#can’t see through tears

[maezerbrokenpaintbrush]

Does anyone else ever have these like completely heartbreaking moments where you break down absolutely sobbing when you- remember how Keith was an orphan and lived alone in the wilderness and really really struggled to connect with people and feel safe in general and fiercely fights to protect the people he cares about (decking iverson over shiro being badmouthed after Kerberos)… then Voltron happened and he was in forced proximity with a bunch of people where they had to connect and mind meld and eventually began to smile and open up and feel safe. And found a HOME. And a FAMILY. BUT shiro dies and he’s now in charge of everyone instead of being the right hand balance. He is the one who makes the hard calls now- instead of supporting the decision maker. He is forced to carry the weight of all of that and Lance is right there for him. As HIS right hand. In confidence. And communication. And in casual support and “friendship”. The fact that when Lance does his whole “one paladin too many” talk he just waltzes in means he knows Keith’s room and feels comfortable enough to just walk in casually. He doesn’t even look around to check it out… implying Lance has been there before and already knows exactly what’s in there (did you see how the curios f*Coker took everything in at Keith’s shack, or the caves, or even the fudging castle). THEN KURON SHOWS THE F*CK UP AND A BALANCE IS STRUCK WHERE KEITH IS CONTENT LEADING WITH “SHIRO” PLAYING BACKUP…… then the conversation mentioned above happens. And Keith goes “things will work themselves out” LIKE A DUMBASS and then just- dips. And he starts to run off to the Blade of Marmora- where it’s knowledge or death- kinda sorta hecka unwelcoming and he’s always going to be underestimated because he looks more human than Galran. He jumps into a military spy organization that doesn’t offer him the same safety, respect, love, or sense home let’s not even mention some other things. And Allura even says so- the blade doesn’t need him (but hasn’t he always felt like no one needed him- not shiro not the garrison not any of his foster families). But Voltron does need him. LANCE needs him dammit. And like- I can go into how horribly Lance is lost after Keith up leaves. BUT THIS IS ABOUT MY BOY KEITH AND HOW HE HAS ALWAYS HAD THE WORST CARDS DEALT TO HIM AND NOW- he just leaves the peace and love and home and family for a military system that values him at the amount and quality of information he can get but otherwise he is completely disposable just like he has always felt- AND STILL LEAVES BECAUSE LANCE FEELS LIKE HES THE PALADIN NO ONE NEEDS. And people still don’t think they are in love. Anyone just cut their own heart and put it on a platter salted with tears…?

Hahaha. Yeah. Me neither. *ugly cries in the back*

[yashley]

it’s okay just fearne freakin the fuck out in my head …..

[mintelsa]

dude fuck Lesser Evil

Memories XII???!!! I’m literally crying at work rn and I KNEW it was coming !!!

[fantasykiri5]

Ooh, headcanon: Sklonda was straightening her hair during the freshman and junior year seasons and stopped this year/when she quit the force

[allegoryofthebeast]

I think I love zelink so much bc read either romantic or platonic the vow of love and loyalty between them is so strong their relationship is so fulfilling regardless of anything canon we KNOW they mean something indescribable to each other and they like to be together WANT to be together and help people whenever they’re able they were HURT and they’re doing everything they can to heal

[coconut530]

GO FRENCHIE GO!!!!

[kaidabakugou]

just hurt my own feelings while drying my hair bc i thought of an angst idea and now i’m crying 😔

[leclerrari]

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[chaotic-kitty]

THE BAD BATCH SPOILERS!!!!

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[mossflower]

finished homestuck!! and adding it to my ever growing list of ‘media near-universally labelled as cringe that actually kinda slaps’

[ssreeder]

how are we feeling about the new netflix adaptation of avatar??!!!!!!!!!!!! the zuko casting eats and swolzai is so cool to see actually translated well (although we will see how they treat the characters in this)

HEYYYYYYOOOOO!

The only thing I’m really looking forward to from the live action is being able to gossip about it with my mutuals. I don’t really have any other opinion, I mean… it looks cool! (Sokkas hair & zukos scar bother me but ehhhh what can I do?) But I’m an animation junky, I love my anime and my cartoons (bobs burgers beloved) so I don't particularly care for the “real people actors” taking over my cartoons but I’m totally chill about it honestly.

I will ABSOLUTELY be watching it and probably will form a more solid opinion after I actually watch the show.

[tutuandscoot]

Pray for me, I just watched fix you (St. John’s final version) for the first time 🥲 Tessa reaching for Scott’s hand in the beginning not once, but twice?? 😭 Kill meeeee. Also if you look closely you can see him muttering to Tessa throughout the program, first right before he’s pulled away from her in the beginning, again after they stand up from the kneel hug and then finally in the Mahler ending pose. I wonder what he’s saying to her through all that 🥺 and the high five and them blowing a kiss to each other during viva la vida is the icing on top of the cake

PRAY FOR ALL WHO HAVE WITNESSED THIS MASTERPIECE OF A FAREWELL 😭😭😭😭

Only three things (art) in my life have made me sob uncontrollably: 1. the series finale of The Americans, 2. the ‘one last time’ hug before their PYC FD, 3. and… Fix You at St Johns

The hands at the start thing….. can’t comment I don’t have enough tissues in my house rn

The other stuff.. honestly I have only watched it maybe 3 times and I think 2 of those were on mute bc the song Fix You means a lot to me personally for other reasons so when I found out it was VM’s last duet I’ve honestly since struggled to go on with life..

It’s been so long since I last watched it I honestly can’t recall all those other things and now knowing about them idk if I can ever watch it again bc I may never stop crying (I mean I know they would been talking but yeah I need to know what exactly).

I really don’t know how they even got through that final performance - especially since the whole piece was made up of some of their most iconic choreographic moments throughout their career

I once again state without a doubt dance and skating was their love language and this was not a final performance but a way of expressing eternal gratitude and love for everything they are to each other..

[tzufcallsmeshomps]

Just a moment of rest would be nice

[khaleesiofalicante]

Writing this prologue be like:

[redhotarsenic]

I dunno I’m trying very hard to not be a sad shithead online but it’s getting increasingly difficult

[raekensarcher]

just finished handle with care again. the way i’m sobbign right now this isn’t funny. never read a story with a more perfect ending even though it drives me insane.

“FRAGILE: HANDLE WITH CARE

all my love”