#because no one should live in fear.
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last post i'm making about this because i've said sorry and admitted the way i worded the original post was wrong but me calling my mutual "lovely" and adding a "♡" in response to her using one wasn't in any way making daniel saying the n word or anything else ive spoken about recently a joke.
slurs shouldn't be said if you cannot reclaim them and overall shouldn't be used in a negative way because that completely defeats the purpose of reclaiming them.
i am aware of fernando alonsos past but i wasnt literally a few hours ago, i agree with NOTHING he's negatively said about lewis and am just disgusted at what lewis had to deal with from his own coworkers.
i understand i havent posted much about things such as blm, palestine, sudan, congo, haiti, and cameroon but when it is on my feed i do reblog it. i go to protests. i wear a necklace with palestine on it which i bought myself and the money went towards helping palestinians. on other social medias i actively do what i can to talk about topics such as those but here i post about racing and my own writing.
i don't feel like me wording a post wrong then going to sleep is bad enough for me to be told to kill myself, called slurs, told nazis should've killed more of my family, and more.
i did make a mistake and i apologize but i don't deserve what i'm recieving. if i have upset you i apologize and this is me promising to try my best to not hurt people how i have but you can't be mad at me for making a small mistake then send me death threats.
#kat talks#f1#formula 1#blm#free palestine#free congo#eyes on sudan#peace for cameroon#and all others#because no one should live in fear.#and that is truly what i believe.
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you open my Super Important Documents and its just pictures of charles xavier
#xmen#mcu#xmen movies#xmen first class#charles xavier#professor x#snap sketches#todays schedule has been ruined by my ever occurring need to practice drawing movie charles its horrendous#i started this sheet last night but then i kept adding to it and i keep wanting to add to it but i MUST stop myself#in an ideal world i get paid to draw charles xavier and erik lehnsherr but no i live in this baka society#sleepless charles WAS inspired by me starting this at 1AM and forcing myself to sleep at 4AM#and then here i am picking i up still later .... i need professional help i fear but i aint got time for that#NEVERTHELESS I THINK IT GOT IT NOW. I THINK IM OK. i think i know how i wanna go bout drawing him now ...#chat can i confess that like. .5% of the reason i barely draw FC charles i because of his hair#for some reason some demonic entity prevents me from drawing it easily i am in STRUGGLE CITY#the only thing that gets me is that whenever i draw him i can only think of the likes of a disney prince but man thems the strokes ig#i also drew a quick dark phoenix charles but i figured id just keep this first class oriented#anything else i want to say ? uh. hm. its funny i never do any of these sheets for erik#genuinely On My Life made One (1) sheet and was like 'no yeah i got it. i got it down'#literally not my fault his head is So Shaped and defined but anyways. this aint about him.#i mean it could be. i still wanna do a doodle page concentrated on drawing how his powers show#more specifically how do i wanna draw the glow cause i cant decide on it ... also i wanna draw the 'levels' ...#but thats for another time. for right now i should probably eat i havent eaten all day#bye bye !!!!!! here's to hoping i draw something thats not a doodle sheet one of these days
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Happy Birthday to Ferdinand von Aegir!
I actually made 33 emotes, affectionately known as Aegirglyphics to some, for my own personal use on discord. However, I figure why not share some of them! They're free to use for discord servers/icons/pfps or whatever. However, my only request is Do NOT use them as subscriber emotes on Twitch. You can make them free follower emotes but you are not to make them locked behind a paywall.
#fe three houses#ferdinand von aegir#discord emotes#i thought long and hard about this bc idk the actual want for emotes i made ages ago but#i still love my son and its his bday ad so i should be nice and share#since i no longer have nitro and can no longer use them myself#the fact i can technically post 30 at once was tempting but#some of them arent living up to my standards and also just might not be easy to use in most contexts#so those im gonna skip on lol#whoever wants 21 aegirglyphics tho have at em#i think i might have posted some before? but only 10 and i dont recall which ones#if you want a secret the last three and the middle on the second row are my favorites to use#i used concernednand (the upper one) so much#the internet concerns me guys it was a valid use every time#debated sharing heartnand but honestly the world could benefit from it imo because gotta spread that love#fun lil trivia i love making emotes and so when i was in a server and people knew me as the ferdinand fan and artist#someone was like why hasnt salmon made a ferdinand emote yet#and im like bc i dont run the server and i cant just demand they add my art#and then a mod was like i didnt wanna put pressure on salmon but i thought about it so i was like bet#and then drew a server exclusive happy ferdinand emote#and that was the start of me somehow being able to have like.... ten emotes in that server#some of them were just me joking and then mods encouraging me#cause i used to use felix for every single art prompt theyd give and one week someone said the prompt was pog#and i just was so upset because dude why would i wanna draw felix for that hes not pog#so a mod was like hey if you make a pog felix emote we ill add it to the emotes here#so i once again was like bet and then posted it and then they really added it lmao#anyway sorry for so many rambles please feel free to use them on discord in whatever server#i cant really expect everyone to credit me but also im not really concerned since i fear people know my nands a mile away
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anyone else feel like there's no return from the future we've set ourselves uo for as a planet 🤣
#no one can do anything without a phone#i mean it like how everythings needs to be done digitally now#climate change is so fucked and my teachers keep saying hiw we as the next geenration should make a change but we are not the ones#with influence?#it's so unfair to have brought us into a world and to then just give responsibility up just because you won't live to see the worst of it#cant eat shit without microplastics in you can't post photos if you're a woman out of fear that you'll have deepfakes made of you#li talks
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horror bragging about he's immortal and allat to killer and dust (because he genuinely thinks he is. like he literally came back from the DEAD that is a proud accomplishment!!!! bro probably brags all the time about it like "heh even if you hit me hard i'll just get back up. bitch")
and then killer's like alright bet! let's test that out! and then he starts going on an all out chase for horror's head. and dust just follows along because hey why the fuck not it sounds fun and it would be nice to knock horror down a peg or two :3 frantic running from horror ensues because as much as he'd like to stick by his claim he REALLY cannot be going around risking to see if him being immortal is actually true 💀
#horror it's all your fault you played with fire and now you are not about to get burned you are about to DIE#oh its probably so nervewracking....... he legit could die horror doesnt know if the other two would take mercy on him#he's been an ass all this time ‼️ he has been manipulative and lied ‼️ he has shittalked them at their lowest ‼️ he is FUCKED#or WORSE they just end up dragging this out and driving him crazy with paranoia (this is in fact what would happen)#not that he particularly regrets not being nice to killer and dust because why should he and why do they deserve it but like. GODAAMN IT#couldnt it HURT just to be a LITTLE nicer past horror???? now youre gonna DIE because you were too much of an asshole!!!!!!! fuck#but maybe he doesn't die? maybe he actually lives when the two find him and eventually#would that be worse actually yes in fact it would. if he wants anyone to find out he's actually immortal it would NOT be dust and killer#death seems much more inviting than being hunted down by those two. oh SHIT REAPER WAIT DONT TOUCH HIN#if killer and dust worked together they could probably create a torture situation that not even a tank personified would mentally survive#this seems like another one of my ideas in my head that seems bright and comedic but in reality would just be terrifying#i like it piccasso. now just set it in horrortale and then you have horror in the place of all the people he killed#all the people he hunted down all the innocents and now he gets to feel what they felt when he chased them down#the fear and nervousness of being watched of being toyed with of knowing that youre already stuck in a maze with no exit and no way back#yeah i'd kill myself the psychological horror i'd feel would just be too much dust and killer can just kill me for all i care I GIVE UP#wouldnt it be funny if dust and killer never even touch horror they just chase him until he passes out#that would be sooooo silly LMAO. bitchass we didnt even touch you and you passed out from panic and exhaustion??? COWARD 🤣🤣🤣🤣#dust and killer would never let that memory be forgotten trust. trust. i love it when they taunt and torture eachother#GOD can we get some self not so self inflicted pain onto these 3 😒😒😒 more than they already have but whatever#dont worry guys they took horror home after he passed out and when he woke up fed him a bit of soup to replenish his energy#and then they played a roblox obby to calm down and also relax and then they fell asleep all zzzrkkk mimimimi shoooo like 3 little kitties#killer sans#horror sans#dust sans#murder time trio#utmv#tricule hc
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1.10 / 1.09
#something to be said not just about how Ibrahim aims to replace his past family with his present bond with Süleiman (and Musti and Mahi#branch off of that bond) but also how Hatice fits in all of this - the one Ibrahim leans on everytime he's likely to lose SS is *her*#she isn't just the future he wants to secure in the castle but also the past he yearns for outside of it especially in that initial period#of their relationship; and not just any past but a very particular fragment of it - the next most valuable person of his past other than#his brother: his *mother*. it's no wonder him playing *his mother's* melodies with the violin marks the beginning of their story and stays#an important motif throughout. just like Ibrahim's mother Hatice is so familiar yet so out of reach (and this unreachability accumulates in#E13 - Ibrahim leaves for Parga thus returning to his past but leaving Hatice behind but *then* finding out his mother is gone too.#*both* people he wants to be close to soo much are *gone* in that moment. there's a link between them because of this. also Hatice tieing#lbrahim's mother to “heaven” as well and her “looking at their happiness from above” Ibro responds with in E14.) Hatice will distance#more and more from that role later on until lbrahim starts to outright abandon this whole 'return to the past' idea with Hatice and#search for it through Nigar instead. but yeah anyway I feel these two scenes are the perfect encapsulation of how complicated#the past is for lbrahim; he avoids remembering it because it *hurts* to remember both because why would he remember it when he already has#an established future and because deep down he resents what he's become and established as that isn't ever permanent and he's lost all else#*himself* most of all as who is a person without his roots? he wants to forget them but can't ever do it so what's left is replacing them#*all of them*; when he finds Hatice too he wants to have *both* her and Süleiman and SS marrying Hatice off directly challanges that want#up to that point he believed in the possibility of their love more than Hatice did; now? he seems as lost as she is not knowing what to do#the only way not to lose either of them is accepting Süleiman's order convincing himself that this is how it should be no matter how much#that hurts and would bury him even deeper; he can't bear it so he searches for a solution - and when he sees Rhodes sea? it hits him#it hits him how low he's actually sunk through the losses and if he can't “fully* replace the past he'll *fully* return to the past letting#*everything else* once hidden out as well. not to mention how right before he left to Parga he was brought to fear for his literal death#and then he is given more power that also brings some uncertainty with it and that likely scared him cementing his departure for Parga#directly following Piri Pasha's advice to let power go as it won't let *you* go#(btw a big contrast between S01 and S03 Ibrahim can be drawn in his relationship with Piri Pasha and his relationship with Ebusuud)#magnificent century#muhteşem yüzyıl#muhtesem yuzyil#ibrahim pasha#(sorry for the disorganized tags but if I kept it like it was I would've exceeded the limit before I even finished 😅)#(just Ibrahim and Hatice in general are people who latch onto each other to get over their losses and ache for peace amidst their turbulent#lives and positions and that's what keeps them close and will later too)
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Swifties better back off from Maisie right now. Stop ruining everything you touch
#that's exaftly what i feared would happen#no it's worse! you all are the worst#if i can hold myself back from making fun of Taylor's voice because i understand she must be exhausted nearing the end of the tour#you all can and should understand that an artist singing fully LIVE can be out of breath after belting words#she dreamed to one day say on a stage#i hate this fandom sooooo much#they ruin everything they touch they're toxic af#swifties#anti swifties#artist: maisie peters#maisie peters#the eras tour#text#oli schist!
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I live for trolls being fully insulted by the idea Branch had 5 (Five) close family members old enough to raise him after he was orphaned but all 5 (FIVE) of them didn't even visit. Not even main character trolls, I'm talking complete strangers seeing any of Branch's brothers and berating them in the middle of the street.
#dreamworks trolls#perfume branch#All troll grandparents stan Branch and I live by that#They were there they were living in fear and they're not young enough to forget as easily as the generation of drowning out worries#But they were pushed to the back of the stage because there were so few of them instead of their worries being satiated#Branch having a bunker and coming to them asking for help preserving food and stocking his bunker put a lot of old souls at ease okay#Little 10 year old Branch asking elders to teach him the life skills his grandma never got to because adults just wanted to fix his gayness#The elders were the only ones that actually knew gray trolls or were gray trolls#I'm making the tags too long but I'm frothing at the mouth okay#*grayness#The gayness should also be addressed tho
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#random personal stuff#back on my soapbox feel free to ignore#sorry but I don't want to live in a world where peanuts (humble innocent legumes that God made) are evil and deadly#and part of a diabolical plot of Big Whoever to make us all die#just because some quack 'nutritionist' says so and accompanies it with out of context Bible vereses and pseudo-Christian rhetoric#the Bible is a lot of things but it is not a book of dieting advice and I don't think it's right to treat it that way#what people ate or did not eat in the Bible is descriptive not something we're necessarily intended to live by#and any system that promotes a fear of the shadowy mysterious They who are out to get you#while the great and noble We are the only ones telling you the truth (buy our products!)#...it's not a trustworthy system and you should be questioning its motives#anyway I did not say any of this last night. wanted to though.#it all started somehow out of small talk about a plate from a particular state#I mentioned corn she brought up soybeans (another food that is apparently Evil) and it just spiraled from there
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long live
all the magic we made
and bring on
all the
pretenders
i’m not afraid
#I was gonna do Cam for one of them but I feared for my life so I didn’t#the fact that I keep making these and that none of them are good should be addressed by someone because none of these are good#dead poets society#dps boys#dead poets fandom#dps fandom#neil perry#todd anderson#dead poets#long live#taylor swift#dps#dead poets society fandom
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i have to think about chilchuck and laios forever
#random thoughts#dungeon meshi#the fact laios is holding back so much anger and he's the one who chilchuck lets out so much of his anger on#like you've seen how many times he beats on him and degrades him and laios just takes it#they're both holding so many secrets from their party like???#chilchuck's entire personal life. laios's interest in monsters and kensuke.#the fact laios somehow hid his interest in eating monsters from the entire party before this???#laios is estranged from his parents and very close with his sister. chilchuck is estranged from his wife and very close with his daughters#chilchuck thinks laios knows him better than anyone else in the party. chilchuck canonically thinks laios is dangerous and unreasonable#which like? reductive but accurate.#laios holds the lives of those he cherishes above all else. the world could go to hell for all he cares as long as those he loves are safe#chilchuck fears intimacy and could never admit how much he values the people around him unless under severe threat#god. i have to read dungeon meshi again. i need to analyze them#one self-sacrificing dumbass and one self-preserving selfish dumbass#laios has problems putting his needs first when it comes to those he loves. i can easily see that conflicting with chilchucks selfishness#i do think after chilchucks failed marriage he would become more hypervigilant in his relationships once he allows himself to date again#like he doesn't necessarily understand what he did wrong but he knows he did something#god the irony of someone so perceptive failing to recognize his wife's needs#imagining chilchuck recognizing laios is not satisfied by something and he asks him abt it and laios is like 'no im fine dont worry abt me'#like fully sincere. laios is used to denying himself what he needs for others#ran away from home when falin was being mistreated. sacrifices his body in the end when he becomes The Big Guy#suppresses himself to try and make others like him more or at least dislike him less#do you think he'd suppress himself at first when in a relationship with chilchuck out of fear of driving him away#chilchuck's perception vs laios's poor masking fight fight fight#god they both fear each other leaving. laios because he fears being like his father and driving chilchuck away like his dad drove him away#and chilchuck because his wife left him and he didn't fully understand Why.#the fact chilchuck thinks laios should act like more of a leader. do you think he fears becoming a poor leader like his dad?#chilchuck trusts and values laios as a leader and that scaring the shit out of both of them 👌👌👌#this is why they're switches okay
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> be a robin buckley fan
> be lesbian
> project on robin
> look up "internalized homophobia robin buckley" on tumblr because it's cathartic
> 3/4 of the posts are about st3ddie or just about steve
#saw one in which steve was like ''no robin you don't understand! i have never been loved! i don't know how that feels like!''#i have several grips about that interpretation#going from the fact that's not true (dustin is clearly a big steve fan + robin herself cares about him deeply)#to the fact he probably wouldn't be introspective enough to voice his emotions this concisely not to mention he'd probably wouldn't take#a moment to realize he's never felt loved if that were the case. i mean. he could think that. when he's like 35 and more in touch with his#inner world. 19yo steve can't even get the hint that hitting on a girl who's already clearly taken (nancy) is wrong so like i don't expect#him to be that smart#but i can live with people having takes i don't agree with. my opinion doesn't have to be everyone else's opinion if you see steve that way#it fine#what bothered me was the fact he was saying this to a lesbian living in the 80s lmao#who tells him that 1) her whole life has been an error 2) she doesn't think he'd want to be close to her if he truly knew her and 3)#3) is paralyzed by fear of social suicide if she dares believe for even a second that the girl she likes may like her too#like i dont need people to do deep dives into robin lore and quote from memory lines from Surviving Hawkins abt robin feeling like she's#rotten inside. not supposed to have friends. feeling like something is wrong with her and that pushes people away etc etc#the fact that she's a lesbian should tell you enough abt who has the biggest chances of being loved 😭#also bothered me that it showed up when looking up posts abt internalized homophobia because?? where's the internalized homophobia therw#unless it's gay steve feeling bad abt it in an AU (as if canon robin didn't go through it)#like look im not bothered to find steve-centric content in the robin tag cos people are gonna tag her in posts mentioning her.#she's his friend.#but there are barely any posts at all about robin's internalized homophobia. like i saw 2 or 3. compared to all the steve or steddie ones#where's the love for my babygirl 😭😭#anti steddie#not really but y'know i don't wanna bother anyone#edit: the bit about there being like 3 posts on robin w internalized homophobia isn't exactly true. there are a few. but they still feel#drowned in st3ddie posts#like something isn't right here
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Not sure if tumblr is the least embarrassing social media to essentially be talking to one’s self or the most 🤔
#I go back and forth on this one lol#I feel like Instagram stories are the least embarrassing because Insta notifications are somehow less noticeable and often don’t work lol#Like yeah I can see who’s seen it if I care to look but I don’t#but like getting crickets on tumblr? The social media for outcasts and weirdos? EXCRUCIATING#Like I just live in a constant state of embarrassment these days because I’m making a fool of myself publicly over and over and over but…#I keep posting lol maybe I should just stop using the tags so I don’t bother other ppl?#My biggest fear is being annoying 😅#(I’m being dramatic because it’s nearly dinner time and I haven’t eaten in a few hours :P)#stuff and nonsense#anyway this is why I keep making new blogs lmao
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thinking about Dorothy & her midlife crisis turned at home perm once again and have come to the conclusion that she 100% looked like irl mother gothel with it
#tbh I think Bea Arthur would have made an INCREDIBLE mother gothel for a live action rapunzel actually#literally gothel irl um#this is turning into me thinking about Bea as Gothel instead of Dorothy’s awful perm and#well …#lots to think about folks#much to ponder#personal#the golden girls#dorothy zbornak#bea arthur#no I can’t shut up because even her voice would have been 🤌🏻🤌🏻🤌🏻🤌🏻#oh Bea Arthur the world needed you to be immortal I fear#the way she holds herself. her walk. her *features*#she was MADE for that character#I should not have had both gothel & Bea in one thought together I’m absolutely losing it#gothel is one of my favourite villains of all time#& Bea is one of if not my favourite actress of all time#so throw the two together and ???? well ??!!!!!#yes sir I am climbing up the walls#also. Barbie rapunzels gothel looks like she could have been based on bea#like surely not (or maybe?) but holy the resemblance is uncanny#okay I’m done rambling about rapunzel and gothel and Bea I’m just a girl
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No one wants to take my dog. He’s been rejected by rescues due to aggression and a biting history. I don’t want to put him down. He’s only 10.
#I’m just venting I don’t want any comments about how I should try harder or find a trainer#I’m tired and I can’t afford a trainer and no one is happy with how we are living and it’s not fair to him or the other pets#and it’s not fair to us because we live our lives in constant fear and stress and it’s ruining my mental and physical health#and my mom starts to cry when I start to talk about it and I want to be like he’s my dog how dare you cry and try to make this about you
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tagged by the effervescent @cordiallyfuturedwight and @jiminsproof for the november receipt <33 thanks lovelies!!
just a touch late to the party, but if you haven't already: @dearedwardteach @pauls-mccharmly @thvinyl @btscontentenjoyer @kimchokejin @jihopesjoint @eoieopda @monismochi 💜 MWAH
#and now for my various unsolicited ramblings:#unknown - still up there!!! and deserves it!!!#change pt.2 - back to streaming indigo <33 it's just magnificent#sunrise - perhaps one of my favourite songs ever and lovely to see her here#de selby pt.2 - does domhnall gleeson know that i would die for him and if not how can i let him know?#does anyone know someone who knows someone#the parting glass - absolutely devastating. would not recommend. quite frankly. traumatic.#bad boys - polar opposite of the previous track. Exceptional Vibes.#made the mistake of curating a noughties playlist and now it's all i'm listening to!! though now i fear that we as a species peaked in 2006#say you'll be there - still here two months later... can you blame me?#no.2 - me streaming indigo with tears also streaming down my face!! mainly due to the beauty of the music#but also the trauma of graphic design (see my title cards)#love to keep me warm - good GOD the xmas crept in already please forgive me#(but also please add all the laufey christmas stuff to your festive playlists because she's exceptional)#stick season - what can i say? it was the season of the sticks.. saw noah live mid-november and i may never be the same again#you have never seen such a gathering of people who are spending what should really be therapy money on gigs#okay that's enough from me!! sending love to you all this december <3 i know it can be a rough one#tag#receiptify#MWAH
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