#brainspace

[gatheringbones]

my mother made me live in her reality most of the time and her reality was bugfuck nuts but like. even that world had its own interior logic and the pathways of that logic still comprise my most root level brain function, it still determines how how I process basic information. her crazy shaped and informed my crazy: you can trace the contours of my maladaptive thinking and false perceptions and see her footprints, her facial features, the shape and heft of her terrible love for me. I will never see her again in this lifetime but every neuron passing from one side of my brain to the other has her fingerprints, 2 + 2 will continue to equal 5 because I love her and it’s all I have left of her.

[salmonandfox]

Fan-mood

I follow people on DA even though I'm trying not to be active there because man it's just a hot mess... and one of the people I follow has been posting Charlie/Alistor ship stuff like... non stop.

And I'm not out to yuck someone's yum and I know we've been told it's ok to ship Alistor but man...

I kinda want to draw Chaggie not because it's my OTP but just because -shit can we give the WLW ship a little love??

Let's be clear I have no intention of going -to the artist- and giving them shit, that's their thing, they're fine... I like Alistor too...

I'm just... IDK.

[boinklydoinklysploinkly]

Yeah

do you ever say something and then think "wow this isnt even a bit. im just like this"

[thenon-fictiondays]

lmao he looks so smug about this

[mulderrrrrrr]

“tell me i’m crazy.”

“mulder, you’re crazy.”

[yourblackhearts]

[that one part of all-american bitch by Olivia Rodrigo where she just screams.mp3]

[astolfofo]

I seriously think Phainon would probably either give you a plain metal ring, not one you'd wear on your ring finger, maybe something like on your thumb or index finger to wear. Or maybe if he was feeling bolder he'd give you a ribbon. And he'd tie it around your neck.

Maybe a little harder than you like, but it'd probably be blue. Cause the complementary colour of brown (which this mf has a fucking collar wtf...) and you two would match in some weird way. And you can't untie the knot because he made it one of those knots that's really hard to untie unless you're looking at it (he ties it from the back).

Same thing with the ring. The ring would probably be like a tad bit too small so you'd have difficulty taking it off. It's ugly. You hate it. But he insists.

It's not even a possessive action either its just like. Its like those goofy ahh promise rings that couples give each other. Yeah instead of that, he does this instead.

[dinoserious]

my slugfreak namekians ft piccolo and dende

[duckngk]

been watching milo murphy’s law, i enjoy cavenkota (dakavendish? dakodish?) very much. here is some yuri no one asked for

illustrated my very complicated and nuanced thought process as well

[potatobugz]

collection of world's dandy doodles...... i have developed yet another favorite

[shmorp-mcdurgen]

Who's this old fart

[gatheringbones]

[“Love or any deep connection with another person, however brief, does more than just satisfy us in the present. It ripples back in time, repairing, restoring, and renovating an inadequate past. Sincere love also sets off a forward-moving ripple and a resultant shift inside us. We get to the point where we can think: “Now I don’t have to need quite so much. Now I don’t have to blame my parents quite so much. Now I can receive love without craving more and more. I can have and be enough.” The person whose journey has progressed to that point is ready to love someone intimately.”]

david richo, from how to be an adult in relationships: the five keys to mindful loving, 2002

[dizzybizz]

eiland page..... beloved <3

[cockworkangels]

tried really hard to capture some of his whimsy

[itslilacokay]

i miss you freellista ,,

this ship has existed for like . 4 months atp and its so funny to me like how did we get here LMAO

[freakinflipflop]

I imagine Kristoph Gavin was a 2nd violin in a string quartet when he was in college. He's absolutely the kind of guy to have played violin, and I would imagine he LOVED like. Haydn. But he's not showy enough to want the first violin position. And he gets SO perfectionist about the whole thing that the quartet ends up falling apart after 6 months.

So when his little brother is the lead musician in a successful band? AND has passed the bar and is about to debut as a lawyer? It makes Kristoph So Fucking Mad. Why does Klavier get to have everything Kristoph has strived to have. Why can Klavier do what Kristoph couldn't.

Kristoph doesn't know that behind the scenes Klavier is just as much of a control freak with his music as Kristoph was- Klavier is just able to keep his relationships based in kindness enough that it doesn't all fall apart.