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markets · 1 year

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Markets nation, they always say that the lord giveth and the lord taketh away. Idk i saw it in a funeral scene on tv once. but i didnt really unnderstand this until i had MY VERY OWN MODEL UN ADVENTURE this weekend. now, what is MY VERY OWN MODEL UN ADVENTURE. well i went to a model un competition this weekend for fun And instead found such evils as a group of committee chairs who basically told my beautiful codelegate to kill herself. and also fun. but at the beginninng of the competitionn my codelegate and i noticed that these two guys in the table adjacent to ours were from a delegation that we had based one of our plans off of,So we decided to pass them a note so we could be allies. well,negotiations were A foot, and the blonde one asked "well whats in it for us?" i pulled out my codel's pack of gum and he said. And this is important. he said "youre smart, i like that". Well IDK what this did 2 Me but it worked. Idk ijbol so right then and there i decided to get some pussy at this model un competition. so i tossed them some gum and thought; later we turned to negotiate with them again and the other guy suddenly asked Are you in love with us. and the crazy thing is i didnt go Um um ummm or what no or anything i said I SAID. "give us a few hours". And oh my god is that not crazy i dont know whothat was bc then they continued the like jokey flirting and I FLIRTED BACK they were like oh we just want to take you out and i was like lets pass our plans first and we'll see and they were like how about you pass us that snap. Ridiculous guys truly but wellthey had an air of silliness the whole committee recognized which is a thinng i enjoy. and at one point i was like hey theres two of you and two of us ;) LIKE WHERE IS THIS COMINGN FROM. anyway here comes the sadness, bc they skipped away in the middle of the committee and ditched the next day of the competitoion. my theory is that the blonde guy felt sostrongly for me that he got scared of his own self and ran from his emotionsn #ijbol now ihave to unpack why him calling me smart drove me insane which is not soemthing iwant to do so i wont. can we talk about me finasly gettinng rizz instead

#this is me rn with myself. He would not fucking say that #angiemarkets.txt

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rahabs · 4 years

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You def come off like you know what you're doing lol, it's very inspiring. I think it's neat you fell into law school! I'm starting to consider it now too; it's been a running joke in my family that I would become a lawyer but I fought hard Bc I thought there was only criminal law; now I'm thinking I might go into business law! I have no idea how that will go, though, but I have a few years to really decide (I'm 19, undergrad). What are the LSATs like/should I expect?

!!! Oh my gosh, thank you! I am really just? Taking things as they come? I’m a highly adaptive, very “roll with the punches” type of person. I definitely don’t feel like I have everything together but once I latch onto something I latch on with all my teeth.

That was me as well! My whole life people told me I should be a lawyer and I, a consummate professional in being difficult when people tell me what to do, basically went absolutely not, don’t tell me what to do, nerr nerr nerr. Turns out other people can be right sometimes.

Full disclaimer: I spent very little time thinking about the LSAT, and my advice likely won’t work for or be applicable to most people, but basically it’s just one big ol’ reading comprehension test, with some problem solving and a small essay thrown in--at least in Canada. English was always my best subject (well that and algebra/polynominal-based maths) though, and reading comprehension was something I’ve scored ridiculously high in since I was a child. I’m also an insanely fast reader (”reading multiple full-length novels in one day”-type speed) so for me it was more a test of patience? The whole test I’m sitting here rolling my eyes going “that is the most needlessly complicated, roundabout way to word this sentence.” My advice is make sure your reading comprehension is good and also make sure you have a good, solid vocabulary, because again, most of the questions sound like the person writing them had a thesaurus right next to them so that they could pick the most needlessly complicated word. If you’re worried, run practice tests with yourself. I didn’t, because I suck, and went into the LSAT completely blind, but. Yes. I talked to people afterwards who prepped for years which I honestly thought was silly because you really don’t need to be prepping that far in advance for what is essentially a reading comprehension test, unless your English is poor.

I never bought an LSAT prep book either, so I can’t speak to their effectiveness, but I know a few of my friends did. My biggest advice though is just. Relax. It’s not as scary as people make it out to be, and if you go in flustered then the test will seem insurmountable. Remember that the LSAT is more a test of your patience and ability to parse through written text than anything else. You get a couple free retakes, so if you mess up the first time, just take it again. I only took it once, but I’m convinced that part of the reason I scored so decently on what amounts to almost zero prep/studying was the fact that I walked in with a very relaxed attitude. Have a contingency plan, and remember that law is something you can always come back to. One of my best friends in my cohort is a grandmother. Most of my friends have children, and already had careers. So just remember to breathe, remember to relax. It seems like the be-all end-all but it isn’t, so just don’t let other people’s anxieties over the LSAT poison your mindset and make you more nervous and anxious than you need to be.

Obviously I wouldn’t necessarily recommend doing what I did, which was, em. Nothing, largely because I again did not care when I took the LSAT since I was already on my way to Ireland--and was in Ireland gearing up for the beginninng of my M.Phil by the time I got my results. But at the same time I don’t think the level of obsession people devote to it is necessary. Brush up on your reading comprehension (which honestly you can do just by reading a lot in general), practice writing essays by hand in a short amount of time if that’s something you struggle with, and also I would actually recommend practicing the problem-solving aspects of the LSAT. It’s one section, but, em. So what I did is that I knnew my reading comp would be good enough to carry me through the rest of the test, so when I got to that part of the LSAT I worked through it until the five minute warning (you get thirty minutes for each section--four sections I believe, plus the essay--and you cannot go back once those thirty minutes have passed) whereupon I just bubbled in random shit. It worked.

However, I wouldn’t do it again, and if I had to go back and practice one thing it would be that section, because physically it takes me longer to write things, so I would have paced that better.

But! Yes! Expect a massive room of competetive, highly stressed people. Try not to let their anxiety get to you. I abhor that sort of competition so it was easy for me to ignore, thankfully, because I honestly could not care less about whatever it was these random strangers were doing. Review your vocab, up your reading comp, maybe practice some of the problem-solving aspects, and just make sure you have water and food and supplies. Remember to breathe. It’s not the end of the world and you can come back at literally any time. And if you ever need help like feel free to hit me up! I’m an odd duck in this process but somehow my ridiculous dumb ass made it to a top Canadian law school (I was actually accepted into a couple), so you can do it. And don’t believe a bunch of the rumours you hear, either. Most people in law are friendly and very happy to help, and the ones who aren’t worth yours or anyone else’s time. The LSAT is, imo, a bit of a waste of time, but just think of it as a test of patience, as you will need that patience and that reading comp when slogging your way through case briefs and speeches from judge’s who clearly missed their callings as Charles Dickens’ yes-men.

All the best to you! I hope this helped!

#the cookie of doom #ask #reply #the-cookie-of-doom #anonym #text #long post

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bitegore · 5 years

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what was rex's worst moment, like, the time he was the Most Suffering

cut for length

I mean fuck dude, rex’s life has just literally been a horror show and that’s how it is. Depending on which rex you look at, like. His worst moment changes. Rex at the beginninng of Closer would probably be like “ah yeah you know any day i look at the world around me and am forced to accept the fact that i’m alive” but like, rex before that would be like “oh yeah the day the guy i thought was my best friend decided he would rather be my rapist” or “maybe the time my first boyfriend turned out to be a brainwashing slaver who roofied me with love magic” or “remember the time i got stuck in a forced labor camp that was the worst” but like.

Let me tell you

None of it comes close to the day he found out his younger brother had Suffered Anything Terrible Ever

Unfortunately i also havent really written that beyond the vague so like

Idk

But!! Nothing makes me WriteyTM like being asked about my characters being utterly miserable so im probably going to do one of like. Each version of “suffering’ because like. That could be physical (although, rex’s nerves are so shot to hell he doesnt feel pain right so like…. Hed be An Kid in that) and also variants of mental because theres an big difference between “your life is a failure and you’d just be doing the world a favor if you went and DIED OBVIOUSLY your existence is a PLAGUE on the PLANET” and “your friends all hate you your family thinks you’re pathetic and your enemies don’t care about you and the only person you’re important to is yourself” and “oh god i thought i could trust you guess i was wrong”

Here’s one Terrible Experience! Please enjoy it (TW for sexual assault, forced labor, etc etc etc, death, violence, just, the works, also harm to children hes all of like 13) https://docs.google.com/document/d/1l1F3f0NhB8jeofKiLxoAvvpmFGTNNryHNTEegxmKa8Y/edit?usp=sharing

Heres another! Enjoy some more! (same cw except hes 15 and also more TW for mind fuckery and betrayal)

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1tzKlNhy52EVS-t0yhJv1fZTzvFt31t7jYkEQcHuRUyI/edit?usp=sharing

Heres a third same cws and its not exactly a ‘worst moment” but i havent written the full part of “joe is actually the worst” yet so like.

Here.

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1-XFdKRWuBIQ6YCsiuylzwfhnC9r9lZb9X-iyJt_A5WU/edit?usp=sharing

This is the actual ‘joe is the worst’ one but its not done

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1LBMKmkm5xH-i6mFE02sbeIKLHqlbQ6IRRMqXolV2Dlk/edit?usp=sharing

And i have NOT written the actual worst moment of his life because i still havent decided how that shakes out but

Taz has a fucking horrible experience

Rex has had the exact same experience

Taz takes it much worse because Rex was already well and truly used to repression but Taz grew up in a less traumatic if more unpleasant way so Rex was better equipped to repress it all and Taz had to process it as it happened

Rex flips his shit on everyone but Taz, including local wildlife, trees, and various bottles which used to contain alcohol

Then rex is like ‘ok time to pretend none of this happened to me ever while still fixing taz’s problems’

Spoiler it doesnt work that way

Here’s the wip of that not working

Theres taz torture in it for those who want

Earlier content warnings still apply

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1W5-GIn9AF4eGvKG1ep8KIEes0lwULc_GpNW-hq-bBY4/edit?usp=sharing

#red replies #rex #oc #its a lot of story links to google docs

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yeobai · 4 years

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Planning WILD 4hr

Okay so I really like the idea of YJ asking why did you stop? And SY continues. The question is when SY gives in and YJ fucks her senselessly. After SY cums twice. How does on finish YJ off. I kept thinking just how exactly to fuck her lmao. So I can paint the whole picture

i like YJ flipping SY and fucks her senselessly and maybe she’s already close after making SY comes twice? and maybe she gets closer when SY starts begging her

people can also cum from the other end of strap - coz the friction and maybe YJ is the kind who gets off by giving others pleasure aksjakaj

Okay takes intensive notes haha

what do u mean exactly by SY ‘giving in’ btw?

She begs.

ogay so we're on the same page

yea I can see YJ just flipping her - so she's the top now and fucks her senselessly they can cum together

Coming together and cumming together iconic(edited)

lmao the ideal that can happen - or SY can help her to cum after that

Alright so let the paint the whole picture. I know what happens in middle and the end but how did we get here. Aka I'm in charge you do all the work.

the one in charge is YJ right? power bottom

Mhm

(lmao im still trying to process YJ fully bottomingm, Im-)

Please collect yourself. It was a lot for me to imagine too. maybe there's somekind of power struggle in the beginninng

and SY shoves YJ to the bed

and just climbs her at firsr

when YJ wants to flip her, SY resists

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Okay starting with a playful vibe...

So picture it, their bed, it's night. SY shoves YJ to the bed. They start kissing and as it escalates flips them and the SY pouts.

Bruh please tell me why my brain wants her to dead ass say, I want to be on top. Haha brain is doing the most

or maybe whe YJ wants to flip them, SY shoves her again to the bed, "Stay there."　 Cause right now nothing would be fucking hotter than her "lightly" grasping her neck and pulling her in for a kiss but I digress sjsgshdkdj

when SY finally gives inn　before YJ flips them

Now so SY climbs on top? Or is she already on top when she tells yj to stay put.

she's already on top I guess?

so she shoves YJ, climb and straddle her (so she's on top now), they make out, and it gets hot YJ wants to flip them but SY resists

So basically I need to set the space where YJ literally decides not to move lmao. I'm trying to connect the stars. Maybe she takes it as a challenge when SY tells her to stay put. But then i feel like it's projecting cause im purposely problematic sksksk

ok but does power bottom also means that she gives her a detailed order 'what to do'

i need to revisit the concept of pwer bottom tbh lmao

Seeeeeee that's the thing ime power btms are talkative af and I just couldn't see it. Lmaoooo

right, maybe we dont assign roles here but just　 focus on the action dem activity maybe we can list down what can happen: - SY riding YJ

I was thinking SY just handcuffs one of her hand to the headboard lmao but that's for another time.　or maybe use her tie lol　 Omg, omｇ　I like it. I like it alot. So SY tells her stay put and she stradding her and she starts particularly undressing YJ and she uses the tie to restrain just one of YJs hands.　This is a mood skskssksk

just one or both bc, ”no touching”

One just in case SY wants to voluntarily use the free hand to touch... herself adagshsjs

like, it doesnt matter if SY use YJ’s hand on herself or on Young Jin , Im into it aksjakaj

Lmaooooo we on the same page

i have that kink when u just guide ur partner’s hand like that akskakaj

Lmaooooo we on the same page

Suave-AlpacaYesterday at 10:45 PM

but its very hot if SY just ‘borrow her hand’ like that

and guide it between her legs

while whispering sth into her ear (im still thinking what lmao)(edited)

anyway what if SY wears lingerie

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and thats why she keeps YJ down there

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coz she wants the other woman to enjoy the view

ihyuniYesterday at 10:55 PM

Ah okay SY is already ready for bed when YJ comes home in uniform and SY is wearing something a little special. Okay issa vibe.

Suave-AlpacaYesterday at 10:55 PM

maybe with YJ's coat outside?

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just to hide her lingerie inside?

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lmao

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RIP Young Jin

ihyuniYesterday at 10:55 PM

You and this coat kink lmao

Suave-AlpacaYesterday at 10:55 PM

its a look

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also - its practical to just, take off the coat for the 'big reveal' lmao

ihyuniYesterday at 10:58 PM

I'm think lingerie but modest aka something like a slip design but very short lol.

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The first question why are you wearing my coat in bed lmaooooo

Suave-AlpacaYesterday at 10:59 PM

well she waits from the living room

ihyuniYesterday at 11:03 PM

But see if we do that we need connect A (them in the living room) to B (them getting to the bedroom. Let's focus on breaking backs like glow sticks lol

Suave-AlpacaYesterday at 11:04 PM

akdsjgalkg

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i thought they can just make out all the way there

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their place is very simple, its just a few steps from the living room to the bed

ihyuniYesterday at 11:07 PM

Well when you set it up like that it's impossible to say not to want it hahah.

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Yes I can see this bumping into the wall. Giggling. Okayyyyy

Suave-AlpacaYesterday at 11:08 PM

yep, cute

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and when they arrive in the room, SY shove YJ to the bed asap

ihyuniYesterday at 11:10 PM

Forget lingerie what when YJ comes home she's wearing one of her work shirts. Thirst 3636537%

Suave-AlpacaYesterday at 11:10 PM

yes that too

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can be both tbh hahahah

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the white shirt

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only the white shirt

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and its kinda too long - so its a look

ihyuniYesterday at 11:11 PM

Lmaoooo or she pulls a wifey and layers but I like only the white shirt

Suave-AlpacaYesterday at 11:14 PM

lmao

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i thnk SY would look great wearing YJ's only white shirt tho lmao

ihyuniYesterday at 11:17 PM

I have received the thirst message loud and clear lol.

Suave-AlpacaYesterday at 11:18 PM

alsfjglajg

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sry I just have a thing with white shirt lsadjglsadgj

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ok so

ihyuniYesterday at 11:21 PM

Oh I thought you were stressing that there was nothing underneath asghfxj

Suave-AlpacaYesterday at 11:21 PM

yea but also the white shirt

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a sight

ihyuniYesterday at 11:21 PM

Lmaoooooo got it.

Suave-AlpacaYesterday at 11:23 PM

ok but what happens after SY borrows YJ's hand

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aslgdj

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tbh imo guiding ur partner's hand would be hotter if they're blindfolded but this is not the case here aksdjgajg

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bc SY wants her to see

ihyuniYesterday at 11:29 PM

Um did we reach this place yet lmao. I just remembered her tying the hand. We brainstormed the thirst lmao

Suave-AlpacaYesterday at 11:29 PM

yep

not yet hahah

yea tie her hand only

ihyuniYesterday at 11:33 PM

Oooh I know you said the white shirt is a vibe but it's even more of a hit when its open so maybe she unbuttons it in a few but we'll insert later.

Suave-AlpacaYesterday at 11:33 PM

maybe after YJ got tied up bruh

ihyuniYesterday at 11:34 PM

Brain is slowly melting rn so then

Suave-AlpacaYesterday at 11:34 PM

like after she tie one of YJ's hand

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(with her tie)

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SY unbuttons 1-2 buttons

ihyuniYesterday at 11:35 PM

We forgot something important lol.

Suave-AlpacaYesterday at 11:35 PM

the strap?

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ksadgkjdsagjadsg

Yes, the freaking strap.

ok so before SY shoves YJ to bed

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she unbuttons YJ's pants first

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and puts the strap on her?

ihyuniYesterday at 11:39 PM

We generally fix this error later. Let's skip back down lol

asdlkgalgj

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honestly if SY just rly want to mess up with YJ, she just tie her up and fuck herself givin a show

Anywho so say she goes the whole 9 yards and pleasures herself while on top of YJ even using YJ'S hand the whole shangbang. After she cums... (???) [YJ is like untie me right now]

"I'm not done with you."

(ok YJ looks mighty fine on screen and my thirst goes off the chart)(edited)

Then a stride for a magical ride.

SY just tugs the strap

before she positions herself at the right spot and takes it all slowly　Ｂut I digress so when SY starts to get close and YJ can tell. SY can barely keep her eyes open, maybe YJ reaches over and unties her hand but doesn't act. She's waiting... hmmm

what if SY is into choking and she use YJ's other hand to choke herself lmao while riding her

I'm going to need you to log out for me baby. This is a mess. I can't focus skskshdh

ok but its a sight at least lajgdlakdsjg

It is. Every is a sight cause the white shirt is open, her hair is probably in her eyes, and the moans are probably nonstop And i am not okay--'

like maybe at first YJ just use her hand to touch YJ around her chest (because the shirt is open) and SY just guide her free hand up and up to her neck, to choke her

The way you're trying to casually slip this in is fucking me up

i mean choking is valid

maybe SY would start slow, and YJ's hand would just roam around SY's skin - I mean her shirt is just hanging open and YJ just can't resist untl SY puts YJ's hand on her neck like that

"Tell me what to do."

Okay, Ill embrace this. Slowly. Bruh please tell me why my brain just hit that double rated R

(me, zooming on KSH's hands for research now

Im screaming sksgskdvsjd

because choking? asldjglkdsagj

No because earlier she came on YJs hand and my brain was like she put YJ's fingers in her mouth and I have ascended

Maybe SY drags YJ's hand up and up to her mouth so she can taste herself first

We both need to log out jesus

go all out

This is it. The porn of all porns we have composed lmao

but if SY rly wants YJ to watch maybe she sometimes leans back

so u know - its a clear view down therｅ(plus its more torturous for YJ because her free hand can't really reach So Yeon?)　wait maybe she can, asdlkgasglj i cant functioｎ　but anyway she's not close enough to YJ and its torturous enough for YJ lmao

Okay, image noted.

so maybe the choking happens after that lmao

Alright let's progress before I lose what little conscious sense I have left.

Are we still doing the "beg" vibe. After YJ YJ unties her hand when SY is clearly close.

im into it personally

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if we went with SY "tell me what to do."

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(while choking)

ihyuniToday at 12:29 AM

Okay, the choking has a permanent place

Suave-AlpacaToday at 12:29 AM

(what would YJ say)

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"Fuck me."

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but is it in character?

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then SY has the ride of her life

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(while YJ's choking her)

ihyuniToday at 12:32 AM

Sis wouldn't say fuck me, that's your brain talking.

Suave-AlpacaToday at 12:32 AM

which is why im double asking lmao

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because that doesnt seem like her character

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(but its hot so)

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anyway

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what would she say

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what would prompt SY to ride her like there's no tomorrow

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