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#crying my eyes out currently
wikitpowers · 1 month
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does it ever drive u crazy? just how fast the night changes~~~
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slushysucksatart · 7 months
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fucking braces
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polar-equinoxx · 8 months
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the slice hug
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requiem626k · 2 years
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skyelights-xox · 1 year
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I noticed something during my TOH rewatch (one episode a day until the finale) now that I've gotten to Understanding Willow:
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so....
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...guilt and resentment are emotions, right?
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katieshook02 · 8 months
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ethan and marks gfs being close with each other bc ethan and mark are also close with each other is so cute i cant
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thermesiini · 1 year
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I REMEMBER what i was going to say. vanitas (character) is also vanitas (concept) and an allegory for a cycle of systematic suffering and abuse that exists haplessly and without purpose. noé right from the start is in denial over the existence of such useless suffering (thinking he can save mina) and continues to deny this by writing the case study of vanitas, his futile attempt to scrape off some meaning from such a bleak allegory. while he can understand that killing vanitas is a form of salvation for him i don’t think that can come to terms with the fact that vanitas did suffer at all. so to write the case study of vanitas, trying to go over the events of their lives together, and trying to piece together vanitas the person he ends up disrespecting his existence altogether, simply by over scrutinizing it. vanitas did not want to be remembered. by saying he wanted to erase the existence of the votbm, he is saying he wants to erase his suffering from this world. what noé does with the case study is essentially immortalize it, because he is selfish, naive, and wants to understand something inscrutable. rather than taking comfort in the fact that vanitas can continue to exist in his memories, like how he will tell him as he dies (i won’t die noé even if i’m no longer here) noé bastardizes these memories and turns them into something almost masturbatory
#also i think thag like noes obsession with vanitas is in part because he is unable to recognize his own suffering#like there are parallels between their stories#having their caregivers die being orphaned like twice and being taken in by child experiments guy number 1 and number 2#and being sexually assaulted multiple times#the difference is that noé is an archiviste. the only thing he knows how to do is be the narrator and witness vanitas (concept/allegory)#from a third perspective. so it’s not just (or even not really) vanitas pain that he’s coping badly with but his own#i started off trying to focus on the allegorical things instead of the literal character things but whatever i’m not fixing it#i got a fucking hot chip in my eye while typing this and have been crying it out since#didn’t get a desecrate in here because i already used all of those up today and yesterday but YES i squeezed in a masturbatory#<- current favorite words to say#also this definitely ran off in a different direction because my ideas on what noé stands for allegorically speaking aren’t totallydefined#he is a narrator as well as the sole witness to the allegory thus existing somewhere in between narrator#and audience. this also makes him the only real guy in vnc#and i was going to talk about like how vnc is just mochijun thinking about how miserable her fans make her#like noé being in crazy denial over the allegory he fell in love with that he completely disrespects what it’s trying to say for the sake#of his own comfort#much like how readers will often ignore what a text is trying to say for the sake of their own comfort hmmmmmm
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i-live-in-your-vents · 3 months
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“ “Ah.” A sly smile spread across his face; he had always loved defiance. “Well, why should I kill him? He’s done nothing to me.” For the first time then, I felt a kind of hope. ”
STOP IT I KNOW ENOUGH TO KNOW HOW THIS ENDS DON’T DO THIS TO ME PLEASE I BEG OF YOU
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slimeciclecock · 6 months
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I don't want to be normal anymore I want to chill at 3am talking about slimariana
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alliluyevas · 1 year
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my grandma has been transferred to hospice and will probably pass away in the next couple of days. I’m so glad I was able to see her two weeks ago.
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haleths · 9 months
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maybe if i just keep taking deep breaths in through my nose and out through my mouth my heart will stop aching
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saekning · 4 months
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STOPP WHAT??? YOURE NOT SERIOUS RN😭😭😭 I LOVE U @raeceah
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the-mushroom-faerie · 5 months
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good evening. I am going to cry for a lot of valid reasons but none of them current and most of them resolved :)
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yallwildinrn · 21 days
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The gay cowboy yearning playlist got HANDS
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