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callsign-rogueone · 29 days
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under the weather
fourth wing boys* x gn!partner!reader *Aaric, Bodhi, Brennan, Dain, Garrick, Liam, Ridoc, Sawyer, Xaden! y'all seemed to like excuses, excuses, so here’s something in that style because I don’t feel good rn, but I want to write :( and I added Aaric this time too!  words: 645 🏷: no spoilers. just some thoughts on ways our boys would take care of you when you’re sick 🥰 descriptions of sickness (cough, fever, dizziness, etc.) doctors visits, medication. I've been ripping shots of nyquil all day and I’m not all there rn so I really hope these make sense lol 
Aaric lets you rest your head in his lap while he reads to you, either from a textbook (the grind never stops with this one) or whatever fiction novel he’s reading. the words go in one ear and out the other in your soft delirium, but it’s still nice to hear his voice and feel him stroking your hair as he reads. if you fall asleep on him, he won’t move until you wake up, or unless he absolutely has to — but heaven help the person who makes him move.
Bodhi insists on cuddling you back to health, curling up with you and letting you rest your aching body against his while you settle in for a long afternoon nap, because sleep is the best medicine. he completely ignores your protests that you’ll get him sick too (you do, and then it’s your turn to play nurse next week, but he swears it was worth it). 
Brennan spends as much time with you as he can, bringing his paperwork and things to your shared room so that he can be there when you need him, while still tending to his duties as a leader of the revolution. he checks your temperature and pulse etc. every hour, monitoring you carefully, but he’ll make up for it with lots of forehead kisses. 
Dain excuses you from training until you’re better, insisting that you stay in bed and devote all your energy to recovering. he frequently comes to check on you throughout the day, and you better still be in bed when he does, or you’ll be getting a gentle lecture about the importance of your caring for yourself and how much you mean to him — he needs you to be healthy, okay?
Garrick carries you around whenever you need to go somewhere, because he doesn’t want you collapsing after that dizzy spell you had. he doesn’t care if it’s only twenty feet to the showers and back; he’s scooping you up and walking over himself. he also insists on supervising your shower, but no funny business — you’re sick. once you’ve recovered, however…
Liam draws you a warm bath, letting you soothe your aching muscles for a while before washes your hair and your back for you, being incredibly gentle all the while. he’ll dry you off afterward, letting you pick any of his clothes to wear to sleep if you want, and helping you through the steps of your nightly routine — brushing your teeth, etc., before giving you your medicine and letting you fall asleep on his chest.
Ridoc goes with you to the healers, rubbing your back and making soft jokes all the while to distract you from the discomfort — apologizing when your laughs turn into a coughing fit. he also tries to make you feel normal / less gross when you’re stuck in bed, helping you with basic self-care: brushing and braiding your hair, taking your makeup off if you wear it, helping you do your skincare… 
Sawyer does all the things that you can’t do while you’re sick — goes to class and copies an extra set of notes for you, does your laundry, straightens up your room, etc. that way you can focus on recovering, but also, once you’re back on your feet, you won’t have a huge mess to deal with and you won’t be behind on your studies. he’ll help you review what you missed, as well. 
Xaden is protective to a fault, but when you’re sick, it’s a whole new level. he doesn’t leave your side unless absolutely necessary, ignoring any form of protest. follows the healer’s instructions to the letter — antibiotics every four hours? he’s waking you up at two am, glass of water in hand, helping you sit up so you can take them. he’ll also use his shadows to dim the room so you can sleep through the day. 
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angstywaifu · 3 months
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Masterlist
A master list for all my writings. Mainly for Fourth Wing and our rebellion boys. But I am starting ACOTAR so maybe we will see the bat boys I've heard so much about. Please note that my posting will go between being consistent to sometimes here and there depending on work and life things. But I am trying to write a few parts ahead for The Lost Sister (current main series).
Please include as much detail as possible when sending in a request.
Requests are Open.
Prompts Who I write for: Fourth Wing/Iron Flame
Garrick Tavis (main comfort zone)
Bodhi Durran
Xaden Riorson
Liam Mairi
Dain Aetos
Brennan Sorrengail
ACOTAR
Azriel
Rhysand
Cassian
Crescent City
Ruhn Danaan
Hunt Athalar
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Smut - 💕 Fluff - 🌸 Angst - 😡
Garrick Tavis:
The Lost Sister (ongoing series) 💕🌸😡
Garrick Tavis Head Cannons 🌸
Just One Date 🌸
Reunited 🌸
Goodbye 😡
Goodbye Part 2 (coming soon)
Means To And End - One Shot Garrick POV 😡
I Just Want To Talk To Them 😡
Happy Birthday 💕🌸
I just Want To Talk To Them Part 2 - The Reward 💕
Garrick Tavis Dad Head Cannons (coming soon)🌸
Garrick Tavis Pregnant Reader Head Cannons (coming soon)🌸
Bodhi Durran:
Love Letters 🌸
Options 🌸
Ridoc Gamlyn:
Matchmaker 🌸
Xaden Riorson:
I Think I Deserve a Kiss 🌸
All Alone 🌸
Not Meant To Care 😡
Liam Mairi
Surprise🌸
Eyes On Me 💕
Brennan Sorrengail
Can We Not 🌸
Cuddle Head Cannons 🌸
Dain Aetos
You Think I Wanted This
Ruhn Danaan
Shut Up. Make Me.
Shut Up. Make Me. Part 2 💕
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Hii could I request a brennan story where they have been dating for a while and the reader is a kind of witch type but also very clumsy so she goes to brennan a lot for mending or they might be sitting together and he'll look over and she'll have a new bruise or scratch and he'll be like when/where did you get this ? And she's like idk with a lot of fluff
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Bruises
Brennan Sorrengail x witch!reader, Xaden x sister!reader (mentioned once if u squint)
Warnings: fluff, suggestive
Prompts: N/A
Summary: You come to Brennan for mending and he notices a bruise that he hadn’t seen before.
a/n i love brennan 🫶🏻
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Fucking Xaden, why did he have to go so hard in today’s lesson? I have bruises all over my body.
It’s like he purposefully went harder on me than the others. I climb up the stairs to Brennan’s room, wincing as I reach the top.
Clutching my stomach, I knock on his door. My shadows nip at the skin near my bruises trying to help me. “You’re not helping” I hiss at them.
“My love? What’s wrong?” He questions as he moves away from the door to let me in, “Fucking Xaden beat me up, I’m gonna get him good tomorrow,” I breathe out when he places me on his table.
“Before you start getting ideas to murder your brother, let me fix those,” his lips capture mine in a kiss that leaves my mind blank and my cheeks blazing.
Shadows tug on my t shirt lifting them up to reveal the bruises to Brennan, they’ve always liked him more than me.
“Darling, you have to be more careful, you come to me almost more than Violet used to go to Nolon.” Concern laces his voice as he mends the bruises.
I point to a place above my rib for him to mend and a couple more places around my stomach area.
The shadows disperse once they see Brennan getting to work on the bruises one by one. They come back to the healed skin, their soft, cold caress soothing my skin.
“All done, sweetheart,” Just as I’m about to hop off his table and get ready for bed, his hands hold me down and he pulls the t shirt up again.
“What are these bruises?” He says motioning towards the red marks on my hips. Confused, I look down to the marks he was looking at.
Seeing them, I let out a giggle, he looks up at me confused, “This is not funny love, if someone’s hurting y-”. I cut his concerns off and laugh out loud.
Looking at his bewildered expression, I try to explain without laughing “Those are the marks from last night,”.
His cheeks take on a deep shade of crimson, cupping his cheeks, I look into his eyes and whisper “You’re cute when you’re flustered you know”.
“I’m sorry” he begins to sputter out but instead I attach my lips to his.
“I like it when you mark me” I mutter out. He growls and kisses me hard. I gasp in his mouth when he picks me up by my thighs and presses my back into the wall.
My shadows pool at his feet, running up and down his thighs.
My hands run through his auburn hair, tugging and pressing at the places he likes. I smile against his lips when he groans into my mouth.
Tugging on his shirt, I whine into his mouth begging him to take it off.
“Brennan please,” I whimper.
He guides us to the bed our lips crashing into each other. His shirt comes off and my fingers deftly reach to undo his pants.
Panting he pulls away, “You’re not gonna be able to walk tomorrow,”
BONUS SCENE
“Brennan, can you mend my fin-” Violet opens the door and steps into the room. Brennan and I were in a rather compromising position, him on top of me, shirtless, while my shirt had ridden up to reveal a bit of my bra.
We’re both frozen in place, but Violet is quick to shut the door and leave us alone. Just as we’re about stop resume our actions, Xaden barges into the door.
“Lieutenant Colonel Aisereigh, get off my sister, there’s a meeting you should be at” Xaden’s voice books across the room. Rolling my eyes, I get up and look over at Brennan, who has a pained expression on his face. He reaches on the floor for the t shirt we had discarded.
Stepping out the doorway, I wait for him to come out. “You’re a real hypocrite you know that,” I say to Xaden, who has his arms crossed.
“You yell at anyone who disturbs you and Violet during your me time, but then disrupt others” I start ranting, “Like honestly, I feel bad for Violet because she has to be stuck with your broody presence,”
“Your sister does have a point, you are a hypocrite,” Violet joins in.
“No wonder why dad liked me better,” I scoff.
“Well he didn’t seem to like you enough to make you the ruler of Tyrrendor,” He counters.
“Please, you only got it because your the oldest and self appointing yourself as king doesn’t count,” I argue.
“I’m the oldest by 2 minutes” Xaden looks annoyed now. Good.
“Yeah and the two minutes of peace I got while being in Mum’s stomach was probably the best time of my life.
The door opens and Brennan steps out. But neither, me or Xaden, stop glaring daggers at each other.
I smile in satisfaction when he pulls away first.
“Hurry up, Brennan,” He growls out.
Brennan buried his face into my neck, “Your brother’s going to make me have blue balls,”
“Come back soon enough, and I’ll take real good care of your balls honey”
a/n hope you liked it 💕
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bubbles-for-all-of-us · 3 months
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Maybe brennan x witch reader that help eachother all the time but at some point she gets really hurt and brennan just goes ballistic trying to get to her on time and the fluff afterwards of him being a mother hen
Don’t die
When Brennan had first come to the Riorson house he never imagined that the first thing he would be greeted by would be a hurdle of females. All visibly drained. All way paler. The silver lining their eyes. That was the first of many times you had hissed at him. Back then he had misjudged the situation. His understanding of what was going on was murky. Brennan had little to no knowledge of what else was used to power the wards. Too many scrolls were in languages he couldn’t read.
That day he had simply attempted to pick up a little girl that had been crawling across the floor. Brennan had barely bent over when a sharp knife dug against his neck. “Move and I will cut you open”, that was when he first laid eyes on you. You were younger than him. At least that’s how it looked. But even if your hand wasn’t shaky Brennon saw the fear in your eyes. If not that then the scars all across your body did.
That was also the day when a new side of anger was born. They were using witches as power outlets. Dragging innocent children to the borders. But Brennan was going to change that.
“So what does this say?”, Brennan leaned over your shoulder, pointing at the paragraph he had been struggling to translate. You were in his room. The hour was edging towards the early morning but you both couldn’t seem to put the work aside. “I’m not one hundred percent sure”, you admitted, frowning softly. As yet another yawn threatened to slip past your lips. “But it looks like a sacrifice ritual”, you tapped your finger against the illustration above, “Basically the best way to use us as outlets”. Brennon shook his head, “Then we do everything against that and make sure that everyone is prepared to see signs of someone who might try to…”, “We could help”, you cut him off. For some months now that the revolution had kicked off in full swing the question of witchcraft had been raised in almost all meetings. For the most part, witches could uphold simple powers. But where they could shine if they gave away their powers to others.
“No, not like that”, Brennan protested as he stepped away from you. “This would give us the upper hand”, you pushed on further. He had never asked anything of your kind. But his protectiveness had harmed the progress of the revolution. “I will not allow that”, his sharp features deepened even more. The dimples on his cheeks wiped off with no trace. “But I am offering. A lot of us are”, you stated, turning to face him now. “Most riders don’t know how to safely use your power”, he pointed out in a huff. You knew that he understood what the offer implied. You knew the outcomes too. You crooked your head to the side watching the male in front of you.
“Don’t”, Brennan pleaded softly, his tired eyes meeting yours. “We will be fine”, you stepped closer to him, “I will be fine”. Your fingers softly brushed across his jaw. One that he flexed out of reflex before his lips softly touched your neck. You two hadn’t given time to discuss the situation brewing between you two. At first, it was a mutually needed distance. But now with you spending almost all nights in his bed and all the little touches. It had to be more. It felt like more. “I can’t…”, Brennon breathed out, his fingers digging into your hips just a thing stronger. “We already lost so much”, his desperate eyes met yours. But you didn’t let his fears reflect in your eyes, “You won’t lose me”, even if promises like that were so wrong to make in battles like that.
Brennon had triple-checked your daggers, flying leathers. Even the pins in your hair had been fidgeted with. You had caught his hand when he moved to recheck the straps of your other weapons, “I got it, Lieutenant Colonel”, you nudged his shoulder, hoping to suffocate his nerves for him. But he only frowned, “You never call me that, don’t call me that”, he grumbled, leaning his forehead against yours. “You are sleeping in my bed tonight”, he muttered after a couple of minutes of silence. “Is that a suggestion?”, you chuckled, letting your arms sneak across his waist. “No, an order and you know how much I love when you follow my orders”, he muttered, pressing a kiss to your temple. “Kinky”, you muttered as you two watched the horizon, waiting for the signal you all dreaded most.
Through it all. All you could think of was Brennan. And rule number one was to not get distracted but you worried. Worried for all of them. The cadets that for the most part were stepping into their doom. You had just helped to carry the injured flyer to the healers when your eyes landed on Violet and the venin that now surrounded her. It took you a second to make up your mind as you darted through the field. Summoning illusions as you ran in hopes of winning more time for her.
“Use me and get to Tairn”, you ordered her, as you threw one of the daggers, her confused eyes watching you. “You shouldn’t be here”, she stared but you quickly cut her off, “You’ll be able to aim right”, you growled out as you watched another cloud of wyvern approaching. “Now, Violet”, you hissed out, right as her hand reached for you and you fully lowered your shields, allowing her to dip her mental shields into yours.
It all was going right as you hoped it was until you eyes caught a glimpse of venin. “Traitor”, it hissed, “trading our secrets and for what?”. You turned, throwing another dagger before launching yourself off the closet building as you ran in hopes of reaching a dragon that you could use as leverage. You needed to get off the ground. See it all from the air. But your jumps had gotten sloppier, and with your powers running through Violet too, you knew your time was running out quickly.
You leaped off yet another rooftop. Eyes falling on orange scales. Marbh. It had to be him. Meaning that Brennan was here you only needed to get his attention but you needed to get rid of the venin that was chasing you first. “Pathetic little witch”, the venin snickered as you dodged another blow. You only had one dagger left. If you threw it you would be left defenseless. You looked back up, whistling in the tune you and Brennan used to identify each other with while raiding. But it was Marbh’s eyes you met first. And his claw was close enough so if you just jumped now. You leaped. A pained roar sliced the chaos as Marbh quickly changed his position but you saw something in the dragon’s eyes. Something that meant…
And then you felt it, a sharp claw digging into your flesh. Wyvern. Sadistic laugh. And the claw that was meters away from crushing your body. You managed to twist yourself, plunging the last dagger that you had right at the center of the claw welcoming the felling off free fall. Until your eyes caught Brennon’s mortified ones. His lips were moving but you no longer could make out what he was saying.
It felt as if someone had ripped Brennon’s heart out of his chest as he watched your body fall. It’s like every part of him froze for a moment. And it’s Marbh who’s working on his own accord as he plunges reaching out his claw to catch your limp body. Everything else feels equally as if it’s not him. Not him getting off his dragon. Not him watching Marbh slowly letting your blood-covered body hit the grass.
“No”, and it’s share panic. Blinding panic. Not real. Brennan kept telling himself. If he blinked. If he could only make himself blink it would all go away. You would be here. His knees hit the ground as he reached for you. Pulling your body to the side so he could examine the cut. “Yn”, he calls out, eyes scanning your face. “Come on, love, open your eyes for me”, slowly he mends the fresh cut, watching the flesh come together but your limp form remained.
“Come on”, he pulled you closer to him. Not safe, Marbh growled assessing the surroundings, flashing his teeth at anyone who got too close. “Please”, Brennan brushed some of the hair away from your forehead, “You can’t die. Don’t die”. His eyes were burning with tears he refused to weep just yet. He couldn’t. Never in his life had he had anyone he loved so much. You had become part of him. Letting go wasn’t an option. Marbh let out a pained roar too no doubt feeling the same emotion his ridder was feeling. Brennan felt his mending powers flailing. He was exhausted himself and with him not knowing what exactly he was healing and what other damage had been done most of it was wasted.
He didn’t care that he was covered in blood and grime as he pressed you closer to his chest. Swaying from side to side. Trying to suppress his sobs. And then he felt a light twitch. The feeling of fingers brushing against his side. Brennan pulled back, wide eyes looking down at you. Your own eyes were barely open but he could see the slight rise and fall of your chest. “Oh, thank you, thank you”, his eyes darted up to the sky before his attention was fully back on you. “Brenn…”, you muttered, bloody lips cracking as you spoke. “I’ve got you, you will be okay”, he reassured you, “I will never let anything happen to you, darling”.
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marvelsmylife · 1 month
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I have two Fourth Wing story ideas
Which one should I write first.
The first is a bodhi x reader, (ex)xaden x reader story.
Plot: you were dating Xaden until violet came into the picture and bonded with Tairn who happens to be Sgaeyl’s mate. Not being able to see you boyfriend get close to another girl you break up and end up spending your free time with Bodhi . . . Your ex’s cousin. What happens when you discover that your dragons are actually mates and decide to explore a relationship with him. Will it be smooth sailing or will Xaden do everything possible to sabotage your relationship because he still has feelings towards you.
The second one is a Brennan Sorrengail x reader story
plot: you were in a serious relationship with Brennan before he was “killed” during the war. You found out that you were pregnant after his death and had to raise your daughter on your own (of course Mira and violet helped whenever they could). When you get wind from violet that Brennan is still alive you ask to go see him just to get closure but when Brennan finds out he has a child he tries to mend your clearly shattered relationship so you could be a family.
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velvetlilacsdaisies · 3 months
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Masterlist
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Characters I currently write for: Bodhi Durran (Empyrean series), Liam Mairi (Empyrean series), Ridoc Gamlyn (Empyrean series), ???? ????? (Empyrean series)
💫 = indicates smut, read at your own discretion
Empyrean Series
Bodhi Durran
Shit at Feelings [series]
Bonding with dragons? No issue. Killing venin? Unfortunate, but doable. Confronting your feelings towards your childhood best friend? No thanks.
Series Playlist
[i.] [ii.] [iii.]
Five More Minutes [blurb]
Stay still 💫
Garrick Tavis
Flames and Weapons [collab series w @garricks4thwingqueen ]
What happens when you attend Basgiath war college as an infantry cadet with your lover, your ride or die best friend and your twin brother? Alot of fucking shit. Follow the story of our oc’s Allie Henrick and Katia Lalley as their bond of friendship remains strong as their dynamics of life change around them. What happens when they meet two fellow first year riders in their first year? Will their world change forever? Then again nothing can be as expected in war college. Stay tuned as our oc's become badass infantry cadets.
[i.]
Liam Mairi
Coming soon
Ridoc Gamlyn
Coming soon
???? ?????
Coming soon 🤭
Headcannons
Nicknames for him
BDxGT
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anothermarkedone · 5 months
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Empyrean masterlist
I don't see many Garrick, Bodhi, Ridoc, Sawyer, Rhiannon and Imogen fics, so I've decided to make my own!
IMPORTANT NOTE! Don't expect many fast posts, I'm currently focusing on my mental health and I'm also busy writing for the Avatar movies (with the blue people, not the elements lol) If you're into Avatar, follow my Avatar acc @avatarrecom!
Requests are open!
Who I write for:
Garrick Tavis.
Bodhi Durran.
Rhiannon Matthias.
Imogen Cardulo.
Ridoc Gamlyn.
Sawyer.
Brennan Sorrengail.
You can request poly fics with them or with another character (as long as one of the characters above are involved)
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Key: Smut: 🔥 Suggestive: ❤️‍🔥 Fluff: 💗 Angst: ☔️ Humor: 💩
- Other
I'm too old to get adopted, right? (Fourth Wing & ACOTAR crossover)💩
- Poly fics
Nothing yet!
- Garrick
Nothing yet!
- Bodhi
Nothing yet!
- Rhiannon
Nothing yet!
- Imogen
Nothing yet!
- Ridoc
Fourth Wing Pranksters ❤️‍🔥 💩
- Sawyer
Nothing yet!
- Brennan
Nothing yet!
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ariessential · 2 months
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Since I've been asked what I imagine my OC Diana from "Like We Almost Wouldn't Love" looks like - here is how I imagine her.
Check out her story on AO3, chapter 17 is just out!:
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'Den of Roses & Shadows'
'Prologue'
A/N:This is just a teeny tiny idea I had so I'll just do it because why not & bc my pookie requested it.First person POV btw.💗💗
'A dragon without its rider is a tragedy.A rider without their dragon is dead',is a phrase I heard ever since since I was a little kid.My past sucks,a lot,but I learned to suck it up and move on.
I've never had any family,nor parents,since they didn't want me,or so I came to believe while growing up,so they left me to rot and die when I was a baby.But thank Malek I didn't.I grew up on the streets ever since I can remember and I've been surviving by myself since then,not without people beating,cursing,or even spitting on me,the usual,but I managed to scrap up stuff to survive,but just enough to keep me alive,and I had no friends,because unlike most people,I was all alone,only by myself,and nobody cared enough to even speak to me,because who would associate themselves with the 'poor,dirty street rat',after all.But all the scars,all the bruises,all the trauma,the abuse and everything I want to forget,to delete,were inflicted by humans.Because that's what people do.They break.They use.They replace.And once you are of no use to them,they throw you away and dispose of you like trash.And that's something I had to learn the hard way.
When I was thirteen,it happened.The only 'family' I can say I knew,was my uncle,though I can't call him family,because he threw me in the water,in the ocean,off of a cliff,to drown,and I got injured pretty badly back then,but I survived that,and...I still remember it vividly from back then,even though I was young,many things stuck,because what I try so desperately to forget,my heart remembers,and even in dreams I am haunted by those,and dreams are just mirrors of the soul,after all,so all the nightmares depict traumas that were left unhealed.I wasn't really a 'planned' or 'wanted' kid so I was abandoned.
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Seven years ago.By the cliffs of Navarre.
I was thrown off a cliff and left to drown by my uncle,with no care at all.My uncle was laughing as he heard me scream and watched me swimming to stay afloat.The bastard threw me off right where the currents were strongest,and the depths darkest.He was enjoying the fact that I was in pain.My blood pooled in the water,leaving a stain on the rocks,the blood on myself as well,the scars,the cuts,and how I pathetically crawled to the shore,wet,cold,pale,trembling,looking no more than a walking cadavre at how much more paler and purpleish my already pale body now looked.Once he saw I was alive,he was furious,as if I was no more than an animal,something that needed to be caged,killed.I jumped up,the best I could in my current state and ran until I reached the forest,desperate,blood trailing behind me,so much blood I thought I had actually died and was just a corpse now, while I was desperately running for my life,and him trailing after me.I climbed the mountains,barefoot and bare handed,because I was only wearing a long,torn,raggedy dress,the only clothing he had ever provided me.I climbed,ignoring the sharp pain hitting my body,just to escape him and live.And despite my condition,I made it to the top,and he didn't bother following all the way up,as he never once,not even when he was hunting,followed what he considered to be useless.I was bloody,cut,injured,tired,wet,cold and trembling,with cuts from the sharp rocks of the mountains.But alas,I had made it.Somehow.I actually think Malek has favorites now,and I might be one of them.But I soon fell unconscious due to the blood loss.I woke up to an elderly lady looking down at me.Where I was,I did not know,but I was thankful.She seemed kind.And she turned out to be kind,and to be a healer.Just my luck.I couldn't help but wonder:was she the one who found me?
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Back to present
I remember that day so vividly.It's the day that left me with a few scars.Not physical,at least not only.Scars are not only physical,or so I believe.I have grown to learn that you are either the snake or the little mouse that gets eaten by the snake.And I will no longer be the helpless little mouse.
I've got nothing to loose anymore,which in the eyes of some people,makes me dangerous.But that's in the past.For now...I have to pass conscription day.
Pushing crimson strands out of my face,I walk towards the line,waiting.
My current life plan for now was simple:to throw myself off of a cliff as soon as possible.It is what it is.If not,fuck it and slay my enemies,in the totally normal way,definitely not planning someone's murder already.
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ILLARYA
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callsign-rogueone · 2 months
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excuses, excuses
fourth wing boys* x gn!partner!reader *Garrick, Bodhi, Xaden, Liam, Dain, Ridoc, Sawyer, and Brennan! got to thinkin' last night… the fw boys are all twenty-something college kids, and they’re gonna act like it, finding any reason to touch their partner or get them undressed lmao. here’s some of their excuses 🤭 words: 444 🏷: no book spoilers, but mild NSFW. just our boys being horndogs (all consensual and part of established relationships!) groping / touching / undressing, implications of sex in some of these but it’s not described in detail :)
Garrick likes to spar with you to help you train, but also so he can pin you down and lean over you, a sly smile on his face (“c’mon, baby, I know you can find a way out of this…”) (hint: the only way out is to kiss him)
Bodhi will lift you up to sit on his lap because there isn’t enough space at the table / etc (there absolutely is, and everyone knows it, but they just roll their eyes and ignore it now). and he’ll often forget his textbooks in his room, so you’ll have to sit close enough to share… 
Ridoc does your laundry for you, to save you time, and adds that for convenience, he should wash what you’re wearing right now, too. guess you’ll just have to lie around his room half-dressed until it’s finished. (you could have sworn there were five pairs of underwear in the basket when you gave it to him, not four… hm.)
Sawyer insists on helping you dress / undress for weeks after an injury so you don’t hurt yourself further (the tiniest little wound ever btw. you only needed four stitches and it did not impede your movement at all). also insists on inspecting you for injury every time, and he’s very thorough.
Liam will offer to give you a massage to help you relax after a rough day, but his hands keep slipping lower and lower, and he needs you to take your clothes off so he can really get the knots out of your muscles… yes, all of your clothes. (to be fair, that did actually help you relax)
Xaden swears that his shadows are only there to protect you, but they seem to have a mind of their own; they very much enjoy protecting any exposed skin, and the same places that he likes to touch, too. denies it up and down when you come to him frustrated at the end of the day, but he can’t leave his partner needy, can he? 
Dain finds any reason to pull you into his side, grabbing you by the waist / hips to move you out of the way because that guy was gonna run straight into you (he was going to miss you by a foot, at least) and keeps you close for the next several minutes / until you’ve reached your destination, not moving his hands.
+ bonus;
Brennan has a shameless habit of summoning you to his office for something important / urgent — to help him relieve some of the stress of being a Lieutenant Colonel (see also: bending you over his desk) very important, actually. thank you for your service to the rebellion 🫡
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angstywaifu · 2 months
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Can We Not - Brennan Sorrengail x Reader
Request by @xceafh - “can our goal be to not die today?” “that seems like a lot to ask...” A/N: First time writing for Brennan so I hope you all like it! Thank you to those who have sent prompts in, they have all been amazing and I have so many ideas for them. Keep sending them in!
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As per usual, our meeting had formed into an argument. And about the same things they always thought about. I had thought after being gone for a bit after the Athebyne incident that they would have moved on. But no, here they were arguing over Violet and her allegiance. Could she be trusted, could any of the Basgiath cadets be trusted. I was tired of hearing the same argument and I could tell Garrick who was leaning next to me on the wall felt the same way as we watched them bicker.
“You would think after all this time, they’d realise that she’s actually on their side.” I mutter to Garrick.
He chuckles and nods his head. “You would think so, but that would require them having common sense.”
”Common sense isn’t very common any more.” I reply as I nod my head at what is meant to be the group of people leading the rebellion.
We’d been in here for an hour, purely to talk about what we were going to do with so many dragons and cadets that still needed training. As well as those who had graduated and abandoned their posts. With still more to come. And now we had the issue of no way to supply the Gryphon Riders with the weapons they needed from us.
”Look, we can’t keep having the same argument. What’s done is done and we need to keep moving forward.” Brennan says loudly, cutting off the argument in front of him.
I looked up at him and could tell he was equally done with the spectacle in front of him as he narrowed his eyes at the group now frozen and looking at him.
”He’s right.” I say as I step forward from where I stood off to the side with Garrick. “We need to start making plans on what we do next. How do we get the Gryphon Riders the weapons we’ve promised them, what do we do with all these cadets, and how are we going to feed and defend the number of people we now have. Because those numbers will grow.”
Brennan looks at me and smiles. Over the last few months he and I had grown close despite how little I had been here. But with how close I was to Garrick and Xaden, I had been here quite a bit and helping in anyway I could.
”We cannot handle any more numbers.” Someone objects.
”Well we need to find a way to. Those cadets are going to want to keep their families safe, and I can guarantee more riders will make their way here after hearing what happened at the Quadrant. So I suggest you stop arguing and start coming up with a solid plan.”
”How da-”
”How dare I say what needs to be said? You lot need to stop bickering and accept that fact Violet is on our side, and we now have the riders you lot had been complaining we didn’t have. Yes it is un expected, but they are here now. So make a plan.”
The person I had cut off just stares at me in shock . I had spoken out of turn and technically over someone that out ranked me. But it needed to be said. They look at Brennan and Xaden as if they expect them to scold me, but both are trying to hide their smiles and failing miserably.
”And on that note, I propose we send riders to the towns and bases on the borders. See if anyone is willing to come here and join our cause.” Xaden says as he motions to the map laid on the table in front of us all. “Or if they are wiling to trade with us. We need to get our food supply up. As well as needing a way to feed the dragons.”
I retreat from the table and join Garrick back on the wall. He shakes his head at me.
”That’s one way to shut them up.” He whispers to me as the group in front of us start planning who would be going where.
”We both know it needed to be done, otherwise we’d be here for weeks trying to form a plan. And by then it would be too late.”
Garrick nods in agreement and turns his attention back to the group in the middle of the room. I turn my head to do the same and meet the amber coloured eyes of Brennan. He smiles softly at me, almost as if saying thank you. I offer him a quick smile before turning my head as a small blush works its way onto my cheeks. I swear I seen him chuckle.
After an hour of back and forth and only some bickering, I have my orders. I am to take letters from the cadets to their families to offer them shelter and salvation in Aretia. It wasn’t meant to be risky, but we had no idea what lay ahead now. No one on the inside to relay where units would be stationed, if they had moved on, strengthened their numbers. We were going in blind.
The armoury was empty when I entered. Either the riders had already been to claim their weapons, or they had enough already on them. I had sadly not been able to grab as much of my stuff before rushing to aid Xaden with his plan before rescuing Violet. Meaning I was very low on weapons. I’d only had time to grab the one weapon I knew I would need. My daggers. The only weapon that could kill a Venin. And I would hopefully not be encountering any of them. A voice behind me startles me as I grab a knife off the wall, sending it clattering to the ground.
”I thought I was sending you somewhere relatively safe.” A familiar voice teases from the doorway behind me.
I turn to see Brennan leaning against the doorway with his arms crossed over his chest as he watches me. A smile forming on his face, showing off his dimples. The sunlight behind him amplifying the red in his hair.
I roll my eyes at him as I kneel down to pick up the knife I had dropped. “Yes, but you never know what could happen out there. Especially at the moment.”
He nods his head slowly as his eyes follow me as I move around the room looking at my options. I finally spy a small cross bow high up on the wall. I try to reach up and grab it, but I’m just to short to reach. I go to hoist myself up on the bench to grab it, but a hand on my exposed waist from where my shirt has ridden up stops me as I freeze in place. Brennan moves into the space next to me and easily reaches over me and grabs the cross bow before holding it out to me, his had still on my waist.
”True, but can our goal be to not die today?” He asks, his voice so quiet and gentle.
I take the cross bow from him and move out of his grip. “That seems like a lot to ask.” I say, my voice shaky as I place the cross bow on my pack.
Dammit, I had forgotten to grab the bolts. As if conjured by magic, a hand reaches into view, bolts held in their grasps. I reach out and take the bolts from Brennan’s hand.
”Must be if you’re forgetting the ammunition for your weapons.” He teases as if he knows the effect he is having on me.
I shove the bolts into my pack before making sure everything is secure. Brennan watching my every move.
”Someone’s gotta make sure your signet is still working.” I try to joke as I hoist the pack onto my shoulder.
I go to walk past him and leave, but his hand reaches out and grabs me by the elbow, turning me back to him. I look up and meet his amber eyes. His other hand reaching up to cup my cheek. My breath catching in my throat.
”As much as I appreciate you making sure my signet is in working order, which I can assure you it is. I’d rather not use it on you.” He whispers as his thumb strokes my cheek.
I merely nod at his, causing a smirk to spread across his face before rushed footsteps come towards the door. Brennan removes his hand from my cheek just as Garrick appears in the door. He opens his mouth to say something but stops, his eyes moving between the two of us before he smirks at us.
”We’re about to leave.” He says as he looks back at me and motions with his head to follow him.
”I’ll be right out.” I tell him as confidently as I can.
Garrick nods before stepping back into the hallway, least he was nice enough to wait outside for me.
Brennan grasps my chin between his fingers, angling my face back to his. “Now can we please make sure our goal is to not die out there?”
”Depends, what do I get for returning safely?”
Its so fleeting I barely have time to register what's happened as Brennan places a soft kiss to my lips before smiling and walking out of the room.
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divinemare · 2 months
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Born to Die Chapter 5
Oh Dad, Oh Dad
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What I saw in his eyes completely broke me, because it had never been there before, at least not when looking at me: compassion. Towards me.
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marvelsmylife · 1 month
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A sneak peek of my Brennan Sorrengail fic
A/n I don’t know when this is going to be out but hopefully soon.
You allowed yourself to enjoy the kiss you so desperately wanted growing up, until you came to your senses and pulled away. “Why did you do that?” You whispered.
“Do what?” Brennan asked in a confused tone, his eyes looked at you concerned.
You felt like you were going to throw up while you processed everything that happened within such a small timeframe, “Why did you kiss me? Why now?”
Brennan remained silent for several minutes while he thought of a response, “I don’t know. It just felt right.“
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dee-writes-smut · 23 hours
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DROWNING
FEATURING Liam Mairi x reader
SUMMARY seeing the ghost of you hurts almost as bad as watching you go.
CONTENT WARNINGS major character loss, depression, depictions of grief
AUTHORS NOTE I don't know what it is right now, but I am just living for writing about grief. Sorry, not sorry! <3
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"Look at me," Liam croaks from where he's splayed out on the ground by Deigh. Violet is sobbing loudly in Xaden's arms on the other side of him, but you can't hear them. Not when your ears feel like they've been filled with cotton when the love of your life is lying weakly on the ground beside you dying.
He's dying.
Oh gods.
As the realization sinks in, a heavy weight presses against your chest, squeezing the air from your lungs. Panic rises like a tide within you, threatening to overwhelm your senses. You reach out to Liam, your hands trembling as they hover over him, unsure of what to do, of how to help him.
"Stay with me, Liam," you plead, your voice barely a whisper, yet it reverberates with desperation. "Please, don't leave me."
But Liam's eyes are distant, glassy orbs that seem to stare into a void beyond your reach. His breathing is shallow, each exhale a painful reminder of his fragile state. You feel a tear escape your eye, tracing a path down your cheek as you struggle to hold back the flood of emotions threatening to engulf you.
Around you, the world seems to blur into an indistinct haze. The sounds of chaos and anguish fade into a distant hum, overshadowed by the deafening silence that fills your ears. All that exists in this moment is Liam, lying motionless before you, his life slipping away with each passing second.
Memories flood your mind like a torrential downpour, each one a bittersweet reminder of the moments you've shared together. The laughter, the tears, the whispered promises exchanged in the dead of night—they all swirl together in a kaleidoscope of emotions, too painful to bear yet too precious to let go.
You clench your fists, feeling the sting of helplessness gnawing at your insides. You would give anything—anything at all—to turn back time, to undo whatever led you to this moment, to save Liam from this cruel fate.
But time is a relentless force, indifferent to your pleas and regrets. And as you watch the light slowly fade from Liam's eyes, you realize with a sinking heart that there is nothing you can do to stop it.
"Please, Liam," you whisper, your voice cracking with grief. "I love you."
Liam's gaze meets yours, a flicker of recognition dances in his fading eyes. His lips part, words trembling on the precipice of his breath. With a herculean effort, he manages to muster the strength to speak, his voice barely a whisper, but each syllable heavy with emotion.
"Please…," he rasps, his voice barely audible above the din of chaos surrounding you. "You have to… keep living. For me."
His words strike you like a dagger to the heart, the pain of his plea tearing through the fragile facade of composure you've struggled to maintain. Tears stream down your cheeks unabated, hot and salty against your skin as you shake your head in disbelief.
"No, Liam," you choke out, your voice raw with anguish. "I can't… I can't do this without you."
But Liam's hand finds yours, his touch feeble yet filled with a quiet strength that belies his frailty. His fingers intertwine with yours, holding on with a determination born of love and desperation.
"You have to," he insists, his voice growing weaker with each passing moment. "You're stronger than you think… You can't let this… destroy you."
His words hang in the air like a solemn vow, a testament to the depth of his love and the sacrifice he's willing to make for you. And as you look into his eyes, you see the truth mirrored within them—the agonizing realization that this is goodbye.
A sob escapes your lips, a gut-wrenching cry that echoes through the desolate landscape of your heart. You bury your face in Liam's chest, clinging to him with a desperation born of fear and despair.
"I can't do this without you," you whisper brokenly, your voice a mere shadow of its former strength. "Please, don't leave me."
But Liam's grip weakens, his breaths growing shallower with each passing second. His eyes flutter closed, and for a moment, there's nothing but the deafening silence of impending loss.
Then, with a final exhale, he slips away, leaving behind nothing but the hollow ache of his absence. And as you cradle his lifeless form in your arms, the weight of his words settles over you like a shroud, a solemn reminder of the unbearable burden of grief that now lies ahead.
For in that moment, you realize that you've lost more than just the love of your life—you've lost a part of yourself, a piece of your soul that can never be replaced. And as you mourn the emptiness that now fills your heart, you know that nothing will ever be the same again.
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There is no respite from the suffocating weight of grief that hangs heavy around your neck, dragging you down into the depths of despair.
You move through the world like a shadow of your former self, hollow and numb, the spark of life extinguished from your eyes. Friends and loved ones reach out to offer comfort, but their words fall on deaf ears, their gestures meaningless in the face of the gaping chasm that now consumes your soul.
Nights are the cruelest, long and lonely stretches of darkness that stretch on into eternity. You lie awake in bed, staring up at the ceiling, your mind consumed by thoughts of Liam—of all the things you wish you had said, all the moments you wish you could relive, all the ways you failed to save him.
The pain is relentless, a constant companion that gnaws at your insides, leaving you hollow and empty. You try to drown it out with alcohol, with drugs, with anything that will numb the ache in your heart, but nothing can fill the void left by Liam's absence.
And so, you continue to exist, day after day, trapped in a never-ending cycle of sorrow and regret. You wonder if it would have been easier if you had died with him, if you could have spared yourself this endless torment.
But deep down, you know that even death would offer no escape from the torment of your memories, no relief from the agony of your loss. And so you carry on, a shell of the person you once were, forever haunted by the ghost of the love you lost.
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Days melted into weeks, and weeks into months, but the ache in my heart remained unyielding, a constant reminder of the void that Liam's absence had left behind. I found myself adrift in a sea of memories, unable to escape the relentless tide of grief that threatened to consume me.
Each morning brought with it a new battle, a struggle to find the strength to face another day without him by my side. I would drag myself out of bed, my limbs heavy with exhaustion, my mind clouded with sorrow, and force myself to move forward, one agonizing step at a time.
But no matter how hard I tried to bury my pain beneath layers of routine and responsibility, it always found a way to claw its way back to the surface, a gaping wound that refused to heal. I would catch myself staring blankly at the wall, lost in the labyrinth of my thoughts, my mind a swirling maelstrom of regret and longing.
It was in those moments of quiet desperation that I would feel him—Liam's presence hovering just beyond the edge of my consciousness, a whisper in the wind, a flicker of light in the darkness. I would close my eyes and reach out to him, my fingers grasping at the empty air, longing for the warmth of his touch, the sound of his voice, the comfort of his embrace.
But he was always just out of reach, a ghostly apparition that danced on the fringes of my perception, taunting me with the promise of solace that I knew would never come. And yet, I couldn't bring myself to let go—not when the mere thought of him was the only thing keeping me tethered to the world of the living.
I tried to lose myself in my work, throwing myself into my studies with a fervor bordering on obsession. But no matter how many hours I spent buried in books, no matter how many experiments I conducted in the sterile confines of the lab, I couldn't shake the feeling of emptiness that gnawed at my soul.
My friends and family tried to help, offering their support and encouragement in the hopes of lifting my spirits. They would invite me out for dinner, take me for long walks in the park, even organize weekend getaways to try and distract me from my pain.
But I couldn't escape the suffocating weight of grief that hung over me like a shroud, a darkness that followed me wherever I went, tainting even the most mundane moments with its oppressive presence. I would smile and nod and pretend to be okay, but inside, I was crumbling, piece by agonizing piece.
It wasn't until one particularly dark night, when the weight of my sorrow threatened to crush me beneath its relentless onslaught, that I finally reached my breaking point. I found myself standing on the edge of a precipice, staring out into the yawning abyss that stretched out before me, the urge to let go—to surrender to the sweet release of oblivion—almost overwhelming.
But then, in the depths of my despair, I felt a hand on my shoulder, a gentle pressure that pulled me back from the brink. I turned, expecting to see nothing but the empty darkness of my own mind, but instead, I found myself face to face with Liam—or rather, a ghostly apparition that bore his likeness.
I blinked, unable to believe my eyes. "Liam?" I whispered, my voice barely a breath in the stillness of the night.
He smiled—a sad, wistful smile that tugged at my heartstrings. "It's me," he said, his voice a mere whisper in the silence that surrounded us.
Tears welled up in my eyes as I reached out to touch him, my fingers trembling with disbelief. "But how?" I asked, my voice choked with emotion. "How is this possible?"
Liam's smile faded, replaced by a look of profound sadness. "I'm not really here," he said, his voice heavy with regret. "I'm just a figment of your imagination—a manifestation of your grief."
I shook my head, unwilling to accept the truth. "No," I protested, my voice rising in desperation. "You're real. You're here with me. I can feel you."
But Liam's expression remained unchanged, his eyes filled with a quiet resignation. "I'm sorry," he said, his voice barely audible above the sound of my own heartbeat. "I wish I could stay, but I can't. You have to let me go."
I felt a surge of panic rise within me, a primal instinct that screamed out in protest. "No," I cried, my voice echoing in the emptiness that surrounded us. "I won't. I can't. I need you."
But Liam shook his head, his features fading into the darkness like smoke on the wind. "You don't need me," he said, his voice a distant echo in the recesses of my mind. "You're stronger than you think. You have to find the strength to carry on, even without me."
And then he was gone, leaving me alone in the darkness, the emptiness of his absence a physical ache that echoed in the depths of my soul. I sank to my knees, tears streaming down my face, my heart shattering into a million jagged pieces.
But even as I wept, a small seed of hope took root within me—a tiny flicker of light amidst the darkness that threatened to engulf me. I realized that Liam was right—that I couldn't continue to cling to him, to the memory of what we once had.
I had to find a way to let go—to honor his memory by living my life to the fullest, by embracing the future with open arms, even in the face of uncertainty and pain. It wouldn't be easy, I knew, but I was determined to try—for Liam, and for myself.
And so, with a heavy heart and a newfound sense of purpose, I picked myself up off the ground and began to walk—away from the edge of the abyss, away from the darkness that had threatened to consume me, toward a future filled with possibility and hope.
It wouldn't happen overnight, I knew. The road ahead would be long and difficult, fraught with challenges and setbacks that would test my resolve at every turn. But I was ready—ready to face whatever the future held, armed with nothing but my love for Liam and the knowledge that he would always be with me, guiding me every step of the way.
And as I walked, the darkness began to recede, slowly but surely, replaced by the warm glow of dawn breaking on the horizon. I smiled, tears still streaming down my face, but now they were tears of hope, of gratitude, of a newfound sense of purpose.
For even though Liam was gone, his love remained—a beacon of light that would guide me through the darkest nights and lead me toward a future filled with possibility and promise.
And with that thought in my heart, I took my first steps into the unknown, ready to embrace whatever lay ahead, secure in the knowledge that I would never truly be alone. Liam would always be with me, a whisper in the wind, a flicker of light in the darkness, a love that would never fade away.
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shameless self promo
I have literally read everything under the tags of "xaden x reader, liam x reader, fourth wing, xaden riorson fluff etc" and i still want more so i made my own book it is ONGOING but its 10 chapters in and is a Brennan Sorrengail x OC, all extra information is in the info + a/n at the start of the book
i try updating every week but with school and everything it is hard but i try my best.
you can find it on WATTPAD my username is larochepoosayy
i'll link it after the blurb of the book:
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Sierra Mairi was a promising young lady. She was smart, caring and always put others above herself. She preserved herself to others and was never deeply involved with someone. Would Brennan Sorrengail change all this for her?
Sierra was left heartbroken when the love of her life died in front of her eyes. Ever since then both her and her dragon, Rhaegal, have been left heartbroken, both without their soulmate. Even though Sierra was marked, the school for riders cared for her as if she were their own. For 5 years she worked as a professor, avoiding Brennan's siblings but when young and promising Violet Sorrengail found an interest in her professor. Would Xaden reveal Sierra to Violet or will Violet dig further into history and find out who her brother's fiancée really is?"
ik this is self promo and im not ashamed
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