#currently on break...[ooc]
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i will continue to make the most niche art and write niche ideas for only myself (and probably never post the ideas cus im shy.)
#im currently working on a thing i had to take a break from cus i... stared at it for 5 hours and now my eyes are shot#☆ ooc
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End of the Pantone Party!!
Thank you to those who indulged my random question It was my plan all along and happy I snagged a few by surprise heehoo
I might do more later because these were nice n silly to do. I'll just tag these as "PantoneParty" if I ever decide to do more. Might do more personal ones not sure
#anyone who indulges my random questions deserves a treat#ooc#mod jazzy#delete later#it was a nice break from the stuff going on IRL right now.#things arent grand due to Current Events but at least I was able to take a moment to stare at some colors#which was nice
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day 3026 of asking why i can't just astral project the words in my head onto my screen and not have to use my useless slow hands to type out every reply i owe
#ooc.#im taking a small writing break to think about hua cheng#and qi rong bc i love him thats MY freak#and bsd ranpo hes a fucking weirdo i love him#kenji and dazai too but they're going into a blender i can't stand them (lovingly)#i say this but im currently staring at march 7th i love her so much#im going to take gui and sushang for a walk in sim universe#no one tell me i cant put them on the same team idc.#qq can come too :)
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guess who went from having a bad day to being made a key-holder and getting a raise!! this gal!! did you know i thought i was doing a bad job somehow!!
#when my manager told me to shut the door i was STRESSED!! but it turns out i worry needlessly 24/7 and we knew this :’ )))#i dunno i always worry i’m not doing enough but the only criticism my manager had was to be more confident and that’s so fair#i’ve always struggled with that#but it just was a big relief and again i’m very thankful for my current work environment#like i was told to go take a break just now 😭 what do you mean you don’t want me to keep pushing 😭#it’s the fatigue making me weepy but i could cry fr rn#okay i’ll stop rambling now asdfg i just needed to gush bc it took me by surprise completely and i needed that lil boost :’ ))#i hope everyone is having a good day too!! mwah mwah!!#get ready to ramble | ooc
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let me set the scene... what if mahia just broke. What if she finally had enough, and decided to fight back, and it goes against every part of her. Everything in her being and her soul. It's a struggle, but she needs to survive and there's no other way. What if she catches one of the Hunter's alone, and they spot her, and they fight. And she just... swings her blade. And she's shaking, and stepping back, bloodied, hyperventilating. He's gasping, reaching for her, choking on his blood.
And she doesn't help. She wants to. She feels like she needs to. But, they're never going to stop. They're never going to let her live. They're never going to stop chasing her... she takes another step back. Her arms cross over her chest and she has to hug herself, forcibly clutching her fingers around her arms to stop them from moving toward her flask. She isn't healing him. She needs to, she needs to, everything in her body is screaming for her to... she can't. She understands that she can't. And he dies.
The others come running by, they see him. They yell in frustration, they get angry, they search for her as she hides. And they move on to keep looking for her. When the coast is clear, she steps out. And she's sobbing silently. She doesn't want to get closer to the dead man, but she does. She forces herself to. She kneels down and closes his eyes, whispering "I am sorry. I am so sorry" over and over, again, like she's begging his forgiveness. Then, she stands up, and staggers, and vomits, and runs.
#(( ooc. ))#info ( mahia )#it's... probably safe to say that i'm having a lot of feelings about her today#like a lot. a lot a lot#currently crying over a healer birb#death tw#violence tw#not me sobbing over the fact that she knows deep down she's damned already in the eyes of her deities and that they've abandoned her#and she needs to stay alive she can't die there's too much hinging on her survival#and she finally understands that she has to do what it takes to get them to stop hunting her bc they're relentless. and help is never comin#the ancestors are never going to help her. she's alone. genuinely alone and all the memories of her home and the souls of those she loves#will be gone if she dies... she has to live at any cost. and it's such a moral fight for her. its breaking every law and oath she ever took#its against her very nature but god she's so tired and scared. and she can't let them win. she cant
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some of you may have noticed that despite me saying nothing will change over here after that drama dumpster fire, not much has happened generally since . truth is , I'm not feeling particularly inspired at the moment . I'm fine , unbothered , but also uninspired . occasionally indeed glimpsing at the marvel rpc too , not gonna lie , cos one or two old muses from that era are poking at me more than my asoiaf gals and guys currently are . ( I haven't rebooted anything yet , just before someone starts yelling at me - looking at Frankenstein - )
sooooo . . . I'm not doing an official hiatus at this time , I'll continue to chip away at drafts and asks in the background whenever a burst of inspiration does hit me , but I'll be sitting on these for a little while and gradually build up a queue again . this goes for Maron's solo blog too , btw . will I dip my toes into the marvel rpc again ? maybe . I don't know . I'll maybe watch the dash development on one or two of my old blogs and then decide . but in any case , I'm always around on discord , I'll probably do a little RP over there instead , and I'll be around here , too , just a little quiet on the dash for now ♡
#ooc. [ mun talk ]#it's maybe also a little difficult to stay inspired.#when the dash is as dead as it is.#cos a lot of people (understandably) are currently taking a lil break.#which is fair.#so we'll see when activity picks up again.
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a lil scrunkly manga Makoto for your feed.
#ooc ; study break#( I need to keep iconing the manga tbh#currently iconing the futaba palace chapters )
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neg, tbd
#i might have to um . take a break for a little bit . im feeling not very good in my brain#just very disconnected and kinda feel like nothing i make is. acceptable ig#beautiful princess disorder things ig. but yeah#ill try and get stuff done this week along with my college stuff#truly just do not feel within the world at the current moment x_x#g: ¦ ❝ ooc. ❞#tbd#neg tw
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@nekrotisch - Random question. If given the choice, would Emmrich choose a smutty romance, or a cringey horror book
okay, but the real question here is why he's reading one or the other. for book club? see, the funny thing is i think he could do either, and if given his druthers for that he'd opt for the smutty novel, just because it means he's not being assaulted with bad takes on necromancy again, on top of answering approximately a billion questions on why x, y, or z wouldn't work.
you know. as a treat. a little break.
(but let's be real if he's picking a book for book club it's gonna be some dense classical epic that's gonna take forever to wade through and requires a heavy recall of the minutia of ancient history, and i feel like this is why emmrich never gets to pick a book for book club.)
but i can recall…well, a couple of conversations, actually, and a codex or two, where it's like…he'd be fine with the smutty novel. he doesn't get flustered talking about it - like he's not the one to necessarily bring it up in polite company, but he obviously is perfectly fine discussing it (as per a conversation specifically with a romanced harding, davrin's needling, his thoughts on the banning of books, etc).
…to be honest, he'd probably nitpick the impracticalities in a bodice ripper, too.
#nekrotisch#( ooc answered )#// like it's funny bc i think#// on the surface it's the assumption he'd be scandalized but#// he's pretty open about sex?#// he's got a lot of banter dialogue that's a little#// sir did you just say that?#// like good on you emmrich break those stereotypes#// like he's a gentleman!#// and i'm pretty sure he'd never ever ever share details about his own sex life (especially a current one)#// but a smutty romance isn't gonna throw him off his game#// and it's like thank god it's not another story about exploding eyeballs
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Starters ?
Liked this for a starter of varying length with either one of both of the twins.
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#im currently going through a really big break up and realizing ive been emotionally abused and manipulated for the past 2 n a half years#so im going to be around a lot more!!!! (yay he used to mock me for even having a rp account)#but im also a lot more fragile than i was and these passed couple days have realized im a little more insecure with my writing than i#thought#so thank u to all my mutuals and everyone who enjoys writing and playing with me#im so glad everyone has been so nice to me#im losing my mind#tw negative#tbd#ooc. i got something to say
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friends I definitely have a type
#ooc : who was that shape in the shadows? whose is the face in the mask?#((say it with me: unlimited flow bois and one of em has sivler hair))#((actually why do most unlimited flow bois have silver hair))#((w.en j.ian y.an too))#((i g n.anqiu is currently the one that breaks the visual similarity on this blog XD))#((also DYING j.iang f.ang has the y.aoi hands syndrome....))#((HHHH))
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i'm glad i moved les off of here bc truly he is all consuming &* i didn't realize how many drafts i had bc he was distracting me ansdfkj
#i did not sleep much last night so im mostly playing dav and trying to not fall asleep asdnfjk#there's currently a jackhammer outside breaking up our concrete to fix our foundation so its ... not so hard to stay awake najskdf#⊹˖ ࣪ . ⊰ ⋮ ooc.
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//stealthy little promo for a friend, y'all should go give @thehopcful some love
#taking a break - ooc#//they dont have a current promo but i adore hope#//her and the mun are awesome#;friend promo
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I.skandar from the c.ase files my beloved...
also faceless h.ephaestion
#;ooc#ooc#;delete later#/I ADMIT IT!! IM WEAK!! IM NOT A FAN OF BEARDS OKAY!! (in the trolls vc) I SAI D IT!#/i mean i still really like his og design dont get me wrong#/and if he had this design instead of his current one; he prob wouldnt have looked as iconic#/only man i like with a beard is this one artist who draws o.dysseus- he looks so good man...#/but still let me SAY☝️#/theres few cases where i like in animes/drawings how beards look like- im also VERY specific with hairstyles#/hairstyles in anime break it or make it in my opinion too; its my utmost picky shallow trait#that or the hairstyle HAS to suit their personality/character#/like; the character has to have a really interesting personality for me to forgive their hairstyle#to me theres a difference between character design and characters I simp for basically#/an example of a hairstyle i never like is short hair with tails; example; g.enshin charas#i really dislike that hairstyle; its n ot my alley#i forgive cú bc he is cú and i love him but i also don't like his hairstyle#i also dont like g.il's spiky non bangs style one; and this comes from a g.il simp#but i recognize its very iconic#a hairstyle that never fails to me are f.uckahh bobs; characters with bob hairstyles always EAT#and something i love are ahoges; they are like seaweeds....#when i see charas with those; i want to pluck them like radishes
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