went to visit my dad and the bf brought his bag with him and i asked him "why are you bringing that?" and he was like "every time we go over there you bring back a bunch of stuff you left behind" and i thought i had nothing left. i thought everything i had left behind i was okay with leaving forever.
but then my brother showed me a box of my old clothes and i found all of my roosterteeth shirts that i thought were lost to time. and i am. im finally reunited with my felix shirt.
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my autistic ass when i would try to explain to my non-autistic writer friends how my ocs don’t just feel like characters/plot devices/narrative tools, they feel like fully fledged people that just live inside my brain who i just have access to for some reason and the stories i write are merely a snapshot into their fully fledged personhood/lives. and that that these feelings don’t mean i’m unaware of my role/agency/responsibility as the writer who has the final say in these characters and how they are written it just means that my writing process feels very intuitive and i can only describe it as “listening” and “getting to know” these people that just live inside my brain in a way that i don’t feel like i can completely elaborate on. and because of this i would actually consider these characters “real” in their own way because the impact and influence they have had on me as a person beyond just my writing is so real and not having them would feel like i’m missing a part of myself
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Hyunjin's voice fascinates me for many reasons but the main one is that it's so...perfect in musical terms.
Most of us either have siren voices or angel voices, and a gifted few can even switch between them, easily transitioning from one to the other i.e from high to low. And that's what poisons me about Hyunjin's voice because I can't figure out if he's a siren or an angel. His tones fade in with each other, making it seem (atleast to my ear) like there was two people harmonizing with each other perfectly. And that's what I love about "Long for you".
It demonstrates his voice so perfectly, and (along with the melancholic lyrics) it makes my ears feel at peace. Plus, it's almost as if an angel is singing to lure you in as if it's a siren. It's so femme fatale, yet gentle coquette. It's opposite yet similar. It has that musical duality, that tonal duality, which has such a beautiful harmony with the background notes. Even though the composition is quite simple, this song makes me it seem complex through his voice, which is really amazing. And might I remind you that only some people have this voice.
Anyway, gonna go die again and again over Long for You now.
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still losing it over chan that one time talking about asking felix what he wants for christmas and felix always replying “i want you” like….. baby…… chan….. christopher……….. honey……
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i finally sussed out the actual plot of Felix Wonder and it feels like opening an easter egg and finding a $20 bill inside
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on that note i think i might close reqs for a bit just bc i didn't expect to get as many as i did and i rlly want to take my time working through them all !! bc i appreciate them all !!!!! ofc if u have a burning request u can drop it by just know i wont get to it for a while :D
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he’s screaming in my ears again. slimecicle stop that im trying to tumblr
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