#becauseI need to know

[ifindus]

Late nights thoughts, but I need to know!

In other countries, when you ask someone for their age, is it common for them to reply with or add right after, the year they were born in?

For example: «oh, I’m 99 (nini/ninenine)» or «yes I’m a 00 (nullnull/zerozero), so 22/23 years old» or «I’m 34. 89-model (åttinimodell/eightynine-model)»

I need to know of other countires do this. Or if Norwegians disagree with me and I’m just imagining it 😅😅😅

[shyrule]

anon i honestly have no clue what you expect me to gain from that apart from that my lack of self-esteem irritates you like now i'm just the exact type of distraught that i didn't want to fucking be and i know that i'm just going to fucking break down over it because it's all my own fucking fault okay you didn't needto say anything i

[manifall-moved]

im 2 seconds away from a breakdown 

[bigupsdog]

I'm creating intro dialog for every character in Guilty Gear because im bored.

I'm writing these all where the character of the post talks second and I'm doing it in reverse character order because I wanted to start with ABA becausei like her. I'm also redoing dialog for characters that already have unique dialog with each other because I know I'll forget who had unique dialog with who.

Sol: You cause any mayhem and you'll get a high bounty on your head.

ABA: I am no fool in a china shop.

Ky: All my life I've killed those I thought to be monsters, then I realized I was the monster, so I won't judge you.

ABA: I've heard about your actions during the Crusades, you were the king of the kill.

May: You're married huh, you know I've always wanted to get married too.

ABA: Was that a coy attempt to flirt with Paracelsus?

Axl: I know what it's like to be ripped away from the person you love, I wouldn't do that to you mate.

ABA: I love Paracelsus more than anything in this world, no one will take him from me.

Chipp: Nothings faster than me.

ABA: You are the tortoise and I'm the snare.

Potemkin: If you're still looking for a way to give Paracelsus a body Zepp is always open to you.

ABA: No, I still don't trust you, your arms are too big.

Faust: Your… Injuries… need… Doctor...

ABA: An apple a day a doctor i'll slay.

Millia: Speaking from experience, no one likes a possessive partner.

ABA: I am not possessive of my Paracelsus, you just want him for yourself!

Zato: Love? I think I once knew that?

ABA: You seem to be haunted by shadows from your broadcast.

Ram: I also find the world confusing but that's what makes it beautiful.

ABA: Perhaps we can carve a place in this world for people like us.

Leo: You're about to hear me roar!

ABA: He's more meow than bite.

Nago: I sense an inner bloodlust coming from that ax.

ABA: His name is Paracelsus and you should fear me more.

Gio: My report says you can see invisible spirits.

ABA: Not all spirits are like that dog, some just want to be on their own.

Anji: If you love something you should set it free.

ABA: No, the saying is, if you love something don't let it flee.

I-No: Here's some dating advice, no man likes the jealous type.

ABA: My Paracelsus loves me just as I am and I won't let some harlet tell me otherwise!

Goldlewis: Two cryptids for the price of one.

ABA: You simply label anything different a cryptid.

Jack-O: That's a great Frankenstein costume, just needs the green paint.

ABA: Keep away from me I like how I look, as is.

HC: Never seen a romantic comedy like this before.

ABA: There is nothing comedic about our romance.

Baiken: You'll fall by my blade.

ABA: Fall down seven times, get up with hate!

Testament: You both seem to be doing better.

ABA: I suppose that was somewhat your doing, thanks.

Bridget: Hay, Roger and that key could have a playdate together.

ABA: Paracelsus is a living being, your not going to force him to do something he doesn't want to do like some toy!

Sin: Jezz, why do you use such big words, do you even know what they mean?

ABA: This fastidious fool has the gall to insult my vernacular!

Delilah: Is she using a giant living key as a weapon? That's weird.

ABA: Is she using a giant living bed as a weapon? She's copying us!

Asuka R#: Well, if it isn't the inspiration for my creation.

ABA: Another artificial lifeform? Perhaps I'm not so alone?

Asuka R Kreutz: You know I've created some life forms as well.

ABA: From what I've heard about you, you've only created death.

Johnny: I think you hold the keys to my heart.

ABA: Save it, my heart only belongs to one man!

Elphelt: Sooooo, what are you going to name the kids?

ABA: This is my love life. You don't need to chaperone every part of it.

[johnnysimmer]

Hey John! I truly love all your hairs like everyone else. But I would love to know. When you create a male hair for the female frames it usually fits also the male frame, especilially if it's short,medium,updo hair. Why don't you make them unisex then? BecauseI turn them all in unisex hairs. That's what I do with all your hairs in S4S. I enable female frame for male frame as I reduce the polygons by 50% with each mesh I don't need to have extra. You would also save a lot of time as well, right?

Yeah, I know what you're talking about but the main reason I make separate files for separate frames is to lessen the possibility of glitching and conflicts. And I also make some minor adjustments to the mesh to not make it look too short as it always happens when I use a hair made in a male frame.

[emilybeemartin]

I am coming up on Sharpe's Enemy next and your fanart has made me want to put it off becauseI need Teresa to Be Okay and I have a sinking feeling she Will Not Be Okay ;_; (Prev episode was the Company and that just seems like a bit too much happy family for Sharpe to last, somehow...)

(Also I'm sorry I can't join you in making fanart cos I'm not artistic that way 😢)

Happy travels!

Yeah uhhhhhhhhhhhhh I mean, you know. Things are. ..fine.

[itskattkm]

Hello everyone I wanted to tell you guys it’s been quite the last few weeks becauseI had to get back to work since my days off were over.

I put my focus on the the air in my lungs (Cairo Sweet fic)

I’m excited for the movie to come out cause I had a few dark turns and stuff planned. I hope to get to see the movie soon and will start probably posting new chapters after that. I need some more informations of the movie and especially about the characters.

And yeh spoilers are killing me 🥹

I planned to put some Winnie pov in it ;) I hope you all are okay with that if not… well shit. I have a really good “twist” planned and need to put her more into the story

Besides that, I’ll try to update on the other Story’s. But I also got some new ideas and I have to write them down and post them as long as they’re in my head! So that’s why a few story’s are kinda “paused” if you know what I mean.

See ya ✌🏻

[silvercaptain24]

Only the Beginning of Our Problems

@goosekee @ludoluck @echoing--stars

Have a random out of context snippet becauseI WANT THIS THING TO BE REAL DANG IT.

“Twi?”

The man in question turned, looking around for whoever called him. He spotted Time in the doorway, waved towards him.

“Daruk let me in. I brought your coat,” He grinned, handing the item in question to Twi. He let his hand run across the faux fur lining the hood. 

“You doing alright? Wild still need a ride home?” Time asked. It was one of the few times Wild and Twi’s shifts didn’t line up. 

“If you could ple- hold on a second,” Twilight said, moving away. He’d noticed something at the bar. 

Warriors looked tired. More than that, he looked like he was about to pass out from exhaustion. He’d already gotten to work five minutes late and obviously even more stressed than usual. And now…

Twi reached out and gently shook Wars’ shoulder. Wars shot up with a gasp. 

“Sorry, sorry. Just me. Didn’t want you to get in trouble.”

Wars shook himself and rubbed his eyes hard. 

“No, no thanks, thanks. Sorry. ‘M sorry,”

“Hey, it’s okay. Are you doing okay?”

Warriors made a sort of humming noise.

“ ‘s been a long day,” He said, gently swaying. Twi grabbed one of the bar stools and made him sit on it.

“You sure you’re okay? When’s the last time you ate?”

“ ‘ll eat on my lunch break,” Wars said. 

Twi’s brow furrowed, and he leaned over to check the break list behind the bar.

“That’s in two minutes…” He said gently, “You should head back there now, it’ll take that long to get back there.”

Teba came up to them.

“Sorry I’m back late, got caught up with a customer,” he said, making a face. Twi gave him a sympathetic wince. 

“Wars? You okay?” Teba asked, noticing his coworker. 

“Would you make sure he gets back to the break room and gets food? I can watch the bar,” Twilight said in a low voice, “He’s not doing so hot.”

Teba’s mouth flattened in worry, and he nodded. Twi would count it a win if he didn’t go full dad mode until they got to the break room. 

“Everything alright?” Time asked from behind him.

“Not sure,” Twi said.

“Was he alright?”

Twi shrugged, “I don’t know. He’s been having a rough time of it for a while. This is his second job. I think he might work with Sky at his other one. He’s trying to support two younger brothers.” Time nodded in acknowledgment. Raising siblings was hard, but in this economy? He didn’t envy the kid.

[fiercehildr]

I read something about someone stealing one of your commissions but I haven't seen anything about it on tumblr. What happened???

Hello, nonnie! ❤️

That's going to be a long post... so buckle up.

Basically a commissioner took one of my old elucien piece (one where we see Lucien and Elain's head as a ying and yang and features related to their characters like flowers or autumn leaves circling around them and linking together) as "inspiration" for a commission of theirs except it became a complete plagiarized piece.

It looked like it could be the other side of the mine and the commissioner took all the credit for the "concept" in the comments.

To explain the whole situation:

I)

I woke up at 6 am to an artist friend of mine sending me a DM telling me to "not stress but someone plagiarized you" and my first thought was "leave me the fuck alone *sigh*". I went and checked it out and yeah, indeed.

I showed it to like 10 persons to make sure I was not crazy, some of them being family members who have no idea that this fandom even exists, and they all confirmed the uncanny similarities.

So at first, I was mad and made a story about it. I was sure that this person was one of my old bully since their IG name were so close. Turns out I was wrong here.

The story was made in anger ( but no name dropping or picture) and so I deleted it when I realized my mistake. I was also just... exhausted? Like... here we go again. Obviously, that was done on purpose.

_______

I decided to send this to the artist and basically told them "here is a piece which I think was plagiarized from our commission." and she ended up making the relation between the "shipwar" and "trying to bother me" all by herself and she's not even in the fandom.

I wanted her to decide by herself about the best course of action. Do we do something? Does she? Do we keep silent? All up to her. I care little about this shipwar now so it obviously wasn't about this stupidity but about the audacity and the nerve of it.

In all honesty, except for a few game polls in my instagram story or some gwyn mermaid commissions, I have little to no interest in this book series and even less in the shipwar now.

Our conversation was like... 6 messages and I never talked about how this person and I had conflict. I didn't even talk about the commissioner themselves.

II)

Now I'm saying this because the other commissioner then made a public story (sent to me in DMs by friends who were following the story) which accused me of unfairly antagonizing her.

I had to unblock this person to go check for myself becauseI had them blocked for days now (I like "curating your own internet experience" by blocking accounts my for you page propose and which are not my jam. Shocking I know.)

In this story, they basically accused me of spying on their account. Now I found this funny because:

1- I couldn't give less than a fly's shit about their entire existence.

2- Clearly I have more relevance in their life than they do in mine and it's very funny to me that they thought the contrary. Sorry but who stalked and copied here? Hmm?

In this story, this person also said I made this fandom toxic (me, not the person who plagiarized an artist to purposefully get a reaction) and that I was basiclly a shitty person for telling the artist about this situation.

They also said that they needed to write this story because they basically found it incorrect to involve artists in shipwar situations which was ALSO very funny:

This was only a shipwar situation for them. I don't care about elriel. Do your stuff, love what you love. I don't give a fuck anymore. I'm only a low key elucien shipper who mostly made this commission for a friend of mine (@amandapearls). If my commission was Slauren initially and they had done this with Emilia and Wrath, I would have STILL told the artist.

If the roles were reversed they would have done the same as me and possibly worse.

They should have thought ot the artists (and the consequences of their actions) before pulling this.

They also provided pictures of references that they apparently used. As a commissioner of some time now, I can assure you that these pics would not have given this piece in the end. It was pretty clear to everyone, sadly for them. And I just know that every single person who defended them did it as a loyalty move because you can't be that blind.

III)

When I realized the commissioner had brought this in their stories, where everyone could see, I figured that shots were fired and I had to defend myself and my honor.

I made my own stories, where I said everything I said here and even showed the two commissions next to one another. I repeated again and again that I tried to handle this discreetly (in DMs and between the artists) but that she wanted otherwise (obviously, I suspect it was bait ayway)

Then came the friends of them. Here are the stuff they said:

*goes on with the same repeated arguments no matter my answers*

*implies that I'm an horrible person for answering their public story*

*implies that I shouldn't have opened my mouth*

*gives infomation about how the artist handled this which don't concern me anyway and with no receipts of course*

*tells me a friend of mine vague posted about the commissioner in their story and it's super mean and scared her*

*implies that me letting the artist decides of the steps to take was no good and I should have go to the commissioners' dms*

*tells me that the commissioner is considering leaving the fandom because of me*

*insists on my past experiences and how I'm 'not like that for real' (turns out they don't follow me at all and only know of my past bullying because they were friends with my bullies lol)*

*tells me that for someone who was bullied, I bully too (refers to me answering the story by one of my own)*

*implies that I scare her and insists that she's full innocent and that I have no proof that it's copied (it's a copy paste and several artists and commissioners reached out to me that it was "fucking wild")*

So yeah, I blocked these people and that's the end, really. So just another bait to insult me over and my mental health took another hit but I don't hear much about it, funnily enough, so I'm just answering this one ask. I think everything is here anyway.

Thank you to everyone who supported me, even when I was feeling really low at this moment. You all rock ❤️

Have a lovely day, Nonnie. ❤️

[bogwitchro]

🖊🖊 please gush about two of your OCs!

Thank you SO MUCH for the ask <3

Boy oh boy, you caught me in my GotG brainrot so I'm gonna start off with an oc who has one of my favorite designs, Adrastea! (Ah-dras-tee-ah)

Gonna put this under a cut bc it will get long

Ladies and gentlemen, her:

So Adrastea. She was created to fit into GotG and her introduction takes place between the first and second movies. Anyway.

She's an alien, a species called Harpelians, from a world called Harpelia. I based the designs on harpies becauseI love monster girls and needed a monster girl of my own to play around with. Thus Adrastea was born.

The civilization she's from has a dark underbelly kept hidden from the general populace. It starts with the Triumvirate: a council of three who preside over the planet and keep tradition going over the millennia. Priestesses train in hopes of being chosen to succeed the previous Triumvirate, but little do they know what their true fate is. Their fate is for their life essences to be consumed by the Triumvirate, who have been the same three Harpelians who've been in charge from the planet's birth. It's them who keep their people in the dark, as well as blocking Harpelia from knowing there's more than just them in the galaxy, keeping Harpelia hidden from the rest of the galaxy using whatever tech at their disposal, effectively making an entire planet invisible, as well as controlling the population so their numbers can never be great enough to rebel, which goes as far as choosing who gets to have children, how many children, and with whom. And that's where Adrastea comes in.

Going off the MCU canon, she was one of Ego's kids, but he never got to her like he did all the others. But that aside, she was still born outside of the super strict guidelines the Triumvirate put into place, and therefore somewhat of a target, though one person wasn't really an issue for them and they'd be able to put her down if they wanted (they couldn't bc plot armor lmao). She grew up falling in love with the stars, and she and her mother and her older half-sister, Nemesis, bonded over stories of what laid beyond their world, stories that Ego told her mother. Of course, the Triumvirate didn't like that and some stuff happens where she mysteriously disappears.

ANYWAY Adrastea grows up studying both the stars and medicine, becoming a doctor on her planet, but also very knowledgeable about the cosmos and the bodies within it. She's still fully in the radar of the Triumvirate, but again, she's one person. But enough about the *lore*, I need to talk about her.

Her color palette is a love letter and apology to younger me for being a dick about pink and how good of a color it is and how much I love it now. Anyway, she's a bit of an odd duck, probably autistic, and extremely loving and loyal to those who earn her trust and companionship, whether platonic or romantic. She's a hands-on sort of person and isn't afraid to show her feelings in any way, but her intensity can be a little off-putting to people not used to how she works, and she can come off as overbearing, but it's all well-intentioned. Her anger is silent and simmering, and her fuse is very long, however when it's ready to explode, it's one hell of an explosion.

here's her playlist if ur interested uwu

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I think the second OC I'll talk about is Nemesis, Adrastea's sister! I don't have a full reference, but this is how she looks:

Nemesis is relatively new in terms of ocs, so I don't have a whole lot on her yet, but I'll give you what I DO have.

Nemesis is Adrastea's older sister, conceived through the System™ the Triumvirate put in place. From a young age, her power was destined to lead her to the Triumvirate, and she studied long and hard alongside Adrastea, who also showed some promise for that path, but it wasn't her passion like the stars were.

As she grew up, she became one of the top priestesses in her class, earning her place as the the Harpelian most likely to become a part of the Triumvirate, which spells trouble for her--trouble that she has no idea of until her people learn of the galaxy beyond their planet. It's a whole thing and I'd like to write it one day.

Anyway I don't have a WHOLE lot, but she's wonderful, beautiful, ambitious and perfection incarnate. She and Adrastea love each other so so SO much that they would rip apart the universe for one another.

A few quirks they both have: since they're essentially harpies, bird people, they've very birdlike in their mannerisms. Their bodies are basically if you take a faun, but make it bird: bird legs, bird tail, etc. The wings come out of their backs, and aren't a part of their arms, and their ears are feathered, though long and pointed underneath the plumage. I gave them antlers just for the heck of it and because I like them.

[dayurno]

poor jeandreil chickens……… let them out if the coop to eat your grass dayurno!!!! they don’t need hay until winter or rain they’ll be fine. thank u for the farm update im excited for you and penny. when you get around to terraforming and decorating will you show us your farm perhaps :3 i too have been grinding stardew recently except im the opposite and am at the end of summer y1 and have three romances at full hearts. kevin day would be disappointed in me

I DIDNT KNOW U COULD JUST LET THEM EAT GRASS............................. well that makes things a lot easier for me! here's jean and andrew (white) and you can't see neil but he's in the grass and he's brown....

ILL SHOW U SOON ill reblog this ask with it my farm is honestly lowkey ugly but i need to pull my weight.............. anyway THREE ROMANCES AT FULL HEARTS?????? NO WAY who are your picks and how are you even doing this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i talk to penny mostly every day and give her ice cream every time i see her why doesnt she want me. is it because i'm gay. penny :(

also here's kevin. i always pet him becausei love him

[youcant-bemygirl]

My mum is so toxic when it comes to taking days off sick. I asked her to come round because someone was coming to look at our ceiling as we think theres water getting in from the chimney and i struggle as it is with processing the information because im so focused on trying to remeber it and esepcially as im ill so wanted her to be here to help with that. Anyway she askes whats wrong and i say and the she goes what have work said about you being off (umm nothing because its not a crime to have a sick day?!) Then are you going in later in the week? (1 we arent in thursday or friday and 2 i dont fucking know i dont know when i will feel better...). It just feels so gross like im bad for taking time off work because im 1 ill and dont have the energy to actually do any work becausey body is fighting off this cold or whatever and 2 because i dont wanna make anyone else sick, like why is that a crime? Ugh idk just annoys me so much and i think partly because im only just learning to not feel guilty about it and that looking after myself is a good thing, so i dont need someone trying to make me feel bad!

[awhiskeyriver]

I started working on a new sports!series, this time hockey. It’s unnamed and unedited but here is a sneak peek of the first chapter! Also if you’re a hockey buff please hmu becauseI know waaay more about football than I do hockey and don’t want to sound dumb, lol.

From Katniss’s POV. Enjoy!

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    Wanna see me do a trick?

    I used to say that to my little sister, Prim, all of the time when she needed cheering up. Typically, the question was followed by me skating around the ice rink on one foot or making our old beat up puck fly across its icy length, straight into the net. If my best friend, Gale, was there then I’d drag him into it too. Skating underneath his long legs or body checking him until Prim cracked a smile.

    Now, the question was practically my catch phrase.

    Wanna see me do a trick? Look me up on YouTube. The stream of videos that will pop up would be all about how I was the first female hockey player at Capital University to perform two hat tricks in one season. A legend in the making. The Girl on Fire. 

    When people thought about Women’s College Hockey, they thought of me. That wasn’t me being cocky, it was just the truth. Little girls wore braids in their hair like mine to our games and competitors wore looks of despair when they saw me across from them on the ice. It was an amazing feeling, watching something I’d worked so hard for play out. But I was well aware that talent never came without a price. Mine was the nearly soul crushing pressure I felt to not fail. 

    No. Failure wasn’t an option. Not only because my team was depending on me, but also because I knew there were scouts in the audience scoping out talent for next year’s Olympics. The next step in my career that the entire college circuit had been discussing. Most of all, Coach Abernathy. He’d been drilling the importance of this game into my head all week. 

    I glided down the ice, my skates landing smooth each time despite the grooves and indents put there from the period. I could feel the sweat collecting on my forehead, trickling down the side of my face, and the way my chest heaved with effort as I made my way closer to the goal.

    When you scored three goals in one game, that was a hat trick. One of the rarest moves in hockey, and I was going for my third one of the season. Two alone was insane, but three…I’d solidify my legacy. There’d be no way for the Olympic committee to ignore me. 

    The roar of the crowd echoed off the doming walls, getting louder the closer I skated towards the opposing net. Tuning them out, I focused my attention ahead, towards the goalie who was already starting to square up, preparing for me.

    I could’ve laughed, practically imagining her sweating bullets. She wasn’t ready for me. But it wasn’t her fault. No one was.

I hoped the announcer had my goal music cued up, because I was about to make a massive--

Out of nowhere, it felt like I’d been hit by a car. My body slammed against the wall with no time to brace for impact and a grunt tore from my lips before the wind was knocked out of me. My stick fell out of my hands, spinning across the ice followed shortly by my glove. My helmet went in the other direction as I crashed down onto the ice.

Fucking ow.

“Oh my God, I hit Katniss Everdeen,” I heard the girl gasp above me as several pairs of skates came into view. She was practically giddy as she said it again.

“I hit Katniss Everdeen.”

“Say it again and I’ll hit you,” I heard Glimmer, my left wing say. 

Madge, my other teammate crouched down in front of me, a worried look on her face despite the heavy gear covering half of it.

“Katniss, are you okay?”

I was fine. The bruise on my ribs was going to hurt like a bitch in the coming days, but nothing I couldn’t survive.

It was my ego that was damaged beyond repair.

I was not the type of player who got knocked on their ass, gear spread out across the ice. I was the player who did that to other people. The one they based all of their drills and practices around before matching up against Capitol.

The bitch who knocked me down was never going to forget that moment.

Not that I could blame her. Neither was I.

[heathermason]

I need a transgender friendly gynecologist I am out of birth control for real now and I can't get another prescription from the clinic from my original prescription. I don't even know what to do becausei don't want to go to my PCP for a papsmear either because I've been due and things do actually run in the family I have learned and so it's even more terrifying because knowing is scary etc etc. I don't know what I can do to lessen my fear of women because that's the major issue I have about this. And I'm not going to ask for a guy gynecologist. For other reasons unrelated to fear. And I can't get bc from my PCP because she doesn't work w that stuff due to not having that training. Maaaaan

[achaiapelides]

Kit's Diary

Chapter 14

Dear Ty,

I did not write you for quite some time, but that's not my fault at all... Lies. It's totally my fault. I forgot where I put this book and spend four weeks trying to find it. Guess where it was? Under Mina's bed. Luckily Mina can't read yet, so she obviously didn't read what I wrote in here.

Apart of searching for this book, there was a lot of stuff happening this weeks.

Firstly, I had to write some exams. English and History went pretty well, Geography and Spanish, too. With German, I had some struggles, but I think it was good enough to pass. Math, though, was a different story. We were learning about something called vectors, but damn that stuff was so confusing. Why are we learning this? Do they think that before I fight a demon, I stand there and calculate, where the demon is coming from? No. I just stab. Also, I totally failed this exam. We don't have the grades yet, but I don't quite think I want to know them. Also, I had to do a test in physics. I just guessed because I didn’t understand shit, but I apparently I guessed right becauseI got an A in that test. I'm not complaining.

In addition to the exams, we also had to hand in our assignment paper from the history project. You remember the books I told you about? Yes. This project. We chose the book about Anne Boleyn. Stupidly, I started reading a bit too late and only had three days to do the whole assignment. I don't have to tell you that I was awake the whole last night, right? Yeah, not making that mistake again. We also didn't get any grade for this yet, and I honestly have no idea if I did good or not. But I think I didn't fail completely. It's still history, not maths. Lol.

Secondly, I did this hypnosis thing I told you about. Tessa was willing to cast that spell and I apparently told her and the therapist all the stuff that my mind pushed away to protect me. The thing is: I still don't remember it, only Tessa and the therapist got to know it. Originally I wanted them to tell me what happened, but after Mrs Sullivan informed me, that any details might make me remember those repressed memories, which can damage my mental health even more and I guess we all don't want that. So, I agreed that they only tell me a short summary of the events I forgot, without any major details. Tessa told me then that I apparently survived several attacks coming from faeries as a child and also several people from the Shadow Market that tried to assault me. Every time, I told them, a mysterious blonde woman saved me, but I didn't describe that woman further and had no idea who it was. Tessa suggested that it might have been my mother. She also told me that there were other violent people in my memories, but didn't want to specify who it was, only that it didn't seem to be their intention to hurt me, but to keep me safe. Maybe she ment my father because he definitely wasn't the gentlest person on earth.

Apart of that, I also got my official ADHD diagnosis. The sheets really helped Mrs Sullivan and the expert, who joined her, to diagnose me. Thank you, too, I guess. Now, I legally can have more time for exams, for example. Not that I need it. I'm usually not too slow. And if you can't math, more time ain't gonna help you either. I also talked to that expert about you a bit, and he said, that it's actually very possible that you have autism. See, I wasn't wrong! He also told me, that, if we are on speaking terms again, I should encourage you, to also get a diagnosis, even if it won't help you much among Shadowhunter, as it can also ease you mind because you realise that you're not stupid or weird at all.

Thirdly, my friends and I had a sleepover at Cirenworth. Yes all of them. Leo, Sam, Maria, Henry, Hazel and Louise. Henry never visited me, so we showed him around. According to him, the word  "cottage" does not do Cirenworth justice. "That's not a cottage! That's a fucking castle!" Haha. Then Jem explained to us, that legally, Cirenworth is a little bit too small to be a castle, so you have to refer to it as a cottage. But that can't change my mind. From now on forward I will only refer to Cirenworth as our castle now. Anyways, we began our sleepover and watched a few movies, before Leo had the glorious idea to do a karaoke contest. Sam proved to us, that he bears exactly 0% musical talent, Hazel and Louise decided to start a girl group and Leo obviously won, because she's the only one who actually took singing lessons. I, on the other hand, got smacked by Hazel with a pillow, after I sung "Forever & Always" by Taylor Swift a bit too enthusiastically, which, according to her, was very ironic, considering that I am the one who promised to stay with you and then left. Which is fair. But also, just let me enjoy a song goddammit.

Lastly, Tessa and Jem decided that it would be good for me and Mina to see some more of this world. So, we are going to travel around Europe in the autumn holidays starting tomorrow. First we will go to Paris and then to other cities in Europe. But I don't know which. They said it's a surprise. So I'm really excited. But that's nothing against Mina's excitement. She's jumping around the whole day, screaming "Paris! Paris! Paris!" so loud that the mail man looked quite concerned when he delivered a letter.

I hope you also had a good time in the last weeks. Dru told me you visited Blackthorn Hall again with your siblings. And that you have a pet now that eats curtains. Jem also send Church to visit Emma and he came back looking quite traumatized. Now I really wonder what animal your pet is. For all I know it could be an alligator. Wouldn't expect anything less with you. (Please don't let it be an alligator!)

I'm going to end this entry now, as I have to get up early tomorrow to portal to Paris.

Good night!

Love, Kit.

Author's note:

Um... so I forgot to publish the chapter last week and the week before. Oops. And also today is Sunday, not Monday. But I might forget tomorrow again, so here you go. Early chapter!

[unbloomingmoonflower]

As someone who is also consumed by BG3, I have absolutely no judgements here. In fact, I’m quite eager to hear about all those little brain worms in your head.

LASDHASLKFHSHFSKHFSHFSFJSKDKfh OKAY AND I'M SORRY IF I TOTALLY JUST DUMP SOME IDEAS/INFOS ABOUT MY CHARACTERS.

So one of the brain worms I was having, whilst trying to do research on whether it has significant meaning among the Tieflings themselves, is how my Tiefling bard Nelia lacks in having prominent horns. Essentially, she just has a really scaley base on her head (which I found very similar in pattern to face 2 Au Ra for FFXIV!) that I'm thinking that maybe she filed them down herself so that she's treated with less hostility for just being a Tiefling. My brainworm idea for her is that she left the Nine Hells and just simply wants to use music to make people smile. I also want Nelia to smooch somebody and I have no idea whomst.

I debated on making an alternate campaign for a male character--my initial campaign lead, Rieta's younger brother. I don't have a name for him yet, but canonically (outside of BG3), he hates his older sister and has every intense need to end her life. I don't know how he'd more or less fit with BG3, but I think he'd be more inclined to helping other Tieflings in the game if anything.

I also have ideas for my human druid, Ava! Ava belongs to the Circle of the Moon and can prefers to transform into a wolf. She's pretty jovial in nature and can definitely talk druid-to-druid if necessary in her group. I have ideas of her going outside of her Circle to see the rest of the realm. To become more worldly, so to speak.

Rieta is my main girl. I was playing regular DnD with her with my boyfriend and in her canon, she's in love with a Dragonborn. Since I can't romance another person's character in BG3 (I cry), her solo campaign has her trying to romance our favorite vampire. In a multiplayer campaign, with the bf ofc, she's with her favorite Dragonborn. Rieta's been changed to fighter class right now becauseI need to tank some damage in the game and having two rogues is really fucking me up lmao. Also Rieta's a bit of an asshole. Not entirely. But a bit.

There's just so much in BG3 that I have yet to explore and just build and I'm just...like, I haven't been this excited about a game since FFXIV, and I'm suffering burnout from it (still love FFXIV, mind you. But I had zero motivation to play it). Playing BG3 and actually enjoying it has been such a breath of fresh air.

Also, also! You can tell me about your brainworms too! Or just anything you like about BG3!