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fisheito · 2 months

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collab #2 with @xenole i was given a chibi yakumo and i.. i...... turned it into thiS

#I AM SO SORRY I DREW YAKUMO AGAIN ADFSJEIADKS LOOK OK so xenole gives me the tiny crying yakumo.#says DO WHATEVER YOU WANT and THUS i get to thinking #my immediate thought was #i'm going to make oli breast boobily while comforting him #bc i was determined to draw xenole's fave this time. i swore it to myself. i WILL stop being so self indulgent #but the chibi on chibi comforting scene didn't sit right with me. it was too straightforward. not something i would draw normally #it was hhhh as u say.... not on brand.? it did not inspire me. idea benched....#so days pass and i'm still pondering ideas on what to do to the sad spaghetti.#configurations of clan members danced in my head. some defending yaku. some comforting. some bullying #the ideas usually involved at least oli or kuya bc once again. xenole bias #then while i'm in the shower i got frustrated with my lack of ideas and thought #i'll jujst eat.him. just. chew on him. i'm tired of him #AND THE IMAGE OF KUYA EATING YAKUMO FOR BREAKFAST POPPED INTO MY MIND #originally it was going to be kuya eating yakuflakes and oli giving him serious side eye but then the brain went #WHAT IF IT'S YAKUMO WATCHING KUYA EAT YAKUMO. THAT IS FUNNY. IT MUMST HAPPEEN #BUT I REFUSED at first. i was angry at myself. this is not a competition to see how you can STILL sHOVE YAKUMO into a drawing.#plus the composition would shrink xenole's chibi down! i would take over so much space by comparison! THE DISRESPECT! TO THE COLLAB PROCESS #but once i get fixated on smth...well. i ended up doing the idea and just praying xenole wouldnt eviscerate me for it #i'm sorry my liege. my grip on the reins was weak. the goofy clown horses went stampeding #so idk now it's the two of em having a peaceful breakfast in kuya's cabin but only kuya is at peace and yakumo's this close to a breakdown #i feel like there should be something in the space between them. a speech bubble or something . something mean is being said #yakuya #nu carnival yakumo #nu carnival kuya

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soldier-poet-king · 10 months

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Slowly strangling to death the part of my brain that snidely asks 'can you be normal for 5 seconds' anytime I get emotional about 'silly' things

#franposting #like yes currently this is abt naruto right this second.#but its an overall problem. and everyday multiple times a day issue #cringe is dead im killing it as we speak #sometimes u gotta be a little mentally unwell to become mentally well #and my heart is so full of love and sadness and most of all. potential. the potentiality of its existence #what a wondrous thing #anyway i have to go shower before going to my nonnas.#weeping abt naruto while laying outside in the 36C heat and sun #ya girl is NASTY #but its so good. i am a heat creachure. if i dont do this at least once a week in the summer i start to feel insane in a bad way #if it could never go beneath 15C and i could always sit outside in the sun #that would heal me #sorry to winter and temperate climate enjoyers. i need bright sun and heat or i want to kms bc brain evil #DW I AM WEARING SPF 50. i dont/cant burn bc olive skin. but i still wear sunscreen when i do this

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khaleesiofalicante · 6 months

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yall remember in one of shadowhunter tv episodes Alec legit asked Magnus "if you have magic, why do you take showers?" WHAT KIND OF WHITE MAN QUESTION WAS THAT HUH.

#all those buzzfeed articles about white celebs only taking a bath once a week scarred me for life okay #here we need to bath AT LEAST twice a day AT LEAST #I hope Alec is not one of these white people #although I think he too enjoys taking showers now so good for him #all of this will make sense if you consider the fact that I didn't go to sleep last night #okay bye #malec

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be-good-to-bugs · 7 days

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you would think considering how much it loves sleeping that my body would, yknow, sleep when i ask it to. or even just when it has barely slept in days and im trying so hard to sleep

#the bin #uugghhhh i woke up at 1pm today bc my stupid idiot body refused to go to sleep at a reasonable time even tho i was alreday so sleep #deprived. i have to work at 6:30 tomorrow morning :/ so i guess i wont be sleeping till then bc i still have to clean stuff and shower #maybe maybe maybe ill get a nap in but idk. bleh. i hope after i get home my stupid body will sleep. its gonna have to bc i work 7 hours the #next day so i cant do that too sleep deprived. i really really hope i dont have to :( hhhh #i wanted so bad to get high last night mosty bc my body has been refusing to sleep this past week but my sister n her boyfriend didnt come #over so i wasnt able to get more edibles :( or boxes for packing. hhh. i need to move so soon! i have no idea what day its even gonna be yet #i badeky have an idea of how much its gonna cost either. they finally gave me a gas cost estimate afeyr ive been asking for 3 weeks #hhh. well. whatever. i only have 4 more shifts. im kinda sad tbh. i really like working here. my coworkers are so nice #tomorrow is probs the last time ill ever see my fav coworker. shes so nice. shes so nice she used he/him for me and calls me orb #i just mentioned the name in passing once after i changed my pronouns on my nametag and she noticed and she remember!#and before she used it for me she stopped and asked if i was comfortable with it or if i wanted to keep it private. i have never EVER met #another cis person who would even think to ask that. most cis people dont understand why you would care. shes like. the nicest person ive #ever ever met. why did i have to find such a great place to work in minnesota? well. even if i am super tired tomorrow morning itll probably #be ok. butbi really would prefer not to be.#i dont know why i havent been able to sleep properly. bleh. i do liek what edibles do to me its a fun time but its kinda annoying that i #cant use them very casually for sleep or pain. they incapacitate me for 14 hours minimum.#well. at least no matter how stressed i am abt everything. i will definitely be elsewhere in 18 days max. should be less than that.#i will miss this job and these coworkers but i am relived that i wont have to go to work for awhile. esp with this tooth pain.#and im so excited to be able to draw again! im glad im moving a month before artfight bc itll give me time to get shit prepped #i wanted so bad to participate last year but i wasnt able to come evn close to finishing any attacks bc i was too tired from working

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thoughts-of-the-unheard · 1 year

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my neighbors hearing me sing the same couple of lines of the same couple of songs every couple of hours because i am perpetually watching lockwood and co

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starredforlife · 3 months

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hey :) i love your look!!!! related question: does your hair fall like that naturally or do you use some product? because if yes please teach me your ways i want to have as much butch swag as you

Hi, thank you so much!! It’s both. It’s falls like this pretty naturally esp when it’s shorter but when I want to spruce it up or keep it neat (mostly bc the back always gets unkempt) I use a wax/cream that I got from my stylist, would def recommend for shaping shorter hair like mine. For texture I use a little sea salt spray or just style it after I’ve lifted weights lol.

Products I use! ^ oh and a comb too, more recently.

#the sweat helps with texture but the spray itself is the obvious alternative haha #i used to not have a comb or do the spray and I’d just use this strong gluey thing but this is #a lot gentler for hair #i also use a 2-1 ‘men’s’ shampoo though ofc the men part is just branding #I just like how it smells and it also is nice to my Jaír #*hair #also it’s def a THANK U STYLIST they have been so good at perfecting the haircut itself #i also wash my hair every other day instead of once a day! but take showers at least once a day ofc #star’s asks #star’s anons

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simcardiac-arrested · 1 year

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hey, i understand if you don't have the energy/motivation, and i don't want to force you. but i think you should consider exercising a little! even if its just 30 seconds. you might find that moving around actually makes you feel better than not moving! i personally get exercise in by (sometimes) pacing around when i'm deep in thought; maybe taking a walk outside and/or listening to a nice audiobook could work for you? (sorry if im making you uncomfortable! and feel free to call out bad behavior

i don’t think this is a weird or bad thing to say at all. thank you so much for this ask. like actually

#after i got this i went and stretched and got some push ups in which i havent done in a while #exercise always makes me feel a bit better but i also always forget to do it or i put it off bc it will take ‘too long’#and then it takes like. 7 minutes UEHEUEJSGSJSH #went and brushed my teeth and showered too. which are not things you’re supposed to do at 3pm but eh. we ball #i also watered my plants. so if i don’t do anything else today i can at least say i did that #one of them is drying up btw and i have no idea why …… i google it and it tells me that i either water it Too Much or Not Enough #and it’s like girl. make up your mind. either one or the other #he already almost dried up once but then he started getting better and getting new leaves. but now he’s doing it againnnn idk why!!!! Freak #also i wouldn’t have minded taking a walk at all but i’ve already spent the last 2 days walking until evening #and also there is. um. a uh. a snowstorm outside. and i don’t wanna walk through the snow.#so er. happy april 30th #normal weather👍#anyway yeah thank you anon it really did help. tjey werent lying #cramswering

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ereborne · 5 months

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Song of the Day: December 14

"KMAG YOYO" by Hayes Carll

#song of the day #still sick >:(#I'm not convinced I actually /like/ this song but I can't sing today either way and it caught in my head last time I was in Nick's car #very very good rhythm and quick enough to be a challenge to learn even if I might not ever listen to it again once I've got it down #and I keep thinking I should look into how informal military abbreviations were established and proliferated #I dunno how commonly understood KMAG YOYO is (kiss my ass goodbye; you're on your own) but I'd say probably a majority of #--hmm you know now I'm really doubting my 'majority'. maybe I've got a sampling bias.#I mostly know folks on the poorer and more rural side of things and I've known a lot of law enforcement and military people. hmm--#anyway I was going to say a majority of Americans but maybe that's not generalizable. certainly a majority of Americans I've met though #know what FUBAR and SNAFU mean at least in the colloquial sense #(I've heard disagreements about the particulars of FUBAR. whether it's 'beyond all repair' or 'beyond all recognition' mostly)#and I just wonder how they came to be standardized and spread. my just-spitballing guess is Vietnam vets but I wanna look it up #I suppose if we can manage to get 'okay' so heavily popularized with its weirdass origins then anything could happen #and English is such a fucky language anyway #a little research project for post-fever Alexis! she'll be so happy #edit: first late song post. two weeks in exactly. not too bad!#and only two hours late too! (current-fevered-Alexis fell asleep in the shower)

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yappacadaver · 5 months

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i wonder what he does to escape

#like actually.#he MUST read #like i've decided there's no way to survive that existence without being an insane reader #cause u know his ass isn't doing hard drugs. strikes me as too intelligent to be a TV bro. maybe movies???? probably movies too idk #doesn't strike me as a music lover he's so vibeless #all im saying is my recovery program for him would be like. 1 heroic dose of shrooms to start.#and then like a week of teaching him how to play computer games so I could introduce him to minecraft and dao and some other selections #bong hits every day and hot baths not showers. cut the nicotine by at least half and minimum of 6 hours of sleep.#eat pussy every morning/night fuck on the daily and try taking in the ass at least once (can become a regular thing if he wants it)#ok this became a normal post but im right ok he needs this #normalposting

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myname-isnia · 6 months

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If there’s one thing I hope for in UtOS, despite the fact I doubt I’ll be the one who ends up writing it, it’s that once Suiren and Midori start considering Zhi their grandmother, she will be as different from my actual maternal grandmother as possible

#that woman is infuriating and I no longer have any questions as to why I’m the only family member who sees her on a weekly basis #she’s overbearing and micromanaging and always on my ass about the slightest of things #she turned off a documentary about the fauna of Madagascar that I was watching be #*because she felt grossed out watching some kind of rodent eating earth worms #and instead switched the channel to the news. because she’s not grossed out watching coverage of our invasion of ukraine #she tells me the most obvious things and acts like I’m a stupid child #like yes baba I know I need to wash my hair before Monday. I’m not completely blind yet I can see that I need a shower thank you very much #my biggest transgression is that I have callouses on my feet. she keeps saying how a girl shouldn’t have feet like a soldier #it’s called having spent almost two decades walking every day. shocking I know #and since I’m ranting about her already #she once said. to my mom’s face. that she wishes she has aborted her #and while a) I’m very much pro abortion rights and a person’s right to choose. and b) I have a difficult relationship with my mom #you can’t fucking say that to your own daughter #and then wonder why she doesn’t want to talk to you #ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #at least I’m home now and don’t have to see her for a week at least

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yourknightinshiningplastic · 4 months

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I've been so bored lately.

#nothing seems appealing #i think its the weather getting me down #not only are we getting the usual Illinois winter now we're getting all the snow at once #theres feet of snow on the grown #*ground #i dont know if ive ever seen this much snow #at least we have heat #and we even have a garage for the car #lot better than we've had in a long time #then why am i so depressed #i even showered the other day and it didn't make me feel better #winona has something to say

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catgirlwizard · 1 year

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#personal #its ridiculous how i was so depressed 2 days ago and then my partner was like. whay if i came over right now even though #its almost midnight. and what if i slept over at your house for 3 nights in a row. and now im sitting here having eaten breakfast for the #first time in like 4 weeks and feeling happy waiting for him to wake up so we can shower together and were #gonna go on a build-a-bear date and i no longer feel like i deserve to d*e with him here #hes just so sweet and i love him a lot and im really lucky to have him in my life <3 ive never been in a relationship where i felt this #safe and comfortable and accepted before and i know he hasnt either and its just nice #definitely helps that were both trans autistic queers with parental trauma so theres a lit about each other that we understand without #needing to explain it in depth #but also he really values communication and even thiigh im so used to shutting all my feelings off and not telling people about them #im trying really hard to not do that with him and its? nice not bottling everything up for once?#he really listens to me when i talk and tries to understand and respect my boundaries all the time and its realy nice to have that #ive been awful at establishing boundaries in past relationships and i didnt feel like my boundaries mattered to at least one ex so its #a nice change of pace to have someone go out of their way to make me feel reapected and valued like thay #and thats not even mentioning all the hot gay transgender sex we have because like. both being on t kind of makes that a necessity dhdjdjdj #its just nice having him in my life and feeling loved and cared for and getting to love and care for him back and im so lucky #that everything fell into place for us to date each other because i really dont know what id have done without him this past half a year #this is so long fhdjsjsjsj im just waoting for him to get up and feeling emotional about how much of a good influence he is in my life <333

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tenrose · 1 year

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Another day, another bruise on my skin from who knows when, who knows where, who knows how? Not me 🤷

#it's not easy keeping track of my bruises when i run into something or accidentally knock myself at least once a day #only noticed it out of the shower cause it hurt a bit lmao #misc

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sw1mmingfoolz · 2 years

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the annoying thing about living alone is that I can't ask my dad to cook for me or make me tea and I have to do the washing up even if I am dying cuz life doesn't stop. the cool thing about living alone is that if i decide i want hash browns at 1am i can just make em. pretty fair trade off imo

#or showers at like 3am #but man. my dad wouldnt usually do stuff for us unless we were ill #and it was great like i just ask for a toastie or some tea or smth #proud to admit that despite getting tonsillitis covid and sinusitis all at once the longest i went without #doing the dishes was 3 days and that's cuz I didn't really eat anything #big up adulthood dude i'm not doing the worst job of it #a/n #cait rambles #i keep taking stabs at writing at least #i wanna do some kinda small town vignette shit so I can just be flowery and stuff lol

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coldflasher · 2 years

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an evergreen reminder that if you ever hear me say something im working on is ‘almost done’ i am 100% without a doubt lying. to all of you, sure, but mostly to myself

#me last night: one more readthrough and we'll be ready to go!#me doing said readthrough: nvm at least half of this needs to go #always with the line edits... im insufferable #anyway im too tired so. once again. walk of shame with the coldwestallen sex fic #imagine how powerful i'd be if i didn't have to work. 2k every day for the past 4 days and then today. nothing #AND i finally messaged the landlord *spits* to make inquiries about buying the house off her only to discover the shower has packed in #which is just wizard. like sure the second i say i wanna buy it everything starts breaking #that's not massively relevant to the fic thing but whatever #my point is life is so much and i just wanna write fic >:(

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pietroleopoldo · 2 years

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Travelling for a week with people really exposes their bad attitudes towards personal hygiene huh

#i remember when i was young and shocked by the fact that my classmates didn't take a showe r every day #like. you can do this in italy where we have bidets but in countries where they dont???#you really don't feel the need to wash your ass at least once every day???#but then i went to belgium for a week for work and uh #one of my teammates only showered once for the whole week. again no bidets btw

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