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Tried to message a colleague to tell them I was in a stripy white and blue shirt.
Managed to write ‘I’m a stripy white and blue shit’
I’m fine, I only have to work with them for another 6 hours…
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The way Marisha's eyes flickered down right before she said "I kiss her again" will live in my head rent free forever
#critical role#critical role spoilers#cr spoilers#laudna#imogen temult#imodna#marisha ray#i posted and deleted this last night because i was tired and wasnt sure if i was seeing correctly#but yeah#i 100% believe that's what laudna did and it makes me completely certain she's in love with imogen too#she may not realize it but her feelings run deep for imogen#imogen gave her the reassurance she needed and laudna was overcome with the need to kiss her again#also i do not ship marisha and laura i just think marisha was in character#also i dont know for sure if she looked at laura's lips but her eyes flickered down right before laudna kissed imogen#so im gonna run with it
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i know i could just google it but i feel like i might get an easier/clearer answer on here
what the fuck is up that i’m having a hard time recognising faces??
#personal#help#idk i just walked past someone who’s worked in the building since before i started who i see around all the time and it just. didn’t click#and yesterday i was hanging out with my best friend of 20+ years when i had this weird headache episode#movement felt like i was underwater and i /COULD NOT/ speak even though i was trying so hard??#and i looked at her and didn’t have a fucki g clue who she was#it was scary and i did not enjoy it#so i was wondering/hoping someone here might be able to help#idk might delete this later
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It's crazy how wearing at least 1 piece of clothing that doesn't make me want to hang myself feels kinda good sometimes who would've guessed?
IT'S TOO BIG MAKE IT SMALLER I DON'T WANT IT TO TAKE UP MY ENTIRE MONITOR AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Still kinda look bad, but like slightly less bad than average! If I don't remember to stop walking in circles and delete this within an hour I'll die a painful gory death and my corpse will idk I didn't think of an end to this sentence I'm just procrastinating posting this. I would just, not post it but I NEED to gain more confidence in looking at pictures of myself and mirrors and also not hiding all evidence of my physical existence.
#god i need to get a camera my phone actually has the worst camera quality i've ever seen like how this phone is from like 2020#would it be more or less embarrassing if i made up an excuse that i took this as art reference for clothing folds?#cuz that's not why i took it but i can act like it is if it makes me seem less weird#actually the low camera quality is a plus; no evidence of my absolutely fucked looking hand#if i see 1 note on this before i delete it i'm starting ragnarok early (the real life mythical event; not the mmo)#what if there were mythical event pokemon in real life? like i go to my local hospital/convenience store and some guy gives me a shaymin#what if pokemon was like real life and when the pokemon faint they actually DIE and realistic bloodshot eyes creepypasta#what if when they use their persona they actually shoot themselves with a real gun and die wouldn't that be funny sephiroth moment#it's been 20 minutes i gotta stop procrastinating#i can't believe yo*ng she*don ended that's crazy#why did i not include the top of my head in the censoring? top of my hair looks like SHIT#it's been 40 minutes i gotta stop procrastinating BUT I HAVE AN EXCUSE THIS TIME; DISORD!!!!#fuck it we triangle
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I don't think Louis hates taylor, he's a grown ass adult. And yeah he gave sparky responses to harry getting asked about Taylor and he looked pissed off when she mentioned him in that speech but all that happened 13 years ago. Harry and Taylor seem friendly when in public and he always says positive things about her, why would Louis be different. I actually think they could be good friends, louis and taylor both give off don't fuck with me and tell me how to live my life and how to act and who to date and how to handle my career vibes. They both seem like complete opposites to their ex mr. people pleaser I love everyone and want everyone to love me. Louis should take Doris to one of her shows to shut them all up.
I'm hoping, praying, manifesting, whatever else it takes to see Louis with Doris in August (or whenever) at any TSwift show, I'm here for it on all the levels, and honestly, it doesn't seem laughable or impossible for reasons ranging from rando celeb sightings all over the damn place in her audience all the way to him not actively hating her like he's got an ao3 tab on the worst self-insert fic about "management" open from 13 years ago occupying whatever other myriad thoughts probably truly matter to him in his actual lived real life
#here's the thing that happens when UPDATE ACCOUNTS decide to delete content (usually related to women) they don't like#people following them miss out on seeing real-life shit that doesn't match what happened on TV for a hot sec 13 years ago#things like louis tomlinson openly saying much more recently how much he admires what she does with her fans and the easter eggs etc#right before he more or less copied a big page from her playbook with his whole geotag scavenger hunt#i remember posting about how similar the two of them are after watching her doc#the parallels truly do parallel on a lot of fronts#I would imagine him watching her fight the good fight with scooter would be only one piece of it#but go on and tell me more about how much he hates her lmao#(not you anon--you get it#but i did a lil peep on some tags yesterday#and yikes o clock#the lady hating STILL jumps on out)
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about to be sooo nosy so. my apologies. but. morgan frost? girlfriend? do share (or don’t! again this is so nosy i’m sorry)
for legal purposes i can neither confirm nor deny anything about morgan and his girlfriend but afaik i think he’s single right now? at one point (within the past four years 😭) he did for sure have a girlfriend and that is the extent of my wag knowledge
#anon PLEASE i am the nosiest person in the world i understand i want to know everything. ever. however#because i have no evidence and don’t want to spread unfounded rumors i will state for the jury i am not a gossip blog#& anything i say should be taken with a grain of salt. or a vsco deep dive & also maybe a dig into the flyers media archives. wrt UNfounded#but i will gossip in your dms because it’s a vital method of communication and important for community building.#also i’m like 95% sure i just osmosed the fact that morgan and his girlfriend broke up sometime earlier in the hockey season from someone#else (probably flyerskay) and accepted it at face value like absolutely i’d trust kay with my life. she would never lie to me and therefore#i can’t be lying to you. i can’t remember morgan’s gf’s name tho but i can like. vividly remember her artsy possessive vsco photos 😭 help#that man posts more about tom petty than he does anyone else in his life besides joel so really how would we know if hes posted her less#the answer is we wouldn’t and i want to say her name is katie SO bad but i know that’s tyson’s gf it’s like. victoria or stacie or somethin#& i want to see if SHE deleted all her vsco pictures of him bc that’s how we’d know they broke up. frosty stop following so many girls#i want to try and find her and see (she’s a model and she was public and had her vsco linked so all of this is public info btw.)#ANON I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND YOU HAVE NO IDEA OANDJRIWNDHOWHDB IT IS 1:38 AM AND I HAVE JUST MANAGED. OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD ANON HOLD ON#BUCKLE YOURSELF THE FUCK IN FOR AN ANSWER YOU DID NOT ASK FOR BECAUSE THIS IS A R I D E AND I NEED TO YELL ABOUT IT I CAN’T MY GOD I CANNOT#B R E A T H E i’m about to start crying again but the backstory is that. i have had a fic that i have been working on for literal years.#my version history says March 15 2021 and it started in my notes app about 3000 words before that and it’s based off of a tweet i thought#calla had quoted and just said ‘Joel’ about but in my notes i never#saved the actual tweet and many times throughout the years i have gone back and advanced searched every version of joel and joelle and bee#and behavior on calla’s blog that i could possibly think of and just assumed like. it must’ve gotten deleted or the account suspended and i#could never remember the wording well enough to just google it but believe me i tried and put in every variation. never found it in 4 years#i try periodically. fast forward to about twenty minutes ago i am looking through kay’s twitter and searching vsco because i SWEAR she has#the picture of frosty’s gf’s fingernail marks in the back of frosty’s shoulders i am talking about / I can’t find her vsco linked anywhere#but i’m like ok. search up a couple other things and think about who might have it and on a WHIM look up vsco in ash notthequiettype’s acct#no results okay whatever i think about what else could maybe pull it up for me so I have SOMETHING for you. I search frosty. I scroll. GUES#WHAT I FUCKING FIND FROM NOVEMBER 13TH 2020 it is THE FANTASTIC TWEET THAT SPAWNED 16K OF NOTES & FIC & A SPREADSHEET OF JOEL’S CLASSES#AND I NEVER WOULD’VE FOUND IT AGAIN IF NOT FOR THIS!!! LOSING IT!!! by it I mean my mind and my sleep schedule!!! it’s 2AM now good night!!#liv in the replies#morgan frost#philadephia flyers
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my god. skinny people really just have like. No Idea huh just absolutely not a single clue lmao it's almost funny to watch fr but then id lie if i said i wouldn't fucking kill to be able to be that ignorant
#girl i am SO sorry people react with surprise when you say you're studying to be an opera singer because you're#*checks notes* skinny and attractive. so so sorry that must be literal hell for you huh how will you ever recover :((((#no no please keep talking about how equally bad that is to the brutal fucking fatshaming and ED glorifying#in the industry that me and the only other fat girl in the room were talking about before you interrupted us <3#anyway. we were talking about this one review of a quite famous professional music critic whose only comment about a fat mezzo in the cast#was 'miss xyz.... lose some weight'. not a single word about her singing/acting/whatever. but yeah no you're too sexy for an opera singer#and THAT is the real problem here girl i totally understand yeah <3 thoughts and prayers dearest.#earlier that same day this same girl was standing next to me in her bodycon dress and went#*pointing at her stomach that's so flat its almost concave* 'ughhhh what do i have to do to not look pregnant in this dress 😩😫'#and i said 'girl' and just looked at her and like the sudden horrified realisation on her face was lowkey hysterical#like omg you really did forget you're not talking to your other skinny friends with whom you can pat each other on the backs#and reassure each other that 'dw girl ur not fat at all ur so so sexy!' huh sjshsjshsjs#but yeah i dont like making people uncomfortable irl so i did reassure her she looks hot and pretty and skinny as all shit#let at least one of us have a nice evening and not feel Absolutely Fucking Disgusting ig <3#and the day before that after i saw our (last ever btw never photographing myself with them ever again <3) picture and had a mini break down#the other even skinnier and smaller and petite-er crouched down next to me with the most guilty fucking expression and quietly asked me#if im alright and do i want her to delete those pictures (that she posted on two separate social media pages) and like#the look of immense fucking pity on her was even worse than seeing those pictures#like i know she meant well and was trying to be nice but my god. this really is how you all see me huh#like looking like me would be fate worse than death for yall#not even gonna mention the thing i just learned this friday that the retired ballerina who leads our ballet classes said about me#trying to cheer up the other fat girl who happened to have a bit of an emotional breakdown in the middle of the class :)))))))#like i am sooooooo so glad and honoured to be an inspiration to you. really. always happy to help. the exemplary Fat Girl Who Fucking Sucks#But Doesnt Let It Bother Her <333333#like on one hand. yeah it really does make me wanna jump off a cliff. but on the other. its just hilarious sjdgsjsgsj#you sure are right miss ma'am. i sure don't let this bother me at all. i am famous for my uncanny ability to Not Be Bothered by all this <33#but shes new. its ok. how could she know about the last two years when i was getting panic attacks and sobbing myself to sleep every tuesday#but yeah no. [lauren cooper voice] am i bovvered? am i bovvered tho? i aint even bovvered!
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Krester and Tove: *Being siblings*
Me, who also watched “The Rain”: ...
It’s giving Aaron Taylor-Johnson and Elizabeth Olsen starring in “Godzilla” and “Age of Ultron” a year apart.
#ps go watch 'the rain' on netflix it's also pretty good!#i made this post before and either it posted and i can't see it for whatever reason or i accidentally deleted it#1899#1899 spoilers#tove 1899#krester 1899#1899 netflix#the rain netflix#the rain#rasmus andersen#sarah from the rain#< she did not get a last name lol#thankfully in 1899 none of the couples seem to be secretly related like in 'dark' - i hope lol#tv shows
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#.txt#delete later#trying to hold it together and be. considerate and understanding. because her mom just died#but thats so fucking hard when my mom does cartoon villain shit!! leave me alone!!#why did she use the fact that my beloved grandmother was dying as a way to manipulate me into accepting her 'ur not trans just Sick' agenda#what the fuck!#she knew rhat i would never bring my business into the convo bc theres obviously more important things for me to talk to my dying gma abt.#and she knew this! and knew i couldn't even see her!! i didnt even get to see her for months before she died!!! and my mom knew i probably#wouldnt be able to. and chose to bring up things my dying gma may or may not have even said. about my name and identity. as a 'well#beliefs might not be as supported as you think' evil. literally evil. god.#im so tired
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Fu Xuan calls March "young girl", which is understandable. But she also calls Chengjie "young man from the Artisanship Commission" and like... ma'am how old are you
#I know she is way older than she looks and given the lore she definitely isn't very young even for Xianzhou standards#Chengjie has been in the Artisanship Commission for two hundred years before we met him so he must be considerably older than that#This post really has no point other than to point this out because it's kind of funny#And it's clear that Fu Xuan is an adult woman but it makes her look ancient xD#Which tbh also makes sense. She definitely gives that air. She gives that air even to Qingque to some extent#Fu Xuan refers to Chengjie the same way Master Gongshu did‚ basically#You see her there and she talks to Chengjie as if he were a very young man. He is well over two hundred years#It's so funny and so... strange also compared to the other long-life species in the Xianzhou#Yukong is a mature woman. If it weren't for her lifespan‚ Fu Xuan would consider her a 'young girl'#I wonder if this strains the relationships between species somewhat#It seems it does. We see glimpses of that several times I think‚ like in the Poetic Genius Ingenium quest#The vidyadhara's love is always fresh and passionate and new and really can go on forever even if under different faces#But the Xianzhou native gets tired and drained and old#I don't know. I find this very interesting tbh. I understand them not being able to dwell on it for longer in the game#(longer than they already did) but it's so interesting to think about and how it could shape society in all its forms#I talk too much#I should probably delete this later
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so no furina story quest 2 :((
#personal stuff#delete later#AUUUGH.#i guess since she isn't technically an archon she'll get one at the same time as everyone else. but no neuvillette quest either??#we don't get to dive deeper into the previous hydro archon or anything?#no spices from the west either... what's the point of this update even#kidding. dainsleif quest at last. oh my god#looked like remuria during the trailer?#also i am simultaneously getting immernachtreich and hexenzirkel vibes from certain places in the trailer. hmm#SPOTTED ALBEDO'S FLOWER ON THE STAINED GLASS#OHHH SHIT. SIBLINGS. HOORAY [afraid]#okay i thought we would go back to remuria for the dain quest but it DOES make more sense to go back to sumeru with its links to khaenri'ah#oh my god the eng pronunciations of these names are killing me. i have never heard them said like this before <//3#but yea sigewinne and clorinde look nice :]#sethos!!!!#love him.#he's traveling!! visiting sumeru city!!!#interesting to me that he was a spear user in the story quest but now he uses a bow#hermanubis took my polearm proficiency can't have shit in the temple of silence#was kind of hoping we'd at least get the polearm he used to flesh out that weapon set#aww the animation looks nice. kind of hate that they're leaning so far into the ''aether as the mc'' thing but whatever. it's fine#SECRET ROOM IN THE MONDSTADT LIBRARY. HEXENZIRKEL DESIGN DETAILS. LET'S GOO#OH IT'S PERMANENT? WOOO#i don't even care abt the rewards for the most part i'm more excited by the hexenzirkel implications and getting to go to mondstadt#natlan teaser wooo. i'm not. super excited about any kind of mount system i'll be 100% honest#maybe i'll change my mind on release but like. i did not love the sorush system#i enjoy exploring as Me and My Characters. idk#i really hope we at least get gourmet supremos. christ. we didn't see them at all in fontaine
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honestly kind of afraid to post much here at all because I WAS doing it last year for a little bit until i got an anon one day wishing i die in agony from prostate cancer completely unprompted. The only reason that happened is because i had posted and tagged something innocuous and a random transphobe found it. and with twitter no longer having moments (and the posts that were put in them just removed so now nothing archived) and cohost like last 2 days just not letting ppl post photos idk where to put art anymore lol
#the simpler solution is to just keep off anon but the few times i ever get asks are on anon itsliek. idk i really dont think it matters#idk how much longer i'll even want to stay on this site but i say that about everything :\#and like i just want somewhere to put stuff i draw because i have fun and would like to think other people want to see it or would enjoy it#but also like what if i wake up and my sd card is corrupted and i just lose all the stuff ive drawn over liek 4 years i want it SOMEWHERE#growing up like basically anytime we moved my mom would either throw out or lose our stuff in a storage unit she couldnt keep up with rent#and i used to have a habit of deleting everything online when i deemed it wasnt worth being seen because of self depreciation so#sometimes it feels like theres no proof i ever existed before 2014 afterwards idk im insane maybe i shouldnt care about this shit#and like no matter what app or website im on im still seeing trans women harrassed and threatened constantly like why did i ever feel like#could be myself and show more of myself online its really no different than “IRL” i just dont think i'll ever be comfortable
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got a little ahead of myself pairing people up... gonna leave a few slots open just in case we get any other submissions but otherwise we'll be set to send out emails over the next few days! Form will close some time tonight CST so make sure to get yours in if you're interested!
#i need to show off my insane sorting system. everyone is color coded#i did delete all the text from these boxes for this screenshot#but its very satisfying for me to look at these. idk.#i have a very specific way i do this and it is awful and insane and it confused kiki last year cuz she sent out the emails after#i matched everyone bc of how i do this. i dont want like. different loops. if that makes sense#you'll be able to see all the art and fics that are made going from one creator to the next#i'll double check all of these too before i finalize everything but yeah.#mod shay
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amelia stop playing outside in the mud and come inside and wash up and put on the new fancy expensive dress mummy got you or else mummy is going to kill herself
#shut up luci#delete later#mother of all time. to me.#i think young america did get to see iggy cry bc iggy was like this child is my bestest friend and only confidant#i sure hope she doesnt grow up to hate me and resent me for making her my emotional support doggy :3#and then when america did grow up (and much faster than expected) iggy was like ok canada. you're next. you're my new favorite.#and even now canada is still somewhat of iggy's emotional support dog even if they arent as close as they used to be.#she calls canada without regard for timezones to have a meltdown over the phone probably drunk and then says thanks love u and hangs up#before maddie says anything at all. and then they dont talk for a week or two.#:/ face maddie makes seeing a drunk iggy and knowing she cant escape the next two hours of whining.
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#my nan died. idk how im feeling right now#not looking for sympathy or anything just wanted to say it somewhere....#never had someone this close me die before so it feels weird#i never even saw her that much but now i never will? feels weird#feels really weird and kinda numb#i did get to see her recently since we knew she was terminal. but now im wishing i stayed even 5 more minutes...#glad i gave her a hug then#delete later#rambles#oop yep typing that out made me start crying of course it did#fuckkkkk
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i guess if i had criticisms of or like. wishes. for the writing on shtola it would be that i would like to see more how her being blind actually affects her and for her to face something that really made her struggle with her convictions
#like. aang i guess is the only example off the top of my head agdhsjsj#the problem is that shtola convictions don’t really lend themselves to struggle bc her convictions are things like#‘i want to know the secret at the heart of the world. i want to know the truth.’#which is a lot harder to challenge than like ‘i refuse to kill anyone including the fire lord’ lmao#like someone who is always open to learning is going to be difficult to challenge that way#or maybe she could have something she really wants to do not work out#idk just like something that’s not easily solved?? a long term emotional arc like thancred gets in shb#idek what it would be though i need to think more#she does have some growth like she was never really a *leader* necessarily before shb and in 5.3 she tells you#to make sure she makes time for things that aren’t books lol#she does get a lot of screen time and i love her dearly obviously which is why i want a little more for her you know??#idk if any of this makes sense…let shtola struggle more basically but she doesn’t have to *change*#it’s 12:20 am idk if this makes sense i’ll probs delete it in the morning im just talking to myself shdjsjdc#i need a text post tag#brain just going back and forth between shtola and estinien and i didn’t see him today but i did see her!
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