#bpd talk ig

[skunkg1rll]

reading about how to deal with someone who is avoidant even when i have avpd myself lol

[descolez]

i want to make friends/mutuals so bad but i’m honestly so anxious and intimidated i can’t even bring myself to talk in servers or public spaces anymore and it’s so FRUSTRATING!!!!!!!!!!

[aesrot]

reading on dbt stuff and like. everyone talks so highly of it and how effective it is but ehhhh ... im struggling to see how to make it work for me

[ladyimaginarium]

i swear to g-d im& not even the jealous type but jfc i HAAAAAAATE this feeling when im& just lowkey like. who's :)))))) this :))))) bitch 👀👀👀👀🔪🔪🔪🔪 :))))))

[miamicommune]

dating as a concept feels Incredibly bleak

[girlwithfish]

shld i switch therapists xo lol

[oatbugs]

hate is cyclical! you're before only 20 so you missed the previous big trends, but before npd, it was borderline, and before that is was bipolar disorder. :) when my big brother was in med school ten years ago, he was taught that all non-compliant patients have borderline personality disorders! and when i was a kid every single unpleasant person was automatically bipolar :) hell on earth :) :) :)

this is incredibly fucked up bc pathologising ppl u hate or deem undesirable or w/e SUCH a good way to prevent ppl from receiving treatment !! and like imagine out of everyone on this earth you could possibly pick to demonise you pick some of the most mistreated, vulnerable people . i cannot !! fathom the cruelty !!

i can't imagine being diagnosed w npd, just been told you have a dissociative disorder for which there is no cure atm, etc, and going online and just seeing ppl talking about you in such a horrible way.

like What the Fuck Is This. @ autistic ppl ig we all lack intuition and are one-dimensional 🤪 "on a spectrum from low functioning to high functioning" fuck off . ig all pw/npd flip personalities like "dr jekyll/mr hyde"?? anyway

it's so wrong and harmful in so many different ways and actually my therapist recently told me to stop looking into it bc it made me rly upset so yh i'm gonna stop now but genuinely this is a massive deficit in ppl's perception of personality disorders that needs to be dealt w fr

[daz4i]

i'm gonna fucking. stab myself ig

[dollopheadsandclotpoles]

A friend who I made when I was going through one of the worst mental health periods of my life just said that I was "more neurotypical than him and his friend were" when we met, just because I was more likely to stand up to assholes than either of them were. Ok, well, glad I'm passing ig

[orange-imperial-tea]

Having social anxiety is like going on a roller coaster, in the beginning it seems like it’ll be fun, then comes the, “I DONT WANT TO DO THIS I DONT WANT TO DO THIS I DONT WA-“ but you then begrudgingly go do it anyway. While you are on the roller coaster itself, you are so paralyzed with fear you don’t know if you like it or not. Then afterwards you think “wow that was so much fun, I should do it again!” And for a moment you genuinely think you might have liked it. Thennnn you vomit ten seconds later and never want to do it again.

[catboyrome]

abt to start gatekeeping ian’s lives for him

[kudzucataclysm]

francis’s abandonment issues vs desmond’s abandonment issues uh...DONT fight??

[whimsyworm]

i am genuinely so fucking tired of hearing about this stupid fucking trial. shut the fuck up

[rememberingpunday]

I high-key miss being surrounded by friends, love, and support 🙃

[girlwithfish]

if i dont look cute tomorrow i will kill myself

[nomaishuttle]

tbh probably a good thing tumblr freaked iut when i tried to post the post i just wrote bc i think i spiralled a lot in the tags