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Only you can create the light of your life.
#circe#✨️🧿#be the light of your life#depend on 0 motherfuckers#realize that sooner because if your happiness relying and depending only from a third person#you will be soon with antidepressants#and thats the sad truth about everyone who living in a dark environment#Im not here to teach you because thats not my subject + you can be depressed by many things#but to realize that soon will save you#believe me#and that's no bullshit#but a fact#love yourself because at the end of the day what you have is only you and nothing else
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finally updated my game for growing together and the first thing i did when i opened cas was make this guy... say hi to rajan 👋
#river dipping#my sims#simblr#ts4#ts4 edit#basically mia for two days bc i was updating my game and cc hunting for infants and fixing mods and i come back w/ this#WHO is he? you ask#...............................idk just some guy kdjfngsjdnkjnsdgk#literally no refs no aesthetic board just made this guy from scratch after i realized i forgot to update stand still in cas#which meant the infants were all glitched and i couldn't do anything with them#like i was annoyed so i just started fucking around in cas instead of fixing the problem jfgkdjhg#i've fixed it now tho (i think) so i'm loading the game back up as we speak!!!!#i actually wanted to check on some sweaters i recolored and then i'm gonna make a baby for the sole purpose of putting them in theo's arms#>:)#also yea i went through the trouble of updating everything knowing that horses drops soon <3#i'll just wait another four months to update again 😁#...........also seriously this is just some guy i don't really have anything i need him for#i gave him outfits for all the categories too like....... why? idk but he was fun to dress#i'll probably throw him in either attilio's legacy gameplay (...pour one out for our forgotten men) or the new !! casual oc save#ALSOOOO need to edit the sim lush made me so it suits my sim style more and i'll put the sim in my saves too#i'll probably bring her back out whenever i DO update to horses kdjnhkjgnh i think her and attilio could be ranchers together
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Hey, that one person. You didn't see shit. I didn't post a thing. We keep this between the two of us you hear me
#FUCK i accidentally posted instead of saved to drafts im going to kill myself#my heart fell out of my fucking ass when i realized#i can actually see who liked it so OI#WE KEEP THIS BETWEEN US YOU HEAR ME#I KNOW WHO YOU ARE#AHHHHHHHHH im gonna die#shhhh#SHHHHHHH#ILL POST IT SOON I JUST NEED TO CLEAN IT UP
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was looking through old posts and i'm surprised to see that i seemingly didn't have any commentary on anything in 3 in chapter 7, 8 or 9, the posts related to 3's story go from "my first reaction when i saw yopple-bot was 'i love you. but also you are definitely the boss for this chapter-'" to "i have been in hell all day. hell being bada-bing tower." funny to me cuz those chapters are like, the best ones sdfkljsdfjfsdkjlfsdjkl-
#puppy rambles#yo-kai watch#yw3#i love dukesville. yo-kai watch wild west. though also everyone in bbq talks like they're in the wild west-#i don't blame myself for not having any commentary on hazeltine mansion tbh. it sucks ass. i mean it's kind of fun but like#god is it annoying. i think using the mechanic of switching between nate and hailey for puzzles is a cool idea but. bad execution#very bad execution. it is so annoying#especially the section where you're in the basement and have to use the drill a bunch#... why are there prison cells in the basement anyways??????? i just realized how fucking weird that is-#i'm mostly just annoyed by the dining room puzzle tbh. i KNOW the fucking answers but verygoodsir is an ASSHOLE for some reason#and won't let me choose the FUCKING CORRECT DOORS#3's so fucking amazing tbh. i really wanna replay it soon. don't wanna have to delete a save file though#wish 3 had three save files like 1 and 2. i get why though i mean it's the biggest 3ds game klsfdjfskjfsdjksdf-#i wanna like. actually use my originyan for once. i might just end up using nyases ii instead tho fsdkljjdsfjskd-#i love every chapter in 3 after nate and hailey meet tbh. the bestie moments are so good#though also i don't think it was an amazing idea tbh. it means there's six main characters after that point#sometimes one character will go several cutscenes without talking at all. it's usually buck#he doesn't have any dialogue during any of the key quests in new yo-kai city. which is pretty amusing admittedly#i think the writers just forgot about him or something fslkdjdfslkjfsdljkdf-#i think my favorite thing related to that is like. during the stuff in bada-bing tower komasan and komajiro are there too#but they don't have any dialogue. which makes it seem kind of pointless#i get why they're there plot-wise but like. at that point you should either have them leave before you go to bada-bing tower#(esp since they don't end up in the ufo with everyone else. idr if there's a reason for that there probably isn't-)#(i think i slightly blocked out everything in bada-bing tower cuz it is so grueling)#or just. give them dialogue???#i love 3 and all but it definitely has some problems-#which is why i'm so excited to rewrite it <3 for both of those reasons. i can fix things. and also it's the best game#just. full-stop. not just the best yo-kai watch. i just think it's the best game ever#that title changes based on my current biggest hyperfixation though sfldfsjdkslfdjkfdj-#i think i'd say my overall top 5 is like. yo-kai watch 3. deltarune. ummmm. fantasy life is up there
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can you blend beringer from arcane odyssey
Beringer from Arcane Odyssey is being blended!!
You cannot save him.
#(edit: i just realized that the SWORD IS STICKING OUT OF THE BLENDER 😭)#(i really shouldnt blend people as soon as i wake up)#your fave is being blended#you cannot save them#blend requests#(sorry for fucking up his hair but i coundlt find a png of him and had to remove the background by hand 😭)#beringer#arcane odyssey
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why did my boromir post get notes i'm scared
#my roommate requested Boromir Tags Rant in the replies of that post so i suppose i will put that here#BASICALLY it all boils down (in my brain) to people hating this dude for like. getting mind controlled. like it was NOT HIS FAULT‼️#local man tries to take and use an object that specifically influences people to want to take and use it; mord at 5#like ?????#thats the whole POINT of the ring that's the whole reason FRODO had to carry it. he was one of the few people who was super resistant to th#thrall and influence of it#boromir is Just Some Guy (i mean he's like royalty sorta-kinda or whatever but he's just human he doesnt have any special Ring Resistance)#it's NATURAL that he would be tempted#like we SAW what it did to bilbo. we saw him being possessive of it and using it more than he should etc. but when it's bilbo then#apparently people suddenly gain thinking skills and realize that he was being influenced by an outside force#but when it's boromir suddenly its a moral failing???? america explain#plus also like. he was overcome for all of 2 minutes. and as soon as he realized what happened he CRIED bc he was so disgusted w his action#NOT TO MENTION SACRIFICING HIS LIFE FOR MERRY AND PIPPIN#NOT TO MENTION THAT EVEN WHILE INFLUENCED BY EVIL RING 5000 HE STILL ONLY EVER WANTED TO USE THE POWER FOR THE GOOD OF HIS PEOPLE#NOT TO MENTION [gestures at everything to do with faramir]#like. think for 4 seconds. use your brain. would an evil man cry after realizing he was influenced into doing something bad#would an selfish evil man sacrifice his life to save 2 funny hobbits#anyway i like him#also from like an out-of-universe perspective boromir trying to take the ring shows the power of the ring. it shows that it was able to#overcome even this Good Guy Character. you are not supposed to read/see that scene and take away from it ''boromir is bad''#you are supposed to take away from it ''wow the ring is SO POWERFUL that it could even influence such a good guy as boromir''#THATS MY OPINION ANYWAY#OH ALSO WE SAW FRODO GET INFLUENCED BY IT. ngl i forgot that happened for a minute. but EVEN FRODO caved for a bit#theres a reason why boromir's death is framed as a tragedy. it's not a bad guy getting what he deserved#it's a good man who will be missed and who died too soon#do you Really think aragorn would have kissed his forehead if he was evil. come on.#AND LIKE PIPPIN SWEARING FEALTY TO DENETHOR OVER IT??? that's a whole other can of worms but AUGH. pippin..........#Absolutely Agonizing.#can't be bothered to fix the grammar mistakes in this sowwy#my post
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what’s your top 3 of books? 📚
in no particular order:
the seven husbands of evelyn hugo, taylor jenkins reid
the hunger games series, suzanne collins
the cemetery of forgotten books series, carlos ruiz zafon
#the last one actually made me stop reading for a while#because i realized i will never find anything as good as this...#i'm being serious#it was just that good#also carlos ruiz zafon died a few years ago and he left a beautiful legacy#i think everyone should read those books#i actually need to reread them soon#thank you for asking!#anon#i saved every letter you wrote me*
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i seem to finally be coming off a flare that's lasted....... fuck knows how long. most of the month at least. i woke up today only wheezing a little and not having a headache even before taking my meds. took a heavy-duty anti-inflammatory just now to kill the remaining symptoms, i'm gonna do some dishes and then go pick up yet Another prescription for More heavy-duty anti-inflammatory drugs, bc that's my life now. send prayers or good vibes into the universe that i have more than a day or two of freedom from The Hellfires. i need this So Fucking Bad.
#i never realize how unbelievably sick i've felt until i stop feeling so sick#like wow. girl none of your organs work right. what gives#also send prayers and good vibes that the rheumatology office CALLS ME OR ONE OF MY PARTNERS SOON TO SCHEDULE#i have job work and chores and errands to do but if i manage to do all of that#i might even be able to hold a PEN right now. and COLOR in a COLORING BOOK#what sweet marvelous freedom. my hands have been too fucked up to do this for weeks.#autoimmune tag#i'm sick in a way that has partners/friends flying here impromptu to make sure i'm taken care of if there's a Bad bad emergency#and WHILE SICK i'm always like. hm idk if things are bad enough to warrant this#then upon feeling better i'm like. NEVER MIND THANK YOU FOR SAVING MY LIFE#god. bodies are stupid.
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study smart not hard (altough both is best actually) this saying is so true
#my advice#but this saying is sooo true#i know some people at uni who study for exam so long and hard but then fail or just barely make it :(#like what are you doing? i don't mean this in a mean way but it doesn't have to be this difficult#i don't understand how some people can study for an exam for 2 weeks or even a month and still fail and i don't think they're stupid#or i don't see myself as particulary smart#but i guess they just waste their time a lot and i realized studying effective is so important#now everyone is a bit different and has to find what works best for them but there are certain techniques which are proven to work well#there is so much information on the internet on this look it up seriously#it made my life sm easier i never struggled in uni like i did in school and i get good grades#and if i ever struggled a bit it was because i started so late it was almost impossible to pass 😂#which is why to do both is still best 😂#but i actually always made it and i never failed an exam at uni (which i studied for)#(two i was fooled into to just try without studying bc it's easy lol)#i mean i shouldn't speak too soon but i already made it through some of the most difficult of my studies#ofc it depends on what you study how well this works but i'm speaking for myself#i once passed an exam with a B studying only 2 days as one of the best students while others studied 2 weeks#and got worse grades or failed#still studying only 2 days is stupidity don't do it 😅#so the techniques i find very helpful are ofc exam questions probably the best one#if there are none make your own#then blurting for which there are different ways but i like to just go over a topic and then write down everything i remember#then fill the gaps#quizlet is also great it's an app which allows you to create cards and then tests you in creative ways#videos can be helpful as well for summaries and using summaries in general is normally enough it saves you sm time#normally you don't actually need to know everything but you should be careful it's not a bad summary leaving out too much 😅#and i also like mindmaps bc i'm a very visual person#but all those tipps are mostly for remembering information so it doesn't work so well for other fields of study#well i hope this is somewhat helpful idk 🙈#oh and reading texts over and over again is the most useless in my opinion i don't remember much at all and it takes sm time
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at least ritsu fs1 in less than four hours.......
#what a monday.#no. what a week#everything is going wrong and im the one who has to go and repeat it again and again#and right when i thought i finished i realize i didnt notice something and now i have to repeat it yet Again#give me a break ughhh#ritsu you better come home soon now...... save me ritsu..........
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going over old fic notes and outlines and character talks with friends and it's always really funny when i get to the stuff i was developing early-mid 2019 where bill just literally kept kryptos around to rag on, and he genuinely just. did not like the man. like was just completely annoyed with his general existence. boy have things changed
#for anyone curious: i came to the conclusion that no amount of 'this guy sucks but he's fun to bully' would get bill to keep someone around#for like literal eons. bill gets bored of his toys too quickly. he'd break 'em. plus the fact that bill decided he was worth saving to begi#with. there was at first an element of 'i owe the guy' because [FIC SPOILERS] and a grudging 'if i had a gun to my head i'd say he was my#best friend i GUESS but do not tell him that' but no real genuine friendship or anything more#before realizing that with the specific story i was going to tell it just made the most sense to have these assholes still be like.#bad people for sure but to actually care about each other. it also just felt too easy to write bill off as someone whose cruelty is just#a lack of certain emotions. like that doesn't automatically make a bad person and a bad person doesn't automatically lack emotion#(there's a character that'll be introduced sometime soon who is aroace and doesn't make friends easily and she's lovely because...)#(idk man. i'm aroace and why shouldn't she be. a lack of affection doesn't make you bad and the ability to feel it doens't make you good)#so bill can and does love people-- even if actual vulnerability is near impossible to get from him-- and kryptos is included in that#it's just that he still sucks really bad and hurts and even kills people that he loves because again. bad person who has no idea how to#navigate relationships healthily because of his own baggage and the environment he grew up in#(also in canon he usually does not want to navigate relationships healthily because. again. he sucks!)#so the only lasting relationship he's ever had where he isn't trying to hurt someone is still just... messy as hell#(and to be fair kryptos is also a p. bad person by adulthood it's just that they're pretty young at this point in the fic)#(so there's less avenues to show that)#kryptos being desperate for any scrap of attention and bill providing the only attention he's ever gotten was always the vibe#but it really was much more of a 'bully and bulling victim who he lets hang around him because said victim'#'is like the only one willing to talk to him' dynamic which is... very much not the case anymore#as said in the tags of my fic. these awful shapes care about each other as best they can care about anyone#anyway sorry idk how much anyone really cares about these tag essays but theyre helpful for me to get my thought process like... down#and track how different the story used to be
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chan hating himself is my roman empire
#how can someone so strong and capable and talented and gorgeous hate himself so much#like my god he’s so devastating#everything about him is laced with tragedy#the whole idea of loving him from afar (or any idol at all) and watching them say things like that about themself#and just not being able to. do. anything?#it’s so frustrating that the only way this works is that he has to put in the effort and realize his own worth but we don’t know if he does#or even will#because you can’t force someone to love them self or fix themself right#you can only love them through it and hope it’s enough#but it’s just sooo frustrating i’m#head in my hands he’s so devastating#i wish he was different#:((#he’s so beautiful and so precious i’m so ill#i wanna give him the world#and the way he always stands in the back and observes the group as if he’s detached from this whole reality#as if he’s somewhere else completely#the way he once said that if it weren’t for the members and skz he wouldn’t even be alive#like he got a second chance at life#like he was saved all because of them#the heartbreaking way he said ‘you don’t care about me’ to minho like he really believed that#oh i wish someone would just grab his face and drill it into his head that he’s loved and he’s important and he matters !!!#he’s so me i’m so him#maybe that’s why i find him so tragic#it’s a loop#waiting to find the thing that saves me#or maybe it’s just the small things around me that i’ve been taking for granted#꒰ soon you'll get better. ꒱
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Just out of personal curiosity but if the Kugelblitz wasn't an immediate problem and if the Sparrows cared more about humanity than control, would they have thought the Brellies were like... the evil alternates from another dimension? Keeping the theme of misunderstanding and bad luck, the Sparrows would investigate them as possible new super villains. All current villains are sitting in Hotel Obsidian so who the hell are these guys? Cuz if the totally accurate history books have to say anything about it, the Kennedy Six just broke into my house and began harassing my oh so morally ambiguous father.
Or maybe I just like the idea of the luxurious 5 star prison from the comics.
#the umbrella academy#I'm very curious on what volume 4 of the comics might bring#But the Sparrows were gone too soon and there was so much potential there#The Umbrellas failing to convince the Sparrows that they aren't that bad but Reginald is probably a diabolical#The sparrows slowly realizing that Reginald is up to something#Luther: No you don't understand we just saved the world twice. We're the good guys#Alphonso: Oh yeah? What about the president?#Diego: Too soon! And that was dad!#Klaus: Hey your dad let you have a giant glowing cheeseball downstairs?#Marcus: The wHAT???
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HAURCHEFANT ; ANCIENT VERSE.
Svalinn is most known for how keenly Azem speaks of them: a being with a gilded tongue and a golden heart that could rival the very sun. While decidedly not a member of the Convocation or their close inner circle, his name tends to be familiar to most of those in Amaurot, especially those closely tied to the creation of arts:
He is the author of many and more of the oldest pieces of poetry, the rhymes and rhythms that those across shards remember but cannot place the beginning of. While most of it has been recreated and credited to others across the history of the shards, many of them echo what was once common reading in the Ancients.
He and Azem had a bond like no other. While they traveled on occasion, Svalinn held little power - metaphorically or literally - to truly embark on his own. He wished to see the world, but feared weighing down the one truly meant to do so: and as a result, he wrote.
Most of his works are wholly inspired by the traveler themselves and the tales they shared with him, and are - to everyone but himself - blatantly things created from love, both of them and of the world itself.
While he has likely been invited to speak at conferences or contribute to the Bureau on an official manner, Svalinn has consistently refused to be recognized officially as anything but a man with too many words and not enough time. Words had little reason to be called his own when anyone else could have pulled them together just the same, he would say sheepishly, and that was that.
(If Azem asked nicely, he may, eyes closed and voice but a whisper, recite the ones he has memorized, the ones that remind him the most of the being that, to him, walked among the very stars and hung the sun in the sky. But only if they asked.)
#🛡️ fawn ; ( v: sun shield. )#putting this under a readmore until im happier with what i made#i liked it. and then i didn't. and then i did again. and then hated it lol#ew spoilers#🛡️ fawn ; hcs.#anyway i absolutely blasted this out in two hours so. it's. mediocre#the creative person struggle to both want to point all the little references and nods you intend in ur craft.#and to not mention them to see if anyone else will pick up on them LOL#☄🛡 ( a farewell that came all too soon ; alta/hau )#i was trying to think of what kind of role he would play but frankly. like he is in his sundered state. i think it would be understated#like unironically h.aurchefant's letter to the wol still sits with me. obviously. it's my blog bio#the french version is super touching in its own right. they both just... hurt me#i just love the idea of - some time in e.lpis - someone reciting a line of his work -#and the w.ol absolutely being fucking FLABBERGASTED because it's something h.aurchefant has said word for word in a letter he's written -#and all of a sudden being struck with the realization that maybe he's here too. that the man they loved - romantically or with camaraderie#would OF COURSE be there somewhere. and being crushed knowing they had the world to save and couldn't simply indulge in seeking out who the#had loved. ahhHHHHHHH#anyway i did not cry doing this not once not twice not at all
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”GROWING 🌱 PANGS “ a legacy family gameplay
The 旁 Pang Family
Jarvis “Jarhead” Pang
Aspiration: Successful Lineage
Career: Marine Corps
Traits: Freegan. Insider. Music Lover
Mae Pang
Aspiration: Friend of Animals
Career: Veterinarian
Traits: Animal Enthusiast. Foodie. Neat
Kai Pang
Aspiration: Computer Whiz
Career: Student
Traits: Active. Insider
Mýa Pang
Aspiration: Mt. Komorebi SightSeer
Career: Student
Traits: Adventurous. Geek
Gracie Hope
Aspiration: Lady of the Knits
Career: Retired
Traits: Foodie. Snob. Loves Outdoors
I figured now was a better time than any to start a legacy gameplay. Here’s the thing, Mýa loveees scrapbooking like Poppy from Trolls so it will be in that format. AND because she likes to be different all the dang time, it’ll mainly be through her eyes like the current episodes of The Proud Family.
#ts4#ts4-gameplay#旁#GrowingPangs#🌱#hang on folks...i have NO IDEA what i'm doing#the moment you realize you've been playing this game ALL kinds of WRONG#this save is nothing short of amazing so far 🥰#YES...i adore me some Proud Family#😁🤣#i'll add them to my character page soon#tumblr revamped JavaScript usage and new pages won't work w/o permission 😣
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Ah yes, my very late "year in review post" whoops lol (MINORS DNI)
I posted 25 times in 2022
That's 13 more posts than 2021!
18 posts created (72%)
7 posts reblogged (28%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@umbral-archives
@westanthewaterman
@weirdlyhornyforegos
I tagged 25 of my posts in 2022
#gender neutral reader - 9 posts
#mun speaks - 8 posts
#lemon - 8 posts
#x reader - 8 posts
#minors dni - 6 posts
#gn reader - 4 posts
#murdock x reader - 4 posts
#lemonish - 3 posts
#darkiplier x reader - 3 posts
#mun answers - 3 posts
Longest Tag: 130 characters
#okay after thinking about it you may have mentioned the idea as a fic at one point (cuz i know it was brought up for rp) but still
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
Murderplier/Murdoch spicy headcanons - MINORS DNI
A/N I’ve been holding onto these since... May 5th? Damn lol forgot about them until literally today when I’m making this post. >:P Under read more just in case.
CW: knifes, murder mention, blood mention, gender neutral but there is a period mention (if I need more warnings, let me know)
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58 notes - Posted July 21, 2022
#4
A/N: I wrote this at 3am don't look at me
MINORS DNI
Murdock has a habit.
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58 notes - Posted November 8, 2022
#3
"Perhaps you are tired of me repeating myself over..."
One spank. You yelp with a jolt.
"...and over..."
Another spank, another cry from you. You swear that slap was harder.
"...and over again," he growls into your ear as he gives one more and you hiss in pain, even as a shudder runs down your spine.
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79 notes - Posted February 1, 2022
#2
Technically
(A/N: This has been languishing for a while cuz despite being a drabble I got stuck really quickly; I couldn’t figure out how to make what I wrote mesh with the idea of “someone comes to the door” without it feeling unnecessary. Ah well, another time, mayhaps. Anyway, enjoy~)
(minors dni)
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Technically, the head engineer should bunk near the engines, in case of an issue. Technically, in addition to being closer to the bridge, the captain's quarters only have room for one.
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147 notes - Posted September 2, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
How they would react to you tying yourself up in ribbon as a gift for them: Actor and Dark
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157 notes - Posted January 5, 2022
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(posts edited down for length and also to hide most of the naughty stuff lol. also for some reason this recap post removed the read more from everything so the entire post was slapped in there)
What a year! I know I'm (very) late with posting this, but I only refound this recap thing in the last few days of 2022 and then I got busy. My most popular post was the one towards the beginning of the year, and I actually reblogged stuff to this blog that wasn't just that one gifset! Whodathunk! The top five has a pretty good range, which I'm happy about. Thank you to everyone in particular who reblogged stuff and added tags, I appreciate those notes the most. And also those asks, hehe. I live for the yelling at me in my inbox and the tags. Who knows what this year will bring~~ >:3
Get your Tumblr 2022 Year in Review →
#yes this is a threat >:33#minors dni#I've had this saved for quite a while i just keep forgetting to post it#not fic#i don't remember what my tag was lol#I'm honestly surprised i posted more than the previous year#lemon#i might have something soon i might not. idk#sorry to post after a month and it's not a fic ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#also sorry for the ping i realize now i probably shoulda made jt not @ the three of you just in case#unless you dont care in which case uhhh sorry still anyway ig dbndnd
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