#cuz i always wanna colour it in or think on it etc...

[wormthing]

i like gabe i hope hes doing okay ::-) umm who's this other guy

[toastsnaffler]

love my leather boots sooo much.. polishing them at weekends is my favourite chore by far I always look forward to getting to do it :-)

[fic-over-cannon]

Jason todd who finds out, though not from you telling him he just knows how to use his eyes, youre insecure about something. Your nose, eye color, not so white teeth. Unconventional things that nobody else really stops to think about.

But dont you know he could get lost in your eyes and he makes sure to do it often.

Suddenly he's booping your nose with his more, kissing the end of your nose etc.

Whitening strips appear in the bathroom "cuz he wanted to try em"

He never says anything about it, just does little things. When your insecurities shift to bigger things like height and weight, suddenly theres a step stool in the kitchen even though you didnt ask, (or if your tall he has emptied the lower cabinets and moved everything high up for the both of you), when he buys the groceries theres either sharpie or torn paper where the nutri' info used to be, oh did you wanna know the carb count, too bad he dropped the package in the sink and smeared the ink oops

this prompt was so beautifully written, it feels so in-character for him. jason's own body issues come into play with this, i think his own struggles make him perfect not only for noticing when someone doesn't like aspects of themselves but also the long road to learning to love yourself anyway. i hope you enjoy my little expansion on this!

Jason's got years of struggling to fit into a body he doesn't recognize under his belt to know the signs when someone's feeling insecure about something. He's seen it in the mirror often enough. So he notices when your eyes glide over a feature of your face, the way you stiffen when someone makes a remark (good or bad) about your appearance, how you'll spend too much time reading food labels. Catalogues the way you cover your teeth with your hand when you smile, frown at your side profile, huff at the sizes printed on your clothes.

Don't you know that all he wants is forever with you? That he doesn't care what package that's wrapped in as long as you're together? Every time he looks at you, he finds something more to love. The slope of your nose, the curve of your brow, the way the colour of your eyes is slightly different around your irises. He wants to kiss the sharp point of your elbow, the fullness of your belly, the top of your head. He loves the way you smile, how it takes up your whole face. Jason doesn't see what you call flaws as anything but the little details that make up you. But that's not how you feel.

So he starts making changes, little ones, without prompting or owning up to them. There's a step stool in the kitchen one morning and the cabinets are reorganized. The scale in the bathroom suddenly never has batteries to work. Labels and food packages always turn up ink splattered or torn. The harsh fluorescent light of the bathroom gets switched out for something softer that doesn't have you worrying about looking ill anymore. There's a ladder - the same kind as in Beauty and the Beast, the kind you've always wanted - attached to the bookshelf now. The sticky window, the one that had always secretly made you worry about being too weak suddenly opens just fine.

Little sticky notes start appearing on your mirror every morning, i love yous and looking gorgeous circled with hearts and stars. Must be the mirror learnin' to speak, he says when you ask.

Jason will help you take as many pictures as you want, but he'll go through them with you after and tell you a different thing he loves about you in each one. You brush him off at first, uncomfortable with the praise of the parts you wish he wouldn't notice. Jason understands that knee-jerk urge to deflect, to hide. But one day he hopes it'll grow a little less automatic.

You've shown Jason how to love his body, to inhabit it, own it, to come alive with it. Now he wants to do the same for you.

[akalikestodraw]

Okie first example is done so meet

The bean bodies

The earned their name because of how soft the feel and kinda look like sentient bean bags lol

These guys come in many shapes, colours,sizes etc

And they ALWAYS have horns even if it's just one it's a trait that makes up this species after all,the horns can be inspired by any creatures you can think of and there's no real limit to how many horns they can have tho 2 is the most common

Any style of eyes can be drawn on these guys dot eyes, regular ones,buttons sure go crazy idm

No blood just stuffing and all injuries are stitched up this can also be used to mix and match parts and not all of them have tails only a rare select few do same goes for wings and stuff ,they also only have 3 claws too so keep that in mind

Any pattern can be used stripes and spots are common but some can have star marking for example and these creatures a usually peaceful beings tho theres always a chance for them to be super violent

Yea that's about all I got rn feel free to ask questions about em and if you make one please @ me cuz I wanna see em >:3

[slashingdisneypasta]

Mama Firefly x Tomboy!AFAB!Reader || Smutshot

Plot: Mama Firefly bakes cookies with you then fucks you. She's a good mommy!

Warnings: SMUT. Older woman/younger woman, mommy kink, mdlg theme, pussy grinding, etc.

For a few long, lovely minutes while you stirred the batter, Anna just wrapped her arms your middle from behind and rested her chin on your shoulder. It was innocent enough; when you glanced at her she flashed you a sickly sweet smile, completely like an overly besotted mama bird, but you knew what would come as soon as the cookies made it in the oven. You could feel her body hot against yours and it was driving you mad, a burning aching heat already blazing in your underwear. God, can these cookies be done!?- "Uh uh uh, sweetie, don't rush!~ You don't want to beat up the cookies baby, they won't come out good~ They're temperamental, okay, just like you~ "

With her gentle chastisements you cool down immediately and stir the batter slower, feeling embarrassed still being all achy and throbbing in your pants. "R- right."

"You're so damn cute!" She gives you a squeeze, making you breathless for a moment.

As you continue stirring the batter carefully, your lips press firmly together in a focused line, Mama develops a little mischievous smirk on her lips. "Though... I don't mind spoiling my sweet baby a little~ "

You pause for a beat. What?- Then you feel her hand slide down to your throbbing over-sensitive pussy, over your jeans. Immediately your mouth falls open and your whole body twitches hearing her sickly sweet giggle, all worked up so just the feeling of one finger sliding up and down your pussy through your thick jeans feels like heaven. God- fuck fuck fuck- you wish you were wearing a fucking skirt for once!!-

You'd wear whatever this woman asked you to though, honestly. Even a dress. Even if it was the prettiest softest pink colour with carefully embroidered flowers on it that was completely impracticle.

... Mama seems to like you the way you are, though; all old moth eaten t-shirts and baseball caps, your hair rung up in a messy ponytail and dirt on your face from working with RJ, loose jeans and a tight belt. She calls you boyish and cute, she calls you her sweetheart tough-guy, she calls on you to do work in her room when something breaks- and sometimes it doesn't even end with her hands all over you. She likes you.

Suddenly Mama stops her fingers stroking your needy lips over your jeans, and sighs. "... Let's get these cookies finished up baby girl, hm?~ I cant wait to get these sexy jeans off of you."

"Yeah, uh, g- good idea."

She leaves you, making you cold, and floats over to the kitchen table. "Come on; to the table, I'll show you how to roll them into pretty little balls!" Suddenly the air is light. You don't know how she does it- go from hot to sweet in just a few seconds, but it makes your head swim in a lovely druggy-high way. And you know that what she just said was not an innuendo, cuz neither one of you have those parts, balls, but it sure makes you chuckle still as you take the bowl to the chair and take a seat. Mama sighs, giving you a stern-perturbed look. "... honey."

"Sorry!" You grin, not sorry at all.

"Sometimes I wonder if you should be a boy, honestly." She rolls her big, pretty eyes upwards.

"- Oy," This makes you frown. "I don't wanna be a damn boy, I'm just- "

"Rugged~ " Mama finishes for you, winking. "I know, sweetheart." And you really do believe she understands you. You really do. Even if her next move is to sit down next you and brush her fingertips over your lips, her knuckles down the soft skin of your neck; her eyes following your sweet young skin. Even if, ultimately she always just wants to fuck you. "And what a beautiful young lady you are, baby girl."

That makes you hot, and lost for words with wide eyes. Jesus christ, you think.

~

Once the cookies are finished and Mama pops them in the oven (She said she didn't want her little girl to get hurt playing with the oven~ Thats for mama's.), Mama had come up to you and finally gave you a gentle, deep, slow kiss to the lips. She pushed your lips open with her own and touched her hot wet tongue to yours, making you moan, but didn't allow the kiss to become rough- not yet. She always wanted to take her little tomboy gentle. She touched you ever so gently, holding your hands, and guided you to her bedroom.

Once there, all (well, most) pretences were forgotten and Mama laid you down on her bed; covered in pillows fluff and pink. Her fingers undo your jeans and slip into your underwear, suddenly filling your over-sensitive and squelching pussy up with a sweet smile. "Now baby~ Mama's gonna take good care of you~ "

You could only moan, wanting your orgasm hot and fast and right this moment. Your hands go to her wrist and hold her hand where it was while you rolled your impatient hips up- taking her deeper.

She humours you, rubbing the pads of her fingers against your walls as deeply as they'll go, loving the feeling of your meat squeezing her. You need her so bad!~ Oh, you're so damn adorable.

"Tell mommy what you want from her, baby doll~ "

"Fuck... me... "

"Hmmm~ "

"Please." You add, knowing she likes good manners. While you speak you're still desperately wriggling your hips against her hand. "Please mommy, make me cum. I- ughh~ I need it~ "

"What does mommy really want to hear, beautiful girl?"

Your face goes hot. "I- I love you, mommy."

Giving a pleased smile and hum, Mama nods. "Thats right, babydoll."

Then she slips her fingers out of you and replaces them with her painted lips. Her thumbs pull your folds apart, and you're embarrassed to hear the vulgar squelching sound that accompanies that, before she leans in and kisses you down there; her tongue delving into your mushy needy cunt with a devious want of her own.

You push yourself up onto your elbows so that you can see her, watch the old blonde woman make out lovingly with your clit, making you more and more a mess, putting hearts in your eyes 💕💕. With one hand you reach over and lose your fingers in her beautiful, dry hair; guiding her pretty face deeper into you. You neeeeeeed!! her!...

While she licks and sucks and wholly devours your little young cunt, you roll your hips languidly, slowly building a mind crushing orgasm and using her lips to do it.

Suddenly she pulls away again, though, and you must look crestfallen because she gives one of her high giggle and shakes her head at you; standing up. "Oh don't worry, sweetheart. I'm just gonna have some more fun with you! Lemme just get outta these old things and you can rub that sweet clit on mama's fat pussy, huh? Wont that be nice?? 💕💕💕"

Her words make you whimper, and the throbbing in your sloppy, messy cunt threatens to topple over into an embarrassing orgasm while you watch her undress- but you force yourself to be strong. God is it so hard, though.

Mama makes a show of removing her clothes for you, knowing how pathetically close you are and how funny it'd be for her if you came without any touch. She pulls down her short skirt, thin tights and old underwear slowly while bending over in front of you; showing you her big ass. She picks up her short skirt, thin tights and old underwear and puts them away, making you wait longer. Then she comes back and takes off her top and her bra for you, revealing beautiful breasts (💕stretch marks and all💕) that you wanna suck on so bad that you're This close from lurching off the bed and mounting her yourself.

When she's finally fully naked, she flashes you a simpering smile. "... how do I look?"

"Come here and let me show you." You say, lowly; your lust reaching its peak. You need her. Now.

Giving a huge yellow smile, mama crawls on top of you, all natural tits that 💕sag💕 and thighs with 💕beautiful gorgeous cellulite💕, and when your cunts touch each other featherlight she gives this guttural groan and closes her eyes, and- you just wanna wreck her.

You wanna wreck your mommy.

Before she can say or do anything else to tease you further, you take mommy's wide hips in your hands, open up your thighs as wide as they'll go for her, and drive her old pussy against yours.

The pleasure is immediate and infinite and your mouth falls open at finally getting what you want. But you can't stop now, you have to keep grinding your pussy's together!, smearing your slicks all over each other in a messy and delightfully vulgar show that you kinda wish someone could see. If only so they can sit back there and feel blue balls because they can't fucken touch- not your mommy. No.

"Mommy... mommy, mommy," You begin to chant breathlessly as you get close, finding just the right angle and rhythm with her thrusting her hips against yours as well, in tandem 💕💕💕.

"Oh sweetheart... sweetheart!"

The two of you start to rub yourselves against each other harder, and you catch her lips with yours and kiss her. It's all tongue and you taste lipstick, but you don't care as she moans so pleasantly from the surprise her little tomboy is giving her.

Finally, you cum with the feeling of her soft, wet lips driving between yours.

[the-type-a]

Hey babes✨ I popped in and seen some HC sharing so here *throws these your way*

-When Courtney loses her shit due to stress and overworking herself and because she tends to neglect her mental health, it really gets to her sometimes, so to make her feel better Duncan will say some shit like “Babe you put the Hot in Psychotic!” It’s dumb and sweet in it’s own weird way, but it works.

-adding onto that, Duncan reassures her that she’s dating a criminal with daddy issues, he’s not exactly the most stable either lmao

-Thinking back to season 1 when they said that Katie and Sadie probably got eaten by wolves, I HC that they both have dark humour and enjoy watching South Park.

-Duncan has a bad habit of laughing when he gets nervous so in bad situations he can’t help but laugh and it triggers Courtney into laughing while people look on in horror, they truly do have hearts but can’t handle serious situations(despite Courtney saying otherwise)

-Courtney listens to Dad rock & Duncan decides to collect vinyls for her.

-IDC Courtney is superstitious while Duncan isn’t, until SOMETHING SPOOKY happens lmao Duncan ends up being the chicken while Courtney’s like “I got this, get behind me.” *she proceeds to smudge the place*

-Duncan loves it when Courtney mutters quietly to herself in Spanish and every now he hears swear words which makes him smile or chuckle.

-When the Paparazzi took photos of their matching tattoos after S2, Duncan stole the magazine that published it & put the picture of the article on his wall next to the picture of the KB5 in season 1 he stole from Geoff

-I always liked how Courtney had pink PJ’s despite having neutral coloured clothing, and people HC her to have a plain minimalist room but not me lmao I HC that her room is pink & full of soft things, and things that bring her comfort. Outside she has a RBF, intimidating af & dressed like she means business but in her room she’s chillin’ with her millions of teddy bears under 5 of her softest pink blankets & her princess canopy fr

-Courtney creates her own shampoo using oils & other natural shit which is her secret of why it’s soft, shiny & smells good. Her abuela taught her how to make it and Duncan smells her hair CONSTANTLY, if he hugs her in greeting she immediately hears “SNIFFFFFF” and his face nuzzling her head.

-Courtney looks godly in bell bottoms, so Duncan bought her some in every color.

-Courtney the type of girls to pop pimples & pluck his ingrown stubble, and eventually she starts cleaning his piercings for him, it calms her down & keeps her occupied. So if she’s getting on Duncan’s nerves atm then he’ll be like “hey wanna clean my piercings for me? I’m lazy” and she’ll immediately stfu & give him peace lmao

-I have a HC that Duncan gives courtney a stick n poke tatt, and of course she’s like “you better disinfect that shit GOOD” after he gives her one, she probably falls asleep and when she wakes up she sees him giving himself a matching one in the mirror.

-HC that Courtney really gets into Horoscopes at one point & Duncan’s like “sure babe whatever makes you happy” giving her his time of birth and everything lmao

-also I headcanon that she got him into stargazing and teaches him about the constellations and what star is which, etc.

-Cuz Courtney drinks a lot of coffee, Duncan sends her those memes of coffee making you need the bathroom immediately after & Courtney just tells him to stfu

-IDC Courtney is Coquette af, she drinks coffee, listens to Lana del Rey, loves poetry & has horrible mental health with mommy issues but atleast she’s cute✨

-Duncan’s the type of MF to blow up Courtney’s phone with texts so she doesn’t respond at times when he gets annoying or she’s busy, so she put him on DND(he always presses send anyways) and eventually he makes her pay attention to him by climbing in her window and being like “y aren’t u answering me” “I’M BUSY” “so?”

I miss your Duncney spam 🥹

- Courtney mid-crisis 🤝🏼 Duncan’s stupid one liners. She absolutely cracks a smile but then goes, “I’m spiraling stop making me smile!”

- Duncney spiraling together? Oh boy. Someone go check on them before they burn down the city.

- We 100% needed a moment after those two line deliveries where Duncney just look at each other and go, “Ew, stop that.” simultaneously because they were never supposed to just piggy back off each other like that lmao. Duncan definitely is the one to be watching it and Courtney is so annoyed with it but finds herself laughing during some episodes. Now it’s just something they use as background noise.

- It’s the way some of Duncan’s habits have rubbed off on Courtney. Like when he was laughing at DJ during the intro in season 1? You just know in his mind he was like “Oh shit!” and Court was just not having it. BUT NOW? Oh boy, if anything happens they can’t look at each other or they will bust out laughing. It’s so bad.

- Stop, imagine Duncan just seeing a bunch of things that Courtney loves and surprising her with little gifts every now and then?

- No because Duncan is 100% used to all the superstitions and all. It’s to the point where if something happens he even says what it means before Courtney and she’s just like stunned but so proud that he remembers? Like imagine Geoff dropping a fork and Duncan just going, “Oh. That means someone’s coming over uninvited.” And Geoff is just like dude wtf? And Courtney’s just like, “He’s right.” Now Geoff is freaking tf out with the, “WHO?”

- Duncan cannot get enough of Courtney speaking in Spanish. Don’t get me started on when she’s pissed and just goes off, he’s in love man. He also picks up and bits and pieces of whatever she or her family says because Italian has some similarities.

- Imagine Courtney going into his room and being like, “Is that us?” And he just rips it down like “what are you talking about?” But he’s already been caught 😂

- Courtney can’t even be mad when Duncan cals her princess because she indeed is one. Her room is proof of how much her parents spoil her. The vanity, the walk in closet, the big ass bed with silk sheets and a billion pillows. Like girl, who are you fooling? The first time Duncan sneaks in he’s like, “I knew you were a Princess.”

- Stop I can literally even see Courtney completing those online tests to figure out what shampoo/conditioner works best for your hair. She knows her hair is one of her assets and refuses to let it look unhealthy.

- Duncan subtly buying Courtney clothing pieces that make him go wild? 👀 He knows what he’s doing LMAO

- Sometimes Duncan is lounging around the house without a shirt and Courtney sees a bump that absolutely needs to be popped by her so she’ll just squeeze it without any warning. Duncan’s cursing and flinching and all Courtney does is tell him to stop being such a baby.

- 😱 I NEED FANART OF DUNCAN GIVING HIMSELF A MATCHING TATTOO LIKE THAT.

- *slams fist* LISTEN TO ME. Horoscopes and shit are so entertaining. I begged Marcus to find out his time of birth and even called his mom, grandparents, and was SO close to contacting the hospital because I NEEDED to know. So yes. Courtney is 100% finding out his chart just for fun. And this 100% ties into the stargazing 🥹

- Duncan has no chill. Let my girl enjoy her coffee without the acknowledgment of what happens after 😂

- LMAO YES AT LEAST SHES CUTE 🥲💅🏽

- I just know for a fact Duncan is so damn annoying. She could be in the middle of a meeting and he’s blowing up her phone for no reason at all, then probably calls her work just to be like “What if I got arrested again?”

[wulvert]

PAPERTEETH 54!! WOO!!!! U DID IT!!!!!!!🎉🎉🎉

HWDJQDQFQLD SCARLETS LORE DUMP,,,THNAK U I ENJOY HOW THE STRAW TECHNOLOGY VEIN OPERATION IS STILL UP 2 VIEWER INTERPRETATION (/POS)

ALSO THE KELLYFICATION OF AVERY AT THE END??? WAIDQKDQLXE NICE CHEEKS IDIOT THE BLOODLUST IS COMING. u werent lying she rly is just so on the ground lookign pathetic.

okok heres werewolf biology questions which are. MUCH simpler and sillier and wont make u have 2 explode ur brain:

-do werewolves have to stick to the diets of wolves due to their curse? like. becoming carnivorous even in human form and being unable 2 eat chocolate.

-can werewolves sense? smell? other non-human creatures like vampires in their murderous rampage forms?

-can a werewolf transformation triggered by something other than a full moon be stopped halfway or is it like. as soon as u begin to show signs its already too late

-werewolves get no cool benefits in human form but do they still exhibit like. traits? hairiness, pointier teeth, lupine eyes, ability 2 growl (i would get cursed if it meant i could growl in human form tbh), etc stuff like that

-do animals tend 2 be more averse to werewolves cause they can. sense the dog in them??? idk

-this one is like. a more? spoilery question? so toss this one out if u cant answer for secret reasons: are any other members of trisha's family werewolves? (this is actually specifically about her sister but i wanted 2 phrase it to where u wouldnt be forced 2 like. technically reveal the answer even if u chose not 2 answer. idk if it worked)

nd finally. a silly: what's everyones favorite foods!!! paperteeth nd triptrack!! um. before avery and scarlet became. incapable of eating regular foods of course. tex and terry are also robots incapable of eating but u can pretend theyr not for this one if u wanna

IT WAS CONTROVERSIAL BUT IDK HOW ELSE 2 SHOVE THE LORE IN THERE IM SORRY EVERYIONE

while werewolves dont rly keep many wolfuy traits when human I think thrs probably an inclination 2wards a wolfier diet! can def still enjoy a vegetable tho.

Id think so! I do appreciate werewolves having a rly good nose in human form in other series but for this i think itd make it far too easy for her to have figured out scarlet by now- so my werewolves get nerfed there but yeah she can probably tell while she's a wolf- but her memory afterwards isnt the best- & she stays in the basement after absorbing moonlight so she shouldnt be running into any vampires anyway and if she did I think she'd have trouble saying someones non human for certain after she's turned back.

yeah! if fish were to get rly upset about something and start turning- but then the thing making her upset was resolved, she'd be able to reverse things if she was calming down- if she still turned from residual upsetness she probably wouldnt be a wolf for very long but the issue is the process of turning is rly painful, so that in of itself is usually distressing enough to push someone over. I think before i said being scared or angry can turn them- its more so like any negative emotion.

trisha has yellow eyes but since i elected not to give paperteeth characters eye colours u cant tell but she does. other than that no but again they get a little fluffier when a bit emotional- which can be ok, anything past getting furry is the bad part. . fangs r cute but my werewolves in human form have normal teeth bc they get a new set of wolf teeth every time they transform then they get a new set of human ones when they turn back- it sucks for them but they dont rly have to worry abt going to the dentist cuz their teeth r always fresh and new. actually unless they need braces, bc the braces and their progress probably gets completely obliterated every month. damn, rip. nothin stopping from humans growling as is so sure werewolves can also growl but like. no better than a normal person.

animals think trisha is gross and generally werewolves as a whole- but agnes is brave

spoierlsers...

no they rnt! werewolfness isnt passed genetically & fishy was the only one bitten in the incident.

good questiom ok i think tex pizza hes a basic little robot i think he'd appreciate its hold-ability via the crust, i do think he'd be vegan if he could eat food, i think he'd feel weird abt absorbing meat- like human ppl are made of meat and that'd psych him out.. idk where it is but i have this drawing . i dont know where it is i posted it somewhere. anyway . um red cheesecake bc he's right abt everything. terry does have a mouth. btw so he can taste things like tex can so he can also theorize abt this- i dont think he'd care abt meat like tex does and he'd want to eat something in one bite, like. a cake raspberries on it which most people would not consider that a one bite scenario but he is a big boy and i think he could do it. toad likes butter penne with nothing else on it & i think tara would like a avocado tomato basil etc sandwich. shae eats protein powder for breakfast

avery when alive. probably showed up at mcdonalds at like 3 am asking for chicken nugget meal pls after work a lot, otherwise i think she had a sweet tooth and made her own tiramisu :) scarlet instant ramen with added stuff in it like egg & vegetables and stuff bc its both easy and nice so its favourable 4 its convenience, but thts bc she has to make it. hm outside of that probably deep fried pizza like drenched in chippy sauce. she would also show up at 3 am to mcdonalds. kelly's favourite food probably is chicken nuggets even outside of a lethargic its 3 am and i just killed a man context so there is that. and trisha a5 wagyu grill seared rare steak obviously. i think context 4 favourite food is important though bc avery wouldnt willingly go to mcdonalds in any other context, its probably like how i feel abt mcdonalds 99p burger when im drunk and cold and ashamed to be alive but with more adrenaline hangover than actual hangover hangover. anyway

fishs dad- hopes and dreams.

[the1975attheirverybest]

theres a video on twitter of matty staring at taylor and like zoning out and everyone seems to have taken that as confirmation that hes in love but isnt that just the concert experience? like having the moment of whoa shapes lights colours music i have no concept of being? unless im just in denial?

i didnt want to care and i just found it funny but the plot keeps thickening and i gotta know!!! i dont want to care but everyone else seems to and i dont want my band to get super big even though i have no right to say its my band when i havent even been here a year - 🐸

Hey! Guess what? It IS your band!!! doesn't matter how long you've been here. That's the cool thing about The 1975. It's not like other fandoms, it's mostly about whether or not you "get" what they're trying to do and whether or not the music moves you, makes you think, or makes you wanna dance. And if that's true for you, then you're entitled to it!

I know exactly what you mean, though. I feel like that's what happened with Harry Styles, lol. That's why I don't use my "primary blog" anymore. Though the One Direction fanbase is complicated (there's actually a book about it and about internet fandom culture that's really fascinating, for anyone interested, here it is). Like the bigger he got, especially with "As It Was," the more "outsiders" started to come in and the fandom kinda got weird. I don't think we're at risk of that with the 1975 though. Cuz the music they make is different.

Also, you are so right! That IS the experience of going to a show and seeing live music. Plus, Taylor has a phenomenal stage presence and what she's doing with this tour is breathtaking. Matty gets and loves live music so much. He always talks about being a kid and going to Reading and Leeds, or seeing shows at underground manchester spots etc. He knows what it takes to put on a show, too. Like he does it for a living, haha. So, to the people saying that him dancing to Shake It Off is him being " a supportive bf" or him looking in awe means that he's in love. Nah.....He ALWAYS says he chooses his favorite music based on whether it "makes me wanna dance, or it makes wanna cry, or it makes me think." Do you expect someone who believes in music THAT much, to stand stoically off to the side when he's at a live show of this scale? c'mon. He'd be insulted if people at HIS show didn't get the urge to dance. He's not gonna do that to other artists. Meaning, all these images we are seeing, unless we're told otherwise, are just Matty being Matty and being unafraid to express geeky excitement and people are simply gushing because that kind of thing is infectious. I get why we would mistake it for love or whatever. cuz we don't see it often. But thats why Matty's special.

anyways, this has been my lecture, lmao.

[smud-nysgjerrig]

Men and their (fucking) bodies.

What is the deal with men and their relationship to their own bodies? Why is the body so important? And why do they put so much pride in their dicks?

I am always amazed by how much men (in general) talk about their dicks. I hear it amongst friends, on YouTube, social media and some podcasts. Some are talking about the body in regard to training and health, and that is understandable and relatable. Women do that too. But when men talk about it, it is focused on that one part of their body. Size, girth, colour, balls etc. Why? Do they believe that women care? I can tell you right now, we don’t. If we like a guy, the dick is the last thing we are thinking about. What MIGHT be a theme is how it is used. Not how it looks or what size it is.

“What would you prefer? An ugly guy with an 8-inch dick, or a handsome one with 4 inches?” My answer is always the same. “Which one is fun to be with and makes me laugh?” Most men are puzzled by my answer. ‘Cuz that wasn’t the question. They were asking about the size, not the guy. The question is really, 4 or 8 inches? And once again I am surprised that they think that that has any value. Both can be great if we like the guy, and he knows how to work it. 8 inches isn’t anything if the guy doesn’t know how to satisfy a woman.

I am wondering if guys think that women automatically get an orgasm if there are enough inches. That, if the dick is above some magical limit we will all be happy and the rest of the guy isn’t important.

I have yet to meet a woman who says after a date: “He was really ugly, but at least his dick was big” I also don’t know ANY woman who is attracted to just a dick. We usually see the whole picture. The whole man. And that includes personality, how we are treated and what he makes us feel like. Sure, we can be captivated by looks, but that is also centred around other parts of the man. Never his dick.

If a woman talks about the fact that she has a crush on a guy, she talks about his eyes, hands, the looks he gives her, what kinds of emotions she has when she thinks about him and that sort of thing. NEVER his dick.

So, I ask again. Why are men so focused on the dick? Are you being told something when you are growing up that we don’t know about? Is it because it hangs outside of your body and you see it all the time? My curiosity about this is high. Maybe because I get dick pics all the time, in addition to the fact that I hear men talk about it on various media.

The sad thing about this is that I think a lot of a man’s self-image and self-esteem are related to how the dick looks. And that a lot of younger guys think that the dick is the only body part that means anything. This isn’t true, of course, but I can understand it if you look at society today.

Women talk about boobs and the crotch area too, but in a whole other fashion. It is not a standard topic of conversation, but if it comes up it is usually health related. I have never discussed size, form and colour on my bits with friends. We MIGHT have compared boob sizes at a party, but if that happens it is usually in a jokingly manner, and never in detail.

I don’t have a conclusion for this rant. But if anyone out there wants to discuss or tell me about this, please put it in the comments. I just want to point it out again; size, colour, and how it looks (as long as you are taking care of it) don’t matter. How you behave towards us; if you make us laugh, if you are caring, if you have a playful look in your eye and you know what you want, make that shine through. THAT is something we notice.

I want to add also; the size of your dick doesn’t matter in general, because women are different too. An 8-inch dick could feel big to someone and small to someone else. We are all built differently and no one has a standard size inside. We have different depths and can take all kinds of thicknesses. So if this is a theme with you because of us, stop. If it is about something else, tell me! I wanna know!   

[stepswowdsen]

Art WIPs [8-26-2024]

XanLena Doodle WIPs:

Me after I edit the post to update my XanLena sketches (particularly Selena's concept art) morbillion times

I'm still planning to update it again

Making constant edits is just so like me WHDHSHDSH

Cuz I always notice stuff I need to add/refine right after posting

My friend Feuri told me he likes how the softer upturned eyes of the OG Selena has a softer expression, so I'll keep both expressions ^^

I'll just update the hair, ribbon, etc., and post both versions

I'll either post it today or tomorrow on main

KagePro Art Ideas:

Rambles

Outer Science, the 14th song of KagePro, first released on August 31st, 2013. Its anniversary is approaching VERY SOON…

Context: Outer Science depicts the "Bad End" of KagePro's Music Route where Kuroha/Saeru (Snake of Clearing Eyes) kills everyone in the Mekakushi Dan (Blindfold Gang), the protag cast, and forces Marry to reset the timeline, causing a never ending time loop tragedy.

I'm planning to draw Outer Science themed pieces for its upcoming anniversary ^^ Outer Science is my favourite KagePro song (and KagePro MV) since it was my gateway into KagePro that got me into the series. It's also the song of my fave KagePro chara, Kuroha/Saeru, so it's very important and personal to me.

In celebration of my favourite KagePro song, I have a few art ideas in mind for it. It'll be Outer Science gen-fanart. It won't be gorey, but it will have mild blood and violence.

In the following days after that, I'll be posting my analysis rambles on Outer Science since I love it sm ^^ I always try to have new things I have to say, irt my KagePro MV rambles.

I'm not gonna spoil my ideas cuz I want it to be a secret, but I'm really looking forward to drawing the art concept <3

I had 4 art concept ideas in my head, I was planning on drawing 2 of them but I think I might only get to draw 1 of them. I might draw the others though sometime in the future ^^

I'm not gonna talk in detail about my composition ideas since I want it to be a secret, but I can guarantee that people will be shocked in a pleasantly surprised way ^^ I've always wanted to draw mild horror and dark aesthetic pieces. Yippee!!!

My mutuals are gonna get the first snippet sneak peek of my upcoming art idea ✨

Though it also depends on my ability to pull it off.

I haven't drawn it yet. The art concepts are pretty ambitious, though, so let's see if I can pull it off. Otherwise, I'll just post my old Kuroha sketches from before.

I usually post drawings right away, but this time I'll keep it a secret until August 31st, cuz I wanna surprise people with it… If I don't get it done in time then I'll just post it late, so it's not an issue.

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Usually I post my art WIPs right away, but I wanna keep it a surprise, so I'll post it on the day of August 31st. My mutuals and followers are gonna get the first snippet sneak peek of my upcoming art idea ✨

I have 3 composition ideas in mind, but I think I'll only get the time to draw 2 of them. Though, it also depends on my ability to pull it off since my ideas are pretty ambitious. Otherwise, I'll just post my old Kuroha sketches from before.

Douman (FGO) and Kuroha (KagePro) fit PERFECTLY for artistic horror themed arts, so I've always wanted to draw mild horror pieces 🥰💞

So I hope my future Outer Science drawings can manage to evoke the sense of haunting-ness and subtle horror ^^

I just wanna get the sketch concept down, so it'll be pretty sketchy with rough splotchy colours (not refined). I like doing rough sketch concepts since they're quick for me to do.

Cuz I know that my full art process from sketch -> rendering would take like 10 - 20 hours total, but doing rough coloured sketches only takes me around 1 - 3 hours depending on the complexity

Misc Rambles

Coming back to KagePro was one of the best decisions I've ever made KuroEne makes me SO happy they give me so much comfort and constantly inspire me to come up with new art and writing ideas. They got me out of the rut of never posting anything. Ty to my 10 year old ship!!! They are very important and personal to me

Even though I draw often, I honestly loathe posting sketches, cuz I felt like my art blog should just be for finished pieces, but I'm slowly getting more comfortable with posting WIPs.

I understand that my art will inevitably improve over time 🙏 And I'm happy with my improvement when comparing my current drawings to my 2022 ones!

I first got into KagePro when I was 12 when I first watched Outer Science, which is known as the "Bad End" of KagePro's Music Route. Sidu has such a wonderful art style and an amazing aesthetic sense… I look up to their art very much.

My KuroEne AU ideas (both writing and art ideas) are 100000x better now compared to when I was a kid cuz I can see and analyze things through a whole new light. I revamped all of my old ideas and my analysis rambles and art are much better now too. I'm very happy to see such major improvement.

[shortnsweetgf]

bestie hi I read the tags on your post and you're so REAL for that hjadfklsvf im not aroace myself but I had a kiiind of similar experience w my ex bff who i loved so much, she was my fav person in the whole wide world etc but we got into this terrible fight when she turned out not to be the person I had built up in my head (my fault) and after being so angry with her and being so exhausted from the fight i just wished it never happened because i missed her so much and i missed being as happy as i used to be w her, and though i tried things were never the same again and we've drifted apart now. i was kinda hoping she'd text me on my bday like we used to but she didnt and godd i wish i didnt ruin my bday thinking abt her and wishing she'd rmb. but anyway my point is, other than my bday i feel like im slowly getting over her cuz ive met more ppl who bring so much colour and happiness into my life, and tho its not the same, ive stopped wishing to recover that kind of a love as more and more time has gone by. so i just wanted to provide some words of comfort that as terrible and life-ending as it feels rn, there is so much life and experiences waiting for us for the rest of our days <3 i hope you feel better soon!

im so very sorry for what happened to u anon :(( im glad to hear youre healing tho!!!! im sorry she didnt text u on ur bday :(

it’ll get better. for both of us. <3 and i’m always here if u wanna talk about it!!!

sending u love 💞

[wasntmeanttobe64]

“In short, when a PBPD loves someone intensely, the fear of abandonment will be so overwhelming and all-consuming that the mind, in order to protect itself from those overwhelming emotions, will suddenly “flip a switch” and cause to PBPD to suddenly feel nothing for loved one, hate them and lose all their memories of ever loving them.”

That’s why I was acting weird this year, I couldn’t trust you, I didn’t know how to, I was genuinely afraid of you and forgot good memories with you, my feelings are so intense I always live in the fucking present and the last memory I have with someone will colour the whole relationship.

I thought u were all bad, I thought u hated me, I thought u were racist towards me, you didn’t like me. Even in maghreb, I’m not that intense and hyper usually, and I don’t treat someone I love and trust that I haven’t seen in a long time like that unless I am intensely afraid of them and think they lowkey hate me or will hate me, eventually, very soon, secretly or loudly.

And then, because of my behavior in Maghreb, I knew you didn’t want to have anything to do with me. But that’s complicated, cuz why do u want to leave? I … I’ve been trying to avoid that, I love you, I admire you, I respect you, I always did. My behavior is because of an intense fear of judgment and abandonment by you, throughout, since the times we talked, since i cut you off, to this year, to all the mean shit I said, to all the ways I reacted to the mean shit you said, to the idealization I did when i said I loved you, etc, etc. I know it’s been such a long time since we ever talked. And we still haven’t talked in a way where i’m emotionally regulated and I am trustful and I am open and I don’t think you’re racist or you hate me or you want to leave me, or at least not be mean or panicky when you DO want to leave and MAKE IT CLEAR that u do. I know my behavior is irrational, I promise I’m not crazy, pathetic, or stupid. I am aware of everything I’m doing and all the ways I’m making you feel and making you think about me and and and. I know. Trust me, even if I don’t at the moment, I will in like 5 mins after I end the call. I’ve been having episodes, and it’s…. it’s so intense, you have no idea. And throughout this year, you’ve been belittling it, you’ve been treating me like I’m dumb, crazy, lonely, basically just hopelessly broken and you GAIN NOTHING ANYMORE. YOU DON’T LOVE ME ANYMORE, AND IT’S OK, BECAUSE I WOULDN’T LOVE ME EITHER, I’VE BEEN HIDING IN WALLS, AND I’VE BEEN PROJECTING INSANE FUCKING BEHAVIOR. But you’ve been mean…. you’ve been so mean…. and it didn’t help……… I AM AWARE OF HOW MEAN YOU ARE, EVEN IF I DONT SHOW YOU, LOOK BACK AT HOW YOU TALKED TO ME AND THINK OF ME AS ME…… I. KNOW. HOW. YOU. SAW ME. AND I’VE BEEN SO. FUCKING. HURT. You called me spoiled, you said I was scary, and it was all while I was fucking panicking trying to rationalize my intense feelings of abandonment.

And YOU WEREN’T HONEST. You tried to blame me about last year when really, you just didn’t like how I acted in Maghreb. That’s not me in maghreb, that wasn’t me, and it wasn’t me even in messages bc I KNEW that you didn’t want to have anything to do with me.

I still loved you tho :’) I told you, I didn’t cut you off because I hated you, i seriously loved you, I was just too afraid of you, judging me, not being close enough to me as I’d like you to. :( that was it, that was the source of all the pain. You not being as loving to me as I wanted you to. SO I DIDN’T LIE THIS YEAR WHEN I TOLD YOU MAYBE I WAS IN LOVE WITH YOU. I WAS. I LOVED YOU. AND I WANTED YOU TO BE SOOO MUCH CLOSER TO ME, GIVE ME SOO MUUUCHH MORE POSITIVE ATTENTION, IRL EVEN!! MAYBE BE YOUR BF!!! That would make me HIGH. So yeah, I didn’t lie ^^

Anyways, as a defence mechanism, I get paranoid and I flip out on people that I feel don’t like me like I did. Now, I don’t know if I was right back then, that you didn’t like me like I did. but now, I know I’m right. You don’t wanna have anything to do with me, which is fair… I wasn’t honest, vulnerable, blablablabla whatever. It’s ok…………………………………………… nah I’m jk its ok.

……………………………………

what are these dots, stop

……….. .

Damn a dot has stopped the dots.

That’s why, in my spams (which a lot were desperate weird acts to make u text me and not leave forever, I was aware of how crazy I was sounding, I was acting, mostly, with sprinkles of truth throughout, I know it’s confusing, but I couldn’t be vulnerable when I know you don’t respect me, trust me, relate to me, are racist towards me, and I know you won’t come back but I want you to but I know u won’t but just call me? Just “help me?” I didn’t need help, I just wanted you to say you respected me and you don’t think I’m completely broken, even if I doubled down on how broken I am… I was acting, no you didn’t turn me on, I was kidding, acting, deflecting, being intentionally weird bc the emotions were so intense and I didn’t wanna be fully honest but I also didn’t want you to leave, AH! … just desperate that you don’t leave me, and I was paranoid about other people I’ve split on that you’re talking to, which u fucking did talk to, I was right, cuz you’re a piece of shit. it’s all so overwhelming. Yes, I was joking, throughout, trust me, I hated you, and I didn’t care how I acted, but I also didn’t want you to block me, fuck.)

That’s why… in my spams, I was like “remember when, remember when,” I was trying to get the idea across that I am not weird towards you now, I can be vulnerable again, because I remembered you! I genuinely forgot how to text you or trust you this year because I “split” on you, and I wanted to undo that and do all the conversations this year again, now that I’m not weird and I’m not in an episode of avoiding abandonment and begging for u to stay but not rly beg you directly but want you to read my mind and not leave or else I panic and lose it and spam and beg and….. be hurt… and want to hurt you and you…. you saw me and you…. you made fun of me…. AH! Anyways, my mind forgets memories when I cut someone that I “loved” off, I know I should’ve phrased it better, but I was confused, and I fucking hated you for leaving me, but why did you leave? Don’t leave? At least say you love me before you leave. Shit.

I’m scaring you? Why would I scare you? Of course i’ll flip out, even someone without BPD would flip out……………………..

“Alternatively, a PBPD may suddenly disappear from the former loved one’s life completely (they now want nothing to do with the devalued loved one) while the Fear of Abandonment may cause them reappear later.”

“If you have BPD, the disorder will cause you to fear that broccoli will disappear from your life forever and you will no longer be able to have it: “I am sure the broccoli market will collapse and I will not longer be able to get it from anywhere!” The fear is overwhelming and you start to hate and devalue broccoli rather than lose it: “You know what? I never really liked broccoli and I don’t care if I will not be able to have it in the future anymore. It tastes terrible and I am sure it’s bad for me. I want nothing to do with broccoli and I am cutting out of my life.”

“Then, you may stop eating broccoli altogether: “Good thing I no longer have to deal with that disgusting broccoli”. With that said, fear of abandonment is central to BPD and it does not go away: “Maybe I should not cut broccoli completely out of my life. I think I will keep it around a bit — even though I certainly don’t like it and will treat it with the contempt it deserves”.

“(even though, if not for BPD, there would be no reasons you would not be enjoying broccoli for the rest of your life)”

Sources:

How does a borderline react to a breakup? Answer (1 of 4): This is based off of my experience being a pwbpd. Typically with a lot of guilt and shame depending on…www.quora.com

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It’s so hard to be misunderstood, it’s so hard to be treated like a crazy, broken, just a “hard to get to” person, irrational, outside this reality realm person. That’s so fucking isolating, and you DID THAT. You’re like ok, you don’t understand, basically, you don’t have a brain, you’re not a human, I can’t talk to you, I won’t talk to you. I feel like a fucking alien, less, an animal, a… a…. like, this really fucking hurts, and you did that. YOU DID THAT.

This whole fucking time, I’ve been doing self harm, cuz I’m so misunderstood and abandoned, and it’s not just abandonment, you abandoned me cuz u think I just don’t understand basic shit, I am not aware. I fucking am aware, I am aware of everything. The feelings are so intense sometimes, that I dissociate and I joke and act to fucking numb this fucking shit. But you treated me so bad, like I’m not a human being, and you called me crazy, and you stopped treating me like a person, and I freak out and you treated me WORSE!! WORSE! And when I tell you you’ve been treating me like a crazy person, “noo don’t say that.” When I tell you to apologize, I SHOULD APPOLOGZE? Oh my fucking god. YOU THREATEN TO CALL THE POLICE???? YOU DINO REACT????? YOU IGNORE ME?????? YOU TEXT MEAN SHIT???? YOU TALK TO MY OTHER FRIENDS TO MAKE SURE U CAN BLOCK ME, THEN YOU BLOCK ME???????

You have no idea, no fucking idea, that the way you treated me hurt me so fucking much. I’ve been smoking, everyday, and I don’t even feel the smoke, I’ve been using it as self harm. I’ve been dissociating, bordering hallucinations (and no, don’t find another reason to treat me less than A FUCKING HUMAN when i tell you that i FUCKING HALLUCINATE).

I’m not dumb, I know how you started seeing me and treating me, and I hate you for it. I will never forgive you. My teeth are permanently yellow now, my hair is falling out. You have caused me so much pain from the alienation of “Oh, he doesn’t understand, he’s crazy, he doesn’t have friends so he lost it, I’m not gonna try to talk to him as a person, he’s just dumb and spoiled.” You started to treat me like a rat child. You bullied me, I remember, VIVIDLY, all the messages you sent that I was too afraid to point out because you would find another reason to leave, AND YOU LEFT ANYWAYS!!

“friendship that you didn’t deserve btw”

“yes, i know how hard it is to be human :( I am human too sweetie :(“ — how dare you. How dare you belittle me like that.

“you’re being selfish again”

“what questions nabil?” \reads questions out loud in a voice note and makes fun of me for asking questions as if they’re obvious and I’m just an idiot\

\drawing while I’m speaking, sipping tea, only to say “Ok. Please don’t text me again.” Would u treat me like that last year? Would u treat me like that in October? You fucked.

“I have friends” etc etc, I’ve already told you about these.

“Spoiled”

“Ok i will stop talking now, I will update you tmrw with the police,” \ dino reacts to my message where I’m obviously upset at you and I’ve been quiet for so long for how you treated me\ “I said, I am going to the cyber police tmrw and i will update you.” — AHAHAHAHA AHA AHA, u think I give a fuck? No, seriously, look at me, do you think, I ever GAVE A FUCK, ABOUT YOUR POLICE MESSAGES? I NEVER DID, I RESPECTED YOU the first time.

How dare you treat me like a creep.

“lunatic”

“YESSIR” — this one is in fucking October when you told me not to fucking talk to you and u were mean as fuck. MEAN AS FUCKING FUCK. All because of that text I sent you, you dickshit. That’s when it all fucking started.

“You never cared”

And you HAHA react to my messages????????

Let’s be fuckign honest. You decided not to talk to me BECAUSE I WAS LONELY AND CLEARLY DIDN’T TALK TO SOMEONE IN A LONG TIME THROUGH TEXTS. Let’s be honest, you lied, you’ve been lying, and I’m mad at you for it. You’ve been pretending it’s about last year when IT’S NOT. My literal first messages in messenger were normal, you were reacting normally, the first ever message I brought up WHAT I’VE DONE LAST YEAR AND YOU SAID I WAS BEING DRAMATIC.

That’s the shit I don’t understand.

That’s why I was weird. we both clearly knew we didn’t care about last year, that’s why I didn’t give a fuck about it, and you didn’t either, you were just trying to get rid of me. LIKE A SELFISH PRICK. That you are. AND ALWAYS WERE.

I cut you off because, you never texted me first, you never gave a fuck about me as much as I did about you. You called me to vent about your sister in 2020 because you had no one else you could have the balls to share that shit with. You called me about your bipolar and your ADHD. And other than that, you’ve been playing D and D and doing all that gay shit, having me as an extra. If anyone deserves my BPD splitting, it was you, because you never cared about me. It was always about you. When I call you, you act all cute, knowing what that does to, uuh, a GUY. Talking about wearing only panties and acting like an uwu anime child, putting your hands on your head and saying “rawr I’m a dinausaur.” Your messages were always hyper and always about you. I don’t think I’ve ever heard you ask a question about my life, my adolescence, my dreams, my aspirations, what I like what I don’t like, what I’m up to, what I’m doing. I’ve been fighting to get a fucking word in throughout our whole “friendship,” whatever the fuck it was. And you’ve been bathing in that shit. And now, how convenient, you don’t want to deal with me, because I’m not giving you what you want. And what do you do? You blame it on me on last year. How convenient, when I lost my spark in texts, you don’t want to have anything to do with me anymore. So yeah, you deserve my spams, you deserve way worse, waay waay worse. You were the worst thing to ever happen to me. I’ve invested so much in you, I could’ve invested all that fucking energy in someone that looked back, that reached out to me. I could’ve invested it in someone that didn’t turn my teeth yellow. Someone that cares about where I’m headed in life, why I do what I do. You deserved my BPD splitting. But you didn’t deserve to find comfort in Malik. I sacrificed so much for you, especially this year. This self harm is all because I couldn’t talk to you, I couldn’t be vulnerable about how I felt, and u cut off communication or made it clear that I am an inconvenience if I talk about my feelings, and I was angry at my self. You have no idea what’s been happening to me. And when I remember that you are hanging out with people that I know, I seriously wish u death.

I could’ve taken it from someone else, COULD’VE, but you……. Out of all people. YOU!!!

That’s why I wanted to call you or for you to call me to “help me.” I wanted you to treat me and talk to me like the human being that I fucking AM. Not so you tell me to see a psychiatrist or call me bl masquee or tell me: “No, nabil, this isn’t happening. No.” What the actual fuck????????????? Do u think I’m insane???? Do u know how insulting and offensive that is. Do you know… how fucking hurtful that is???????

You. NEED. TO FEEL. SHAME.

I am a human being, and if u don’t understand that now, you will, when you know that we have fucking friends in common and they see me as a human being. Those spams aren’t me, they are a reaction to you being a piece of shit to me. You deserve it. You, fucking, deserve it. And even in those spams, I tried to be fucking vulnerable, sprinkle some fucking truth, get you to try to call me and talk to me like a normal person, like you would talk to me in October, like you would talk to me YEARS AGO. You fucking dick.

Don’t compare me to your ex and how he treated you. This is uncomprabable. You have hurt me, deeeplyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Don’t laugh about it, don’t feel good about it, and don’t feel okay about it because “I am not normal,” because “I have a disorder,” because “I don’t talk to our friends in common anymore,” because “I am lonely,” because “I. am. crazy.”

So yeah, you DIDN’T TREAT ME WELL, and you need to understand that, and admit it to yourself, so you don’t do it in the future, and so u fucking apologize. Because yes, this “Crazy” person that u see me, deserves an apology. I’m not crazy. This isn’t a pattern, you’re not the first person I thought may be fucking pretty??? What the fuck do u think???? WHAT DO YOU THINK?????????????

My spams are a reaction to you, to you ONLY.

I’ve been in a relationship before, and while I still had abandonment issues and screwed up and sent some “heys” and “lets talk irl,” I’m not crazy and didn’t fucking ruin this girl’s life. i’m a fucking person, I don’t know what the fuck you think of me, but I hope you die for treating me like you did. Out of all people. YOU. I REGRET KNOWING YOU.

Ofcourse you didn’t treat me like a normal person since you kept leaving seens while I was clearly panicking, and as some kind of a sick joke, threatened to call the cops in messenger? Said “i don’t like you i wont like you, neva gonna happen,” and then said “goodbye nabil” and blocked me knowing full well you’re showing my messages to someone else, and full well knowing I’m reacting to your voice messages literally saying “i’m scaring you”?????????????????????????????????????????????

WHY WOULDN’T I SPAM????????????

YOU MONSTER.

YOU WERE MEAN TO ME. WHY WOULD YOU SAY STUFF LIKE THAT TO ME??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? WHY WOULD YOU INVALIDATE ME???????????????? WHY WOULD YOU CUT OFF CONTACT LIKE THAT????????? WHY DO YOU ENTERTAIN YOURSELF, UNTIL YOU HAVE ENOUGH, AND BLOCK ME WHEN SHIT STARTS TO HURT YOU?????????????????????

[palettepainter]

How the teachers play favourites

We all know Aizawa and All Might have their favourite UA child, Shinsou and Midoryia. And yeah I know Bakugo and Todoroki are also their UA kids but shhh, Midoryia and Shinsou where the first UA kids they adopted. 

And you can’t tell me Aizawa and All Might play favourites with them, All makes Deku lunch like..hello?? Aizawa gave Shinsou his capture weapon, HELLO?? 

So here are some dumb headcannons for how the other teachers play favourites to their UA kids

Ectoplasm and his UA kid Jiro:

-When he gives back marked tests he’ll sometimes write small encouraging notes for his students to read, he does this to some students when he feels they need a pick up but he always leaves a positive one on Jiro’s 

-During lessons where students are allowed to study in the lesson Ectoplasm lets them listen to music on their phones, everyone thought he would say no so everyone - mostly Kaminari and Mineta - peer pressured Jiro to ask. To no ones shock except Jiro’s Ectoplasm replied with a calm “Sure, but only if you use your headphones”

-Jiro talks about new songs that have been released and Ectoplasm will listen to her geek out about music

-Sometimes Jiro will tell Ectoplasm what her and the rest of the band (herself, Kaminari, Momo, Tokoyami and Bakugo) have been doing and if they’re working on any new songs in-between their studies. Jiro jokes that Ectoplasm is their biggest fan but Ecto is genuinely supportive of their band and admires their creativity

-Jiro once entered maths class and said “Hey miter Ecto, what’s shakin’ bacon?” and while the whole class was stood there in silence thinking Ectoplasm wouldn’t reply he said “Not much double dutch” and then Jiro went to her desk as thought nothing out of the ordinary happened. Kaminari tried to do the same thing to him and Ectoplasm just went “Kaminari your shoe lace is undone-” Jiro was very amused

Powerloader and Hatsume:

-This one started out more like this - Powerloader: Who’s idiot kid is that?....*realises it’s Hatsume* Oh shit- THAT’S MY IDIOT KID-

-Hatsume showed up at the design studio and never left basically, so Powerloader got used to her. He knows Hatsume overworkers herself so he keeps spare energy bars, fruit and bags of crisps in the design studio. He brought a small microwave and kettle for the winter so Hatsume could make hot drinks and food since she insisted on finishing her ‘babies’

-Say’s he doesn’t worry but still insists she goes to recovery girl when she gets a scratch or blows up the studio, sometimes dragging her there himself, ranting all the way about how she’s an idiot. One day Hatsume ended up breaking her leg during a bad explosion and Powerloader very nearly had a heart attack-

He kept a close eye on her while she worked from a wheelchair at her desk

-Makes her wear a god forsaken jumper in the winter when the design studio is freezing, stupid dumb teenager you’ll catch your death of cold

Present Mic and Kaminari:

-This man is shameless with playing favourites

-He greets Kaminari with his signature finger guns and an enthusiastic “AAAYYYY KAMINARI!” Kaminari shoots finger guns back with an “Ayyyyy teach hozit hanging?!” Everyone in class knows Kaminari is a teachers pet despite how Kaminari insists he’s not

-Mic knows Kaminari has a crush on Jiro and Kaminari is an embaressed child who is like “omg msiter Mic STOP-” while Present Mic is coeing and being all like “Aw that’s adorable!”. He always puts Jiro and Kaminari together in group projects, Kaminari shoots him a flustered glare cuz Present Mic knows what he’s doing 

-Kaminari teaches him meme/slang language for laughs and everyone in class hates it, Kaminari finds it hilarious. Eventually Mic gets the hang of it but he sucked at using the language correctly at first 

-Calls him lil listener and Kaminari calls him loud mouth 

Midnight and Yaoyorozu

-Another teacher who is shameless with playing favourites

-Midnight being a teacher does have to enforce the dress code if she sees a student wearing their uniform incorrectly - loose tie, untucked shirt, odd brightly coloured socks, chockes, etc. Midnight really doesn’t care all that much if a student’s socks aren’t the sae colour as their shoes...buuut she’s a teacher so she has to enforce it. Except when it comes to Yaoyorozu. Yaoyorozu one day had to wear light blue socks into UA as her tights where damaged, and she was worried she’d be called out for not following the dress code. Midnight saw, and turned a blind eye. She was in the middle of telling someone off for not dressing correctly, saw Yaoyorozu with the odd coloured socks and went “-Oh hello Yaoyorozu you have a good day sweetheart! ^^”

-Always complients Yaoyorozu when she comes into class. Oooo did you try a new hair style? Honey it suits you! New note book, such cursive hand writting! Glad to see you got those new pair of shoes, trying a different shoe brand this time? Very stylish!

-Had been tempted to kick Mineta like a beech ball on more then one occasion when he wouldn’t back off from Yaoyorozu

-The kind of teacher to say “I taught her that~” when Yaoyorozu uses one of her combat techniques

-Girl gossip. She tries to guess who Yaoyorozu will get with, meanwhile Momo is just blushing and blabbering because that isn’t very appropriate for history work. Midnight bats a hand is like “Pft I’m the teacher I can gossip in my own lesson”. Puts her with Todoroki during group projects and she, like Mic, 100% knows what she’s doing

Hounddog and Shishida

-Hounddog: I am not soft....*holds up Shishida* EXCEPT FOR MY 1B CHILD WHO IS VERY STRONG AND HE’S GOING TO BE A HERO DON’T @ ME HE’S AMAZING-

-Encourages Shishida to let loose with his beast form, with his rish upbringing Shishida isn’t used to embracing his more wild and uncaring side, having been raised to always be propper and polite when not in combat. Hounddog geuenily puts in effort to be a little less grumbly around Shishida cuz he doesn’t wanna peer pressure him, he’s giving him time

-Keeps a spare cloth so Shishida can clean his glasses off when and if they get dirty from training

-I imagine Shishida having a quirk called beast and having a more posh upbringing prolly has a little bit of anxiety, having to always be polite and propper even with a quirk called Beast. Sometimes he vents to Hounddog about this and he listens, insisting that it’s better Shishida get it off his chest when he apologises for drowning on

-During training Hounddog basically throws him about like a beanie bag at first, Shishida was still a kid and Hounddog had years of experience. The day Shishida finally knocked him down with a hard punch to the side of Hounddog’s face he felt...bad. But Hounddog was beaming! Shishida may have cried a little bit

Snipe and Hagakure (picked hagakure inspired by a suggestion @snipe-enthusiast made a while ago)

- Protective af

-Hagakure screams the innocent dorky girl of 1A, and thought Snipe makes sure none of the girls deal with Mineta’s bull while he’s around he’s especially protective of Hagakure just cuz...well, have you seen the way she acts? She’s innocent, peppy, happy, cheerful, and Snipe does not want that tainted by Mineta’s preverted ways

-After the exam with Hagakure and Shoji Snipe apologized for what happened and so did Hagakure, admitting that she over-reacted. 

-Hagakure admits one day to Snipe that she’s worried she won’t make it as a hero cuz her quirk isn’t flashy like her classmates. Snipe reassures her by saying that no one thought he could be a hero when he was little (this headcannon was inspired by @frelmidja and a post this did with Snipe) - guns weren’t exactly considered heroic and he got teased in the beginning when his quirk first activated. He told Hagakure to keep working hard and that she had the potential and the drive to be a hero, Hagakure was very thankful for the reassurance

-Hagakure really wants to see what Snipe’s face is like and constantly asks him if he could take his mask off and show them, Snipe has yet to break and take off his mask but Hagakure is very persistant 

Cementoss and Bondo

-Chill babies, they sit and have tea together. 

-I imagine Bondo to be the kind of person to accidentally call Cementoss dad, it happened once during one on one training and he got so embarrassed. Cementoss kept telling him it was fine but Bondo left in a hurry after

-Bondo tried to make certian shapes out of his glue one time but ended up getting himself stuck, Cementoss helped him out and reassured a disheartened Bondo that everyone makes mistakes and that he was progressing well 

-Being one of the taller boys in 1B he often has to hold back Monoma from going over to 1A when Kendo isn’t around, often tries to diffuse conflict before it gets worse, Cementoss is very proud

-After one on one training the two go to the lunch hall to get a hot drink after cleaning themselves up, Bondo tries to bring a different type of tea sweet each time - something like biscuits or chocolate. Cementoss returns the favour by bringing Bondo manju to have after his training

Thirteen + Gunhead and Uraraka

-Proud mum and dad because I couldn’t decide between the two

-Uraraka researches into the affects of zero gravity and how to better use her power, due to this she’s become a bit of a space nut and enjoys thinks like star gazing. When she was a kid and saw Pro Hro Thirteen on the TV she was ecstatic! Her parents brought her a Pro Hero Thirteen plush on her seventh birthday, Uraraka still has that toy. One day the toy got misplaced in the students washing and got mixed up with the teachers, Thirteen was a bit confused why a plush of her - and a well loved one by how old it looked - ended up in the wash. Uraraka hurridly rushes over to explain when Thirteen comes into the students dorms asking if it belonged to anyone. When Uraraka explained she got it when she was younger cuz she’s a big fan of Thirteen...heart squeeze

-Asked Uraraka if she could teach her the gunhead martial arts move, Uraraka was so honored she got to teach one of her idols a combat move! Through the gunhead martial arts move Thirteen met Gunhead and the two become good friends

-One day when Gunhead is teaching Thirteen the martial arts move with Uraraka to help demonstrate Uraraka wanted to take a picture of them all together. Gunhead was too tall to fit into the picture so he kneeled down to be at the same height as Thirteen and Uraraka (he did bunny ears behind Thirteen’s head and Uraraka thought it was adorable)

-Gunhead pretty much puts two and two together with Uraraka having a crush on Midoryia, so one day when Thirteen mentions in passing conversation how giddy Uraraka gets when she’s around this one green haired kid Gunhead just chuckles behind his hand. Thirteen and Gunhead think it’s very sweet how Uraraka totally has a crush on him (unlike Mic and Midnight thoug they don’t force anything and let Uraraka figure things out on her own)

[simpywhore]

(First time doing this idk if I’m doing it right lol)

ONCE AGAIN CONGRATSSSSS YOU DESERVE IT !!!

OKAY SO FOR WHAT YOUR BLOG SMELLS/ TASTES LIKE- apart from grape cause like the colour theme hehe (and cause grape 🍇- the meme haha) I WAS THINKING LIKE CANDY/SWEETS BECAUSE (and I have a well thought out reason too hehe) :

BECAUSE CANDY-> sugar high-> hyperactiveness-> fun times and fun energy hehe

ALSO rindou as a cat/ dog 😆 I feel like that will be pretty interesting XD

And linking onto that let’s settle the age old dilemma: cats or dogs ?

HAVE A GREAT DAYYY!!! ♥ \(≥◇≤)/

DW BESTIE YOUR ASK IS WHOLESOME AND TYSM AGAIN AAAAA (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

Purple grapes yes yes 😌🤌✨ SUGAR RUSH HDADABFABDF IT’S LIKE A 24/7 HIGH WITH a hint of thirstiness. I’M GLAD YOU THINK ITS FUN 😭💖💖

❣ He is the type of “I won’t hesitate to bite your head off” dog. But yet, he’s all soft and cuddly when he’s alone with you 🤌✨ 

❣ Very protective of you, his loyalty is so precious istg. No one dares come close to you because of him lmao-

❣ Has to be on a leash whenever you take him out for a walk, cuz you wouldn’t wanna risk having to pay for someone’s hospital bill again 🐕‍🦺🐕‍🦺🐕‍🦺 

❣ He hates getting cold, his lil sneezes are so cute tho dahfhsabfa you couldn’t help but take a vid of him sneezing and saving it in your favs 😌💖 

❣ He hates bath time but will gladly comply if you promise to play with him all day. He just craves your attention <3 

❣ Looooves when you dry his fur, you know how those air force are kinda strong? Yea he tries to bite them 💀💀💀 anddd he still does.

❣ Very picky with his food, and won’t eat till you serve it in his fav bowl smh 😒😒😒 

❣ Tho he’s quite aggressive with others, and had a history of giving his past trainers multiple stitches, he would never try to hurt you. Poor bby would feel so terrible if he did hurt you on accident. His tail drooping as well as his ears, curling up into a ball on his bed, and refusing to play with you cuz he’s afraid that he’d hurt you again. :((

❣ Has beef with any small creatures 💀✋ He’d be chasing them down like a maniac who just escaped the mental hospital or sum. Very psychopathic and chaotic at the same time. (I swear you’re rethinking if he has rabies or not.)

❣ Brings you random gifts all the time, 😭💝 like shiny rocks, dead animals he caught (rats, birds, squirrels, etc...) and so on.

❣ Never sleeps in his own bed smh, he’d always sleep with you no matter what. You even start question why you had bought him his own bed when he’d just crawl and sleep with you anyways.

❣ Best guard dog ever, can’t change my mind. You literally have those dog warning signs everywhere around your house istg.

Answer: I’m more of a dog person but cats are pretty cute ngl, I also have cat allergies so that’s why dogs are more compatible with me pfffft hsbdhasfhsdfsfaw 

[castawavy]

Hi, your builds are amazing! Do you have any tips on improving my own building skills, I’ve tried for years but I’m still not very good especially landscaping :(

aww anon I feel you on the landscaping! that is tough, I still haven’t quite got the hang of terraforming yet but I have definetly been trying to actively improve my building lately so maybe help with advice for that!

have references available

I always try to have an idea in mind of what kind of architecture style I am going for, references help a tonne with that! for my farmhouse I was talking with my good friend junidag about houses in Sweden so I was using that for inspiration:

consider materials

before I start building I always decide on what materials my house will be made of, is it wood or stone? what kind of visiual impact will these materials have on the overall feel of my house? do I want it to feel old or new? etc. at this point as well I will pick a colour scheme, front door, and window style for my house. 

structure 

many houses in my gameplay start from a very small house that I will wish to expand at some point like you can see the original house became the entrance for the main house! sometimes tho when you’re building from scratch u will want to think about a) what kinds of rooms you want and b) the overall shape of the house err I can make some diagrams for that

my houses are usually 2 rectanges crossed over one another but if you’re building a larger mansion style home it’s a good idea to make it thinner on the edges like a croissant but thats a big oversimplification cuz u probably want more than 3 rooms GSGSGS:

ROOF

roofs are scary for a lot of people I feel but I was told that houses normally have a large main roof, with then smaller roofs coming off of it, and as long as you follow that pattern it usually works out, I try to think how the roof will look before I finish the house floorplan because I don’t wanna struggle placing the roof later!

this is a very basic tutorial but I hope that it helps a lil 👉👈

[shotosimp1]

naps

sugawara x GN!reader.

Authors note: helloooo this is my first ever fic so if I did something wrong or its low key cringe don't hate me lmaoo so this fic is basically that you're daichis sibling and you and sugawara are like close friends who love taking naps togather I don't want to spoil anything so I'm going to stop here. ⚠️Important note⚠️: when suga is talking the text colour is purple. And when you're talking its blue :D genre: fluff. warnings: nothing but if there is dont be afraid to tell me! Here is this playlist i made for this fic i hope you like it! :D

being daichi's sibling came with its pros and cons. I cant lie to you he is a good brother but that doesnt mean he isnt protective of you. And no, no boyfriends. But the best thing about being daichis sibling is that you would get to spend time with the one and only crush of yours sugawara koushi. Everything about him just made you happy. He is so caring and sweet you just couldn't halp yourself from falling for him. And because sugawara and daichi met in middle school they were very close. And with that he came over to hang out like at least once a week. You didn't mind as long as daichi let you be around for a bit you just wanted to be around cutie

And with that you and him would chat every now and then Just getting to know each other more. Both of you would talk about your hobbies and interests and life etc. You just found him so interesting you just kept wanting to be around him more and more. And daichi as the good brother he is will try to leave you two alone for a couple of minutes to have a good conversation together and would excuse himself with "oh im going to the bathroom" or " um im going to get a snack" and it works too!!

Finals were close and the boys, daichi suga and asahi came over to study it was their second year and you were a first year student. Suga would help you study and help you understand the things you couldn't and all that jazz. You felt kinda flustered whenever he says "good job!!" And gives that warm smile of his. It was around 1:12 pm and all of you were too focused on your work and didn't remember lunch....Yeah I know unbelievable. "Mmmm god I'm so hungry" "shoot we didn't eat lunch" daichi said looking at the clock "its 2 something pm there is still time for that just go order _______ or something" -"ahh your probably right" asahi said "okay okay should we all go get _______ i mean we should get our mussels movi-" "im not going anywhere im tired" "okay fine what about you asahi?" -daichi- "sure" "and what about you ____?" -asahi- "nahh I would rather stay sorry.." "eh its okay we'll get going yeah?" -daichi- " yeah let's go" -asahi- and boom you two are alone.

"You look kinda sleepy" he said as he chuckled for about. 10 minutes both of you were kinda silent he was laying on his tummy on the sofa while you sat on the floor near the desk you were studying on. "Kinda actually" "oh? Well mabye you should take a nap" "sure.. but uh you look sleepy too" "hm? Oh yeah i am " you both laughed a bit. "Wanna sleep in my room? It would be more comfortable there?" " well what about you?" "My bed is big i will be just finee" seconds after you said that he starts..to grin? "Ooou you wanna sleep with me that bad?" "You're honestly making me regret my choices." "Hey!" "You can sleep on the sofa bye bye!" You said as your going to your room and him of course following you.

"Cute room kinda messy tho" he laughed " can you leave me and my "messy" room alone" "fine fine" he said chuckling. Both of you layed on the bed and him falling asleep almost instantly from how tired he was. It was peaceful sleeping next to him. I mean yes you were blushing at the thought of him being so close to you but it still felt so peaceful and nice. You turned around to face him. It sounds like too much but he looked like an angle. You stared at his features for quit a while.. he's just so nice to look at. "Can't sleep?" "what the hell!? You scared the living shit out of me!" He laughed. He asked you again "can you not sleep?" " yeah actually" you said still mad at him for scaring you like that. He asked if he can come closer and you said yes. He but a hand on the back of your head and gently guiding it to his chest. And with that your head is on your crushes chest. You tried your best to not show how surprised and flustered you were. "Do you feel comfortable? Can i put my hand on your back? it would feel even better" "s-sure I don't mind" he started to rub soothing circles on your back. Seconds after that you fell asleep..in his mf arms ahh.

"Sorry we took so long the line there was kinda long" No response. Both asahi and daichi left the house for about an hour. They looked around the living room to see that no one was there. "Hm that's wierd" -asahi- daichi agreed as he went to check your room to see if your there. "Oh.my.god." asahi heard him and went to see what's up. "Wait aww that's kinda cute" "what! No its not!" Asahi laughed at how angry he was from just seeing his best friend cuddling his younger sibling. "Hey..hey! HEY!!" "Hmm what what do you want cant you see were sleeping here ugh" " yeah i CAN see and get your filthy-" " why are you so mad? Its not like I did something to them I was just helping them sleep" " I mean he has a point..plus I'm sure its just a nap" -asahi- "ugh fine...CAN YOU ATLEAST MOVE YOUR HAND OH MY GOD" "Why are you yelling...?" You said as you got woken up from your brothers yelling "its nothing..get up its time to eat" daichi said as he went downstairs to eat. Asahi mouthed a 'sorry' to both of you and went to fallow him. "Did you sleep well? I hope I didn't make you feel uncomfortable or anything.." "No no!! It.. it was nice thank you" "great!! Let's go downstairs now im starving..." you both laughed as you went downstairs to eat.

From that day whenever the both of you found the chance to nap together you would do it. Suga tired from practice? nap time! Stressed? Nap time! Sad? Nap time! It's like both of you were nap buddies and you loved it. Daichi couldn't really do anything at this point. Don't get me wrong he was SO happy when you actually found someone to hang out with and actually be comfortable around. But he just didn't like the fact that the both of you were so touchy its like you guys were dating. But you always denied him saying "no no he's just a close friend nothing else!!!!" Until...

It was a Saturday night you and suga were in your room watching a barbie film. It was a chill night both of you got snacks and watched the movie in peace. sugawara kept giving you these side eye glances every now and then you noticed them but didn't say anything. It was the last 20 minutes of the movie and he did it again but this time it was a side glance his eyes were fully on you. "What?" He giggled and said nothing. You were confused a bit so you paused the movie and looked at him. "Is there something on my face?" "No..you just look pretty" he smiled. Both of you were eye to eye and very close. His eyes would go from your eyes to your lips as he came even closer. He gently took your hand in his as he said "can i kiss you?" You were in shock your heart was beating as you nodded. It was gentle and sweet you swore you could right a whole essay about how that kiss was the best thing you have ever experienced. "AHM AHM!!!" Both of you pulled away almost instantly as you saw daichi standing in your bedrooms doorstep "listen- its not what it looks like okay??" "Uhuh..koushi have you been dating my sibling behind my back?" "WHAT? no!! I swear-" "come downstairs cuz we have some stuff to discuss here"

You sat there confused but genuinely so happy 'I kissed him..' 'holy shit i actually kissed him!!' your mind was running with thoughts 'wait what if we start dating?' 'Oh my god!!!!' 'Wait what did daichi mean when he said "discuss some things"??' "Hey im back..." he smiled nervously at you "oh hi!" He smiled as he sat down on the bad next to you "um suga" "yes?" "what did my brother 'discuss' with you downstairs?" "You know "don't hurt their feelings!!" And "don't even think about cheating on them!" And he may or may not threatened to kill me if I did" you giggled "all that because of a kiss? Its not like were dating" " ..Well what would you do if I asked you to be my partner right now hm?" "Uhhh!!??!!? I- I dont know mabye say yes or something" he laughed "well then do you want to be my lovey dovey partner?" You giggled a bit as you nodded "tsk, man i kinda wanted to hear you say "yes please please i do!!" Oh well.." "really suga.."

I hope you guys liked it ♡ again this is my first time ever writing fics so I hope its not that bad