You’ve mentioned in a couple of posts that you headcanon Rolan as having depression/a panic disorder. What other headcanons about his mental health do you have?
Anon, I have so many yet so little thoughts about this very topic! I'll try to be as cohesive as I can because my mind can be pretty jumbled. Thank you for your patience!
Disclaimer: I am not a mental health professional! Just someone who also has mental health issues and can relate.
CW: Mentions of Self-harm (Scratching and picking)
Besides those two, I also believe he has a nightmare disorder! These are chronic, vivid nightmares that can either appear briefly or multiple times a night. They can be frightening, upsetting, and disturbing. Usually, his nightmares involve his mother Cal and Lia's mother, and after Lorroakan's abuse, start to involve him as well.
It absolutely does not help hat he usually remembers every detail as he sits there, heart pounding erratically and sweat soaking his night shirt. Sometimes they're so bad it sends him into a panic attack. In a weak attempt to stay grounded, he scratches at himself, sometimes bleeding since his nails are pretty sharp. He may end up vomiting as well depending of the contents of the dream. (Panic attacks can be extremely overwhelming for the body!)
He usually can't fall back asleep afterwards, so he'll work on a scroll, study the weave, or check inventory at Sorcerous Sundries depending on the time of night. Some nights he does nothing, just staring at the wall for hours while picking at his skin, especially around his nails.
When he has someone with him, it's easier to ground himself since they're quick to action when he can't function. Weighted blankets or his partner laying on top of him is great; even a crushing bear hug from Cal and Lia helps.
Before Tav, before a partner, right at the beginning of moving into the tower, he randomly got graphic nightmares of Cal and Lia dying. This made him scramble to their rooms to check on them and make sure they were still breathing, much to their sleepy confusion.
Things do get better with time! Natural medicine and breaking bad habits with the help of his family improve his way of living. While these issues may stick with him for the rest of his life, they become much more manageable with his support system.
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— We got you, brother.
Hands dragging Rolan down symbolize his fears and the threats he faces every day. He risks to succumb to this stance and let it swallow him. And he probably would have given up if not for his siblings who believe in him, who rely on him and who help him survive all the challenges
It’s my entry for Rolan competition on twt:
https://x.com/skeptical_lynx/status/1775624265871544557?s=46&t=EuBiJuFrpmM7JiLiuDbaCA
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there are TWO kinds of tavs!!! but really, i laughed so hard when lunara clapped because idk... the clap animation is just so... joyous?? genuine?? there was a sense of child-like wonder?? meanwhile, lotus is just... a meanie!! you'd think a bard would be enthusiastic for a show... i hate u lotus ur so mean. i really love all the dialogue options in this game HAHA
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So excited to make some Rolan fanart !! These three were some of my first loves when first playing BG3 and seeing their whole arc together fills my heart with dancing lights!!
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Just wanted to clarify which character essentially becomes Marie's love interest😋
Oh, and of course she adores Cal and Lia. It takes time for her and Rolan to warm up to each other (especially since both of them are kinda.. Very much alike) but I feel she would befriend his sibling very fast and easily.
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