#but everytime I think about just ...posting a bunch of pictures of Louis...
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#I see people posting like Louis tour pics and such on my dash again. just a little.#and I keep thinking oh look that's nice. and I wonder if people would be made happy if went back to regular posting#but everytime I think about just ...posting a bunch of pictures of Louis...#I think about what he's going through and how fucking sad he is right now#and how things are NOT happy and wonderful for him#and ugh idk it just feels too weird#sorry#it shouldn't like... we're always at such a huge remove from their lives that the idea that what they are currently feeling is#somehow relevant to our fanning is complete narcissism like I'm aware we never know#and we're ALWAYS out of step#but right now I DO know and it just makes me feel weird idk#we've been here before#and time heals all things#but I'm not there#absolutely NOT judging anyone for any posting choices they are making!!!! maybe I even appreciate it#just where *I* am at#more than ever I wish I could do something for Louis make things better#but yet again... I cannot. and it's painful.#especially with how much I've been thinking about that with Liam how all of that years of concern and wanting to make things better#ultimately did not effect shit
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I am sceptical about a lot of things as well. A part of me still is neutral on bg because, while reading the master posts, the part about how they play up L's party image and publicising the whole thing so much felt like, maybe if he was actually a dad, whoever was in charge only publicised it because they wanted more attention. Since the band was going on the break, it could makes sense that their team would squeeze as much publicity out of it and makes the most out of what they had left of the band and didn't care about L's privacy, and maybe that is why L and the rest of the boys seemed really out of it everytime when it was brought up. They could not believe the industry would try to gain publicity out of his personal situation and maybe that is why they made the bears reference it, maybe trying to point out yet another horrific thing the industry will do (which, rather than give someone a baby to fake fatherhood, create headlines about a celebrity's personal situation of him actually being a father). Because their team or whoever was in charge were profiting off of the articles and the situation as a whole, and since the band was going on break, they didn't need to keep it a secret since they would not need to keep up the image that the boys are young (I heard becoming a dad ages and they want boyband to seem young). But on the other hand, the part about B's family, they do seem like attention seekers, and her behaviour in all this make it seems like she scammed him and has to been scamming him this whole time. Apologies for bringing this up if it is already being addressed but I don't really know what to think anymore and I trust you more than any other larrie since you are sceptical just like me lol. I was hoping there was some flaw you could point out in my opinion on bg. I hope that made sense, sorry English is not my first language.
Hi anon! No worries, you english is great, it's not my first language either :)
You really got me confused halfway through when you mentioned the bears though. Are you saying that somehow Louis and Harry broke up during the month of May while they were on the tour hiatus (or that Louis cheated), he got the girl pregnant and 15 days later they were good? Good enough to keep doing the bears and foreshadowing babygate. And then less than a month later PR decided to blow up the news (although it wasn't safe since she was under 12 weeks) for publicity. If his PR team/management didn't care about his personal life to the point of fucking him up like that, they might as well do a PR stunt and fake the entire thing. I see what you're going for there, but the problem is the timeline. Louis knocking up someone can't coexist with the bears. It's one thing or the other.
Here's a small timeline:
April 4 - Last show before tour hiatus - Very much in love Harry and Louis
April 14 - Louis writes home around this time
May 4 - Louis arrives in LA
Between May 11 and May 16 - When the "conception" happened
May 11 - The Sun conveniently papped them leaving a club, the picture was used in all the tabloids announcing the pregnancy
May 17 - Billboard music awards - no tension between H&L
May 18 - Tammi creates a twitter account and follow a bunch of baby related stuff
June 13 - Sugar bear first appearance - first connection of the bears with H&L. Harry and Louis being completely disgusting on stage
June 23 - Very friendly Harry and Louis, Pregnant Harry, Traveling together
June 27 - Fake baby thrown on stage at concert. Louis picks it up, saying ‘it’s fake, it’s not real’ before throwing it off stage.
July 14 - PEOPLE announces the pregnancy (only 10 weeks pregnant)
Aug 4 - GMA confirmation
Aug 23 - Baby bottle + pregnancy test with SBB in Chicago. Again on the 25, 27 and 29
Aug/Dec - Harry and Louis interacting several times, no tension.
Dec 18 - RBB posts a picture with "Freddie Mercury" "Myths, Lies, and Downright Stupid" and "Hotel Babylon"
Jan 21 - Freddie is born
#ask#babygate#rainbow bears#rainbow bears x babygate#timeline#they never broke up#babygate timeline#2015#2015 timeline#larry x babygate
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My love of films(Very long post with some rambling)
I am often asked why I love movies so much. I think everybody to some extent has an interest in watching a movie. Whether it’s at the theater, at home, wherever. I had a discussion with a friend recently about seeing movies at a theater. We talked about the first movie we saw, the great experiences we have had over the years. And it brought back some wonderful memories. The first film I saw was over 20 years ago. Toy Story. I will always have a love for this movie. Being not only the first, but easily one of the best, most memorable films enjoyed by many many people. I can still remember what is probably the first time I laughed in a theater. In an early scene of the 2nd movie I saw, Muppets Treasure Island, a character dies and Rizzo says “He died? And this is supposed to be a kid’s movie” I wasn’t even 3 years old and I was laughing so hard. To this day that remains one of my favorite lines. Speaking of the Muppets, I couldn’t tell you what year it was, but sometime when I was very small we were having Christmas at my grandma’s house. We sat and enjoyed The Muppets Christmas Carol together. A bunch of family was there. That will always be one of my favorite Christmas memories. My grandpa on my mom’s side showed me many classic films from the Golden Age of Hollywood. Meet Me In St. Louis, a bunch of Jimmy Stewart movies, The Wizard of Oz, the list goes on and on. My mom introduced me to some of her favorite comedies like The Jerk and The Man Who Knew Too Little. Both of those are now some of my favorites. A movie I had a great fondness for as a kid and now is Crocodile Dundee in LA. I would assume it’s probably nothing like the previous movies, I don’t know if people really have memories of it but I found it to be hilarious. From the Wendys scene, to the Hollywood tour, even the cow scene gets me every time. Another memory that just popped into my head was my mom and I after we had just moved in to our new house walked up to see Christopher Guest’s Best In Show. For several years we would go see all of his new movies. Some brilliant writing, acting, music. Many people know this but for 3 ½ years I worked at a movie theater. The last year I was the projectionist. While I ultimately left for some valid reasons, and I have no desire to go back there, when “it was good” I had a blast. The city I was working in had and has little to offer in the sense of entertainment and as such was a gathering place of people mostly from the city itself and the surrounding communities. Something I truly did love was seeing people enjoying themselves and having a great theater experience. One of the things I strived to do from being a crew member to being the projectionist was to give people the best time I could. I have so many memories of my time there. Early on I got to see one of my favorite books in a movie form. The Great Gatsby. Many of my favorite film experiences happened while working there. There’s too many movies I saw while working there to count but I’ll pick some highlights. Pacific Rim was one of the funnest movies I’ve seen. Just sitting back and watching an intense film like that with tons of friends was great. Guillermo Del Toro is one of my heroes. Seeing claymation movies like The Boxtrolls and Shaun The Sheep. A rare time we got a foreign movie, The Grandmaster, was excellent. Seeing the last 2 Hobbit movies. Kingsmen was unbelievably good. The Butler takes you on a long cinematic journey. Mad Max Fury Road was an edge of your seat thrill ride and in my opinion a must see experience. The Peanuts Movie was such a pleasant surprise. While they’ve kinda fallen off the radar now, seeing movies like The Hunger Games, Divergent, The Maze Runner, The Giver. A boatload of Marvel movies. The Lego Movie was brilliant. Birdman was great. Godzilla was better than probably anyone thought it would be. Of course Star Wars: The Force Awakens. The unbelievably successful Frozen. Getting to see a Hayao Miyazaki film. The original Ghostbusters had a re release. While not at the theater I worked at, seeing Tron on 35mm. I could go on for a long time. Bizarrely enough for a couple years before working at the theater I didn’t particularly go to theaters all that often. I still would go see movies that I wanted to but per year I would see maybe 15-20 movies. One of the aspects about the theater I loved, obviously was being able to see movies for free. It really opened my eyes to all sorts of movies. There really was no “risk” Over the last decade or so I’ve become quite interested in the Golden Age of Hollywood. Silent films I’ll admit are definitely an acquired taste. But everytime a lost film, which are typically silent or early talkies are found I get really excited. While I’m still new to silent movies, one of the greatest silent movies in my opinion is The Cabinet of Dr. Caligari. Which brings me to an aspect of movies that as an adult I’ve really started to appreciate. Now of course good acting, a good script are necessities. Without that, even the best films feel lacking. But some of the unsung heroes of the motion picture industry are cinematographers. The amount of creativity I’ve seen ranging from early films like The Cabinet of Dr. Caligari up until the modern day is fantastic. Good cinematography can enhance the storytelling of a film and also create an atmosphere. I love that feeling of being taken into a world and admiring it. That’s one of the many reasons I consider films as a work of art. Like art, everybody gets something different out of it. With advancements in technology even well integrated CGI can make for some expansive, impressive worlds. A brief sidenote: I love watching movies in historic theaters and drive ins. There’s not many left but it’s always a unique, memorable experience. I would like to briefly reference one of my favorite films, Tron. Visually wonderful with a strong story, it is, in my eyes, an underrated classic. Last summer I did 2 separate marathons of Bela Lugosi movies. That sense of discovering those classic films is a fond memory. Being able to share that with the people I love was great. I’ve talked in great length on why I think he’s one of acting’s finest but in short he always gave 100% no matter the quality of the film. His commanding presence and suave elegance captivated audiences. My 2 Bela Lugosi marathons inspired me to take on one of the biggest projects I’ve done to date. In previous years I made things like a punk jacket, vest, messenger bag. This year’s project was what I call “365 Movies In 365 Days” while I’m fairly behind I’ve still watch around 75 films so far. I’ll admit it is a lot, it’s very time consuming, but it is so worth it. Something I hope to accomplish in my lifetime is bringing joy to people and being able to share my passion. I think this is true about anything in life, while it can be fun to do things on your own, when you can do it with the people in your life, it makes it far more enjoyable and can mean more. One day I would love to visit Hollywood. Besides paying my respects to some of my favorite actors and actresses I’d like to visit locations where movies were filmed, see museums, etc. My aspirations of being an actor are still there although I haven’t acted in years. When I have though I’ve really enjoyed performing. The likelihood of that ever happening I don’t know. I honestly love it all and even just to be involved in any aspect of a movie would be a dream come true. Some wise people have told me,and this is true, never give up on yourself, your dreams. The future can hold many surprises. At this time I would like to say a thank you to everyone involved, past, present and future in making movies. And thank you for letting me share my love, my passion, my story with all of you. It’s a nice feeling that there are still movies worth seeing and unbelievable amounts of films to watch.
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