struggling as an artist when your whole identity is art and you see it as the only thing you know how to do, to then suddenly lose it is so fucking hard. like what am I supposed to do? how do I get it back? who am I if I don't have it? how am I supposed to grow if I don't have the only thing that is me? how do you find it again when you know the path so well yet it doesn't feel right and you're still feeling lost.....
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does anyone know where one can learn python for free lol or have any insight into if coding is even something that isn’t impossibly hard to learn unless ur a computer whiz I :((((
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Very fun to be an dormant Homestuck in 2023. We saw a post with an aside about the mid-to-highblood bias present in the fandom and we took a moment to think "wait, what?" before remembering how much people posted about Mallek, Lanque, and Marvus. Obviously no one asked our opinion on the matter but we think that a lot of the bias here may just be because fandom people will jump at any vaguely conventionally attractive male character who can say something angsty, and we don't see 99% of this effect because we rapidly get fatigued with any character who is overly present in the fandom and any ship that has overrepresentation in the sample size and start blocking tags.
Very highly effective approach, admittedly, but it leaves us a bit out of the loop. We only really start encountering Issues with that approach in smaller fandoms when blocking any given popular ship will instantly shrink our mutual circle to Just Us and maybe, like, one guy who we dragged in here ourself, so we have to relax blocking standards somewhat and just make it "blocked for a week" or something similar.
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hi recently i've been having some kind of extreme executive dysfunction when it comes to like. being in the world and in contact with people :/ sorry that i am an abyss. but i want to try clawing out this weekend & really attempt to upload the tg fic and stuff to ao3 (which i started but could not finish in 30 days so ao3 deleted it from my drafts 💀) anyway in the meantime i've been really into zelink and botw/totk so if you want to read that it's here and i guess i'll probably....make....separate posts for the fic too??? oh my god the internet is so different since i was here last lakjsdklasjdkajsd but i want to try tumblr again because. literally everything else is in flames.😭😩😭😩😭😩
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