#corv speaks

[further-fields]

I've got a rec for otherhearted folks- The Bond, a documentary series about people forming close relationships with animals. (Ethically, I promise.)

It just. It hits that sense of a familial connection so well. Sometimes in ways that are stunning to see. No spoilers, but I'm gonna be thinking about this for a while

[starmonsterrr]

Achievement unlocked:

Too Cringe For My Soul

Make someone take a break from a Discord server by being a simp for a fictional character in the server's channel dedicated to simping.

[crowcat-writes]

FUCK YEAH I LOVE POLYSQUAD!!!!! I'm literally quaking in my boots waiting for the fanfic ik its gonna be good now

-your beloved hyphen anon 🤭

yay! My accidental deviation from the prompt isn’t an issue!

in all honesty I am just trying to figure out how and where to stop the piece for now (might update it later because i am getting mildly attached to the concept) because I wrote it all in tumblr drafts and HOOO FUCKING BOY IS THAT NOT A GOOD METHOD FOR WRITING

[asterianshadows]

Lore Drop / Recent Life / Mental Help update below the cut, we really just needed to get some shit out of our head and into the void.

Okay, thank fuck. We saw a psychiatrist about shit recently because I was really in a not good place for a solid two and a half weeks and was very worried I was having some sort of subclinical episode of psychosis.

Turns out it was probably just a really intense derealization episode, since it’s not that I was perceiving not real things as real, but I was instead perceiving real things as incredibly unreal and distorting what they were, and had decent awareness of symptoms. We’re keeping an eye on it though, and luckily the psychiatrist was nice and took us seriously.

I did not talk to them about being a system or anything, we didn’t want it to distract from the very alarming current issues and we’ve been pretty functional and non-distressed about it for a while now. I also just.. don’t particularly want an on-record diagnosis for it for a lot of reasons, including stigma and such.

It’s enough for me to have it medically recognized and confirmed as plausible by other mental health professionals who we see, which they’ve done. Still, sometimes I wonder if getting properly diagnosed would help with all the doubt.

[starlit-mansion]

Thoughts about my ffxiv player character as i play more of the main story:

1) it would be incredibly angsty if he was isekaied in from another world and has a family he can never see again or access in any way, and is fulfilling a purpose he cannot comprehend in quiet bewilderment, unable to begin to articulate to the people who warmly welcome him that he is full of a chasm of incomprehensible grief

2) i think he's into big titty goth girls

[theforgottencrow]

+*MASTERPOST // INTRO?!*+

✦Hiya my name Is Ink/Corv, But my friends/Moots call me Crow! Welcome to the Nest!

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✦Mah other blog :p @theforgottencorvid is my art reblogging account, it’s simply where I reblog my art nothin else :)

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✦About Me !!!! :0

Firstly I present some of my flags !! (Theres so many more...)

My main prnz : Xe/Crow/Paint/Ink/Bite, I also use Blood/Gore/Bone/Fang/Pest/Knife/It/Static/Etc. (How to use Xe/xem prns Here)

My very special interest is Undertale + Utmv !! (Pretty obv..)

Proud Furry <3

I’m a Polymorph/Polykin Therian. I am CrowKin, DragonKin, CrocodileKin, (+more kins), my other theriotypes are Snow leopard, Lynx, Coyote, GreenTree Python, Griffin, Fox, etc.

Bi-Oriented Polyamorous Aegosexual Aro/Ace ✨

I have 9 beautiful handsome partners 💕

I deeply love my platonic soulmate @/wardenruins, he doesn’t post stuff, he just on tumblr so that he can spy on my stuff, but ye, love you Warden <333

Trans (F->M) Who still comfortably identifies as a Butch ✨⚔️

I’m Agender, Xenogender & Neogender ✨

I LOVEEE Mascot Horror/Creepy games !! A few of my favs are Indigo Park, Kinitopet, Poppy Playtime, Little Nightmares, Dark Deception, Amnesia, Fnaf, Etc.

German is my native tongue but I’m also completely fluent in English, and I speak slight Spanish as well :D

I HAVE A PERSONA !! You can find its ref riiiight here i'll be drawing myself as it often and if not xem my Monster Sona riiight here

I LOVE LOVE LOVE MY MOOTS/FRIENDS/PARTNERS !!!!!!

A few of my other hyperfixations are : Regretavator, Hellsing, Scott Pilgrim, Qsmp, Bugbo, CVW, TSATWON, Sweet Tooth, Trigun, Kenny The Shark, Preassure, Phighting, Cult of the Lamb, Alfred’s Playhouse, HAND, Dungeon Meshi, FnF, CoS, DHMIS, FPE, Indigo Park, The D!ckheads, Souris, TDFWM, B & B, Flawless, TTWTBG, SMFT, FTP, TEP, Homesick, SHELTER, OWH, OOSOOB, ST, Welcome Home, Inanimate Insanity, etc.

Some of my fav bands/artists : Mindless Self Indulgence, Lemon Demon, Femtanyl, Alex G, Pompey, The Living Tombstone, Odetari, Penelope Scott, Ivycomb Music, Cave Town, BoyWithUke, Derivakat, Baby Bugs, Ryan Mack, Etc.!

Some of my fav Songs : Alien Blues, Body Terror, Pure as a Lamb, I Should've Stayed Home, LOVESICK CANNIBAL!, Two Moons, Haha Hi, Rockstar, Nosedive, P3t, Seriously?, Sex For Homework, Rät, Stupid MF, HELLO KITTY, Shut me Up, Fine Great, Get It Up, Devil Town, This is Home, Etc.!

Some Fandoms I'm In !! : Undertale, Utmv, Deltarune, WoF, WC, FPE, Indigo Park, Kenny The Shark, FnF, Trigun, CVW, DHMIS, Horrid Henry, Alfred’s Playhouse, LackaDaisy, Tmnt/Rottmnt, COTL, HAND, TSATWON, TOH, Sweet Tooth, Dungeon Meshi, Phighting , Amphibia, Ramshackle, BBU, Owls of Ga'hoole, Welcome Home, PP, Hellsing, WOTHH, Bee & Puppycat, Wednesday, Doom & Gloom, HH & HB, Pokemon, MD, Tadac, Monkey Wrench, Bluey, Sarah & Duck, Puffin Rock, Spooky Month, Fnaf, LMK, Animaniacs, Etc.

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✦ My Tags !!! (Wow I'm finally gonna be using tags crazy...)

#My Art - Art !!

#Crow reblogs - Reblogs !!

#Not Utmv - stuff/reblogs that aren’t Utmv 😔

#Crow Rambling - my weird rambles/random talking

#Crow Chatter - Me Interacting w/ ppl & answering asks

Alter Chatter - Asks that are either sent to the Alters or an ask that the Alter themselves have decided to become a part of <3

#inbox doodles - little doodles made for inbox answering

#Crow Simping - me loosing my marbles over a character I deem hot

#HEAVY Crow Simping - foaming at the mouth blue balled over a character

#F r i e n d 🫵 - Me interacting w/ my friends/Moots !!

#Crow on Crack - Me saying out of context things/or me being weird :)

#crow depression hour - Me being depressed

#Crow Vents - Me venting, vents will have different colors for different intensities of them, red being very heavy topics that could have quite a few context warnings, orange being semi heavy but not as bad, green being no heavy topics and fairly light weight stuff. If you wish to not see these I suggest blocking the tag.

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Lgbtq+ Phobes.

LITTLE KIDS (ppl under 12/13, basically if your not old enough to be on this site), I honestly would really prefer you not be on my blog as I have VERY vulgar language and honestly spread that shit around like wildfire. I will also very rarely if I’m in the mood to do so draw suggestive art, no lightsabers or stuff but perhaps thick as fuck skeletons, tits, etc.

Transphobics, Xenophobics, Etc...

Racists, Sexists, Discrimination, etc.

Invalidates a Person's Pronouns / Gender / Identity

Pedophiles, Sexualizes Minors, Jokes about Rape, etc.

Pro-Isreals.

People who Harass, Dox, tell ppl to kys, etc.

AntiFurries.

ZOOPHILES.

MAPS.

extremely problematic ppl, aka ppl who cause problems on purpose

People who ship Errorberry/Error x Swap, this is more of a Half joke but istg if you bring that SHIT up to me I will most likely block you. Regardless of our status.

Corvid haters of any kind, I’m so srs abt this fuck offf <333

Anti-Blm

Anti-Petre/Agere/Etc

Anti-Therian/Nonhuman/alterhuman/Etc

irl doubles (unless ik you beforehand ofc))) {I’m irls of Ink, C!Nightmare, Cross, Folly, Bugbo, Killer and Error.} I mean this if ur also an Ink irl, if ur anything else on the list, then you’re okay to interact lol

Slander of my interests/hyperfixations.

Mockery of Me, My Friends, My partners, or my mental illnesses.

Unwanted Criticism/Extreamly rude Criticism, unless I asked for it please don't.

People who think trauma is a joke & belittle it.

those who think neurodivergent ppl w/ BPD, Bipolar, etc are “Scary” and don’t belong. Andd that’s about the major people I will block! I also might have forgotten a few things/people who I DNI but uhh- I’m sure I’ll remember later :) Other than that I will freely block who I decide to and curate my own content! :)

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✦ Byi + Boundaries..

I have Autism + Alexithymia, Depression, Anxiety, ADHD & BPD

We’re a DID system and use We/I/Me/Ours pronouns. i don't talk about my DID often because its kinda awkward :”). Our Alters consist mostly of Ink, Lust, CANON C!Nightmare, Cross, & Killer. But there are many more and we are NOT our source. I am also in almost complete control of this sack of flesh xP, Tho 99% of the time I’m co-fronting with Ink!! *paint might get acrylics own text tags one day if color so desires <3*

I petre sometimes! Often times I am a crow, or cat! And I purr and chirp/caw even out of petre <3

Tone tags are VERY VERY preferable! I am tone def a lot of the time so please use tone tags otherwise I will take it the wrong way and start to p a n i c

I'm an Irl + Fictkin (Ink sans) !!!

Yes I can be cringe and idc :)

i am VERY silly, expect maximum silliness from me at all times.

If you’re are uncomfortable with something you see block the tag and move on do not harass me.

Please do not ask personal info/give about me unless I'm willing to give or I give permission. This includes Name, Age, Basic stuff like that.

please do not mention topics of rape, sexual assault, plushophilla, grooming, Addiction, Animal mutilation/Murder, etc. these are very triggering topics for me and make me remember events forced on me in my life I do not want to remember.

DO. NOT. REPOST/TRACE. MY. ART. WITHOUT. PERMISSION. I will find you.

Inbox is always open! You can be as silly as you want or say the most random stuff! 99.99% of the time I’ll also answer with a little doodle! And if u want me to remember you add a little signature! Ex : 💥 anon or smth like that :D

Another thing! You can send asks/talk with the Alters! Cannot guarantee we will always reply as some of us may not wish to, but still! This being said..BE RESPECTFUL TO ALL OF US IF YOU DECIDE TO INTERACT!! If you are not you get the ban hammer<3. Sometimes Alters may take over an ask if they want to! Regardless if it’s unintended for them or if the other wishes not to answer so don’t be surprised if you see someone else instead of who you intended :)

My DMs are always open !! I love love love meeting new people and making friends (I DONT BITE!!!!) :]

I'm fine w/ tags, comments, & spam-likes/reblogs! They make me rlly happy :3

I might spam-like (I get a lil excited sometimes..especially if I REALLY like your stuff, if you don't like this please let me know and I'll stop!!)

We do make suggestive jokes and we are hypersexual but that doesn't mean we’re not sex-replused most of the time.

I'm Nonhuman !! Pls do not refer to me as human. I prefer Skeleton terms & Crow terms over everything else. I'm just your average Paint Drinking Souless Skeleton <3

We tend to make random remarks, say out of pocket things, have trouble w/ volume control/typing in all caps, making inappropriate jokes, flirt & tease (w/ my close close friends/moots) if you ever get disturbed by this please let us know & we’ll stop.

all flirting and teasing we do is NEVER romantic. If we do these things with you they are purely us being silly, never showing romantic interest. Do not think otherwise. If you do you’re blocked Immediately.

I am VERY Blunt. And might say something rude or offensive and if I do please let me know because my Alexithymia makes it hard for me to understand if I upset people.

I unapologetically ship the most toxic abusive ships I can, and idc <333

Don’t involve me in ship discourse man, I just wanna curate my own experience-

My blog, my rules!! <3333

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I work at my fathers store M -> F, so I won’t be on too often on those days :)

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Art requests are open and always open! Feel free to ask for whatever you like, ocs are included! I still have the right to delete a request if I’m not comfortable with it tho ;3

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[deepspaceboytoy]

Into the Breach, Part 1

August 1st, 2675

Tremaine System

The first shot rang out even before Corvus Nino raised his head above the trench line. The plasma round glassed a patch of dirt behind his head, and when he looked back at it, the fused soil reflected his helm lenses back at him, red like the sun filtered through Tremaine’s febrile atmosphere. His color decanus pulled him back below the lip of the trench as more sniper shots shrieked overhead, the superheated plasma rounds igniting the air around them.

All along the trench line, officers rendered anxious and nervy by the years-long siege took glances out into the hellscape separating Nino’s lines from the Igorians. A blasted, pitted ruin of bleached, sickened trees, left baking in the sun like skeletal totem, and broken, blasted-apart bodies, it was Nino’s responsibility to get his troops from one side to the other, and damn the risk of devastating casualties. It was not the first time this war saw an action like this required of him. It would certainly not be the last.

He checked the internal chronometer projected onto his field of vision by his helm’s onboard computer. Five minutes, he thought to himself, five minutes to see whether the 244th Drop Assault Legion survived the day. He shunted a data dump to his officers, filled with as much up to the minute recon intel as he could scrounge from what was left of Legion Intelligence’s sensor capabilities. It was woefully incomplete. They barely had terrain scans, let alone a picture of enemy numbers, positions, or armaments. All he knew about the Igorians was that he was going to lead his troopers into a withering hail of munitions.

“Shatriya, what do we think? Go time or call it off,” he questioned his executive officer, Captain Shatriya Demetrius Srinivasan, over a private comms line, careful not to let his friend hear the fear he could feel simmering inside him, burning steadily like the fusion reactor keeping his armor running.

“I think you need to stop worrying and get ready to get about it, Corv,” they replied, giving their rifle one last check before the order to go over the top. “Waiting’s only gonna make it worse. I say bite down and take what’s coming.”

“Pleasant phrasing there, Riya. You think it’s gonna be that bad? We’ve lasted this long, maybe 244 has a few more years left in it.”

Srinivasan grunted, either noncommittal or amused, though Nino tended towards the latter most times. “I don’t think any of us have a few more years. This world’s already dead, and it’s taking us with it,” they said, pointing to an ion supercell storm off on the horizon, marking the descent of another dead battleship falling from orbit. “You’ve got Imperial warships raining down like whale fall and sick earth beneath our feet. This place is a tomb,” they finished bitterly, helm lenses darkening briefly as they shifted suit power.

Nino’s own power armor ticked and whirred, damaged servomotors whining in protest whenever he moved. It was banged up, damaged goods just like everything else on Tremaine at this point. He thought-clicked through his onboard computer, the suit’s AI compiling and displaying a radar scan of his troops’ position. They were dug into the base of a plateau atop which sat Fort Zama, the floodlights ringing it defensive walls casting harsh light out over the barren earth in front of his trenches. Well beyond the trenches, you could see the faint pinpricks of light that marked the start of the Igorian lines, packed full of elite Fethtrite warriors.

He looked back to his captain, several responses on his mind. He thought he’d found the best one, a way to maybe open up to his closest friend, speak what had largely been unspoken between them, when the first alarm blared. The words died on his lips, unsaid.

[cat-soap-opera]

speaking of CoRV... i rly need to start working on gathering photography for visdev inspo uhbghub. like that one photo i reblogged just earlier today is such a perfect fit for how i imagine the border between cliffclan and meadowclan would look like

[whatdoesshedotothem]

Wednesday 31 December 1834

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no kiss soft warm damp morning F51° at 9 55 - breakfast at 10 - Letter 1 page from Mr Jonathan Gray, York,  in answer to mine – to inform A-  no ‘conveyance Walker to Priestley from 1808 to 1811 inclusive’ to be found - ‘the individual who has trespassed must be individually warned, either by the personal service of a notice, or by a verbal one; the advantage of the written notice is that it admits of no mistake, whereas the individual who is to prove a verbal one is liable to break down on cross examination - I think I have answered most of the inquiries - sending to the master of the hunt wont do, unless you prove his receipt of the notice - I thought I had explained when I sent to the Black Swan some forms, but I fear I may not have done so - I am madam yours very respectfully Jonathan Gray York December 30 1834’ - it seems from the above nothing is to be done – but this answer does not satisfy – no answer is given to the question what further publicity should be given to the notice either thro’ the medium of the public newspaper or hand bills - damp rainy day by between 11 and noon - a little while at rough book accounts - then had §Throp about 11 for near an hour - paid him for Bairstow etc and 22/. per A- altogether £46.4.6 1 ½ - out about 12 ½ with Charles and James H- cutting out water closet passage wainscoting – and dawdling with A-

§ still as many voters as ever who will make no promise to any side - told T- he really must have a vote for us in future - and he promised to use what influence he might have with the non-promisers to get them to vote for Wortley

Miss Caroline Rawson of Millhouse brought the 2 girls from Thorpe to call on A- and sat with her 6 minutes inquiring after my aunt and father but not after Marian or myself - A- and I sat talking over her luncheon till Joseph Mann came about 2 to say he had agreed with Holt to do the drift and wanted me to see where they had begun and to order about wheel-stones for the corves to run on – should be 1 ½in. thick and 12in. broad (lengths [varies]) and should be had at 2d. per yard – they asked 2 1/2d. at my own Delph above (in upper place land) - Shepherd of Northowram had delivered at this price in the new bank - vent-stones would do an inch thick - should be 20in. broad - lengths various - Holt had ordered the drift to be driven in the coal band, 8ft. below the dirtband, in which case, Joseph Mann said I should not get much water - I asked him if the measures were good enough for the drift to stand well in the Dirtband - yes! well! then, said I, I shall see Holt, and consider about the thing - JM- said they should be ready for corve-wheel stone tomorrow - came in a little after 3 – sent off John to Turner’s son to come to speak to me – a little while with Charles H- in the workshop – then a little with my father and Marian – and with my aunt and wished all of them good night meaning to write in the evening to Lady Stuart and Lady Stuart de R- - had changed my dress on coming in, it having rained more or less all the while I was out – had Turner’s son - [?] at what such wheel stone as I wanted had been delivered at, and said also that his father was to consider and let me at 8am whether he would take the order or not – i.e. wheel stone 1 ½in. thick 1ft. broad x 3ft. long = 3ft. of stone at 2d. and furnish the vent stone same thickness 20in. broad at the same rate – i.e. 20 in broad x 3ft. long = 5ft. of stone at 3d. farthing + 1 1/3 per yard in length - and if he would furnish stone posts, such as before, holed

SH:7/ML/E/17/0135

with 2 diamond holes, and each post 5ft. 6in. long, corners cut off and brought to an edge at the top - posts and stones to be delivered at the above prices at the house - here - would have 100 posts, and vent stone and when stone for a drift from 250 to 300 yards long - dinner at 6 ¼ - coffee – before dinner and after till 10 ¼ wrote all the above of today – so no letter writing this evening -soft, warm, rainy day - F56° in my study (fire in the stove from 11 am to 4pm) now at 10 ¼ pm -  Another year is gone! How altered my position since last year at this time! Deus nobis haec otia fecit! - God be thanked!

[further-fields]

Hi, I'm not alterhuman myself (as far as i know) but plan on writing one.

So my interpretation of a character I love (Silver the Hedgehog specifically) is deeply connected to angels while not specifically identifying as one, and they (they/ae pronouns in my human!AU) use this angel theming as a superhero. However, idk how to express this side of aer character and relate it to their personality/identity, without overshadowing other aspects of them if that makes sense? I use "angelhearted" to refer to this, but lately I've been feeling that it either isn't that accurate or I'm not portraying it right. Do you have any tips on portraying alterhumanity in writing? If not, do you know anyone who does?

Oh this is an interesting question! Sorry for the late response. I don't have alterhuman OCs, but I can breakdown my experience of being otherhearted and how that could translate to written expressions. A character who is deeply connected to angels without identifying as one certainly sounds like a 'hearted experience.

My hearttype is something that has shaped who I am. I see it as there being two forms of expression: the internal and the external. The extent of which any person focuses on either varies between people.

Personally, I'm quite shy with external expressions and there's little that I do that indicates my hearttype. (Scale weaving, taking walks through fields, and having an open interest in astronomy for some examples. Certainly nothing that looks meaningful together to anyone but me.) On the flip side of internal expressions, there exists my reason for why I feel 'otherhearted' fits me. There's no brief explanation for it, but it involves my daemon being a complimentary part of me. I am incapable of looking at their alien species and not seeing myself in them. It is also my ideal self. Actions I'll take include daydreaming, starting envisage shifts, meditating to induce phantom shifts, going about my day while letting my mind drift about how my hearttype perceives the world, and pondering how the species behavior compares to myself (which is something I have retroactively learned about myself through). I even wrote a daemon style analysis once. If a narration of myself existed mostly outside of my head, there would be little indication of alterhumanity :p I think regulating how the narration is balanced between self-perception and actions could provide good flexibility in how to focus the writing. Certain actions they take and habits they have can be mentioned without continually explaining the reason behind them. It's also worth mentioning that it's very common for folks to go through cycles of how connected they feel to their 'types.

For character examples, I think Hiccup is a good one who reads as alterhuman. In the first movie, the way he regarded dragons was considered weird for his community, one way of marking his relationship with them as unusual. Dragons are an pivotal part of his character and he loves incorporating them into his life. In his pursuit of learning more about them, they've brought out good traits in him. His mannerisms aren't draconic, but he does actively try forming a closer relationship with dragons in his own image through wearing scales and inventing a wingsuit. Hiccup reads as dragonhearted to me, but some would say dragonkin due to Valka's "soul of a dragon" line. Honestly, there's a lot of overlapping experiences between the two.

I know Poppy mentioned another character as a good example of being otherhearted.

I'll be honest, I cannot remember who has made alterhuman OCs. But @who-is-page if you're up for it, do you have any advice for writing alterhuman characters?

Of course anyone else, please feel free to add on to this ^^

[starmonsterrr]

Uh oh the creativity demons (probably Ink) are telling me to expand my lore stuff to the whole UTMV and make my own variant of it and make designs for that variant because I cannot keep my creative projects simple

(would aurumverse be a good name?)

[mordercorv]

small but big

i am the god of things that make you human. i am the god of crooked grins at sunset and skinned knees and midnight and bad decisions while drunk and the wind in your hair and stick n poke tattoos and the songs you scream out of the car window. i am the end of spring and the dirty bathroom you spend a night in drinking with friends and the day you spend surrounded by strangers who don't speak your language. i am the god of inconsequential things, but just maybe, at the same time, i am the god of the most important things.

[useless-catalanfacts]

For the 25th of April (day of the Valencian Country), I want to translate a song that was released this year by La Fúmiga featuring Jonatan Penalba.

Sempre que busque un somriure acabe en el teu carrer* Fas alçar les ruïnes Perd els sentits quan respire les corves del teu relleu Tot és llum quan et mire

Every time that I look for a smile, I end up in your street* You make the ruins stand up I loose my senses when I breathe the curves of your relief Everything is light when I look at you

Ulls com la mar i un bonic parlar Em pregunten per tu i vull contar que eres especial No he trobat res igual No he trobat res igual

Eyes like the sea and a pretty way of speaking They ask me about you and I want to tell that you’re special I haven’t found anything like this I haven’t found anything like this

Com no te vaig a estimar? Com no te vaig a estimar? I és que això és així. Formes part de mi He crescut al teu costat

How could I not love you? How could I not love you? This is how it is. You’re part of me I have grown up next to you.

M'has ensenyat tantes coses Viatge pels teus camins mentre passa la vida No et negaré que alguns volen canviar el nostre destí Som la por diluïda

You have taught me so many things I travel through your paths while life passes I won’t deny that some want to change our destiny We’re the diluted fear

“En tu interior suena una canción Tan Segura** que quieres contar que eres especial No encontré nada igual” No he trobat res igual

“In your interior, a song is playing so sure** of itself that you want to tell that you’re special I haven’t found anything like this.” I haven’t found anything like this.

Com no te vaig a estimar? Com no te vaig a estimar? I és que això és així. Formes part de mi He crescut al teu costat

How could I not love you? How could I not love you? This is how it is. You’re part of me I have grown up next to you.

Com no te vaig a estimar? Com no te vaig a estimar? Si mai he dubtat, per molt lluny que he estat, que amb tu sempre em vull quedar, País Valencià.

How could I not love you? How could I not love you? If I have never doubted, no matter how far away I’ve been, that I always want to stay with you, Valencian Country.

*Reference to the famous Valencian song Esbarzers by La Gossa Sorda.

**These 3 lines are in Spanish because it’s a reference to a part of the countryside inside of the Valencian Country, where the language is Spanish and not Valencian. The words “tan segura” is a pun, because it means “so sure” but “Segura” is the name of one of these areas.

[tc-doherty]

Find the Word Tag

I was tagged by @asher-orion-writes Once again this is all from one story, Second Chances, but with this set of words… I just had to. Although that means it goes into some… less than pleasant places.

I am tagging @muddshadow because you always seem to be interested in this one! Also @emilyoracle to prove that I am sharing parts of it and you don't need to bully me!

Otherwise, I just did one yesterday so this is an open tag. Your words are: mild, fold, impact, and concentrate.

Touch

Mahesha had never actually met any other shapeshifters. He did not particularly want to meet them now. Especially not with the way they bounded over to him, clearly excited.

He backed away as they came closer, backed away again as they reached out to touch him.

"Izare Harrickson,” he said, before they could even say a word. “Something happened to him, didn’t it?”

The female in the front looked him up and down. “Ah,” she said, “see we all thought he smelled like another shapeshifter, but he always acted like he didn’t know any.” She paused. “You look very human.”

Mahesha did not say anything rude, but it was a great effort. He was already anxious, and his pounding headache was not making things any easier. He did not have the patience to put up with a bunch of needy corv. “I only want to know where Izare is.”

“Gone,” said one of the others.

“Captured,” said a third. “We had bad information and our commander led us into a trap. Izare got captured giving us time to get out.”

The female nodded. “He said that he couldn’t let us get caught, knowing what Kovarians do to shapeshifters.”

Izare had sacrificed himself, for them? For a bunch of…a bunch of beasts? Mahesha closed his eyes. Of course he had. What was more knightly than that? “Do you have any information on where the prison camps are?”

“Kovarians don’t keep prisoners alive long enough to bother. They’re all taken to the commander and…”

He didn’t have to finish. Mahesha got the picture.

Gasp(ing)

Mahesha didn’t know what to say. He was caught, a rat in a trap, pulled between his loyalty to Izare and the domineering hand of the man in charge. He was not used to speaking back, not used to changing the situation. But this was Izare and Izare was going to get hurt and above all, above all, Mahesha never wanted him to know that kind of suffering.

“I did what I thought was right,” he said, slowly. “Izare is wasted here, with people who don’t appreciate him. You’re being cruel. You’re just bullying him.”

Harrick hit him.

The force of the backhand was so hard that Mahesha lost his balance and fell backwards. First into the table, then onto the floor. He wasn’t surprised.

He’d seen it coming. The small movement of Harrick’s shoulder, the intent in his eyes. He’d felt worse, much worse, but that was then and this was now, with a small trickle of silver blood at the corner of his mouth that he needed to hide before Izare saw.

The kick that came after just seemed excessive. It drove the breath out of him and left him gasping on the floor.

“You don’t get to decide what’s right for this house or those in it,” Harrick said. His voice was low and dangerous again. “Break your word again and I’ll break mine.”

Pain

Izare did not like words, or perhaps words didn’t like him. He didn’t say anything about it, but he did not have to. It was one thing for Izare to tell a story, lively and animated, acting it out with body and voice both. It was another thing to watch him in the tiny classroom attached to the temple, to see how he stuttered and struggled until his frustration mounted to a point where he wouldn’t try anymore.

Mahesha didn’t really understand human kindness, but he did understand humans causing pain. This, to him, seemed very much like that. Mrs. Malson turned a blind eye to Izare’s struggling. She pushed him, never relenting, forcing him to reveal his lack of understanding to all the children in the village.

Children were cruel.

Mahesha wasn’t really surprised by that. He knew better than anyone what cruelties humans were capable of. It made sense to him that it would start young, sprouting like a weed and growing stronger with age. He wanted to help, to protect Izare, but he couldn’t talk, couldn’t say a word in Izare’s defense. Their taunts were verbal – cutting remarks and jokes and cruel laughter – and Mahesha thought he couldn’t defend Izare without behind able to speak. Even if he had been able to speak, Mahesha wasn’t sure what he could have done. He had been raised to be submissive to humans, speaking out against them was alien to him. What could he even have said?

Eyes

Izare took a moment to study him. He looked a lot different now that he was dry and dressed in a plain linen tunic like any other child in the area. But even normal clothing didn’t make him look any more like a normal boy. In fact, it only made him look stranger. Izare had never seen hair like his, hair that spilled down the boy’s shoulders in a tangle of black curls that shone bright as honed steel in the light, that almost seemed to shift colors like the evening sky. And his eyes! They were blue, but not the dark blue that Izare was used to seeing in those with Dreisken blood like his. The boy’s eyes were bright, pale blue like deep ice or the sky just after dawn.

“He looks like a prince!” Izare said, hardly realizing the words were out of his mouth until he said them. He grinned. “We can call him Mahesha, after the Dreisken prince who had to wander the world for twelve years. He also fell in a river and-”

“He’s not a pet, Izare,” Sanjae said. There was a weird catch in his voice that Izare had never heard before. He turned around to see Sanjae shake his head. “And the Dreiska are wanderers, they don’t have any princes.”

“There used to be!” Izare stomped one foot on the floor tiles, light blue just like the boy’s eyes. “Mama said the Dreiska had a great empire in the south once with palaces made of gold and rulers so good and beautiful it made the gods cry. You should know.”

[starlit-mansion]

fnaf! (for the meme)

and your ocs?

Oooh ho ho, thank you for pandering to me!

FNAF (games only):

blorbo (favorite character, character I think about the most) - Michael Afton! I care him... I almost never talk about how my interpretation of him doesn't really line up to fanon but i definitely think about him the most.

scrunkly (my “baby”, character that gives me cuteness aggression, character that is So Shaped) - Funtime Foxy. *slaps hood* This bad boy can fit so many genders in her! Just the peak aesthetic of the series for me, even if he has the least "character" of the Funtimes

scrimblo bimblo (underrated/underappreciated fave) - I was going to put Cassidy in the next one down but they are one of the main characters of a whole mainline game so... not THAT obscure (in fnaf terms). I think the duality of their character is really neat (and i know this is games only but also i love their counterpart in Fazbear Frights).

glup shitto (obscure fave, character that can appear in the background for 0.2 seconds and I won’t shut up about it for a week) - I'm trying to think what constitues an obscure fave in a series like FNaF? I guess RWQFSFASXC? Their design is literally the scariest one in the series for me but it does make me more interested! And they've surprisingly not been milked to death and remained a genuine mystery imo.

poor little meow meow (“problematic”/unpopular/controversial/otherwise pathetic fave) - Circus Baby! She never gets credit for being a good villain but I think she is one, and i love her and Michael being narrative foils to each other. Also I love her monologues. Girlboss building her empire.

horse plinko (character I would torment for fun, for whatever reason) - Obviously it's William Afton >:3c

eeby deeby (character I would send to superhell) - Copout answer: Animdude. The closest thing to an actual answer: I guess Nightmarion? This is the closest I come to sincerely disliking a design in the series AND there's no real significance to their appearances afaik.

As for my ocs... I'm not sure which group to talk about! I'm going to do my and Corv's Fallen London ocs for contrast to the fnaf answers. Check the pinned post on @irrigos for more info

blorbo - Hepsi Brewster, obviously, i think your main character HAS to be your blorbo. I said to myself that i wanted to make a crime milf with jennifer coolidge energy and by god, i did. And then i made her lose everyone in her life and go on a possiblely suicidal crime mission out of sheer desperation, during the long and complicated course of which, she ends up falling in love with someone she shouldn't fall in love with for a MYRIAD of reasons and not sorting it out for like two more years on top of that. God, i love her...

scrunkly - Izzy Brewster (Hepsi's daughter). Every time i do a voice for her, i give her the softest sweetest voice i can muster. She's doing the best she can.... Babie girl. Precious.

scrimblo bimblo - My headcanons of Clara from the light fingers storyline, since they forgot to give her a personality lol. Mostly i think about her extremely complicated relationship with Hepsi post-canon and how they have an unspoken falling out until Morgan (of all people; she does Not like them) prods her into reaching out to start to mend things

glup shitto - Percy Bullard, if only for the fact that we've never talked about him online. Hard to have a glup shitto among your own playthings... You can upgrade them so fast if they catch your fancy. Anyway, he's a rude catboy who was bullied by his younger cousins most of his life; what's not to like?

poor little meow meow - Eliot St. Croix is like the definition of poor little meow meow... I'm pitting him in a pringles can and shaking him as i speak. Sometimes you get into a weird combo of a cult and an abusive relationship with an evil alien ghost who makes you do a bunch of fucked up stuff and you can't fully tell how culpable you are for the people you killed and the atrocities you commited... happens to the best of us

horse plinko - Henry Fletcher... without being too spoilery, he missed all the significant changes in everyone else's lives and it's VERY SAD and i grin and rub my hands like a villian thinking about the angst

eeby deeby - Simon Fletcher. Not even my love of dilfs can redeem Hepsi's terrible conman dad... (Okay he's still kind of my type ngl. But he sucks.)

[mist-the-wannabe-linguist]

(1) Jumped to answer this and realised I don't really know what defines your art style, in the same way I don't know what my room smells like. It's so familiar and comforting that your drawings are simply what those characters look like now; they speak and move in your style and it's awesome. (not enough space in one box to say what I want to so gonna have to be over two>>)

(2) There's a naturalness and a realism to your style, even though it's not always 100% realism (that hand was though), and you have the ability to sort of… make things smooth but also sharp, simple yet detailed, to bring emotion out of just a few lines. Idk man it’s magic. So I guess in the end, I would describe your art style as home. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯       …sorry that was really sappy wasn’t it

Corv

Okay but I can't be taking all the credit and credit has to be given here, because most of the major changes to my art style over the past few months were largely influenced by yours. I can't count how many times I pulled up that Deceit art piece or the "This is pretty gay" scribble and bunch of others I can't remember and just stared trying to memorize the traits I loved on your art and wanted to improve in mine. Like, all that fcking realism. All the tiniest wrinkles in the face that many people would not be brave enough to draw. These hands (sue me)

The httyd art as well, I may be good at expressions but the amount of time I spent staring at your furies and tried to absorb how you make the shapes seem 3D and real. And in general the way you somehow give everything texture, also shading??