#ctrl

[ctrlkenma]

• — 𝐍𝐈𝐀 ! , 7TEEN, 𝐏𝐀𝐊! • ☆ fem. kenma's one and only★

𝐢. ★ masterlist. 𝐢𝐢. ☆ reqs. 𝐢𝐢𝐢. 𖤐 rules.

© 𝑪𝑻𝑹𝑳𝑲𝑬𝑵𝑴𝑨, 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟓. ★

[arretao]

ARRETAO

[girlesotericism]

[bluemerakis]

the way ppl have just forgotten ctrl exists and stands as sza’s best album ever 🫩 struggle finding most of the songs on insta bc the album is “old” sigh

[blackcatangel]

I think the guy at Mcdo is trying to tell me something 🤔

[lilmadamezeroni]

Ctrl

To say that I’ve been feeling crazy would be an understatement

No thesaurus on hand, but I think sane would be a fair replacement

You see, for me…

Crazy is being aware that you’re not in control and still allowing the stress to eat you away.

Sane is hoping for the best, unaware of what comes next, still continuing with the faith & we pray

WE ?

And by we I mean ME

Myself and all the voices

A compilation of paradoxes

A beautiful being, many facets

Anticipating

I still try my best

Not to be profound

But to be understood

Because life is uncertain

And it comes with its many tolls

Because the time I tried end mine

Listen baby, no lies told

It wasn’t the end of my road

But my oh my

That’s what I call losing control

-b.s

[capric0rn]

sza for the ctrl photoshoot , 2017

[darth-maya]

The song of the day is

SZA - 20 Something

[hibiscusbabyboy]

(Dividers by @ithemes )

[mbmedit]

SZA - LANA

[girlesotericism]

[phoebosacerales]

SZA is an Aquarius rising with Saturn in Capricorn in its joy in the 12th house. Nothing more saturnian than having your debut album be called "Ctrl". The woman is a huge emo and I think her most saturnian song, besides obviously "Saturn", is actually "Good Days", but they kinda illustrate the difference between the two saturnian temperaments. Whilst one concludes that none of this matters and dreams of Saturn, the other will await her armored fate with a smile. Things are immovable for both, but one is only frustrated, ruminating the past and thinks it's better to isolate or become non-human to not experience pain, but the other wants to understand, let go of control and be present anyway in hope for better times.

[howmuchisweed]

ctrl by sza — green translucent variant

[blackcatangel]

Sadly I didn't have the opportunity to draw much during @campweehawken, but here are some things I've made.

Featuring @ampreh and @miru667 OCs

[yv3m1n]