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Books of 2024: November Wrap-Up.
Hi, y'all! I'm actually shocked that I managed to get through four (4) books this month, because it was NANO and I also WROTE A WHOLE BOOK!! The (written) book in its two notebooks is pictured beneath the pen and NaNo Earrings :)
All of these reads were NaNo-adjacent, somehow (I like to stack my reading with my writing project so all the Vibes are Correct)--either Space, or Haunted, or Fucked Up Fungi (I wrote a weird book this month)(I had a great time).
Photos and/or reviews linked:
A HALF-BUILT GARDEN - ★★★½ I enjoyed this! It was very slow and contemplative, and I was surprised by how long it took me to read (#NaNoProblems), but I'm glad I did, and Rhamnetin was a DELIGHT.
JUST LIKE HOME - ★★★★ Reread for me, holds up very well! Star rating unchanged from first time through. I actually do recommend rereading this one, knowing exactly when Daphne dies.
GRAVEYARD SHIFT - ★★★½ I enjoyed this one too! Short fun weird little insomnia romp. Love a good fucked up fungus and a motley POV crew.
THE NIGHT GUEST - ★★★★ This was DEEPLY fucked up and AMAZINGLY crafted horror/suspense, and I definitely had delayed nightmares about it. I also love a good spec fic in translation (this one's from Icelandic!). Cats are NOT safe, very graphically so, so proceed with caution if that's a warning you need.
Under the Cut: A Note About ~*★Stars★*~
Historically, I have been Very Bad™ about assigning things Star Ratings, because it's so Vibes Heavy for me and therefore Contingent Upon my Whims. (Example: I don't like that stars are Odd, because that makes three the midpoint and things are rarely so truly mid for me)(I have hacked my way around this with a ½). Here is, generally, how I conceptualize stars:
★ - This was Bad. I would actively recommend that you do NOT read this one, no redeeming qualities whatsoever, not worth the slog. Save Yourself, It's Too Late For Me. Book goes in the garbage (donate bin).
★★ - This was Not Good. I would not recommend it, but it wasn't a total waste or wash--something in here held my interest/kept my attention/sparked some joy. I will not be rereading this ever. Save Yourself (Or Join Me In Suffering, That Seems Like A Cool Bonding Activity).
★★★ - This was Good/Fine/Okay/Meh. I don't care about this enough to recommend it one way or another. Perfectly serviceable book, held my interest, I probably enjoyed myself (or at least didn't actively loathe the reading). I don't have especially strong feelings. You probably don't need to save yourself from this one--if it sounds like your jam, give it a shot! Just didn't resonate with me particularly powerfully. I probably won't reread this unless I'm after something in particular.
★★★½ - I liked this! I'll probably recommend it if I know it matches someone's vibes or specific requests, but I didn't commit to a star rating on Goodreads. More likely to reread, but not guaranteed.
★★★★ - I really enjoyed this!! I would recommend it (sometimes with caveats about content warnings or such--I tend to like weird fucked up funny shit, and I don't have many hard readerly NO's). Not a perfect book for me by any means, but Very Good. This is something I would reread! Join me!!
★★★★★ - I LOVED THE SHIT OUT OF THIS, IT REWIRED MY BRAIN, WILL RECOMMEND TO ANYONE AND EVERYONE AT THE SLIGHTEST PROVOCATION (content warning caveats still apply--see 4-star disclaimer). Excellent book, I'll reread it regularly, I'll buy copies for all my friends, I'll try to convince all of Booklr to read it, PLEASE join me!!
#books of 2024#books of 2024: november wrap-up#a half-built garden#ruthanna emrys#just like home#sarah gailey#graveyard shift#m.l. rio#the night guest#hildur knutsdottir#did i mention that i WROTE A WHOLE BOOK??#okay well like. a Compost Draft book lol. a Rotting Slough Of Good Ideas Book (affectionate)#i had a Revelation this year about my prep process and why my last four years have felt so rushed (spoiler: the root cause is LIVING HERE)#BUT! it's because i thrive on two (2) months of prep#it shakes out to like a month of brainstorming and then a month of carding/plotting/prewriting i think#but i've been speedrunning books since. 2021. which. was fine that year#because i set out to make a mess in a month (and it was a retelling)#fine in 2022 because that was self-indulgent crossover no plot or worldbuilding required#NOT fine in 2023 because i had an Actual Book i wanted to do and i rushed the prep and then i was grumpy#because i assumed i was writing a first draft but it was more like a compost draft#but not recognizing that made it not fun#THIS year i FINALLY understood what people mean when they say 'draft zero' (which does not work for me. because a draft on page exists/not0#and i realized i was basically doing that--halfway writing a book and halfway brainstorming on page#but KNOWING that fixed me because it Freed Me lol. so i think of this as compost draft#(appropriate for fungus book)#it's a full mess but it's MY mess and there's some good stuff in there#but for it (like for 2021 which i also knew). i will have to literally rewrite the book from the ground up#to make it a First Draft#i did not intentionally set out to do this with last year's so it wasn't fun :(#BUT I HAD FUN THIS YEAR THIS'LL BE A NEAT BOOK WHEN IT'S LEGIBLE
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love that my wardrobe had what I needed for Ford without me having to do anything
#doctorsiren#gravity falls#the book of bill#stanford pines#not art#it’s me#closet cosplay#for the silly!!#billford#<- I mean I’m literally kissing the book HAHAH#I’m having fun hehe#thank you new friend I made today for recognizing that I was dressed as him hahaha#IGNORE HOW GOOFY MY FINGERS LOOK ON THAT LAST PHOTO WHAT IS GOING ON HAHAHA#one of my besties ever agreed to crochet a bill plush for me :D#so I’ll take pictures with that whenever that project ends 😁#btw I got the shoes off of Etsy if anyone was curious#it was a couple years ago tho#I also got portal shoes from the same shop
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so i heard people are making yaoi about the animation union characters...
#union yaoi#this is. so fun#i love recognizing propaganda and then agreeing with it#like yes this is specifically made to spread a political message.#and i agree with said message so im drawing yaoi of it. youre welcome.#my art#digital art
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Happy birthday, Math Man!
#twewy#the world ends with you#twewy fanart#sho minamimoto#my art#oh wow! it's the guy that made learning algebra fun#i jest. slightly. but really. i learned foil and sohcahtoa from him#when i was taking algebra 1 our teacher didn't know any mnemonics or abbreviations#or any other easy way to memorize algebraic concepts#so i learned just about everything from minamimoto TToTT#but the most important thing i learned from him was [redacted]#anyway. i kinda wish his birthday was a math reference too#not necessarily pi day (3/14) but just some kind of math reference#like at first i thought his birthday was alluding to a chemistry constant#because i thought i recognized 2.26 at least as a chemistry thing#(my mind was lying to me)#but even that is not the case#so i don't actually think his birthday is a reference to anything??#if i am wrong please let me know!#regardless. i believe the only proper way to celebrate this guy's birthday is to do my math homework#so my math homework i shall do. farewell
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the birth of beatrice
#umineko spoilers#umineko no naku koro ni#umineko#beatrice#sayo yasuda#genji ronoue#kumasawa chiyo#nanjo terumasa#nina.png#i had fun doing thiss half drawn half traced half trying and failing to draw old ppl. im sorry#maybe in a while ill redraw this or paint over it with more detail#also i recognize itd made more sense to post this on 11/29 but its umineko day ok close enough
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not tadc art BUT i just realized you guys have never seen the giant ceramic lps i made in senior year of high school and i need to show her off like look at her... my darling girl... posing with the original i based her off of for size comparison
she is very obviously made by human hands [lumpy] but that is part of her charm and you cannot convince me otherwise
and since her head and body are separate, she can turn her head in all directions just like the real deal!!
okay that is all. you have seen her now back to your normal programming
#i made her for a project where you had to size up a small household item and i was like would a toy count and they told me to go for it#also don't make fun of me for she/her ing a sculpture the original lps was my favorite as a kid so she is very much a full being to me#littlest pet shop#ceramics#my art#btw don't expect more ceramics i had a lot of fun with this but i have not had the time or resources since to do anything like this#anddd if you know me irl and recognize her uh. shhhhh .
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TBH my ‘vision’ of Maglor is more of a music nerd than any kind of drama queen fanon makes him out to be sometimes.
Like someone who just doesn’t see the political ramifications other people saw in his songs, when it really was just a good metaphor. Someone with messy hair and pulls it back without even brushing it before going to a royal festival. The geeky, melancholic version of Finrod in his own family. A Maglor so obsessed with music and words he thinks about the sheer art of the Oath’s words rather than the context within itself or what it entails. Someone who wasn’t aware of how the Noldolantë could have been taken the wrong way and didn’t even finish it before he vanished from history (or, who knows, he probably forgot to bring the lyrics written with him when the Gap burned), probably had a meltdown when he realized that he had lost it. Someone who loves music so much that, after all is finished, he fades while singing, because it was all he had left.
Someone who once had a joyful, innocent spirit which was brutally killed after he did.
#maglor#thought dump#Tolkien#Silmarillion#lotr#feanorians#add onto this and/or disagree idc have fun with it#but if I find one person saying ‘Maglor was more like feanor than curufin was’#I have a certain set of skills-#I will find you#I will hunt you down#and I will-#bc that’s statement gives me such a headache so darn quickly it’s not even funny#it’s like everyone ignores ‘tolkien sparks notes’ in the HoME or smth#yeah I’m referring to how Tolkien intentionally made Maglor into a more redeemable feanorians than the others#and noted Maglor having his mother’s more gentle temperament#I could rant about that for hours#but a kinslayer analysis ain’t worth my time#bc next thing you know people will assume I’m an apologist and blah blah blah#sure Maglor’s my favorite character in fictional history but I recognize that he was techinically a villain.#a tragic one but one nonetheless#sons of feanor
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Happy 23rd Anniversary to Kingdom Hearts and HAPPY BIRTHDAY SORA━☆゚.*
This series means so much to me and to show that.....I drew 50 Soras + the Heart Hotel peeps and my wrist hates me XD
Like seriously, I kept on finding Soras to add onto the already BEEG army and it kept going and going from the costumes, to creative liberty, to the more obscure ones.
So much passion went into this because KH is just a series that's near and dear to my heart, and Sora is without a doubt one of my favorite characters of all time~♡
And now that this little project is done, all I have to say is.....DONT LET THIS MAJORLY FLOP OK, I WORKED TOO HARD TO MAKE THIS DARN THING (jkjkjkjk just pls look at it at least, u can look at it better on my tumblr if ya want XD)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEST CHARCATER EVER MADE
(fashionably late but shhhhh and thatnks to ma friendos for keeping me sane and encouraging to finish dis)
Imma finish KH3 now, scuse me~☆
Close Ups!!!







Initial Sketch~♧

#kingdom hearts#kingdom hearts 2#kingdom hearts 3#kingdom hearts chain of memories#kingdom hearts dream drop distance#sora#roxas#xion#vanitas#ventus#you think im gonna keep tagging this beast of a drawing youre crazy#pls dont flop#im begging the algorithm to not flop this pls#this drawing stole my sanity and lunch munny#i love you Sora but my gosh the things ill do to draw all 50 of u#anyone recognize the VCast sora?#i made him so low quality but im not sure anyonell guess its him XD#my favorite bit of this drawing are the 3 soras roaring at each other and roxas is all like#“we can all hear you guys mind toning it down a bit?”#by they roar on anyways#im rambling AAAAAAA#IM JUST SO HAPPY THAT IM FINALLY FREEEEEE#have fun looking through this drawing and seeing what each Sora is doing :3#chickenart
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clementine
#that other post i made that was like tnp if clementine had a gun#rewriting them has been fun mainly bc a lot of their personality has gone back to the way they were originally#when i started writing them before they turned out a lot more.. friendly? & meeker than i intended#and they are still friendly but i think it's more obvious that it's a mask in some scenes now#adding the toll scene back in and giving them a chance to have leverage over the hunter with the stolen money has really#made the whole deal with them feel more planned & intentional on their part (which it always was)#clementine is Plotting#i also think people will more easily recognize that the deal with them has Consequences now lmao#i really enjoy writing them but i do think finding the balance with them is the hardest#trying not to come across as too obvious but also i don't want it to feel like it's completely out of character either#anyways. teehee
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what is it with leo that villian donnie sees him as his bully compared to raph and mikey? like is it just leo being #leo + donnie not understanding the teasing that was an effect of the hero/villain dynamic, or was it some Specific Thing leo did/does?
leo gets the most personal, generally, so it is just leo being #Leo. raph's more focused on what donnie's doing than anything else-- which is usually crime. and mikey's a lot nicer just because he finds donnie interesting, and is eventually interested in connecting to him as a family member. he can be mean to villains, but with donnie in particular he finds his tech interesting so he's more open to him!! he doesnt hold back in combat though lol
leo aims for where it hurts. he makes fun of the way he dresses, the way he talks, anything he can to fluster and rile him up because it makes him sloppy. he rubs salt in the wound when they defeat him. he'll push donnie to the point of flying into a rage and then laugh at him for acting so embarrassing and being thin-skinned. he'll joke around with the others too about him sometimes, even to the point where it feels like they're not listening to donnie's rehearsed villain speeches he was SO EXCITED TO UNVEIL and it really flusters and upsets him. its mean, but donnie's blowing shit up, i think they've moved past that lmao.
and donnie... kind of sees leo as, like,,, cool? he seems to know what he's doing, at least when it comes to how he socializes. maybe he doesnt look up to him just yet, but he does quietly want his approval and sees him as kind of the model example of what a cool person would be. so when leo criticizes him, he takes it very personally. it means he's doing something wrong.
like if he wants to be anything, it's to be cool. to be likeable and popular. especially once he starts branching out and meeting other people willing to give him a chance, he's stumbling over himself trying to play himself up and seem worth putting up with. but leo's words are a cutting reminder that he doesn't even know what acceptance looks like, and he'll never fit in anywhere, even with the only people exactly like him, and he cries himself to sleep every other night about it.
#ask#villain donnie au#i think when he gets hashtag kidnapped he's a lot nicer to leo than he is to raph#just wary and avoidant of him. only mean when he's desperate or thinks he's gonna be made fun of#because he does care about his approval more-- there will come a time where he starts to care a lot about raph's opinion of him#but it's not like that initially because he would look up to raph for an entirely different reason#that kind of requires him to recognize that raph is in his corner and willing to protect him lol
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#i like these guys#i just met one of the other companions and she seems fun#she's not in my group yet but i recognize her#anyway yelling at my friends who want fun fantasy games but are turned off by romance#play avowed!#it's really fun and has a cool story so far and there's no romance options#you just have buddies#it feels a bit like eso to play#or like outer worlds a bit which makes sense since it's obsidian#and you don't have to have played poe to understand what's going on they do a good job of explaining the stuff you need to know#and the rest you can just suss out from playing#although it has made me start a new poe game#maybe i'll finish it this time lmao#avowed
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LIVE THE NIGHTMARE AGAIN!
some more art of my vanny cassie design!! instead of killing kids she kills adults!!! horrible gremlin murder child >:]
#IF YOU RECOGNIZE THE SONG#UR A REAL ONE#it’s lots of fun by tryhard ninja!!!!#I know I linked it but still#fnaf#fnaf cassie#cassie fnaf#vanny#cassie the bunny#fnaf sb#fnaf security breach#security breach#fnaf ruin#ruin#sb ruin#security breach ruin#not a art tag#once again…..shoutout to box bc the mf made me ill…….
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Some more art of the Applejack Problem Au!
#my art#Mlp#Mlp au#Mlp Rewrite#Mlp fun#mlp friendship is magic#Applejack#Rarity#Twilight Sparkle#princess celestia#My little pony#the applejack problem#The Applejack Problem Au#If any of y'all Applejack Problem enjoyers recognize that first image ya I made that animatic a while bacc
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Say it like you mean it
#💟#Digital art#Full Art#Art#Edgar#Scriabin#Guess what day it is ♥ That's riiiight! It's my own personal Vargasversary here again! :D#I really got it in under the wire with this one lol but I did it! I did do it! 13 whole digital start-to-finish panels.....woaw......#Definitely the biggest of these anniversary projects thus far hehe <3 But I really wanted to see if I could do it and I did it! I'm happy :D#Inspired by many on this one ahh - the obvious being they ♥ As ever I still hold them so dearly love them so much <3#The second inspiration source is probably also obvious lol but I've been using a newer-to-me technique to sketch to try and speed up drawing#Specifically inspired from watching Zarla's Handplates speeddraw videos! I'm still a little shaky with it haha#I fell back into my old habits more than once :P But now I understand what over-rendering a sketch means lol - knowledge!#And all-told I think this is probably the longest digital comic I've made in uhhhhhh - at least years#I don't wanna say ever because it still is only 13 panels and two of those share a frame haha but like! That's still a lot for me these days#So I'm pleased for being able to make it in short order! It was fun! I had a good time with it! :D And I think it turned out nice!!#And then the last inspiration source this time around was smol hehe ♪ Despite us both being grown I still tuck her in#It's just something neither of us grew out of haha - it's nice! Another point in us being very Sans and Papyrus lol#But I wanted to give it to the Vargases this time because - eee - smol's turning the age I was when I first read Vargas this year#Obviously my family knows about Vargas as I Will Not Shut Up About It lol but I'm still the only one to have read it#Partially because of how intense and scary it can be! As much as I love it I recognize it's not for everyone - as much as I wish it was haha#But smol and I have pretty similar tastes when it comes to media - so I'm finally inviting her to read it with me ♪ Ahh ♫#Getting to share one of my very favourite stories with one of my very favourite people is exciting just to think about!!#And also getting to reread Vargas again hhhhhh I'm feeling Fine and Normal about approaching it again hahahh#Definitely haven't been thinking about and wanting to reread it A Lot Constantly lol#So drawing them again was nice <3 And the new* medium made certain details stand out all the more!#The process of discovery of art as it appears on the screen haha - Scriabin's hand reaching for Edgar only to clench upon his rejection ahh#That last one is also something of a stealth redraw of Scriabin listening to Edgar's heart in mainfic that I made - somehow four years ago??#Nearly five now....more than half of the way back from my having read it the first time ah how'd it get to be so long now...#Every year - every month - every week - every day - every hour - it is Vargas Loving Hours ♥
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day 153
random RFTK assortment yay #cool
#aka characters you saw in itft for a few seconds and didn't recognize#haha. i kid. i kid.Kind of. all in good fun. But its kinda true#more people should watch rftk... imo its cute & i love end key a lot actually#i drew end key/spacebar/tiny key already. who cares. i needed someone else to put in that corner so i made them smaall<3#race for the keys#rftk#wii sensor#lock#grandfather clock#appointment card#spare legos#end key#spacebar#tiny key#contestants#hosts#dailies#osc#object shows#bri used A DIFFERENT BRUSH!!!!!!!! for the first time in kind of a long time LOL
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3 PRIMARY COLORS
Another piece from late 2022. This one was based on an idea I'd had all the way back in high school when I used to listen to this song nonstop...
#Digimon#Digimon Tamers#Matsuda Takato#Makino Ruki#Lee Jianliang#stuff I draw#learn color mixing with the Tamers trio!#fun fact I made this into a print but it flopped hard because no one recognizes the characters orz
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