#cylas my beloved

[bluecoolr]

btw before Darrell would even get close to being dead by not waking up from the poppies his children of Hades and Hecate friends would get his ass back to consciousness land

no one's dying from that kinda shit on their watch

YO YOU ARE SO RIGHT!!

They're legit fighting a celestial tug o war with Thanatos or Heimlich maneuver-ing those poppies outta him 😭😭😭

Lmao but the children of Nemesis going like "NAH! NAH LET HIM! LET HIS TRIFLING ASS GET WHAT IT'S DUE!"

[goldrose-star]

ok

fist fight, get drunk with, share a flat with

for Clay, Griff, and Cal 😂😂😂

Hiya Cy! 💖

Hmm.. honestly, I think AJ would end up bloody and bruised if she would try to fist fight Clay (because he's a professional boxer??!) or Cal (alone from the work he does..) so Griff it is 😂

I think you would have a great time getting drunk with our guy Calder, dunno, he just gives me this vibes 💖👀

Share a flat with Clay, because really? Great guy 👌 I think AJ and Clay would get along with one another. Also he kinda gives me hubby vibes?? He's friend and husband shaped, I don't make the rules 👀👉👈

For short:

Fist fight Griff, get drunk with Cal and share a flat with Clay

Thank you for the ask 💖

[slasherlouvre]

ily ily ily ily ily bestie i am bursting with love and affection and i am mentally and spiritually hugging you so hard rn like i am feeling many emotions

Cylas, I adore you, I will never stop loving you, ty for always putting up with me and being my Sinclair sister wife; I am giving you all the smooches and hugs and cheering you on always 💞💞💞

[ajarofpickledtears]

original Fairies, ich packs nich 🥺😭

aaaaa I'm having a moment

[vincent-sinclair-deserved-better]

🍎🍌🍇

the game

🍎 Red Apple: I like your blog and your personality! + 🍌 Banana: You’re fun to talk to! 

🍇 Grapes: I wish we were better friends!

I do think we've gotten closer since September 2022 <3

[slaashys-oc-crypt]

you 🤝🏼 me (well, my side blog agshfgah)

having Plent commission art as avatar

EEEEEEEE YES YES YES!!

Slaashy 🤝 Cylas

repping one of our favorite artists 🖤

Plent drew my beloved Milo pfp and he is so incredibly talented. It turned out better than i could have imagined. Hes amazing and I love him. Everyone go follow them right now @probably-a-plant-thing

[solmints-messyocdiary]

Happy Birthday to my beloved Patron ❤️

Thank you for your warm wishes, my dear Cylas~ 💚

[redheadgleek]

4th Quarter reading (October through December)

October: Turtles All the Way Down by John Green - I really enjoyed this book. I liked the main character and her OCD was believable. Beguiled by Cyla Panin. This book didn't know what it wanted to be and it showed. Disappointing. Huntress by Malina Lo. I have no recollection for reading Ash, although I remember that I liked it, so I couldn't tell you how this was a prequel, but it was a good book. Hopefully I'll remember it in a few years. The Fox by Malinda Lo. Attached to Huntress. Should have just been deleted. A Darkness At The Door by Intisar Khanani. I really liked this series (which really was one book followed by a duology), well developed world and characters. Karamo: My Story of Embracing Purpose, Healing, and Hope by Karamo Brown. My favorite of the Fab Five. I found this to be meh. (The fact that there was entire chapters devoted to his fiance who he broke up with about 6 months after this was published was a little *wince* Legends & Lattes by Travis Baldree. A truly fun, cozy fantasy book. Thoroughly enjoyed this one. Drive Your Plow Over the Bones of the Dead by Olga Tokarczuk. A book club book. Dragged a bit, but certainly made me think about nature and borders. The Nobleman's Guide to Scandal and Shipwrecks by Mackenzie Lee. A good conclusion to the trilogy (the second book was the best). Fic: Why Fanfiction Is Taking Over the World by Anne Jamison. Started reading this in 2014 and never finished. It was already dated. I would have really liked taking a college class from her. Corinne by Rebecca Morrow. I read this because there was a rumor that it was written by Stephenie Meyer. I don't think it was (but I wouldn't be surprised if it was Rainbow Rowell). It was so terribly cheesy and entirely relatable. The Gentle Art of Fortune Hunting by K.J. Charles. I... did not realize when I first picked this book up that it was just a very smutty romance novel. I wanted more plot than what I was given. (Books need AO3 tags and ratings!) The Charm Offensive by Alison Cochrun. Truly charming.

November: Almost Like Being in Love by Steve Kluger. I think @constantcompanion told me that it was one of her favorites. Don't read this one as an ebook, the letters do not translate. The ending was unconventional. Tanqueray by Stephanie Johnson. The Humans of New York photo essay was better. The Gentleman’s Guide to Getting Lucky by Mackenzie Lee. Another one that I started reading years ago after reading Gentleman's Guide to Vice and Virtue. It was just meh. Dracula Daily by Bram Stoker. I had never read Dracula. Tumblr made it a much more enjoyable experience than the novel itself. The Fellowship of the Ring by JRR Tolkien (audiobook read by Andy Serkis). Andy Serkis's voice is so good (except as Galadriel) and really made this an immersive experience. The Secret Life of Albert Entwistle by Matt Cain. Truly delightful about an older man facing retiring and reexamining his life in the closet. The cross-generational friendship were the best. Demon in the Wood by Leigh Bardago. The drawings were beautiful, the story was short. Stardust by Neil Gaiman. Needed to be longer. The Guncle by Steven Rowley. I loved this book - there are not enough books dedicated to childless adults and their relationships with the niblings. The Two Towers by JRR Tolkien (read aloud by Andy Serkis). Long car trip to Utah meant plenty of time for listening to books. Eowyn's voice wasn't much better than Galadriel's, but the rest was excellent. Scattered Showers by Rainbow Rowell. Too many republished stories. 84, Charing Cross Road by Helene Hanff. Delightful correspondence. I can see why it's beloved. Paris Daillencourt Is About to Crumble by Alexis Hall. This book suffered because it was the third or fourth book that I read with a anxious/OCD protagonist and it's just becoming the trope of the month.

December: Brambles by Intisar Khanani. The prequel to Thorn. A nice introduction but you really didn't need it. Brokeback Mountain by Annie Proulx. Have never seen the movie. Didn't really like the characters. Writing was lovely, but I don't know that that Wyoming really ever existed. A Marvellous Light by Freye Marske. A reread. Just as delightful as the first time. A Restless Truth by Freye Marske. Not quite as good as AML and the romance wasn't as engaging. I'm excited for the concluding book though. Illuminations by T. Kingfisher. I just love every word she writes. Call Us What We Carry by Amanda Gorman. Some truly excellent poetry in this collection. I'm going to buy the book. A Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens as part of a daily email. Not as much tumblr discussion. The Lightning Thief by Percy Jackson. My nephew's favorite books right now and I realized I've never read. A fun romp. Lamb: The Gospel According to Biff, Christ's Childhood Pal by Christopher Moore. Another book that I was cleaning out from my "started reading years ago but never finished." Enjoyable, but I don't really enjoy potty humor so I think I was the wrong audience.

Currently reading: Medical Apartheid: The Dark History of Medical Experimentation on Black Americans from Colonial Times to the Present by Harriet Washington. It's a great book but it's so heavy that I can only read a chapter at a time. The White Allies Handbook: 4 Weeks to Join the Racial Justice Fight for Black Women by Lecia Michelle. I was really hoping for a Antiracism 202 kind of book and this isn't quite that. I might finish this one by tonight.

I gave up on Great Expectations, Dr. Jekyl and Mr. Hyde, and Moby Dick as emails since nobody else on tumblr seems to be reading those.

[cuppajj]

impression on gold mask :3c

Answers below cut! [edit: it was gold mask ok i'll do one for him too smh asfjklhsadkfhlaskdfhlakshflashflsadhflasdhfjkasfd]

Gold Arm

First impression: Liked him immediately for his design. I had no idea what his personality was though, so when I watched the show I was pleasantly surprised. But it made me love him even more

Impression now: Gold Arm my beloved <3 <3

Favorite moment: I don't want to spoil anything so I'll just say that I love every moment he has with Magnum

Idea for a story: Gold Arm and Magnum Ace go to a library. Gold Arm is so used to screaming at the top of his lungs that Magnum Ace has to teach him how to speak quietly. Also I would just genuinely love a spinoff with all the Gold Brothers tbh

Unpopular opinion: N/A

Favorite relationship: Him and Magnum

Favorite headcanon: I like to think that the Gold Brothers were replacements for the Silver Brothers after they disappeared, but since they lacked the performance variety of their predecessors, the idea was scrapped.

Knock Out

First impression: Knew I would love him the moment I saw him. The voice didn't help, and neither did the writing. He was the first robot I ever simped for.

Impression now: AHAHAHAHAHA THAT'S TIMMY TURNER'S DAD AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Favorite moment: I liked all of his interactions with the humans, like the scenes in the street race episode and in Plus One. The latter especially, since that's one of the best moments where he's actually intimidating and raises the stakes significantly. But a single scene would go to when he taps Cylas's optic, saying he'd leave no fiber or fiber optic unexamined. LOVE IT

Idea for a story: I would love to explore Knockout being an Autobot. I bet there'd be a lot of shenanigan potential between him and Magnus especially

Unpopular opinion: ngl I feel like KO would be into gore. If he's content enough to tote his buzzsaw around and threatening Autobots with ''surgery,'' and watching horror films at human drive in theaters, then I don't think he'd mind getting a bit of blood and other stuff on him. He might be refined but he's still a little loony

Favorite relationship: KOBD, but I really like his interactions with Starscream over his interactions with Breakdown. They're a disaster couple for sure

Favorite headcanon: Unsure!

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@anonymousseer

[bluecoolr]

Darrell but with that 2000 Hugh Jackman bod 👀😂 /j (i love him as he is. gonna kiss all his freckles.)

You're absolutely right, Cy! I mean, that's the best representation of Darrell's body type! 2000 Russell Crowe too!

(Also he'd love it if you kissed his freckles. He has a lot so, more kisses 😈)

[goldrose-star]

hey, sorry if this would be too complicated to keep in mind, but if it's no trouble could you maybe not tag me in any wedding/pregnancy/having children-related stuff? it doesn't upset me or anything, just... makes me kinda cringe? idk how to describe it ;D

but yeah, no worries if it's too much effort, I can always just ignore stuff

Hey Cy!

I'm sorry! I can absolutely understand if you don't want to be tagged in this things. It kind of can be a sensitive subject for some people, I also have subjects that make me cringe, and I'm sorry that I haven't thought about it while tagging people! I will make sure not to tag you in things that make you cringe / uncomfortable and try to avoid tagging you in related things.

Also, it's not too much effort dear friend 😊

Thank you for telling me 💖

[slasherlouvre]

bestie i am smooching you so hard rn straight up making out i know i am very much afab but i hope that if you weren't straight you'd want me (jk)

(...unless?)

(nah fr it's half 11 and I've had to stand in the sun wearing black and long skeeves for probably at least an hour today)

(but i do love youuuuuuuu platonically)

Us if I wasn’t straight and we didn’t have the Atlantic ocean between us

OMG, PLEASE GET OUT OF THE SUN!! BUT ALSO SAME- I’LL NEVER GIVE UP MY CUTE, COMFY LONG SLEEVES NO MATTER HOW HOT IT IS 🤡🤡🤡

ILYT BESTIE, THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS CHECKING IN ON ME AND SENDING ME SELF CARE SLASHER SMUT!! COULDN’T BE ABLE TO MAKE IT WITHOUT YOU, MWAH MWAH 🥰❤️🥰❤️🥰

[ajarofpickledtears]

Stardew Valley is a fashion game btw

[vincent-sinclair-deserved-better]

thought I had last night but was too tired to write down:

ways the murder ocs (usually) kill

Lee: anger bean, kills mostly driven by rightous anger and/or to protect, is therefore violent and brutal

Clay: gives victims time to think about their actions and might do some mind games, murders are usually meant to punish, if he kills them personally, more on the "efficient" side of things

Griff: all about efficiency and getting things done, not many games because he's a wimp and can't handle himself in a fight, victims picked randomly and on a whim

Darrell: also efficient I believe? but there is the element of punishment and justice so. we've seen him do some kind of mind games with the "worse" of his victims while quickly disposing of the other one. plus, leaving the guy to be eaten alive

Skulk: kind of brutal but also just wants to get it over with and avoid fights (?)

Cylas: very rare uncontrolled outbursts, normally well restrained due to therapy and medication, but still always has some rage boiling right under their skin, in order to avoid lashing out due to their emotions becoming too much, they've settled on... "exerting justice", mostly methodical and brutal, has sadistic tendencies, can be swift and efficient if necessary, "there are times and places for everything"

please feel free to correct me or add more characters, I only put the ones I got an approximate idea for, so there are a few missing

Lee belongs to @kalid-raven

Clay and Griffin belong to @rottent33th

Darrell belongs to @bluecoolr

Skulk belongs to @probably-a-plant-thing and I'm really not sure, basing this on one post I've seen. also if you wanna share anything on like the Holt boys or other OCs I am 👀👀👀

tagging @immortal-velociraptor in case you wanna share anything, I wanted to add Sully but then wasn't sure about his methods

@myers-meadow just to read, or if you wanna add one of your AU characters please do

also looking at @solmints-messyocdiary because. Odile mah bebi. and Iris. and Patron my beloved. and... Nutcracker and Dogface? is "Alice" a slasher? anyway

[bluecoolr]

henlo blue bloo ily

Henlo Cylas ily2 🥹

[bluecoolr]

is

is sex different

depending on whether it's more Darrell or more Bright Eyes

Thinking about it now...

Yes. It's different 👀

I think with Darrell, it's more founded on intimacy and comfort sex (yknow like when he just needs a stress reliever or if either of you are feeling particularly lonely... just a way for him to tell you you have him and reassure himself that he has you, too. 🥺👉🏼👈🏼)

With Bright Eyes, it's more primal. The kind of sex that's like "I want you, and I want you now." type.

Darrell's careful not to rough you up. Not Bright Eyes.