#but my heart hurts

[nighthire-a]

anyone want their day ruined by some realizations re: mike and his mom ? tw: suicide mention, death, blood reference, body reference

so yesterday it was revealed that in an earlier version of the script, mike apparently talked outright about his mom dying by suicide after their father left them. that's what i picked up (and most everyone, i'm sure) on in the film despite how vague it ended up being, so it was kind of already in my head. however, i had not considered something v, v big.

in the book preview, there's this little section:

originally i assumed the red was triggering a memory about garrett. but now i realize that it might be pointing to something else due to the fact that no one found garrett. no one saw him dead. mike could have absolutely made up a moment in his mind where they did and he somehow saw his dead body and that's what this section is referring to.

however, what seems more likely is that mike found his mom afterwards. meaning the red is actually triggering a memory of the day he found her dead. i might be reading too far into this and that's not what this is referring to but . . . i will be adapting that into mike's backstory.

[levyfiles]

I love them, your honour; I really do I promise but. Does anyone else desperately miss Steven Lim?

[seeingivy]

hi ronnie !! i just wanted to tell you about how i absolutely ADORE the way you write!! i especially LOVE the cornelia street fic !!! everytime i play cornelia street, the fic plays out in my head like a 2000s romcom GAHHHH IM IN LOVE

omg CORNELIA STREET FIC!!!! a gojo as taylor classi-que. that being said, I have neglected taylor as gojo so hard after the leaks bc my heart hurts FDSLKFJDSALFDS

I pretend it does not exist. gojo is not real he is a 20 minute sociological study conducted by harvard university.

[yourblackhearts]

There's this one part of Time War that always shatters me where I stand. I always seem to read it in the middle of the night, unable to sleep. It breaks me and I end up doubled over in my bed waiting for the tears to come but I just clutch the book to my chest and suppress a wail.

"I cannot stop you now. I cannot save you. Love is what we have, against time and death, against all the powers ranged to crush us down. You gave me so much - a history, a future, a calm that lets me write these words though I'm breaking. I hope I've given you something in return - I think you would want me to know I have. And what we've done will stand, no matter how they weave the world against us. It's done now, and forever."

How do you lose the time war, dearest?

You fall in love.

[t-lostinworlds]

this is the second time I've read a Mark of Athena. I already knew what was coming. I KNEW what's about the to happen. I've been preparing myself for The Scene but goddammit. I still wasn't ready to read Annabeth and Percy falling into Tartarus again. my fucking heart hurts. I'm fucking crying. I just—

[jula483]

OUCH

[bl0omss]

It feels like in another life, we were allowed to love each other. Idk how, or when. But it feels like my soul keeps being drawn to you. Through distance and dreams, you haunt me. Like a trace of fog in fields at night you can’t quite see. That you yearn to touch but you know better than to try. Like a see you soon said for the very last time.

[skitskatdacat63]

Well this day is bad and I'm sad and I'm gonna go cry after this(I'm gonna draw)

We're having a terrible, horrible, no good, very bad weekend, Elle 😭 why does this have to happen on his birthday :<

I'd say "I should just stop watching!" but I won't, but god it hurts so bad and I've had like 4 hours of sleep, for this?? For this???? I woke up just to feel emotional damage????

[hauntedadagium]

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[oreotoreads]

absolutely didn’t cry bawling my eyes out for gaku…

[goopeculiar]

when my eyes find you (don't go) jeno/jaemin/renjun, R, 3778 words. Jaemin wakes up one day with a splitting headache, a searing pain in his chest, and eighteen missed calls from his boyfriend, Jeno. Neither of them understand the anxiety running cold in their veins.

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you're not alone (don't go) renjun/jeno/jaemin, R, 4069 words. It’s almost discomfiting, the way the two boys, soulmates, they tell Renjun, don’t leave his side. They go above and beyond, tending to Renjun’s every need, finding out who his friends are and contacting them one by one, taking shifts to sit beside Renjun’s bed so he doesn’t get bored, and holding his arm when he walks so he doesn’t get dizzy and fall. They work together seamlessly together like a clock to make sure Renjun is never alone. Renjun has never seen a pair of soulmates made for each other the way Jeno and Jaemin are.

[clickedbait]

i'm having a crisis over bob crying about missing his son in christmas future

[clovieon]

Just moved and all i can say is

I wanna go home

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Happy Thistle Debut Day!

[fallahifag]

to go out of your way to dress like MEDICS and WOMEN before you storm a hospital full of vulnerable people. IN THE WEST BANK MAY I ADD - NOT GAZA. fucking crazy behaviour and not even the devil would stoop this low

[roguestarsailor]

i dont like it here. i think i really just miss my family and my friends. i miss just being around people i know and not feeling so lonely. i want to feel settled and like i belong. i don’t feel it here and i just feel so sad all the time when im alone.

i know that i made the choice to leave behind all that i know but i think i figured it out. there’s no perfect places but i did have high hopes here. i mean i knew but the reality of it is that i really had rose tinted glasses on and its not much different than back home. out here i just have myself and my thoughts alone all the time..