#but also not sorry bc this is my blog and it makes me happy

[helium-stims]

@euniysu's Red Hood Real Flowers Charm

[skitskatdacat63]

Okay I finally have some finished drawings of them haha. I swear I have a regular art style, chibis are just easier okay!!!!

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[clownattack]

I aced my thesis defence with merits and I WILL TELL EVERYONE ABOUT IT (once i had my little rest) tm

[marcmorrigan]

i rlly cannot express enough how much love i have for the death note fandom... im fairly new to it obviously but everyone has been SO NICE ABOUT MY ART OH MY GOSH. ive been in a lot of fandoms where ppl were sweet abt my work, but the level of interaction and enthusiasm i have gotten since starting to draw death note art has been like incomparable tbh... i am always so excited when yall leave nice tags and stuff bc they ARE always SO nice

[blossoms-phan]

I need to print out or pin that post somewhere about taking breaks from dnp to just like focus on your own life bc they’ll always be there I’ve been an avid viewer since 2014 only taking a small break sometime in between the hiatus but obviously like everyone else my online phannieism has come back full force since the comeback i only started using tumblr again around december but I would use another blog just to lurk and like posts I made this blog less than 2 months ago which is insane to me I feel like I’ve lived a thousand lives since then and it’s been so much fun being able to interact with other phannies and share my thoughts in a way that I haven’t interacted with the phandom since like 2015 but it has also rapidly increased my brainrot i already spent most of my free time just rewatching old videos and edits but I’ve noticed since like gamingmas my mind is constantly occupied with dnp and posting and whether my ask got answered and like I’m unemployed lmao so it’s all fun and games to a certain point but I’m also a student and I genuinely think me being weak and flawed in the brain and getting easily distracted has derailed me in my last semester of uni which is kind of not good I’m like oh lol it’s so funny and relatable I just love dnp!!! but there’s also phannies in med school and other stuff which is great and I genuinely feel like I’m holding myself back personally and professionally with how much time I spend thinking about them again I don’t think it’s a bad thing I just need to train myself into being More Normal and maybe blocking off times for blogging and watching and actually focusing on my life y’know

[tvrningout-a]

so!! a little housekeeping is in order!!

i'm gonna be here kinda off and on bc i'm going to work on school stuff! and bc my inspiration's been decent, i might reblog a lil spicy meme over on @tvrningon and something fluffy here, though ofc you're free to send in any meme i've reblogged in the past <3 i also have an inbox call that i'll probably work on sometime later today!

and just to kinda share where my head's at, my muse for kny hasn't been very high lately, so i'm thinking of changing my muse list in a way that reflects that. i just!! haven't figured out how exactly. i might categorize the lists by fandom and then by primary, secondary, and tertiary/request. i just want to show that my focus is on chiyo/modern muses, fantasy, and even s.piderverse stuff atm but without shoving all my other muses off the list or into the request category. i can definitely still write everybody!! the muse just isn't there like it used to be.

this doesn't affect many people here, but i may also edit chiyo's bio to make her fandomless again; i just don't interact with hq!! muses very often anymore, and her story isn't one that necessarily needs to be connected to hq!! to work.

i apologize if any of this disappoints anybody btw! i know this blog used to be very kny-centered, and a lot of people followed me for that originally. but i need to do what's going to make being here fun for me, which means changing things. if you need to soft/hardblock me, there's no hard feelings, and i wish you the best <3

[tvrningout]

guess who just finished delwyn's bio B)))

[biracy]

Tbh I should probably take a break. I almost definitely won't but I should, yknow

[lilac-melody]

Not to be mean but can people not send me asks, asking if they can "liph//yo beam" me?

[grapesodatozier]

the experience of being a st fan on tumblr who doesn’t have any strong feelings past “yeah he’s cool I like him” about steve eddie or will is a little funny ngl. not a negative experience but it is a little bit like opening a bag of candy and the bag is just like 80% orange and grape. like yeah okay that’s good but like can I get some more cherry and lemon and lime please like I only really want a little bit of orange and grape I’m glad the people who like orange and grape are having fun but there’s only like two thoughtful pieces about mike and nancy and el cherry pieces in here and it would be cool to have some more. and then you have to make your own homemade cherry candy which is fun and rewarding and I can appreciate the love and hard work that went into making the orange and the grape candies but sometimes you just wanna open the bag to some cherry already there yknow

[bobmckenzie]

i've been soooooo paranoid lately about people finding this blog sdjfjhefw but i just opted in to hide it from search results and i already feel so much better

[kenobster]

theres a pattern every time I try to use Tumblr... no matter how many times I have left/come back, how differently I try to do things, no matter how much fun I've been having, etc... The first several months are great, honeymoon phase, amazing. Then around this time frame, something upsetting happens (maybe this time, it was being stuck with a kidney stone and languishing around in bed for 2 weeks, idk) and this site starts negatively affecting my mental health ... to the point where I'm stuck in this self-pitying feedback look where everything suddenly feels bleak, bitter, insincere, and super lonely (for literally no reason as far as I can tell).

I don't understand why, and it's extremely frustrating because I have been (and am!) enjoying myself otherwise. :(

Does anyone else get like this? Or have thoughts? I'm gonna talk to my therapist, but historically this has remained an unsolved subject and so anything might be useful to me at this point T.T

[aquarri]

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[cowboy-robooty]

i hate instagram i hate reels i hate edits i hate the tags that dont work on the users individual blog i hate i hate I HATEEEE GOD WORDS CANNOT DESCRIBE HOW MUCH I HATE EDITS THEY MAKE ME WANNA TEAR MY HAIR OUT BECAUSE THEYRE THE ANNOYING BROTHER OF AMVS. AMVS ARE FIRE. THEY ARE SO FUCKING SWAG. THEY MAKE MY DAY THEY HAVE THE POTENTIAL TO HAVE SO MUCH THE POSSIBILITIES ARE ENDLESS IN EDITING STYLE AND AUDIO MIXING AND SHIT. EDITS ARE JUST DIET AMVS AND I HATE THE FUCKING 360 NOSCOPE SPINNING IN CIRCLES TIL I THROW UP GAME TRANSITIONS LIKE GODDAMNIT BITCH JUST DO A REGULAR CUT SLIDESHOW I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE THE SLEEKNESS I HATE THE FONT I HATE IT SO MUCH I LOVE THE FEELING OF HANDMADE SHIT I LOVE THE FEELING OF SORRY ITS SO SHORT GUYS I MADE THIS ON WINDOWS MOVIE MAKER I LOVE THE FEELING OF CUTS AND IMPACT OR ARIAL FONT TEXT I HATE INSTAGRAM SO FUCKING MUCH AND DONT GET ME EVEN STARTED ON REELS

[weezerlvr228]

Hello!!! I want to talk about weezer but im too shy! I wish i had more weezer friends

AWW ANON NO WORRIES!!! i was like that too!! best thing ive found is to just comment + interact w weezer fans on tiktok, like maladroitlover579 is super duper nice! :D people r very very nice on tiktok , but of course u could always dm me and we can talk abt weezer all you’d like !

[e77y]