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Neti Neti #21: Moving Beyond Mental Efficiency Toward True Stillness
Question: In my meditation practice, I’ve found that even as I use the mantra Neti Neti, my mind continues to plan and organize, almost as if the mantra is helping me to become more efficient in my daily tasks. How can I ensure that my practice is guiding me toward stillness and not just enhancing my mental activity? Dear Friend, In our practice, there are moments when the very tools we use to…
#20#21#beyond efficiency#deeper awareness#detaching from thoughts#ego dissolution#inner peace practic#Inner stillness#Letting Go#Mantra Meditation#mental calm#Mental Discipline#mind quieting#Mindfulness#Neti Neti#non-dual awareness#Peaceful Mind#presence of being#quiet mind#releasing attachments#Self-awareness#Self-Realization#spiritual growth#Spiritual Liberation#Spiritual Practice#spiritual simplicity#Sufi wisdom#true peace
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AI Beyond Efficiency: note on the event
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This is a small note that summarize the first workshop of AI beyond efficiency that we did in Valencia in the past spring. It was a really fun and formative experience where we had the possibility to interact with many colleagues across Europe. We can clearly declare the workshop successful
Hope you will find it interesting and that it will help you in your journey
This is a small note that summarize the first workshop of AI beyond efficiency that we did in Valencia in the past spring. It was a really fun and formative experience where we had the possibility to interact with many colleagues across Europe. We can clearly declare the workshop successful as we had to cap…
#Artificial Intelligence#beyond efficiency#Big Data#Industry 4.0#Industry 5.0#intelligent interoperability#internet of things#IoT#Workshop
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Tyger Tyger burning bright,
In the forests of the night:
What immortal hand or eye,
Dare frame thy fearful symmetry?
(William Blake, The Tyger)
#I tried to go outside of my style comfort zone#I like the result! definitely see how I could do it more efficiently next time#I’m honestly still learning how to use procreate as a system#I have a fairly basic grasp of digital art but there are a lot of tools I don’t understand beyond layers and alpha lock and clipping masks#illustration#art#drawing#painting#tiger#the tyger#William Blake#digital art#animal art#procreate#Tiger drawing#illustrator#digital painting
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although it may come as a shock based on the content of my blog i am in fact a functional adult with a full time job in stem who is somehow entrusted to manage other humans.
and i have something very important i would like to express to any of my college-ish followers who may be entering the full time workforce soon.
think of the resume you submit when you apply for a new job as a fic you just opened on ao3. you see a wall of text, you zone out. you can't process any of it. you back out of the fic and find something you can make sense of.
the lesson is: please please please for the love of god do not apply for a job with a resume that's more than three pages long MAXIMUM. i can tell you from experience literally no one is reading all of that and all it does is make it harder to understand your actual skills and experience.
#honestly two pages is even better#and use keywords from the job posting in case you're applying somewhere that runs resumes through AI first#this is speaking from experience with other hiring managers too not just my personal preferences#nobody has time for that even if they wanted to read it all#and it does NOTHING to convince me you have good communication skills when you can't efficiently prioritize and organize your experience#which is like the number one thing i'm looking for beyond the actual technical expertise#this message brought to you by the 35 ten page resumes in my inbox this morning
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The only good news concerning our recent engagement was the return of “Bull” Randleman the next morning. Randleman had been reported as missing in action. Wounded and cut off from the rest of Easy Company, he took refuge in a vacant barn and waited until nightfall. Before long, a German soldier entered the barn to scout it out. “Bull” bayoneted him and concealed the body with hay. Then he covered himself and hid until the following morning when he was rescued by soldiers from A and D Companies. Randleman was typical of the NCOs in Easy Company, and the fact that he had stood on his own two feet, behind enemy lines, and had not lost his composure said a lot about the company’s ability to function in combat. Private Tony Garcia, one of his squad members, described Randleman as “big and tough: tough not only against the Germans, but also in a milder way with his squad.” “Bull” talked slowly, but he had a commanding presence. If you needed to get the company up in the morning, you did not need a bugle. You just put Randleman in the middle of a field and told him to have everybody fall out. That was all you needed. No matter what kind of job you gave him, he got it done. He was extremely dependable. And the men loved him.
~ Dick Winters
#dick winters#quotes#Beyond Band of Brothers: The War Memoirs of Major Dick Winters#i love his description of his fellow men. dick could be quite deliciously b*tchy and petty when he really disliked someone#but he was also very appreciative fair and gives praise frequently#he especially (understandably) valued efficiency and competence#denver bull randleman#band of brothers
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Today is April Fools' day. So let's talk about the clowns.
Anyways, I think that if Xerxes ever met Thistle, Xerxes would be definitely throwing hands with him-
#They are eerily similar in some aspects and Xerxes was never able to stay indifferent towards people who remind him of his past self.#And by “not being able to stay indifferent” I mean. More often than not they piss him off.#Oh T.histle would just make it worse by saying that Xerxes's failure to protect his loved ones was a skill issue...#Because T.HISTLE had it all covered for 1000 years! He formulated his wish better!#He was more careful when harnessing powers beyond his comprehension!#“You didn't cover for shit. Look at the citizens of your kingdom. They all have depression!”#f/o: the mad mage#f/o: the mad hatter#Ah my beloved fools. Fools who don't understand that their younger siblings are all grown up by now#Fools who cannot handle losing their loved ones and try to go against the very order of life to fix it.#Fools who suck at implementing an efficient battle strategy...
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current writing mood
#the important thing when a deadline is hunting you for sport is to not panic#which means. as much as I'm tempting to start frantically cramming right this second#i am going to not#i will instead. meet my normal word count goal. and stop there#and rest. because i'm on the tail end of a slightly busy weekend#and dont' want to overdo it rn. because that's not setting myself up for success later#so. i will chill tonight and go to bed on time#so that TOMORROW#i can strategically and efficiently. write like 10000 words or something#<- not that many#what I will actually do is perhaps increase my daily word count slightly for the next six days. and also#make an effort to go beyond it. that will be my minimum#and I will have schedules writing sessions and breaks#and I am going to get this fuckign thing done#calmly and collectively#and on time#i believe in me i think I can do this#i WILL do this#and it's going to be fun#and worth it
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Possibly the funniest ramification (for me at least) of Tobias having a crush nowadays is that one of his most widely used tactics is making people fall in love with him in order to use them for various schemes w/o having to worry about their loyalty swaying long-term, which means that's his first thought half of the time when someone takes an interest in him. And now his second thought which follows 0.2 seconds after is a suddenly lifeless "ah." as he remembers that he can't exactly do that without giving his crush the impression that he's taken and fucking himself over on That front. Fuck his stupid baka life he's shooting himself in the foot NO MATTER what decision he opts for 😭
#◜✧ . ❪ muse. tobias. ❫#I'm INCREDIBLY entertained whenever he meets sb useful who takes even a minimal interest in him & he immediately goes 😏 <-years long habit#but then his grin abruptly fades when he remembers that he. Can't go through with that easy af idea anymore. WORST day of his life /hj#He thinks flirting is aight but anything Beyond that is questionable territory when it comes to how it'll affect his business (<-the crush)#(Flirting ain't fine either my guy. But he's just Too used to doing that to stop doing it when he's not even in a committed r/s yet 😭)#This is THE least efficient situation to be put in 😮💨 life when his priority is amusement & only on 2nd place are the giga IQ schemes...#It's the way I'm sat staring at half my asks & drafts every time I try to write bc he's fighting himself on what to do ADSAJDGHASDAJDS#His most used & most effective tactic... gone down the drain like that 💔💔💔 someone bring a trampoline for him to fall on after he jumps#Another hilarious part of this is that he has No clue how to be friendly w/o being simultaneously seductive. Bro's gonna kill himself /j#He HATESSS this ramification so badly but at least it cheeses ME greatly 💕 ADKSAHDSAGBDSAJHSJADHSAK#especially when Tobias & I look over at Ash who's in his own trenches & Tobias has to consider if blud's gonna keep ignoring his feelings#(hence whatever they've got going on will go nowhere) or if he's gonna figure his own mess out & how That will go 😮💨 BC IT MATTERS HERE!#You might not be able to tell all the time but Tobias has 384243724324832473248324783274382432473249 thoughts to ponder on in his head 24/7#This is such a stupid problem to have too. in his opinion 😭 If Ash wasn't as perfect of a guy as he is (<-as per Tobias' standards I mean)#I have NO doubt in my mind that he (Tobias) would've killed any semblance of damns to give abt this issue LONGGGGGGGGGG ago#^ One of the myriad reasons why he's never fallen in love in my 5 years of musing him & why his one crush-attempt got shot down By Himself#This man is so complicated HE GIVES ME A HEADACHE!!! (<-saying this while eating popcorn & hovering over him to watch what he'll do next)
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anonymous &&. said... "How do you feel about the short king of hell?"
❝ our alleged king? oh, quite the CHARACTER, that one! ❞ the radio demon laughs, putting forth no effort to disguise how painfully insincere the sound truly is. ❝ i can think of no better example of a ruler in NAME only. ❞ grandfathered into kingship — does his seat on the throne constitute a form of nepotism? he supposes it's only fitting; that is how royalty works! ( regardless of the efficacy of one's actual leadership skills. ) ❝ i won't try to pretend his majesty isn't POWERFUL — he very much is, for better and for worse! it's the fact that he doesn't dare to use it in any meaningful way i simply cannot stand. ❞ it would be one thing if he were WEAK. at least then a more worthy soul could usurp the fallen angel and take the throne for their own. hell is rife with schemers saddled with more ambition than common sense; it wouldn't take very long at all!
of course, those with actual intellect can recognize the crown for the trap that it is. the only power and influence that LASTS comes from the shadows. ( those who pull the strings out of sight. ) still — better a puppet than some miserable pile of feathers who can't even bring himself to face his own PEOPLE. ( oh, that's right — he HATES them all! )
❝ his wife has a lovely voice. ❞ at least there's that. it's ALMOST a compliment! a pity she's awfully scarce these days.
#anonymous#( he does have genuine criticisms beyond just ''haha bad dad'' but it's more efficient to go the petty bad father route to lucifer's face )
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what was the relationship between gortash and your durges pre-lobotomy? how do they feel when they meet him again?
:3 soooo originally i thought it would be REALLY funny if Gortash was shooting his shot so hard but Maw (pre-lobo Moss~) was just So Autistic he just didn't get it
but then i realized i could go deeper and much more painful :3c
i stand by Moss being a Big Ol' Virgin before Astarion, bc i, personally, think that makes for a very fun(ny) dynamic and also fits in with the character i've already established for Maw, and that was that he was so single-mindedly focused on his duty to Bhaal and his destiny that he didn't really bother with seeking out any sort of bond with anyone, much less enough for him to start feeling sexual attraction towards them. his duty was Murder and he was very, very, very good at it, and that came from a lifetime of dedication
but i think, meeting Gortash, someone he saw as more of an equal than even Orin (who he saw as his lesser by virtue of him being made by Bhaal from his own flesh and her being a second-generation spawn from a first-generation spawn that he still considered imperfect as well as misguided wrt his ideas about Blood Purity) and eventually befriending him over their shared passions and dedication to their respective patron gods, opening him up to actually making his own adult bond with someone else for the first time in his entire life
his relationship with Gortash started as a business deal and eventually turned into companionship and his first genuine friendship. and from there, feelings began to emerge on both sides, but seeing as Maw had a lot of practice shoving down any Softer Feelings he may have had (and an adolescence of Firm Guidance into perfection overseen by Sceleritas, who served Bhaal first and foremost) so before Orin betrayed him, they never got further than a very heavy, very dangerous Almost.
#pidge replies#pidge babbles#oc: moss#i think there were a lot of lingering looks and lingering touches#a lot of late nights whiled away over schemes#botyh of them are curious i think#like to understand How Things Work#i think they bonded over that#i think Maw was even beginning to doubt his duty while scheming with Gortash#thinking about what his duty was and what that would mean for their relationship#because at the end of the day Maw's duty is to Bhaal#and Bhaal's plan is the death of everything#everything includes those Maw is closest to and then himself#he saw the romance in being the one to eventually end Gortash at first#and then the longer he spent#the closer he got#the more he began to doubt#the more he began to want#and on Gort's end... he saw a side of Maw that very very few ever saw#that curiosity#that desire to understand#Maw was cold and calculating and brutally efficient#straightforward and intense#saw to the heart of things and people and picked them apart from the inside out#he spent his life dedicated to bhaal and his Glorious Duty#he never wanted for anything beyond what he was made for#until he did#uuuh long post#anyway i have a tendency to make all my characters demi in some way teehee#ANYWAY I HAVE SPENT ALL THIS TIME RAMBLING ABOUT MOSS AND FORGOT I HAVE TWO OTHER DURGES
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i know eddie has been through some shit in terms of his military trauma, but i would love it if season 7 remembered he actually has medical/combat experience that the others don’t. i recently watched season 2 again and omg there are so many times when he gives advice or takes control of something bc of his experience. the only time i can remember off the top of my head since then is season 5 when he gives the advice about the bomb when he’s at dispatch. i need them to have a call where there’s something really awful happening, mass chaos, mass injury etc etc, and there are multiple ladder teams there and another captain asks if there’s anyone with expertise in something like this and bobby just goes ‘i know a guy 🙂’ and then hard cut to eddie storming around giving people orders and telling them what to do and where and when! he gets to have a bamf moment where he remembers that his military experience can also be an asset rather than just a burden (and bonus points if it affeCTS buck, i you know what i mean lol)
OH MY GOD I WAS THINKING ABOUT THIS LITERALLY LAST NIGHT BEFORE I WENT TO BED. I was thinking about when Taylor (derogatory) is introduced and he just starts talking physics and deals with the whole helicopter. And obviously there's the bomb, the grenade, and the few times he says I've seen a few of these in combat, but like, it's an expertise they never talked about again. Besides the medical training, the academy training, he also has around 5 (?) years of army experience and it would be great to see him use that knowledge and I think it would be good for him to also see that he can use that in a way, and somewhere he would have people around to support him if it triggered him (ideally it wouldn't but they could use that to go all recovery isn't linear). They could've gone in such fun ways with his knowledge outside the academy, and they just never used again. And I guess sure, if you're in Los Angeles the expectation would be for him to not encounter that type of situation but it would interesting to see him bend what he knows to apply there. He clearly dealt with bombs in the past, some improvisation skills, even the random tipbits about why rushing into a specific situation would be bad like he does with the helicopter and the dynamic rollovet, and I'm pretty sure there's another call he starts talking physics I don't remember what now, that could add a whole layer as to why he is so good at the job, because, yes, it traumatized him, but I think it would be good for him to realize that he got something useful from all that too.
Also yes please, call where Eddie is taking over and Buck is just "this is definitely working for me, yes sir"
#i was talking to myself about how efficient Buck and Eddie are as a rescue crew and that a lot of that comes back to Eddies military#background because it did give him skills beyond just being a medit#and when paired with Buck and his heavy rescue skills the two of them are quite a match#like it makes absolute sense as the why bobby would look at eddies file from the academy and decide that he was the one he wanted#to be partnered up with buck#they line up in a powerful way#he can just send the two of them#because both of them have the heavy rescue skills and when you pair that with eddies medic skills#its over the two of them can deal with the whole situation without them having to worry about getting a paramedic down with them#but yeah#eddies military background should be more explored#let him learn to use those skills in a better light#i really need a tag for asks#anon 😌#911#diaz
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i honestly can’t be arsed about the fact that we lost i care more about people still bemoaning the fact that kane is gone and being like “this is what you get for not replacing him” please be serious and get it through your heads that he did not want to stay and also he is irreplaceable. point me towards one striker right now that we could realistically get that could guarantee us the goals kane did, i'll wait till you realise that that player literally does NOT exist in the market but might just exist in our squad … let me give you a second
#if ppl say ivan toney i'll rip my head off be seriousb#also beyond suspect atp how ppl keep writing sonny off#when kane was here + didn't score goals it was either him not getting enough service or having an off day#but when sonny doesn't score yall get up in arms pls check ur bias lol#he's always been a more efficient finisher than kane be serious#rahul.txt
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Mine and Jo meet could you imagine the interaction?
probably not the worst meeting to happen tbh. they could bond over excel. and puncturing people whenever their bosses are put out of order
#snap chats#should i just @ masu rn or wait LMAO#anyway uhhh i think we talked bout that months back#tho didnt really go anywhere beyond dart throwing#im sure masu has like. a library's worth of thoughts on it with regards to rggjo and mine#i am however a fan of the idea of mine discovering the arakawas before daigo tho#thatd make his daddy issues ten times worse lbr and id wanna see it#like once arakawa's through his Scary Yakuza Phase with mine its all over#also jo'd prob like him for how efficient and no-bullshit he is. lookit that mine you got two people to dote on you now#obsessed with a mental image i had where arakawa drags in mine like he's a wet cat and jo reaaallly has to try not to say no#not cause he thinks arakawa dragging in anyone- esp some probably-at-the-time white-collar dweeb- is right#but bro just isnt good at going against people he respects as authority#i am rambling WAY TOO MUCH we're moving on
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Sweet, sad Mendoverse roles
“Ben Mendelsohn only plays villains!!!”
#ben mendelsohn#the efficiency expert#mullet#darkest hour#beautiful kate#the place beyond the pines#bloodline#cosi
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Transforming Construction Spaces: Why Builders Site Clean Services in Lalor Are Essential
In any construction or renovation project, the final result is what people usually focus on. The gleaming floors, the fresh paint, the modern fixtures — these are the things that catch the eye. But what many don’t see is the mess left behind once the builders pack up their tools. That’s where professional Builders Site Clean Lalor come in — making sure a construction site is not only safe and clean but ready for handover or occupancy.
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A comprehensive post-construction clean isn’t just a quick once-over. It typically involves several stages. The initial rough clean happens during the early stages of construction to remove heavy debris and prepare for finishing work. Then comes the final detailed clean, which is what most people think of when they hear the term “builders clean.” This includes dusting all surfaces, vacuuming carpets, mopping floors, cleaning walls, scrubbing kitchens and bathrooms, washing windows inside and out, and ensuring the whole space is spotless.
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Conclusion: Clean Spaces, Better Impressions
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Choosing trusted Builders Site Clean Services in Lalor is the smartest move you can make to ensure your project is completed to the highest standard — not just structurally, but visually and hygienically as well. Because the final finish is what people remember most.
#the final result is what people usually focus on. The gleaming floors#the fresh paint#the modern fixtures - these are the things that catch the eye. But what many don't see is the mess left behind once the builders pack up th#The Importance of Post-Construction Cleaning#Construction and renovation work often leaves behind a trail of dust#debris#and unwanted materials. Timber scraps#nails#plaster dust#packaging#and even hazardous materials can clutter the space#making it unsafe and unappealing. This isn't just an eyesore - it's a potential hazard to workers#property owners#and even visitors.#Hiring professionals for Builders Site Clean Services in Lalor ensures that the area is thoroughly cleaned and cleared of all waste. It's m#which includes scrubbing surfaces#removing paint splashes#cleaning windows#and even polishing where necessary. They transform chaotic construction sites into livable#functional#and aesthetically pleasing environments.#Why Choose Professional Site Cleaning Services?#When it comes to site cleaning#many builders or developers may think about using their own team to finish the job. While this might seem cost-effective at first glance#it's not the best approach in the long run. Specialized cleaning crews are trained to handle post-construction mess efficiently and safely.#Builders Site Clean Services in Lalor offer a level of precision and attention to detail that goes beyond what a general clean-up crew can#professionals know exactly how to clean without damaging the new finishes.#What's Included in a Builders Clean?#A comprehensive post-construction clean isn't just a quick once-over. It typically involves several stages. The initial rough clean happens#which is what most people think of when they hear the term “builders clean.” This includes dusting all surfaces
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After so many issues piling up over the years, I'm terrified I may have to start accepting learning disability as one of them.
#it's the only thing that could make sense#tried to blame it on me not taking care of myself at times or my generally awful mental state‚ but this is something beyond that#can't love the way i used to‚ can't endure the way i used to#and now it seems like i can't even learn the way i used to#the first 2 i (somehow)handle sufficiently‚ but the 3rd brings my progress to a halt#without recovering the level of efficiency(not even disregarding executive dysfunction) i once had there's no point in trying to...#em yaps#em hisses
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