#but its fine im fine now im in my fucking room and away from asshats

[cadaverousdecay]

its all "oh haha me when im overstimulated" jokes until im overstimulated and crying and screaming and pulling out my hair

[calsplaidpants]

teenage dream (luke hemmings)

summary: i wanna consider this more of a blurb of random memories dating luke that go with the song "teenage dream"

pairing: luke hemmings x reader

warnings: none

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you think i'm pretty without any makeup on

i woke up to soft kisses trailing up from my shoulder to my neck.

"babe" lukes soft voice rung through my ears. i smiled as i buried my face deeper into my pillow trying to go back to sleep.

"baby" luke whined pulling me closer to him

i smiled to myself and finally turned to face him. His face lit up and he jumped and started planting soft little kisses all over my face, causing me to giggle.

"i love you so much" he mumbled as he kissed me softly.

"ew ew stop lu i havent brushed my teeth" i laughed and pushed him away gently. he buried his face into the crook of my neck.

"______ you know i love everything about you. i dont care if you have stinky breath, this is my favorite version of you. you're so pretty without all the make up to" he whispered into my neck

"now stop being mean and kiss me please" he whined as he sat up.

i smiled and pulled him back down into a kiss.

you think i'm funny when i tell the punch line wrong

"fuck you ashton i cant fucking finish it" cal slurred slamming the half empty vodka bottle onto the table.

"pay up cal" ashton chuckled as he finished off his drink.

michael, calum, ashton, luke and i were currently hanging in our living room just drinking and chatting. calum and ashton were on the floor next to our coffee table. mikey was laying on the couch. while luke and i were cuddled up on the other couch.

"nooo you have to start what you finished cal" i blurted causing luke to giggle and the rest of the boys to look at me in confusion.

"girl i think you said it wrong" michael laughed

"nope nope i said it right he has to start what he finished" i slurred and luke laughed once again

"no love, its you have to finish what you started" luke giggled as he ran his hand through my hair

"shhhh same thing" i giggled putting one finger up to his lips and he laughed.

"CALUM GIVE ME MY MONEY" Ashton yelled.

i know you get me, so I let my walls come down, down

with work, hate from fans and family issues, everything was becoming too much for me. i've been bottling everything up for too long. so i finally let it all out.

the minute i got home from work, i jumped into bed and cried.

"________" lukes voice echoed from outside the door

shit he was home. i wiped my tears and mascara the best i could.

i watched as the door knob turned. once the door opened luke's tall figure was revealed. his face dropped when he saw me. he immediately ran over to sit with me and pull me into his embrace

he stayed quiet for a while, as he just held me and rubbed my back. the tears kept running down as much as i tried to hold it all in.

"what's wrong love?" he asked as he placed a hand on my cheek.

"nothing lu, its fine" i mumbled

"___________, no i dont want to hear the its fine or im fine. you're obviously not. i'm your boyfriend we live together. please trust me to be here for you. " he pleaded.

"lu, i dont want to burden yo-" i started before he cut me off

"no don't say that. you will never ever be a burden to me. i want to be here for you i want you to need and trust me. because i love you" he smiled.

that was the first time he said 'i love you'

"you love me?" i whispered looking up to him

"yes i do i have for a while, i just thought it was the perfect time to say it its okay if you dont feel ready to say it but i" he rambled as i cut him off

"no luke i love you too"i smiled and hugged him

"does this mean you're gonna finally let me in" he asked

"i think so" i whispered

before you met me I was alright, but things were kinda heavy, you brought me to life

"i'll have one of whatever she's having" a voice said

i looked up and a tall blonde was now sitting next to me, i smiled at him and looked back down to my drink to continue fiddling with the straw.

"i'm luke" he smiled

"_________, nice to meet you luke" i replied

"here's your long island iced" the bartender announced as he slid luke the drink

"good choice, my friend cant get enough of these" he laughed

"yeah they've been my favorite for so long" i smiled

"anyways what's got a pretty girl drinking alone on a tuesday night" he asked

"just stress from work and a crazy ex boyfriend i can't seem to get rid of. speaking of the devil here he comes" i sighed as dylan, a tall brunette covered in tattoos walked in.

"________ what the fuck are you doing here?" he yelled as he approached luke and i

"dylan we're not together. we just live together" i groaned

"as long as you live in my house we're together" he continued

"i told you i'd be out in a couple weeks" i mumbled

"i dont care. lets go" he screamed and grabbed me by my arm and pulling me off the chair

"woah buddy let her go" luke said standing up.

"who the fuck are you and why do you care"dylan yelled as he pushed me to the side

"i'm her new roommate asshat, now let her go we'll get her stuff out this week" he said

"good" dylan said and walked away

"crap, i don't have to place to go within a week"i muttered to luke

"my friend was looking for a roommate since i moved out. i can talk to him" luke offered

"you're a stranger but please can you help. i hate living with him i hated being with him he was so controlling since i always had to be at work he thought i was cheating" i rambled

"its okay. you can stay the night at my place tonight if you'd like to avoid him tonight" luke rambeled awkwardly

"thanks ill take you up on that" i smiled

"great lets go" he smiled.

now every february you'll be my valentine, valentine

i woke up to the door bell ringing. i immediately got up and went to the door. once i opened it there was a man holding a huge beautiful bouquet of flowers

"are you ______ _______?" he asked and i nodded

"here these are for you from mr. hemmings" he said as he handed me the flowers

"thank you have a nice day" i smiled

"happy valentines day ms" he said as he walked away

i smiled to myself, despite luke being on the other side of the world he never forgot to send flowers for whatever the occasion was.

once i was ready i texted luke

thanks for the flowers lu<3

happy valentines day, wish you were here!

lmk if you can ft later today

i also sent him a picture of me and petunia with the flowers.

about 30 minutes later luke finally replied

happy valentines day my love <3

hope you liked the flowers

yeah i'll call you in an hour so

that has to be my new favorite picture of my girls <3

it was finally an hour but no call from luke. i didnt want to bother him because he probably got busy

about 2 hours later i got a ft call from him i immediately answered

"hi lu" i smiled

"hi baby" he smiled

"so where are you today?" i asked

"i dont know, why don't you come open the door" he giggled

i dropped my phone and sprinted to the door. once i opened it luke was right there. i immediately jumped into his arms

"what the fuck are you doing here?' i asked as he walked into our shared home still holding me up in his arms

"my best girl was not going to be celebrating valentines day alone. so i obviously had to convince management i needed to come and they let me" he smiled

"lu you didnt need to do that" i smiled

"but i wanted to. now go get ready we have dinner plans" he said kissing my forehead and putting me down. i nodded and ran back up to get ready

[hopeless-starry-kingdom]

Drivers License | Peter Parker

Summary: Peter broke your heart and now its time to let it out

Song: Drivers Licence by Olivia Rodrigo

“I want each of you to write a poem that has meaning to you. Make it heartfelt and make it good. At the end of the week you all will present them to the class.” The whole class groaned in annoyance at the thought of presenting. You dint say a word, though.

You sat quietly with your head in your hand and stared straight ahead. You tried not to look at him as the class session went on but you found it so hard and stared right at the back of his head. His brown curls were messy yet groomed, just like how he always wore his hair. And today you seen him wearing a science pun t-shirt and a jacket over it. His jeans were dark blue and his shoes were vans. You liked his outfit today.

The bell rang as your English teacher reminded everyone of the assignment. You walked out after him and when Ned called his name from the classroom behind your guys’, he turned his head. You both made eye contact and you could see him swallow harshly as he sent a timid smile to you. You didn't smile. You didn't wave. You held your head up high and walked straight past him.

As you began to put your change away in your wallet, you seen your brand new drivers license. You got it last week. You were so happy that you had passed the test and ran to your phone to call Peter because that was all he was talking about for months. But you stopped short as you opened his contact name and realized what he had done. He broke up with you. And It hurt.

“Stop staring at it. He’s an asshat. There’s no going back, you have to try and forget about him now.” You looked up and tried to blink back your tears as MJ held your arm.

“It just hurts still. A-and he's in two of my fucking classes, god MJ.” The curry haired girl sighed and nodded. She was never one to show affection but she could see you were hurting. She knew first hand how much you loved him and MJ swore Peter loved you just as much. MJ was usually never wrong and when she told you not to doubt Peter hanging with Gwen Stacy so much, she swore up and down Gwen was just using him for a good grade. She never actually thought Peter would leave you for her. Because MJ was usually never wrong.

It caught everyone by surprise. All your friends and family. It was all so sudden. The school caught wind of it the next day it seemed. The girls called Peter a jerk for not waiting to jump into a new relationship. The guys all patted Peter on the back and saying they didn't know he had it in him. It only made it worse. But now almost two weeks later and the breakup still wasn't easier.

“Is she with him?” You asked and you knew it wouldn't help your case but you just had to know.

“Y/N--”

“MJ, please.” You begged. You didn't want to turn and look for yourself, afraid that if anyone caught you, or worse he did, you’d be the laughing stalk of the school. MJ sighed and turned her body to see Peter and Gwen laughing with each other. Peter had his arm wrapped around her and pressed a kiss to her forehead. Ned looked uncomfortable.

“Yeah, she is.” You sighed and bit back the tears as you looked down at your drivers license and remembered how he broke up with you.

“I can't do this anymore” You furrowed your brows and stood up from his bed to face him.

“What?” You whispered and you felt your throat clog up as tears blurred your vision. Everything was fine, you were rambling about the drivers test and how hard it might be for you. Everything was fine, or so you thought.

“Y/N, I just, Im not really... I don't know how to tell you this, I-”

“Peter just spit it out!” You threw your hands out.

“I like someone else.” He clenched his jaw and sighed as he ran a hand down his face. “I’m sorry but you and I, I just don't feel that way anymore.” He finished in a whisper and the tears finally fell from your face. You didn't know what else to say in that moment. So you fled.

You then found out it was Gwen Stacy who he liked. The girl he said was just his lab partner, his study buddy. Just friends he said.

“C’mon, we have to get to class before we get detention.” You stared long and hard at your drivers license and had a thought. You quickly put it away and stood with your best friend.

“Right, next up. Y/N.” Everyone turned to you as you picked up the piece of paper with your poem on it. You were nervous to recite it since Peter was in the room. However you were also ready to let out how you felt since Peter was in the room.

You sighed shakily and looked up. You met eyes with Peter and felt your jaw clench.

I got my drivers license last week

Just like we always talked about

Cause you were so excited for me

To finally drive up to your house

But today I drove through the suburbs 

Cryin’ cause you weren't around

Peter immediately tensed up as your words ran into him. He took a glance around and seen some of his classmates looking at him and whispering to their partner. Peter gulped as he focused on you again and nearly fell out of his seat at your words.

You're probably with that blonde girl

Who always made me doubt 

You said not to worry about her

Yeah, I drove through the suburbs

Cause how could I ever love someone else?

Your eyes began to blur as tears came forward and you tried to blink them back, you didn’t want the whole class and soon the whole school to know you cried for Peter Parker during a presentation.

And I know we weren't perfect but Ive never felt this way for no one

And I just can't imagine how you could be so okay now that im gone

Guess you didn't mean what your wrote in that letter about me

Your words were harsh as you spit out each syllable and made direct eye contact with Peter, who wished he could shrink into the floor in this moment. Now everyone was looking at Peter with a disappointed look.

“Okay, well thank you for that Y/N. Everyone give a round of applause for Y/N.” There was scattered claps as you hastily wiped your cheeks.

You ran to your desk and grabbed your bag before leaving the classroom. Your teacher didn't say anything when you pushed the door opened and stormed into the hall, ready to go cry in the restroom or better yet, your car.

“Y/N!” You didn't turn around but was now forced to turn as he grabbed your hand and twisted you.

“What-What the hell was that? In front of everyone? Couldn't you-”

“How could you be so okay? Im hurting inside and you-your with Gwen Stacy!” You screeched as tears rolled down your cheeks. Peter cleared his throat and stepped back.

“MJ is tired of me telling her how much I miss you but she doesn't know you the way I do! I drive in the suburbs and picture that you're there with me.” You whimpered and Peter felt his heart break. He knew you were hurting but he never imagined you would be so torn like this.

“Y/N, please I never meant to hurt you like this. You have to believe me, I just-”

“I can't drive past placed we used to go because I still fucking love you! And I still hear your voice in the traffic, you are everywhere! Tell me you love me the way I love you! It’s okay that we aren't perfect because I've never felt like this, please Peter. You said forever.” You step up to him and he sighs before shaking his head,

“I-Im so sorry, Y/N..” A sob rips through your throat as you turn and walk away from the boy. You make it to your car and you begin to cry as you hit the steering wheel.

You know you shouldn't be where you were at. But you couldn't help yourself. You parked your car and stared up at Peter’s apartment. You turned down your music, only a bit as you rested your head on your window.

Cause you said forever now I drive alone past your street

[17-imagines]

[request] [scenario] our song

((wat is this ?? i hope its ok HAHAh im so tired)) 

overview: seungcheol thinks the girl next to jihoon’s music room is super cute & he doesn’t know how to read name tags

10: “Teach me how to play?”  35: “You heard me. Take. It. Off.” 

Title: our song

Member: seungcheol ft. jihoon

Genre: performing arts school au! // first-meeting // fluff // suggestive humor

Word count: 1564

“Hey, Ji?” Seungcheol asks after minutes of silence. The younger, artistic male’s hands hover above the piano keys, eyes leaving the handwritten music sheets leaning against the piano.

“What? I was about to play you the finished version.” Jihoon looks slightly annoyed, but nevertheless leans back and lets his hands fall into his lap. Seungcheol returns the expression with a cheeky smile, eyes wandering about the room.

“Are you ever gonna tell me who that girl is? You know, the girl in the music room next door?” Jihoon lets out an exasperated groan, throwing his head back as Seungcheol bats his eyes at him.

“She’s out of your league, Cheol.” Seungcheol snorts and Jihoon rolls his eyes, crossing his arms. “I’m serious. You’re loud, annoying, ignorant, sometimes a huge asshat -” Seungcheol shoots him a look, and he ends the list there.

“Anyway, she doesn’t normally talk to anyone outside of the music department.”

“I’m from the music department,” Seungcheol muses, gesturing to the nametag on his uniform. “We’re in the music department, Ji.”

“Yeah, but you’re from the rap unit. We’re from vocal.”

“Ji, a name! Give me a name!” Seungcheol whines, pouting. Jihoon rolls his eyes and scoffs, patting his nametag, then pointing at Cheol’s.

Putting two and two together, Seungcheol grins stupidly. “Oh.”

“Idiot.”

The next time Seungcheol sneaks into the vocal unit’s hall of music rooms, he’s alarmed to see the girl of his infatuation walking ahead of him, a bag of snacks in one hand, a drink in the other. 

He smiles to himself as she struggles to balance the drink and bag of snacks, jogging over to save the falling drink.

“Oh… Thanks.”

“You’re welcome…” He uses the opportunity to glance at the nametag, and smiles when the name leaves his lips. “(F/N).”

You nod slowly, unlocking the door to your music room with a key. You hold the door open long enough for him to step inside, and he places the bag of snacks down on the desk in the corner.

“I’m Choi Seungcheol.”

“Yeah, I could read.” You place your drink down on your desk and glance strangely at the male, who’s comfortably sitting at the piano, beaming. “I didn’t invite you to stay. And I know you’re from the rap unit, Seungcheol.”

“Huh?! How?”

“You don’t look like a classical music, piano-playing type of guy,” you point out, “And Jihoon told me to ‘stay away from an rap-idiot named Choi Seungcheol’.”

“That ass.”

“Can you go now? Jihoon’s supposed to be here soon to help finish my piece.”

“Jihoon? Why?”

“Well, there’s a melody, and there’s a harmony. Jihoon’s playing the harmony.” You sit on the piano bench beside him, tired of standing, and open the folder filled to the brim with music sheets. You spread out a few pages, scribbles and messy notes written on the edges.

“Teach me how to play?” Seungcheol asks softly, hands hovering above the keys. “I mean, while you wait for Ji… Unless you don’t want to.”

The confident, self-inviting male is now fiddling with his sleeves, ears tinted pink and eyes observant, studying the mess of notes closely.

“Sure. But when Jihoon yells at me, you invited yourself.”

You hesitantly reach for his hands, guiding them towards the correct set of keys. “Do you want me to show you first?”

He smiles, eyes twinkling beneath the dim lighting of the music room. “Please.”

“Twinkle twinkle little star,” you say, “It’s the first song I learned.” He nods, retracting his hands away from the keys. Your hands replace them, gentle, delicate hands pressing against keys, a soft, simple melody filling the room.

He gets lost in the way your hands fly across the keys, and the way you smile softly as you play the song from memory. It’s not until you finish, eyes slightly confused at the blissful expression on his face, when he realizes he’s been staring.

“You weren’t listening,” you mumble, looking away.

“I was! I just… You know, has anyone ever told you how pretty you look while playing? I mean - oh shit - forget what I said.” He’s a mumbling, flustered mess, and he sinks further in his seat when you laugh.

“I told you to stay away from idiots,” a voice breaks in, door shutting, “Especially that idiot.” Jihoon pauses by the edge of the piano, head tilted. “Choi Seungcheol, are you blushing?”

“NO! I’m - leaving, yeah, that’s what I’m doing -” He gets up quickly, nearly tripping over himself in the process. “Good luck on finishing your piece, (F/N) - and um…” He glances at the stern Jihoon, taking into account the beating he’ll get later, and breathes, “Would it be okay if I came by tomorrow?”

Your eyes widen, and you glance between Jihoon and Seungcheol before answering, “Yeah.”

He smiles gleefully and waves goodbye, bolting out of the music room and down the hall, tackling a fellow rap unit member.

It becomes a habit of his to visit, and with each visit, he learns songs piece by piece.

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It becomes a habit of his to visit, and with each visit, he learns songs piece by piece, under your guidance. The two of you share your first kiss in a heated argument over hand placement.

“Your elbow isn’t supposed to stab me in the side every time you press keys, Cheol!”

“Well sorry - I have wide shoulders, unlike you!”

“Put your hands here,” you grumble, taking his hands roughly, pulling him towards you in the process. His face is dangerously close, and a dark smile crosses his face as he closes the space between the both of you. His hands find your cheeks, and when the two of you pull away for breath, he smiles, breathing heavily.

“Is here good?”

-

“Choi, god damn Seungcheol,” Jihoon groans, “You heard me. Take. It. Off.”

You nearly drop the tray of drinks you’re balancing, stopping dead in your tracks at the groans and yelling coming from Jihoon’s room.

“Not there!” Jihoon yells again, followed by a groan from Seungcheol. You quickly pass the door and fiddle with the handle to yours, pushing it open in relief, setting the tray of drinks down on your desk. You take a seat at it, face flushed.

“Hey! I thought I saw you walk past - um, are you okay?” A concerned Seungcheol pokes his head into your room, taking note of the way you cower and cover your face from view. “Um… Are you mad at me?”

“No? Aren’t you supposed to be doing Jihoon - I mean, doing SOMETHING with Jihoon?” You drop your head onto your desk, forehead colliding with the cool wood.

“Huh?? Wait, what did you just say??” Seungcheol nearly passes out from hysterically laughing for the next five minutes, making Jihoon venture out of his room to yours.

“The fuck’s going on? I thought you wanted me to - Are you okay?” He asks once he sees you, soul nearly leaving your body.

“I… I’m fine - just not used to hearing the two of you…” You mumble, prompting Jihoon to join Seungcheol in laughter.

“Am I missing something?”

“Yes, actually, you’re missing everything,” Seungcheol wheezes, recollecting himself. “Jihoon was yelling at me because he’s an awful teacher,” he grins, wiping away tears, “And I was groaning out of frustration.”

“Wait, did you think -” Jihoon sighs, chuckling into his palm, “Of course you did. I wasn’t screwing your boyfriend next door, if that’s what you were thinking.”

“I’m sorryyyy,” you whine, rubbing your temples, “I got no sleep, and as you can tell, my sanity is disintegrating.”

“Right,” Seungcheol smiles, walking over to pat your head lovingly. You lean into the touch on instinct, sighing in relief. “I can tell.”

“Gross. Invite me to the wedding,” Jihoon takes his drink and leaves, shutting the door behind him, door beeping locked.

“Anyway, why was Jihoon teaching you? I thought I was teaching you.”

“Jealous?” Seungcheol teases, pinching your cheek.

“Slightly,” you grumble, swatting his hand away. His smile grows wider, pulling up a chair beside you. He reaches for the hand fiddling with strands of your hair, and locks it with his.

“I overheard you and Ji practicing, you know, that song you composed together? And I wanted to learn it, so that I could be your harmony, I guess.” He grows slightly flustered, voice dropping to a low mumble, “But I wanted to surprise you, so I asked Ji to teach me - but it didn’t work out, since five minutes into the session he was threatening to shove his guitar into me.”

“You don’t have to do anything like that,” you mumble, pushing yourself away from the desk, hand tugging him along.

“What do you mean? I thought it was sweet… Guess not.” He rubs the back of his head awkwardly, eyes unable to meet yours.

“I mean,” you say, pulling him up from his seat and towards the piano, “Instead of learning a song Jihoon and I wrote together, we can write a new one.”

“Our own song, huh?” He watches you whisk around the room, bringing back pencils and erasers, and a stack of blank music sheets. “We can play it at our wedding,” he grins, dodging the punch you throw.

“Or, we could play it at your funeral,” you suggest, making a face as he presses a kiss to your cheek, warmth spreading through your face as you hold a hand to the area.

“I’d like to live as long as you do, thanks.”

[michaelreaderreblog]

Sons gonna rise

Story by Supernaturallyhockey

HighSchool!AU

AN: This is the first part and second part will be added in a couple of days. And right now Im working on my stuff, so that should be up sometime this evening. Im very fortunate enough to be posting these fic

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"Hey Michael get up!! Mom and dad are waiting down stairs for breakfast" Lucifer knocks on my door to wake me up.

I don't want to get out of bed, I would rather stay in bed all day but have no other choice or else Lucifer will come back again. Lucifer is home from College for the weekend

"Castiel, are you up?" I knock on my younger brothers door.

"Yeah come on in, what's up Michael?" Castiel asks me as I walk into his bedroom and lay flat on his bed.

"Could you go down stairs and tell mom and dad I'm not feeling well." I look up to the ceiling not facing him.

"Michael what's wrong" Castiel asks me while sitting at the foot of the bed that's when Gabriel comes into the room lands on top of me and rolls over to my left side.

That kid is getting heavier by the day if you ask me.

"Big bro here is suffering his first heart break and can't get the images of Anna Milton and Dean Winchester doing the ugly last night" Gabriel says while I lay there glaring at him but that doesn't help to make Gabriel shut up.

"Oh Michael I am so sorry, Anna was really" Gabriel cuts off Castiel

"A whore and a bitch yeah I know." Usually I would cut off Gabriel for talking bad about Anna but didn't have it in me.

"I wasn't going to say that, I was going to say she is tedious and vile. Michael I don't know why your so broken up about her, think about it more of a favour" Castiel advises me while I lay there but he is right, I just thought something real was there.

"Ladies come on mom and dad are still waiting" Lucifer says but I'm not going to bother with a retort.

"Fine, lets go Gabriel. Ill bring something for you after I finish with breakfast" Castiel closes the door, he always had a good heart.

I lay there in my own pity but I'm allowed one day to myself and I don't see why not it would be today since its only Saturday, no football practice till Monday.

Fuck Monday, the day I have football practice with Winchester. Fuck it I’ll just go, no point in hiding. In a few weeks I will be graduating and go on to college. I didn't know how long I was laying on my brothers bed until he came into the room.

"Here mom said to give you this bagel and OJ" he says while setting them both on his night stand.

I sit up to take the juice to take a sip. When the cool liquid hits my throat and quenches my thirst.

"Thanks, and thanks for covering for me to. I just want a day for myself" I look to Castiel and he looks at me while he tilts his head sideways which I think he looks like a 4 year old trying to understand what I'm telling him.

"Have a day to yourself, you mean by hiding in my room from mom and dad good job with that" I couldn't help but laugh at the idea and he has a bright smile on his face.

I spend the entire morning having a conversation with my brother, this is what I needed to hang out with him. I rarely do but he is good company.

"Hey you want to join y/n and I while we go to the record store?" Castiel asks me to come along with him and his best friend since day care and who happens to be Deans younger sister.

I wouldnt mind spending the day with her since I have taken a liking to her and cant help feelings.

"Um yeah I don't see why not I mean I haven't gone out to get some new music lately" I accept his offer and I get off from his bed to take a shower.

"Good I’ll send her an IM to let her know" He tells me while I walk out his room to come into mine to have my toiletries ready.

CJS25: hey I thought I would let you know I invited my brother Michael to come along with us to the record store. Hope that is ok

TheNrmlWinchester: Michael? Hhmm weird. I don't mind the more the merrier :D

CJS25: yeah I know but Smaug practically ruined him so I just want to do something for him since he is my brother after all. Wouldn't you do the same for yours?

TheNrmlWinchester: ohh yeah I heard about that. Walkers party right? Well don't worry I'm totally kicking his ass right now, Dean not Sam. Sam is a harmless nerd.

CJS25: right like your not any nerdier haha

TheNrmlWinchester: hey Im the way cooler nerd than Sam. Anyways I got to get ready and ill text you when I'm done. Later Clarence :p

CJS25: oh god! Yeah see you later snow flake :)

While you log out of your instant message account you wonder why Cas has called you snow flake, you would need to ask him that later. As of right now you needed to let Dean know that he is a dick, douche, asshat and what Cas always says assbutt for sleeping with Anna and Michael walking in on them and basically ruining him and Lisa poor girl doesnt know what she is in for. Stupid Dean you mutter to yourself as you walk out of the room.

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"Y/N!!!! Hurry up I need the bathroom." Dean pounds on the door almost knocking it out of its hinges.

"SHUT UP!! GO PUKE OUTSIDE!!" You yell back to Dean and hear him mutter something as he rushes down the stairs and your sitting there taking your time getting out of the shower.

“I think I'm done torturing him for the day” You mutter to yourself as you walk out of the bathroom and met on the other side is your dad.

Oh boy you were in for it now but you see a smile slowly forming

"That's my girl teaching your brother a lesson for staying out late” Dad says to you and he sounds proud for it.

"Of course. As the youngest it's my job daddy" you smile to your dad to peck him on the cheek to get to your room to finish up.

"Ok, now time to text Cassie" you mutter to yourself as you pick up your phone, slide the screen, put in Cas' number

"hey I'm ready. Meet up at our usual spot?" After you sent the text you walk out of your room to head down stairs to wait for text back from Cas.

You reach the kitchen to find Sam putting the dishes away and Dean washing the pots.

"What's up turd face and turd nugget" you tease your brothers when you enter the kitchen.

"Niblette" Sam retorts back.

"Where you off to?" Dean asks from the sink.

"I'm going to hang out with Cas and Michael today" your phone goes off after telling your brothers who you will be hanging with.

Cas: actually Michael is going to drive and we will be there in a few minutes to pick you up. Ill let you know when we are outside.

You: ok sounds good. By the way Dean looks skittish after I told him and Sam I will be hanging out with Michael to :) I'm still kicking ass by the way.

Cas: Haha. Maybe you can finally tell my brother about your feelings than :)

You: maybe you can finally ask Meg out :)

Cas: I hate you

You: I know I love you to

After you sent your text you had a smile on your face telling Cas off after he mentioned your feelings for Michael but it was only a crush it wasn't like you stood a chance with him.

Michael is a senior and will be going off to college soon. You were a sophomore in high school along with Cas, while your brother Sam is a junior and Dean a senior.

"Michael?" Both of your brothers say in unison.

“As in Michael Sinclair?” Sam asks as he puts the pot in its rightful place

"Yeah what's wrong with that?" You ask back to your brothers while glaring at them

"Nothing, I'm just surprised ok." Sam says holding up his hands in surrender.

You look to Dean but cut him off before he says anything.

"Dean I don't care what your going to say. You did what you did and that's done just dont tell me you are dating Anna" you say to Dean while he has a surprised look on his face.

"No, not dating her, it was a drunken mistake. I feel bad ok and I just feel bad ok. I mean I don't even know how to tell Lisa" Dean says in defeat.

"Well you figure that out on your own and I don't like what you did to Lisa plus I really like her, just grow a damn pair and tell her before she finds out from someone else. You know how school is, one thing happens and spreads like wild fire" you tell Dean almost yelling at him.

"Fuck, yeah yeah ok" Dean says in defeat and takes his phone out to call Lisa to hang out or something. Your phone goes off

Cas: we are outside

You: ok coming out

You tell Sam to let your parents know who you will be hanging out with and he nods.

You grab your house key by the door and head outside to Cas and Michael. You get into the back seat.

"Hey Cas, Michael" you say while closing the door and buckling your seat belt.

"Hello y/n" Michael says looking in the mirror

"Hey y/n" Cas says turning his head and you smile at the both of them.

"Y/n give me your iPod, I would rather listen to yours than mine or Michaels" Cas says while he reaches out for you to hand over your iPod, you reach into your shoulder bag to grab it and give it to Cas.

"Hey my music isn't that bad" Michael says looking offended over to Cas, you sit in the back seat giggling.

"Cas what's wrong with your music?" You ask Cas

"I don't have mine, forgot it on the table on the way out" Cas says while turning on the blue tooth and plays Modern Man by The Arcade Fire.

"Plus you always have the better music, why do you think I give you my iPod to add music" Cas says turning to look at you.

"Again what's wrong with my music? And y/n what kind of music do you have on your play list anyways?" Michael asks Cas again and looking to you about your play list.

"Your music contains rap music that shouldn't be called music at all plus when did you even start listening to rap music anyways? You had better taste before you started dating Anna. Oh my god she got you into it didn't she?" Cas talks about his taste of music while Michael has a smile on his face but fades at the mention of Anna.

"Yeah some of it and the rest just were catchy afterwards. So where are we going first?" Michael looks to Cas and to you.

"Let's go to Cain's Cafe first" you say from the back seat as you lean forward to make sure Michael or Cas heard you.

"Uh I don't know, what if" you cut off Michael before he can even finish his sentence

"Don't worry about it, I'm pretty sure everyone else is still sleeping trying to recover from last night" You tell Michael reassuring him or try to put his mind at ease.

"Y/n is right Michael plus I really want a caramel iced cappuccino especially from Cain's cafe" Cas agrees with you while you have a smile on your face.

"Yeah ok, how come you two weren't at the party last night?" Michael asks out of nowhere looking between us as he parks in front of the cafe.

"I would rather hang out somewhere else far away from my brother. Thank you very much" they both laugh at your comment.

You and Cas were at Ash's party and you bumped into Lisa and Rachel and hung out with them all night while Cas was flirting with Meg all night. It's been forever he has had a crush on her and you always wondered why he never asked her out but you hope it would be soon.

"We were at Ash's party last night, Andy pulled out his stash and almost got everyone high with the brownies he made. Y/n didn't you have a brownie?" Cas asks as we get out of the car to walk inside.

"Castiel you go inside while I have a talk with y/n" Michael cuts you off before you could even answer Cas's question and he nods than heads inside to seat himself at a table to wait for us to come inside.

"What did you want to talk to me about?" You turn to look at Michael

"I just want to thank you for allowing me to hang out with you and Castiel. I hope we have days like these from now on well if you don't mind" You were shocked to hear Michael say this but couldn't agree to all of it because you wanted to know how Cas would feel if his brother would hang out with us from now on.

[perry-the-deer]

It was all fine. Things were fine. I was happy. Green and Yellow and Blue were happy. After we finished up stuff helping in Hoenn we ended up all rooming together in Viridian, close enough to Pallet that our moms wouldn’t flip out, and Yellow loved the forest.

I’d been out training again, and gotten hurt, a stray thundershock there, a vinewhip hitting me too hard left a bruise, hell, even Vee fucked up a bit and left those unique psychic move bruises, along with leaving me woozy. But it was fine. Nothing i wasn’t used too. Green would probably be annoyed though.

Annoyed was an understatement.

I walked into the house and immediately felt my wrist get grabbed, leaving me to flinch slightly “Hey dear-” I kept my calm voice on, but hearing Greens immediately become exasperated and shocked made me think that there was no point to that.

“What happened this time?!” He started tugging me towards the kitchen, thats where the medkit was after all. I just gave a quiet chuckle 

“I was training, Green-” “Training my ass! You don’t get hurt when you train! If you were training you’re being too rough about it!”

I sighed softly, trying to pull away from his grip, but it only tightened at my attempts.��“I know- can we stop having this argument please, its for the sixth time this month, i don’t like fighting with you-” 

“If you didn’t like it, you’d learn not to mess up and get hurt all the time!” “its not my fault!” My voice was raising by now, and Green was already practically yelling, he always was rather quick to anger.

Green let go of my wrist finally and took the medkit out from one of the top cabinets, I tried to dart off, only getting the back of my shirt grabbed and yanked to stop me.

“For fuck’s sake Red, listen to me for like five seconds! I’m just trying to keep you safe!” “I don’t need to be kept safe! I’m older then you, you can’t act like you’re my mother!”

“I am however, your boyfriend, meaning right now its my responsibility to keep you as safe as i can!” “No its not! You can’t control what i do and don’t do, asshat!” I pulled my shirt out of his grip, turning to glare at him. Him being a bit taller then me made this weird, but i shoved the thought out of my head.

“You’re right, but i can atleast try to keep you safe, be quiet!” I opened my mouth to shoot back another smart remark, before closing it, letting him try and fix the bleeding mark left by Pikachus stray bolt. “it happens, get fucking used to it” i mumbled.

Green pushed my head up a bit “Say that again.” “It happens.” I hissed, glaring harder at him then before. “No it doesnt!” Greens hand moved from my arm and instead slammed down on the counter, which got Blues attention, she peeked into the room. 

“It doesn’t just happen, asshole! It happens because you don’t know how to command your damn pokemon properly!” “Me, not knowing how to take care of my pokemon?? are you sure you’re talking about me and not yourself!”

I saw Green wince, we both knew well he used to practically abuse his pokemon, he wasn’t the best at nurturing them and getting bonds with them, but he was better now. That was cruel of me. I opened my mouth to apologize and instead felt hands on my chest, shoving me back a foot or so.

I stared at Green, more shock entering my emotions then anything else “Thats not important right now, love, you need to understand that you need to take care of yourself!” “I take care of myself just fine!”

“No you don’t, you open your big mouth or do something wrong over and over and over atLEAST once a week and you get hurt!” “im fine! Im always fine i end up fine can you leave me alone!” I heard my voice crack, my slow working brain only just processing that Green was genuinely angry at me.

“Shut up! You shut the fuck up- You end up fine sure but you’re always in pain for days or weeks or months if its bad enough and you continue to go out while it still hurts and one of these days you’re gonna get yourself killed!” “Its not that bad Green, i do take breaks, contrary to your statement!”

Blue went forward quickly, a quiet but stern tone in her voice “Boys. Stop fighting, now.” We both shot a glare at her, and Green pushed her back with a hand, leaving me to grab his arm “Don’t touch her! She didn’t do anything-” I got shoved back again, harder this time, he got my bruises that time, making me flinch in pain and glare more angrily at him.

“Don’t touch me!” My voice raised louder then i meant for it too, tears sliding down my cheeks as i yelled. Green seemed to hesitate for a second, but his anger was leading him more then anything else right now.

“Oh so now pain hurts? Now you’re gonna be a big baby about it? Stop being such a fucking kid, Red! Grow up!” Blue puffed up her cheeks, grabbing my arm and trying to pull me behind her, shooting Green her signature look. “You’re the one acting like how you did when you were a child. You’re hurting your boyfriend, think about that!”

Green stopped for a moment, staring at Blue, before shaking his head, “Blue, stay out of this!” “No.” “Blue!” Blues eyes trained on Greens, and she frowned “Shove him again and i’ll show you exactly where you can stay for the next month.” She let go of my arm and looked at me sympathetically

“I’ll get you something to drink after this” She muttered, leaving the room. I nodded a tiny bit, wiping my eyes and glaring back at Green, trying to level my voice “Green, can we stop please- i don’t want to fight anymore” 

Green shook his head, starting to slightly pull at his hair, i tried to go forward and grab his hand, only getting my arm swatted away “I want to keep you safe, Red!” His voice was still bordering on screaming, and i hung my head slightly “you dont have control over me green, i can do what i want” i repeated, taking a deep breath.

“if 'what you want' is going to get you fucking killed or hurt then no you cant do it” His voice was shaking slightly. I don’t know if it was out of worry or anger. 

“you cannot say i cant when you do shit like it all the time too-” “atleast i protect myself and make sure i dont end up blacking out or crying and leaving myself vulnerable when i lose!” I flinched, he was right, i was.. not the best at taking losses.

I’ve learnt recently to just sprint out of view before crying however. “Green-” “Know what?  if you wont fucking listen to me and want to get yourself hurt, then go out and get yourself killed and see if i give a shit” 

I stared at him for what felt like a solid minute, it took a reasonable few seconds to realize the my boyfriend, the person i loved with all my soul, the person that kept me safe, had just told me he wouldn’t care if i died. I opened my mouth to try and reply, only getting cut off.

“Dont say another word to me, i fucking hate you right now, get out and dont come back unless i say you can” I took a step back, seeing his eyes flash with regret, and he reached towards me, i just flinched, scared i was going to get hurt again, and made a run for it.

I slammed the door behind me and ran blindly into the woods, tears going down my cheeks faster than i could realize i was even crying. I hit a tree and felt pain jolt through my entire body, leaving me to just turn around and press my back against it, sinking to the ground slowly. 

One of my pokemon burst from their pokeball, and i felt Pika crawl into my arms, pressing his head against my stomach and making what sounded like a purr.

[httpwinston]

"WE ARE NOT AFRAID”(It Fanfic)

Chapter 1 , Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4 

Chapter 5- Angel by Aerosmith

Richie woke up to a brown headed boy still sleeping in his arms he tried to movie.

“can we stay like this forever rich we don’t have to worry about school, parents”

“as good as I would love that babe we have to leave and does your mom not like me?” as he laughed.

“well I don’t think she will ever like you as bad as that sounds” eddie laughed.

“eds be serious Mrs.K loves me well lets go babe” as Richie smirked.

“stop calling me eds”

“in your dreams”

“oh I didn’t know you were going to spend the night eddie?”

“mom don’t give us a hard time nothing happened we fell asleep”

“Richie I have to talk to you after school”

Then his mom walked into her room.

“oh shit do you think she hates me now rich”

“my mom doesn’t hate you shes not like mrs.k”

“oh shut up rich..i need to go home to get my backpack bye babe”

Eddie kissed Richie and ran out of the house and went into his own.

“EDDIE WHERE WERE YOU?”

“mom im fine”

“eddie, Richie is changing you I don’t like it”

“I don’t care mom I love him you cant stop it”

“im your mother eddie I can tell you what to do”

“mom I love him he is everything to me…every since dad has passed you have been this different person I don’t even know you” eddie was crying he ran into his room before his mom could ground him.

He grabbed his backpack and he ran out the door he whipped the tears away he was good of hiding his emotions.

He went into his car and started it.

And drove to school where people were going to make fun of him and Richie because they are gay.

He turned on the radio and the song Angel by Aerosmith came on.

“baby!!

You’re my angel come and save me tonight

You’re my angel come and make it all right!!”

Eddie was singing the song til he arrived at school he didn’t see Richie’s beat up old truck.

What if Richie didn’t come today great eddie thought the bullying was going to get worse.

He got hid keys and locked the doors to his car and walked into the school.

“he decided to come to school today”

“I thought he was going to stay home I guess that’s what tozier is doing you would think opposite”

Eddie opened his locker hoping Richie would pop up and say something stupid he needed his voice.

“hey eddie are you alright” Stanley said.

“yeah stan just people”

“its alright they are jealous”

Eddie laughed.

“wheres Richie hes usually up your ass”

“I don’t even know”

“ GUYS RICHIE IS ABOUT TO FIGHT SOMEONE!” someone yelled from outside.

Eddie ran out of that door.

“take it back fucker!”

“no make me tozier”

“okay ill make you”

Before Richie could swing eddie pushed him.

“eddie what the fuck!”

“fighting wont solve anything”

“yes it will I want to see him hurt”

“awe is lover boy going to hold your dick while you fight”

“eddie fucking move before I do something I regret”

He has never heard Richie say his name as eddie.

“move fag so your boy toy and can beat the shit out of me”

Richie pushed eddie out of the way and he punched the guy over and over again.

“don’t… you ever call him a fag ass!”

Mike dragged him back.

A course eddie was mad he took his car and went home.

He went into his house and slammed the door.

“what are you doing home early?! Eddie!”

Eddie ignored her and locked his door and laid on his bed he hated how much Richie had effect on him he wasn’t mad that he punched the guy hes mad because he didn’t listen.

“eddie im sorry I know I haven’t been the best mother I just want you to be happy was this Richie”

“no it’s the school not accepting us I just want to be happy with him mom” eddie was crying.

“oh eddie im sorry if you feel better dinners down stairs”

Eddie heard a knock on the door.

“Richie! Don’t you think you cause a lot on my son”

“well I need to see your son mrs.k please”

“Richie just leave hes not in the mood”

“im not leaving him mrs.k!”

He heard Richie run up the stairs.

“eds im sorry that guy just pissed me off! Okay I know you don’t like violence and everthing…eds please speak open the door you locked your window you have never done that don’t block me out please eds”

Eddie got up and unlock the door.

Richie hugged eddie fast eddie didn’t get to speak or anything.

“richie I don’t even know why im crying I know im mad that you didn’t listen im just tired of everyone treating us bad”

“same here eds why do you thing I beat the shit out of that guy”

“eddie im going to bed make sure he leaves at 9 no sleeping in the same bed” she said in a attitude he knew he would hear this later on.

“okay mama”

Eddies mom went into her room.

“lets lay down eds”

“okay babe”

Richie took off his shirt

“and I hope you know im spending the night”

Eddie laughed.

Eddie took off his pants to switch to sleeper pants and he threw sleeper pants at Richie to put on.

Eddies wall phone rang

He gets up

“hey its eddie”

“hey eddie m-me and b-bill a-are wasted”

“on a Monday disgrace”

She laughed “that’s what bill said you would say”

“go to sleep bev”

“don’t tell me what to do eds!”

“don’t start calling me eds only dipshit calls me eds”

Richie grabbed the phone “yeah that’s my nickname don’t steal it”

Then handed it back then he pulled out a cigarette and put his head out of eddies window because he knew eddie hated when he smoked.

“hes smoking…yeah…ill ask…hey rich bev says she wants a cig and she’s coming over”

“okay whatever” but he wanted to be alone with his eds.

“he said yeah bev” she hung up and the next thing they saw was Beverly and bill climbing through the window.

“hey guys!” billy said loudly.

“inside voices my mom’s asleep guys”

“awe babe..calm I don’t think mrs.k can hear”

He kissed eddie and eddie kissed back.

And eddie jumped on Richie and put his legs around Richie

“oh come on..dont fuck in front of us” Beverly sad.

They broke apart from the kiss eddie embarrassed but Richie just wanted them to leave.

“we weren’t going to do it! Bev”

“and if we were going to fuck we would wait asshat”

Eddie laughed

And same with bev and bill they just kept laughing

All eddie was afraid was what if his mom could hear all this but then again her sleeping meds were good at knocking her out.

About 2 hours later bev and bill fell asleep.

Eddie was laying with Richie.

“mama said to leave at nine its nine rich”

“oh come on babe she wont notice im here”

“whatever but if we get caught I will kill you”

“god for a tiny person you violent”

“you know that babe”.