#but i cant recall it rn and you know what google is like when youre trying to look up symptoms 😭

[skitskatdacat63]

okay, i don't know why, but i have ALWAYS been like you described. i have so many movies, TV shows, books, podcasts, songs, etc that i want to experience but do i? nope, just put on another F1 race, please. i don't know if it's fear of the unknown (hello, flood of unexpected emotions!) or not wanting to challenge myself or also wanting to watch F1 and F1 just wins out, but here we are. i suspect it's part of my OCD? or some other ND thing that hasn't been diagnosed in me yet??

in fact prolly the only reason i watch F1 is bc i watch it with my sister. it is a lot easier to do new stuff with someone else...which deludes me into believing that if i just got a partner, we could open the floodgates and watch everything i haven't seen together, but lord knows it don't work that way 😑 in any case, i don't know what's wrong with us, but you're not alone!

I'm glad I'm not the only one!! 💕💕

(Reply ramble under the cut cause I wrote more than I expected)

I think I just struggle to start anything new or to finish anything. I totally agree with what you said about it being the fear of unexpected emotions/the unknown! Like for race seasons for example, I just spent a significant amount of time immersed in 2005 which is a specific set of information(you know: rules, strategy, drivers, etc.), so to start a new season would be a completely different set of info. As I said in my earlier tags, some part of me likes the anticipation more and also I always get way too hyper about things and that energy is overwhelming 😓 And I also feel like I have a fear about how much time I'm going to spend(which is stupid because I'll spend like way too much time aimlessly scrolling for the same amnt of time it'd take to watch a race.) Like the idea of specifically putting aside two hours to do only one thing is stressful to me, which is why I often used to like watching races when I literally couldn't do anything else(waiting for a class.) But now I'm stuck back in the cycle of not wanting to start something new, even if 2009 isnt exactly new because I've watched a lot of racing at this point, but still new enough to me that it's hard to convince my brain to start it. Like once I get into the groove of things, I can float through and enjoy myself, it's just that beginning barrier that's hard to get through.

I also definitely agree with having to watch it with someone else. I either have to binge watch things super quickly or watch them with other people, if not, I'll just end up never starting it or abandoning it. I think it's because it's really nice to be able to discuss your thoughts and feelings abt it with another person and not just be stuck with a million thoughts bouncing around your head(which is why I tend to make posts and then rant in the tags LOL)

I think thats why ive been able to get into F1 to such an extent and why it's been so fun for me. It's a live experience(with a strict time constraint, i.e. you can only watch it right here, right now) where there's a bunch of people watching and interacting. I love tumblr during a race weekend so much, I don't think I'd be obsessed with it as much if not for the ability to see everyone's reactions and interact back with them. I think that's why I struggle to start old seasons, because it's literally just me obsessing alone in my room and I can't talk about it to the extent that I can with the current season. Watching F1 as it goes along in a current season is just a perfect experience I guess, because the schedule pushes me along and I don't really have to rely on myself to keep going.

But yeah who knows!! Brain just being brain as always I guess, but it is annoying that it prevents us from doing things we want to do! But I will say, still, its so stupid that I procrastinate over watching 10 minute long YouTube vids LMAO, like pls I get the hesitation with a 2 hour race, 2 hour movie or 100k fic but, 10 minutes, seriously brain???

[afishcalledfatin]

about me tag

i was tagged a few days ago but i was sorta busy with school so here it is~

rules: fill in the info and tag ppl you wanna know better

tagged by: @moondustaeil thank you bubs :))

name/nickname: Fatin, Fafa, Ikan

gender: female

star sign: aquarius

height: 155cm ;-;

time: 12.16 am

birthday: 9th February 2003

favourite bands: nct , monsta x, got7, sf9, red velvet, exo, midnight fusic, pasca sini, mamamoo, ateez, day6, vixx,, im pretty sure theres more but i just cant remember atm

favourite solo artists: WONHO, James Bay, Dean, Yuna, again im pretty sure theres more but i cant recall any rn

song stuck in my head: Crying for Rain by Minami

last movie i watched: The Bee Movie,,, i needed a good laugh

last tv show i watched: Moriarty the Patriot!

when i created this blog: February 2017

last thing i googled: Nanami Kento desktop wallpaper

other blogs: i had an anime blog for like half a month-ish? But then i was like ahahah nahhh

do i get asks: not reallyyy, do send some! Even if you have to rant or talk abt anything!

following: 268

followers: 248

why i chose my url: its a lame Malay pun on my name, Ikan Patin is a type of fish and Patin rhymes with Fatin. Ikan means fish, hence a fish called fatin

average hours of sleep: oof really depends on the day 

lucky number: i dont have onee

instruments: saxophone and a bit of piano

what i’m wearing: a navy tshirt and army green pants

dream trip: Spainn

favourite food: sushi, frozen blueberries with honey, malaysian food man,, I can’t choose

nationality: malaysian!

favourite song: PURPLE by Sohlhee ft Taeil or Caramel Cream by Midnight Fusic 

top 3 fictional universes: Narnia, Avatar: The Last Airbender, How to Train your Dragon

tagging: @sunshinenoya @bananallamameow @127-mile @127vevo @neo-cult-ure @rueyins anyone elseee 

[shiningcelebi]

Rules: Answer the questions and tag 20 blogs to get to know them better.

Tagged by: @emptysightstone thanks!

Nickname: zo, fae, kanna, kamui, shiningcelebi, faery

Gender: fem

Star sign: gemini

Height: 5′2′’

Time: 9:31

Birthday: June 12

Favorite bands: Right now i love Loona!!!! but i also love Depeche Mode, My Chemical Romance, The Hush Sound, and a large variety of other musicians and groups.

Favorite solo artists: Sza, Kendrick, Marina + The Diamonds, Kali Uchis, old F+TM, Porter Robinson, Kid Cudi, Beyonce, Madeon, there’s more but I cant really recall them atm

Song stuck in my head: Loona’s GIRL FRONT, One&Only, My Sunday, ECLIPSE, Heart Attack, etc... theyre stuck in my head rn bye

Last movie I watched: i think it was the second Hobbit movie

Last show I watched: Ancient Magus Bride

When did I create my blog: idr like 4 years ago i think

What do I post: anime, games, artwork, inspo, loona, and lately a fuck lot of ryo asuka from devilman

Last thing I googled: gowon one & only

Do you have any other blogs: yes

Do you get asks: sometimes

Why did you choose your url: favorite pokemon!!!!

Following: 841

Followers: 762

Favorite colors: pink, black, white

Average hours of sleep: 4-6

Lucky number: 4

Instruments: i can sing kinda

What am I wearing: MCR tshirt 

How many blankets do I sleep with: 2

Dream job: writer, illustrator, or actually just get paid to do whatever i want

Dream trip: Italy, Sweden, Japan, Hawaii, but honestly I’d go anywhere as long as I could get tHE FUCK OUTTA THE MIDWEST

Favorite food: chicken nugget, spaghetti made by james, chicken alfredo

Nationality: American

Favorite song now: Gowon from Loona’s One&Only, but my fave song of all time is Flo’s Cosmic Love

i’ll tag: @nonbinary-aigis @criatura-humanoide-comun @elowish @vampiresavior @miko-kuroda @pierrotinluv @flat-san @yumekui-inu @superkotaeia @that-persona-fan @sanguine-witch @katzirra @potatoafts @karimeinu and whoever else i missed!

[clockwork-artifices]

Tag game

I was tagged by @misslelie, thank you!

Name: that’s confidential!  Gender: Female Sign: Aries Height: I’m really offended by this question! 😤 if I’m not wrong I’m 1,53 which I think is 5′’0 Favorite Animal: lions, or tigers, or dolphins idk all Dream Trip: anywhere, but far away Dream Job: hmm my dream job  would be not needing to have a job, but oh well.. I guess uh psychologist?  When and Why I made my blog: I think 2010 or 2011 not sure exactly, but I turned it into a tsc blog in 2012-13, and because at that time (2010) tumblr was this new and “innovative” (lmfao) social network  Followers: like how many followers? enough  Reasons for my url name: well it’s a tsc related url, clockwork for the clockwork series/ the infernal devices, and artifices for the dark artifices lol, both my fave trilogies from tsc (though in that time tda wasn’t even published yet, but I knew I was going like it) Favorite music band: ugh idk maybe green day bc I’ve been listening to them since I was really young but I’m not a super fan or anything so… Tattoos: none Favorite emoji: this 😤   (but in a sarcastic way) or this 💀  

1. Would you rather be exceedingly rich but unhappy, famous but somehow with little money, or happy and wealthy but in ill health?

Hmm if I’m exceedingly rich I have to be unhappy? there’s no other way around it? because, tbh, if I was exceedinly rich I doubt I would be THAT unhappy, but since I have never felt really happy (nor do I think happiness is a constant moodTM) I guess I could deal with it, so yeah, I choose exceedingly rich (it’s not that I’m a materialistic person, but let’s be honest money is necessary in this capitalist system).

2. Do you have any piercings that are not in your ear lobes?

No.

3. What kind of exercise do you do/sports do you play?

I don’t play any sports, but I exercise regularly. Mostly strenght training. 

4. Can you sing well enough that you wouldn’t be booed off a karaoke stage?

I doubt I will ever go to a karaoke place, let alone going onto the stage and sing, so I will never find out.

5. Can you cook any meal from scratch?

I had to google this because I didn’t know what it meant. Yeah, sort of, I don’t cook a lot of stuff, but since every meal in my house is made from scratch, the things I know how to cook are like that too.

6. Describe in 5 words the last person you had a serious crush on (even if it’s your partner!).

ugh Idk I don’t recall.

7. Android or iPhone?

I’m more used to iOS so Iphone.

8. Have you ever broken a bone?

No, but I sprained my ankle when I was 13.

9. What’s that one song you can listen to an embarrassing number of times in a row? Why do you listen to it on repeat (does it pump you up, mellow you out, make you smile, remind you of someone, you just effing love it, etc etc)?

A lot, but I cant think of any specific song atm.

10. What is the last book you read that wasn’t TSC?

I’m reading soc rn, and there’s another one but I’m not gonna name it 

I tag whoever wants to do it! lol

[girlsline]

multi fandom hidden kard tag!

thank u for tagging me @jsbmsmjw 💗

1. How did you get into KARD?

back in december i was curious to see if there were any co ed groups around so i googled it and i saw someone mention kard. i kinda forogt abt ir bc it said they hadnt debuted yet (aka i thought they had no music n stuff out) until a few days lster when i got oh nana reccomended and :) here i am

2. Who’s your bias (if you have one)?

as im sure everyone knows, its jiwoo i lov her sm

3. How long have you been a Hidden?

since dont recall teaser came out bc it took me like 2 montsh to learn the difference between bm n jseph djdk

4. Any ships you’re interested in in the group?

uhhh while i dont take it seriously i love sowoo n bseph theyre cute . my fav relationship rn is jiseph tho, their moments during the tour was so cute and uhh djdkd tbh i just love kards friendship a whole lot and i could go on for hrs abt it!

The Other/Relevant Questions:

1. Which kpop groups/bands do you like?

hmm bts are my 2nd fav group and my fav bg so theres that. but other than those my favs are 2ne1, twice, mamamoo, exid, svt, sistar and stellar (and more bc i have a lot of love in my heart for a lot of groups)

2. What other fandoms are you in?

i have literally no clue what counts as being in a Fandom but bts maybe?

3. Boy group or girl group stan?

i stan more ggrouos than bgroups so ggroups. t just comes more naturallt w girls

4. Which of your favorite groups would you like KARD to interact with?

idk why but the rookie ioi groups? like weki meki, pristin etc. theyd get along well i think, even the boys

5. Which group got you into kpop?

2ne1 back in 2014/2015

6. Who did you 1st listen to in kpop?

like ny first song? that was shinee song but idk if it was ring ding dong or lucifer. i disliked it back then thi

7. Do you like any solo artists?

ye! i like suran, anda and ga in (not all if beg just ga in sorry) the most. also elo and rhw rest if aomg are pretty good! and aoora too hes a cool one

8. Do you like any other artists from DSP?

i rlly like april theyre cute af

9. Besides KARD, are you into any other co-ed groups (both currently active or disbanded)?

triple h r good but ither than that i just know co ed schools songs were good

10. Have you tried showing any friends kpop? If so, how’d they react?

oh yeah loads of times if i feel like it. most of the time they just think its cool n like the songs

11. Which concept has been your favorite out of any group you stan?

bts + hyyh era , exid + ah yeah era (kind of the same as most of their studd ik but esp ah yeah) and mamamoo + decalcomanie

12. If your biases from the different groups you stan were all in the same room, who would you try to speak to 1st (y’know, after most likely freaking out)?

SOLJI she seems like she’d be so amazing to meet in person oh my god… id give her a big hug and tell her i love her

13. Aside from ‘Hola Hola’ (pff obviously), which debut/comeback has been your favorite in 2017?

debut: pristin, dreamcatcher, a.c.e and highlight!

comeback: spring day (bts), ko ko bop (exo) , red flavor (rv), all night (snsd), rain (knk), signal/knock knock (twice), remember (9muses), archangels of the sephiroth (stellar), dont wanna cry (svt) night rather than day (exid), yes i am (mmm), beautiful (monsta x) and if t counts then goodbye by 2ne1 and lonely by sistar (😟)

14. Is KARD your bias group? If not, then who?

YES

15. If you could hang out with any kpop group for a day, who would it be?

kard lol

16. Do you have any favorite fansites out of all the groups you stan?

i do! its on twitter, @/seph_tember and @/cheky_love!

17. In anticipation for KARD’s future lightstick to be made/released who-knows-when, whose lighstick do you like most?

oh my god i hadnt even thoygh abt kards lightstick dkdkd anywho, my favs are svt and apink! twice’s is also adorable

18. Fandoms can be problematic and make it difficult to show pride in being in them. Which fandom are you most proud of being a part of?

uhh kard ig? i dont rlly think abt this a lot dosl but all the fans ive seen are super nice

19. Which fandom name do you like the most?

myday (day6) buddy (gfriend) and carat (svt) r so cute

20. If you could only listen to one kpop group for the rest of your life, who would it be?

oh dear. uhm. sorry bu. h. uh. exo??? sirry but i cant live my life knowing ill never listen to what u do again kdkd

i tag @caelestisqueen @1honeygrl and @7kard   !!

[yumikoflare]

wowie this is a loooong meme - thanks for the tag @wildricebear more like wild loser bear...........

Rules: Answer all questions and tag 20 people. (putting it under the cut bc it’s 100+ questions!)

1. What is your nickname? i go by yumi! my rl nickname has the same amount of letters 🤔

2. What is your zodiac sign? aqua sun / scorp moon

3. What is your favorite book series? not gonna lie i havent read any book series in a looong time but my fav manga series is fukigen na mononokean!

4. Do you believe in aliens or ghosts? ofc, i believe in both!

5. Who is your favorite author? errr i honestly don’t have one ahaha but sunrisesongs has some reaaaally nice poetry if that counts

6. What is your current favorite song? rn i’m a huuuge fan of kenshi yonezu’s suna no wakusei, namely the soramafu cover!

7. What is your favorite word? uhh don’t have one.. but the word ‘warmth’ has always struck a chord in me?

8. What was the last song you listened to? i think it was ra ra rasputin b/c someone at band was playing it on his phone LOL

9. What TV show would you recommend for everybody to watch? i don’t watch tv oops  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ can’t think of anime recs either smhhh

10. What is your favorite movie to watch when you’re feeling down? i don’t watch movies if i’m feeling down but i remember enjoying the intern?

11. Do you play video games? mmm a little bit.. i play overwatch and sometimes osu and ive played a couple of mmorpgs here and there 

12. What is your biggest fear? losing my purpose and passion

13. What is your best quality, in your opinion? i’m a good friend! i think that counts

14. What is your worst quality, in your opinion? my lack of patience and intolerance to trials

15. What is your favorite season? winter!!!!!!

16. Are you in a relationship? nah

17. What is something you miss from your childhood? honestly? i don’t miss much in particular from my childhood other than that Sweet Naive Bliss™ because things have been getting better in my life since then so

18. Who is your best friend? nizh, swirl, mari, gil, noah, sam, laura, kayla come to mind

19. What is your eye color? dark brown

20. What is your hair color? dark brown

21. Who is someone you love? all my friends...........

22. Who is someone you trust? the friends i listed earlier!!!

23. Who is someone you think about often? honestly as of recently myself bc im working on bettering myself LOL but other than that, i think of noah kinda often?

24. Are you currently excited about/for something? uuuuhhhh not particularly

25. What is your biggest obsession? currently overwatch

26. What was your favorite TV show as a child? probably spongebob aldsakdsla

27. Do you have any unusual phobias? mmmmmm not sure but my anxiety makes a lot of small things scary so

28. Do you prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it? both!!!!

29. What is your favorite hobby? honestly not sure... i like writing but recently i’ve been very into photo and video editing so!!!

30. What was the last book you read? probably the hiding place

31. What was the last movie you watched? goosebumps i think? watched it at home w/ my mom bc she hadnt seen it before

32. What musical instruments do you play, if any? [[[the sound of me, panicked, aggressively slamming my mallets into a timpani can be heard in the distance]]]

33. What is your favorite animal? dogs.... i love dogs

34. What are your top 5 favorite Tumblr blogs that you follow? hm i rly like yamiiino, kaiami, tofuvi, star-plasma, and zandraart!

35. What superpower do you wish you had? healing factor!!!

36. When and where do you feel most at peace? idk, whenever really, surrounded in my closest friends; either that or doing something i love alone

37. What makes you smile? my friends...... also getting praised......

38. What sports do you play, if any? FUNNY JOKE i cant sports

39. What is your favorite drink? hell....... i love lots of different types of teas (black, green, jasmine, honey, etc) and im also a sucker for matcha... and i also like ice blended drinks... and (virgin bc im underage) mojitos.... and smoothies.......... fdgkjkdf i love drinks a lot ok

40. Are you afraid of heights? yes 10000%

41. What is your biggest pet peeve? close-mindedness and intolerance to other ppl/ideas/etc + having to waste resources

42. Have you ever been to a concert? only one! was a mayday parade concert earlier this year

43. When you were little, what did you want to be when you grew up? like everything LOL a singer and an author were prob my biggest ones tho

44. What fictional world would you like to live in? HONESTLY the fukigen na mononokean world would be cool to live in... 

45. What is something you worry about? i simultaneously really like and dread band asdlsakdas

46. Are you scared of the dark? yup orz

47. Do you like to sing? heck yea!!!! singing is so good.....

48. Have you ever skipped school? no bc im a goody two-shoes™ 

49. What is your favorite place on the planet? i dunno! i don’t have one! the world’s so big there’s so many places i still have yet to go!!!

50. Where would you like to live? honestly idk i’m happy with where i am now LOL

51. Do you have any pets? i wish......... i want a doggo so bad but my sister and i are allergic

52. Are you more of an early bird or a night owl? i don’t feel like either but i’m closer to a night owl

53. Do you like sunrises or sunsets better? both..... the sky is a goddess and im in love with her.....

54. Do you know how to drive? i’m an anxious minor who is too afraid to get near the wheel LOL

55. Do you prefer earbuds or headphones? headphones bc earbuds always fall outta my ears and its a Pain

56. Have you ever had braces? nope B)

57. What is your favorite genre of music? ummmmm i don’t have a fav bc i’m kinda flexible but i like alt rock? and j-rock/j-pop?

58. Who is your hero? to be completely honest idk if i have one LOL im my own hero™ B))))

59. Do you read comic books? nah

60. What makes you the most angry? probably the same as #41 as well as like myself?? bc i get frustrated with myself v often and that concept makes me angry asdsa;ldas

61. Do you prefer to read on an electronic device or with a real book? nizh wrote “i like real books but i’m so lazy that i’m more likely to read digital” and i am in agreement

62. What is your favorite subject in school? errrrrrrrr i suppose la? but i’m abt to enter some new classes and learn under totally new teachers so idk it’s bound to change!

63. Do you have any siblings? ye, one older sister

64. What was the last thing you bought? a flowy cardigan from yesterday!!!! im lov it.... i might post a pic of it

65. How tall are you? 5′1′’ and 3/8 sdfkjsdijeiwjeje

66. Can you cook? yo i wish..................

67. What are three things that you love? my friends, music, food/drinks LOL

68. What are three things that you hate? same as #41 and a third thing would prob be conflict?? idk

69. What is your sexual orientation? as far as i know i experience no sexual attraction (asexual) and i experience romantic attraction to anyone and everyone (panromantic) so!

70. Where do you currently live? socal

71. Who was the last person you texted? probably nizh

72. When was the last time you cried? mmmm maybe a week or two ago... i cant recall exactly when so thats good

73. Who is your favorite YouTuber? oooohhh.. im super mainstream but i love arikadou LOL also zylbrad, seagull, and etika

74. Do you like to take selfies? i do! i usually only take selfies like every once in awhile when im feeling cute and when i do i take A Lot

75. What is your favorite app? i lov line camera?? also google photos makes things mucho convenient

76. What is your relationship with your parent(s) like? tbh i find my relationship with my parents to be closer than a lot of my friends’ so :0

77. What is your favorite foreign accent? i dunno! french accents are pretty cool

78. What is a place that you’ve never been to, but you want to visit? japan! also the philippines

79. What is your favorite number? idk but i like 5 and 8

80. Do you find outer space of the deep ocean to be more interesting? both freak me out but the ocean is pretty interesting

81. Do you consider yourself to be a daredevil? not in the slightest LOLOL

82. Are you allergic to anything? intolerant to eggs, pretty allergic to any type of nuts so that sucks, n i got those Seasonal Allergies

83. Can you wiggle your ears? NO I HAVENT READ HARRY POTTER

84. How often do you admit that you were wrong about something? umm idk how often LOL whenever i think im wrong..?? which is somewhat frequently?

85. Do you prefer the forest or the beach? forests are lovely

86. What is your favorite piece of advice that anyone has ever given you? honestly idk......... i remember my dad said smth about how you don’t always have to forgive everyone and by saying ‘it’s okay’ permits the other person to repeat the same action, so i choose my words rly carefully now bc of that :o

87. Are you a good liar? kinda half n half... depends on what i’m lying abt

88. What is your Hogwarts House? iiiiii forgot but it was either ravenclaw or hufflepuff... mightve been the former

89. Do you talk to yourself? YEAH especially when i’m practicing music or video editing

90. Are you an introvert or an extrovert? introvert

91. Do you keep a journal/diary? as of very recently yes bc my therapist recommended me to do so :0

92. Do you believe in second chances? usually in most circumstances

93. Do you believe that people are capable of change? oh yeah definitely, anyone is capable of change, it just depends on their attitude towards it

94. Are you ticklish? yes i hate it

95. Have you ever been on a plane? yep, to san francisco and sacramento and i guess once to texas but that was before i could remember so

96. Do you have any piercings? nope and i don’t rly want any tbh

97. What fictional character do you wish was real? i have nooo idea there’s a lot of thought i’d have to put into this question LOL

98. Do you have any tattoos? nah but if i did they’d be veeeery simplistic

99. What is the best decision that you’ve made in your life so far? probably when i decided 1-2 years ago that i wanted to get my life back on track so i could become a person i could love and ive been making progress little by little ever since then

100. Do you believe in karma? mmmmm not reaaallyyyy..... like maybe a little bit but

101. Do you wear glasses or contacts? its ya girl almost legally blind and wearing contacts

102. Do you want children? not sure yet but probably

103. Who is the smartest person you know? no clue omg there are lots of smart ppl in this world

104. What is your most embarrassing memory? sometime in grade school i was sitting at the edge of a playground slide pleading for my friend not to push me down bc i rly had to pee but she did and i literally just pissed all over the slide and we just stared at each other for a long time and that was just........ Very Bad - I HAVE ANOTHER BAD MEMORY THOUGH it wasnt even long ago kill me??? i was at my friend’s house for dinner and her parents asked what my sister was studying and my sister just recently got into college and i had a veeeeeeeery vague grasp on what she was studying so i literally said ‘food and tectonics’ and i wanNA MCDIE BC I MEANT DIETETICS NOT T E C T O N I C S

105. Have you ever pulled an all-nighter? mmm not a real one.. most ive done is stayed up til 6amish with nizh before goin to sleep  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ like i’m definitely capable of doing it i just don’t want to

106. What color are most of your clothes? dunno? i have a fairly colorful wardrobe but i almost always wear something w/ black if i’m not going for an all light outfit

107. Do you like adventures? depends on where to bc im very cautious LOL

108. Have you ever been on TV? nope

109. How old are you? how old is ur moM!! dab dab haha xd

110. What is your favorite quote? one of my favs is “there are no happy endings, endings are the saddest part, so just give me a happy middle and a very happy start” by shel silverstein; i have a few others but thats the first that comes to mind

111. Do you prefer sweet or savory foods? savory tbhhhh

112. Have your friends ever badly disapponted you? umm not badly but ive been mildly disappointed by a few LOL

113. What is your favorite scent? that clean/fresh linen smell?? and also lavender and then light stuff like eucalyptus mint

114. Random fact you know? the duck-billed platypus can’t keep its eyes open underwater, so it finds its prey by using sensors in its bill that detect electrical impulses n then they strike! theyre pretty cool animals..

115. What is your opinion on long distance relationships? nizh said “hard. just, really hard. not sure if it’s worth it” and i also agree

IT IS OVER wow ok 20 ppl is kind of a lot and this is a loooot of questions so im only gonna tag a tiny bit of ppl (dont have to do it if u dont wanna!): @dunmerhealer | @aftertaste-of-memes | @inspiringnokias yeah that’s it LOL this is just Hella Long so idk how many ppl would be up for doin this so ye  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 

[celelala]

Tagged by @lxttuce, thank you!!

Rules: answer the 20 questions in a new post and tag 20 blogs you would like to get to know better. (not tagging anyone but u can do it if u want!)

Nickname: Cel

Gender: Female

Starsign: Capricorn

Height: 5 feet

Time right now: 3:01pm

Last thing I googled: draw the squad seven people

Favorite Bands: Kalafina, and others as well

Favorite Solo Artists: there is people but,, cant recall anyone atm

Song Stuck in Your Head: currently Monica by Leslie Cheung bc someone Im following has Thanks Thanks Monica as their blog title and I just saw it

Last movie I watched: A part of Pirates of the Caribbean

Last Tv show I watched: Beyblade Metal Fusion (on Netflix)

When did you create your blog: July 30, 2014

What kind of stuff do you post: anime and manga stuff (more and more ygo recently), other things that i think are cool

When did your blog reached its peak: not entirely sure what this means but according to what HT wrote, then the post I made w the most notes would be the Alikoufest one 

Do you have any other blogs: I do have another one but I haven’t been on it for like two years now so its effectively abandoned

Do you get asks regularly: nope

Why you chose your URL: based on my nickname

Following: 224

Posts: 26 950

Pokemon team: I chose Mystic

Favorite colors: purple and pink

Average hours of sleep: ~7

Favorite characters: Ren Kougyoku from Magi, Hiiragi Shinoa from Owari no Seraph are my top and forever faves

What are you wearing right now: summer pajamas 

How many blankets do you sleep with: 1

Dream job: actuary is what I’m going for rn

Dream trip: hmmmmmm

[jimintoxication]

Get to know me tag!

Tagged by @satansonyeondan thanks for tagging me!! 

Rules: Answer the 20 questions in a new post and tag 20 blogs you would like to get to know better.

Nickname: Tanya

Gender: female

Star Sign: libra

Height: 158(i think?)cm / 5′2″

Time right now: 10:17pm

Last thing I googled: “korea university” cause i wanted to look at the map of campus lol 

Favourite Bands: knk, topp dogg, bts, mamamoo, seventeen, astro and the list goes on

Favourite Solo Artists: ailee, eric nam, zion t, crush, iu, jason derulo, usher, lee hi, ariana grande

Song stuck in your head: lately it’s been going back and forth between oh nana and don’t recall by kard

Last movie I watched: I watched like half of rush hour 2 until the wifi gave up on me lol but the last full movie i watched was 200 Pounds Beauty one of my fave korean movies tbh

Last TV Show I watched: the walking dead in terms of american shows and strong woman do bong soon in terms of k-dramas

When did you create your blog: i think it was in 2012?? 

What kind of stuff do you post: it’s like 99% kpop and the other 1% consists of k-dramas and american tv shows

When did your blog reach its peak: idk tbh my blog isn’t that popular so...lmao

Do you have any other blogs: nope this is the only one i use

Do you get asks regularly: lol nope

Why you chose your URL: when i realized jimin was the one i wanted a url with his name and i guess you can say i’m intoxicated by him so i combined the two lol

Following: 347

Posts: 27,061

Hogwarts House: slytherin through and through my friend 

Pokémon Team: mystic

Favorite colors: orange, pink, purple, blue, 

Average hours of sleep: 6-8

Lucky Numbers: 7,9

Favorite Characters: glenn rhee rip, daryl dixon, felicity from arrow, laurel lance, the weasley twins, kim bok joo, wang so from scarlet heart ryeo, draco malfoy, and probs others i cant think of rn

What are you wearing right now: my pink knk tshirt and a pair of sweatpants

How many blankets do you sleep with: rn my wolf blanket, my childhood blanket, and a fleece blanket i got from the line friends store

Dream job: idk??? i should know but i dont know??? what are my dreams what are my ambitions i have no idea i’m just a mess lmao 

Dream trip: honestly just a trip around the world, going around from country to country experiencing the culture and food and everything, seeing all the sights and meeting people from all over

Tagging: @rnyungsooo @cha-inyeon @bangboys @756cm @yoojinluv and idk who else to tag lol but you don’t have to do it if you don’t wanna

[dawniel]

Tagged by @palephantom and @our-smol-beans thank you!!

Rules: answer the questions & tag 20 blogs you want to get to know better

Name: rosie Family name: (insert chinese surname here) Star Sign:  cancer Height: 160cm Age: 17, and 18 this year Fave Color: pink and rose gold Time RN: 3:30 pm Hours of Sleep: 6 or 10, not in between Lucky Number: 10 Last Thing I Googled: cast trigo (i was studying trigonometry in maths lol) Fave Fictional Character: basically the main characters of my fav movies? Blankets I Sleep With: 2 Favorite Artists: lana del rey, and too many others for music and art Dream Trip: graduation trip with my closest friends, european towns Dream Job: artist, illustrator  What You’re Wearing Right Now: pyjamas again and a big coat because it’s cold Follower Count: 1,374 (I’m very much grateful for this god knows how the hell i reach this Posts: 13,211 What Do You Post About: dnp, positivity, occasionally cute and funny things Most Active Followers: (past week) @catstieeel @weebphangirl @cutelittletyrant​ @euphoriclester​ thank you so much for supporting me! i love to see you on my activity box:) When Did Your Blog Reach Its Peak: i guess the period when i reach 500 to 1k? the followers count rises so fast idk what did i do Why Did You Make This Blog: originally just to lurk and see all the amazing edits and art in the phandom (because it’s my main blog too Do You Get Asks On A Daily Basis: averagely one random one every day if i’m not doing an ask list or asking for asks! i wish i got more  Why Did You Choose Your URL: i love dawn and i just wanted to rebrand from fluffhowell to a more mature-ish and cool url so Favorite Fandom: phandom! i’m lucky because the phandom is always nice to me Languages You Speak: three, cantonese and english, not so fluent mandarin Favorite Film: spirited away, leon the professional Last Article You Read: i really can’t recall but something trashy on the internet probably Last Thing You Bought Online: a wine red sweater Last Person You Dreamt Of: my ex-best friend A Recurring Dream: being trapped in a weird dark dimension, lost and scary as hell Phobias/Fears: ghost, paranormal activities, darkness, a swamp of insects nopenopenope How Would Your Friends Describe You:  “kind, nice, friendly, lovable, caring, loving and all the other good adjectives that i cant think of rn haha” – melody, @snugglyhowell (seems fake, marked as spam) “kills conversation” melissa, friend irl who is definitely a troll, “beautiful, rose is sexy, pug-like, artistic, passionate for (insert my crush’s name)’ you decide who to trust If You Had $$$ To Spend What Would You Buy First: a house and a dog for my parents! Shuffle Your Song Library And List The First Three Songs That Play: clued up || little mix, free somebody || luna, goner || tøp (that diversity omg

I tag: @vyou @lattehowell @spacedns (sorry for tagging you I’m just very curious and sometimes you seem mysterious?? you dont need to do this) and anyone who want to do this!!

[no25]

redoing a survey i took 4 years a go!!1! :~) 

1: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?

ya because i have asthma so fuck dat // yes

2: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?

all of the above loooooool // taken uwu

3: What if I told you that you were pretty?

i’d say thank you, you are too // same answer!!!!

4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?

probably // not that i know of

5: Are you interested in anyone right now?

nah // yes uwu

6: What are you looking forward to in the next week?

nothing. sleeping in on monday pretty much // nothing....

7: Do you want to be single?

i dont mind // not rn bc i am happy in my relationship atm!

8: Did you go out or stay in last night?

i went out and i had jollibee // i stayed in but i wish i went out...!

9: How late did you stay up last night?

til like 1 or 2 i think doing fuckin nothing lol // i dont remember but it was late!!

10: Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot?

junior year??? and RIGHT NOW ???????? LMAO!!! // yes (: rn!

11: Last three things you had to drink?

breakfast, lunch, and dinner: mocha cappucino, sprite, and water // water, strawberry lemonade, baja blast ! 

12: Have you pretended to like someone?

ya man i’m fake af lol // yes

13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?

ya man i’m fake af lol // not sure, but maybe...

14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?

my mom probably // my bf tony omg the answer difference

15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?

depends but not rly bc i’m fake af lol // idk wtf i was talkin bout but in terms of platonic relationships, it rly depends on my closeness with the person! and i’ve never been thru a breakup so i cant say anything...

16: Think back five months ago, were you single?

ya what was that like august? been single since i was born tbh // no uwu

17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?

getting ready to shower // i was still in bed lol!!

18: Hold hands with anyone this week?

trisha but she was only holding on to my pinky // tony!

19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?

no bc it is too late for me // same answer lol

20: What would you name your future daughter?

clara after the singer or adora after that prodigy // who the hell was i talkin about... okay just googled who adora svitak was (the prodigy i was talking about) and sis was born in 97... i too was born in 97....damn i was mute for like half my life and sis was in a TED TALK at 12 so thats cool... anyway i want to name my daughter after my mom!

21: Do you miss anyone?

not really. just one person // yes :(

22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?

yea but they were just quick pecks on the cheek // yes

23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?

no it took place while i was sitting down in a chair and it was from my pops on my forehead //  i do not remember actually LOL

24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?

ya bc i’m fake af lol… just kidding my friends say i make shit hella obvious sometimes guess i’m not as good of an actress as i thought i was // hmm no but i wish i was... but i’m a PISCES i ABSORB EVERY EMOTION AND IT SHOWS

25: Have you ever cried from being so mad?

fffuuuuuuck yyyeeaaaa // yes :(

26: Who did you last see in person?

my parents? what you tryna ask here // i dont rly understand the contxt of this question, im just gona say my roommates bc theyre in the room with me

27: Are you listening to music right now?

yes chandelier by sia // no i’m listening to an asmr video!

28: What is something you currently want right now?

to finish my hw but that’s not happening anytime soon bc f society // i was sooo angsty back then omg lol but i want new makeup, clothes, and accessories!

29: What is the last thing you said out lot?

this question because i read it out loud bc of the typo // hmmm i don’t remember! i think it was... can u wash my fork

30: How is your heart lately?

heavy // empty (: damn i’ve been depressed my whOLE LIFE huh

31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?

yes because my head gets cold // sometimes!

32: Are you wearing socks?

yes and they’re grey / not rn

33: What do people call you?

chacha or princess sometimes but not really mostly just charlene // charlene, char! not rly chacha anymore! i miss being called chacha! but ppl who arent that close to me started calling me it so its weird! but it might b my fault for pushing the nickname... but i mean nicknames are only a given IF ur close with that person right... so idk why ppl thought itd b ok right away! like cmon ppl!

34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?

maybe~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~but if i do i’ll feel like i’m bothering him lol / maybe ! but it’s ok if we dont

35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?

you think this a joke ofc there are wtf!!!! // yes.. same answer LOL

36: Who did you last share a bed with?

my mommy // tony

37: Did you do something bad today?

procrastinate)))))): // same answer, add two shots of ~hate myself~ in there too

38: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?

like two days ago? is that sad / today!

39: Do you get stressed out easily?

ya but it’s my own fault i’m hella dumb but in the end i’m just like oh well ALOT which is actually not healthy at all / yes! it fries my brain and i become numb to it lol

40: Will you sing today?

i sing everyday // i hope!

41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?

yes because i am so bad at talking / same answer!

42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?

kaithleen and i like talking to megs but when i do tell people stuff i feel like i am giving them more stuff to worry about so i usually end up not going to them at all lol / tony or my vocaloid sisters groupchat! 

43: Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?

no; thanks jesus / no

44: What are you listening to right now?

we could happen by aj rafael / same asmr video!

45: What is wrong with you right now?

a lot of things / i need to find new ways of unlearning the harmful coping mechanisms and negativity i’ve internalized, but i know it takes a lot of work for self improvement, so i think it’s easier to just be sad :(

46: What is on your wrists right now?

my sleeves and my veins / wtf angsty bitch lmao NOTHING is on my wrist lol chill

47: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?

t’s a house find and it says tiburon and conference center lodge so ig uess it’s from there / it’s a free shirt from a programming company! or gaming i cant remember....

48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?

hot chocolate wtf is hot apple cider i never tried it / hot chocolate!

49: Do you make wishes at 11:11?

i used to / aww same answer, maybe i should start again! but i always lose track of time...

50: Are you a good artist?

fuck yeah. sike i’m a disgrace / no :(

51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?

ew / yes!!!!!!

52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?

who do you think i am do you think people like counting the months backwards? anyway idk i didn;t do shit in july / yes bc i would b at home with my cat!!!!!!!

53: Ever been on a golf cart?

no / not while it was moving!

54: Do you have trust issues?

ya bc i’m fake af lol / yes :(

55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who?

tony or kaithleen kinda but she always falls asleep / tony!

56: Do you own something from Hot Topic?

yea think so from my middle school days but the only thing i can rly think of is this pikachu shirt / yes!!! that pikachu shirt, a goofy movie shirt, and a spirited away shirt!

57: Do you use chap stick?

i used to / not the brand chapstick but yes! i think my lips have become too dependent on it tho bc they dry out or sunburn easily if i dont use it for a while or if its a rly sunny hot day!!

58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face?

yes probably but on accident pretty sure i’d remember it clearly if it was on purpose / not that i know of!

59: Do you have a little sister?

no but if i consider my friends as little sisters i’d have like seven or soemthing / no!

60: Have you ever been to New York?

no but i would love to go / not yet!

61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?

yes and i love them too / same answer !!!!

62: Have you hugged someone within the last week?

ya and it was the opposite sex dude you asked about earlier / yes!

63: What were you doing at midnight last night?

talkin to the late night people you asked about earlier / on my laptop watching asmr videos lol!!

64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?

no / yes 😥

65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?

ya like 10 / i cant believe i counted... but yes!

66: Were your last three kisses from the same person?

no / yes, tony!

67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?

i actually don;t remember oops sorry mom give me up for adoption / yes, tony!

68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?

i am okay with both but i have to be close to you first to face you if we sleepin on the same bed lol / im fine with either !

69: Will next Friday be a good one?

i dont think so. everyday feels the same and i am bored all the time / im gona speak it into existence, YES!!!!

[awkwardpiplup]

1-100 of the cute questions

  Its 3am, why not

1:  when you have cereal, do you have more milk than cereal or more cereal than milk? more cereal

2:  do you like the feeling of cold air on your cheeks on a wintery day? YES

3:  what random objects do you use to bookmark your books? post it notes

4:  how do you take your coffee/tea? my coffee has one sugar and a fUCK TON of french vanilla creamer

5:  are you self-conscious of your smile? yea

6:  do you keep plants? no, I’d like to but they’d probs die

7:  do you name your plants? I would

8:  what artistic medium do you use to express your feelings? drawing

9:  do you like singing/humming to yourself? yea

10:  do you sleep on your back, side, or stomach? stomach

11:  what’s an inner joke you have with your friends? target?

12:  what’s your favorite planet? Saturn

13:  what’s something that made you smile today? The Get Down

14:  if you were to live with your best friend in an old flat in a big city, what would it look like? its messy because we both refuse to clean until I eventually give in, dog hair everywhere

15:  go google a weird space fact and tell us what it is! Space is always quiet because there is no atmosphere for sound waves to travel through

16:  what’s your favorite pasta dish? chicken fettuccine alfredo

17:  what color do you really want to dye your hair? dont wanna dye my hair

18:  tell us about something dumb/funny you did that has since gone down in history between you and your friends and is always brought up. i cant remember any

19:  do you keep a journal? what do you write/draw/ in it? i have a dream journal, now my dreams get more vivid and strange

20:  what’s your favorite eye color? green

21:  talk about your favorite bag, the one that’s been to hell and back with you and that you love to pieces. I have a red bag i take everywhere

22:  are you a morning person? yea

23:  what’s your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations? nothing

24:  is there someone out there you would trust with every single one of your secrets? no, trust issues to the mAX

25:  what’s the weirdest place you’ve ever broken into? a school

26:  what are the shoes you’ve had for forever and wear with every single outfit?

27:  what’s your favorite bubblegum flavor? fruit

28:  sunrise or sunset? sunrise

29:  what’s something really cute that one of your friends does and is totally endearing? one of my friends always invites me when they all go out even though she knows i’ll probs say no

30:  think of it: have you ever been  truly scared? yes

31:  what is your opinion of socks? do you like wearing weird socks? do you sleep with socks? do you confine yourself to white sock hell? really, just talk about socks. I loVE socks!! colorful socks and prints im LOVE SOCKS

32:  tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3AM when you were with friends. we were outside on the patio and laughing but i cant remember why

33:  what’s your fave pastry? cream puffs

34:  tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it? its a stuffed zebra named Stripes, i still have him

35:  do you like stationary and pretty pens and so on? do you use them often? YES

36:  which band’s sound would fit your mood right now? mindless self indulgence

37:  do you like keeping your room messy or clean? clean but its always messy

38:  tell us about your pet peeves! I hate when people touch me when I tell them not to and when people yell at me

39:  what color do you wear the most? black

40:  think of a piece of jewelry you own: what’s it’s story? does it have any meaning to you? i have a choker with a heart in the middle that my girlfriend gave me and I love it

41:  what’s the last book you remember really, really loving? im reading the ranger’s apprentice again and its beAUTIFUL

42:  do you have a favorite coffee shop? describe it! dont have one

43:  who was the last person you gazed at the stars with? my great grandpa

44:  when was the last time you remember feeling completely serene and at peace with everything? um never?

45:  do you trust your instincts a lot? no

46:  tell us the worst pun you can think of. im a frayed knot

47:  what food do you think should be banned from the universe? corn

48:  what was your biggest fear as a kid? is it the same today? the dark, im still scared of it

49:  do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought? i like buying CDs, the last one i bought was Departure by Journey

50:  what’s an odd thing you collect? i dont collect anything

51:  think of a person. what song do you associate with them? Natural High by Bloodstone makes me think of my dad 

52:  what are your favorite memes of the year so far? what in tarnation

53:  have you ever watched the rocky horror picture show? heathers? beetlejuice? pulp fiction? what do you think of them? ive seen all of these but pulp fiction, and i loVE THEM

54:  who’s the last person you saw with a true look of sadness on their face? im not sure

55:  what’s the most dramatic thing you’ve ever done to prove a point? idk

56:  what are some things you find endearing in people? when people look at you so you know you’re being listened to when you feel like nobody is

57:  go listen to bohemian rhapsody. how did it make you feel? did you dramatically reenact the lyrics? i feel tired, and yes i sang along

58:  who’s the wine mom and who’s the vodka aunt in your group of friends? why? gerritt is the wine mom and vivica is the vodka aunt

59:  what’s your favorite myth? the one about persephone

60:  do you like poetry? what are some of your faves? i like poetry but i dont have favorites

61:  what’s the stupidest gift you’ve ever given? the stupidest one you’ve ever received? im not sure

62:  do you drink juice in the morning? which kind? no

63:  are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organized or kinda leave them be? leave them be

64:  what color is the sky where you are right now? black

65:  is there anyone you haven’t seen in a long time who you’d love to hang out with? yes

66:  what would your ideal flower crown look like? made entirely out of babys breath

67:  how do gloomy days where the sky is dark and the world is misty make you feel? sleepy and calm

68:  what’s winter like where you live? rainy

69:  what are your favorite board games? candyland

70:  have you ever used a ouija board? no

71:  what’s your favorite kind of tea? all berry teas are gOOD

72:  are you a person who needs to note everything down or else you’ll forget it? i need to note everything down, but i forget to

73:  what are some of your worst habits? picking my skin, biting my nails, tearing the skin on my lips

74:  describe a good friend of yours without using their name or gendered pronouns. always excited to see me. makes sure im ok. asks about how im doing. encourages me to continue painting. listens to me when i need to talk

75:  tell us about your pets! i have a fish, he is big and beautiful

76:  is there anything you should be doing right now but aren’t? sleeping

77:  pink or yellow lemonade? pink

78:  are you in the minion hateclub or fanclub? neutralclub

79:  what’s one of the cutest things someone has ever done for you? when my girlfriend sends me cute messages when im asleep or randomly during the day

80:  what color are your bedroom walls? did you choose that color? if so, why? beigeish white,  i did not pick the color

81:  describe one of your friend’s eyes using the most abstract imagery you can think of. im not sure what this means, they are big eyes

82:  are/were you good in school? im trying

83:  what’s some of your favorite album art? Graduation by Kanye West and Tighter by Mindless Self Indulgence

84:  are you planning on getting tattoos? which ones? Im not sure what i want but i want a tattoo on my thigh

85:  do you read comics? what are your faves? yES! i really like Gotham Academy rn

86:  do you like concept albums? which ones? im not sure what that is

87:  what are some movies you think everyone should watch at least once in their lives? loRD OF THE RINGS TRILOGY

88:  are there any artistic movements you particularly enjoy? not really

89:  are you close to your parents? my mom

90:  talk about your one of you favorite cities. San Francisco is pretty and I always want to be there

91:  where do you plan on traveling this year? No where yet

92:  are you a person who drowns their pasta in cheese or a person who barely sprinkles a pinch? dROWN THE PASTA

93:  what’s the hairstyle you wear the most? The way it looks when i wake up

94:  who was the last person you know to have a birthday? my friend

95:  what are your plans for this weekend? Im not sure yet

96:  do you install your computer updates really quickly or do you procrastinate on them a lot? procrastinate them

97:  myer briggs type, zodiac sign, and hogwarts house? INFP, gemini, hufflepuff

98:  when’s the last time you went hiking? did you enjoy it? the day you catch me hiking is the day i die

99:  list some songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them. Don’t Recall by KARD, Such Small Hands and Nobody Not Even The Rain by La Dispute, Always by Rap Monster and Lullabies by All Time Low

100:  if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why? 5 years to future to bring me closer to death