#but they didnt tell us officialy if we have to do that i just remember hearing it a few months ago when they were talking in person

[eminsunnytoons123]

Do it if it makes you happy, Emi.

(Vent. NOT GUILT TRIPPING OR JUST FOR COMFORT. I NEED TO GET THIS OFF MY CHEST.)

Do if it makes you feel like you - poem by me (emisunnytoons123)

...Do it.

Do it if it makes you happy, Emi.

Dont do it just to make your besties, Brothers And Sisters, pen pals on tumblr impressed..

Do it if it makes YOU happy.

You dont have to tell it to your mama, babo, big Brother Hamza, nor any other family member in your big muslim family, Emi...

Do it if you want to.

Allah SWT will always love you no matter what, a girl or a boy.

You can still be girly And like girl stuff, but you can change your prounouns And identity if you want, but only towards your tumblr besties, Brothers And Sisters, And pen pals...

You can get a male haircut to make you feel like an trans muslim icon,

Your mama And babo anyways told you that you can get it, but if your Brother Hamza doesnt want it, ignore him..

Dont let the homophobic family members of yours, nor your mama or babo, but your big Brother Hamza And some of your female cousins to take your crown of what you wanna be...

Your family doesnt need to know your prounouns or the gender you choosed.. only you, your besties, Sisters And brothers And pen pals can know that And keep it as a secret..

Remember, Emi..

Do what makes you feel like you.

- Emi 💗

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I'll finally share this with only all my besties/Sisters And brothers/pen pals here, like:

@splashy900 @kxllboii @cheezekennith @aquamarine-dream-queen @dayzsaclark @oscarandgrinchfan @moshywoosh @ilovescaredysquirrel2 @nuggetaubrey @sharkyy599 @nightkit92 @familyoffood @mysafespaceblog13 @thelazzyblogzz @sugar-miss1 @shrimpathizer @shypeachrunaway @iggyguyy @sophia-does-skits @typical-sophie @peaceforpeople @ben5569 @xxkurosakutisaxx @ducktoonz903707 @muppet-fan-real @artismeyou-12 @blackstar044 @acen402 @acen404 @walt-diego-rodriguez @goatsarecool1 @nia1sworld @rumplestiltsbear @s4gefr0g @beeware-of-lulu @leafith

Because I know they will hear me out and support me even if i become a transgender teen.

Ever now since the start of april, I wanted to become transgender And officialy even use he/him prounouns, but even she/her prounouns. But I didnt know if some of y'all would understand me because im a muslim And i felt like some muslims here on tumblr would attack me And say that we muslims cant be transgender... But there ARE muslims that are trans, And even gay. And i read Today that there IS an place in islam for the lgbtq People. And Allah SWT loves us muslims equally no matter what.

And also I will still be an woman but even use male prounouns, non-binary prounouns included since nightmaremp called me by non-binary prounouns when we were still besties.

And yesterday I told my mama And babo that I wanna get a male haircut this summer, And they accepted, but my big Brother Hamza told me that I shouldnt And that its like mocking men... So you're telling me, that when woman have male haircut, its mocking men.. And when a man has an long feminine hair, thats NOT mocking women!??

Hairstyles dont depend on gender... We can have any hairstyle And still be the same gender we are now, or even change our gender.

But i wont tell my mama, babo, big Brother Hamza, nor any of my family members in my big muslim family that im now using male prounouns...

Cause now....

IM OFFICIALY TRANS!!!! 🏳️‍⚧️ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🏳️‍⚧️💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

And I honestly hope you all will accept me using any prounouns now.. And also yet again, im not doing this to guilt trip, nor for comfort. Im only doing this to vent And get it off my chest. 💗🏳️‍⚧️

[oflgtfol]

on one hand its like, i wanna make this research paper the most kick ass paper i have ever written in my life. but on the other hand its like, i am so stressed out right now with the semester ending and the paper is due at midnight the day before an exam for my one class, which is occurring at 11:30am the next day, and if i literally get only a 6 out of 20 points on this paper i will still be able to get an A in this class, and i know i’ll definitely get More than a 6 out of 20 so like eh does it have to be PERFECT......??? but also like SCREAMS i cant Not...

[la-chica-y-su-historia]

We’re doing better now.

Its officialy been 3~4 ish months since I made the decision to cut someone out of my life. This was someone whom I thought I would spend forever with.

I have never done this before.

Ive lost touch with people and thats about it, but I had never made the decision to actually STOP talking to someone and push them out. Thats never been me and I didnt think it ever would be.

But nonetheless, i do not regret it. Not a single bit. Im proud of myself right now and everything Ive done by far. Ive come a long way from where I was before. This is new.

My mental health has never been better. Im in a good place right now. Im happy again. Im just now working on things i feel could use a bit more work.

But, im me.

Im happy.

Life goes on.

I thought I was probably going to marry this person. I was extremely attached and failed to admit we werent made for each other. After the breakup, we kept talking and things got worse from there. Thats why i made the decision to cut him out.

You dont need people in your life like that. For MONTHS i contemplated breaking up but thought if i broke it off, that i wouldnt be happy. That i would be making the biggest mistake of my life. I thought i would regret it so i never did it.

Break it off.

Trust me.

If youve thought about it or had times where you feel suffocated or like you cant move, CUT. IT. OFF. I can not tell you just how better it gets afterwards.

If youre scared of hurting the other person, chances are, you probably will, but remember, its your life, not theirs. Its your life. You deserve the happiness you feel you dont deserve. You deserve it all.

If youve thought about it, and if youre still reading this, you probably have. This is it.

Do it.

Trust me, it gets better. At first, it feels horrible. Youre going to be a mess. Youre going to feel like you wish you hadn’t. Let yourself do this.

But take a moment and breathe.

Now, doesnt that breathe feel fresh? Doesnt it feel like the weight is gone? You can cry. I did.

Because youll know the feeling when youre there. When you step out for the first time and you feel it. The air, you can breathe.