mrrrrp..... rambling
i went from being super stoked for the magnus protocol, to now having those feelings die every week... the podcast has literally become (/continues to be) nearly impossible for me to listen and tbh it's upsetting. i was really, really hoping that the awful edits and distance of the camera/audio recorder would be like, a smalller bit, or at least not be half of every gd episode... but alas. it just gets fucking worse every week.
i want to know what's going on, and of course transcripts are there, but... i want to *listen* while i am cleaning at work. and it has hit the point that even in a quiet room with headphones in at FULL VOLUME i still cannot understand half of the episodes.... it's a fuckn bummer, man...
it's actually embarrassing how many listens i have given them bc i cant decipher the simplest of conversations... cuz it's definitely not due to wanting the content as greatly as tma. i just keep getting frustrated when trying to consume the content i i was loving at the start lmao and its disappointing
but ugh, i've literally been getting bummed abt it every week lmao. i thought maybe they'd have learned from the negative feedback that s5 Jared, (and even Michael, the Daisy's trunk clip, and audio withint he tunnels) caused because of the difficulty to listen, lol.
it's an AUDIO medium, RQ, pleeeeeeeeeease
pleeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaase make it listenable again jfc ughhhhh :/
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a little nervous because my doctor increased one of my meds back to the original dosage...i stopped taking that dosage because it caused blurred vision so bad i could barely get my work done
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I fucking LOVE redemption arcs!!!! I love when people get given a chance to get better!!!! I love when people have to face the consequences of their actions! And then fully commit to being better!!! I love when people get a chance to heal!!!
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I didn’t want to reblog the whole thing but there was a post about clocks? and the overwhelming narrative seemed to be that it’s ableist to want analogue clocks because people with dyscalculia can’t read them? and I was just. so baffled and saddened by this dogpiling because I do have dyscalculia and I DO need analogue clocks because of it. I can’t parse a string of numerals as having any meaning, but the non-numeric method of telling time by looking at an angle is like… shape-based information, not numbers, so I can understand it. everyone figures out their own way to process information that their brain can’t or won’t process and for me it’s that I need to see time as a shape, not a number. So… bringing ableism into the clock argument as a gotcha just feels weird and icky and stupid. just let people have the time-telling devices they prefer, god
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bluhgh now that that painting is done and all my zine stuff is pending approval/release. I am once again free to art and I've got. a list of pent up paintings.
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am being admitted to the hospital for the first time in my life. diagnosis: acidy blood due to a medication side-effect. bluhgh
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eats food and I feel equally better and also worse?
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formal webby! (lena helped do her hair)
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ehhhh i'm feeling overwhelmed because of the nintendo switch presentation please send help™
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Indigo, plum
INDIGO = I’ve been following you for a long time
PLUM = I’d like to chat with you
You can IM me anytime ya wan my guy, anyone can, I suck at starting conversatioons tho. or yoou can add me on Steam at shadyparakoopaman i spose. anyone can add me as long as they tell m who they are too..bluhgh
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