#but i'm scared and suck at convos

[shaofei]

love it when i don't socialize

[candlelitutopia]

I need to break up with my boyfriend. Fuck.

[decompose1]

i. i avoided watching the springy episode for a WHILE because like. the amount everyone was shitting on it was horrible. it like genuinely ruined any passion i had in ii for a while because it was nonstop. you'd think they SHOT Cabby with the reactions. and then i watch it and it's like. eye-rolly at worst. what am i missing

[dreamauri]

♪ — 𝗔𝗡𝗗 𝗧𝗛𝗘𝗬 𝗪𝗘𝗥𝗘 𝗦𝗧𝗥𝗘𝗔𝗠𝗘𝗥𝗦 - part three lando norris x  fem! streamer! reader (fluff) “. . . lando finds himself addicted to playing video games with this girl he cant get out of his head.”

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user the guy is hooked, good luck devi 👍

user this confirms the suspicions. devi, you are the hottest woman on earth if you got lando norris all smiley like that

user the way he was in the middle of a convo with max and totally forgot the world around him once he saw her and sat up ⤷ user someone tell him her favorite type of flowers fr

mclaren is that our lando?? 😲 ⤷ devi.03 yep, it is

user the smile omg my heart ⤷ user girl just the smile?!! look at the little wave! he’s so cute i cant!

user the way he looks at her tho awwww

user ok but like, lando better ask her out, she went out of her way to go see him ⤷ user better not mess this up, lando norris ⤷ user on god 

user honestly im so glad they finally met, i've been waiting for this moment since december

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How to approach you, how to approach you, Lando pondered watching you standing at the little bar in the mclaren hospitality, waiting for your drink. "Suck it up." he mumbled, brushing his hand through his hair one last time before walking up to you. He was lucky enough that you wore the merch and the watch he got you, he would’ve thought you were an influencer if you hadn’t run your hand through your hair which showed the richard mille that identified you as you.

Lando awkwardly cleared his throat before asking the bartender for a drink. You looked up from your phone upon hearing the new but familiar voice. The brit in papaya tried to act cool, leaning on the counter and looking out of the glass wall onto the paddock. You smirked, leaning on your forearms as well. Taking a sip from your drink once it was set in front of you, you lightly nudged Lando.

He hummed, turning his head to face you. You shrugged your right sleeve up to reveal the watch. “I think I broke it.” Your words drew a frown from Lando, making him hold your wrist gently to inspect the watch. 

“You haven’t had it for two months.” He scolded trying to find where the fault would’ve been. You held in a smile, watching him put his ear down to listen to the ticks. 

“I’m telling you, man. Every third tick is slower.” Lando furrowed his eyebrows, staying there to see the apparent faulty watch. It was only when he realized you quoted the line from the movie cars did he nudge you with a huff. 

“You scared me. I thought you broke it.” He scolded, taking his monster drink and popping it open with a grumble. 

“I’d never even put a scratch on it.” you assured, nudging his shoulder with a laugh. “This is the first time I’ve worn it anyways, I wanted it to be a special occasion” You sighed happily, admiring the watch. Lando glanced at you while taking a sip from the drink.

“You think this is a special occasion?” he asked quietly, looking the other way as if he saw something when he was just trying to hide his smile. 

“Oh yeah, for sure.” you nodded, giggling. “I finally get to meet Max Verstappen.” the brunette turned to you with a deadpan while you tried to hold in your smile. You both knew you were joking. Lando would’ve thought you were playing a trick on him if you weren’t wearing his ln4 world merch and McLaren cap.

“So,” you pushed off the counter, “P4 for tomorrow's race, you think you can get a podium? A win maybe?” Lando tried to hold in a smile as he followed you, walking with you from the hospitality to the garage. 

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"I'm not letting you stay in a hotel?"

"What? Where should I stay? The curb?" You held your hands up confused. 

"You can't even afford the meal plan!" Lando scolded as he pushed you from behind in the parking lot.

The awkwardness a person would get from meeting someone for the first time didn't last long between you and Lando. It lasted only 30 seconds before you nearly gave the brit a heart attack by telling him you broke the watch. You randomly read it somewhere, it doesn't always work but it sure did this time because Lando was the same silly and funny guy who always butts in asking for a partner or a teammate in a game when he doesn't need one.

"I can just eat out??" You tried to argue not seeing where he was going with the conversation.

"That's wasting even more money!" He scolded, turning you right and letting you hop down the sidewalk into the rows upon rows of cars. 

"What am I supposed to do then?!" you threw your hands up just as Lando stopped to search for the car keys, with you still frozen, hands up in the air.

"Are you summoning god or something?" Oscar mumbled as he walked by. 

"I wish, I think he's going to throw me on the side of a highway or something." you replied, sighing. 

"Dev's staying in my room so I'm sleeping at yours." Lando told Oscar as he pulled the car door open. The aussie paused in his tracks, turning back and looking at you.

"You're dev?" Oscar more like stated before walking away, mumbling something about his girlfriend Lily. When the other papaya driver was out of earshot, you took the opportunity to roughly punch Lando's shoulder. 

"Ow! What was that for?" 

"You're giving out who I am?! What if someone hears? My face would be all over and I'm not gonna be able to set foot in campus!" You scolded him.

"What am I supposed to call you?!" he whisper shouted back. 

"My name, duh." ". . ." "I've spent 5 hours with you, how do you not know my name?"

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"De- Y/N." Lando corrected himself. After a long night of secretly eating room service pizza in his room and getting up early for the race, you and Lando decided to spend the morning in the paddock. You stopped chewing on the grapes you somehow got your hands on and looked up at him. Lando looked right and left before pulling a box of biscuits from his shirt.

Your eyebrows rose in surprise as you took the box happily, opening it as the boy took the seat beside you. The best thing about this certain hospitality is that there were no current fangirls sneaking around or trying to take pictures. So you and Lando were safe, fighting over cookies with no one noticing or paying any mind.

"I'm the one who got them!"

 "I'm the guest!" you argued back, trying to reach forward and take it back. 

"Yeah, but I'm the driver and I have a big race today so I need it!" 

"You need healthy food! Not carbohydrates—" un-thankfully for you, Oscar came up from the side and took the cookie while both of you were distracted.

He chewed peacefully while you and Lando had a face of utter despair. "It's my home race." he justified, taking another bite. "Also," he pointed the tiny piece of the cookie left at you. "I heard some people are looking for you." Your eyes widened in confusion. 

"Am I getting deported?" Now both of the McLaren boys were looking at you in confusion.

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credits to proofreading to the lovely @classiclitfreak <3

[am-i-the-asshole-official]

WIBTA if I played the last game by myself? to find it-> 🎮👾🕹️

So I [26NB] and three of my friends have been playing this game series for a while now it’s been probably a little under a year at this point that we’ve been chugging through these games (there’s, I believe, five games in total with a spin off and each game has multiple parts/chapters). We’ve been setting aside a day every week depending on our work and life availability to play through it. Normally getting a chapter a night or half a chapter depending on the length. Of course not every week we can do it cause of life and that's totally fine.

A little extra info on the games because I find it relevant. So the first game I actually played by myself cause the other three started without me (this was their thing they planned and invited me into later when I showed interest in the game) and I spent that time working to catch up to where they were in the game so I could join them. I did have a lot of fun playing the game as the game play is just as fun as the story to me and even when I get stuck the walk throughs are really easy to read and helpful. I'm not known for my gaming and actually watch playthroughs for stuff instead of plaything them myself cause I just all around suck at video games but this is one of the few games I like playing personally.

Once I played through the first game I hopped onboard the group plays with the other three to hang out and play together. Two of the friends have already played the whole series (lets call ‘em Lucy and Zeref) and know all the story where me and the third friend (let's call them Gray) didn't know anything at all about the series before we started playing. Part of the joy of these games for the both of us is getting to experience the exciting story in real time. As these games actually have a fairly large following and are pretty popular but some how both of us have gone most our lives with little to no spoilers for the series. This game is also full of crazy twists and turns that are VERY exciting to experience live.

Because of this fact I've also spent so much effort and time staying away from spoilers but still trying to interact with the fandom which is where not impossible just kinda frustrating cause there's a lot of art and fics and convos I'm missing out of because of it. I've even made another friend outside of this small group who ALSO likes these games but we don't talk about them much cause they're afraid of spoiling things for me by accident. Which, while very kind of them, is also in it's own way kinda frustrating.

We are currently on the fourth game and, honestly I've been thinking about just playing the last game and the spin off by myself at this point. There's two reasons for this. The first is that the games are just dragging on far too much to be fun anymore for me. I think it’s a mix of the fact that this fourth game is apparently one of, if not the, longest in the series and also that because of scheduling changes our weekly get togethers are much shorter now. Both of these factors causing us to take much longer to get through the chapters and this game. It’s really making it much harder to enjoy and even my roommate last week said I looked really tired and seemed burnt out during the session. It also doesn’t help that these meetups are online so I also don’t get to physically play the game myself and I can’t just ask to have the controller for a bit cause all of us are states away. 

The other part to this is that, honestly, me and these friends have not been talking as much. Something happened around the time we started the fourth game where I had a bunch of huge life changing events happen to me and I was severely depressed and grieving because of it. Due to some mixed up emotions on all sides and miscommunication, we had a hiccup in our friendship. There was a moment where I was genuinely scared of losing them but we talked it out like adults and things were better. However, ever since then it really does feel like the three of them talk a lot less to me now. I, at first, believed it was just my imagination. I do have some issues with my perception of reality due to mental heath but I always keep a very strong foot on the ground and go to people when I really feel like I can’t tell if I’m being crazy or not. So I chalked it up to me having a Moment(™) and just kept on like nothing was wrong. I even threw myself into DMs and out a lot more to try and make up for it. Instead of hiding away and being sad I tried to get them to interact with me more by really engaging in our friendships and chats. Unfortunately this hasn’t really helped the feeling of growing separation and light (possibly even unconscious) ignoring on their parts and I’m really feeling weighed down by it these days. It’s making these sessions even harder for me because no matter how much fun I have with them it makes the silence outside of the calls even more hollow and gut wrenching. 

A while back I did actually go to Gray and talk about my feelings mostly towards the way us playing the game is taking so long and causing burn out, and even suggested that instead of leaving the game nights completely, just playing the rest of them on my own and still hopping in with them when they do it. Gray was really sad with this cause they really enjoyed how both of us were going in blind together and they didn’t wanna be the only one who didn’t know anything while everyone else did. I understand that and felt really bad so I kept playing with them as a group. But the above feelings just got worse and worse. 

To top it off, Lucy has stopped coming to the game nights all together and I don’t really know why. As far as I’m aware they haven’t said anything at least not publicly in our chat about it and I didn’t feel it my place to pry. They also just haven’t been talking in the chat at all which feels extra bad cause I’ve always felt closest to Lucy and Gray at the end of the day. I’ve been chatting with Lucy in DMs here and there and they never seem disinterested in our conversation or like they no longer wanna be friends or anything. But it’s still really saddening as I am not really the DM type of person and am better at interacting in group chats and the like. So I feel like our already dying friendship is just going down hill faster. 

I just really wanna play the games and get it over with. I miss being able to play them physically and these game nights are starting to just worsen my mood as we go. I’m really not sure what to do cause I know Gray (and probably Zeref a little too) will be real upset if I drop out completely or if I play ahead of them. A part of me almost thought about playing the games in secret and pretending like I didn’t to spare their feelings and still make it fun for them and relieve all this stress off myself which I don’t know if that would be better or worse

What are these acronyms?

[multifandombullshitbabes]

Random Merlin Rewatch: Where a random number generator gives me a season and an episode from BBC Merlin; and then I comment on it as I go.

Today's episode: Season 2 Episode 11 - The Witch's Quickening

First off, before I start. It's got Mordred on the cover, so I'm assuming it's the episode where Merlin tries to kill little baby Mordred? And bby Mordred fucking shows off some of his magic in it as well. Don't remember much else but that, so.

LET'S FUCKING GO INTROOOOOOOOOOO

Oh, it's that ugly ass blonde guy that's gonna manipulate Morgana or whatever it is. Ugh. I don't like him. Glad to see him on the floor, but I know it's all a ruse.

Why is every Camelot knight fucking useless, y'all cannot be serious right now.

Was he. Fucking floating or something??? That looked goofy as shit, brother. Loser.

LET'S GO MUSICCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCC

It is a testament that Camelot must have a lot of different knights and guards, 'cause they don't recognize the guy but that's alright. I'm assuming they're so used to seeing each other with the helmets that they just. Forget each other's faces?? I don't know, maybe it's me, but I can recognize a face.

Oop, not Merlin snooping in on some random telepathy convo.

Before that, I wanted to comment. Absolutely bonkers that they're carrying Mordred (? maybe) inside a barrel. At least I'm assuming that's what they're doing.

That must've been so goofy to film, thank god colin just puts his whole pussy into everything he does.

A rare occasion of some guards being useful. Too bad magic's a thing, huh.

Does the druid speak give Merlin headaches?? Poor boy looks like is getting one. Also he looks so comfy.

NOT MORDRED INSIDE THE BARREL, MY GOD. That cannot have been comfy. Also him just. getting out like that. So creepy, I respect it.

Oh the two people just lifting him up like that, he's so smol!!

Why does the blonde guy has such a slutty shirt, wtf.

Why is Morgana sleeping with a big ass bracelet on, girl, take that off!!! You don't need it babe.

Morgana smiling :((((( My love.

OOP ICONIC ARTHUR CHOKING MERLIN UP THE WALL SCENE, LET'S GO

Ohhh the way Arthur just get's so protective when Merlin tells him they're in Morgana's chambers. They love each other so much, I'm SICK.

Ugly ass man, no one asked for you to talk, BITCH. fucking Alvarr or whatever the fuck, he can suck my dick, his vibes are SO OFF.

Morgana is so empathetic, like, she GETS IT!!! Of course she has some degree of privilege by being Uther's ward, but she is so fucking afraid everyday of being found out!! I'm SICK.

NOT MERLIN GETTING ALL GIDDY BY A COMPLIMENT FROM ARTHUR, OUGHHHHH

Hate seeing Morgana get so manipulated, hate it hate it, I'm SICK OF IT, LET MY GIRL LIVE HER FUCKING LIFE

EWWWW GET AWAY FROM HER, EWWWW

AHHHHHHHH MORGANA'S ACTING IS SO GOOD, FUCK I LOVE THIS SCENE, SO GOOFY!!!

She's so gorgeous. But also I love Merlin's little head tilt at Morgana's excuse "Don't you think if there was someone in my room, I'd know about it?" because, frankly, no you wouldn't!! And merlin knows this, but she says it with so much confidence they just take it.

Damn, Arthur getting so sassy n aggressive 'cause he was so scared of finding a horrific scene in Morgana's chambers, and now he's got nothing but Merlin to let out steam to. Damn, damn, boys.

I don't Mordred understands that his role in this mission is nothing more than just ensuring they get the crystal via manipulating Morgana with his existence. Very sick game Alvarr is playing. But Mordred could also be in the know. Hmmm.... we'll see.

Merlin IS very smart, he understands people, but most of all he understands magic users and what they need to do to survive, even if it means sacrificing yourself for others to survive.

Ough, that braid and that green dress. Morgana is just stunning.

"I was looking for Arthur." immediately looks down, guilty as fuck. Morgana is a good liar, but that doesn't mean she likes it all the time. This is Merlin, someone she supposedly trusts. And she is committing a serious crime. Tense.

God, I do love the aesthetics of this show. Love it love it, the fire, the stone walls, everything. And they never played about the clothes.

Merlin can never sleep in peace, and Arthur can never eat in peace.

Well. I do have to say, I was wondering why Arthur's door wasn't locked if he's known to be away. Merlin babe that's kinda on you, you should've locked it :///

Love the difference between Merlin apologising to Arthur n him just walking away, and then Uther being very harsh to Arthur for the same reason. Something something if Arthur can, he'll bear the burden/blame of others since he already feels responsible for a whole kingdom even as a prince, so what's more of that weight on his shoulders right? Technically, the fault is Merlin's but if Arthur can help it, Uther will never know it. He cares so much for Merlin.

Arthur lying through his teeth for Merlin, ohhhhhhhhhhhhh

This damn fucking dragon, fuckkkkkkkkkk

"Because you don't have a choice." OOP MERLIN ATE WITH THAT ONE.

God, the way Kilgarrah talks abt Morgana, I hate it!! UGH

Hm. The fact that Mordred possibly can use the crystal but Morgana can't (KIlgarrah's words). Interesting. So, from least to most poweful: Morgana<Mordred<Merlin.

Gwen just trying to spend as much time with Morgana because I bet they normally chat and stuff.

Oof, the mix of anger/fear/apprehension on Gwen's face with "My Lady." i bet it doesn't happen often when Gwen is reminded that Morgana is a lady and has the power to fucking execute her at will, she's that powerful. It must be so scary when she gets reminded of that. Of course, she knows Morgana would never; but what if?

The difference between Morgana's pristine tall white horse and Merlin's smaller black horse. Love that. Loveeeee it.

Oof. The fact that Morgana balks at Alvarr and his strategy of just. Killing anyone at Uther's side, even innocents. Like, she just cannot understand that, but!! She's at her most vulnerable at this time. Right now, she's not sure what's right or wrong. She doesn't know if what she thinks it's the right thing to do anymore, if it's what's needed for magic to be free, for her to be free of this fear and be herself. Is cruelty the answer? Is she being too merciful? I wonder if these are thoughts that she's having, knowing that what feels right is that she doesn't want to kill civilians, just bring Uther down. But what if her approach is wrong, and they fail, and it makes it all worse? What is there cannot be any "half measures"?

DONT FUCKING TOUCH HER BITCH EW

"I dont want to be alone anymore." THIS!!!! This is what leads to Morgana becoming what she becomes in season 3. Ultimately, she feels so alone. What other friends she has besides Gwen? Arthur? And now those two are poisoned because of her secret. She doesn't know if she can trust them fully anymore. She was already bitter, and full of hatred for Uther, and she was already capable of being ruthless and brave. But this? Being alone? This is what sets her off at her path. Even if she has allies, in the end she will always feel isolated, separated, alone. Even with Morgause. The second she gets into the mindset of "I have nothing of value to lose." She goes down Uther's path. The second she convinces herself that everyone either wants her dead or gone or whatever, she's on Uther's path. And Morgause doesn't count; she helps with this actually. Because Morgause is also very isolated and alone, but still puts herself in a certain distance with Morgana. Yes, they're sisters, they're High Priestesses. But they know their roles are much grander than themselves. Morgause even makes Morgana sacrifice her for their shared goal. The connection she has with Morgause only intensifies this idea that Morgana does not need others, she has a purpose outside of herself, and nothing else matters. This is what leads her down Uther's path. And once you start self-destructing, you realize how easy it is; and how much harder it becomes to put yourself back together again.

EWWWW THEY ALMOST KISSED!!! Another proof that Morgana is just so desperate for connection. First sign she sees of pure acceptance without fear she wants to dive right into that "safety". Ugh. Hate Alvarr and his manipulation.

EWWWWWWWW FUCK I HATE THIS GUY BROOOO

Oop, cult leader esque vibes. Should've known.

Not Gaius straight up telling Merlin "Let's lie to the King." Bet Merlin teases him abt that.

Goddd, I love their sibling banter. Also love how Arthur just cannot seem to tell when someone's hiding something when they're someone he truly deeply loves n trusts. Hope that doesn't bite him in the ass or something.

DON'T FUCKING KISS HER EWWUHHHH

Not Arthur just bullying the fuck out of Merlin. Too bad he's too busy listening to a telepathic convo.

THIS IS SO FUNNY, MERLIN JUST BEING LIKE "There's a footprint!!! (Oh fuck it's not enough, um-) LOOK!! MORE!!!"

"Yes they are" says Merlin prophetically and then somebody get shot with an arrow. Seriously, how did nobody get that Merlin was a sorcerer?? Did they just think he was. very weird???? Actually, that's exactly it.

Not Merlin aiding in the death of a child.

And just like that, another part of the prophecy solidified. Welp!!

Not Merlin seeing what Kilgarrah will do if he releases him and then that's exactly what he does.

OUGH??? MORGANA SENDING AWAY THE GUARDS WITH JUST A FLICK OF HER HAND??? HOT?????

OOP??? I FORGOT HOW HARD SHE WENT IN THIS SCENE HOLY SHIT???? This was, lowkey, Morgana sealing her fate. She was just so done with being passive and just taking the luxury of being Uther's ward. She saw what Alvarr and the druids and anyone with magic has had to do to survive and to end this reign of terror and she got so sick of just being on the side-lines. No wonder it was so easy for her to just betray them past this point. To her, she was already alienated from Uther and Camelot and everything it stands for. Alvarr being sentenced to death, not even telling the whole truth of her aiding him, radicalized her here. The title of this episode makes so much sense, this is Morgana getting more and more cold and ruthless towards Camelot whether before she just hated it and suffered under it. Go off queen.

OUGHHHH NOW THAT BROKE UTHER'S HEART, DAMN!!! She fully just. resigned from this family (I don't think she's fully processed that this means resigning from Arthur as well, she's just so focused on Uther).

OUGH THAT LAST LINE. UTHER'S SHOOK BITCHHHHH

"The future is as yet unshaped." This is why I believe destiny is not set in stone, but!! Once you do a set of actions, one path of the future solidifies and it is basically impossible to erode yourself out of it. But not truly impossible.

Morgana lying to Gwen, separating herself more n more from those she loves but that could hinder her new path. Oof...

Not Morgana bribing the guards with alcohol, jesus they're so stupid.

Fucking HATE ALVARR UGHHHHH

Oh, the way that Uther knows, and Morgana knows he knows, but Uther just cannot bear the thought of the truth, cannot say it out loud. OOOOOHHHH DELICIOUSSSSSSSSS

Damn what a good ass episode bro. This is really where we see Morgana become herself, I guess; or the hateful, ruthless version of her. It is both sad but so freeing to see. But I do think she only really wanted Uther to be gone, her hatred for Arthur and Merlin came later, through Morgause and her manipulation, but also their own actions.

[blondeaxolotl]

Proper Intro✨

(because the last one was rushed/sucked lmao)

Hii hello, I go by Mono or Duke (use which ever one you like more), I'm 18 years old and go by whatever pronouns, just self-project yours onto me. I'm a self-taught artist who's purpose here is to draw things the worms in my brain tell me to <3

I'm currently fixating on Black Butler/Kuroshitsuji the most, but I also might post some Beastars, Twisted Wonderland, or the rare occasional Danganronpa art (and more!).

I currently have many Black Butler AUs (and I'm actively making more) which will be listed down below:

Red Butler AU (Swap AU)

(Character Guide post for RB)

Kuro Kitties AU

Beastars Butler AU (Beastars AU))

(Character Guide post for BB)

KuroPasta AU (Creepypasta AU)

Church of Sacrilege AU (Joint AU with BrokenOliveJar!!)

Funtom's Pizzaria AU (FnaF AU)

3 of us AU (DHMIS AU)

Kuro Spooky Academy AU (Monster Prom AU)

Lady Undertaker Grell AU

Lizzy n Ran-Mao Wonderland AU (Wonderland/Madness returns AU)

I don't normally tag ramble posts, but if you're interested in art the tag is just "my art" and I also have "mono ask" for when I get asks!! (which are always open!) For drawing requests I'll always announce when they're open or closed!

Other info:

I have dyslexia and I'm a bit slow! So it takes me a moment to understand what you meant but also if I make any typos, do not correct me, let me find it myself tyvm

TO MUTUALS:

DON'T BE SCARED TO DM ME RANDOM SHIT OR START INFODUMPING TO ME, you don't need to do that "hi" or "hello how are you" shit, you can just straight up dm me the most random things and we'll have a convo from there!! (Don't be scared!! just do it!!)

And finally:

If I find out you're a proshipper/zoo/MAP/etc I'll block you cause your posts make me uncomfortable 💔

here's my carrd

[lotrmusical]

HI! i saw u reblogged the West end hadestown and said you've seen it so i have to ask, thoughts on hades? the character switch when he goes very camp on chant (reprise) threw me for a fucking LOOP. i had been crying beforehand but I was just like desperately holding in my laughter after that. the "young man" up against the door frame? I almost pissed myself. and his legs....

OH MY GOD. OKAY. YES

i'm the wrong person to ask about this because whenever a stage performer turns up the camp to 100, worthwhile questions such as 'is this the best considered acting choice for the character' don't stand a chance. they are completely overshadowed by the gay part of my brain emitting whirring noises. i enjoy it too much to care

but anyway my actual thoughts on zachary's hades are as follows:

i like when hades sucks. i enjoy when he gets to be a melodramatic loser and a villain-y villain, because it makes orpheus managing to get through to him hit much harder for me. so zachary hades with his sleazy attitude and the kind of warped enjoyment he's getting out of playing at being powerful and manipulative fulfilled my every wish. tailored to me specifically

i especially enjoyed his acting when he starts to break down a bit for epic 3, his scared/angry/shaken/lashing out was all delicious

direct quote from the messages i was sending people about the show after i saw it: i will say that he was not very.. idk.. plausible?? in chant 2 convo with orpheus specifically bc he was having too much gay fun strutting around the revolve to sell the lines about keeping a woman lmaooo

also i'm extra sad that we don't have the 'now it thickens on my tongue / now it quickens in my lung / now i'm stricken now i'm stung / it's done already' lines in his kiss the riot any more because they're some of my favourites and i want his gay take on them

[separatist-apologist]

How do I make friends as an adult? Like I managed to adopt a husband, but that was almost an accident?

It used to be so easy! When youre 5, tell a kid you like their crayons and you're besties.

Now I'm a socially awkward millennial who over shares and can't maintain eye contact.

I think it's similar though? I will admit that I don't really struggle to make friends and I think some of that has to be the willingness to embarss yourself, potentially. Like, shame is the death of fulfillment but I think a lot of people get scared of coming off wrong so they never say anything to someone they want to be friends with.

Ask anyone whose DMs I've slid into trying to make friends- Im a fucking weirdo. And it doesn't always work, sometimes people will see your earnest attempt and they'll like you less for it but that's okay. That's not on you- that's on them, it just was the wrong vibe.

Anyway this is me advocating to just put yourself out there without apology. Strike up a convo, invite them to get a beverage of your choice with you, and if they say no:

1. Don't internalize it as you being unfriendable! You're so friendable! They're just the wrong person

2. Don't let it feed into the "everyone sucks" spiral! Keep trying optimistically!

[shallowseeker]

My faves of yours this year were the car metas and how long cas was dead grief dean ones

I collected some of them and WOW, we really had a blast this year. I already forgot how much fun we had!!!!

I've seen performing!Dean talked about for ages, but for me performing!Rowena and performing!Sam (as high-falootin' high-class phonies) was particular good-tasting to me this year.

Some of the chatter around Lily Sundar episode as a "hidden Mad Men" type atmosphere with humans as the "hoes you shoudn't have emotions about" was great, and Cas a "exemplary high-performing man's man/angel's angel/results guy" was chef's kiss for me. I ate that like a barbarian.

Also, I adored the explorations about Jack's own performances too, or at least that people might entertain that his niceness and gentleness "golden child/good boy" thing is a little bit of an act to hide any darker feelings. He's brutal when it comes to protecting and has quite a temper (see: gas station worker getting choked out, all of Apocalypse Earth...)

CAR META

Dean tried to be the truck

Family cars and protecting the ones you love

Heaven is a truck, and the evolution of Cas as a truck guy

The date car that presided over the death of John...AND the death of Cas (also, PINTOS and family cars galore!)

The evolution of Cas from pimp-mobile to family truck guy

Cas + cars silly thoughts

GRIEF

The chair at the head of the table

Dean is the one crying in the soap opera and cas is the man with the bloody face

Dean's grief on speedrun / how long was cas dead anyway????

Dean looking for Cas during THEEEE PRAYER

Dean & the death of Jack

Don't make it real and permanent (And by Lucifer I mean Cas = And by Belphagor I mean Jack)

The everything he ever wanted

Sam doesn't grieve Jack and Rowena, he moves straight on the Eileen and berates Dean for moping

How Dean's rumination makes him seem guiltier

BOTH

I'm all out of love I'm SO LOST WITHOUT YOU (Don't grieve in front of me Dean it makes me feel uncomfortable and scared)

ADDITION: Here was the first uncomfortable Sam take

The grief ones also bring to mind the great convos we had this year about Sam Winchester, discomfort, and CLASS issues

Sam x Ph.D (Sam's personal OTP)

Rowena's class struggle aaaaaaaah

Rowena, unthawed

Dean x moving the lawn

Sam -> Campbells are "brawn," Winchesters are "brains"

Rowena & Crowley and the dream of upwards mobility + biting off more than they can chew

How Jack & Sam differ; Jack lacks SAMbition

Sam the pillar of the Lebanon community???? Nope

I have so much great Jack stuff but I suck at Tumblr tagging so I can't think of any to feature right now. The different between jack and Sam are great, because Sam got suckered into thinking he was special on borrowed powers. Jack's powers are his own. (Jack is an heir, Sam is a spare. Jack is like Dean in that he's heir to the family responsibilities.) Also, I did a lot of Dean-Mary-Jack posting this year that I just...honesly loved.

Some of my fave ones are from last year though (Like Jack is VARSITY) for this year...maybe Jack is THEEEE BOXER. Or TOYS TOYS TOYS. I think the Tombstone play by play was this year, too. How domains of the house emphasize different parenting styles in TFW. #spn parenting

My brain lives i all.

I'm sure there are some cool ones I missed. But.

Happy New Year and thanks for all the cool convos.

I'll try to get out and tell people which metas of theirs I liked too, but my mind magically goes blank when i try.

[ravnloft]

act 2 companion milestones with gwendolyn: a summary

got karlach's second upgrade, told her i wasn't really feeling the chemistry anymore, karlach said "you should rethink how you treat people" and i think stepping in front of a bus would have been less painful

rescued minthara, chatted her up, said "yeah but you don't REALLY love blood and guts and violence, right? you're just mad at the cult, right?" and she was like oh no i absolutely love blood and guts and violence lol. (gwen voice) mark me down as scared AND horny

gale, seductively: i'll suck you in a strange and interesting way / gwen, really scared: just the regular suck is okay please

(reloaded immediately because i simply could not follow through. he said I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU and i friendzoned this poor guy on what could have been his last night alive. gwen is fumbling bitches all over the place. i love it)

(i DID feel very bad about his sad wet eyes. this game feeds us so well on the sad wet man front. thank you larian)

astarion gave a harrowing confession about his trauma and how araj made him feel like an object, told gwen "you made me realize i'm strong enough on my own, i don't have to rely on seduction, there's more to relationships than sex and control" and in my head this convo ended with a very long, very tearful, very welcome hug. then immediately after that he said "just so we're clear, your quest for dommy mommy drow pussy has led us to places i wouldn't even go with a gun, and when minthara tries to kill you i will laugh" which is truly the kind of mlm/wlw hostility (affectionate) dynamic i envisioned for them all along

danced with wyll and also kissed him and um. i think i'm going to have to dump him now. gwen does not want a serious relationship with this guy she just thinks he's very sweet and romantic and got swept up in the moment. wyllyam i'm so sorry. wyllyam she just likes to be wooed and fawned over. wyllyam there is a whole hunk of a flaming hot woman right over there named karlach who is CHOMPING AT THE BIT to be kissed and danced with

halsin and minthara have not spoken to each other once and idk if the original/unmodded romance progression will let me date both of them but god damn that is a sandwich gwendolyn wants so badly to be in the middle of. hey queen hey king let me help you set aside your differences and heal from your trauma and feel safe from the shadows and mind control. and kiss

[ncityavenue]

Hi, I'm so glad I'd found this blog, could you possibly do a reaction/headcannon with nct 127 about their thoughts when they first saw you please?

Reading my mind, I've been meaning to do this but I just didn't know if I should write it or not but now that someone asked &#^#%@&$!!!!

Disclaimer: some might be taken place in Highschool/College!! Also sorry if these become whole ass stories BFIWBDUWBSKDK😭😭 and some might be mainly dialog than explanation. Plus, I'm sorry if this isn't exactly what you wanted I tried my hardest [to anon<3]

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NCT 127 seeing you for the first time

TAEIL

I feel like Taeil is a person that is only social with people he knows and the only people he knows his members, so him seeing you for the first time he definitely thinks that he should talk to you but he's hesitant so he has Johnny talk to you to get you to come over, he warns him not to do too much charm. And after like 2 drinks Taeil is the most talkative, he doesn't really think of what he thought of you he just says em' straight says that you are one of the prettiest people he has seen.

JOHNNY

Basically, you walk past him in a supermarket, yes supermarket. And He nearly breaks his neck turning around to look at you thinking 'damn they fine as hell' , he looks at Mark and he's like "Dude, did you see them?" And Mark being clueless he's like "I don't know?" Johnny sucks his teeth and just watches you from afar. Lowkey a little creepy but aye🤷🏾‍♀️, then he sees that you're struggling with getting toilet paper on the top shelf. THAT IS HIS CUE. He swoops in and grabs it for you, you look up to thank him with your cute smile and he's like "nah I have to get her number."

Mark is just like "can we go?"to Johnny after like 50 minutes of chatting with you, and he succeeds by getting your number. YAS!

TAEYONG

He sees you giggling across from his table in the lunchroom with your friends, until one of your friends spot him looking at you he immediately puts his head down shyly. But 5 minutes afterwards, he sees your figure stand over him asking if he wants to sit with you and your friends, he obliged, he honestly is star struck by you and a little intimidated given your reputation vs his.

He doesn't talk much besides when you ask him a question or force him into a convo because he's just so busy analyzing your mannerisms.

WHIPPED TAEYONG.

YUTA

Honestly, Yuta has seen you plenty of times to already know your name,friends name, classes you take, and your favorite classes. He thinks your pretty cute and he would love to keep you company, Romantic wise. Yuta finding out you have 2 mutual friends of his, it's too good to be true! You guys only have 2 classes together Algebra and Living Environment, so he makes the best out of it by sitting next to you in L.E.

"Good morning." He smiles at you, you jump a bit from the sudden deeper voice ringing in your ear now.

"Oh! Morning, Yuta right?" You questioned, he nods with smirk. Externally, he's calm. Internally, he's FANGIRLING 😭.

You guys chat the entire time, barely paying attention to your work. You've been found Yuta attractive but was just too scared to talk to him considering he looks like someone who would rather be left alone. By the end of the day, your number is in his phone and his is in yours.

DOYOUNG

Typical.

A tired doyoung shuffling his way in the café that you worked at, you were taking a break but once you saw your favorite customer ever you wrapped your apron around your waist and stepped behind the cash register.

"Oh, Doyoung you look so tired!" You say, He nodded as he sat in one of the chairs nearby. He's stopped by this café so much that you already knew his order. So, you started on it and after 15 minutes you served it but this time you sat in the chair across from him.

He thought you were way to kind for his own good, the first time he saw you he honestly knew that you were gonna be his good luck charm.

JAEHYUN

You wouldn't think jaehyun would be shy to approach anyone but that's exactly how he is with you, everytime he does though it's always with a friend having to start a conversation for him. (I lowkey relate to jaehyun on this😪✋🏾). He really likes your vibe, it's calm yet chaotic. Which matches him perfectly, he likes that everytime he says one of his dad jokes you're the first cracking up. Not to be conceited of himself but he sees a little bit of himself in you which kinda attracts him. Idk if this is me saying jaehyun is attracted to himself but it won't be the last time

You being invited to a hang out at Mark's house means a conversation with Jaehyun, everyone is doing there own thing which gives you and Jaehyun time to chat. The conversation is pretty mellow, Y'ALL VIBING OR WTVR🤭. The hang out ends with Jaehyun volunteering to take you home since it did become pretty late.

*wink wink*

JUNGWOO

"I thought you were such a bitch." Is the confession that jungwoo tells you after you ask him what his first impression of you was. He slaps his hand over his mouth laughing as you mouth goes agape.

"JUNGWOO THAT'S NOT NICE."

"YOU ASKED ME AND YOU SAID BE HONEST."

"NOT THAT HONEST."

"Honest with a sugar coat?"

You pouted looking down, jungwoo awed as he hugs you apologizing, "I didn't mean it like that, obviously I don't think that way anymore.."

"Then what do you think of me now?" You questioned plotting your chin on his shoulder.

"I think you're insanely gorgeous and sweet." Jungwoo admits. You took your chin off his shoulder immediately looking into his puppy eyes.

You tilt your head and without asking the "do you like me?" Question, he just nodded his head as if he knew what you were about to ask.

His lips were just too plump and juicy not to kiss, so you leaned in giving him a smooch that he long awaited for.

"I love you too."

Then the rest was history...*wink wink* OKAY IM DONE.

MARK

Well, it didn't take long for Mark to meet you since you were friends with Johnny and wherever Johnny went, he went. He was a stuttering mess seeing you, your afro that almost glistened in the sun and your beautiful melanin skin that shined He honestly thought that he was seeing a goddess infront of him. To the point he actually asked Johnny "Dude...is she real?" And Johnny just looked at him like 🤨.

He felt your confidence everytime you walked up to him it nearly knocked him off his feet, HE WAS WHIPPED. The stare that you gave him was also breathtaking, you thought he was just a bundle of cuteness. His stutter, his nervous laugh, everytime you ask him something that revolves about his hobbies he scratched the back of his head with a 'uhhhh', his "what?" To Johnny everytime you and him flirt.

You also couldn't help his shy boy ways so you out of the blue asked him if he was up to go out with you. You were so interested with the boy that you needed to know more. His first instinct was to say no because he was all too nervous but Johnny pushed him to go with you.

THE OUTFIT YOU WORE. LORD DID YOU WANT TO KILL HIM OR SOMETHING???

Every little thing he said made you giggle not because you took him as a joke but because he was so fucking cute.

And even being in a committed relationship with him now, he still has his nervous shy boy ways.

HAECHAN

At first, you didn't wanna deal with such a clingy energetic loud boy but that's only what other people thought that never spoken to haechan thought.

He honestly thought you were the hottest thing ever, the minute yall started becoming friends it didn't take him long to start his flirtiness. Ugh! How he loved calling you at 12pm (facetime) to just see your face and hear your voice just to say "AIIIGOOOOO GWIYEOBDAAAA!!! (cute)" and end the call. He does it because he has the freewill to do it.

He tells you exactly what he thinks, he gives you all his loving that he has to offer. I don't have to tell them I like them, they know. Is exactly how he thinks, but honestly do you?

It all goes down when you are making some dinner and he just hugs you with his anime girl giggle, you fuss at him but he doesn't budge. You like the attention he gives you but you're not sure if he's just being a affectionate friend or actually likes you.

"I'm cooking haechan."

"But I love you."

"I lo- HUH?"

He smirks looking at you, "I love you."

"Like friend? Orrrr-"

"Definitely not friend."

Your face heats up as you try to hide your smile but fail miserably, "I- I love you too."

He kisses your cheek with a simple "CUUUUTEEEEEE!"

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[narrativelysignificantturtleduck]

I think putting Jeong Jeong in NATLA season 2 after Zhao has already been kicked off the show would potentially be funny just cause

No convenient way to get rid of him at the end of the episode which means they gotta drag him around with the Gaang until he either leaves on his own or get separated for Plot Reasons. I guess they could shoehorn in an Azula Attack but she doesn't really fight the Gaang one on one all that much, at least not in s2 so. They're Stuck With Him

Either they gotta awkwardly break the news to him that his ex-student tried to murder the actual moon he gets to drop it into a convo that he quit teaching because one of his ex-students tried to murder the actual moon. And he doesn't need any more of that on his conscience ok

This last point isn't funny but him having ANYthing to do with Yue's death even indirectly would ramp up Sokka's dislike of him so hard. I doubt the show would even get into the first two points let alone this one but can you imagine

1. i was going to say "well, sometimes the gaang just leaves a village at the end of an episode and that's normal" but then i realized that's almost as funny as bringing him along. just like yeah sorry you weren't a good fit as a firebending teacher. good bye. no scene establishing what aang learned from jeong jeong just. well that sucked. yip yip! i can see natla doing that. like why would you have a scene demonstrating the lesson a character learned. that would make logical sense or something

2. i can see natla jeong jeong dropping this lore really early bc in the actual episode aang only finds out later when he actually confronts zhao. which is good writing. we get jeong jeong's viewpoint on firebending, we learn he had a student who sucked, and then we find out it's zhao and we understand why he's so passionate about said viewpoint. meanwhile there's no such thing as a reveal in natla. only infodumps

3. i've considered this before and i think it might actually have the opposite effect. like yes, having trained zhao means he is somewhat implicated in her death but he also deserted the military because he hated zhao and people like him. sokka might feel weird about it but they're actually pretty aligned on the topic of Zhao Sucks. like can you imagine either of them learning that zhao was drowned by the ocean spirit? they'd be thrilled to know he had such a cosmically perfect ending.

i actually started writing a scene about that in a sokka & piandao fic that i haven't touched in a while, maybe i should dust it off. mostly i just think sokka & jeong jeong should be friends bc i like them both so much.

anyways yeah, adding jeong jeong into the show without zhao is gonna be really weird and i'm scared at the possibilities

[lowkeyerror]

Interview Slip Ups

Liv Morgan x Reader

Word Count: 1.1k

Warnings: None

Summary: There were a few good things about working for WWE, but out of all those things, you missed Liv the most. ( Not my gif)

An: Major fluff

Masterlist

The wrestling world had many couples. It is common in almost any job for there to be at least one couple. However, in wrestling things were a little more convoluted. Sometimes couples break up and have to run storylines together, sometimes someone gets fired, and sometimes you're separated by a brand split.

Y/n had gotten released by WWE in one of the cuts. Liv took it pretty hard, considering that first her friends were cut and now her girlfriend.

Luckily, Y/n wasn't out of work for too long, immediately being snatched up by AEW. The only thing that bothered her about it was being away from Liv.

They weren't a public couple, so only a few close friends knew about the strain on their relationship.

Y/n hadn't talked much about WWE since leaving, until Renee asked her to be on Oral Sessions. The former superstar was initially scared, she knew she was in good hands with Renee. What she didn't know was that she would incriminate herself without any help from the host.

" Do you miss anything about WWE?"

Y/n pondered for a moment," So many of my friends are there, and I miss being on the road with them. Sometimes I miss the big ol' cinematic feel that Raw and Smackdown have. But out of everything there, I miss Liv the most. She's always on the road with WWE, and I'm obviously always with AEW. I just miss her so much, like I'm so tired of FaceTime. I just want to be able to kiss her in person."

Renee opens and closes her mouth a few times before Y/n realizes what she's done," Oh shit. I mean um, well fuck… I can't really take that back, can I?"

Renee laughs at how flustered Y/n is," No, I don't think you can."

Y/n shrugs her shoulders," Sorry Liv, don't be mad. I miss you."

Renee continues to laugh before moving on to the next topic. Once the interview is over, Y/n's phone starts blowing up with notifications.

She doesn't get the chance to look at them all before she gets a FaceTime call from Liv. Though she wants to ignore it, she also wants to see Liv.

Y/n picks up the phone," Hi, babe… how was your day?"

Liv gives Y/n the look and even on the screen it's pretty intimidating," My day was fine, I think we should talk about yours."

Y/n scratches the back of her neck," It was good, I was on Renee's podcast."

Liv fakes a pensive face," Hmmm, what did you talk about on the podcast."

Nervous laughter fumbles out of Y/n's mouth," Oh, you know a little bit of everything. WWE, AEW, um other things."

" Personal things," Liv stated.

Y/n broke," Baby, I'm sorry it was an accident. I just really missed you. I mean, Renee is just so good at her job, I forgot we were live. It felt like a convo between two friends."

Liv drops the angry act as soon as Y/n cracks," I'm not mad, well maybe a little because you said you didn't like my FaceTimes."

Y/n shook her head," No, I love your FaceTimes, I just wish we could have a little more than that sometimes. Like I'm home for the weekend, and you're not here."

Liv frowns a little," I know, I miss you too. Are you home any time next week?"

Y/n checks her schedule on her phone, trying to figure out a day she can just make free," I could be home for a few hours on the 5th, but I'd need a red eye that night."

" That sounds too stressful, baby."

Y/n shakes her head," I honestly don't care, as long as I get to see you."

Liv gives her a stern look," You should care. You can't be jet-lagged and sleep-deprived in the ring, anything can happen."

The AEW star whines," This sucks."

Liv sighs," I know, but we'll see each other soon, I promise. I love you way too much to go any longer. It feels like I'm having withdrawal."

" Same, I need an extra dose of Liv like right now," Y/n slumps on the couch.

" When we see each other, I promise you'll see so much of me, you'll be so sick."

Y/n laughs," I'd never get sick of you."

" I've gotta go baby, I'll call you later, ok?"

" Ok, be safe, love you," Y/n says to the phone.

" Love you too, bye," Liv waves her hand before ending the call.

Y/n takes this alone time to scroll through social media. Most of the reactions to her accidentally outing her relationship were funny memes.

She retweeted a bunch of them and shared some on her Instagram stories. She hadn't realized how long she had been on the phone until the doorbell rang.

Y/n assumed it was a package and trudged to the front door. When she opened it, she was immediately tackled to the ground. However, she knew this frame of person.

" Surprise!"

Liv was on top of her. Y/n didn't even notice Ruby behind Liv holding the blonde's phone, recording the whole thing.

Y/n squealed and wrapped her arms around her girlfriend. She pulled Liv into a sweet kiss. When Ruby started cheering, Y/n finally noticed her.

" I just had to get her, especially after this morning. You sounded like a total simp," Ruby says to Y/n.

" My simp," Liv places an extravagant kiss on Y/n's cheek.

Y/n kisses Liv again, this time more passionately and Ruby makes the executive decision to end the live.

" How long are you home for?"

Liv breaks out into a big smile," The whole weekend."

Y/n's eyes light up," The whole weekend?"

The short woman nods excitedly," The whole weekend."

" I missed you so much," Y/n mumbles into her neck.

Ruby clears her throat," Well, I'm just going to leave you two here. I'm sure you have lots of catching up to do."

The pair sprang into action, enveloping Ruby in a hug that she didn't necessarily want," Thanks for the special delivery Ruby, I owe you one."

" Ya ya ya any time lovebirds, now let me go," Ruby slips out of their grasps and out of the door.

" Well, what now?"

Y/n rushes towards Liv, picks her up and spins her around. The blonde giggles at her lover," Is it safe to assume that you missed me?"

" I've said it like 80 times already," Y/n says.

" I know one of those times was on a livestream for millions of people to see," Liv teases.

Y/n blushes," Well, what can I say, I love me some Liv Morgan."

" I'll never get tired of hearing that."

" Good," you kiss her again," Cause I'll never get tired of saying it."

[witherfide]

HI I'M SO SCARED TO ASK THIS BUT YOU'RE COOL AND I WANT TO KNOW YOU BETTER SO WOULD YOU BE COMFORTABLE WITH SHARING YOUR DISCORD WITH ME?!!! DON'T BE AFRAID TO SAY NO I WON'T TAKE IT PERSONALLY!!/GEN

UM YES????? I WOULD LOVE TO GET TO KNOW U???? sorry if im awkward though lmao i suck at convos

my discord is the same as my url on here!!!!

[bigjimbopickens]

For me personally, I won't be watching Kevin's stuff for a while to come. It is less about him though and more about the community he's brought to him, a community that now thinks he is one of them. A community that will likely stick around now as well. I don't remember reading anything in his apology regarding the vitriol he allowed to spread (though turning the comments off was the right thing to do), and I'm still soured by the lack of response to you regarding the p*** claims.

In any case I'm heavily disappointed. I love Kevin. He's the only YouTuber I have any merch from. And while I saw this coming I'm anguished. It sucks.

- also an autistic trans man

When I said I wouldn’t talk about this anymore I lied I wanna respond to this. I am contributing more to the convo with this though.

I feel the same way as I’m sure many others do too. And I’m glad you brought up the previous bs that happened just 2 or so months prior to all this because I was going to but felt like it wasn’t necessary as the post was already long enough.

For those unaware, in November 2022 Kevin posted a sims 4 video where he recreated the original sims 4 cult, which the fandom mimicked in a way. He changed the rules in that one to ban werewolves, which was interpreted as “ban furries.”

I made a joke response to it using the fursuit I made of werewolf Jim Pickens and people took it wayyyy too seriously. I was harassed quite a bit for that because people take what Kevin says too seriously. And of course I was called a p*do over it too. That situation scared off a-lot of people from the community but my naive self thought that was as bad as it gets and wanted to fix it. I believed it was my fault. So I organized a raid to bring the positivity back and it worked. Until Kevin fucked it up again 2 months later. I’m not organizing another. I’m not fixing his community again, he broke it and I had no involvement this time.

I sorta let that one slide when really I shouldn’t have because it was just one user who was really causing an issue for me. And it also wasn’t Kevin’s fault that guy had issues. I heard that Kevin did vaguely mention it on stream but I didn’t catch it because I was flying that day. Coincidentally he did post his “I almost quit in 2022” video on the day of the raid, which I came across again and said half-jokingly “You should’ve.”

There is another situation similar that happened to me back in April 2021 that is somewhat related as well. It was during the first NoPixel stream when I did fanart of Grognak and people started getting mad over their pronouns in my replies. So out of spite me and another artist drew them with the non binary pride flag and people became horribly transphobic towards us. Other artists joined us and the mods banned whoever was being transphobic in the replies. So transphobia has always been an issue in the community unfortunately, I just didn’t realize it was that fucking bad.

I joined the community shortly after the pandemic started when the Tomodachi Life series had started and I wish we could go back to those days. It was so much fun. Kevin never does videos anymore about his characters and when he does they’re more challenge-based rather than lore/character focused. That’s a big reason why his sims series fell off so hard. Jim went from being this evil idiot yet genius cult leader to asexually reproducing 100 babies. With the last sims 4 video being one that started a fight in his community I have no idea how he’s going to continue it. I don’t even know if he’s aware of what happened to me. I know he saw the fursuit, he liked the tweet I made about it.

Oh man another long post. Damn I ramble a lot. But I think it needs to be said regardless. I have got to be the user of the community who got fucked over the most amount of times simply for existing haha. I am the embodiment of what the community seems to hate. Thankfully two other communities have already welcomed me so I don’t have to rely on this one as much anymore. I’m still thankful for all the good it’s done for me but I’ve never been in a fandom more toxic than the Call Me Kevin community.

I hope you’re also doing well, anonymous stranger.