until he clears hos throat, causing you to look over at him

“i really didn’t like those guys that you were dancing with.” and he says it so quietly and shyly so it causes you to giggle a little bit

“I didn’t like them too much either.”

and it’s quiet again lmao

the silence is really tense and you both can tell that you’re not telling each other some things

“Hey Wonho?” And he immediately puts all of his attention on you, searching around for any possible injuries or people that could be making you uncomfortable, but he comes up empty handed

“Is there something wrong, Princess?” And he gently rests his hands on your neck while letting his thumbs caress at your cheeks and he can feel how warm they are and it makes his heart flutter in his chest

“Can you dance with me?” and he feels his ears get hot because why do you want to dance with one of your employees when you’re surrounded by wealthy and important people?

but a huge grin soon spreads across his face because “Aish she’s adorable” and he nods while sliding his hands up and down your back before gently squeezing your hips

and you loop your arms around his neck and you both start to sway back and forth

and you’re both just looking at one another with some of the most dorky smiles and you’re both talking to each other and giggling and you guys both keep glancing at each other’s lips and you can tell that he is afraid to make the first move so you tug his lips down to yours and you kiss him and he weaves his fingers through your hair and pulls you closer

“Fuck, Princess...” and he’s breathless and panting before he pulls you back into a kiss and he is almost desperately moving his lips against yours

You eventually go find your parents and tell them that you are heading back to the palace and when you get there and up to your room wonho is trying to yank the zipper of your dress down without moving his lips from yours and he starts to lowly growl in the back of his throat because he couldn’t get it down

but he gets distracted by you pushing his suit jacket off of his shoulders and nimbly undoing the buttons on his dress shirt and he can feel the desperation through your movements and when you get the shirt off you start nipping kisses into his neck and he almost legit whimpers

“Baby... wait. I need to get you undressed. I need to feel you.” but you only whine and run your hands up and down his torso before pressing kisses down his chest and he gently grips your hair and tugs you off of his skin pressing a gentle kiss to you nose before turning you around and finding that damned zipper and yanking it down

and he pushes it off your shoulders and yanks your body closer while running his hands down the front of your body and he outright moans when he gets his hands on your naked breasts

“Wonho... please let me feel you, I need it.” and he almost loses his mind because you’re begging to touch him and he is a literal mess

and yall eventually end up in your bed, you rocking your hips on top of him and tossing your head back while he nips and tugs on your nipples

“More. I need more. I can’t.” And you’re panting and whimpering and he almost melts at how desperate and whiny you sound and it makes him want to take care of you, so he flips you over and holds you down on the bed while drilling his hips into yours and he feels how your walls start to flutter around him and everything feels so fucking warm and tight and wet he wraps his arms around your shoulders and tugs you up until he can tuck his head into the crook of your neck while he lets out little whimpers and harsh breaths and he calls you a good little girl and he pants praises into your ear about how beautiful your body is and how you make him feel absolutely starved

and his hips stutter when your legs come up and wrap around his waist and you wrap your arms around his shoulders to keep him as close to you as possible

he pulls away from you neck to watch you come undone around him and he loves how wrecked you look and its all for him

he completely loses it when you start begging him to cum in between little whimpers, telling him that you want to feel him cum inside of you

he shoves himself into you as far as he can reach and fills you with cum before picking you up and he lets you both catch your breath before gently pulling out of your hole

he quickly grabs a warm wash cloth and wipes the dripping cum, his dripping cum, from in between your legs and he pulls a shirt over your head and a pair of panties before tucking you into his side and falling asleep

in the morning he has to quickly bolt back to his room so your maid doesn’t catch you guys but he doesn’t leave until he gently wakes you up and presses a lingering kiss to your lips so you know that he didn’t leave because he thought it was a one night stand

when he makes it back to his room and he looks in the mirror and sees all of the little marks that your puffy little lips made and it makes him strangely giddy to see them

everybody literally knows what happened between you two, but neither of you get in trouble for it

because of that he probably takes off his shirt at the gym later on so everyone can see the little purple marks scattered on his pecs and he absolutely loves the rolling eyes that he receives from the rest of his team

he even makes sure that one slightly obvious hickey in between his neck and shoulder is exposed so your friends know to quit flirting with him

you thought that he would be mad at you for marking him up but nope. He loved it

and he couldn’t mark you up (because you’re a princess and a scandal like that would be very bad) and it makes him a little :( especially when a group of princes come to the palace and start flirting with you

but then you pull him aside and remind him that he was the one who made you cum last night and he was the one that filled you up with his cum so he has absolutely nothing to worry about

and that makes him :)

Yall’s relationship has to be very lowkey because it has to be released in a controlled manner so it doesn’t put either of you in danger

(but everyone would be happy for you two tbh) (because he was literally considered a national heart throb) (and everyone got heart eyes at the way he looked at you a lot of the time

(he looked at you like you were his whole world) (it was v v cute)

the end :)

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Cocobay Resort Malaysia is a hop, skip and Jump from Kuala Lumpur but light years away from the year 2017. Its still 1346-1353 here at Cocobay . The tale I have to tell you is a cautionary tale. History does repeat itself.

Malaysia is still quite a dangerous place to live and visit and I was lured to Cocobay Resort even after telling my acquaintance, I cannot go to a mold filled environment, having experienced the worst black mold at The Swiss hotel in Penang, Malaysia.

It never dawned on me to state and plead no exposure to vermin, rats. mice etc. As to I guess all concerned that travel, that world of rats and mice are not considered de rigueur in our modern times.

I have to write this event for several reasons. My impending death from this – the lives of others to follow . No I dont have the plague – well – its a plague – and not contagious, I am told by the now – 10 doctors I have tried to see and get help for a massive infection. That came out of no where. It does kill as it has no cure – just treatment – until the veil parts.

I will update the condition as it develops, so that it is understood. I did not video the pox marks – its syphilitic like expression. These 50 boils – of a variety of shapes, colors and sizes last for about a month. The itching was so severe – that I used 3M scouring pads for the kitchen to scour and exfoliate these lesions. I poured Dettol and Bleach on me. i went into the Sea spending hours to drain them and used sand and its minerals to help heal them. I felt disfigured. I could feel the pox on the back of my eyes. I lay in bed analyzing my body as it failed. Yes I had medication that I brought a profound what’s what of a script that I could tolerate. I did at the time go through all the normal responses you would but you have not factored in Port Dickson – or its populace or its raison d’etre exist on the fringes of time. As so is its Medical support and basically anything related to this place that can support the Black death.

The journey here began innocently enough. I was on the last legs of the Malaysian – Misadventure. Basically has I have come to understand squalor is a mind-state here. The Malays I mean no disrespect but lets call a spade a shovel are filthy dirty. Again no disrespect as the amount of doctors that I saw have told me the same thing in regards to COCOBAY RESORT – PORT DICKSON. I mentioned Cocobay and they shudder. All the staff shuddered. But I do have to mention that its pretty endemic here in Malaysia.

Is your appetite wet as yet?. It does go into the Mundane. As it was a slow decline into eternal obscurity of death. The final chapter. The last hurrah. The videos may help. But at least I did one last deed – I tried to warn all others.

They are a few characters in this almost Kafkaesque twist of a modern tale of Horror.

I as the victim/conqueror am Cristoph De Caermichael am I the lead or Principle Victim ?

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The second Mephisto – a scoundrel known as Yusuf Djuly, who callously dispatched me to this funerarium.

with his minion Gollum, a bizarre character a Mr. Gho, the 3rd, ( the wraith of a housekeeper) the drunk, miserly enraged SOB who planted the toxic bedding filled with a juicy filling of Rat Feces that had festered with mold, parasites, worms and Bedbugs all waiting for the feast, my body. Stinging me to the point that it felt as if Acid had been poured all over my body.

This is the beginning of the tale. Formally written that had no response from the Officials at CHC. For some reason I went into excruciating detail, possibly as every word recreated a moment in that time, a haunting tune of the brain, mind, vision dying. But holding on to life. I am reeling as the images that I gathered to plug into the piece actually showed precisely what I was exposed to and experienced. So, yes, I have the plague. Or its ancestral version 2017. Dying is an intense experience and I am all alone.

Dear Canadian Embassy in Kl,

High Commissioner Judith St. George

Street Address: Canadian High Commission Immigration Section 18th Floor, Menara Tan & Tan 207 Jalan Tun Razak 50400 Kuala Lumpur

Tel.: (603) 2718-3385 Fax: (603) 2718-3311

[email protected]

Please note I am very ill at this time. That for me to write this now before anything else happens. And that you understand that it is quite extraordinary. And an Experience I have never had. It is detailed so that in the event of this unknown future – I am taking the time to put it into writing in case of a greater emergency. Please bear with this – it’s maybe a ramble but I am in over my head. You have to be aware of all this but you can’t panic. As I can’t panic. It can be all worked out – slowly. I hope.

My Name is Christopher De Caermichael .

I am in Malaysia on holiday. Please bear with this situation as I explain it. As some details are required due to what I am experiencing. I took this time off the past year to relax and travel around Asia. But I ran into an unexpected situation. One that may require some Embassy Finesse. I am in Cocobay Resort, Port Dickson a condo rental from January 3rd 2017. I came here as it was close proximity to the beach. I never saw the condo and had trusted an acquaintance named, Yusuf Djuly that I had met in December to rent the place, he did so in his name. But as I told him make sure there is no mold or anything that could potentially harm me. Insects Vermin and the like. I had developed severe anaphylaxis while in Toronto Canada. To the point that part of the reason and with another Doctors blessings who had tried to treat this strange affliction, that the allergies were too great and that I had to go somewhere and get over them if possible. As I became allergic to all the meds as well. A sign that I was being environmental challenged. So I came to Malaysia – Thailand – and just wandering around to get better. Recording it and writing.

My plan at this time, in Port Dickson was to go to Dumai Indonesia on the 27th of February and receive my last Malaysian chop and then go to Thailand and take a flight from Chiang Mai to Vancouver. In June 2017.

I had a family doctor in Vancouver BC and wanted to go there and consult with him and see if the time away had fixed the allergies and if BC climate will be better than Toronto. All I needed was time to get better. As In Toronto the allergies had exploded into quite strong and dangerous reactions. I had never had any of these reactions before and never knew what Anaphylactic shock was. It was just words but in Toronto – it caused me to stop breathing – go unconscious and lots of drama. It may be due to age, family genetics, no one knows why you get anaphylaxis or why mine was so large an experience. I am 59 now ?

The place in Cocobay resort Block C-06 -03 was very dirty and I quietly freaked, The look on Yusuf face was sort of don’t complain as its the best I can do? Really dude? . I thought okay – I will have to clean it. I bought my own bedding etc. and I settled in to relax and edit a book that I had written. But Cocobay Resort had other plans. Later –after the incident- In going from Doctor to Doctor here, as I found out this place is known by the locals to be the absolute meaning of FILTH. And to stay away. But that was only after the incident and that I was stranded. Per se.

These are some of the letters to the Doctors I saw. What they reveal is what is truly MAD here in Port Dickson. And I will add Malaysia.

KLINIK HAMIZAHDear Doctor greatdeal4world

At 3 am on January 13th, I went to bed. During the day – I had washed my bedding and as it had rained the sheet etc. had not dried. I looked at the box of bedding provided by the caretaker a Mr. Goh who I had not met. Within maybe half an hour, I had fallen asleep and woke up screaming in pain as I had been bitten – by ? It felt as if acid had been poured all over my body. I ran into the shower and tried to deal with the sudden appearance of about 50 boils – pox like blisters and hives that were all over my body. I had been somewhat disfigured and was at this time ill with fever and shaking.

Before coming on the journey I had discussed with a doctor Dr. Anthony Chen what Travel meds to take and out think the possible bacteriological or any pathogen that I may encounter. As I was allergic to so many meds(antibiotics) I/we had to choose carefully.

It was now 4am and I was in quite the state. There was no one to call and I had to solve this emergency. I started taking Dapsone a heavy antibiotic that was prescribed in the event of such – a situation.

I took it and within a couple of hours, i started to get better. The pain went away and the fever reduced. I then turned my attention to what was in that bed and what had happened. It was now around 7 am and I was a bit delirious due to this unknown attack. I threw the blanked and sheets in a large bucket. I had bleach and Dettol and soap and the bedding in the water – turned RED. It looked like BLOOD – and there were bits of what looked like feces in it. ?

So there you have the Red/Rust of the Rat Feces that was in a blanket that I had on me.

Its beyond gross – by this time shock had set in with exhaustion. I scrubbed the bed, the floor etc – put the mattress outside and fell asleep exhausted. On the couch. A few hours later – as in 8 I awoke and looked at the body damage and the absolute mess of this place.

I contacted Dr. Chen in Toronto. FB Dr. Lawson Baird in Vancouver leaving messages and also my Homeopathic Doctor in Toronto – I called Lawson and left messages. I also had started calling the local hospital – and emailing Kliniks to get directions as to what to do. But this is Port Dickson and the locals mainly only speak Malay and very little English. It was important to know where to go as to find medication etc and who could provide it. But also remember I was at this time very ill and based on the recent history of anaphylaxis. I had to be careful. I only had 2 attacks in Shah Alam of the reaction versus every day in Toronto and when I was in Thailand at the Beach. I had no reaction. Here at the beach from the 3-till the 13th I was in great shape.

I had once I was in the sea gotten better. I was taking long walks etc. Beginning to run and hike etc. This may be mundane to you dear Canada. But to me it so important that I was getting better. After 4 years of great struggle in Toronto – I had finally stopped taking all these pills – allergy and whatever meds that they gave me that caused me to be so sick.

I had no replies from any PD Medical establishments – 1 reply from Dr. Chen, saying that as I was away seek local care and take the meds that he had prescribed. As I had a lot of these meds. I took them but I was aware that I was very ill. And from history in Canada – Dr’s had a hard time treating it – and had caused more problems. So going to a hospital / Dr.– or even getting ill was never an option here in Malaysia,

I told Yusuf Djuly about it, “the attack” and he called Mr. Goh and he said it’s the housekeepers fault. He is the housekeeper as it turned out. From January 13 – to the 29 – I would say now I was so out of it. I was in daze and though the medication was working? I was getting weaker and weaker. It was a slow process. This is told 2 months after the event. Time was needed to get better and also to establish it was a problem. As there was an event but this outcome was unknown. The reason being is that it was no ordinary Bed bug/ parasitic attack. The “blood” red color and feces I saw in the water was due to it being rat/mice feces. Any bacteria / mold / bedbugs/ parasites came from Rat/ Mouse feces that is blood/rust red in color. Treatment has to be in turns out specific to that species and realm and it us known to damage all your major organs.

By this time, I had an encounter with Mr. Goh. He was very violent and came at me – screaming and swing chains and muttering all kinds of madness. I had no idea who he was and what he was shouting -talking about.

He made absolutely no sense – and his overall condition was so bad, I was not sure what I was looking at. He was so distorted, wheeling, twisting and turning and basically in a state of some mania. This was frightening. My best way to describe his appearance and behavior was Gollum from Lord of the rings. Later I was told by Resort security that he was a severe alcoholic and very unstable. So I met this man in an alcoholic rage – his unstable gait, the drooling from his mouth – the lurching – the wild eyes the screaming. ? What was I by renting here – exposed to. Infections- Madness?

I got Yusuf Djuly, seen in this following video.

Upon viewing this reality and reading what I encountered. 2 different people live in 1 body. What I received upon telling him about my change of plans based on the circumstances – : There is a lot here that supposes we had conversations.? We went on 2 hikes where I collapsed, 1 the day before I had to leave. We met maybe over the 6 weeks – 10 times?

I actually at first never mentioned the attack. As I was too sick. And so disgusted by it all. And as the weather was bad and rainy, I never saw him. And so all this is quite over the top.

Yusuf – Could you stop telling me all these melodramas. ( ??This was a surprise, as I barely saw him may be once every 10 days and i was so very ill and was asking for directions to hospital, buses to KL etc. so? Plus after the 1st. Goh incident, he completely disappeared. I had no idea what was going on. Much of this is surreal. Yusuf, made proclamations and then vanished with no more communication so all this is meaningless as it never occurred or occurred in snipets of dialogue over 6 weeks? – ) Yusuf continues, “ I’m only reacting to your emotionally bad condition. Pull yourself together, everything you talked about for the past 3 weeks are repeating the same things over & over . And all the conclusions you create in your mind like they are reality. Could you give me some space in your mind? ( Cristoph- Again this is a wtf moment? Who is this person and what was going on? I had noticed in other mundane convos that his responses were ? a bit off the wall. That from the start he was defensive and oddly belittling? But I thought maybe cultural differences but this was quite a profound emotional outburst. of 1 + 1 =3 . I have noticed here in Malaysia if you hear hoof beats its not horses or zebras it was UNICORNS. And my conversations revolved around travel plans, food, his buddy William ? Again this is a profoundly disturbing attack )

Yusuf – Or you want me to email or forward to you every bit of things happened and problems I have whether it’s relevant to you or not, and sending messages of whatever is in my head at the moment. (Again not a clue of what he is referring to? Conclusions? My mind reality? Space ? )

Yusuf – It’s one thing you’re physically ill, and that’s a sad thing for me. But it’s a completely different matter when you are emotionally weak to handle your situations. And the way you doing now is bitching about it.Bitching doesn’t make you feel better, doesn’t make the illness go, doesn’t make anyone who talk to you feel better.In fact bitching makes things bitter, and makes the situation harder than it already is. (Cristoph – this is a wake up call – much of this did not take place. In conversation – I think I apologized for being sick? As I saw a glint of scorn on his face? One day after I had finally got Shots, maybe March 1. I come back to the place – and really passed out. I was asleep at 7.30 and woke up at 11.30 to this – Yusuf ” you did not open your door – i knocked and rang and you ignored me. Are you trying to Block /avoid me? Cristoph – Sorry what are you are talking about? I was asleep – passed out from the meds, which he knew as i told him earlier? I think I thought at the time – there was a misunderstanding – either by choice or ? But with a deadly injury. I was quiet — no energy and trying to get better and certainly not involve him.I just said fine. I will just leave. That was all. As all this was pure puerile BS) and whatever space with his head ? it was wasted.

on the phone and asked him what was going on? Mr. Goh – was so profoundly unstable that whatever conversations he had with him about, rent, the infection, etc. He somehow? Became confused and in his drunken state – ? But in the end though I did not have to, except – with all this rage and all this illness I just needed to rest and as I could not and still do not understand what was taking place. I paid more $. To stop the madness and to buy peace and time to sort out this. I have not been able to. As of yet as the illness has taken over and I am trying to survive it. And Cocobay Resort.

Yusuf came by – we still did not know each well and I could never understand how I could end up here? I trusted – a stranger – to me at the time Good Samaritan to assist me but in the end – well – this illness and experience has defined my stay in Malaysia.

Yusuf – was badly affected by the experience with Mr.Goh and the Resort Management Mr. Paul Raj was alerted and they – took brief control of Mr.Goh. As far as I understood as I wanted him to get away from me and I wanted to get away from Cocobay resort. By now it’s February. I was taking the medication and yet I was still quite ill. I still had fevers and having some difficulty moving – and my heart, pulse and nervous system was so erratic.

Yusuf took me site seeing as it was now about 6 weeks in PD and due to the illness – ? or condition I had not done much. Beach – Bed and eat. He turned it into a hike. I thought at the time, maybe this physical test of exertion will help me understand what I am going through. I was aware that I needed – a stress test to evaluate the condition. All these issues I had undergone in Toronto having had to go through so many Dr’s just to be evaluated and examined for Anaphylaxis. So now I have a healthy dislike of hospitals and Doctors.

It proved I was in very bad physical condition. Whatever gains – I had made from the first few days – of being here at the Beach were gone. I was very weak and I did not know why? My heart beat so badly after 4 steps hiking up the path – that what should have been a 20 minute walk/hike turned into – an hour just to get up the short jungle path. My heart could be seen pounding out of my chest. My family has a chronic heart condition. All have died from it. My father at 52. I did everything I could not to fall into the category – I did not drink alcohol much – never smoked – always exercised. Always ran and hiked and swam and weightlifted. But not anymore.

So Yusuf was observing me and unknown to me – my signs of illness he did not approve of – in fact he was incredibly offended that I was getting so sick? He started making insulting remarks about my weakness to ? me – ?? I did not know this guy at all. I am taken to a place I did not know. Got infected by? Was exposed to the madness of Goh. Got very ill and he was offended?

I simply and politely explained that it was the illness he was observing and that was all. I tried to find alternative accommodation – away from Cocobay – from GOH and from Yusuf. As I realised this situation was deteoriating for reasons so unclear to me. Yusuf disappeared for a while, meaning no contact from him. Also I did not engage him, as his responses were unexpected and confusing.

I called all the KLINIKS and Hospitals again. I finally got through to the Hospital – and 5 of their staff – stated DO NOT COME HERE – DO NOT COME TO EMERGENCY – GO to Klinik Kesihatan Port Dickson : 75C Jalan Dato K. Pathmanaban, Port Dickson, Negeri Sembilan, Malaysia Phone:+60 6-647 2800

I called the Klinik and FB message as I was unsure what the Medical situation here was in PD. I had no response and the reason was I spoke no Malay – they spoke – no English.

I was also looking for a place to escape Cocobay – same response- a non-response. I called – I left messages. This is a quiet town – with many spaces available so why was I not able to find anything. I began to google the Hotels – com – Bookings com etc and all these Hotels including Cocobay – the complaint list was all the same. Bad Beds – Bedbugs etc. Bad Maintenance- Bad service staff – So no wonder the extremely rude unprofessional – violent and unsanitary conditions here. I did go see a few places all over priced – and also I saw that the bedding – mold was there. It was a reality check – and it was PD a very dirty – if not filthy place. I thought well go up to Langkawi or Penang. ?

But the illness prevailed. Yusuf turned back up. I had stopped contacting him and just was trying to get out and get better. When he returned Yusuf ? Says lets go to Malacca. Forever up to travel and trying to overcome whatever this was? I said yes but the cost? He says NO Problem. Its 70.00 to rent a car – and the gas- and food – so Maybe 200.00 Ringgits – I said okay. But the next day – February 26 he shows up with a Driver and a car and he says, “I hurt my back. I can’t drive” My first question was what is this going to cost. I was once again footing a large bill. Unnecessarily and something I had tried to get him to reveal with the complicated situation at the Condo I had been told 550. Per mth for this garbage dump of infection and free electricity. But that was not the truth. Malays like to barter and the place was a dump. Yusuf once said to me, I am not going to pay Goh more $. I again confused – said more $ , what $ and what do I owe now?

The attack from Goh turned out to be based on electrical usage – that was not free. ? And that due to the illness and being bed ridden and fevers – I was in bed more and in the cool – only able to go to the beach after the attack in the late afternoon. So ? And it turns out that Goh was even charging – from December when I was not even there. It was and is very contentious. I had nothing to do with it per se. But I was sure being violently threatened. Goh is unable to express himself except when he is raging. And he is very VIOLENT. Apparently Yusuf and Mr.Paul Raj, property management- had to control him, by being very harsh and intimidating. But as Goh continues to rail – he may be accustomed to be using his scare tactics on other guests like myself. A kind of extortion.

All foreigners who come here may get attacked and later as I had to escape Goh and I could find nothing suitable and being so weak I rented another place – in another building. Cocobay is a very large resort. And the issues in Block C – were repeated in Block B- but smaller. I had no choice – I was / am too ill to go traveling and I am seeking aggressive medical attention to solve this now established illness.

In Malacca – I became very ill – the antibiotics had finished. So I was still unaware of what had bitten me in the attack. But it was revealed in the move. Malacca was useful in making me aware that I could not go anywhere- The chop – the extension to stay in Malaysia would have to be done here in Malaysia. In Malacca I simply collapsed- the heat – the walking around – in 2 hours I was lying on the benches beneath the museum – overcome. Yusuf was looking for me as I had just wondered off to sleep. Anaphylaxis had hit and I was stiffening up. Meaning I was experiencing – a physical response from the bacteriological attack – parasitic attack that led to joint pain and stiffness. I need a tetanus shot or anaphylactic shock injection. Epi Pen injections run at 1700 ringgits. A tetanus shot is 40.00 ringgits.

I was too leave via Dumai, Indonesia. Yusuf was going to come along as he knew the city of Dumai, plus I was unsure of my physical ability or get the extension by the 28th. On the 27th . I was in many doctors’ offices. They were on lunch or? I was told come back at 5 or 7 etc. Pm. It was just 1,30 pm. I went to Klinik Kesihatan Port Dickson and what I experienced on the phone with The Hospital and the lack of response from the Klinik it was much worse in Person.

I paid my fee – and saw a Dr. who then upon listening to my analysis of events and though having the Anti- Tetanus shot decided to NOT give it to me – on the grounds that I could get it anywhere? I was shocked – “what do you mean. Anywhere?” He says you can go to any Klinik in PD and they can give you any # of vaccines including Tetanus. Since this was not the case – as I had called and sent requests and got no response and prior to getting to the Kesihatan, I had gone to 3 of them near the bus station in PD – and the staff said no – GO TO Kesihatan. Dr. is not in and we don’t carry any of this stuff – or go to KL. I said I require at least a tetanus shot, he said NO – and called a Klinik on the phone. The surrealism of it all – was to see this doctor pantomime all kinds of good news – a thumb up and say Hurry and go to Klinik Ang. They have it all- I said are you sure – this is 5 hours of a wild goose chase. He says yes I have confirmed it all.

PD is a slow coastal city. There are few buses – few taxis and few conveniences or niceties. The people here are so rough- I asked how to get there – The response was Get a taxi – I asked where from? They said I will call you one. Half hour goes by and no taxi. So they said go – outside on the street and get one. That has never worked for me here in PD. In Kl or Thailand taxi hustle you. Here they just drive past you. When I first got to PD – we got a taxi and we had to load my suitcases and the driver came out to look and jumped back into his car and drove off. Leaving us stranded.

So I ended up walking in the heat back to town. It was now 5.30 the Klinik closes at 6pm . I finally got there – and waited to see Dr. Ang. He calls me in. I explained who I was and what I wanted and that the Dr. from Kesihatan had confirmed you have what I require. He says – “I did not – I told them I have to order it from Kesihatan” Go back to them and GET OUT. IM BUSY. Now I am really confused. I left – but by then it was after 6pm and I finally got a shot of tetanus from another Dr. and the other Klinik I had seen was open and I went in – told them the story and he said you need ROCEPHIN as well.

Rocephin is a very powerful multi spectrum antibiotic for infections related to the pathogenic world I had encountered. I was also given a lot of different other antibiotics for everything. This was late on February 28th – I took the drugs and went spiraling into side effects. They were very powerful releasing massive fevers- and the side effects were to make me dizzy and nauseas and triggered anaphylaxis. The first few days I barely remember of early March – I knew I slept a lot and sweated and time just was lost. I had made arrangement to get out of Goh apartment. I contacted Yusuf to explain the situation via FB – I messaged him about the side effects and that I have to rethink all my plans – about moving away from Cocobay – organizing my trip to Canada via Thailand – his response was for me to SHUT UP! ? He was regretting assisting me? And to leave him alone. This is a polite summary as the real note was aggressive and a bit vulgar.

In total we had maybe 12 visits – in 3 months- the situation of GOH – the infection and my collapses were unfortunate for me. A situation that somehow he arranged and would pay for possibly with my life… sounds dramatic but not.

I moved into B1 – 6 – 08 – The place was adequate. But it was a corner suite lots of light and air and it was clean. I did ask them to clean it. I moved my stuff in at 2- 6 am. But it quickly became critical – another horror story – the aircon had flooded the bed room suite. Again something I had not experienced before. I started videotaping the flood and the amount of water. I actually had to put in a 6 foot baby pool that I had to contain the flood – it’s on Video. So no exaggeration.

But and this is important – I had to move the bed- and it was completely rotten – it was nothing but saw dust. I had checked the mattress – but not the bed. Once I moved the bed, I was faced to face with my nemesis. What I videotaped and took pictures off was the Rat Feces. This particular feces is red/rust in color exactly the same look and color of what was in the blanket and wash-water.

https://thebookof25.wordpress.com/2016/12/13/the-hotel-of-death-grand-swiss-hotel-penang/

https://www.google.com/maps/dir/”/cocobay+resort+malaysia/@2.4432622,101.7896705,12z/data=!3m1!4b1!4m8!4m7!1m0!1m5!1m1!1s0x31cdf7a6c6ee8e3b:0xf52d3be5ffeb1030!2m2!1d101.8597111!2d2.443264

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Black_Death

The Return of the Plague Cocobay Port Dickson Malaysia Cocobay Resort Malaysia is a hop, skip and Jump from Kuala Lumpur but light years away from the year 2017.

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