#but i also don't care to look at the blog rn y'know

[catsnuggler]

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[demonsfate]

it is VERY barebones rn, i will make it look proper (albeit still dashboard only LOL) but i am making a smut sideblog. you can find it at @demonsthirst / demonsthirst

why? well i've been getting an influx of NSFT asks lately. whiiiich... i'm TOTES fine with! keep 'em comin' if you want! however... i'm also not entirely sure if i wanna fill this blog up with that much just bc i don't want ppl to think this is a smut blog or that's the prime focus haha. or for ppl who just care not to see too much of that content rn.

idk if i'll keep it or if i'll just go back to answering smutty things here. BUT. for now - it's just somethin' i wanna try out, y'know? i'll still answer very suggestive / innuendos on the main blog and stuff. it's just when things get... real nasty, i'll move it to the smutty blog. i may answer some of the more smutty asks on it, too!

[therhythmafterthesummer]

(Strap in, this might get long🥲 I'm a rambler 🫶🏼)

I just read "Heat" and can those two get ANY cuter???😍💓 Thanks for explaining their names and as long as you want to do the glossery I'd 100% read it! I absolutely LOVE the WereRoomies girlies and I'd love to get to know more about them! Especially Moss and Autumn!

I get what you mean about Changbin and Autumn literally just being fine and doing well together😭✨ They're literally so so so cute! I also wish for their eternal happiness🤧 But I'm sure their playful banter and relationship dynamic as an Alpha with Omega Tendencies and vice versa would make for some very funny and cavity inducing stories!😂💖

Did you write anything about how the rest of the pack reacted to Changbin being marked by Autumn instead of the other way around?

Was Changbin nervous after knowing the pack, minus Chan, would now know of his Omega Tendencies? How did he go about it? How did the pack react to it?

Sorry if these seem like obvious questions😭 I've only read those 2 Changbin Instalments and maybe 2 or 3 Minho instalments (That I might re-read🤭) I can't remember (I'd been on your blog for awhile I just never spoke, I was to afraid to cause I didn't understand much🥲💔) roughly the same amount of Chris instalments and the Hyunlix instalment🥹

If the pack was really shocked by the new info I can picture them turning to Chan after realizing he seemed unfazed and he'd just be like "Yeah I knew" *Shrug* and go back to playing with Pretty's thighs, which he 100% was already doing😂

This took place before Moss arrived right? After she got was introduced and found out about Changbin and Autumns dynamic, how did they react? Btw I LOVE LOVE LOVE Moss🥹Not more than Hyun and Lix do but I ADORE them seriously!!! They're so amazing and so cool and I kinda wanna see them take care of Lix and Hyun some more🤧✨ Only whenever you're ready tho!

Literally trembling with excitement for the Jisung and Seungmin Instalments! You? Writing about 2 of my biases? After I was already blessed with the Hyunlix combo, my other 2 biases?? You're a god send and I may or may not worship the little lizard in your brain🛐✨

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hehehe i'm glad you liked heat 🥰 writing changbin in those.... situations was just a lot of fun. can't wait to read your thoughts on "The Love I Always Dreamt Of" 👀

i'm hoping i'll be able to get to seungmin's and jisung's stories soon sjkdfhsdkjf

i don't recall ever writing about after the pack finding out about Changbin's tendencies and/or mark :O i have a vague idea that i might've talked about it in an ask but i could be remembering wrong.... but anyway, i'll leave some thoughts under the cut!

i think Changbin's tendencies were very obvious to everyone in the pack, even if no one explicitly said anything. they kind of just... accepted Changbin as he was. that's Chris' pack philosophy, after all. to have a safe space, y'know?

with that being said, i have a feeling that the majority of the pack wouldn't really be surprised by autumn marking Changbin. mostly because, by that point they had been together for a while, and i'm sure their dynamic is more than obvious to anyone that takes a good look at them sdkjhfskjdf. i like to think that Changbin wears his mating mark proudly.

maybe he waited until all pack members were sitting together and randomly went "EVERYONE. I HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY..." and showed the mark hahaha Autumn would blush, and everyone would mostly just congratulate them.

i'm sure more than one was super shocked that an omega could mark anyone at all, and if they inquired about it Autumn would've been just like "idk i just... did it".

Moss would absolutely love seeing their dynamic, btw. i'm sure she almost had stars in their eyes when she first saw them interacting with each other and when she was the mark. Moss is all about being unconventional, so i feel like they would engage both Changbin and Autumn to ask them about it.

my brain is a bit fried rn so this is all i can come up with, but i'll take it into account for a possible future instalment 👀 or one of those fluffy drabbles we've been talking about~

[loafbud]

Ramble time again-

Real talk, I may be a late-bloomer in this society and move a lot slower compared to the status quo. But like I told my family just now, I'd much rather take my time, invest in self-help books [and actually put in the work to self-care] to bring awareness to myself and "wake up", then to work at a high-paying job that [even with a nice environment] doesn't vibe with me.

See, me, I'm a soul-searcher. I'm not just here to live with society and have my creative passions as a side hustle. Naaaah, son.

I'm on a soul mission. I feel that while yeah, my life rn may not reflect it, I feel I have a bigger purpose in this world. Somehow. Somewhere. Sometime.

I wanna show this world that you CAN make a living off of your passions. You CAN have a job that makes your soul sing. Happiness is not something you search for: it's already within you, dang it—

I get that we need jobs in order to be securely in survival mode, in case shit goes down. But like..m ugh idk man, life should be more than just... the day-to-day junction? At this point, no way in hell I'm gonna thrive and survive in this society. I'm better off just making my own society.

This also goes for finding romance, too. I'd much prefer someone who was a Creative as I and who shares the same soul-deep life mission as I — we make our own projects but we collab on some as well, and like we'd just MAKE stuff together. Music, a podcast, anything. If you're hella talented with chiseled looks, yet you have a shitty, narcissistic personality with manipulation tactics, nah it's a "no" from me dawg.

I'd much rather, regardless of looks, that we'd be on that same level: spiritually, mentally, and emotionally. Y'know what I mean? Be emotionally vulnerable and supportive, yet know and set healthy boundaries. Let's go 1-on-1 in Splatoon 2 and sit out in the grass on a retreat in some fields laying under the stars talking about astrological transits, then give each other tattoos while singing Persona 5 songs or somethin'. While we're together, giving each other some private space to recharge and stuff is also great as hell, too!

I've never dated or had a lover before, so I have no past experiences to share. I'm just aware of all the nasties and "what do avoids" when I notice other people discussing toxic exes, or like the stank stereotypes I be seein' on them Lifetime movies, like the crazy stalker or the vengeful cheerleader.

I know what I desire in someone is essentially a rare combination, so ofc my love life will prolly take years to even become existent. But I'm okay with that. I know they exist, tho. Like a soul connection that I feel but it's not in reach. My Pisces-havin' ass feels it. 🤧 I'm in no rush whatsoever. I don't think about it too much, coz I don't wanna feed myself with wishful dillusions.

WOW OK THIS WAS A LONG RAMBLE. I MEAN YOU KNOW WHAT, THIS IS TUMBLR. IT'S A BLOG SITE. THIS THE ONLY PLACE I CAN REALLY GO OFF AND RAMBLE...

[eolewyn1010]

Look, the situation is as follows:

I missed a soppy Christmas movie that I wanted to watch and of which can't find a watchable online version now. Which is admittedly a very minor nuisance, but it is one.

A can of worms I don't really have the headspace for rn got reopened but probably won't be reworked in a way that actually feels like we're getting anywhere, so why even bother.

I lost half a night's sleep again for no discernable reason whatsoever. Thanks, brain.

New Year's Eve is afoot, and it's not gonna be a joy.

Corona is not getting any better, so 2022 will start on a high note.

Someone just managed to piss me off something fierce on a personal level, and there's no way for me to tell them off.

I still haven't found out how to make that enthusiastic orange post+ "new!", "here, come try it out!", "press this button to get into more trouble than it's worth!" display go away and it keeps being there and it annoys me. I'm not gonna use it; who are you trying to reach here?!?

My "tumblr year in review" is garbage; I'm not gonna post that. My so-called top 5 posts are not thematically representative of my blog AT ALL bc it's of course the popular shit that I only wrote about a couple times but hardly care about, none of the things I was passionate about, none of my drawings I got so much better at over the course of the year, none of my writings. Screw this, I'll do my own review.

Because tumblr has fun fucking people over, I now really have to be on the look-out when I link my fanfics here... I actually like to give content warnings via tags, y'know? Or trigger warnings. I feel better when people know what they're getting into with my shit. Also, to be honest, I now and then do want to discuss things like mental illness, sexual harassment, sex education, transphobia, racism or xenophobia. Or, God beware, upset. Or my insomniac episodes. Or single parents (what the actual fuck, tumblr?). nvm the "my gifs" and "my photos" tags? People aren't allowed to lay claim on their self-made content? What is this shit? You guys aren't able to fucking ban the dozen pornbots that follow me each week; how did you get on that high horse??? Perhaps I should just delete the iOS app.

In other words, I'm not in the best mood, and I tidy up my digital spaces when I'm pissy. And because there's a ton of things I saved in my tumblr faves for the single reason that I couldn't get over myself and delete them, I'm gonna reblog a bunch till the end of the year, which I usually don't do to that amount - get ready for a lot of thematic incongruence and a collection of thoughts and bs. Don't worry, I'll get over it.

[aibrechts]

(1 of a lot probably) aaAAAAAND I'm back! This time only at 2am tho haha, and as for why, you see, I met this wonderful, talented young man a few weeks ago and I wouldn't miss talking to him for the world. In any case, on the confidentiality thing, please don't worry meu amigo bonito. I trust your judgement, and either way, I /am/ still masked behind anon y'know hahaha. It's all good

I KNOW ITS BEEN LIKE A DAY AND IM SO SORRY everything is happening all at once All The Time sighs honestly i wish i could just lay back and bask in ur sunny conversation, even if just for one day;;;

that’s true, that’s true, i think i have an idea of who you are (or rather, which blog you run) but it almost seems a shame to figure out... that being said, if you are who i think you are then your writing is absolutely breathtaking, and as golden as your heart

(onto #2!) Chester seems plenty lovable btw haha. And I gotta agree that it'd be nigh impossible to find a better home for him. What he has with you? That's the genuine article, and you take /extremely/ good care of him and the others to boot. I'm sure even a famous boy like him gets awestruck sometimes by how lucky and loved he is. Poor Wisdom though! Like /damn/ hahaha. Tough break, kiddo. Tough break hahaha. That's what he gets for trashing the joint tho. {~J}

chester is the perfect man, it’s true, and wisdom is an absolute brat but he has his moments lol. he’s growing on me, similar to that fungal infection thats growing all over his poor handsome face :( i gave him a special bath for it yesterday, and he LOVED it, he loves being pampered. fifteen minutes of me scrubbing at all his itchy spots and spraying water in his mouth to keep him happy when i have to hose his face, and he looks so lovely clean now!!!!!

i know, i know, its sounds gross lol but it’s really not so bad. we caught it very early and he gets those baths twice a week, so it’s cleared up really well!!! 

it’s simply the time of year, i think. hot and humid, ponies sweating under their rugs, too many of them with stupid injuries - fudge had surgery on two of his legs a few months ago, and he’s about to start rehab; lulu got a.... skin cancer??? cut out of her stomach, and that’s been delightfully gross to maintain; rudi’s vice is flies - he’s very sensitive on his legs, and kicks so hard that he cuts his own ankles, poor boy; nikki went lame somehow and no one knows how or why but she seems fine now???????; and we were SO WORRIED that chester had an abscess in his hoof bc a big chunk went missing out of it, but the farrier came for him today and everything was fine, the hole trimmed out clean and simple. 

BIG SIGH THEY’RE....... SO DIFFICULT. so much to maintain, and rumple is as sick as ever but he’s old so that hardly counts. the only ones who are really maintaining themselves are wyn and louie, and i honestly don’t know how louie does it with how he runs around like a maniac all day. BUT ANYWAY!!!!

3 never did end up coming through lol so i’ll move right on

(and then there were 4) What can I say? Your silvered light dazzles even the sun, and inspires the moon and stars with its iridescent brilliance. It'd be a crime to put someone so amazing on hold hahaha.

i dont know much lol but i know im a saggittarius. i seem to be surrounded by scorpios at this point in my life, and i can hardly find a thing to complain about. you’re all absolutely wonderful, and i always seem to be quite taken with your crew’s company ahahaha. 

rather, im surrounded by water signs in general LOL. my siblings are each pisces, cancer and scorpio, i met a bartender last night who was a scorpio, and kimmy is one too lmao yall are everywhere and im Loving it

(#5 comin in hOt) You were also right on the water-affinity thing though haha. I actually knew how to swim before I knew how to walk, believe it or not. Anyway, that picture is absolute /gold/. It really is. And the prophesy was fulfilled so completely that even Voldysmoldy was blown away. You look dashing, by the way! 120/10 best wrapping paper boob stuffer. On the subject of talking though, /holy hell/ don't tempt me I would /gladly/ talk with you all day without hesitation hahaha

LAUGHS thank you i certainly try my best. my brother’s a good sport, and i somehow feel like a strong mix between him and the sister im now living with (the cancer, if you’re curious ahaha). every day we’ll find ourselves saying the same thing at the same time, and every now and then she’ll give me a strange look and say i sound just like leo, or even that i look like him for a moment ahahaha. 

it’s interesting, it’s strange. i’ve always looked up to them so much (being the youngest and all), so it feels oddly like a compliment, whenever these things happen. 

(#6)(just think, two more of those and you get one of me hahaha). Onto the sleeve tho! The circle maze sounds /fantastic/, and I bet it looks really cool right now, though I'm sure the finished product will be absolutely astronomical. The design you have in mind sounds /epic/! (for real though tatts are so expensive I feel your pain there hahaha)(may the Force be with you I believe in you)(you got this)(you SO got this)(you're gonna kick this resolution's ass). {~J}

lmaoo thank you thank you, i intend to bust so much money on it this year. i still have my lower forearm to design, but i’ve thoroughly plotted out the rest of my arm; the maze is given to inception, the next installment will be vaguely reminiscent of kingdom hearts, and pokemon will take up the space from halfway up my forearm before turning into cc beyond my elbow. so it’s just that part on the back of my forearm that is a bit of a blank canvas rn ahahaha

(holy hell I might need more than 7) I regretfully inform you though that I can't and I shan't cease to flatter you, because you deserve to know the truth of how talented and wonderful you are. And I definitely agree on the balance thing. The devil is in the details and complexity is key, so all the more reason to be proud of how amazing your works are! And /20k/? /Damn/ that's impressive! (and even tho I prefer halloween, I for one will gladly plunge back into the tinsel for you hahaha) {~J}

it’s officially 22k but i haven’t had time to work on it the past couple of dayssssss BUT I FIGURED OUT THE LAST SCENE so it’s only a matter of spare time lololol

(#8 because what's second christmas without snowmen? lol) I'm glad to hear you've got a pretty solid sleep schedule by the way! (and it definitely /was/ worth the discomfort)(still slept like a rock the followin night tho hahaha). I'm really happy that Alma appears to be defying the odds by the way! True to their namesake, and all thanks to their wonderful father. Sheesh. I knew you were dynamically skilled, but this just proves you're magical haha. In your care? I know they'll flourish. {~J}

LOL i am LOVING these message starters btw. yesss tho my family has always been keen on growing things lol. mum had a magnificent herb garden, and i’ve never seen oregano as big as what’s growing in my garden rn. we just planted dahlias where the sunflowers used to be and i wasn’t sure they’d be alright, but they really seem to be flourishing!! im so glad!!!!

(9/9 for the new record hahaha) I'm so proud of both you and them! Not to be punny, but I'm a sap anyway when it comes to plants. or, well, all of nature really haha, and Alma looks really great from the pic I saw! Anyway, speaking of hocus-pocusing, I hope today has been absolutely magical for you, as you deserve no less than the wondrous and the fantastic. Talk to you soon, meu amigo bonito! {~J}

lmfaooo i love that. and yes, their leaves are so cute!!!! so small!!!!! thank u so much tho, the past couple of days have been pretty great. I’m wondering if i can worm a morning off out of my sister, considering she’ll have a day off on sunday and i’ll be working at the cafe from 7 lol;;;; i desperately want to finish starboy, but time really is my enemy right now ahahahaa

thank you so much for all this, i adore you and i hope you managed to get to bed at a reasonable time tonight!!!! sleep well, i’ll see you soon