#bio. matias

[qpasagato]

la ilusión de un amor, hecha pedazos.

[creads]

kkkkkk omg que azar, camii!!!! tenta agr @/lxvesiicck

que seja bom p vc

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CUT💣💣💣💣THE💥💥💥💥💥CAMERAS🧨🧨🧨🧨🧨DEADASS💀💀💀⚰️⚰️⚰️⚰️⚱️🪦🪦🪦🪦🪦🪦

gente. eu parei pra ouvir só agora e. meu deus. SE QUERER OUVIR ISSO NO MEU OUVIDINHO FOR CRIME ☝🏻DIGAM AOS MEUS PAIS QUE VOU SENTIR SAUDADE DELES QUANDO ESTIVER ATRÁS DAS GRADES E AVISEM PRA ESTEBAN KUKURICZKA COLOCAR “homemdepresa🔓🕊👫💍” NA BIO DELE E QUE EU GOSTO DE STROGONOFF DE FRANGO PRA ELE LEVAR MARMITINHA PRA MIM 🚬🚬🚬🚬

tenho observações sobre☝🏻(e ignorem o fato dele gemer em inglês tipo affs que saco mas dos criadores WTF IS A KILOMETER 🇺🇸🇺🇸🍕🍟🦅🦅🦅 vem aí o ¿QUE CARAJOS ÉS UN MILE? 🌮💃🌯⚽️🇧🇷🇨🇱🇨🇿🇲🇽🇦🇷🇵🇪

simon ex ficante que não te superou e quando você tá na cama de outro te manda uma mensagem perguntando se você tá sozinha, e quando você diz “o que você quer simon?” pq vsf mlk (na intenção de infernizar a vida desse homem) ele diz pra você ir pro banheiro e você vai neah e fodase que o outro tá na cama. e quando você vai vê o “gravando áudio…” por um minuto ali em cima e fica tipo caralho o que esse homem quer? e quando recebe o áudio. 💥💥💥💀💀⚰️⚰️⚰️ esqueça tudo pq enquanto você tá ouvindo vê que ele manda “me manda sua localização, vou te pegar aí” e você MANDA vey pq ele acabou de mandar um áudio falando putaria e gemendo seu nome então como é que você não vai????? tipo é impossível não querer dar pra ele agora. e você dá uma desculpa esparramada falando que seu cachorro tá passando mal e que sua mãe tá indo te buscar, mas quando a sua “mãe” chega com as janelas fechadas e com um funk estralando o seu ficantezinho fica tipo ⁉️ mas você não poderia ligar menos pq em menos de 5 minutos o simon para em uma rua vazia e te chupa no banco de trás e depois de te fazer gozar com a língua só do jeito que ele sabe te come de quatro enquanto puxa seu cabelo pra colar suas costas no peito dele de um jeito que ele consiga gemer e falar putaria agora no seu ouvidinho 🌹🌹🌹❤️✨✨✨

pipezinho ou matias friends to fuckers levando uma sentada no sofá do seu apartamento depois de terem fumado um 🌹 só isso mesmo

[amazingarchitecturewebsite]

Backhander House in #BuenosAires, Argentina by Estudio Matias Lopez Llovet @matias_lopez_llovet_arq. Read more: Link in bio! Photography: Casa Cunia @casacunia. Estudio Matias Lopez Llovet: It is a house based on a square 3x3 grid where the stairs and the circulation in the upperfloor are located in the center. On the ground floor, to avoid corridors, the rooms are connected to achieve as much space and light as possible. Taking advantage of the long views towards the golf course, we located the living room and dining room… #casa #argentina #архитектура www.amazingarchitecture.com ✔ A collection of the best contemporary architecture to inspire you. #design #architecture #amazingarchitecture #architect #arquitectura #luxury #realestate #life #cute #architettura #interiordesign #photooftheday #love #travel #construction #furniture #instagood #fashion #beautiful #archilovers #home #house ‎#amazing #picoftheday #architecturephotography ‎#معماری (at Buenos Aires, Argentina) https://www.instagram.com/p/Co5tSHWr1Kl/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[bikebound]

Donatello No More: 1991 Kawasaki Ninja 250 “Donna” by Matias Barrozo of Argentina’s @goldenagemotorco: "After working in two different motorcycle workshops, the opportunity came to work in a workshop that restores classic sport cars such as Ferrari, Porsche, Maserati, Aston Martin, and much more. Now with that knowledge, I decided to go further -- I didn't want to restore a motorcycle, I wanted to build it. So I opened my own workshop..." This is Golden Age #01, featuring subframe and handmade alcantara saddle, dual rear shocks, '81 CB750 tank modified to fit the frame and hide the battery underneath, handmade exhaust, slipper clutch from a newer Ninja 250R, and much more. "We call this Ninja 'DONNA,' because when I bought it was green as a Ninja turtle (DONAtello). After the custom build, it became a sexy lady, so the name changed to DONNA (Woman in Italian)." Photos: @pablolabrador at @sundown_jet. Full story today on BikeBound.com! ⚡️Link in Bio⚡️ https://instagr.am/p/Cl0_MvVuyMf/

[span-arch]

AI and Architecture Workshop at ACADIA 2022 - only three seats left! Do you want to learn how to use Midjourney, Dall-E 2, and Stable Diffusion as design tools for architecture? Do you want to learn how to successfully turn those amazing images into 3D models? Join our workshop at the upcoming ACADIA conference and learn from AI in Architecture pioneers Dr. Matias del Campo (Taubman - UoM) and Dr. Sandra Manninger (NYIT) Get one of the last seats available for this workshop here - Workshop 5: (link in bio) More info: We are pleased to introduce the #ACADIA2022 workshop "Diffusion: Architecture, Artificial Intelligence & Synthetic Imaginations" taught by Dr. Matias del Campo and Dr. Sandra Manninger (Michigan / SCI-Arc / Weitzman, @matiasdel.campo). ‘The limits of my language are the limits of my world.’ The famous quote by Ludwig Wittgenstein has gained an entirely new meaning in the emerging context of natural language text-to-image applications driven by artificial intelligence algorithms. Applications such as Midjourney, Disco Diffusion, and Stable Diffusion are spreading like wildfire in the architecture community. Two specific results can be observed in the Cambrian explosion of a novel design tool. On the one side, the generation of thousands of astonishing images in a very short period of time; on the other, the emergence of critical interrogation of architecture theory in the face of a posthuman design method. The workshop takes on the challenge of exploring this new design method, using diffusion models as a starting point. The premise for the project is the design of a series of interconnected pixel images elaborating aspects of elevation, plan, perspective, and atmosphere of a house – components of a mood board. [...] The focus of the discursive component of the workshop is on the immense contribution of the method to the architecture discipline in terms of its transformative power in practice and theory. Students will learn how to use diffusion models, how to strategize methods to convert the resulting images into 3D models, how to perform a critical forensic examination of the results, (at University of Pennsylvania School of Design) https://www.instagram.com/p/CjwEYF9s6S4/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[ariana-cruz]

Character Chart

Mentions: @mayrarcjas, @lylasalazar, @izzyemmysanti, @matiasanti, @carmenmartincz, @sawyerdecker, @reina-santiago

Character’s full name: Ariana Cruz

Reason or meaning of name: 🤷‍♀️

Character’s nickname: Aria, Riri

Reason for nickname: She prefers Aria, only her family call her Ariana.

Birth date: 3rd August, 1992

Zodiac: Leo

Physical appearance

Age: 30

Weight: 55kg

Height: 5' 5"

Body build: Slim

Eye color: Brown

Glasses or contacts: Neither

Distinguishing marks: 🌙 moon shape birth mark on her left hip

Hair color: Brown

Hairstyle: Long

Overall attractiveness: Goddess level lbr

Usual fashion of dress: Black attire, likes leather

Jewelry or accessories: Three tier Ruby drop down necklace is her favourite, it was a gift from Matias and she still wears it often

Personality

Good personality traits: Self aware, helpful, loyal

Bad personality traits: Impulsive, vicious, cunning

Mood character is most often in: Neutral

Sense of humor: Dry, dark

Character’s greatest joy in life: Making a business out of what she loves

Character’s greatest fear: Losing her Nonna

Why? Because she's been the one supportive constant and still is her emotional sounding board

What single event would most throw this character’s life into complete turmoil? If something happened to the people she loves most

Character is most at ease when: She's meditating, or chilling with a drink in a hot bath

Enraged when: People are rude or entitled

Priorities: Family, friends, her cat, her business

Life philosophy: There is no happiness if the things we believe in are different than the things we do

If granted one wish, it would be: To teleport

Why? Because when it's raining and cold she doesn't have to sit through a long flight to go chill on a beach somewhere warm

Character’s soft spot: Cats, bunnies

Greatest strength: Knowing her power

Greatest vulnerability or weakness: Her love for her family

Biggest regret: In a way it's leaving her Tonopah life behind for a year to go home, everything feels different now she's back and she doesn't know if she really approves

Biggest accomplishment: Her business

Minor accomplishment: Not committing murder on a daily basis

Character’s darkest secret: Probably the things she knows about LB that she'll never repeat (obviously)

Present

Current location: Tonopah

Currently living with: By herself

Pets: Her cat, Nox

Occupation: Owns Hex Appeal

Finances: Bossin' it 💅

Family

Mother: Maria

Relationship with her: Not terrible but they're never been close like a mother and daughter should be

Father: Step dad & bio dad

Relationship with him: Step, same as mom, bio, distant but pleasant

Siblings: Izzy

Relationship with them: Close ❤️

Favorites

Color: Black, red

Least favorite color: Orange

Music: Bit of everything

Food: Most things spicy

Literature: Murder mystery

Form of entertainment: Nights out

Expressions: Bitch face

Mode of transportation: Car

Habits

Hobbies: Tarot, Crystals, Witchery, Dancing

Plays a musical instrument? Piano, a little guitar

Plays a sport? In her heels? No

How he/she would spend a rainy day: By the window with a book and glass of wine

Smokes: Weed, on occasion

Drinks: Rum and cherry cola

Other drugs: No

Nervous tics: Fiddling with her rings

Traits

Optimist or pessimist? Both

Introvert or extrovert? Both

Daredevil or cautious? Daredevil

Logical or emotional? Both

Disorderly and messy or methodical and neat? Methodical and neat

Prefers working or relaxing? Relaxing, but her work doesn't feel like a job

Confident or unsure of himself/herself? Confident

Animal lover? Yes

Self-perception

How he/she feels about himself/herself: She knows she's worth it 🤌

One word the character would use to describe self: Powerful

What does the character consider his/her best personality trait? Her drive to achieve

What does the character consider his/her worst personality trait? Her impulsive anger

What does the character consider his/her best physical characteristic? Her whole body tbh

What does the character consider his/her worst physical characteristic? None

How does the character think others perceive him/her: Mean bitch, scary witch 🧙‍♀️

What would the character most like to change about himself/herself: Nothing

Relationships with others

Opinion of other people in general: She's an excellent judge of character so you can act like a sweetheart all you want but if you're a cunt underneath, she can tell

Does the character hide his/her true opinions and emotions from others? Never

Person character most hates: Ignorant close minded people

Best friend(s): Reina, Sawyer, Izzy, Mayra, Lyla, Carmen

Person character goes to for advice: See above

Person character feels responsible for or takes care of: Izzy, even though she's older and can hold her own. Her sweet soul is something Aria worries about

Person character feels shy or awkward around: Nobody pls she's above everyone

Person character openly admires: Strong women in general

[thccraft]

matias jimenez's bio page has been completed!

he is part of my fictional cartel family found here.

if you'd like a random start from matias, please give this a like!

[radicalrascals]

The Gentleman Thief

Original Character | FC: Pedro Pascal

Threads | Headcanons | Aesthetics | Open Starters

NAME: Gabriel Luis Herrán

AGE: in his 40s

SPECIES: human

PROFESSION: thief, con-man

Short Bio

For the first nine years of his life, Gabriel, son of Chilean immigrants building a life in California, had a sheltered and happy childhood. Though when his parents died, he and his older brother were left at the mercy of the foster care system and got quickly separated. Gabriel was difficult to place, handed from foster parents to foster parents and back into the orphanage. Every set back made him more rebellious, and he quickly realised he's alone in this world and if he wanted to survive he had to take what he needed.

Forward a couple years, Gabriel - or most recently 'Diego' - makes a living as a professional thief. He's pulled a couple of heists that gave the police a mighty headache, and made enemies in all sorts of places.

Relationships

Steven Carlisle > [Tag] | [Ship]

Theo Matos > [Tag]

Patrick Moran > [Tag]

Playlist

Don't Stop Me Now by Queen from Jazz (1978)

Full Steam Spacemachine by Royal Republic from We Are the Royal (2010)

Get A Grip by Aerosmith from Get A Grip (1993)

Here I Go Again by Whitesnake from Saints & Sinners (1982)

I'm Still Standing by Elton John from Too Low For Zero (1983)

Detailed Profile

FULL NAME: Gabriel Luis Herrán

KNOWN AS: Diego Alvarez, Álex Prieto, Michael Morgan, Carlos Ángel Peña Cruz, Rafael Guttierez, Héctor Morte

NICKNAMES: Gabe, Gabo, Magpie / Urraca

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SPECIES: human

RESIDENCE: always on the run move

PROFESSION: thief, con-man

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AGE: in his 40s

DATE OF BIRTH: November 3rd

PLACE OF BIRTH: Mendota, California, USA

NATIONALITY: US American (of Chilean decent)

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PARENTS: Sofía Herrán (†) & José Mateo Herrán (†)

SIBLINGS: Matias Diego Herrán (†, older brother)

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FACE CLAIM: Pedro Pascal

HEIGHT: 5ft 9 (1.8m)

NOTABLE FEATURES: Gabriel has a scar on his shoulder where he had a tattoo removed; he usually sports a well kept moustache but depending on the role he plays he sometimes shaves or lets his beard grow out of control

STYLE: Gabriel doesn't have his own style, he's used to playing roles and those roles have certain styles. He can be the inconspicuous everyman or wear expensive clothes and pretend to be high society. When he's by himself however he usually only wears a t-shirt and briefs, less commonly jeans.

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LANGUAGES: English (native) , Spanish (native) , French (fluent)

SPEECH MANNERISM: Gabriel has a low and soothing voice and speaks both English and Spanish without accent. However, he will fake an accent if it suits his role.

STRENGTHS: masterfully hatches and conducts complex plans and is an expert in picking locks, ye olde skill of pickpocketing, and charming the socks off anyone he needs on his side

WEAKNESSES: lone wolf with trust issues, stupidly prideful, deadly allergic to peanuts, fiery temperament

INTERESTS: enjoying life to the fullest; the thrill of stealing; hopeless romantic who enjoys a good flirt

VICES: vengeful, cleptomaniac; recreationally smokes and drinks

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NSFW

Gabriel is romantically and sexually attracted to men, and a romantic to boot. He will woo his partner like there is no tomorrow, and though he will go to great lengths to keep his true identity as a thief a secret, he would absolutely switch sides for the right man.

Bonus points for muses with the following face claims: Oscar Isaac, Wagner Moura, Ethan Hawke, Diego Luna

[thejacemister]

Remember when..

Remember when we walked into Pichardo’s class? Frank was my only friend in the school from Middle.

Remember when there was 4 of us sitting in Bio before the class got split up?

Remember when I had to go home early to go to the doctor’s? You asked me something before i left.

Remember when you were trying to get over Santi in French class? I wish I could’ve learned more french to talk at you.

Remember when “Judas” was one of your favorite songs?

Remember when..

Remember when you were obsessed with Emperor penguins?

Remember when Santi popped up on you unannounced at your house that one morning. you told me about it in class. one of the first times i saw you sad and frustrated.

Remember when Velez slapped your ass and used to call you flat? god he was such a fucking prick.

Remember when Lyn got with Momo and you became his confidante for a bit?

Remember when you got with Fluffy and then Setuain? I was there both days. I pushed Fluffy and then I pushed Alex. I liked you so much at that point, i didn’t have the self love I have now to ask you out myself. I felt they were better for you because who could like a kid like me? when they have so much more to offer? Alex’s brains and Matias’s charisma.

Remember when..

Remember when we all used to share food in and out of lunch? a surprise we didn’t get a mono. (but heather did)

Remember when we talked all break and you forgot about Alex? i didn’t mean to cause that. But i really liked you at that point. you were driving me insane.

Remember when I promised you I would always be your best friend? or when you promised me the same?

Remember when you used to tell me you love me or “lolololololooove me”?

Remember when you used to make whack whale jokes?

Remember when we used to say hi to each other? A kiss on your cheek to express the unspoken words i couldn’t find it in myself to tell you. or a huh to embrace you with that warm feeling I got everytime you would pass by me.

Remember when you misspelled your last name and failed that one notebook in Baglos?

Remember Baby Menendez? or when that was your contact name on my phone?

Remember when…

Remember when you, Kristhal and Lyn were inseparable? or when you and Lyn separated?

Remember when we all went to the bookfair. you had a blue striped sweatshirt or cardigan or whatever the fuck it’s called. i thought you were the prettiest girl at that fair.

Remember when we rode on the bus back? I couldn’t stop talking to Alex about how you made me feel.

Remember when we had the testing with Ms. Crawford?

Remember when you thought I was crying?

Remember when she called you a shone?

Remember those notes in my iPod?

Remember when…

Remember when I finally got the courage to ask you out? the results weren’t the best. but necessary for my character development.

Remember when we stopped talking?

Remember Stroy?

Remember when you started your sophomore year with your red hair? we still weren’t talking but I had to catch my breath when i glanced over at you

Remember when there was a rapgroup in our school and they beefed with Mario? and you were in the middle of it? peak high school drama ngl

Remember when Lyn dropped you for good? got good with your for 2 weeks and dropped you again?

Remember when we were friends with Camilo? you remember that Angel… right? he pushed me to talk to you. everytime he saw me with you, he would tell me to get out of my comfort zone and tell you how i felt about you. in my head i used to say “if you only knew what happened the last time I tried showing my guts to you”

Remember when I had all those songs I used to say reminded me of you? or the ones you would dedicate to me? “Corazon sin Cara”

Remember when I used to gush over your red hair?

Remember when i first met Jessica?

Remember when Rob came to see you guys? I was soooooo jealous.

Remember when…

Remember when we started talking again? worst time too. you were just starting to hook up with Stroy.

Remember when we had Malewski’s class? Remember that particular class where I knew I was in love with you?

Remember when you used to catch me looking at you?

Remember when we used to show how much we loved each other?

Remember those fights we used to have as friends? they used to get really ugly.

Remember how innocent we were?

Remember when i fb messaged you saying that bullshit ass line about looking up at the stars? barf.

Remember when I was at Benihana’s with my family and you were at work?

Remember when I used to double text?

Remember when I used to show you how much of a SIMP i was for you?

Remember when I gave up on you?

Remember when i got with Cynthia?

Remember when you talked shit on me? and her?

Remember when we broke up?

Remember the weekend you came back from a church retreat?

Remember that nasty fight? I told you a lot of mean things. and you responded in the same manner. I don’t blame you.

Remember the following days after the fight? it was like the eye of the hurricane. the wall of the hurricane (the fight) hit us both hard and other side of the hurricane was the end of our friendship and the start of something new.

Remember when we couldn’t decide if we should make it August 1 or August 20 (start of the new school year)?

Remember when I came to see you in a dress shirt and tie? I really wanted to impress you.

Remember that red/orange dress you had on with that gold belt? you looked stunning.

Remember our first kiss? or the one we had outside of the school on the first day back to publicize it to the world?

Remember when we used to say sweet little nothings to each other?

Remember when we made promises of the future? not knowing what life is about and making these promises? by the old gods and the new, we were both so naive. I meant every word of em and i hope you did too at the time.

Remember when you were taking x?

Remember when I made you stop? you never stopped resenting me for that. even years later.

Remember when I started smoking? I guess we all have demons we like to make ourselves be numb too.

Remember when I gave you the take care cd?

Remember when..

Remember when we traded iPods? I got to know your music taste a little more and you got to know mine.

Remember when we used to volunteer? I hated volunteering. But I used to do it with you. and that was worth losing sleep over.

Remember when Carlos was in the picture the first time?

Remember when I came and saw you at the hospital? I had NEVER been on a bus by myself and I took the complete OPPOSITE route to where you were at. don’t judge me 🙄 i told you that day I didn’t get in trouble. BUT i got grounded for awhile and never told you. you were worth getting in trouble for.

Remember when we went to the woods everyday after school?

Remember when we couldn’t keep our hands off each other?

Remember when I finally met Pita? she still talks about it to this day. and i told her how scared shitless I was because you and everyone was telling me she is the hardest one to win over. she laughed about it.

Remember when we made Ms. Vincent quit and Ms. Joseph picked us up REALLY fucking upset at us? we deserve it tbh. what kinda nerdy kids bullies a teacher. fucking savage.

Remember when 50% of our conversation were inside jokes?

Remember when you were would used Tango to video call every night?

Remember when you put me on to the Walking Dead and Prison Break? lets go further and say remember when you put me onto netflix?

Remember when we used to fall asleep on the phone? one time it got to 8 hours on the phone. I went to school with NO battery a few times.

Remember when I used to pick you up for every hug? remember the kiss you used to give me when I did that?

Remember when I skipped class to come see you and I got grounded for lying about being sick and coming to see you? I still got a new phone that day so who really ended up winning?

Remember when I used to have to text you from my iPod because i would get my phone taken away for being a prick of a child.

Remember Clash of Clans?

Remember when we used to sneak a few glanced at each other in spanish class? Jurrist always had to separate us during movie times. q chismosos son esos maestros diosmio

Remember when I used to wait for Pita or James to pick you up everyday after school?

Remember when you became with friends with Daron?

Remember when we smoked together? i’m sorry I took it so far. I always had a reason to smoke when i should’ve been finding reasons NOT to smoke. but hindsight is 20/20

Remember when you couldn’t go through IB? I was never disappointed in you. I always loved you regardless and supported you. IB was hard and its meant to break people. i’m surprised i got out in one piece myself.

Remember when we would see each other all summer going into Senior year?

Remember when you stayed at Pitas?

Remember when…

Remember when we would go to Lincoln Road or Aventura? any place with you was the highlight of the date as long as it was you.

Remember when I used to get down on one knee and tie your shoe?

Remember when I used to piss you off? sometimes I wasn’t the most mature guy. But you were really pretty when you got mad at me.

Remember when I introduced you to Robert and Anthony (fuck him btw)

Remember when you were Jc’s girl and I was Steph’s boy? i think that was the start of the falling out.. we stayed with that label when we are so much more. you were never JUST my girl. you should’ve always been Stephanie ft. Jc’s girl.

Remember when we went to visit Penn State? that was my first flight. and you held my hand the whole way. I was scared and shitting bricks. it makes me think of that Inception quote. “you’re waiting for a train. a train that will take you far away. you know where you hope this train will take you, but you can’t know for sure. yet it doesn’t matter.. because you’ll always be together”

Remember when we thought we were gonna grow old?

remember when…

Remember when we found a house last second?

Remember when we went with your dad in that uncomfortable ass truck (to this day, this is one of your most annoying days that i’ve ever had with you).

Remember when we first got to the house in Pennsylvania?

Remember when you only lasted a month in school?

Remember when you started working?

Remember when we started growing apart?

Remember when I betrayed you? I was playing Gears of War. you were doing Laundry. and you heard me talking to someone on the mic. looking back, i wish I could’ve slapped myself silly for being such a headass and letting myself get consumed with resentment and not talk things out with you and letting things happen the way they happened. but again. hindsight is 20/20. we must do better moving forward. its what i’ve been telling my cousins these days. your past actions do not define you. don’t let them define you by doing better. moving forward, move the right way to show you aren’t your past actions. that event was a shadow I couldn’t ever get myself out from under.

Remember when we broke up?

remember when…

Remember when we got back together? I knew what i was doing saying the things I did before the final breakup. I knew by telling you you were only the second choice then because homegirl did some shady shit, i knew you’d react accordingly. After all.. who wouldn’t right? having someone tell you that you were not the first choice again. that’s rough. younger me musta felt it was getting back for the lunchroom curb. But that was younger me. he was brash, arrogant, and frankly not a cool dude. a bit of an asshole too.

Remember when you told me you’d get over what I did? but you never did? its okay, i don’t blame you. that stain is VERY hard to wash.

Remember when we would spend summers with Rafa? and I would work in painting? i’m gonna level with you. the early mornings made me hate that job. and i would’ve stayed just for you. but truth is, i didn’t care for it. and it showed on my work. my lack of care. unfinished work. it just showed. another decline in the relationship.

Remember when Choco came into our lives? i won’t forget. after all, you did get with him and then gaslighted me into thinking I was making stuff up and grabbing at straws. taste of my own medicine huh? you pulled it off better than I did. props. that one hurt ngl. and it made for a helluva character development. the worst part is, you’re never going to admit it to me. I never got closure for it. and I guess i don’t deserve it at this point. But to counter my own point, i’m at the point where i’ve moved on. I know the truth and that’s all that matters. I can live with that.

Remember when you worked at Macy’s? Remember when I used to walk to the bus stop every night to receive you? highlight of my nights every fucking night tbh. Walking up the mountain with you… is something I can never forget about. I still have dreams of just us walking in the night catching pokemon and just talking like two kids talking.

Remember when you got me dming other girls and saving pics? I had a problem. a bad one. I was just a piece of shit tbh. because how could I hurt the one person I claim to love? Those are things I look back in shame. How could I, as a man, have done that to the supposed love of my life with whom i had wanted to marry? I know that soured it for you more.

Remember when we ran from PA and came back to Miami?

Remember when I got kicked out and had no place to live?

Remember when you took me in?

Remember when I supported you through your Mother’s crazy escapades every night?

Remember when we had a month and a half to look for an apartment or we’d be out on the streets?

Remember when it started raining the day we had to move?

Remember when we FINALLY moved into our apartment? the start of the lease was our anniversary.

Remember when I was your chauffeur? I was the only driver and frankly I liked driving you around.

Remember when we adopted Luna?

Remember when we adopted JD? i was such a bad parent.

Remember when…

Remember when I got into the accident? I blamed you for it. Why did i do that? I hate myself for doing that. I was a spiteful and hateful little cunt. Gods was i a fucking prick By what right did i have to blame you for anything? what a fucking dumbass.

Remember when I worked at Winn Dixie?

Remember when I drove all day and night from Maryland with a new car?

Remember when I got moved to Autozone?

Remember when you told me you couldn’t stand Regina?

Remember when your mom moved in with us. I should’ve left her on the streets where she belongs. (jk she had pita to stay over at, but still)

Remember when I became a burnout?

Remember when we had no privacy?

Remember when we had no time for us?

Remember when my wrongdoings kept rearing its ugly head? maybe that was one of the factors for moving to Maryland.

Remember when we sold the van for extra cash to get us to Maryland?

Remember when we went to Washington DC?

Remember when I warned you about your cousin Pablo?

Remember when you accused me of being a misogynist? I was never a fucking misogynst. I would never deny you of anything kind of freedom. you were just you and didn’t let yourself do these things. this was another way of you gaslighting me. Now i know why you were throwing around that word in the end. ‘cause you were doing it to me.

Remember when you started working in the company?

Remember when you forgot I was your boyfriend? or your best friend?

Remember when I went to down to Miami under the guise of signing the lease for renewal / taking a break to “reestablish our priorities” but it was just an excuse for you to fuck Choco in a hotel unbeknownst to me?

Remember when I came back and I caught on to you two without even knowing the full truth?

Remember when you gaslighted me?

Remember when I threatened to leave? Cuba was the only one who knew what was happening. and he (with a blowup mattress) told me I can stay with him till i get on my feet. he didn’t have to do that. he didn’t know me. but he offered himself anyways. I took him up on his offer and told him nevermind. because you had already let me go.

Remember when I kept trying to get back with you

Remember when

Remember when I still stayed even after we broke up? i was fucking miserable.

Remember when I went nuclear?

Remember when I left from one day to the next? I was gonna give 2 weeks. but in my time of need, Pita told me “fuck rafa and fuck their company. they want to treat you like that? you don’t deserve that. they do not deserve 2 weeks. go fill the gas tank. drop it off. and come back to Miami because I have a room waiting for you” godbless her.

Remember when I was leaving that night. I asked you if there was anything you had to say. I was hoping you’d tell me not to go. It hurt when you didn’t . maybe if you had i would’ve stayed. but looking back… me staying wouldn’t have helped.

Remember when I told you not to worry where i’m going? One of the boys used one of your company trucks, took off the GpS and drove me and Michael to the airport. I slept at the airport and waited for my flight the following morning. slept is the wrong word. “i endured the night” is more like it.

Remember when you and your mom found out where i ended up the following morning?

Remember when I came back and slept on your bed? Frankly it was fucked up of you too. I put my credit on the line to get yall the two mattresses which you never helped me payback. instead you were using that same mattress for whoever you wanted in your bed. while sleeping on your exbf’s credit. must be nice.

Remember when you would hear about me through Jane? the evil part of me whispered lies about her to you in a way to turn her against you. luckily she was smart enough to catch on. my other biggest mistake. letting myself hit rock bottom and doing some scummy shit like that.

Remember when you came down and we ate nitrogen ice cream? that day was perfect. it was a glimpse of us. it was like nothing happened. it was just you and me again. and in that moment it was perfect. But i knew once it ended, we were still gonna be done. it was bittersweet and i still hold on to that memory.

Remember when I left Pita’s? I couldn’t go back with my mom. i didn’t have ANYWHERE to go. so i stayed in my car. I slept in my car and used my friends bathroom to shower everyday. she was heavensent in that little time period.

Remember when I moved back to Pita’s?

Remember when your mom cried wolf and painted me as a rapist/violator? I reached my low point when you, jessica and everyone had me believe what Jessica was saying was true. but yet… you knew me. and you know the kinda person your mom is and yet you still believed her…

Remember when you got the call the same night and you chewed me up and spit me back out the next morning. how could I argue? after all i blacked out after two drinks. two cocktails. by 10pm i was blacked out. we had gotten there maybe a little more than half hour before that. explain how that happens?

Remember when you thought I was lying about your mom and how she was treating me at work?

Remember when you disowned me basically. and wanted nothing to do with me for “taking advantage of your mom?”

Remember when your mom was 2 months behind on rent and since it was my name on the lease, I was going to get evicted for not even fucking living there?

Remember when I asked you nicely to help me get your mom out of the apartment because of the eviction and you called me crazy and that its never gonna happen? and then remember when I fixed myself and said “this wasn’t me asking for permission. its a courtesy call. its going to happen in 2 weeks.”

Remember when you accused me of being heartless for kicking your mom and brother out of the apartment? completely disregarding that you woulda let me stay on the streets in the comfort of my car than help me take back MY apartment (cause lets be honest, that apartment was a joint effort to keep and maintain. and you lost that privilege when you stayed up there with Enrique). you can have your cake but you can’t eat it you greedy shit.

Remember when your mom went batshit crazy (q raro) and instead of 2 weeks she was out in 1 week because she had been secretly bringing Carlos to the apartment after saying she has had no contact with him.

Remember when that came to light and it cleared my name? I had told Pita before about what happened that night. and I was sure to make Jessica the sympathetic character in the story. and she said that she doesn’t believe that story Jessica cooked up. Her own mother knows the kind of serpent her daughter is. that’s saying a lot. that gave me the conviction to do what i did near the end.

Remember when you wanted to talk to me after the whole thing with Jessica came out? You wanted to apologize for not believing me. unluckily for you, you finished showing me exactly the kind of person you are. and so i sent you to go eat shit and that you were gonna end up like your mom. at that point I no longer wished to get with you anymore. everything before your grandma believing me about the so called “violation” was me trying to get back with you and i would HAVE never jeopardized that. but that was long gone at that point.

Remember when I would’ve done anything to stay with you? and Now i’d do anything to prevent myself from being hurt again. yet here i find myself going down memory lane speaking into the infinite void in the internet for anyone to hear me.

Remember when I thought we were gonna be together forever? Those were the hopes and dreams of a boy. completely unrealistic expectations for a relationship that never progressed and was unable to allow two individuals to coincide and grow with each other than without.

The man i am now will always remember this. From this day to my last. I am not my past actions, and neither are you. When i move forward I try and do things the right way. to show myself and everyone else that I am better than the atrocities i’ve committed in my past. if you aren’t doing the same then the most I can say is, good luck, charlie.

Remembering when I had all these good and bad times with you is very bittersweet. but I look back and smile. they were beautiful memories. and younger me would’ve loved to make more memories with you. but i’m afraid it’s not something that is in the cards. for either of us. for me its to protect myself from getting hurt like that. and I know for you, its because you don’t even want to look at me. to you i’ve cause you a lot of damage. your reality is your reality as is mine. I won’t apologize for standing up for myself. take it how you want it. it no longer matters to me. I know the truth. and I will never light myself on fire just to keep someone else warm.

“Doubt thou the stars are fire; Doubt that the sun doth move; Doubt truth to be a liar; But never doubt I love”

-ya boy Shakespeare

[svturn-exe]

putting my old fr art (+1 edit. if you can call it that) on one post bc all of this was previously only on discord and i need a permanent link for the bios of some dragons lol lmao

noroi | salem | han axies | kai & ga-show

toffee | solid buttersnake old art of matias + more recent ms paint art

nero | ms paint whiterose

thanxx

[ongfrutosdoamanha]

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[deathbeckons]

( alberto rosende, 23, male, he/him, human, feeder ) It’s been a while since we’ve seen MATIAS ‘MATTY’ DESOTO. I hear they’re a HUMAN and they reside on the WESTSIDE. They’re known to frequent BITE CLUB & VOCIFEROUS and have made a place at THE OVERLORD’S HOME. Some may say they act RECKLESS & ALOOF, while others claim they are GIVING & MALIABLE. With that being said, they’ve found the State of Calamity.

ABOUT MATIAS DESOTO

matty didn’t leave the other humans willingly, he was taken on a resource gathering trip gone wrong. he tried to hold the vampires off whilst the others ran, and as far as he knew his friends all survived. he got taken. honestly, he doesn’t know why he’s not dead and being kept as a feeder instead but he was just thankful to be alive. the humans will never come and rescue him, despite him being the one to save their lives; he knows that. he’s seen as a betrayer now because he doesn’t escape himself. 

in all honestly, matias doesn’t mind his new life. he acts a lot more innocent than he really is, but he likes it when he’s bitten - especially the rough ones. he often distracts the rougher vamps from the other feeders and takes them for himself ( making it sound like it’s all their idea of course ), and he loves the feeling of the blood leaving his body. the human knows he shouldn’t love it, that he should fight it, but instead he’s happy to stay where he is. 

eventually, he got claimed by kazimir, the overlord, and he lives his life by the mans side every second he possibly can.

[solarsought]

characters i’d love to have interactions with: tvd/to

josephine larue - nola witches, crescent wolves, nola vampires, someone to ressurect her, ocs matias pena - elijah mikaelson, klaus mikaelson, rebekah mikaelson, hop mikaelson, any mikaelson, other vampires needing a lawyer, ocs lachlan robertson - anyone looking for a scottish fuckboy vampire dante reyes - vampires, witches, dancers, anyone he would work with as a dance instructor, ocs lorenzo santos - vampires, witches, werewolves, anyone looking for a writer, anyone looking for an old knowledgeable witch, ocs joaquin diaz - werewolves, vampires, witches, honestly anyone looking to fuffil their himbo werewolf desires, ocs clementine tilden - vampires, anyone looking to come to her bakery, people for her human crossover verses (please ask), ocs javier martinez - vampires, anyone wanting a broody bartender, people for his human crossover verses (they match up with clems), ocs freya mikaelson -  mikaelson siblings, mikaelson parents, dahlia, mystic falls residents, nola residents, ocs henrik mikaelson - mikaelson siblings, his grandparents, dahlia, hope mikaelson, ocs

[ofimaginarybeings-archive]

OC BIOS - under the cut

tristan’s bio HERE

aria’s bio HERE

adam’s bio HERE

audrina’s bio HERE

caleb’s bio HERE

jean’s bio HERE

mátias’ bio HERE

prisha’s bio HERE

adele’s bio HERE

selma’s bio HERE

vidya’s bio HERE

[solaciummeae]

{ Matias Reyes | Muse Biography }

general information.

full name: Matias Tomas Reyes

aliases: Mat, Mati [ only to his family and Bellamy Riado @deadbeatcentral; anyone else and he’s gonna look at you sideways ]

gender: male

age: 33

date of birth: August 27th, 1985

zodiac: Virgo

religious beliefs: raised: Catholic currently: Agnostic [ on the fence about his religious identity; not a huge fan of organized religion ]

sexual orientation: bisexual; leans heavily toward men

marital status: taken by: Levi Anderson [@deadbeatcentral​]

shipping status: CLOSED

physical attributes.

face claim: Pedro Pascal [circa: 2008]

height: 6′2

build: average/light muscle tone

hair color: dark brown

eye color: deep dark brown

tattoos: tbd

piercings: lobes

distinguishing features: deep soulful eyes, light facial hair, messy dark hair, tall toned physique, a slight slouch forward of his shoulders

outfit/clothing style: v-neck t-shirts in solid colors, loose fitting jeans both light and dark washed, steel toe work boots, a medium weight chain, stud earrings, leather wrist cuffs, various rings on his fingers

background information.

place of birth: Santiago, Chile

hometown: [ moved around a lot when he was younger, settling later than most ] Los Angeles, CA 

current residence: verse dependent - usually Sugar Pine Cove, CA

spoken languages: Spanish, American Sign, English

financial status: Middle Class

education level: AA - General Education/Business - BA - Humanitarian Studies/Human Rights/Ethics - MA - Humanitarian Action

occupation: verse dependent - usually Humanitarian/Activist

familial information.

mother: Isidora Reyes[alive]

father: Martin Reyes[alive]

sibling[s]: Mia Reyes[alive]

spouse: none - possible future: Levi Anderson[@deadbeatcentral​ ]

children: none - subject to change

pet[s]: a blue nose pitbull called Xena affectionately known as Princess

personality.

personality type: Ambivert

character labels: the Survivor, the Jack of All Trades, the Activist, the Sage, the Old Soul, the Caretaker, the Advocate, the Alpha, the Quiet One, the Pensive, the Dark Horse, the Badass, the Feminist, the Visionary, the Protector, the Explorer

trademarks: extremely observant, quiet until he’s formed an understanding and wants to speak his piece, fighting spirit, his strength, his patience, having a deep grasp on life, wisdom beyond his years, his vision for a better future for the planet and human race, taking care of others, warm personality, giving the best hugs, appreciation for life, surprising the people who doubt him, proving others wrong about him/his abilities

positive traits: loyal, considerate, responsible, strong, brave, funny, patient, compassionate, empathetic, charming, benevolent, clever, wise, intuitive, hardworking, genuine, resourceful, modest

negative traits: overly analytical, proud, busy, casual, private, intense, skeptical, solitary, critical, quirky, pushing himself too hard, fiery, opinionated, melancholic, ritualistic, secretive, stubborn

fears: serious medical conditions, losing his best friend, his family’s disappointment and judgment, the fate of this planet

hobbies: swimming, yoga, meditation, reading non-fiction, building his skillset, working with his hands, herbalism, studying religion

skills: helping others, public speaking, leadership skills, mechanical skills- cars/machines, repair skills- building/fixing/repurposing, understanding others/reading people, financial skills - budgeting/book keeping/strategy, creativity, finding solutions, innovative, aikido

likes: holistic living, being a perpetual student, making the most of his life, making a difference, match green tea lattes, flowers, working with animals, his best friend Bellamy Riado, feeling useful, learning about himself, higher consciousness/mindfulness, clean eating, traveling, giving others a voice, surprising people who assume they know anything about him, nature in general, unity of the human race

dislikes: pollution, climate change, abuse, bigotry, racism, homophobia, transphobia, misogyny, ignorance, apathy in others, violence, judgment, the kind of people who believe that their faith/religion is the only way/the right one, intolerance, imbalance, illness; especially in children, people who take life for granted, being in a rush

moral alignment: tbd

mbti: xxxx

enneagram: tbd

temperament: tbd

@cranberrybutter

[span-arch]

Interview about AI and Architecture. Thank you very much, Archdaily, for an interview regarding the implications of AI in architecture design, including its cultural and aesthetic implications. It was a pleasure talking to Ankitha Gattupalli about the rise of Diffusion models such as Midjourney, Stable Diffusion, and Dall-E 2, their impact on the design community, and, more broadly, the emergence of Posthuman design in architecture. "....... In an exclusive interview with ArchDaily, architect and educator Matias del Campo hypothesizes what the future of architectural aesthetics would be........." Link in bio #midjourneyai #midjourneyart #midjourney #neural_architecture #neuralarchitecture #artificialintelligence #artificial_intelligence #estrangement #defamiliarization #ostranenie #newparadigm #machinelearning #diffusion_model #disco_difussion #stablediffusion #aiarchitects #posthuman #aiarchitecture #archinect #archilover #archdaily #midjourneyarchitecture #arch2o (at Vienna, Austria) https://www.instagram.com/p/CjQRCDKODBB/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=