#but alas i’m exhausted

[mollyhale]

BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! Once you are given this award you're supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out <33

IRENEEEEEE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH !!!!!!! 🥰🥰 the feeling is SO mutual bestie MWAH!!!!!!!! 🩵💙🩵💙

[makerandbean]

cosy spinning vibes <3

[lettertoanoldpoet]

you could absolutely break my heart that's how i know that we're in love i don't need the symbol of a scar so put down the knife, we're not swappin' blood isn't it enough that we stripped down to our skin? cold and porcelain like bathers in a painting and i told you of your past lives, every man you've ever been itwasn't flattering, but you listened like it mattered i feel crazy in ways i’d never say will you still love me if it turns out i'm insane? i know what you'll say, but it helps to hear you say it anyway some october in the future, i'll run out of trash tv and i'll be feeling lonely, so i'll walk to karaoke sing the song you wrote about me, never once checking the words i hope that no one sings along, i hope that i am not a regular damn that makes me sad, it doesn't have to be like that if you rewrite your life, may i still play a part? in the next one will you find me? i’ll be the boy with the pink carnation pinned to my lapel who looks like hell and asks for help and if you do, i’ll know it's you i can't imagine you without the same smile in your eyes there is something about you that i will always recognize and if you don't remember, i will try to remind you of the hummingbirds you know the ones (i know the ones) and the baby scorpion and the winter lunar halo and the walk we took in the redwoods i could go on and on and on and i will go on and on and on until it all comes back. btw. if anyone cares

[grocerystoreanxiety]

managed a 3min plank!!! During the ballet days 2-3min was the norm, my longest was like 6min so that’s what I’m trying to aim at, but tbh that 3min is the very max rn (at least if I wanna keep thr good form, which yeah obv I do), the last 30seconds was shakyyy

[threnodians]

i wish that these mood stabilizers would, uh, stabilize my mood instead of making me unable to sleep 😭

[foragings]

haven’t been able to sleep well in a week my bed is never made right and it’s always too hot or too cold and the pillows never feel aligned right

[cinewhore]

Watched 20+ feature films this weekend…

[just-a-creep-babe]

I CANT wait for part 16 checking like every hour! Love your writing so much it’s my favorite thing ever

Ahhh tyyyy that’s so sweeeeeet <3333

I’m hoping to be able to post it tnt! ^^

[onyxedskies]

fighting for my life out here (i am sososososo sleepy but i have truly so much homework)

[deprivedmusicaljunkie]

ok im literally the nicest person ever so i'll only give u two albums to rank : red and fearless (with their vaults),, aka the longest albums she has,, have fun😘💕

ellie i am literally at my wit’s end.

it’s FEARLESS

forever & always - the petty way she says and i don’t feel welcome anymore… this whole song is just chefs kiss and i have a soft spot for it okay (the piano version HITSSS DIFFERENTTT)

tell me why - it’s kinda crazy that i’m putting this song above all the popular ones but i love it so much. the violin in the intro is just so funny to me idk why, it makes me want to burst out laughing. and taylor is just so angsty here?? this one here. my fav (you could write a book on how to ruin someone’s perfect DAAAaaaAAaaAAaaAyy)

the way i loved you - SCREAMING AND FIGHTING AND KISSING IN THE RAIN she is so distressed i adore it. i also associate this song with my old crush but whatever because i want to feel like this again

you belong with me - SOOO ICONIC i scream-sang this with my best friend and it’s so nostalgic. it’s super pick me but every girl had a pick me phase at one point so it’s okay.

love story - a classic. i should get proposed to this song methinks.

jump then fall - idk why but this song hits different guys 🥲

fifteen - I LOVE THIS SONG. i’m so jealous of abigail if my friend wrote a song about my heartbreak i would be over the moon.

fearless - “this song is about the perfect first date i’ve never had.” same girl. i actually cringe whenever i listen to this song because it reminds me of this guy i used to like so. sorry tay.

the best day - once again, taylor swift reminds me that i have daddy issues. i remember on my first listen of this album i couldn’t get through this song and had to skip it… widiwidiekckekncndcjc teared up on this relisten! so!

mr. perfectly fine - ok tbh i have some nostalgia from this song bc last year they were playing this song in a barbershop in taiwan and i was so surprised ??

the other side of the door - back to december’s bratty little sister. jk i actually love the bridge but how many little black dresses does girly have!!

come in with the rain - oooh i love the “talk to… talk to…” lyrics they’re so yummy satisfying (ellie i’m tiredddddd)

that’s when - this song is sweet. every song is sweet but this is different. twosongsleft

superstar - cresswell vibes! is this song about joe jonas

you all over me - ok ngl. the graffiti metaphor was pretty cringe

untouchable - guys. how is this album worse than debut

you’re not sorry - go off i guess!

white horse - taylor, i’m sorry but. this is getting repetitive. why are you always so fucking heartbroken

we were happy - FEARLESS IS MY LEAST FAVORITE ALBUM THIS IS SO BLAND IM BAWLING

don’t you - this song sounds like every song which sounds like every other song on this album the moment this song ends is the moment i forget everything about it

bye bye baby - was joe jonas really that good of a boyfriend. did she have to release this song. did i listen to it in its entirety. who’s to say. i am so ready for red

today was a fairytale - in my honest opinion. this vault song did not need to be released

change - it’s fine. a standard older sister song. she def wrote this after reading a ya novel. not sure how i feel about her christian era but whatever. hallelujah!

breathe - taylor. girly. let’s have a talk for a second: please have one song on this album that doesn’t sound like every other song on this album. okay?

hey stephen - very basic. nothing really stood out to me yk? (should’ve been replaced by mr perfectly fine tbh)

burning RED

begin again - I HAVE SUCH A SOFT SPOT FOR THIS SONG. LIVE FOR YOURSELF. WRITE NEW STORIES. LOOK AT THE FUTURE. YOUR HURT DOES NOT DEFINE YOU!!!!

all too well (10 minute version) - THE SHORT FILM BROKE MEEE

all too well - OUCHH watch her grammys performance it is so emotional

the last time - YESSSS MORALLY COMPLICATED GRAY AREAS MY BESTIEEEE

red - LOSING HIM WAS BLUE LIKE ID NEVER KNOWN MISSING HIM WAS DARK GRAY ALL ALONE FORGETTING HIM WAS LIKE TRYING TO KNOW SOMEBODY YOUVE NEVER METT

holy ground - i love healing. i love getting over it. i love moving on.

treacherous - FORBIDDEN LOVE!!!!

i almost do - THIS HURTS SO MUCH THIS IS JUST THE 1 IN A DIFFERENT FONT

the moment i knew - this song is genuinely so heartbreaking knowing the details of taylor’s twenty first birthday… fuck you j*ke

the lucky one - yk what her vocals are kinda funky on this one but whatever

sad beautiful tragic - at first i was going to rank it lower but then i heard the bridge and 🤭

the very first time - this is such a cute song i cant wait to listen to it when i fall in love

nothing new - THE LUCKY ONE VIBES !!

state of grace - ok idk if it’s just me but this kinda sounds like a modern day christian worship song? in all seriousness i am obsessed with this song. very movie soundtrack esque.

better man - ooh good soup. i love how she kinda has flashbacks in this song like in all too well.

starlight - really adorable!! i love the dreamy vintage aesthetic and the guitar. could totally see a grandma at some retirement home recounting her glory days.

come back… be here - she’s written better yearning songs. this is whatever

run - what is ed doing here!!!

everything has changed - i’m not a big fan of eddie but he wasn’t bad in this. plus the joker and the queen is such an iconic music video.

i knew you were trouble - so dramatic and for what!!! she slayed

forever winter - this is literally winlet from scarlets pov ???

girl at home - she really is a girl’s girl 🫶

we are never getting back together - it sounds too similar to 22 for me.

22 - not one of her best hits but it still slaps

babe - mid.

message in a bottle - nothing about this stood out to me. not my favorite.

stay stay stay - ew. barf. i hate it.

i bet you think about me - the worst taylor swift song yet. why is there a cacophony of harmonica in the chorus.

[cohendyke]

can someone please give me covid or maybe even something crazy like mrsa or sepsis so that i can not have any obligations for a bit i need a vacation but realistically that’s never gonna happen so i need to be hospitalized unexpectedly instead

[tundrakatiebean]

Well everything everywhere all at once is very good and maybe watching a thing based around family was not the best mental option for me rn lol

[lamentablesbian]

moving out (take 2) tomorrow 💃💃💃 let’s go!

[threnodians]

fell asleep earlier bc i was basically running on empty all damn day (couldn’t fall asleep until like 3:30am and woke up at 8:15am) and being outside at the beach for like almost five whole hours ko’d me but i woke up a bit ago due to lots of pain from the sunburn i got even though i slathered sunscreen on and only went in the water once 🫠

i slathered a leave-on hydrating gel mask on my legs and arms (the only places i got sunburnt thankfully; getting a sunburn on your shoulders when you’re someone that has to wear a bra and/or getting sunburn on your face is not fun) since i don’t have anything else really and i ordered some better sunscreen and also sunburn relief stuff that should get here on tuesday which isn’t ideal but ughhh 😩

[the-travelling-witch]

But holly.. SCAR.

well i’m still on the starting dialogue

[shatterthefragments]

…oh. I’m hungry.