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anyone else have multiple traumatic memories associated specifically with holidays/family vacations? because that is a topic I never see discussed in all the So You Had A Shitty Childhood, Now What? self-help books i've been reading. but for me, it was a significant thing. and the more i think about it the more it seems like this would be an (unfortunately) common experience. would be grateful to hear if this matches other peoples' experiences...
#not a shitpost#serious post#ask to tag#tw trauma#cptsd#c-ptsd#and if so we should TALK about it#because it means there are a whole group of survivors out there whose mental health regularly worsens during holidays#like i know i am most certainly not the only person who feels an undefined Dread hanging over christmas/my birthday/july 4 etc#bc too many shitty things happened during those times and now my brain is hypervigilant bc traditionally these are the Danger Times#and this seems like it would be particularly common for survivors of abusive/dysfunctional households (aka most people with c-ptsd)#because holidays/vacations typically mean 1) the whole family is together/being forced to interact#2) and undergoing external stressors e.g. travel/relatives aka 'outsiders' visiting/routines & coping mechanisms being interrupted etc#3) there is social pressure for this to be a Fun Family Bonding Experience which only highlights the cracks in the foundation#and exposes the common Everything Is Fine/We Are A Happy Family lie#4) the cognitive dissonance of feeling tired/anxious/stressed/afraid during a time when you are 'supposed' to be Making Good Memories#and then everyone is angry/tired/anxious/triggered and things boil over and something or someone goes Very Wrong#weird that i'm posting this in october when halloween is...sort of the ONLY holiday i have only good and happy feelings towards#i got lucky there#also i have positive feelings towards Labor Day but that's for socialist reasons
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frootlooptime · 6 months
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miss misaboo
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vinnybox · 7 months
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My humble bday offering for @oriiduckko & @shandzii 🙏(◕u◕)
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jamjjamm · 5 days
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Castiel.
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starscollide0 · 3 months
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happy birthday ctommy I miss you please come back </3
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loadedchekhovsgun · 2 months
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY CWILBUR!!!!
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lineup + individuals below the cut <3
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+ beware the pipeline
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gooptroupe · 3 months
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birthday family reunion
click for better quality, sketch + closeups under cut
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btw the recipe techno used is one nikki gave him ((he messed it up horrendously) they still eat it tho)
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mars-gallavanger · 1 month
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chamoemileclown · 6 months
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tomotoad · 7 months
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If Towa has a million fans I am one of them. If Towa has ten fans I am one of them. If Towa has only one fan, that is me. If Towa has no fans, that means I am no longer on earth. If the world against Towa, I am against the world.
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polukhina-sonya · 1 year
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you'll change your name or change your mind and leave this fucked up place behind but I'll know I'll know...
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stardustsunsprites · 3 months
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the song i’d always sing
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+ another ctommers … pip
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jistagrams · 3 months
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"how are you trying to give me" he raises his hands, curving his first and middle finger making air quotes, "the best birthday sex" if you can't even handle my fingers hun." he places his hands back on you-- quickly finding comfort on your thighs. "nana im trying hard- your just making it difficult" you pant out, trying to gain the air you once had- he hums, pretending hes listening. " difficult though? c'mon hun, two fingers is all you can do? i know that's a lie baby" he places a chaste kiss on your forehead before pulling himself away to take his boxers off. "if you can't handle my fingers you probably can't take my dick then." he mockingly pouts, fighting the smirk trying to show. "no nana- please" you whine, desperately trying to grind onto him. "just the tip? please sir" he smiles at the nickname, finally giving you what you want. "just the tip." you pull him down to kiss him as he quite literally puts in just the tip, "go on, fuck yourself" he smirks at your confused expression that completely covered your once already fucked out one. "na-" he cuts you off with his fingers shoving their way into your mouth-- immediately gagging around them gaining a soft grunt from nanami. he sticks his fingers further down your throat as his other hand rests snug against your waist.
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pseudosaprophyte · 3 months
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i know i’m late but shout out c!tommy for permanently changing my brain chemistry and im being so serious btw. got into the dsmp in august 2020 and immediately latched onto him, and to this day ive never been more insane about a character. so many things to say about him but it’s 3:33 am so i will leave it at happy birthday chommy, you will forever be me fr fr
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diamondsheep · 11 months
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELOVED MARIMO 💚💚💚!!!
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shandzii · 2 years
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hehhaaheohoeheahoho @fluffffpillow
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