I just don't even think 20 something year olds can ever be 'femme fatale', that confidence girls try to achieve doesn't come through a winged eyeliner, that's experience and age. I have never looked at any 20 and most certainly a teenager and thought 'yeah you are a femme fatale'. It is not a title you give yourself, it is a legacy that you earn. You can't get it from positioning your body in a certain way in a certain black dress in a certain eyeliner in a cloud of Posion by Dior. If you sit back and look through all the femme fatales through history, they were mature by the time they got the title. So it is funny all these bullshit that people contionusly perpetuate and for what, I don't even know. It is even more baffling that there is this whole 'aesthetic' attached when the femme fatales of real life come in everything and anything. I finally understood this year that what poeple are selling is just insecurity and frankly, I don't want to listen to life or levelling advice from people who will be a caricature of anything over being themselves.
A big realisation for me has been that I can't do that aloof and deatched attitude; and I don't think it is ever meant to be sustained either. Sure, I can look the part but the bit where these 'grurus' talk about being this cold hearted bitch to everyone, I just can't do. Not that I am this walking talking ray of sushine but why would I go out my way to rude to everyone ? Like being a crass witch to people doesn't really get you anywhere so why are these 'gurus' promoting this? Reputation is hard to build and easy to crumble, you are just holding a cocked gun to your head when you are class a bitch to everyone. People can see right through your dark psychology 101 tactics on them and they don't appreciate that. I know girls who hold that 'men are trash and they deserve the worst' mentality throughout everything and well, the men they get are the type of men I would not even consider dating let alone marrying. That sort of misery is not for me.
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The Confusion of dress codes
You know you have a constitutional right to keep and bear arms?
let me tell you a little something with the dress codes, it kinda violates this is you look at it a certain way "The Second Amendment of the U.S. Constitution- A well regulated Militia, being necessary to the security of a free State, the right of the people to keep and bear arms, shall not be infringed. Think about it "bear arms" The upper arm includes the shoulder as well as the area between the shoulder and elbow joint. Think about it more, why couldnt I show my shoulder blade in middle school? What about my right to bare arms, lol. (That was a small joke, bear and bare have different meanings-)
Some more bullshi, i found this photo on google.
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Im dead, these dress codes got me trippin. Dress codes are low-key greatly overexaggerated by school administrators and school officials, like there is no reason the dress codes should exist. Whos stupid idea was it anyway??????? Who made the dess code become a thing, what stupid idiots made the person that made the dress codes a thing, an idea???? 💀
Its a restriction on students self-identity honestly, it makes you unable to express yourself, restricts your right of freedom.
But im honest here, the high school im in doesnt really follow the dress codes. Well most of the teachers dont care, i believe my middle school was on top of it 24/7.
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[(As a article says) ---But more recently, dress codes have come up as an equity issue after reports that Black students, girls, and LGBTQ students across the country are disproportionately affected by school dress codes. Some districts have imposed harsh punishments on those groups of students, including in- or out-of-school suspensions, for violations of dress codes. ]
honestly gimmie a list, ill name reasons why its a stupid bitc ah rule.
Dress codes specifically target clothes typically worn by woman and a few on guys which are only "cant wear sagging pants or muscle shirts" .. but i do have two questions for that. What if a GUY violates the dress code for girls? What if your trans, which way does the dress code turn? What if you have no gender, what then? What if you dont have any clothes besides clothes that violate the dress code, your basically making poeple spend money if thats the case. What if your insecure about the other clothes you have, what if your scared of not being "attractive"?
In middle school i used to enjoy wearing pj's to school, i felt cute and i personally love lounge clothes, it was then ruined by that dum ah dress code that doesnt make any sense. LIKE PLEASE HOW TO PJ'S DISTRACT, REVEAL ANYTHINGGGGGG. ITS JUST A CUTE FIT.
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ngl, u guys beat the system 😭
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"the moon dances with me the way the sun never will"
Introduction
Hisui Meguno also know by his moniker Aphelios. Is a part time toystore clerk and violinist/dancer and the second memeber of Aomori division Howling moon
A mysterious youngman dressed in dark and colorful clothes, his appearance is very different from his aura of melancholy and sadness besides the bore look of his face noticed by the people who see him working on his adoptive father's toystore
He is always surrounded by a feeling of guilt and despite he never say it openly his goal in the DRB is related to certain person named "Kohaku"
Hisui is a short young man with brown complexion. His eyes are a reddish purple with eyebags under them and his hair is orange blonde with dyed pink tips until shoulders in a tousled bob, he has a bang that cover partially his left eye, something noticeable are the crack marks on a side of his face and that he has on all his body
Daily, Hisui dress a mix of pastel goth and emo fashion, his outfit consist of a dark purple off-shoulder shirt and a silver jacket, his lower body is covered by thig, ripped black jeans with different colorful belts in pink, lilac and turqouise and long boots to the knee. His accesories a black chocker decorated with a moon charm, he usually wear purple headphones
Some poeple who met his younger brother noticed that Hisui looks too much alike him, but Hisui's appearance is more gloomy and tired than Kohaku's
Aliases
"project white rose"
My little dolly
Sui nii (by Kohaku)
Sui (By Ruka and Aoi)
Mooncake (by Akai)
Biographical info
Gender-male
Age-24
Birthday-september 18th
Ethnicity-japanese/filipino
Hair colour-blonde orange with pink tips
Eye colour-reddish purple
Eight-147 cm/4'8
Star Sign-virgo
Piercings-lobes,tonge
Markings-marks that look like cracks in all the body, some track marks on the arms, needle marks in the wrists, tattoo of a crecent moon in the forehead
Family
Biológical father (desceased)
Biológical mother (desceased)
Adoptive father
biológical younger brother (estranged)
Adoptive younger sister
Boyfriend
Voiced by-96Neko (rapping and singing)
Fun facts
MC name: Aphelios
Occupation: Toystore clerk/violinist
Division: Aomori
Team: Howling Moon
Position:2nd member
Favorite food:strawberry mochi
Least favorite food:natto
Likes: toys (especially suffed toys), Orange juice, pastries, the moon, dancing, his new family, Akai, walking in the night, violin,his younger brother, fashion and make up,magic, books , butterflies, sleeping, visit candyshops
Dislikes: his health problems, depressive episodes, illegal experiment, ARCA prison's lab, Kohaku's hate towards him, remember he is not human anymore, the feel of guilt
Hypnosis microphone
Hisui's hypnosis microphone takes the form of a elegant ,black and purple ribbon mic with different dark pink roses around the support, but the support also has chains that surrounded Hisui
Hisui's speakers takes the form of a black wood violin surrounded by blue butterflies,the speaker is a circular speaker inside the violín and when he starts to rap the butterflies starts to fly
Hisui's rap ability is called guilty chains when he use his rap ability Hisui can manipulate the chains of his mic for tie or attack the opponents draining his own stamina, he just can use his ability one time for battle and just in one opponent
Hisui's rap themes are around things like the misery and sadness but also the guilt for anything, he raps about his own feelings of sadness or how he "is tired" but also mention the guilt, how he feels guilty for something in special. How he feels sad for too much things but also mention be grateful with his new family and lover, or his love towards his younger brother
Hisui also raps about his love for the night with references to the loneliess and the moon. But in his rap Hisui could talk about his hate towards certain group that broke him completely. How he never will to forgive them for all the damage they made him and for taked his humanity from him saying how he going to " make them feel my pain"
Personality
Aloof and lethargic, Hisui seems to be a serious person with a aura of melancholy and sadness around him. He acts nice but reserved with the toystore clients, talking just if them spoke him and out of that foccused on his own business. Hisuis is the type of person who can be see sleeping in anyplace with a calm look contrary to his gloomy usual or wandering just because he can do
But even with his gloomy and depressive episodes Hisui is surprisingly nice and empathic, understanding people's emotions and being able of helping them when he can. But ve also scolds them if it's neccesary or they made a mistake
With his family (adoptive father,sister and boyfriend) he acts more mischievous and a bit outgoing. Hisui smile and jokes more with them, acting teasingly but careful, loving his new family and being grateful with them. Despite it Hisui also could have moments where he feel a bit annoyed when Aoi,Akai and Ruka insist on take care of him during his depressive episodes or when he's having a bad moment with his health, that's because he sometimes think that he not deserve all the "warm and love" he has now due to his low self-esteem. In part for the experiments on him and the guilt for leave Kohaku, falling in depression when Hisui think how his beloved younger brother now hate him, but he trie (and fail) not show it when it happens
Trivia
Hisui can understand and speak tagal
Hisui plays violin as a job but also dances as hobby
When Hisui rap, something noticeable (besides the femenine sound of his voice) is that his almost always sounds sad and broken, like he were trying to not cry
He was the subject of the project "white rose" made by a lab owe by th ARCA prison. The experiment consisted of mix magic and science to modified a soul until make it "artifitial" but the experiment was a failure
The reason why Hisui has all his healt problems is because the group not had the soul magic to modified properly a soul, and the scientist had not enoughly knowledge for take care of him
Hisui need to take too much meds in form of pills and inyections, that leave him track marks
Sometimes during his depressive episodes he tried to mix his different meds and use them as drugs
He was noticed by a person from Avici syndycate to the experiment, but the truth is that person originally noticed Kohaku as the experiment subject. and Hisui taked willingly his place as the subject, that's the reason why he leave Kohaku
Like his younger brother Hisui like sweets but he prefer the fruity mochi (especially strawberry) and the pastries
He meet Felix Sachishi because Hisui often goes to his bakery
Hisui loves Kohaku until today but he is aware of how he hate him, something that hurts Hisui more
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THE DEAL THAT HALD MY SOUL
ACE X M/F/GN MARINE READER
Warning: Alcohol (very drunk reader)
Sfw
You were marine captain that was placed in Loguetown for sometime until Smoker returned from another mission that was given to him. You were pretty strong and confident in your abilities. You were very flexible and used that to your advantage a lot when you fight. But not only that, you are very handsome/pretty/beautiful and have very curve hips. Most people you have fought said you had a very cocky/sly/flirty personality and loved to play games. Ace was very aware of all this, you and him had fought many times and you both see it as a game of mouse and cat. You both would flirt with each other to see who would get more flustered, who could pin the other down longer, sometimes you would even drink together when you were 'off duty' and didn't need to catch him. Ace had actually offered you multiple times to join him but of course you had sadly declined him because you somewhat enjoyed your job. But today you had decided that you would drink yourself stupid. You thought about it for sometime and you just wouldn't stop thinking about him, the only one who always gets away from you and keeps coming back like a boomerang. His cute little freckles, his greasy black hair, his wonderful body, hehe. You giggled to yourself thinking about the silly pirate. You finished your last little sip of alcohol before plopping yourself on your bed. Your tie undone, lose wrinkled shirt, messed up hair and red cheeks. You were a mess and you loved it! Giggling at nothing you get up and opened your window for fresh air... and possibly throw up. You lean out your window looking out in the streets, you didn't expect anyone to be up, except the late drinkers like you of course, but the bar wasn't near your building. You look at the two poeple walking in the streets, noticing the marine uniforms. Of course your gonna listen in their conversation until you became uninterested. "You really think (Y/N) is a traitor?" Said the one marine "Well, I do, haven't you heard, they even found him and Ace drinking together" his friends say, they were both red in the face, clearly drank. "Well, isn't that a problem" you say to yourself with a hiccup. You already knew something like this mite happen. You knew the government didn't exactly favor Ace and he just happen to meet you a lot and he just happens to get away every time. Your weren't mad, you were actually somewhat happy about the situation. You know the government is going to possibly execute you or maybe use you to get to Ace, and that was a big no for you. You were only a marine because it gave you money and you loved fighting for whatever reason. You started to pack a small bag of things you would need and money. You mite be drunk but you were a smart drunk (most of the time). But overall this gives you a reason to find Ace and see if you can possibly still join him and have one last fight as enemy's.
You had changed clothes and made your way to a shop that stayed open during the night and bought enough food that can last you to the next island. You made your way onto your ship and told the marines that you had simply forgotten to do some paperwork and are going to do it overnight. You went to the part of the ship that had no one around and stole one of the little boats.
You lied down in the little boat, your head started to ache but you stayed up and made your way slow but surely. You were almost at the next island. You planned to stop at the next island and get a proper ship and supplies before making your way to Ace.
After a couple of weeks you finally caught up to Ace. You made your way to were Ace would be, making your way through the crowd until you saw the handsome freckled face. "Ace!" You called out to him, he turned around hearing his name. He gave a big grin when he saw you "Aren't I then one who usually chases you?" He asked with a sly tone. You chuckled before asking for what you came for. "Ace, I actually wanted to make a deal with you" "A deal?" He asked with interest. "Ya, follow me to the beach" You say making you way with Ace behind you "What's all this about?" Asked Ace "The other Marines aren't found of our friendship" you answered "Did I get you trouble?" He asked walking next to you "A little bit but my choices also kinda affect the situation I'm in" you could see the beach and made your way down to the sand "What situation are you in exactly?" You stop in front of him as you got to the somewhat middle of the beach. "Long explanation short, I'm no longer a marine" You say calmly. Ace face lit up "Dose that mean you'll join me!" He said excitedly. "No" You say bluntly. Ace smile fell and somewhat annoyed with your answer. "The deal I wish to make with you" He listened closely "We are going to have one more fight as enemy's and if you win I'll be at your mercy, you can make me whatever you want, your friend, your slave, lover, plaything, punching bag, you name it. I will comply with whatever it is as long as you win" Ace was shocked at the odd deal but excited nonetheless "What if you win?" He asked with suspicion. "You have to do one thing for me" you say plainly "What? Is that a little unfair for your said of this, you basically selling your soul to me?" He said with shock. You smiled slyly and said "You think you can win?" He smiles from cheek to cheek and stood ready for your attack lighting on fire. "I know I will"
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