#but no. i'm worse than ever </3

[niteview]

[cry-ptidd]

I know we all compare Alucard to a cat (rightfully so, the resemblance is uncanny) but have yall ever had a dachshund? Those adorable little shits are so clingy to the point where they want to crawl into your skin (and even that probably wouldn’t combat their clinginess)

I've never owned a dachshund

However

That sounds exactly like Alucard so

Hellsing au where everything is the same except Baskerville is a dachshund

[pinkgrapefloyd]

daniel larusso & terry silver / the smallest man who ever lived

[servantleverslutdrop]

On a slightly different note, after being in this fandom for a while and having time to think about it, I genuinely do think the scene on the boat where Inej lashes out at Kaz WAS cruel. Like, I get why we deny it, but it's kind of messed up to pretend that it isn't. Imagine if a friend said something like that to you, about something that painful, hm? Inej just finished an insane suicide mission freshly stabbed in the side. She's often mirrored with Kaz, in that they are both so utterly traumatized. Their relationship is built on cruelty and distance (from Kaz), as it is built on help and friendship. She can make a mistake, yes? While, yes, people will use this one example of Inej being shitty to pretend like she's the worst, also sanitizing every little thing she does into it all being perfect, is just another type of misogyny, yes?

[zerodaryls]

it's so funny (read: sad) that if bigoted fuckheads didn't insist i was a woman simply by virtue of my body at birth, i'd probably be chill with she/her pronouns in addition to he/they. if my mom didn't insist i was her daughter, i'd probably let her call me that, and we could still have a relationship.

i'm nonbinary and 'gendered' words are hypothetically meaningless, but because there are so many people who are more interested in telling me who i am rather than lovingly and curiously letting me express my own sense of self, those words carry trauma.

there's no reason a nonbinary person like myself can't be a son and a child and a daughter. there's no reason a nonbinary person like me can't go by he, they, and she.

'she' is not a slur. 'daughter' is not derogatory. 'beautiful' 'pretty' 'gorgeous' 'feminine' are not insults.

to the contrary, they're parts of language that express certain facets of a multi-faceted human existence, like mine.

and i have this sad, mournful feeling that if it weren't for unloving, condescending people, i'd probably be down to be called any of those things alongside my usual masculine/neutral terminology.

but i'd rather die than let anyone tell me what i have to be called.

[muggle-born-princess]

I love how to this day, Thomas Astruc believes that bullying or bullies are 10x worse than genocide, terrorism, and abusers. 💀

[elytrafemme]

love my friends dearly because i laid on them (in the context of a nightmare friend group schism breakup where i'm the least involved involved party) that i (1) have a fear of forgetting doing something horrible that is leading me to worry that they'll weaponize something against me (2) have an immediate crying response during any conflict and (3) am in the midst of my worst dissociative episode in years so my goal is to "avoid dissociating because as i found out yesterday when i dissociate i can't speak or see". they're really nice about it but God am i a nightmare to bring to a conflict scenario

[cherubytes]

i can consistently P-rank half of the currently available bosses and yet trying to complete 1-3: halls of sacred remains gives me a headache

[cordeliawhohung]

so yesterday i felt myself falling back into the chronic sickness that always manages to find its way back to me. i've been drinking a fuck ton of water and taking vitamins in hope that i could stay ahead of it, but i don't think it's enough. it's been almost a year since it's popped back up, and i was hoping I could make it but it's slowly creeping up and i'm feeling worse and worse and if this lands me in the er i think i will cry i literally can't afford that mentally rn ):

[tevintersoldier]

did i just buy inquisition game of the year edition on steam because it's on sale (90% off!!) and so cheap? yes. do i have anything to play it on? no. is this my fucking third copy of this game? ... yes

[thegeminisage]

Rating: Explicit Archive Warning: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Fandom: Teen Wolf (TV) Relationship: Chris Argent/Derek Hale Characters: Chris Argent, Derek Hale, Kate Argent, Original Characters, Minor Characters, Araya (Teen Wolf) Additional Tags: Asexual Derek Hale, Stone Top Derek Hale, Wolf Derek Hale, Slow Burn, Enemies to Lovers, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Lovers to Friends, Friends With Benefits, Age Difference, Explicit Consent, Cohabitation, Grief/Mourning, Beards (Facial Hair), Trauma, Nightmares, Flashbacks, Unreliable Narrator, Past Abuse, Past Sexual Abuse, Past Underage, Sexual Dysfunction, Warning: Kate Argent, Minor Character Death, Blow Jobs, Grief Beards, Asexual Character Words: 55,331 Summary: Derek insists on coming along with Chris Argent and the Calaveras on the hunt for Kate, so he can see her dead for good. While following her trail back to Beacon Hills, they come to understand some hard truths about both each other and themselves, and struggle to find the reason why, after losing nearly everyone they've ever loved, they're still here.

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply Fandom: Teen Wolf (TV) Relationships: Chris Argent/Derek Hale, Derek Hale & Laura Hale Characters: Derek Hale, Laura Hale, Chris Argent Additional Tags: Wolf Derek Hale, Grief/Mourning, Codependency, Cohabitation Words: 2,278 Summary: Derek's first day back home.

Rating: Explicit Archive Warning: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Fandom: Teen Wolf (TV) Relationships: Chris Argent/Derek Hale, Chris Argent & Scott McCall, Derek Hale & Scott McCall, Past Relationships:, Derek Hale/Paige, Kate Argent/Derek Hale, Chris Argent/Original Character(s), Chris Argent/Victoria Argent, Allison Argent & Derek Hale Characters: Chris Argent, Derek Hale, Scott McCall, Original Characters, Mentioned:, Kate Argent, Victoria Argent, Allison Argent, Gerard Argent Additional Tags: Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Nightmares, Flashbacks, Grief/Mourning, Panic Attacks, Suicide, Suicidal Thoughts, Memory Loss, Repressed Memories, Guilt, Redemption, Codependency, Cohabitation, Asexual Character, Asexual Derek Hale, Sexual Dysfunction, Non-Sexual Intimacy, Murder Words: 36,500 Summary: Twenty-four hours after the death of his sister, Chris Argent wakes in Derek Hale's loft with his hands trembling too badly to load and fire a gun, and no matter what he does, he can't make them stop. He made a promise to protect Beacon Hills in Allison's stead, but now he has to decide how he carries on her legacy when he doesn't know if he can fight, if he can ever lay his guilt to rest, and if he's truly capable of doing good when he has already done so much harm.

...i wrote this series in 2017/2018 as teen wolf was coming to a close, but i didn't post them here since i was a little shy about my rarepair and also they're Extremely Explicit and i had a lot of kids following me for skeleton art. since those kids are all grown up now (?!?!?), here these finally are, on this blog for the first time Ever. the first fic is the best one, obviously - it's almost a ship manifesto, and i am proud to report i have won over skeptics with it <3 derek hale i love you forever

[panzershrike-pretz]

Almost rebloged a Band of Brothers post to the Nerdy Prudes Must Die tag

That would've been fun-

[lucy-ghoul]

i think i finally found a semi-famous (?) blog that blocked me lmao

[robinsnest2111]

ah, the blood curse. no wonder I've been in hell the past 2 weeks

[dumpster-fire-deluxe]

Hey so uh what does it mean when you've had a few days off and works starts again tomorrow and now you're constantly on the verge of tears & in mild panic mode & can't get yourself to do the list of things that have to be done?

I thought having a few days to recover would make things better but it's even harder now

[charlesemersonwinchesteriii]

🔥 BJ Hunnicutt

My opinion on BJ Hunnicutt is whatever one of my mutuals last posted about him. My opinion on BJ Hunnicutt is whatever will get me notes. My opinion on BJ Hunnicutt is whatever Mike Farrell said in whatever his latest interview is because that man has so much love for this show and this character and his longstanding support of the queer community means so much to me and I like to think it meant a lot to Mr. Stiers too if it’s not too parasocial to say so and his interaction with MASH fans even decades later is so kind and sweet and the way he played his character even when the writers admitted he didn’t have enough to work with textually still has such an impact on so many viewers and I think that’s really powerful especially when you think about how it’s contributed to the recent boom in the general MASH fandom economy which no matter what I absolutely consider a net positive to the legacy of the show and to the world in general and even just to me personally given the way that being a part of this small community has changed my own life.

But mostly my opinion on BJ Hunnicutt is just. Whatever.