I posted 195 times in 2022
That's 127 more posts than 2021!
152 posts created (78%)
43 posts reblogged (22%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@1920sitgirl
@littlegirlinvisible
@mid--20scrisis
@sighonahurricane
@sybilmarlowe
I tagged 175 of my posts in 2022
Only 10% of my posts had no tags
#peaky blinders - 166 posts
#the peaky blinders - 160 posts
#peaky blinder - 151 posts
#tommy shelby - 140 posts
#thomas shelby - 139 posts
#bbc peaky blinders - 129 posts
#peaky fookin blinders - 118 posts
#lizzie shelby - 83 posts
#lizzie stark - 81 posts
#peaky blinders s6 - 55 posts
Longest Tag: 82 characters
#addition: also i love how natasha really shows her acting prowess especially in s6
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
Just when I thought the dress couldn’t get any better 😩😍❤️
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#4
See the full post
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#3
See the full post
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#2
Season Three vs Season Six
I’m swooning
249 notes - Posted March 7, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
Lizzie - “I hate that house now, I wish I could blow it up”
Tommy - “I’ve got you darling, let’s blow this bitch to the ground 💥”
324 notes - Posted April 4, 2022
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Hi !
Can you do one where you are married to tommy but he still hung up on grace and treats you badly and pushes you away , but overall your still smiley and your tge only thing to make the arrow house warm and kind .
Tommy starts to yearn for you and try to take you to his bed and hold , but what distroys him is when he finds you sleepibg with a man ( or woman your choice ) but still he prefers to live in denial than you leaving him.
Why do i always request angst ? ITS A DESEASE
Okay so I cranked it up to a ten and holy shit , I think imma need a break from writing angst.
Grab your kleenex, your handkerchief or your sleeve cuz this one is going to crush your soul.
I know because it crushed mine as i wrote it.
Tw: miscarriages,mentions of blood, child loss due to illness, cheating and unending suffering.
Gif by @littlegirlinvisible
The Curse
You knew why he had married you.
You had no problem with that, well you used to but you outgrew that naivety when you found a ledger with all the whores he paid for whenever he was away.
With all that fucking you think he’d make a fortune as a gigolo.
With all that incessant pining over a woman who died a decade ago you’d think he’d never touch a woman after her.
But he had your precious Ruby was proof of that.
She was your everything, she was his everything. Especially when the MacMillans came and took their grandson away.
Turns out Saint Grace of wherever the fuck she was from had been a fucking idiot who had lied and said Charles was Clive Macmillian’s son to save face in a society that laughed at her in her stupid face.
Charlie had never been legally Tommy’s it seemed and the loss of that two-year-old when he met you at Churchill’s office was the reason you ended up replacing Grace.
You’d come to know that Thomas had fucked over Section D who then realized he had not adopted his boy. A boy he had gone through hell for, a boy that was his in blood but would never be his again.
He’d found comfort in her, friendship and sex. Three things that resulted in Ruby, Pearl and Amber.
You loved him and you thought he felt the same.
How wrong had you been.
So, when you had asked to remove Grace’s things and her portraits out of the foyer and into a sitting room no one used, he had grown angry.
Angry that you’d remove all traces of his love for Grace.
Angry enough to shout terrible things at you that made Pearl come too soon.
The doctors had warned you, Esme Shelby had too. The doctors said no stressing, no strong emotions, your pregnancy was high risk already without your husband making things worse for you.
Esme had told you that Grace’s ghost needed to be exorcised out of the house or she’d hurt you and Pearl.
But Tommy Shelby loves Grace and her malignant presence more than he loved his own baby daughter.
You swore you saw Grace Helen Burgess smirk when the blood began dripping down your thighs as he shouted things at you.
Grace Shelby hadn’t died because of a curse; Grace Shelby was a curse.
You came to hate her after that.
You hated her for the hold she had on your husband.
You hated her for killing your Pearl.
Ada hated her too.
Freddie’s lungs had been hurt when he was beaten within an inch of his life in prison because of Grace.
Freddie’s torture at the hands of Chester Campbell had left him unable to give Ada more children.
It was in your mutual hatred for Grace that you found solace in each other.
Ruby was born in 1928, three years after Pearl bled out of you because her daddy loved a dead woman more than her.
You had given up on your husband, you tried to make him love you, but he was impossible.
You threw away his drugs and booze when you found out you were pregnant. You went away and gave birth in your father’s estate because Grace can’t get Ruby there.
Ada had stayed with you the entire time. Held your hand when you gave birth and baptized Ruby even if she is Jewish now.
You loved Ada and she loved you.
You kissed her and she kissed you back, what you felt for her was real and she felt it to.
What you wouldn’t give to take Ruby, Karl and Elizabeth, and runaway together.
But then Tommy, like the dark cloud he is, showed up and you were forced to be Mrs. Shelby again.
You used to love him, but his fucking indifference turned the paradise you made for Ruby a hell for you.
But the two of you poured your love into Ruby and you had Grace’s portraits removed the second he left.
Its November 1934 when he finds out you’ve been doing that.
After Polly died, he became stone.
Stone who could only fuck, lie and make money. Even poor Ruby suffered his indifference now.
But the two of you had Ada, Karl, and Elizabeth.
And if Tommy had let you go to your childhood home, you would’ve had Amber.
Instead, Grace took her by pushing you down the stairs when Tommy came home from some work trip abroad.
He had seen it too, but still he let her do what she wanted. Feast on your suffering and his and the souls of your dead babies.
Amber was to be your last, your miscarriage had been so violent and so awful you were left unable to have any more children.
But he loved that parasite more than he loved his children.
More than Pearl.
More than Amber.
Stupid of you to think something would be different after a decade of hell with him.
But you had Ruby still, no one was more precious to you than Ruby Elizabeth Shelby.
Ruby is six when the doctor tells you she’s had cancer all her life.
Ruby is six when Zilpha Lee and Bethany Boswell do their best to save her, but in the end Grace wins.
Grace always wins.
Grace always takes what she wants.
And you die with your girl in that vardo.
And you are dead in spirit when he forces you to live on as his wife.
You hate him.
You hate him for all he’s let Grace do to you.
So, you take a knife to Grace’s portrait in the foyer.
So, you take everything he refused to let you put away and you make a bonfire with it.
Its 1935 when you finally rid your house of its curse.
Only Ada is with you that night, your fucking husband is seeking solace in the arms of a Nazi whore, so you fuck his sister in the bed you used to share with him.
“He’s dying, you know, only has months to live.” She tells you after the guilt of loving you returns vigorously that morning.
Let him die, let him join Grace in hell, you want to say, but you say nothing.
He comes home later that morning.
He isn’t angry, not yet anyways.
But you don’t care.
“Y/N!” he shouts for you when he doesn’t find you.
Its different this time. There is emotion and that tone that lets you know your fucking husband has finally taken his head out of his ass.
But you don’t care.
You want to destroy him for what he did to you.
You want to leave him in your past and never look back.
He wants you like you had been begging him to want you for the past fucking decade.
But you don’t want him anymore.
In fact, you want him to run here and see you love his sister, a woman who is so like him and so unlike him at the same time.
And he does.
And you feed on his hurt like Grace fed on yours because he loved her more than Pearl, Ruby and Amber.
“It’s too late, Thomas, you chose her so many times and now you will know how it feels.” You say with all the loathing he’s made you feel for him.
An outline that i had planned for part two but won't write
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PB is a Tommy show honestly...because every character has mirrored Tommy at certain point. Part 1.
Arthur.
Arthur and Tommy share the similar trauma of war,like they just couldn't shut it off even when they tried so hard to and convinced themselves that they did it successfully.
They are both suicidal at some point of time and the cause is also the PTSD from war, and the fear of disappointment of failing or failing the people they love.
They both find love which gives them comfort,a sort of escape but it's terribly short lived.
Both their wives want an escape from that kind of dangerous life even when they are aware of how that's the only thing that has given them the status that they have in the present even before marrying them. And it's extremely difficult to leave this past behind not cuz they don't want to but the legacy as much rewarding is also binding.
Both accept it, not because, their wives say, but because it has been something they have wanted from so long. They desire this escape.
Both reach a point where they humiliate their wives,for calling them out on shit they know are true.
And they do so also in a similar way by shushing their wives' reasonable concerns by reducing their worth to their sexual worth.
They disrespect the same women whom they have considered to be saviours...cuz they refuse to accept the truth that this life is harrowing and they do want to escape it.
the 1st pic credit @littlegirlinvisible
They both also get betrayed by the one person on whom they put their faith going against their family and reason.
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gifmaker appreciation tag meme
rules: answer the first half of the questions with gifsets of your own, then answer the second half by tagging gif makers you love!
I was tagged by the lovely @laufire, thank you, hun! <33
I’m going to limit myself to edits made this year because I've been way too prolific, lol.
LINK A GIFSET…
link a gifset you’re really proud of: this richiekisa + touching set I did for @theodoraporphyrogenite, because it's 20 gifs long and very different from my usual format. i'm very proud of how it turned out.
link a gifset where you tried something new: this richiekisa set where i tried using brushes to highlight the purple around them.
link a gifset that features your favourite character or celebrity: this bridgerton set of Siena singing and everyone watching with heart eyes (as they should, ofc).
link a gifset that you want more people to see: my the morning show s01 gifset. honestly, more than seeing the set, i want more people to see the show (though, maybe it's all for the best, bc i'm already dreading the it's problematic™ posts).
link a gifset that you had fun making: this midge x lenny gifset paralleling their meeting in s01, when he says she isn't his wife, to that scene in s03 when he introduces her as his wife, because they are very easy to color and they make me laugh with their antics.
link a gifset that you created as part of a meme, challenge, or series: this billy russo in s01 gifset I did for @truegodofthearena as part of a make me choose meme.
link a gifset of yours that makes you smile: this Sophia Loren gifset from What Would Sophia Loren Do? when the guy asks her to button up her shirt and she asks, "too much cleavage?" and rolls her eyes.
link a gifset that you made for someone else: this gifset of Genevieve's costumes in Bridgerton s01 I did for an anon.
TAG SOMEONE WHO…
tag someone who inspired you to start making gifs: @hearthouses and @ghostsinthesheets really inspired me in the beginning because I wanted to gif from dusk till dawn as well as they did.
tag someone who makes great vibrant gifs: @movingscastles, I love her old guard gifs and especially all her Kiki Layne ones!
tag someone who makes great pale/pastel gifs: there are so many but I can't remember anyone specifically rn.
tag someone who gifs for a fandom you love: @theodoraporphyrogenite, who gifs Rome after all this time (besides being one of the most talented gifmakers i know)!
tag someone who uses text/typography really well in their gifsets: @prideandprejudice immediately comes to mind. I remember asking her more than once what fonts she was using (and copying her, lol).
tag someone who motivates you to step up your game: @the-darkling, her gifs are out of this world beautiful.
tag someone who you have taken inspiration from: hmm, I don't get much inspiration from other gifsets, but I remember seeing this gifset by @inejz-ghafa, and really liking the format, which I used as inspo for that richiekisa + touching set I mentioned in the first question.
tag gif makers who you admire and appreciate! (Put as many people here as you want!): I'm sure I'll forget some, but other gifmakers I love are - @deforest, @lukearnold, @madisilverflint, @taraknowless, @esterexpositio, @kevingarveys, @littlegirlinvisible, @archiegoodwin, @benbarnxs, @mademoiselledevolanges, @marciabrady, @logandelos and @ohrackham
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