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#can't fucking WAIT to see them live
glorious-blackout · 1 year
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It's finally sinking in that I'm seeing Käärijä in less than a week and I am both unbelievably excited and terrified 😂
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gu6chan · 1 month
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the brief mention that 1.3 leonard could still be feeling some deep lingering grief over his brothers' deaths still never fails to fascinate me tbh like, does he think of the standards he must have lost since their passing and feel guilt? or does he see them in every child he abuses??? does he keep his grief to himself or does he find it a useful anecdote to what must be a countless number of families dealing with loss??? does the green dragon know? does he confide in it????? since leonard seems to be aware of what arioch lost to the union, just how aware is/was she in what HE lost???????? did they have a role in each other's loss? is THAT where their beef came from??????? im going to merge into a wall
#gu6chan's musings#drakengard#drag on dragoon#leonard drakengard#drag on dragoon 1.3#drakengard 1.3#on the other hand; i've been obsessed over the idea of doing the 'nothing in life matters 😔' (DOD1) 'nothing in life matters 😎' (DOD1.3)#meme with them because of this#still... why would they give us the base concepts for the 1.3 cast but literally none of the depth for 98% of them (angelus is excused lmao#like you're going to make them edgier okay BUT THESE ARE STILL THE SAME PEOPLE???? WHAT PUSHED THEM TO THAT BC IT CAN'T JUST BE A 'DIFFEREN#TIMELINE DIFFERENT PERSONALITY' THING OTHERWISE YOU LOSE ANY SENSE OF “self” THEY HAD IN THEIR CHOICES IN THE DOD1 TIMELINE ENTIRELY#there HAS to be SOMETHING that made them like this... well caim we pretty much see it#BUT LEONARD AND FURIAE?????? i still stand by it; they fucking took the dragon-blood pill too i just KNOW they did#but that still doesnt answer what the fuck went on with him and arioch#the boring but most STRAIGHTFORWARD answer would probably be something among the lines of#'Oh well she came to the village and he had to drive her out after realising she was literally insane and she's been waiting to get back in#ever since. leonard just kinda knew about the dead relatives bc thats everyone'#but i dont like that explanation as much as the idea that they KNEW because they had some INVOLVEMENT when it happened#(likely unintentional.... maybe? 👀)#also why the fuck does the prologue just casually mention leonard was part of the union but literally never brings up why he's midgard's#most wanted by the time the truly diseased takes place and what led him to (presumably) abandoning it to begin with#....WAS IT SOMETHING TO DO WITH THE DEATH OF ARIOCH'S FAMILY???? HUH??????#ngl im entering conspiracy mode with this but being honest#it almost seems in character and MAKES SENSE that him having something to do with the death of/possible killing of arioch's family would#drive him to where he is by the time TTD takes place#think about it!!! leonard joins the union; ends up driving a woman to literal insanity after involving himself with the death of her family#the guilt causes him to leave the union and seek a life of atonement helping OTHER families whose lives were torn apart by the war/union;#his brothers are possibly killed during his defection??? maybe??? something something#arioch seeks his ass out and spends her time waiting to feed on the village/semi-subconsciously maybe waiting to ruin everything he's worke#for....
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bootyful-seventeen · 11 months
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i am too mentally exhausted to even deal with this shit anymore with my mom and grandma and low key wish i'd go comatose for a few years to be left alone tbh
#had a clean up service come by to see the damage and give a quote on the estimate and my grandma wasnt having it#she got upset and started crying to them about she has only 1 daughter and is trying to help her and they're trying to tell her that keepin#all that junk isn't gonna be helping anyone especially my mom but she wasn't getting it and i said i'm not helping clean the junk that's#all around the house cuz i'm tired of it all and having to manage my emotions since i am for sure emtotionally stunted from my childhood#and have to deal with a schitzophrenic mom and an absent sister who's balls deep in denial while i'm struggling to find a job here#and my grandma always stressing me ot saying she's gonna kick me out isn't fucking helping here at all like she thinks it does#so when they left she spent all day sobbing on the phone how i'm a terrible granddaughter who wants to throw out good stuff#when i'm not gonna keep helping sell shit for my mom cuz my sister can do it as her family contribution since she did nothing since dad die#and the thing is i gave them all options on clearing shit out cuz i know this family by now and shit doesn't get tossed but it migrates#cuz i said months ago i can ask some friends if they could come down and help sort and declutter#grandma said no to that and said she'll kick me out if i do it and she didn't want to pay for my mom's shit to get moved into a storage uni#she leaves the clean up to my mom and i think the backyard got worse but she didn't call anyone to throw out the junk like she threatened t#so i call a fucking hoarders clean up service cuz that's what my family is on my mom's side at this point and the city will be called too#and she has this reaction cries all day and calls everyone to say i'm horrible and yells at me saying i'm the one killing her with stress#when she's already been doing that for months to herself when i'm just tired and possibly mildly depressed or something idk#i barely leave my room and don't go outside except to walk my dog but idk cuz my family's attittude was we don't go to doctors cuz#cuz they're for crazy people but of course it's gotta switch up for my mom and no one else and i'm just sick of it all#grandma doesn't accept free help and she won't accept help that i pay for myself with my money set aside for school so i'm done#unlike her when i say i'll do something i stick to it so i'm not doing shit anymore unless i can call a friend to help with this mess#it's gonna sound like such a horrible thing but i can't wait for my family to die so i can live in a clean home again and get help#like deep serious help cleaning and big time grief councelling cuz i barely had time to process my dad's death and being the one to find hi#and that was just this february like god i am going to need so much fucking therapy in my future it's almost rediculous#and probably say screw my mom's side and visit my dad's side a lot more since they seem to be the normal ones in this shit family tree#at least they're not stupid and leave junk everywhere where one neighbour getting sick of not being able to sit outside and enjoy their yar#without mountains of junk staring them right in the face and landing a notice from the city to clean up especially since#we have chainlink fences and at least 7 neighbours can see the backyard and everyone can see the front porch when passing by#i'm just tired of living in these suffocating households and even wanna file a report myself to kick them into gear#its horrible living like this and no one should live surrounded by junk and things they never use or even garbage
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namelessbenji · 10 months
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So I ended up becoming hyperfixated on To Kill A Mockingbird and I'm shaking and crying because that's literally the most embarrassing hyperfixation I've ever had anyway sparkle on! It's Saturday! Don't forget to remind the citizens of Maycomb about what was legalized in 1967
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anjasitdown · 1 month
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THIS ISNT FUNNY ANYMORE TATSUKI FUJIMOTO WHAT. ARE. YOU. DOING. TO. AKI!!!!!!!
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cxpperhead · 10 months
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Your Muse's Top Three Intelligences
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Body Movement: You like to move, dance, wiggle, walk, and swim. You are likely good at sports, and you have good fine motor skills. You may enjoy taking things apart and putting them back together. Incorporating body movement into your learning will help you process and retain information better.
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Spatial: You remember things visually, including exact sizes and shapes of objects. You like posters, charts, and graphics. You like any kind of visual clues. You enjoy drawing. Effective techniques of enhancing your learning using your spatial intelligence include creating and/or using pictures, maps, diagrams, and graphs as you learn things.
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Nature: You are sensitive to nature and environment. You probably know the names of rocks, flowers, birds, and trees. You love to be outdoors.
Tagged byStolen from: @question-marked, @themckaytriarchy, @the-rorschach-mask (♡) Tagging: Whoever would like to do it?
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mizuski-pirat · 11 months
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Oh god oh no
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PURGATORY???
FUCKING PURGATORY???
YEAH SURE OK
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depresseddepot · 3 months
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god I cannot fucking wait to get out of here !
#i want to be the one in charge of what i eat. i want to be in a place where my parents can't say ''oh i dont like that so you can't eat it''#i want to experiment with different recipes and not have my mom look at me like she's a high school bully again#i want to decorate my space and clean it the way that works for me#i want my cats to stop smelling like cigarette smoke#i want to live on PURPOSE#i want to make mistakes and fail without my biggest fear being the way my parents will look at me during#i want to make cookies and have them turn out terribly and laugh about it instead of crying because my mom said ''i told you so''#i want to LEARN. i want to have space to teach myself the things they refuse to teach me#i want to be able to try different outfits without planning my day around dodging my parents so they won't see and laugh at me#i want to do housework and exercise without having to triple check that all of my curtains are closed#i want to be relaxed in my home all hours of the day and not just the hours they are asleep#i want to live on PURPOSE for fucks sake#i want to be sincere and genuine and an airhead#i have managed to stop caring about everyone's opinions EXCEPT my parents#i want to get tf out of here. i want to feel safe in my own home#and I wish rent wasn't so fucking high that i have to wait a year and a half to move out!!!!!@#i am going to make it out of this house if it fucking kills me#i want to be in a space where my own reassurance and motivation is not squashed by my parents ridiculing me#i want to get away from this fucking family
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liazrad · 4 months
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GRRRRR I HATE IT HERE I HATE LIVING WITH MY DAD AND STEPMOM IT'S THE WORST!!!!! I AM FUCKING MISERABLE.
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zipquips · 4 months
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petition for my parents to stop thinking i'm unprepared and being stupid with the idea of getting a pet
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sonofshu · 5 months
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#I'm broken#I was already broken but now I feel like I can't do anything#Ive done too much#and now I'm just a piece of shit who won't apologize to anyone upfront#Just crying in the tags pathetically waiting for anything to happen#I can't do this#I can't help people no matter how hard I try and it makes me feel like I have absolutely no purpose here#and It's taking too much of a toll to fail#I should just go to sleep and forget about everything#but sleep is for people who care about themselves#I do care about myself#but I care in a way that I need revenge on her#I loathe her and everything she's done to the people that tried to love her#she's pathetic and ugly and I don't see how anyone even tried to befriend her in the first place#and I feel especially bad for the people who succeeded#because she turned into a clingy parasite for everyone who talked to her#She never even had the courage to start a conversation with people and made each and every one of them feel like this shitbag didn't care#She just hurts and hurts and hurts until she comes crawling back to apologize only for her to clam up all over again#she's selfish and rude and pathetic in every awful way and I wish people would learn that about her#I feel sorry for her and everything that becomes of her shitty actions#but she never FUCKING learns and it ends up hurting everyone that was sorry enough to pity her with conversation#I wish she would just suck it all up and try to be a good fucking person for ONCE in her FUCKING life in a way that didn't make people want#to fucking#off themself just because they TALKED to her and she rudely FUCKED OFF TO NOWHERE#because at the end of the day#I say to myself#at the end of the day she tries her fucking best#BUT NOBODY SEEMS TO FUCKING SEE THAT SHE IS CONSTANTLY FUCKING TREMBLING AT THE MERE *THOUGHT* OF HAVING TO LIVE AS HERSELF#and I feel so bad for her#I feel bad for me I guess
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pondscummy · 7 months
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real burn that bridge when we come to it hours tonight
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adustoflove · 7 months
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If yall ever see me start profusely sobbing out of absolutely nowhere just always assume I randomly remembered an event where my dad called me a dumb fucking bitch for something genuinely innocent or for no reason at all actually. Just assume I'm remembering how badly my dad used to verbally assault me and tell me I was the one who ruined his marriage and got him fired when all I did was sit in my room absolutely terrified for my life most days because he was constantly yelling and throwing things
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kingdomoftyto · 9 months
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...God the trick truly is to just not listen to that soundtrack at all for a few months at a time before listening to the whole thing in one go. Guaranteed religious experience by the time you hit "Finale ~ Dawn".
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chicago-geniza · 2 years
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[Redacted] is teaching a class on Tokarczuk and I can't audit it because I am not a "student" or "affiliated with the university anymore." This is discrimination,,, (I'm going to email and ask if she will let me in) (M's already adding me to the lecture list because I'm reading Books of Jacob in English and Polish simultaneously like I wouldn't undertake that as soon as the translation came out!!! I went to the talk Jenny did with Olga, I love them both)
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gayness-and-mayhem · 1 year
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I did not think that I could love James Bradshaw more than I already do, but god, I very nearly cried when he walked out on stage tonight.
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