#but now im rlly 😐 about it

[erikatsu]

okay, i had my laughs last night but i feel like this needs to be said because im still a bit irate and this is serious. rant about plagiarism under the cut.

if you are going to accuse someone of plagiarism, you need to be 100% sure they actually did it. you need to have your proof ready before you even say a word. as someone who has had 4 different blogs + 29483929 urls, i have reposted some of my own works at least twice.

receiving a comment asking people to report my work as stolen nearly sent me into an anxiety attack my mind was thinking, “i wrote this fic a year ago and bc im just now reposting it, im going to be the one who gets the hit for plagiarism… not on my watch. i’ll call them out before they do it to me.” so i scoured ao3 for any trace of this fic and found nothing besides a toji fic with the same title but different premise, because the comment was made that it was originally on ao3. so i figured “what are the odds this ao3 poster has a tumblr” and went to the accusers blog. low and behold– and only after two minutes of scrolling– i find they had reblogged it when i had posted it on this account for literally an hour. i don’t even rmr why i posted and priv’d it that quickly but i did.

i originally posted this fic on. april 24th 2022 on my blog first nsfw blog, touyaphoria. reposted here when i was tumblr user bladiez, for a split second on august 1st 2023 (which i forgot until i saw their rb). i reposted and left for good on the 8th of this month on my now writing blog tomuras. it was stated in the final repost that it was a repost (i have since changed the note to specify which blogs it was posted on beforehand). and it would’ve taken them less time to realize both fics were posted by the same person had they scrolled their own blog instead of me figuring it out myself. it could have been totally avoided.

now, i do appreciate someone looking out for my work like that, i really do. but on the other hand it felt so shitty to be somewhat publicly accused of something that i didn’t even do. and it felt even shittier that i received no apology for it. i didn’t even send them the pictures i posted here as proof, i sent them proof straight from google docs + my initial idea being discussed with a friend of mine and that seemed to be enough because they never responded and they never made a callout post like they said they would. the usual tumblr drama and discourse i can let roll off my shoulders. but an allegation like that is heavy and not just on tumblr. if an actual published author was accused of plagiarism the backlash would be outrageous and have extreme consequences.

tdlr: please heed the notes on posts, not just warnings. do your research before falsely accusing someone. or, if you can be bold enough to accuse someone, at least have the decency to apologize for it if you are wrong.

[bbyjackie]

𝐒𝐎𝐂𝐈𝐀𝐋𝐒 𝐀𝐒 𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐊𝐒' 𝐆𝐅 — ♡

one piece social media + dating feat: shanks

》 i had to edit half of these photos to have red hair lol

♡ liked by d_mihawk, B.B_buGGY and 8.8k others

_ynln: this man is definitely 'wanted'

tagged: sh444nks

sh444nks: i know you're obsessed but gosh stop flirting with me 😒😒

↳ sh444nks: i have a girlfriend already geez 🙄

↳ _ynln: not with that attitude you won't 😐

↳ sh444nks: WAIT IM JOKING PLEASE 😭🙏

↳ benn__b: I hate you guys, you're literally a meter away from each other right now

YASXPP: Yo captain you're looking a little too fine right now 😍🫵

↳ luckyroux.x: For real Yn gotta start gatekeeping these photos 🤤

↳ _ynln: can u guys stop trying to steal my man 🤨

↳ YASXPP: He was our captain before he became your boyfriend, get in line (liked by luckyroux.x, sh444nks)

♡ liked by luckyroux.x, _ynln and 10.3k others

sh444nks: gf taught me abt angel numbers, that's why my user is now 4️⃣4️⃣4️⃣

tagged: _ynln

_ynln: the yn effect (liked by benn__b, luckyroux.x)

↳ sh444nks: my angel 😇😇

↳ _ynln: nah stop 😔💗

B.B_buGGY: Simp

↳ sh444nks: mad you don't get any huh 🥱

↳ B.B_buGGY: SHUT UP SHANKS I DO GET SOME

↳ sh444nks: get some skincare that's what u rlly need 😭

↳ sh444nks: also what the hell is wrong with your user

↳ B.B_buGGY: MY SKIN IS BEAUTIFUL

↳ B.B_buGGY: I was drunk

YASXPP: Damn captain you're not gonna post me? 😩😩

♡ liked by sh444nks, benn__b and 6.1k others

_ynln: im gonna miss this little sucker 💓

sh444nks: he’s so annoying though

↳ _ynln: shanks you literally have no say, luffy is literally a mini you 🤨🤨

↳ sh444nks: this is so offensive my love 😔

sh444nks: nah this isn't even cool, luffy stole my girl

↳ d_mihawk: He just has more game than you. (liked by YASXPP, luckyroux.x, _ynln)

↳ YASXPP: YOOO WTF AHAHAHAH

↳ luckyroux.x: LMFAOOO 😭😭

↳ sh444nks: MIHAWK WTF BRO

benn_b: Nah cause Luffy had us nervous all the time, little shit

↳ _ynln: HES SOO CUTE THO!!

↳ sh444nks: what about me yn!

↳ _ynln: no

♡ liked by benn_b, YASXPP and 9.5k others

_ynln: happy birthday my ancient artefact 🎉

tagged: sh444nks

sh444nks: i love you but damn im not THAT old 😭😭

↳ _ynln: love u 2!

B.B_buGGY: Break up

↳ sh444nks: ayo?!!

YASXPP: ANCIENT ARTEFACT NAHH AHAHAH

↳ luckyroux.x: STRAIGHT VIOLATION

d_mihawk: Happy birthday you drunk slop

↳ sh444nks: knew you loved me mihawk 🥺🥺💓

↳ d_mihawk: die

[haerinz]

𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐮𝐩 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝

PAIRING: niki x gn!reader GENRE: fluff, best friends to lovers au, accidental confession, fake texts but written lol SUMMARY: niki accidentally finds out about your crush on him because of your questionable taste in music WARNINGS: slight cursing, niki and yn having horrible sleep schedules, ap lang hw, jungwon is your brother, niki uses baby as a petname, niki likes to tease yn, kind of weird formatting MASTERLIST | NAVI

dance machine 🤖

bro u ok ? [12:53 AM] 

you 

niki wtf why are u still up  didn’t you have rehearsals till 11 go to sleep b4 i tell ur mom [12:54 AM] 

dance machine 🤖

u didnt answer ☝️ [12:54 AM] 

you 

yeah im fine why r u asking  [12:55 AM] 

dance machine 🤖

is that what you tell your therapist?ur definitely psycho [12:56 AM] 

you 

ouch that kinda hurt ngl 😔 what brought that on tho? [12:56 AM] 

dance machine 🤖

be fr rn no sane person listens to skechers for 2 hrs straight [12:57 AM] 

you 

wait wtf are u stalking me how'd u know?? [12:57 AM] 

dance machine 🤖

LMAO ur spotify friend activity [12:57 AM] 

you

what is that ?? [12:57 AM] 

dance machine 🤖

it shows all the songs u listen to [12:58 AM] 

you

and you kept watching it for 2 hrs ... wow stalker much atp just admit ur obsessed with me [12:58 AM] 

dance machine 🤖

hmm yn 🤔 what do you think jungwon would say if i told him abt ur taste in music [12:58 AM] 

you

NIKI YOU BETTER NOT he doesn't need any more teasing material ... [12:59 AM] 

dance machine 🤖

i wouldn't blame him u r always embarrassing yourself... [12:59 AM]

you

anyways why are u still up 😒 isn’t it past ur bedtime u big baby [12:59 AM] 

dance machine 🤖

im doing ap lang hw 🤮 haha u must rlly want me to tell jungwon …  [1:00 AM]

you

shut up . . . istg if u tell my brother 🙂 🔪 also did u forget that u have practice at 5 am in 4 hrs [1:01 AM]

dance machine 🤖

yeah ik i'm not that dumb 🙄 not sure mr.kim cares abt my sleep schedule … omg yn [1:01 AM]

you

??? huh what is it niki istg if ur setting me up for a dn joke [1:02 AM]

 dance machine 🤖

yk u love them 😏 just give me a sec … i’ll send u a pic [1:02 AM]

you

ok lol uhh should i be worried? [1:03 AM]

dance machine 🤖

ur so down bad for me LMAO [1:03 AM]

[picture sent] so u love me huh? 😏 [1:03 AM]

you

wow i think apple music just got a new customer lol u weren't supposed to see that ... haha i think it's past my bedtime i'm gonna go to sleep now [1:07 AM]

dance machine 🤖

istg ur so shy sometimes 🙄 [1:07 AM]

you

why wouldn't i be shy?? u literally just found out that i have a crush on u . . . [1:08 AM]

dance machine 🤖

ur so stupid yn i like you too dummy i've liked you for the longest time even during ur toxic army phase 🤧 [1:08 AM]

you

never took you for the sappy type [1:09 AM]

dance machine 🤖

bby just shut up and go to sleep let's talk in the morning, ok? [1:10 AM]

you

bby ... it's technically morning rn when r u gonna go to sleep [1:10 AM]

dance machine 🤖

do u always need to have the last word? 😐 dw ill go to sleep in a few more minutes im almost done with the hw [1:11 AM]

you

ok, but u better go to sleep soon ☹️ ily gn niki <3 [1:11 AM]

dance machine 🤖

love you too ig ill see u in my dreams bby [1:12 AM]

★ permanent taglist: @gfksn ; send an ask to be added

[mngo-jii]

MC's always so happy and cheerful ☹️ i wonder how everyone would react to her suddenly being a lot more gloomy than usual. could be either romantic or platonic hcs!

“ WHAT’S UP WITH YOU ? ”

characters: daniel page, lottie turner, ivy warrington, robyn thistlethwaite, kevin farrell, cassandra vole + frey twins

letter ✉️: good morning (for those who have the same time zone as i do) for some reason this didn't post and remained on queue 😐.. these might be a little ooc im sorry

★ DANIEL PAGE

he’s the first to notice the way you’re acting.

next to his concern is likely astonishment because he had never seen you this... miserable before

he’s like thats my job!!!

eventually he gets tired of seeing you so gloomy like there's a raincloud over your head, he drags you somewhere that would cheer you up, like maybe a trip to hogsmeade or a shopping spree at madam malkin’s robes.

and he’ll pay for it allll. he’ll get a little annoyed if you insist him that its ok

he watches you the entire time and takes note of how slowly the way you react or behave evolves back to your usual self

but if it’s something a simple trip won’t fix, then expect him to force the reason out of you

he doesn’t mean to be a bit pushy, he’s just so worried and can’t stand the sight of you so sad anymore 😭

you never knew he’d be caught in a position like this but here you are sobbing in his arms

he won’t say much other than a few advice here and there, but he shushes you so gently and coos at you while running his hands through your hair

very relieved once youre better 💯 but don’t tease him for cheering you up or he won’t do this ever again (he definitely will)

he tells you a sad expression doesn’t fit a (pretty) face like yours

★ LOTTIE TURNER

she’s also one of the first to notice after daniel

unlike daniel who’d wait when you two are alone, she asks the second she notices, even during a conversation amongst the group that has nothing to do with you

“[MC] are you okay???” she asks, concern lacing her voice. she interrupted someone when she asked that but it doesn’t matter 😭

why?? because youre sad. and its usually you who comforts them

so this is obviously a very serious problem

she’s very sweet and unlike daniel she'll leave you alone after the 2nd time of you refusing to talk about it, and instead would ask what she can do to comfort you

if you don’t refuse but rather completely break down in front of her, she panics and instantly rushes to pull you in a hug

“oh no no no don't cry im sorry-”

“i don't know what to do im sorry :((”

rocks you back and forth in the hug like a small child and wipes your tears with her thumbs :')

hours later she’s presenting you a little sketch of you and her in some flower field with smiley faces and ‘no sad’ written above

★ IVY WARRINGTON

also doesn’t notice AT FIRST until a little while later or when lottie points it out

strokes the top of your head like you're a cat 😭 “what's wrong, [MC]? :(”

brings you things like maybe flowers, small trinkets, biscuits, and pastries in hopes of cheering you up

honestly can’t function properly knowing you're sad

her mood would switch the moment she remembers you during times she'd usually be really happy and go “[MC] is sad right now :/”

nonstop talks about you, rlly worried

kind of tries to guess why you're sad like

“maybe they’re sad because [some random reason at this point because of the amount of times she tried to guess]”

will give you the best hugs if you let her

“we’ll always be here for you :)”

she squeezes you a bit before letting you go

★ ROBYN THISTLETHWAITE

is a bit awkward about it when she notices but shes rlly worried

“hey.. a-are you okay?” she places her hand on your shoulder when she sees how down you are

also a little astonished like daniel and only now did she realize that this was your first time ever being this way

because usually you were the one helping and looking out for them

kind of feels bad when she realizes that 😞 and also a little guilty

she tells the others about this guilt and eventually it kind of spreads

makes an entire plan with the others like “mission cheer up [MC]”

she’s gonna pop up randomly out of nowhere, like constantly, and will show you something you’d probably like

“hey! hey, [MC]! check out what i got! pretty cool, right?”

“yes its cool i guess 🙁”

“😟”

she tries her best 😭 it’s a little overwhelming but u can’t say it isn’t endearing how much she’s desperately trying to cheer you up

★ KEVIN FARRELL

a little too immersed with other things to notice for a while, but he catches on when someone points it out

doesn’t know what to do 🧍🏻‍♀️

kind of just lets the others take care of you but he gets rlly guilty about it 😭😭

robyn would drag him to help her cheer you up, and he’d comply quite easily because its the most he can do

he’s just as desperate as robyn too

doing your own things silently and having to predict which one of them is gonna pop up is like playing fnaf or something

he slowly starts to see that their efforts aren’t working and tries to convince robyn to do something else

he rlly wants to comfort you himself because he knows its the best course of action at this point, but he’s also a little awkward 😭

now he feels guilty about that TOO ☠️

when robyn pointed out you were always there for them he was guilty. when he just stood aside and let the others work it out he was guilty. now he feels guilty because his friend is literally SAD but he’s too awkward to go up to them 😭

he rlly worries about u, he rlly does! pls dont take it that he doesnt 😞

★ CASSANDRA VOLE

side eyes you

“can any of you little rascals tell me why they’re doing that ?”

“doing what...”

“doing that.”

gets annoyed because you dont react at all when she’s there 😭 as in you’re so stoic-faced and miserable it doesnt feel real

is very deep in thought as she stares at you from a distance

she doesnt wanna admit shes worried about you but she definitely could not stand you ‘looking like that’ anymore

glowers at your friends’ ‘useless efforts’ on cheering you up

life gets boring for her because you honestly dont care anymore, and your other friends are too busy with you to pay attention to her or the twins

eventually she just gives in

“i’ll show you all how it’s done”

after classes you return to your dorm to see a gift wrapped in gold on your bed with a letter beside it

when you open it, it’s something that you’ve been wanting for a really really long time but couldn’t afford :') how did she know about it? well it’ll remains mystery

“you look hideous with that look on your face. wipe it off. - C.V”

while the letter could have been nicer, she means well, but she wont admit it

★ bonus: THE TWINS

really REALLY confused and salty 😭 they’re probably the most confused of the bunch

while robyn and kevin desperately try to cheer you up at the most random times, they don’t rlly stop being pricks randomly for a while

it’s not to make you feel worse it’s just to desperately get to see you react like how you used to 😭

life gets boring for them too. like i said, the others are also too worried about you to pay attention to them

fischer will just go “pshh. whatever. let’s go” and marches away

but colby approaches your friends. “aye, what’s going on with them? 😒”

they’re taken aback and go like “why would you care”

he scowls at them and says that he doesnt that he just wants to know

they dont tell him and it makes him more salty

dont expect them to do anything they just keep their distance for a while until you feel better ☠️ you dont know if they do it out of niceness or because theyve gotten bored but wtv

[damianbugs]

s*mb*cky in retrospect is such a mistake like the one(1) comic everyone clings onto being 😑😒 aside, this pairing (and ship) being shoved together bcuz of fans liking... those 😐🫤actors cracking jokes that are often... weird🙃, just puts a bad taste to it.

But aside from that it'd be one thing if the projects that paired them together were one and done, but no it created a fandom that expects them together and now we get unironic viral tweets about marvel downfall if bucky isn't in the next cap movie, even tho he shouldn't even be required for a cap movie bcuz his character origins have him textually say that he doesn't care for the persona of cap and only shows up in steve's stories bcuz of his connection to him, so he shouldn't even appear in the discussion in the first place and yet

but on top that, then the projects that pair them together also created a mob of samcap vs buckycap (and stevecap) dudebros that complain abt sam not having any powers and bucky going from supersoldier who singlehandedly beat up steve and co in wintersoldier to just a sidekick for a nonpowered sam, which is the worst bcuz i can't even argue fully against that bcuz why did marvel (mis)write Bucky as depowered team muscle filler and also (mis)write him as the "ex evil bad one" and completely miss the point of the wintersoldier and undo the chance for resolution to that plotline

but that's the whole thing with shoving them into a project together for those fans, every discussion becomes v loud and onesided with just a very flat gesturing towards the other side, and that's not even going into how much of the shipperfans are into [redacted] which rlly hammers the point home, so yeah it just leaves an awful aftertaste seeing the aftermath of making a project with them together

hi anon so im not really sure why you've sent this to me, since i can assure u idgaf about marvel comics enough and have never spoken about sambucky on here so... this was certainly a jumpscare.

if u have come here from twitter to send me this well... sorry? i liked mcu sambucky and the comics i read during that hyperfixation... didn't realise there was so much... controversy there... my bad 🧍🏾‍♀️ you're right about the actors though they're some weirdos

im sure this is a really interesting and probably correct perspective (i guess???), but also, anyone who cares about the mcu probably don't care about comic accuracy. sambucky as seen in their movies and shows have become quite different to their comic counterparts (as both characters and their specific dynamic) and both marvel and the fans aren't going to expect that to change. many such cases unfortunately!

not sure how else to respond to this since im not entirely sure this isnt a fever dream. the fact you've censored the ship name is really fucking funny I haven't stopped laughing in ten minutes. made my day xx

[barbiegirldream]

dranti brain is just "how can i make this about dream" . they rlly inventing new problems so that they can accuse dream of being problematic.....first it was live translation but then q did it so they cant shit on that. now its why is he not learning the languages like yeah im sure q is learning every language in the server 😐 but just bc he knows spanish hes exempted from this stupid fucking requirement they've created

likeee when is quackity going to learn Portuguese?

[zennerverse]

kumbaya my ass

I have been deprived of my gorgeous girl Asa and of course when she comes back fujimoto has to subject me to this mental torment and have a gay man chop her arm off. 😐😐😐 thanks.

At least the scene is gonna be super fire when its animated in 30 years 🙏 right now we just gotta imagine the kumbaya singing

ok i might be a little lost with this one cuz im too focused on Asa but i just wanted to point out how interesting it is that there is a law about making contracts with devils. They haven't really mentioned this before but i think its funny how public safety is the only way you can "legally" make contracts with devils. Im also thinking about the president back in the aki chapters how he had a contract with the gun devil and gave away lives of US citizens 💀where exactly does that fall.

The whole situation right now is just super sketchy the portraying specific things to the media and crap idk public safety is on something rn. Especially since Makima is gone??? who is in charge??? WHO DID THE CHURCH MAKE A CONTRACT WITH

this panel made made me raise an eyebrow public safety rlly testing me rn

somethings cooking and i dont think im ready for it.... especially if Asa is in danger I picked up the books for her I will put them RIGHT BACK DOWN

[simp4konig]

uGHHHHH😩😩fuciing wanna die hate school SO BAD

i dont CARE abt the area of CIRCLES or POEMS that are OUTDATED anyway or about the ELECTRONIC CONFIGURATION OF ATOMS😐

when the fuvk am i gonna need this in lofe 😭😭😭bruh instead of a job résumé its a questionaire/quiz and the questions are all abour "Use Pythagoras' Theorem to work out the angle of triangle" or "What are the stages of mitosis" bitch MITSOSIS my ASS and PYTHAGORAS more like MATHS IS SO ASS 🤕get that shit OUTTA HERE‼️

😔😔im rlly truing to have a positive outlook and be motivatedbut how qm i meant to Keep Calm And Carry On™ when were going over the SAME stuff that we did LAST year😭😭 PLEASE 🆘SOS🆘 SAVE ME FROM THIS NEVERENDING NIGHTMARE IMLITERSLLY SO SICK TO *DEATH * OF THIS 👤

Edit: btw im halfway thru the fic bu now i just need to make it a bit longer and add some wjoleaome interactions 🥰🥰pls im WORKING on it !!

[arillusionist]

s&b s1 ep 4 live reaction!! i didnt have time to watch an episode yesterday unfortunately 😞

hm i thought she was writing him letters?? maybe she wrote them but didnt send them

so shes writing him letters and not sending them and hes writing her letters but not sending them?? i think?? im confused

love how she doesnt rlly treat him like a general and js treats him like hes some annoying guy 🔥🔥

inej looks so done with everything im cryinf 😭😭😭

his smirk!! book accurate kaz is here please let his sarcastic side show 🙏🙏

jesper is so dramatic and for WHAT

ugh not to be mean but everytime non crows come on screen i get so bored

i need them to show zoya she interests me

how the hell is hitting alina supposed to make her powers work 💀💀

WHAT IS KAZ WEARING LMAOO

I CANT STOP LAUGHING

inej is so cool the coolest this is why shes my favorite

eating up my 2.2 seconds of kanej banter 🙏🙏 inej definitely knew it was him lmao

nina mention whoo!!! they better actually show her

i need this conductor person GONE he keeps acting like hes part of the crew but hes not and we all know it

NINA IS SUCH A QUEEN I LOVE HER 🔥🔥🔥

"that you kill us. every chance you get" DAWG HAVE YOU SEEN YOURSELF

lmfaoo now kaz is the one who looks so done 💀💀 the side eye is crazy

NOT THEM SAYING "SHUT UP JESPER" IN SYNC #relationshipgoals 😍😍 (i think i watched this scene like 10 times)

"friends" Shut up

THE FUCKING EYE CONTACT I CANNOT BREATHEEEEE

THE WAY THEY NEVER TOOK THEIR EYES OFF EACH OTHER NOT EVEN ONCE!!!!!

I LOVE THEM 😭😭😭 SM 😭😭 another scene which i watched 10 times

but also "friend"?? inej babe stop lying to yourself

HELP NOT KAZ GLARING AT EVERYONE WHOS ADMIRING HER 💀💀

"i'll make my own way" haha you just have no talents

YEAH ALINA PUNCH THE SHIT OUT OF HER SHE DESERVES IT!!!

ah so that explains the matching scars. interesting

oh my god this scene makes me so uncomfortable... LIKE GET YOUR HANDS OFF HER!! GET A JOB 🗣️🗣️

and the way he literally dragged her forward?? weirdoo

mals little bro pal dudes are so boring and annoying who even allowed them to get screen time 😐😐

YESSS alina finally stopped pining over mal i mean im not opposed to the ship or anything but like. really all she did was talk abt him

i feel a teensy bit bad for mal tho 😭😭 like shes ready to get over him but hes not over her

wait but mal punching the quartermaster was so real... i feel a little more bad for him now IM STILL HAPPY FOR ALINA THO!!!

Oh damn when i said mals friends were annoying i didnt mean i wanted them to die ... 💀

EXCUSE ME WHAT DO YOU MEAN ITS OVER?? WHAT ABOUT THE CROWS WHY DIDNT THEY SHOW UP AGAIN 💔💔

i think im getting a little more invested in alina's storyline now!! which is good

[kucherovv]

ok very long situationship discussion under cut bc i slept over last night and Ermm im processing it now

sooo it was pretty nice for the most part Like. idk when im JUST hanging out with them its very good. like laying in bed together is pretty much the only time its good

we hung out w our mutual rlly close friend and. idk if ivs said this but at some point there was another girl which is. fine because we're not dating or exclusive in any way (like, explicitly not exclusive) but it does make me want to kill myself. anyways we were talking about said other girl and there were hints that there might be a THIRD one but i genuinely dont think so bc situationship literally cannot leave their room rn bc of [mental health reasons i cant get into]

like i dont want to be naive but. yeah i think it was just something in the past bc they have always mentioned other people as friends at least and they only ever hang out w me and the aforementioned close friend. like they dont even see the other girl anymore

anyways also our friend was pointing out how situationship was IN A SITUATIONSHIP with someone else last fall semester before i rlly met them and wanted to start dating but the girl didn't want to and it like devastated them. almost like what is happening to me rn. and they were like "well let's not talk abt that because it gets too close to uncomfortable self reflection" ok

theyve told me before that like. they want people to be obsessed with them (hence the fucking around) but not obsessed in the way that people are when theyre dating. BUT after a break up the other person should continue to be obsessed with them. like theyre scared of the commitment or vulnerability or whatever that comes from reciprocity. its so weird i just dont understand how their brain works!

its just like. how can you expect people to give you attention the way that you want them to if you treat them like this.

also our friend was like "i would rather you guys stop entirely or date but i cant stand this in between" like YOU cant stand it IMAGINE HOW I FEEL LOL. ok anyways. and he also said he told situationship to just stop being involved w anyone which is funny. its so silly when they talk about our relationship like im not there 🥴😐

also its. not like i havent been honest or upfront abt my feelings bc ive told them maybe 50 times how i feel abt them. but its not something im going to push whatever

i was also talking to my hs friend who had a situationship turn into a real relationship and he was like "well are you guys having sex at least bc that makes jt a little better" NO WE'RE NOT!!!! its so weird bc we . basically did when i was visiting them this summer and then havent even kissed since then. silly!!! someone (charlie maybe) said we were slowburn and its like No. we're just regressing

ANYWAYS. i am not pushing or changing anything BECAUSE. they are withdrawing for the semester and going home then coming back in the spring. and going to therapy and meds in the meantime

so. this is very dumb probably but. i hope they get better so we can be in a fr relationship because i think we're very good together. and i think they like me more than the other girl. which sounds so stupid and desperate when u say it out loud but i really. do think they like me the best. and i hope that if they pursue a relationship w someone that its me .

ok typing that out makes it seem insane um. but yeah whatever fuckk me i guess

[gayspock]

ok i finally have time im gonna watch part 2 at LAST

problemo number one. ive forgotten girlies' names. i remember starbuck, my friend starbuck. an DFUCKING GAIUS.. + boomer shes cute....

but i dont recall anyone else's NAME-names if you get me. just vibes

and i liked everyone i think smile so its like good vibes

also "jumping" COME ON. COME UP WITH A BETTER NAME. WARP FACTOR PUSSY. STARBUST. HYPERDRIVE. JUMPING? COME ON. NOT EVEN JUMPING AND POPPING? JOP OR KYS

yesss i knew the girlies would be alive. missus president and the son . theres no way they need to milk him for the drama.. APOLLO. i forgot his name. of course they called him apollo.

THE way gaius is just shaking like a tiny fucking puppydog. oh im going to kick him like a football. whilst he hallucinates a beautiful blonde woman in horror.

tyrol yes his name is tyrol. i love him hes my friendies.

woahi want a beautiful lady chip in my brain to torment me. dorito flavour please!

will this wee cunt be a recurring guy. the arms dealer. i think he'd be a funny addition to the girlies.

I ALSO LIKE THE OTHER GIRL. WHATS HER NAME. tyrol's little.... colleage ehrm. CALLY. SAYS GOOGLE. SMILE. shes so cute

AND BILLY. HES JUST FUCKING VIBING ISNT HE. COULD YOU EVEN IMAGINE.... bles- billy now why did you tell her that. im obsessed with you billy. violence. a bit of billy badness

also fucking hell, this is fucking . good heavens. ... sorry i realise im never discussing whats occurring in the episode im just like wow i li- CHILD DEATH. 😐...

anyway as i was saying like i do rlly like this so far HOWEVER both the vibe & the characters, i have to wonder... how many holdover to the main show hmmmm. im sooo curious

"didnt include a soul in programming" then what do you call the brave redditors on the advent of code sub, making the most bjeautiful visualisations

EVERYONE JUST NECKING IT ON

THE WAY GAIUS' EYES BOGGLED LIKE YEAH BILLYS GOT THE RIZZ YEAH HE DOES . THE FUCK YOU LOOKING AT. AND YOU TWO- WHY ARE YOU GETTING SLOPPY WITH THAT KID JUST STOOD THERE. HEAVENS ABOVE.

oh dear OH NOES

OH MISTER ADAMA LOOK OUT

GOOD HEAVENS

SO MUCH FOR THE CHEEKY LITTLE CRIMINAL IT SEEMS HES- oh good heavens well. to narrate the scene its . its like his head is an ikea kit and mister adama is trying to- oh goodness me

catgeroy 5 #girl event from mister adama (bludgeoned a cunt to death)

gaius is beyond a fucking menace im actually kind of crazy for it -the fucking... YOU CANT ATTACK A MAN IN A RUST COLOURED BLAZER, SILLY.

"lee" or "apollo" (VERY transmasc names btw) not telling his dad he was still alive (transmasc activity) is so me

him hugging his dad is so not me though

ALSO THE WAY GAIUS IS LIKE. ,.. THEYRE LIKE "rumour has it youre a genius" WHEN HES ALSO NOT DONE ANYTHING THIS WHOLE TIME LIKE I DONT DOUBT IT BUT ALSO HES JUST HAD THINGS HAPPEN TO HIM. LIKE... HES LIVING LIFE IN CRIT 1S AND NAT 20S.

ALSO THE WAY HES FUCKING . GETTING THIS GUY BC HE CAUGHT HIM GETTING HIS JOLLIES OFF TO A HALLUCINATION. GAG. AND THE WAY HES CONVINCING THESE GUYS IS JUST SAYING WHATEVER THE FUCK

also ONE criticism i have is im not sure how if eel about some of the music. some of it is so out of place its like kinda odd

"and i studIED PUBLIC RELATIONS!"

its such a big mistake to cross a girl in a statement blazer who studied public relations. you are so going to get your comeuppance for this.

i was about to comment on the cussing & i went to go look at tv tropes to see if there was a specific term for it and can i say tv trops are so funny i scrolled past and it said "gordon bennett" was made up for red dwarf and then underneath there's a note thats like"TRUTH IN TELEVISION. THIS IS USED IN THE UK." LIKE HELP PLEASE

anyway obviously #farscapeheads we cant really talk here but help. FRACK. OF ALL FUCKING WORDS. GOOD HEAVENS. WHAT THE FRICKITY FRACK IS GOING ON. THE

SO theyre going to try to... GO TO EARTH. HUH.

the implications of that.... ok

also YAAY FOR SOME KID. WOO. YIPPEE. LOVE IT WHEN THERES JUST SOME KID DICKING ABOUT THE MILITARY OPERATIONS.

bonus pointd when the kid is wearing a turtleneck. so sensible and smart

ALSO LEE. apollo. he seriously dors look like someone took the average tv boytoy from 2004 and got the mean average its so funny

i do love their slaggy little vests. theyre not like the standard ones that are already quite slaggy. its like theyre from plt's clearance sale

HI PUBLIC RELATIONS ARE YOU OKAY

oh my god he was acylon

WHAT DID I SAY ABOUT GAIUS. THE CRITS. THE NATS. PLEASE.

m

MY

MY GIRLY BOOOMERR? YOOOOOOOOOOOO

RIGHT

I KNOW THERE WAS A LOT OF MURDER BUT IM STARTING TO SIDE WITH THE CYLONS I DONT TRUST ANY OF YOU BITCHES WHAT

OKAY END OF EP SMILE i finished the mini series yaaayyyy

[erikatsu]

i want the whole list for kevin AND kallen

oh bOY let's get started shall we 💀

😍 ⦂ NAME YOUR THREE FAVORITE THINGS ABOUT YOUR F/O

KEVIN — his hope. his ambition. and his refusal to give up. KALLEN — her sense of justice. her pride. the way she stays true to herself even at death's door.

😘 ⦂ WHAT'S YOUR F/O'S FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOU?

KEVIN — i can make him laugh despite his forever 😐 face. KALLEN — my voice. the way i talk/sing/laugh.

🐶 ⦂ IF YOU AND YOUR F/O WERE TO GET A PET WHAT WOULD IT BE?

KEVIN — a snake KALLEN — a fox (its yae btw but she's not rlly a pet)

🏠 ⦂ WHAT'S YOU AND YOUR F/O'S DREAM HOME?

mmm idr think either would have a dream home until humanity was safe. so ill say this applies to both of them: our dream world would be one where nobody ever has to deal w honkai again.

🎤 ⦂ DESCRIBE YOUR F/O'S VOICE

KEVIN — in the past his voice is soft, deep, with a slight air to it. but now it's got an edge to it, a weight from guilt and cynicism KALLEN — she sounds like an angel. she's always got this lit in her tone, even when she's trying to be serious. its music to the ear

💕 ⦂ WHO IS THE CLINGIER ONE IN THE RELATIONSHIP?

most definitely me for both 💀

💚 ⦂ WHO GETS JEALOUS?

kevin does, but he doesn't outright express it. i'm not allowed to go to the elysian realm anymore bc of elysia flirting 😔. i don't have to worry ab kallen ever and she doesn't have to worry either. however, we're both protective and im territorial (looking at u otto).

🎵 ⦂ WHAT ARE SOME SONG LYRICS THAT MAKE YOU THINK OF YOUR F/O OR YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH THEM?

KEVIN — dream in the light, dance in the dark, you fill the spaces inside of my heart (we go down together by dove cameron & khalid) KALLEN — the entirety of cliché by mxmtoon

💤 ⦂ DO YOU SLEEP TOGETHER? WHAT ARE YOUR SLEEPING PATTERS/POSITIONS?

KEVIN — absolutely. it's the only time he's affectionate and its barely at that. but that's fine cuz i get too hot when i sleep anyway so it would start out with me laying my head on his chest and when i fall asleep he'll move me away 💀 also i hog the blankets bc that man is cold as hell (despite the loophole i made myself to be able to be around him) KALLEN — kallen is the only person i'd be the big spoon for. she's my little princess if she wants to cuddle all night i will do it. idc if my arm falls asleep or if i get too hot

💫 ⦂ ARE EITHER OF YOU TICKLISH? IF SO, WHERE?

bro i am ticklish EVERYWHERE YOU CAN BE TICKLISH I HATE IT. kevin i think his sides would be ticklish, but like me he hates being tickled. i don't think kallen is ticklish, but she loves to mess w me and is the only one who can

🌟 ⦂ WHO IS THE TEASE?

baixndid ME. i tease kevin all the time he calls me a brat for it. kallen though it's definitely about equal.

🛩️ ⦂ WHERE WOULD THE TWO OF YOU GO ON YOUR HONEYMOON?

nowhere. i don't see either of f/o getting married jdjdjd but i really also dont see myself getting married (personal preference) but kallen and i will vacation, probably to france or spain, and tell everyone we are on a honeymoon (yay discounts!!!)

💍 ⦂ WHAT'S YOUR DREAM WEDDING?

elopement if we ever decided to 💀

🍼 ⦂ WANT KIDS?

kevin gets no kids bc he left his first one at the orphanage 😭. kallen and i would probably adopt tho.

🖋️ ⦂ WHO WRITES THE OTHER SAPPY POETRY/CHEESY LOVE SONGS

maybe kallen with poetry but it would be rare

💞 ⦂ HOW DO YOU EXPRESS AFFECTION?

KEVIN — acts of service, very rarely touch. KALLEN — touch and words. im a gift giver (for both)

💋 ⦂ WHERE ARE YOUR FAVORITE PLACES TO KISS YOUR F/O? WHERE ARE THEIR FAVORITE PLACES TO KISS YOU?

KEVIN — his neck. he's weak to it. he likes to kiss my forehead when he's being sweet (rare) KALLEN — we both have the same favorite place to kiss: the nose

💗 ⦂ HOW DO YOU LIKE TO CUDDLE?

KEVIN — he doesn't 😒 but i get him to cave a lot. if we're at his big stupid chair then ill just sit in his lap. in bed i lay my head on his chest with one of his arms around me KALLEN — big spoon/little spoon always

☕️ ⦂ HOW DO YOU COMFORT EACH OTHER ON BAD DAYS?

KEVIN — the best thing to do for him is give him space and let him approach when he's ready to be held. same for me. no questions asked. KALLEN — kallen would do anything to try and cheer me up. either cracking jokes or playing w my hair, and same for her. talking until her mind is off whats bothering her is always best though

🎡 ⦂ FAVORITE ACTIVITIES TO DO TOGETHER?

i can't not answer this one for kevin w sex im sorry djjffk its the only thing we ever really get to do together anyway. kallen tho we love to go sight seeing and to fairs/festivals. we compete to see who can win the other the biggest prize

🌌 ⦂ WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST DATE LIKE?

all dates are the same rlly. a battlefield and honkai beasts 💀

💐 ⦂ HOW DID YOU TWO MEET?

i met kevin with elysia through the fire MOTHs at a party, and kallen and i grew up together being part of the three houses

🛡️ ⦂ WHO IS THE MORE PROTECTIVE ONE?

kevin for sure. kallen and i are even on that me thinks

💔 ⦂ IS IT HARD BEING AWAY FROM EACH OTHER?

harder than kevin will ever admit. kallen will admit it w bo trouble. im a presence person so yeah it's hard to be away from either one.

[areuserious]

bruce for the ask game?

boy im in for it now

FOAMING AT THE MOUTH* YES U ARE

favorite thing about them?

idk the concept? and really just the themes of his stories (if done well) i like the concept of someone in a privileged position helping people in need and using that privilege to help people who arent so lucky. and the concept of someone who seems so dark and gritty being a genuinely good, soft hearted and hopeful person even if hes a bit off putting and brooding sometimes

least favorite thing about them?

ugh. where do i start. i guess everything that happens when dudebro writers project their toxic masculinity on him. but minus that, the fact that hes has some shitty coping mechanisms . what a dumb bitch. ilysm but pls learn to talk 2 ppl

favorite line?

"Ladies and gentlemen, you have eaten well. You've eaten Gotham's wealth. It's spirit. Your feast is nearly over. From this moment on; none of you are safe." (hardass line tbh)

brOTP?

him and cass. theyre so cool together, and i like the parelles between them. aka rising above horrible trauma and origins and stuff. and they're both basically like 😐

OTP?

superbat. they;re just. theYRE UST>?S?>?S>SNS?S? dies*

nOTP

ALL of the batcest but specifically brudick. nope. why do u guys like this???? why

random headcanon?

hmmmmm his fav color is magenta any no one ever expects it when he tells him that. its like that one B99 thing "no one will ever belive u" (+ he has so many piercings. impulsive teenage angst + a macys store)

unpopular opinion?

he shouldnt be drawn chunky bc it doesnt make sense for a martial artist whos supposed to be rlly quick and flexible be built like a body builder i will DIE ON THIS HILL

song i associate with them?

welcome to the black parade. duh/

favorite picture of them?

thigh highs???perhaps???

[versadies]

I agree with the Anon!! Scary but why hot?? 🔥🧐🤔🙄

Okay so far... Here are the Harbingers I'm simping for.

Scaramouche (First Harbinger I simp for)❤️❤️❤️

La signora (was mad and cursed at her for kicking poor Venti and stealing his gnosis but now,,, that kick tho, gosh women kill me—) 😏

Dottore (maybe the teeth?) 😁

Face mask hot Harbinger (idk... Reminds me a bit of Enjou?)

Ayato/Kaeya/Baishu looking vibe Harbinger (you know why... Those two are... Unfortunately hot. 🙄)

See? Menacing Scary but why hot? 😳

Oh Childe? It's complicated... Slander? Maybe. He's just unfortunately hot. 🙄

la signora got me the moment i saw her and i could care less with what she did to venti /j 😩😩😩😩😩 she can kick me too and id thank her 😘😘😘 /j PLSLSLSLS IM SO SORRY BUT I KEEP LAUGHING WHEN U MENTIONED DOTTORE’S TEETH my humor is rlly dogwater 😭😭😭😭😭

im assuming youre talking about capitano, bcuz if so, im w u on this one bcuz hes abs so hot 😭😭😭😭😭 but i dont simp for him as much as pantalone 🫦🫦🫦🫦 the moment i saw the hands??? the smile??? THE INFO ABOUT HIM BEING LOADED???? im alr convinced i have the rings ready just for him /j then theres childe just being childe 😐 /j

[jrueships]

Are you following the nets drama? Where is kd going? lebron getting his dear 'young god' kyrie back?

i have no idea anon tbh but i appreciate you thinking im smart enough to have one !! i kind of just hear about trades but don't think about them until they happen unless it sounds really bad (like what happened to dj 😭) bcs i don't wanna worry or false speculate with my little trade knowledge

BUT from what i heard anyways (mainly from friends who know more abt the trade business than i do) apparently kd has this rookie rule to worry about?? where he can't be traded for 'big' players like embiid and Donovan. So it's probably unlikely he'll go to the jazz since they already sent away gobert, n for a LOT of picks too! like 5 or smthin! so that kinda might worry some teams on how expensive kd is gonna be plus he's in his 30s... he hasn't shown signs of slowing down but still.. it's a factor to consider!

Opinions keep switching on whether nets are keeping kd for the extension years he has yet to fulfill or trading him, but i don't think the owner likes him Or kyrie.... so they might even trade package them for a lot of picks to tank for the future maybe! I thought kyrie just signed a contract tho..

it's definitely weird! They both rlly wanna escape! Idk if kyrie will be willing to go back to lebron... his inferiority complex might not be able to take it. But the lakers rlly want him in exchange for westbrook (but i think HE just signed a big contract too so rip lakers fans lol)

but the biggest guesses for kd teams from what i heard is miami and suns! i think the suns have a little less to offer now tho... but if the heat agree to a trade we'll have to see kyle in a nets uni so 😐. Idk WHATS goin on...

[luciddreamslikeelectricity]

as an #informed hate, i stumbled on a post about #those men's little books, and tell me why bckynts are doing the same thing as stckies and praising gdawful writing just bc their ship got a #moment??

especially terrible writing for bucky, those men are so bad at it, and yet shippers lick up every and anything??

this goes just beyond my beef with those writers, but how much nobody gaf abt bucky beyond ships?? like seeing those panels praised (just like the ones in their cap book) rlly made me think 😐😐 It's almost consistent: Bucky's writing keeps getting worse, and shippers not only don't care but seem to actually cheer it on as long as they get shippy panels to paste all over their social medias.

Idk why im even staying attached to this character anymore... it feels So Over atp... even his alleged fans, the ones reading and the ones writing him, are his biggest opps

buckynats, stevesharons, stuckies...they're all the same - as long as they're getting "cute" ship moments, they're happy, no matter how the characters are being written. Although, the fact that they're praising #those men who are wayyy below average in terms of writing is wild.

At this point, it's so hard for me to care about bucky tbh, especially when they're dragging natasha (and yelena, too, because mcu synergy 🙄) along with him & it's so disrespectful to natasha especially because she has existed for decades before the winter soldier was even a thing but now she's a "cap-wife" and even in her solos, she isn't allowed to be herself :/ That being said, it is wild how no one seems to really know or like bucky now (fans and writers), even though all they have to do is read, like, 2 runs?

The writing is #their thunderbolts run seems to be wayy worse than even their cap run somehow but hang in there, anon, it only takes one good run to fix a character, no matter how terribly they've been written before (look at iron man!)....maybe there's still hope for bucky.