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Penpals / Don’t Leave Me - Part 15 (Finale)

Jimin:

Series: Fluff/minor angst

PART 15/15 - FINALE

New to the series? Part 1

Missed the last chapter? Part 14

There was a mixture of silence and shock as he clung to you. "Y-Y/N?" Jinhyun spluttered, grabbing your shoulders and pushing you back slightly to get a view of your face. You nodded, words troubling to escape you. "Why are you here?" He asked, rather confused that you turned up on his doorstep.

"Jihyun, who is it?" You heard a Korean lady speak from inside the apartment. "Come in, come in" Jihyun said, ushering you in. You were still stood there shaking, not really believing what was going on. You shook your head, refusing to move. "I'm sorry Y/N, but you can't just show up my door and not tell my Mother that you have been here" he exclaimed quietly, trying not to let his mother here.

You took a deep breath and composed yourself, taking your hair from your tear soaked face and wafting it into the air, letting nature take its course. "Eomma, it's Y/N" Jihyun declared as you walked through the next door into the room she was sitting in. Her eyes started to fill up and she took in every inch of you. "I wish to have met you in different circumstances Y/N" she spoke softly, evidently not wanting to get either of you upset.

You don't know why the next sentence came out of your mouth, it just happened. "I'm in love with your son" you confessed, then putting your hands to your mouth, not quite believing what you have said. Her expression didn't change at all. "I know you do and I know my son is in love with you too, even if he can't do anything about it".

You gulped hard. "Did he ever say that to you? Jihyun said he never confessed but it was implied. If he's in love with me or was, why did he never say anything?" You hurriedly asked, sitting in the chair next to her. "I know my son Y/N. I have never seen him happier than staying up until 4am to speak to you. He would skip family meals just to speak to you. He rescheduled dance lessons. I don't think he would ever stop loving you. I think he thought he was crazy for being in love with someone he didn't know". You couldn't help but let out a loud laugh. "Yeah, I thought I was crazy too" you agreed.

Jihyun walked in with a cup of tea and a box of tissues for your still tearing eyes. "Y/N, I'm sorry to ask this so bluntly but why are you even here?" He questioned. "Oh well um, you see.. Remember the acting audition I said I was going to? Well I got the part. Ta-da" you said enthusiastically, waving your hands towards the end. "So why are you here?" He asked rather confused. "The part. It's for a Korean drama" you responded.

Jihyun and his mother both were taking a sip of tea at the same time and couldn't help but splutter at your words. "You got a part.. In a Korean drama?!" Jihyun asked. His mother stared at you bewildered. "Yeah.. You knew I always enjoyed acting right?" "No, no. It's not that. I don’t think I have ever seen a non-Asian in a Korean drama before.. At least none that I have ever seen" Jihyun confessed, his mother agreeing. "Wait, so this isn't normal?" You asked. "Not really, but who likes normal?" Jimin's mother spoke. You couldn't help but smile. You knew she was implying yours and Jimin's online friendship.

"Another spluttery question but do you think if I told him I loved him, he would have taken the job?" You asked. They both looked at each other and said "no" in unison. "Y/N, Jimin had a lot of savings so that he could come and visit you. He wanted to surprise you one day. But when you both started talking about dreams and aspirations, he knew that he had to follow his so that you would go follow yours. I'm not saying he sacrificed his happiness for you to follow your dreams but I know that he'd much rather prefer to be holding you right now than on a worldwide tour. I think he used his savings to attend the auditions to show you that you could do it. All he wants is for you to be hapy" Jihyun explained. Your insides were screaming but you tried to remain calm. "But I would also rather be with him now than have this job. I'm just scared after all this time, I've lost hum" you silently cried. "Y/N, you never lost him and you never will" his Mother soothed.

After a quick talk, you had to excuse yourself because of the chauffeur waiting outside. Jimin's mother would not send you on your way without some of her walnut pies and a few more bits to eat. You knew your arm was going to hurt from all of the goods. Before you exited, you turned to face them. "I hope the next time I'm here. I'll see him" you smiled, giving hope to the pair of them. "I really hope so too" his Mother smiled back. "Oh, please don't tell him I'm here" you stated. "What do you mean?" Jihyun asked. "Don't tell him that I have been here. Don't tell him that I'm in Korea. Just don't tell him anything okay?". "But why?" Jihyun asked again, still totally confused. You were just as confused but for some reason, you didn't want him to know. You didn't want to meet on forced terms. You didn't want to meet and him not to love you. You didn't want to contact him and him not want to meet you. You ultimately didn't want your heart broken. His mother nodded. "Come on Jihyun, I'll explain" she said, guiding him away from the door.

The next few weeks flew by. You became so close to the cast and crew and couldn't believe that the filming was almost over for the first season. Yes it had been stressful and tiring but so worthwhile. You couldn't wait to see people's reactions when it finally aired tonight. One of the cast members were throwing a little viewing party around their house but you really wanted to share this moment with loved ones at home so your parents organised a screening party of their own, which you would Skype into.

You were full of nerves when it came to the title song and you could feel yourself blushing as people didn't know whether to watch your reaction or the screen. As soon as your face appeared on screen there was a loud cheer coming from your phone and you couldn’t even hear your dialogue coming from the TV screen.

The next hour was a complete an utter blur. You couldn't help but cringe at some scenes and then laugh at others. There were times where you knew something emotional was about to happen and couldn't help but stare at everyone's faces at your phone. You couldn't help but smile when people expressed how much they loved the show and how much they were proud of you.

Jihyun was quick to text you.

Jihyun: The show is amazing Y/N. I can't wait to see more of it. I never knew you were such a great actress!

Before you could finish the message, another one came through.

Jihyun: Jimin will be so proud of you.

There were no tears, no crying. Only smiles.

Y/N: Do you think he will watch it?

Jihyun: Honestly, no. He doesn't watch much TV and when he does, it's foreign movies or cartoons. I can't imagine Jimin watching a Korean romance dystopian drama can you?

You laughed. You couldn't see him watching it at all.

Y/N: Do you think he would recognise me? If he were to see me on the street or in the show?

Jihyun: You're loving these questions Y/N. In the street, yes. I recognised you straight away. From the show, no. Your hair is so dark for the show and your make up makes you look like a different person It completely changed your face shape.. Your Korean pronunication lessons has lessened your accent too. I don't think he would recognise you.

You didn’t know whether to be happy or sad about that. He could be watching the drama right now and not know who you were.. Just another person trying their hand at acting. You were accomplishing your dream but why didn't you feel accomplished? You knew why. You needed Jimin to know. But you couldn't face the repercussions of trying to contact him.

The next few weeks were a whirlwind. You were getting recognised everywhere you went and even needed a personal body guard when you went to events. Events! Yes, you were invited to a lot of them. You were also asked to a lot of interviews, especially being the first y/nationality to be in a Korean drama. It was at one interview in particular where you made a drastic mistake.

"Do you like any K-POP groups?" The interview asked all of the cast who were sat around the table. Each cast member took it in turns to reveal which K-POP groups were their favourite and then it got to you. "I really like them all but I'm really loving NCT right now" you replied. All of the other females in the cast had answered with female girl groups and because you had answered with a male group, you were asked if you had a bias. "I really adore K-POP and have for a while since I studied the language. I really like Ten, I think he is my favourite" you smiled. All of the other cast members couldn't believe what you had just done.

It wasn't until the next day when you realised what you had done. Your name was shipped with Ten's and there were even edited photos of the two of you together. "Oh my god, he doesn't even know who I am and look at this!" You exclaimed to your best friend on set, Eun. Eun knew everything about your life, even about Jimin. She was very good at putting the BTS attention onto her so that you didn't have to answer. Even if you had had a bad experience in Korea, you were glad you were friends with Eun.

"Another one!" You sighed to Eun in your shared apartment together, looking at a photo of you and Ten which was obviously photoshopped. "Daejong (male lead) told me that Ten thought it was hilarious. He's friends with him you know" she admitted. You couldn't help but spit out your water. "And you have only just thought to tell me? Why didn't he tell me?" You laughed, putting your head in your hands. "I think he thought you knew if I'm honest" Eun explained. You couldn't help but like the attention you were getting, but it wasn't the person you were wanting it off.

"He still hasn't realised it's me has he?" You asked Jihyun on the phone that night. "No he hasn't. Well he hasn't said anything to me and I think he would have. He would have been asking why I never told him" he explained. "Oh congratulations by the way!" He chanted. You were so confused. "Am I pregnant or something?" You giggled. "Well I don't know.. What have you been up to? I mean on your nomination!" He said. You were even more confused. The silence on the phone was deafening. "You don't know anything about it do you?" Jihyun asked. Your heart was racing at the idea of a nomination. Within seconds, Eun came bursting in your bedroom and said in unison with Jihyun "Best Actress in a drama series!".

You started shaking and slightly hyperventilating. "This has got to be a joke right?" You spoke into the phone, eyes latched onto Eun's. "No, it's very real" she replied back. "Congratulations!" She squealed. The next few moments were a blur. You got confirmation off management, you rang friends and family and were reading reviews of the nominees for the whole of the award show. You were up against some huge names and were no way going to win it but it was an honour to even be mentioned.

The lead up to the award show flew past faster than the filming of the series did. You were busy non stop doing interviews and signings. When the day of the award show came, you were up bright and early to get ready. "I know I'm not going to win, but this is so exciting!" You exclaimed to all of the cast members who were getting ready at your apartments. Daejong was also up for best male actor but was a few hours late due to filming a pilot on the morning.

As you were getting your hair and make up done, you couldn't realise how far you had come. You had believed in your abilities and here you were. Even if you weren't in Korea for the reason you wanted to be. "He'll be proud" Eun smiled as she watched you stare off into space. "I know" you smiled back. As soon as your hair and make up was done, you jumped out of your seat and walked over to the entrance area where the door opened. "Delivery for Y/N" Daejong smiled with two baskets of flowers. "Who are these from?" You beamed giddily. "Well this one is from me" he stated, popping down a beauty blue assortment of flowers onto the glass table. "Thank you so much, I've got you a gift too but we may aswell drink it after the awards show?" You questioned, shaking a bottle of vodka that cost the same as the dress you were about to wear.

"And these are from.. Well, Ten sent them but they're from all of the members of NCT". You're inner fangirl was going bazerk but you couldn't let it show. Not in front of everyone. "It's okay Y/N, fangirl all you want.. We all know what you are like. Well maybe not the hair and make up artists" Daejong laughed. You squealed so high pitched that you saw a few cast members cover their ears. "NCT SENT ME FLOWERS GUYS, OH MY GOD" you shouted in your mother tongue. You hadn't even met them, but they were so supportive of you ever since you said you loved their music in an interview. You knew that was the only reason they knew about you. Your fans were very loyal and loving and a lot of them were NCT fans so it was inevitable that they would find out.

After the giddy moment, you looked at your watch and gasped at the time. "Shit, we need to get ready" you let out, laughing as you watched everyone look at their watches and slamming their champagne flutes down in a panic. You couldn't wait to get into your dress so hurried into your room to get changed.

Everyone looked amazing when you were sticking your head around the door. You couldn't believe how different all of the cast members looked when they were dolled up. You walked out in your beautiful navy satin dress to match Daejong's suit(dress inspiration - https://www.promgirl.com/shop/dresses/viewitem-PD2216084) and everyone was in awe. "If you don't win the award, you'll most certainly win best dressed!" One of the cast members exclaimed, people nodding in agreement. You couldn't help but blush.

"Everyone listen up" you heard the producer's voice beam from the other end of the room. "To give a run down on what is happening at the event, because our two main characters are up for the main awards, we will be sat front and centre and I will give you the seating plan when we arrive. Lisa and Jisoo from BlackPink will be giving out the male award and Taehyung and Seokjin from BTS will be giving out the female award". You spluttered and everyone turned to look at you. You didn't mean to splutter, but you were in shock. You looked straight at Eun who knew exactly what to do and say. Acting on fangirl, she spoke up "Does that mean BTS will be there?". The producer rolled her eyes. "I'm not 100% sure. All I am sure about is that Taehyung and Seokjin will be there because they are up for an award for their song on Hwarang". You died inside. You were hoping and praying that he wasn't going to be there, you wouldn’t know what you would do if he was.

Pulling up to the awards ceremony, you couldn't believe the amount of people who were out supporting merchandise from the show. Your name was being shouted over and over again and you couldn't believe you had been accepted into the nations arms. You teared up from all of the support but turned on your professional head when it came to yours and Daejong's joint interviews.

How does it feel to be nominated? Can you believe you are nominated? Can you put it into words? How does it feel to know that artists as big as BlackPink and BTS are giving out these awards? They weren't questions you could dodge, especially when you are asked over and over again. When asked if you were a fan of BTS, you replied "and then some.." Because you really were a huge fan, they just didn't realise why.

You were glad the interviews were over and were glad to be led to your seat by Daejong. Daejong knew everything about Jimin too, but he didn't like to talk to you about it. He was like your older brother and hated seeing you upset. You were looking around the room, trying to catch a glimpse of people you would recognise. The awards show was such a big deal. You were front and centre on a circle table with other actors and actresses and the idol groups were up on the side of the stage in rows. You looked out for BTS in particular but couldn't see them. It was only when you were gawping trying to eye BTS that you noticed all of NCT looking at you. You wanted there to be a hole in the ground that would swallow you up. Your face must have been a picture. They must have found it very amusing considering 3 of the members sent Daejong a snapchat of them doing your gawping face. You just wanted to die.

As the night was drawing on, your hands were hurting from clapping and you had one too many glasses of champagne that expected, but you were enjoying the evening. The camera always panned over to you as you sang along to Korean songs and trying to imitate the dance moves. You really weren't a dancer. You should just stick to acting.

The whole room suddenly went dark when Lisa and Jisoo from BlackPink appeared. "Daejong, it's your turn!" You squealed, placing your hand on his lap and squeezing in anticipation. "And here are the nominees" Lisa from BlackPink read out. You were watching all of the amazing actors who were nominated but you knew that Daejong was deserving of the award. He played an amazing part and you couldn't fault him at all. "And the winner is.." Jisoo read out from the teleprompter. "DAEJONG!" They both said in unison. There was an uproar coming from your table and all of the cast couldn't help but let out a few tears and hug him before he collected his award. You got so excited that you spilt a glass of champagne, thankfully missing your silk dress.

Your breathing got faster as you watched the man you acted alongside with going to collect his award. You all breathed a sigh of relief knowing he had won. It was also a special occasion because it was the first award that the series had won.

"So um.. I don't really know where to begin. I didn't prepare a speech because I didn't think I would win this. I guess I will just have to wing it. Thank you all so much for supporting this series. All of the fans will love to know that season 2 filming will commence next month and will be out at the end of the year. If you support that season as much as you have this one, I hope we can carry on for as long as possible. I wouldn't want to carry on if it wasn't for the amazing cast and crew. They have been amazing and possibly the best I have ever worked with. I want to talk about you all individually but I'm worried I wont have the time but I really want to thank Y/K/N. Not only has she came over from another country to film this series, she's fit in so well. She's an asset to the team and I wouldn't want to do this with anyone else. She is like my little sister and I don't think I will ever be able to share how much this wonderful human being means to me and everyone else on the team. I know this is my award but I really do not think I could have done this without her. She has a talent like no other and I wish her so much luck for the best actress award. Thank you so much for the award. Fighting!" Daejong rhymed off.

You were a blubbering mess. It wasn't like Daejong to be like this. He really was like your older brother. Yes, he listened to you. But he was never soft with you, just protective. You loved seeing this side of him but had to hide yourself from the cameras as you were crying hysterically, even calling for a make up touch up.

"And now onto the next award" you heard a voice bellow. Even if I die, it's you started to play only meaning one thing. It was Taehyung and Seokjin and time for your award. You couldn't help in that moment feel a sense of jealousy that when you lost Jimin, they were the ones to gain him. You looked at them no longer as BTS but Jimin's friends and you suddenly felt comfortable. Not like a fangirl anymore.

"4 hours ago, we were told what award we would be hosting. We cannot believe the sheer amount of talent that is in this category and we believe you are all winners." Taehyung read off the teleprompter. "Celebrated amongst these women are different religions, ethnicities, languages, sexuality and ages. We are proud to celebrate the diverse culture tonight. And now for your nominees" Jin rhymed off.

Daejong arrived back at the table just as nominees reels were being played and you both stood up to greet each other and held one another for a long time. Over his shoulder, you couldn't help but stare back at the woman who was staring at you. You had no idea who she was, but her eyes didn't come off of you, as if she was trying to suss you out. As your reel started to play, you sat down and Daejong put his hand on your lap and squeezed it just like you had done to him. Eun also did it on your other leg.

*Another part of the arena*

"We've got a problem Bang PD" a woman stated. "Remember that girl who confessed her love to Jimin and we never told him about it? Well, she's here. That's her" she explained, pointing to your reel. Bang PD looked so confused. "You haven't told him? After all of these years?" He asked the lady, who turns out was in charge of their emotional welfare. "No, I didn't think I could?" She stated. Bang PD looked terrifed. He didn't want Jimin to think there was some sort of conspiracy. All he wanted was for Jimin to not focus on girls whilst they were trainees. Bang PD had no idea that Jimin wasn't informed after debuting. "We need to go and find him, fast" he prompted, rushing away.

*Back to you*

"And the winner is... Y/K/N" Taehyung chanted. The room around your suddenly went dark and you felt as though you were the only one in the room. You couldn't work out whether you were dying, fainting, had one to many champagnes or were just shell shocked. It was the last one, but you still felt as though you were dying. "Y/K/N, Y/KN" Eun was chanting, trying to wake you from your shocked state. "I won?" You gasped, looking around the table. The whole arena was on their feet with applause. Not only were you the first person of your nationality to be in a Korean drama, but the first to ever win an award, let alone the first award they were nominated for.

The walk to the podium felt like you were walking on cloud 9. You could feel all of your acting insecurities going away. You could feel how proud your loved ones would be of you. You felt immense pleasure knowing that Jimin will one day know that you achieved your dream. You couldn't help but smile from ear to ear.

Your eyes set on Seokjin and you immediately turned into a jittering mess. You bowed to show respect and couldn't help but keep your eyes locked on the boys as they handed you the award and walked to the side. You were gawping at them for what felt like 10 minutes. With a shake of your head, you suddenly realised where you were, standing in front of a nation, your loved ones and a crowd of 30,000 people, accepting an acting award.

"Like Daejong, I also didn't prepare a speech.." You scuffled around, playing with your dress. "I don't really know where to begin. I don't know whether a lot of people know about me. I don't really know anything at the moment. To the fans, you are amazing. I will only be repeating Daejong by saying to look out for the next season but I promise it will be a brilliant one. Thank you so much for the support and I hope I will make you proud. Daejong, my older brother, thank you for being my best friend when I needed somebody to vent or cry too. Thank you for teaching me how to use chop sticks and pick the crab out of my meals. Thank you for being the perfect companion to work with and I can't wait to continue our journey together in the future. Eun, for being my rock. You really have been my number one support. You help me dodge a lot of bullets but also keep me grounded. Thank you for being the one who comforts me when I'm down, holds my hair back when I have had one too many champagnes.. Which I think you may have to do tonight, or tucks me into bed when I've fallen asleep on top of the duvet after a busy day. Um, I would like to thank the other cast and crew members who have been so supportive of me and correcting me if I was ever wrong. I don't know whether anyone knows, but this was actually my first acting job. Back where I am from, I was always beat out by that one person who had one quirk that I didn't have. I felt very defeated. I actually gave up acting for a while, but it wasn't until a... um, a friend of mine told me to change paths. But this time, my quirk was being able to speak Korean. A language I fell in love with." You rhymed off. "I think the champagne might be helping with my speech" you giggled slightly. You then had an overwhelming urge to talk more, as if you needed to get something off your chest but you didn't expect what came out of your mouth to come out.

"I fell in love with Korean because I once had a penpal. I say once, he isn't my penpal anymore. I remember the day I picked a name out of a hat in Geography. I really didn't want to do it. I had no interest in having a penpal. I felt so misunderstood and judged at school that I wondered how on Earth a stranger was going to perceive me, but actually, it changed my life. I ended up talking to this person a lot, every day in fact. I fell in love with so many aspects of Korea. I'm really thankful. I know I should be thanking my family and friends right now which you all already know, I love and thank you all so much but I think even you all probably expect this. You have seen what I have went through. I actually was very torn with what I wanted my future to look like. I always wanted to give acting a go but never thought I was good enough so I studied languages. My penpal told me that I was crazy for not going after my dreams. To cut a long story short, I decided to study Korean at university and this opportunity came up. But it's not just me that's went after my dreams is it? I think my penpal is here right now. It's one of you out there, I think. You may not recognise me. I look different with darker hair, a paler face and my Korean is stronger, but it's me. You know that it's me don't you? If you're not here, I look like a fool but I think you are or it could be the champagne clouding my imagination." You spoke all of that in Korean until it came to your final sentence where your mother tongue and accent suddenly sprouted out. "You pursued your dreams. You told me to pursue my dreams so I did. Thank you.. Everyone.. For everything"

*Jimin's P.O.V*

"I don't want to miss this!" He mouthed, looking over to Bang PD who was waving for him to go down. "I don't want to miss Seokjin blowing a kiss to the camera" he laughed to Hoseok. "Can you go down?" He asked. Hoseok agreed and walked down the steps. Jimin could see Bang PD turn away out of frustration, not wanting Hoseok but him but he didn't care. He really wanted to see Seokjin fail. If it were important, he would have come up right? He was probably trying to play a trick on him again like he had at the past 2 award shows where Bang PD had asked him to come downstairs and then laughed for making Jimin move.

Your reel came on but he was looking in the opposite direction. Eun noticed after she clocked him, then squeezing your thigh. You were announced as the winner and Jimin stood up, not really paying attention to his screen but rather his phone as his brother had text him.

Jihyun: I know you're not expecting an award but expect something better than an award.

Was he the one who liked cryptic messages now? It seemed like it. Jimin's face was twisting as he was trying to work out the text. He completely missed Seokjin's kiss to the camera behind your back and most of your speech. "Because I once had a penpal" made his ears prick. His heart suddenly hit the floor and he couldn't help but think of you, like he always did. It had been so long since you spoke, he knew you picked out his name in class, but couldn't remember the lesson. You mentioned the words misunderstood and being judged and his face was screwing up even more, as if his beloved penpal was infront of him.. If only he knew.

"I always wanted to give acting a go but never thought I was good enough so I studied languages" he heard you speak. It was at this point he was trying to focus on every aspect of you, but he was being put off by Hoseok's hysterical waving in the background. Hoseok realised what was going on after being informed off Bang PD, so came up to inform Jimin. Hoseok knew of you because of Jimin's stories, but even this felt so surreal.

"My penpal told me that I was crazy for not going after my dreams" you said. "Why does this sound like me?" He laughed, turning around to face Yoongi. Yoongi looked at him with a dead blank stare, realising what was going on a lot quicker than Jimin did who was still yet to fully comprehend the situation.

"I think my penpal is here right now. It's one of you out there, I think. You may not recognise me. I look different with darker hair, a paler face and my Korean is stronger, but it's me." Jimin looked at every inch of you, took in every bit of you. He only ever saw you on a computer screen but he focused on your Korean too. He seemed like he knew, but he didn't want to believe it. His head tilting to one side, breathing getting a lot deeper.

"You know that it's me don't you?" You questioned, looking out at the crowd. Jimin's heart practically fell out of his chest. "Oh my god" he let out, so loud that the members of GOT7 turned around to look at him, realising he was the one you were on about. "That's my Y/N" he exhaled, tears coming to the front of his eyes, not believing you were here. Not only could he not believe you were here, but he couldn't believe that you were carrying out your dreams and winning awards for it.

You then spoke in your mother tongue. "You pursued your dreams. You told me to pursue my dreams so I did." "Hoseok, that's her" he mouthed as Hoseok approached. "I know Jimin, I know" he said, rubbing his back and supporting him as he stood up. "It's Y/N.." He kept saying as he was walking down the stairs, eyes locked on you as you intently stared at your award, blinking back tears.

"W-what is it?" Jimin asked Bang PD, still with his eyes on you. "We need to talk." He sternly said. This didn't get Jimin's attention. "It's about Y/N" Bang PD stated. That got Jimin's attention. "Explain later, I need.. I need to do something" Jimin declared, running off into the direction of the sound booth.

*Your P.O.V*

You were overjoyed. You couldn't believe the stuff that had come out of your mouth but you felt relief, glad that everything was out in the open. You were thrilled with the award and everyone congregated around you to cheer you on. You and Daejong posed for photos with your awards and even the camera crew came over to you to film a close up of your red and blotchy face but you didn't care. Your phone buzzed and the brightness hurt your face. You had turned off your wifi so your parents wouldn't have contacted you via that method because it was so expensive and the only people who it oculd have been other than Jihyun were with you, so the process of elimination made you realise who it was.

Jihyun: You may have won the award, but I think you'll be a lot more excited soon

What was he implying? You had no idea.

*Bebe Rexha – I Just Wanna Dance With Somebody* started playing. This was one of your favourite songs and everyone knew it. It was a bittersweet moment though as you always used to sing it to Jimin in a really odd accent. But you couldn't let those emotions get the better of you as your drunken inhabitations started to take over your body and the moves started to flow.. Even if they were terrible.

"Y/N... Y/N" Eun shook you as you were dancing as if you were in a psychedelic mindset. "What?" You bluntly replied, slightly annoyed she broke your cool dancing. You were annoyed in a funny way. She understood. "Um, turn around".

That's the moment you felt your insides tense. Everything in you went to mush. The whole room went to darkness once again but instead of just you being there, Jimin was there too.

"So it is you" he spoke, gesturing to the song. "Yeah.. It's me" you smiled. You wanted to run into his arms. You wanted to kiss him. You wanted to tell him how madly in love with him you were but it wasn't the time or place. "People are realising Y/N.. Get backstage" Daejong announced, pushing you towards the corridor that led backstage as Jimin followed 2 minutes later.

You entered the room first and felt nervous. More nervous than ever before. The love you felt for him was exactly the same as before. You weren't disappointed. Like you ever could be. He was perfect. You didn't want this. You didn't want this to happen at all. He wasn't in love with you. How could he be in your life other than being your one and only? You couldn't picture it.

All of these thoughts were whizzing around your head and then he suddenly waltzed into the room. "Y/N I-" he paused. His head hit the floor. "Jimin, I understand. I know. I know everything" you explained. "How long have you been here?" He asked. "About 6 months" you answered. "Why didn't you tell me?" He asked again, looking sadder than ever before. "Why would that have made a difference? I didn't even know how to contact you. Honestly, I didn't want you to know. I was worried that-" you stopped. "That what?" He questioned.

It was now or never. Were you going to tell him? Did you even have the guts. "Jimin, you left me. I told you not to but you did. Why couldn't you contact me? Why?" You cried. You both cried. You both had no idea the feelings each other had, but for some reason, you both couldn't admit it either.

You were still stood at opposing end of the rooms but your phones buzzed in unison.

Jihyun: Tell him you love him.

*Jimin's P.O.V*

Jihyun: Tell her you love her.

*Your P.O.V*

"I asked you not to leave me" you cried again, breaking the silence from looking at the text messages. "I never left you. I was always with you, like you were always with me. If I was in your heart, I never left" he responded, walking over to you and taking your hand. This was the first time you touched and it felt wonderful, but this wasn't how you expected your first meeting to go. You thought you would fly into his arms after admitting you both loved each other. You were getting upset.

"Jimin, I told you I loved you and you read it but didn't reply back to me then ignored me for years!" You protested sharply. You tried not to raise your voice. You weren't angry anymore, just disappointed. He looked at you bewildered. "Y/N.. I didn't know" he hesitated. You looked at him. "How did you not know? I voicemailed you the day you went to Seoul" you confessed. Jimin looked straight passed you at Bang PD and the woman who stared at you before, locking gaze and mentally communicating. "Oh my god" he let out. "Is this why you wanted to talk?" He said, walking over to them. "I swear we can explain" the woman apologised.

He stood there, waiting for them to continue without saying a word. "When you came to Seoul, you know we had to take the phones off you.. Well there was a voice note from this young lady confessing her love to you. As you were trainees, I had to send this information to Bang PD and because of you not debuting yet, he didn't want you to be involved with girls.. Any of you involved in girls." She explained but was interrupted. Bang PD continued "I thought she would end up telling you when you debuted as I only specified not telling you as trainees. You know I'm not involved in that sort of stuff neither do I talk about it. I'm sorry Jimin. I'm sorry Y/N. It's just a break down in communication" he explained whole-heartedly.

Jimin didn't even reply. He grabbed the door and slowly shut it, hoping they would get the message, locking it behind him. "You love me? Wait, you loved me or still do?" He asked, walking over to you again, this time, guiding you towards the sole couch that was in the room. You gulped. You knew the answer, but you didn't want to tell him.

"You don't love me so what does it matter?" You questioned. He looked at you as if you had two heads and then laughed. "Y/N, you think I don't love you? Are you crazy?" He asked. "As a friend.." You responded. "Didn't you get my letter? Oh Y/N.. You were so good at cryptic puzzles back then" he sighed, slightly laughing. "Letter.. What letter?" You asked, looking at him now as if he had 2 heads. "When I left, I sent you a letter explaining for you to wait for me. If you took all of the capital letters from that letter it said I love you, please wait for me" he explained. "I read that letter so many times and nev—wait, you love me?" You questioned. It seemed as though so many questions were occurring in so little time that you were getting yourself all confused.

"Of course I do Y/N, I have always loved you. I thought you didn't love me so I didn't call" he sighed. "Oh Jimin" you sighed, realised it was all a break down in communication. "Look" he said, pulling out bits of paper from a backpack that was in the room, evidently his dressing room. He handed you the pieces of paper. They were your letters. "You carry these with you?" "Always".

Then after your letters you saw a piece of paper with all of your details on. Skype. Email. Home telphone. Mobile number. Everything you can imagine. "I had to change all of my accounts so I carried these with me if I ever had the courage to call. I didn't want to ruin your life by loving you and you not loving me back. I wanted you to be happy and pursue your dreams" he confessed. "Love" you said. "Love?" He asked, staring. "You asked me if I love or loved. I'm saying love" you smiled.

This wasn't BTS Jimin you were talking to, this was your penpal. The boy you were always in love with. "You look beautiful" he smiled after gazing at you a while. "you even look better than on the computer screen which I never though possible" he laughed.

Jimin stood up and went to walk out of the room. "Where are you going?" You asked, not wanting him to leave you again. "Just.. Trust me" he winked. Moments later, he walked through the door and gasped. "Y/N, what a surprise!" He laughed, trying to act. What the hell was he doing? He looked at you with encouragement. Oh, he wanted to relive the moment of meeting. The one you had always talked about.

You couldn't do it. You appreciated the effort a lot, but it just wouldn't work like that anymore. "Jimin I-" you stumbled. "What is it?" He asked concerned, walking over to you and taking you hand. Your words couldn't form.

"I love you" he spoke, lifting your chin and making your gaze meet his. "I always have". You couldn't believe the words coming from his mouth. It was like a dream. "I love you too" you cried, burying your head into his chest.

"I'm so proud of you" he confessed, kissing the top of your head and bringing you in for a tighter squeeze. "You have no idea how proud I am of you.. I'm ARMY by the way" you laughed through emotions. He couldn't help but laugh too. "You pursued your dreams" you continued. "Not really.." He replied, pulling you away from him.

You didn't know what he was getting at. "I am so proud of you for pursing your dreams Y/N.. That makes me the happiest. But I haven't pursued my dreams yet, but I'm about to" he stated. "What do you mean? Did you not learn your lesson from the last cryptic message you told me?" You laughed off, even though the pain of not working out his message crippled your head.

"I can now pursue my dream because it’s you. It’s always been you. The penpal that I have always been in love with.. You wont leave me will you?” He asked. "I will never leave you... but I'm your dream?" You stuttered in shock, even though you saw it coming from the way the conversation was going. "You always have been and always will be" he smiled. "So.. when will I get the kiss I have craved for 5 years?" He asked, slightly puckering his lips.

"Now"

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thediebutterfly · 7 years

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B.A.P Stan-cyclopedia

Yongguk stans: Calm, strong and steady, they hardly ever waver from Bbang. Despite the truly harrowing times they’ve experienced - they, like their bias, can always be counted on to be sage, positive and mostly relaxed. They give great advice and are fun, and even giddy, once you crack them open. Also, watching the YAMAZAKI-meltdown of 2017 was downright hilarious. Yongguk stans are loyal, talented and truly good people. The glue that holds the fandom together.

Majority ship: Banghim or Banglo. But arguments can be made for Bangdae and Bangjae. Strong arguments. Also Tigguk, obviously.

Majority bias-wrecker: Himchan, Daehyun and Youngjae. The other two are their babies, and always will be.

Hicmhan stans: They will defend and protect Himchan to their very last breath. And quite rightly so. No one has gotten more industry and fandom crap than him. While the rest of us are watching Himchan glide along like the swan he is, all beautiful and elegant, slightly goofy (in the neck), they are underwater, watching as his legs work furiously and without end as they propel him along. Don’t mess with Himchan stans. But love them, cause they’re great. And would probably defend you, if you ever needed it.

Majority ship: Himup. Duh.

Majority bias-wrecker: Youngjae. But they love Daehyun too.

Daehyun stans: Very active. Very sociable. Extremely vocal. Always screaming about Daehyun, thinking about screaming about Daehyun, dreaming about thinking about screaming about Daehyun. They admire Daehyun’s many talents but they are also the among the first ones to admire all the members for their numerous talents. If BABYz were a cake, they’d be the rainbow sprinkles on top, i.e they’re delightful and there are a million of them.

Majority ship: All Daehyun ships are evenly represented (more opportunity to scream about Daehyun)

Majority bias-wrecker: None. Unless you count blonde Daehyun. AND THEY DO.

Youngjae stans: Hyper-aware that they are a slightly smaller group. Painfully aware that Yoo Youngjae is everyone's bias-wrecker as opposed to straight-up bias. Furiously aware that sometimes ‘jae’ is seen as just a part of ‘daejae’..... But, if anyone can clue in the clueless, it’s Youngjae stans. Blessed with real, farm-to-table talent, the artists that stan Youngjae know he’s on the cusp of true greatness, and that it’s only a matter of time. He’ll get everyone in the end.

Majority ship: Younglo and Daejae (although Bangjae, Himjae and Youngup are all on the rise. Seriously, everyone loves Youngjae)

Majority bias-wrecker: They love everyone. But they are in love with Youngjae. Tbh, that face/shoulder combo would leave anyone destroyed.

Jongup stans: Like the man they stan, they’re a quirky bunch. Quietly, yet constantly, supportive of the whole group, they spend their time lolling about, not afraid to gush over another member or gently rib Uppie for his more gobbish ways. And then stage-Jongup appears. Mr. Moon pulls one pose, and they all lose their collective shit. Screaming, weeping and in various stages of dying, the cry often heard is ‘i can’t, I can’t, I CAN’T’. It’s down to a science.

Majority ship: Daeup (Daejong?). Either way they love it. Also Himup, because even his stans accept that no one will ever love Jongup as much as Himchan does. No one. Ever.

Majority bias-wrecker: Daehyun or Yongguk. The two extremes.

Zelo stans: Creative, sweet and kind. The kindest of kind. Their blogs are truly refreshing, drama-free spaces. Their total care and adoration of our youngest sometimes seems beyond words, like they’ve wrapped him up in fluffy clouds and quietly watch over him as he sleeps. So instead of loud flailing, we are blessed with beautiful edits and gifsets. And Mochii. Lots and lots of Mochii.

Majority ship: Banglo or Younglo (although Daelo is always hovering) Most likely due to the fact that although he’s everyone's little brother, Yongguk and Youngjae are clearly his primary caregivers.

Majority bias-wrecker: Daehyun, Jongup or Mochii (the bae)

#StanBAP #SupportBABYz

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#B.A.P #BABYz #SupportBAP #bap #these are obviously my opinions #and they're all thoroughly unscientific #lol #I LOVE YOU ALL #that's a fact.

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jiminthestreets-bonesinthesheets · 7 years

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In My Dreams: Chapter 6

HeeeeeY!! So I have decided to let the kpop loving side of me free and unleash one of my (many) kpop fanifcs! This one has been well liked on AFF so I hope you guys like it too!! ^^ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Description: Junhong lead a hard life. Taken in by his abusive acoholic Aunt and Uncle after a tragic accident that lead to his parents death was only just the beginning of his pain. He never fit in at school, bullying had become a daily routine, and being openly gay in a closed minded town didn’t exactly help his current social situation. Junhong lived most of his life with his head down praying that invisibility be his friend. But in the flash of a moment everything changed. Finding himself somehow transported to a foreign land he’s given a second chance at life. A chance to make new friends, new relationships, a brand new beginning he thought he would never have. But it will not be without its ups and downs, the biggest hardship being the handsome face in his new group of friends. In the end Junhong will have to make the biggest decision of his life, does he return to everything he knows to be with his family like he’s expected, or will he stay in this strange new land and give up everything for love?

Pairings: Banglo, Daejong, Himjae

Rating: M (SMUT INVOLVED!!!)

Characters: Yongguk, Zelo, Himchan, Daehyun, Jongup, Youngjae, Oc’s

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WARNING!!!: THIS CHAPTER INVOLVES SMUT!!!

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Chapter 6: Are you the one?

“Junhong, will you get out from behind my back already, they are gone,” Jongup tried desperately to unlink Junhong's hands from around his waist but had no luck, he had a tight grip.

The whole time the Chief and the boy who was to be their new squad leader were talking, Junhong had thrown himself behind Jongup in an attempt to hide. The Chief was not his friend nor did he want another encounter with the frightening man. He wasn’t the only reason though, that boy, he recognized him. He was the boy from earlier, the one who had caught his attention as he walked by when he had first met Jongup. Junhong was sure he had never seen another man like him, he was gorgeous, and his deep husky voice didn’t help to quell the nerves that settled in Junhong's stomach. If this was how he was going to feel every time Junhong was around that man how was he supposed to be a part of this squad if he was their new leader?!

Panic began to sink hard and fast in his stomach when he caught sight of Daehyun out of the corner of his eye. Daehyun, this was his fault. Why hadn’t he told him that this man was to be their new leader?! “You!” Junhong finally let go of Jongup, lunging forwards to grab Daehyun by the collar, “Why didn’t you tell me he was our squad leader?! You didn’t even tell me he was in our squad to begin with! Had I have known this I would have found a different squad! This was vital information, Daehyun, why didn’t you tell me!”

When Junhong was done with his mini rant he shook Daehyun, causing a laugh to burst from his lips, “Whoa, hold on a second, Junhong. I only found out that he was going to be our squad leader the same time as you, I didn’t know that you even knew who he was and also… you didn’t ask.” His brow quirked with the last words.

Junhong sat back, unknowingly straddling Daehyun's lap, his eyes wide as he knew he was caught, “I don’t know him.”

A smirk the devil would be proud of covered Daehyun's face as he leaned closer to Junhong, “If you don’t know him then why are you freaking out so much about him being our new leader?”

“I…I am not freaking out,” Junhong puffed his cheeks, trying to hide his blush.

“Yes you are.”

“No, I am not!” the two were now forehead to forehead, Junhong glaring daggers into Daehyun, and Daehyun staring back with a knowing look.

“Awe!” Junhong jumped as he heard the loud squeal coming from Jongup, “Do you have a crush on Yongguk, Junhong?”

Junhong quickly turned his body enough so that he could cup his hand over Jongup's mouth, “Shh! Not so loud! He might still be close, what if he hears you!?”

Now it was Youngjae’s turn to chime in, “That’s so perfect! Me and Channie, Jongup and Daehyun, and Junhong and Yongguk. It was meant to be!” he sighed as he clasped his hands together.

Youngjae quickly grabbed Jongup, pulling him from Junhong's hold. The poor boys face flushed even deeper shades of red as the two held hands and began dancing excitedly in circles. When he turned back to face Daehyun and found himself staring into the most horrifying grin he had ever seen, he knew he was already conducting a plan in that devilish little mind of his, one that Junhong was sure he did not want to be a part of. And on the other side of him Himchan was keeled over howling at Junhong's embarrassment. He hated being the center of attention.

He ran his hands down his face, looking down as he sighed before saying, “Don’t get your hopes up guys, I'm not very good at these kinds of things, and I'm pretty sure he doesn’t even know I exist.”

“But you haven’t even tried yet Junhong-ah. You have to make him see you, make him interested, seduce him like I did to Himchan,” Youngjae walked over and straddled Himchan's waist, laying a gentle kiss on his lips as Himchan wrapped a possessive arm around him. Turning back he said to Junhong, “There was clearly some kind of connection that happened when you saw Yongguk right? So when he sees you and there’s a connection on both sides, just like Daehyun said would happen, you'll know if he’s the one the spirit wants you to help. If he’s not then we will help you find…Himchan!” Youngjae's sentence was cut short by Himchan's adventurous lips. After the first kiss they had wandered down to his neck, licking and sucking every inch they could get to. When he got fed up with that he pulled Youngjae's face back and his tongue instantly began exploring the others mouth in a heated session right beside Junhong.

Jongup came over and stood on the left side on Junhong smiling down to him, “Don’t worry, we’ll help you, you’ll have Yongguk wrapped around your finger in no time.” That only made Junhong’s butterflies worse. What if he wasn’t the one, what if he didn’t like Junhong. Rejection was at the top of the list of things Junhong did not handle well. “Oh, and Junhong?” He looked up to Jongup, “I know you’re new and all but uh… you’re in my spot.”

Jongup pushed Junhong over and the next thing he knew he was on his back in between the two couples. Jongup had moved to take Junhong's previous position of straddling Daehyun and both couples were now in very heated make out sessions, Junhong stuck in the middle.

He didn’t know what to do, he tried to slither his way out but every time was knocked over or squished even more when someone shifted. He tried to, without disturbing them so much, ask where he could find their tent, “Hey, could someone show me where I will be sleeping so I can get out of your way?” None of the four boys budged and this was becoming a little too much for Junhong to handle. If anymore blood rushed to his face he was sure it would explode.

He tried desperately to escape from this awkward situation as the sessions got more involved. The two pairs beside him had started moaning, they began grinding, and hair pulling. Suddenly, Himchan decided that he wanted to switch his position with Youngjae so he was on top and rolled right on top of Junhong and that was his last straw. Using all the strength his little body could find Junhong pushed the two boys off of him, now in complete hysterics, “Ya! Get off of me will ya! Show me where to sleep, please!”

Himchan broke his lip lock with Youngjae, smiling at Junhong as he mumbled, “Silly little virgin.”

“Hmm, not for long,” Daehyun retorted.

The four of them got up and jumped out of the pit, leaving Junhong behind.

“Not for long…” he thought out loud, “what's that supposed to mean? Hey wait for me!”

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The four boys walked quickly to their camp site, Daehyun purposefully keeping the pace a little too quick for Junhong, he had some things to discuss with his friends about what had just unfolded before their eyes.

“Poor Junhong,” Jongup spoke first, “he’s really freaked out by Yongguk.” It was as if he had read his boyfriends mind.

“I think Yongguk might be the reason why Junhong ended up here in the first place, Uppie,” Jongup turned to Dae, his nose scrunched in confusion.

“Why? Because of Yongnam’s death?”

“It makes sense,” Himchan joined in, “if you think about everything that Daehyun said about how Junhong was brought here, it all connects to Yongguk and his brother dying at the same time Junhong started having dreams.”

“You know,” Jongup slapped Daehyun's arm, “earlier, when you asked him what he was looking at, I’m pretty sure he was looking at Yongguk,”

Youngjae spoke this time, “It might explain why he acts so weird around him. Daehyun said that when the two people see each other an instant connection is made right? Well, if Yongguk is the other half of Junhong it would only make sense that he would get that butterflies in your stomach feeling when he sees him. Just like anyone else.”

Himchan bent down and nuzzled his nose, “Look at you, my smart little boyfriend,” Youngjae blushed a bright tomato red.

“But if that were the case, then wouldn’t Yongguk have reacted to Junhong the same way? Maybe we have the wrong person after all.” Daehyun sighed.

“Yeah, I would assume the other person would have the same sort of feeling wash over them. But don’t give up yet Dae,” Youngjae continued, “Yongguk still hasn’t seen him yet.”

“Yes he has,” Himchan spoke up this time, “at the fire pit when Chief introduced him as the new squad leader.”

Youngjae chuckled, “They might have been in the same place but Yongguk didn’t actually see Junhong.”

“Youngjae's right,” Jongup piped up, “he hid behind me the whole time remember?”

“You’re right!” Daehyun's face lit up like the stars, maybe there was still hope for the both of them. He looked to his three friends with a smile as he continued, “You know what we have to do now right?”

Both Youngjae and Jongup's eyes widened and they said in unison, “We have to get them together!”

“This could be fun,” Himchan and Daehyun both looked to one another, the devil was doing dances across their shoulders in delight. Himchan turned to look back at the sound of fast approaching steps, “no more talk, Bubblegum caught up.”

All four boys quickly dropped the topic as their new friend finally reached the group, panting, “Thanks for waiting,” he spat between breaths, “how much further?”

“It’s just up here,” Daehyun pointed absentmindedly, his thoughts diving right into hatching a plan.

A few feet later found Junhong sighing in relief as he finally made it to their tents. There was a point when he thought he would never get here. “Wait…” he turned to Daehyun, “three tents, five people. Who gets the single tent?”

Before Daehyun even had the chance to answer a booming voice was heard from directly behind Junhong, “Actually three tents, six people.” Junhong instantly tensed, every muscle in his body seizing.

Daehyun looked at the two of them, Yongguk still only seeing the back of Junhong, and this was not going to work if they didn’t come face to face. Jongup squeezed Daehyun's hand lightly and looked up to his boyfriend. No words needed between the two, Daehyun caught on to his plan. Dae nudged Himchan beside him as he nodded his head towards the three tents, a smile creeping on to Himchan's face as he too understood their silent arrangement.

Himchan was the first to act, taking Youngjae's hand and springing to the left, “Youngjae and I get this tent!” The two of them dove into the tent quickly zipping it closed behind them.

Daehyun was next as he and Jongup ran to the tent on the right shouting, “And Jongup and I get this one!”

Inside their tent Jongup and Daehyun covered their mouths to stifle giddy laughter, “We are so mean,” Jongup whispered.

“It’s the only way,” he whispered back, carefully undoing the zipper, “let’s see if our plan worked.”

Jongup slowly stuck his head out and peeked at the two remaining. They hadn’t budged. “Maybe they need a little push,” he said to Daehyun as he stuck his head further out calling to the two, “that leaves the two of you to share the last tent… Sweet dreams.”

He pulled his head back inside his tent, just enough so that he could still see the two boys outside but not get caught, Daehyun squishing in beside him to do the same. The pair couldn’t hear what Yongguk and Junhong were saying to each other but they could tell that Yongguk was talking to Junhong. That was a step in the right direction at least. Junhong remained frozen as Yongguk moved from his place behind Junhong and ducked into the tent, “Shit! He didn’t see his face.”

“I wouldn’t worry too much Dae,” Jongup said lying back, “how long can they avoid each other when they have to share a tent. Yongguk will have to look at Junhong at some point.”

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Junhong was far from ok with this sleeping arrangement and he would be sure to have some choice words with Daehyun tomorrow morning. How was he expected to share a tent with him? He could barely make eye contact and they already wanted him to sleep with him!

“Well,” his voice sent shivers down Junhong's spine, “I guess it’s us in this one then.”

Junhong had seen Yongguk a total of three times now, but the few words he had heard him speak, Junhong had never really listened. His voice was hollow, completely void of emotion, lifeless. The aching in his words had Junhong's body cold, goose bumps covering his arms. How could someone be so…dead inside?

His voice sounded again, “Kid, are you listening to me?” Junhong heard every word he had said, but no matter how hard he tried no part of his body would listen when he told it to move. “Whatever, I’m going to bed…weird kid.”

Yongguk brushed past Junhong and into their tent. Once he was out of sight Junhong was able to finally relax his body, his shoulders slouching as he sighed. If Yongguk was the one then this whole thing was a lost cause. He couldn’t help someone he couldn’t even talk to.

After allowing himself a few minutes to calm his raging nerves and take a couple deep breaths he crawled in behind Yongguk. He mustered up some courage and looked to his face before crawling under his blankets. He was already asleep, clearly exhausted from whatever was eating him inside. His breathing was even and heavy as Junhong watched the gentle rise and fall of his chest, his face scrunched. With a sigh Junhong took the blanket from his side of the tent and placed it over Yongguk, “Someone that cold on the inside must be cold on the outside. No matter what it takes, if you're the one, I’ll find a way to warm you again. I promise.”

Junhong turned his back to Yongguk, curling in on himself and settling in to sleep. His eyes were heavy and he could feel sleep slowly pulling him. He was almost there when his head snapped up at a sudden noise outside, at first it was coming from the left side then it seemed that he was surrounded. Realization hit him and he groaned as he threw himself back, taking his pillow and covering his face. “Oh my God! Does it never end here!?”

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“Hyunnie,” the moaned name escaped swollen lips.

“I never want to leave you again, Jongup, that patrol was too long without you,”

Daehyun dipped his head nipping and sucking at Jongup's exposed skin, leaving his mark everywhere he touched. The two of them were already stripped of their clothes, wasting no time after too long apart. Jongup writhed under Daehyun as he stuck a single finger into his entrance, beginning to stretch him. After what felt like a lifetime Jongup smacked his hands away as he breathed, “No more teasing, it’s been to long.”

Daehyun removed his fingers, lining himself up with Jongup's entrance and slowly pushed in. He kissed away the tears that began to form in Jongup's eyes, moving down to kiss his nose next, then down further to leave a long passionate kiss on his lips. Jongup couldn’t wait any longer and began to push back against Daehyun, his actions ripping a delicious moan from the boy above him. Daehyun started to move his hips in a slow rhythm, their love making filled with loving caresses and heated kisses. Jongup missed this. He missed his boyfriend, the love of his life, he missed loving him until they couldn’t breathe, completely spent but never happier.

Jongup was the first to break their kiss, arching into Daehyun as he hit that spot just right. Slender arms wrapped around Daehyun as Jongup moaned into his ear, “faster…”

Pushing himself up Daehyun picked up his pace. Jongup ran his hands over Daehyun’s toned stomach, admiring that which was entirely his. He could feel himself coming closer and closer to unravelling, a fire burning inside him when he felt Daehyun's hand reach between them to stroke his member in time with his thrusts, Jongup's name the only word on his lips.

He reached down, pulling Jongup into his arms as they rocked into each other. Jongup bit down on Daehyun's shoulder as the two of them came together. They fell back spent, breathing ragged. Daehyun kissed Jongup's forehead before rolling over, motioning for him to lie on his chest. He pulled the blankets over the two of them wrapping his arms tightly around his boyfriend. This was exactly where the two of them wanted to be for the rest of their lives, completely safe wrapped in each others embrace. They could think of no other place they would rather be.

Jongup stretched his neck to kiss Daehyun, whispering, “I love you.”

He smiled down at the younger boy, “I love you too, Uppie.”

It wasn’t too much longer before both boys fell deep into sleep.

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In the next tent over the second couple was up to the same thing as the two on the right, though where passion had filled their tent, lust and want filled this one. Screams of faster and harder filled the air, the sounds of skin slapping skin surrounding them.

Youngjae was on his hands and knees, Himchan behind him pounding into him with every inch of his strength. Since the two of them had met they had always been a little rough when it came to showing the other how much they loved them.

“Harder Himchan…” Youngjae's back arched, his head coming back as Himchan leaned forwards, licking up his back.

Himchan's thrusts started to become frantic and uneven and they knew they were both close. Himchan's moans turned to guttural grunts and it wasn’t long before Youngjae felt him release inside him, his coming soon after.

He grabbed Youngjae by the waist and flipped him over onto his back as he pulled out. He hovered over him possessively with a look in his eyes that had Youngjae squirming with glee knowing that look was all for him. He took his lips hard, biting and sucking his bottom lip as he groaned, “I missed you my love.”

“I missed you too, Himchan.”

Himchan continued his assault on Youngjae's lips, his movements becoming more and more heated every second. He began grinding his hips against the younger below him, both of them quickly becoming hard again…round two!

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A/N: woooo!! Little bit of smut, sorry guys i couldn’t resist ;P But as always let me know what you think! I love reading your comments and let me know if you wanna be tagged!! <3

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Yoo Ah In nominated for Best Actor at The 55th Daejong Film Awards (2018 Grand Bell Awards)

The 55th Grand Bell Awards has announced the nominees through the press release on October 22nd. BURNING picks up 8 nominations, including best picture/best film, best director for Lee Chang Dong, best actor for Yoo Ah In, best supporting actor for Steven Yeun, best rookie/newcomer for Jun Jong Seo, best cinematography, best music and best lighting.

BURNING has been selected as South Korea’s…

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[FULL TRANS] YoonA - Instyle November 2017 Interview

For the Happy Ending that never ends. Just a movement from her is sufficient to claim the top article on the portal site. Expressions like ‘Every day is the peak’ are constantly stick to her articles. Becoming the magazine cover model this dream-like job, she has been doing this consecutively for several years just like it is an annual event. The King (Queen) among the flowers, the fierce competition among the blooming flowers, the 10 years where flowers bloomed and wilted, it is not an easy feat to secure a spot. After the drama ‘The King In Love’ ended, I met up with Im YoonA who is busier than ever. She who spoke with the warmest expression in the world, looking at the bulging belly of a staff who is due to give birth in a month. The appearance of how she turned back alone, bowing her head to bid goodbye while everyone else were busy packing to leave the place after the shoot.... These seemly small and trivial yet warm gestures left by Im YoonA are able to linger in one’s memory for a long time. Her birth flower is Lilac. In the language of flowers, lilacs symbolize first love, memories of youth. Just like first love, girl group SNSD has won more than 100 awards over the past 10 years, and she who has already rose to the top position is currently getting to know the essence of acting. Director of the movie ‘Confidential Assignment’ Kim Sung Hoon has referred to YoonA “a gemstone, but I saw her potential”. This potential is proven by the fact that she is nominated for best newcomer award for both Baeksang Arts Awards and Daejong Film Awards. Revolving around SNSD this glittering track, and once again meeting with this world named Im YoonA. Im YoonA is currently walking towards an even bigger universe of hers.

Your Hanja name is 潤 (윤) for Moist/rich and 娥 (아) for pretty, your birth flower is Lilac... you probably are tired of hearing of this but I have to say, things that are related to YoonA are all pretty stuffs. This is the first time I am hearing that my birth flower is Lilac. It feels amazing because it happens to be the flowers that I like too

Gemini people are sociable. Yes. I am able to mix well with everybody.

Although it may sound a little forceful to determine one’s personality from blood type, just like the movie ‘The B-type man’ (T/l note: I think this is referring to the movie My Boyfriend is Type B), B-type women are really full of charms. Are you referring to sweet pumpkin (slang for ‘being firm and resolute’) kind of personality? (Laughs) If just looking at the blood type, majority of people’s reaction are surprised, their first impression of me is that I am A or O blood type, but once people known me deeper, they will realized that I really seem like one of B blood type. According to my mood, I am clear of what I like and dislike. Even though I am a ‘Dap jeong nyeo’ (slang for ‘a woman who already has a decision, one who only hears the answer that she wants), but I am actually often swayed by others’ opinions.

How does it feels like living as YoonA, for at least 360 out of 365 days, I am curious of the life of a pretty person. The staffs often tell me “I want to try to be YoonA even for just a day”, whenever this happens, I will always reply with ‘what are you saying’ and laughed. It definitely feels good listening to such words, but because I am Im YoonA myself so I really doesn’t know how I should respond.

Sometimes I will receive photos and texts from friends asking, “What do you think of this style”, and few days ago I received a photo of YoonA in short hair. You are really the envy of girls of the same age. As for myself being the envy of others, even up till now I still feel it is really fascinating. I cut my hair because my hair was really damaged and I am left with no other choices.

I saw your photos from your vacation, it seem like you can’t get enough of it. Because I took a lot of photos and I am constantly arranging them. There is still a lot of it.

In the photos you are constantly holding on to camera, what are the main things you shoot? The main thing I took is scenery and my unnie took photos of me. I can’t imagine travelling by myself, every time I had a break I will go travelling with my family. This time I went to Vienna, Budapest, Prague and Salzburg. I immersed myself in the fairytale-like scenery, and recharged myself fully.

I am curious of your travel style. Compared to rushing here and there, I will first finalize the places of attraction I want to go, and then I will go for sightseeing leisurely, I will give myself appropriate time to rest. With a laidback mindset of “it’s okay if I don’t have the time for it”, I am able to strike a balance between sightseeing and resting.

Seem like your personality is really easygoing, you released ‘When The Wind Blows’ a few weeks ago which is also the first time you participated in lyrics writing. I read everyone reactions and I also read the post written by the MV director saying “If there is an Olympic for personality, YoonA will be a gold medalist.” It was me who told my company that I want to work with director Lee Rae Kyung. I am the type that is easily influenced by the atmosphere at the set, so I thought that it is very important to be able to be connected emotionally. In order for me to grasp the feels, the director played several songs at the filming set. I kept telling the director that these songs are songs that I personally like too, I didn’t expect him to look at me in such a (favourable) way. (Laughs)

During today’s shooting, which moment did you feel connected? The outdoor shooting scene where I wore the wine red jacket, sticking my face to the wall, I think those are all close-up shoots. I do not have any thoughts like “I should have this kind of facial expression”. It is just that when I am immersed in such atmosphere, my expressions and poses came out naturally. It is a feeling that is understood without being told but the bigger credits goes to the photographer who captured such look.

You have released 62 albums, songs totaled up to 331, 1 movie, 8 drama series. These are what popped out when I searched ‘Im YoonA’ on the internet, your projects over the past 10 years. What is your first feeling when you saw these numbers? I have not done a count together with my recent works; but just by looking at the numbers my first thought is “Wow really?” “This is amazing”.

Even though they are just numbers, but these are the results you have accumulated continuously over the past 10 years. It is really incredible. It has indeed been hectic, I didn’t have excess time to enjoy a life women should enjoy, so I didn’t really have any thing I wanted to do in particular. Neither do I have the energy to do my personal stuffs. However recently I have come to realize the importance of adding value to myself, I am slowly beginning to do the things that I want to do.

In order to add value to yourself, what have you been doing? Doing nothing at home, or go exercising, to a skin clinic or a manicure shop. Because I have got by like this, I am too used to busy lifestyle so I wasn’t able to get used to having a break. When you give me time to rest, I do not know what I should do neither do I know how I should rest. I felt that I should do constructive things. To me, resting is a matter that I need practice; I am still working hard on it.

Perhaps it is because of this, you look even more relaxed and natural now. Ahh that’s great.

Staff(s) that have been paying attention to YoonA since a long time ago said that since your debut, you have already know how to take care and being considerate towards others. In order to feel composed and less nervous, I will often give myself self-encouragement. I really feel at ease a lot lately, I don’t get panicked or frustrated, and I feel relaxed a lot too. This 10 years really give me a calming heart.

In the past one year, you have consecutively took on 3 projects: drama ‘The K2’, movie ‘Confidential Assignment and drama ‘The King In Love’. You also have to take care of SNSD’s 6th album activities. It must be tough both mentally and physically. In actual fact, I had a blank period of 2 to 3 years in Korea, and I feel the thirst towards projects during that period. This yearning eliminates my fear of taking up new roles. Ah, Anna in ‘The K2’ has a totally different personality from mine, I was once very worried but it seem like the reactions I gotten are surprisedly well so I gotten courage and motivation for my next work.

After ‘The King In Love’ ended, you unexpectedly had a lot of press interviews; everyday has been hectic for you. It seem like you have a lot of sentimental attachment to the drama. No matter what I will always hope for a good ending. I think that it is the best to wrap up any project with post-project interviews, to put a closure with a sincere heart. Not only am I able to express things that I was unable to say back then, on the other hand I am also curious of audience’s reaction. This is also an indirect way where I can interact with my fans.

‘9 Ends 2 Outs’ which aired in 2007 was your debut work. What is the kind of hearty homerun that you anticipate in your life? I don’t ask for others, but I hope to be able to meet with a project that I can display fully 100% Im YoonA. Right now I am still not sure what kind of roles suit me, my past roles are roles that do not have a job, so fans really look forward to me in a role with a profession. There are also fans hoping that I will act as a rich girl, one who is mean and picky, and owns everything except a good personality.

Among all the things surrounding YoonA, I realized that you understand your fans really well. Do you realize you are a ‘fans-mania’ (someone who has fans in her heart) When I held a birthday party with fans, fans said they wish to see Ooh La-la stage performance, a song that was in our first studio album. I made a promise with them that I will fight for it to come true. While preparing for the song list for SNSD’s 10th year debut anniversary. I insisted that regardless of what we have to include this song. Because this song is more towards the cutesy side, so members feel embarrassed of it. I insisted saying that this will be fun, and in the end it got finalized.

You are a hidden charity angel, I heard that you are the first girl group member to join the ‘Honor society’, you have been consistently involved in charity works from debut till now. This is thanks to my family that I began this. My birthday this year, fans donated a sum of 19900530 won which reflected my exact birthday. I am really thankful that fans are able to do good deeds together with me; I have to work even harder.

Fans who are enthusiastically supporting you have also gradually increased, your sense of responsibility must also have increased with increasing influence right. I put down the weight, and walk side by side with fans; this is my mentality right now. In the time we spent together, growing up together with everyone, I feel very at ease.

Lately, has there been any work that leaves an impact on you? I am currently reading a book called “아무것도 아닌 지금은 없다” (Literally translated as 'The Present Cannot Be Meaningless') and I received a lot of comfort from it. I am learning how to think from a different perspective, and when I was at It, I realized that never once did I tell myself things like ‘you have worked hard’. I am not the kind that will talk to myself (Laughs). I started reading this book when drama ‘The King In Love’ ended, and for the first time I told myself that I have worked hard. (Book: Link)

You seem to be a gentle person, so it is a little surprising. I am someone who is very harsh on myself, no matter what I am learning I always find myself lacking, I wanted to do everything well, so often people told me that I am a perfectionist.

I thought that you are someone who only walk on flowery paths, I heard that you are the member that was the longest as a trainee, and before your debut you even auditioned for over a 100 times. Movies, dramas and CFs indeed do added up to more than 100 times; it set a very good foundation for me. Before, I got really shy when I stood in front of the public, but I have become a lot more confident since then.

Since elementary school, it is really incredible how you persisted over more than 5 years as a trainee Perhaps it is because I didn’t understand much back then, and it is things that I like so I work hard unconditionally for it. Even though it was tough but because I am doing things that I love so I feel happy. However if it is right now then perhaps I won’t do it anymore. (Laughs)

If you ever thought of an ordinary life, what would you like to do? I want to go travelling freely. Because of my schedules I get to go to a lot of countries but I have to head back once my schedules ended so I didn’t have much time to travel leisurely.

2 years ago today, can you still remember what you were doing then? That time I think I set up my Instagram account.

However your following has already reach 7.09million now, do you still remember what you were doing in September 2016? I was filming ‘The K2’. From there I realized the joy of acting.

So what kind of memories do you have for September 2017? Cutting short hair for the first time in 8 years? (Laughs)

Can ‘Im-Ballads’ recommended some music that you enjoy lately, if I listen to songs, I will be reminded of YoonA in this autumn. I like indie band Jannabi’s songs, and also Yoon Hyun Sang’s ‘I, You’ Song: Link

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Love that smile, I'm so happy when she so happy 🤗🤗🤗 171025 Yoona @ Daejong Movie Awards Red Carpet

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Park Seo Joon Thanks Moviegoers In His Award Acceptance Speech

On October 25, actor Park Seo Joon won Best New Male Actor at the 54th Daejong Film Awards for his role in the film “Midnight Runners.”

In his acceptance speech, Park Seo Joon said, “I received a lot of love this year due to ‘Midnight Runners.’ This film was not mine alone but made together with director Kim Joo Han and the staff members. I feel sorry that I am accepting the award on their behalf…

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Sul Kyung-gu is a Grand Bell Award, Golden Space Needle Award, and Bratislava International Film Festival Best Actor winning South Korean actor. He studied film and theater at Hanyang University and upon graduation took element in mostly theatrical productions. When transitioning into film, Sol is greatest known for his roles in the popular Public Enemy and Silmido.

Born in Chungcheongnam-do in 1968, SOL Kyung-gu studied Film and Drama at Hanyang University, graduating in 1994. He was already acting on phase before his graduation, and went on to search in such shows as the hit Korean adaptation of the German rock musical Line 1 and a production of Sam Shepardâ€s True West. His very first film role was in A Petal (1996, directed by JANG Sun-woo). Since 1998 he has specialised exclusively in film perform, winning several Best Actor prizes at home and abroad for his first collaboration with Lee Chang-dong on Peppermint Candy. Dividing his time between commercial movies and a lot more challenging and ambitious work, he has recently won another Best Actor prize from the Daejong Film Festival for his role as an unscrupulous cop in KANG Woo-sukâ€s Public Enemy. Kyung-gu Sol will marry actress Yun-ah Song on May 28, 2009. The couple first worked together in the 2002 film “Jail Breakers” and then in the 2006 film “Lost in Love”.

Kyung-gu Sol was previously married for ten years to the younger sister of actor Nae-sang Ahn prior to divorcing in 2006. He displayed his marvelous acting skills in Palme d’Or nominated and Silver Lion winning director Lee Chang-dong’s Peppermint Candy, in which he is a suicidal man devastated by the two-decades of historical change his country undergoes and as a mildly mentally-retarded outcast with sociopathic inclinations in Oasis, two groundbreaking films that are part of the Korean New Wave film movement.

Name Sul Kyung-gu Height Naionality South Korean Day of Birth 1-May-1968 Place of Birth Famous for Acting

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Yoona - Instyle Kore (Kasım 2017)

[ ÇEVİRİ ] Yoona'nın Instyle Kore ile yapmış olduğu röportajı sizlere çevirdik. Keyifli okumalar dileriz. Asla bitmeyen mutlu sonlar için. Portal sitesindeki en iyi makaleyi talep etmek için ondan bir hareket yeterlidir. 'Her gün zirve' gibi ifadeler, makalelerine sürekli bağlıyor. Bu rüya gibi işin dergi kapağı modeli haline gelmesi, bunu yıllık bir olay olduğu için ard arda birkaç yıldır yapıyor. Çiçekler arasında Kral (Kraliçe), çiçek açan çiçekler arasındaki çılgın rekabet, çiçeklerin çiçek açtığı ve solgunlaştığı 10 yıl boyunca bir yerin güvenliğini sağlamak kolay bir başarı olamaz. 'The King In Love' sona erdiğinde, her zamankinden daha yoğun olan Im YoonA ile tanıştım. Dünyadaki en sıcak ifadeyle konuşan, doğumuna 1 ay kalmış bir kadının şişkin göbeğine bakan. Herkes çekimden sonra aceleyle çıkarken dönüp o kadına selam veren ... Im YoonA'nın bıraktığı bu küçük, önemsiz ama sıcak hareketler uzun süre boyunca kişinin belleğinde kalmaya yeterlidir. Doğum çiçeği Lila. Çiçek dili içinde, Lila ilk aşkı, gençlerin anılarını sembolize eder. İlk aşk gibi, kız grubu SNSD son 10 yılda 100'den fazla ödül kazandı ve şimdiden üst sıralara yükselen oyuncu şu anda oyunculuğun özünü anlamaya başladı. ‘Confidential Assignmen' filminin yönetmeni Kim Sung Hoon, YoonA için "değerli bir taş, ancak onun potansiyelini gördüm" demişti. Bu potansiyel, hem Baeksang Sanat Ödülleri hem de Daejong Film Ödülleri için en yeni ödüle aday gösterilmesi ile kanıtlandı. SNSD etrafında dönen bu parlak parça, bir kez daha Im YoonA adlı bu dünyayla buluşuyor. Im YoonA şu anda daha büyük bir evrenine doğru yürüyor. Hanja isminiz nemli/zengin ve güzel doğum çiçeğiniz Lila'dır ... muhtemelen bunu işitmekten bıkabilirsiniz, ancak şunu söylemeliyim ki, YoonA ile ilgili olan şeyler hepsi güzel maddelerdir. Yoona: İlk defa doğum çiçeğimin Lila olduğunu duyuyorum. Şaşırtıcı geliyor çünkü bu benim de sevdiğim çiçekler gibi görünüyor. İkizler burcu sosyaldir. Yoona: Evet herkesle iyi kaynaşabiliyorum. B tipi kadınlar, tıpkı 'B tipi adam' filminde olduğu gibi kan türünün kişiliğini belirlemek zorunda bırakılmış gibi görünse de, gerçekten de çekicilikle doludur. Yoona: Balkabağı benzeri bir kişilik türünü kastediyor musun? (Gülüyor) Sadece kan türüne bakarsanız, insanların tepkilerinin büyük çoğunluğu şaşkına dönüşür; Onların ilk izlenimleri benim kan grubum A veya 0'dır, ancak insanlar beni daha derinden tanıdığında, beni gerçekten B kan grubu biri gibi gördüler. Ruh halime göre, sevdiğim ve sevmediğim şeylerde özgürüm. Her ne kadar ben 'Dap jeong nyeo' (halihazırda istediği yanıtı yalnızca dinleyen bir karara sahip bir kadın için argo) duyuyorum, ancak aslında çoğunlukla başkalarının görüşlerine kulak asıyorum. YoonA olarak yaşamak nasıl hissettiriyor? 365 günün 360'ında en azından bu güzel insanın hayatını merak ediyorum. Yoona: Çalışanlar sık sık bana "Ben sadece bir gün bile olsa Yoona olmaya çalışmak istiyorum" der, bu olduğu zaman "neden bahsediyorsun" derim ve gülerim. Kesinlikle böyle sözleri dinlemek çok iyi hissettiriyor, fakat kendim Im Yoona olduğum için nasıl cevap vermem gerektiğini bilmiyorum. Bazen arkadaşlarıma "Bu stil hakkında ne düşünüyorsun" diye fotoğraflarımı ve metinlerimi sorarım, birkaç gün önce kısa saçlı YoonA'nın bir fotoğrafını aldım. Sen gerçekten aynı yaştaki kızların imrendiği birisin. Yoona: Başkalarının bana imrendiğini görmek..Şimdiye kadar bile hâlâ büyüleyici olduğunu düşünüyorum. Saçlarımı kestim çünkü saçlarım gerçekten yıpranmıştı ve başka seçeneğim yoktu. Tatilden fotoğraflarını gördüm, sanki yeterince koymuyorsun gibi görünüyor. Yoona: Çünkü bir sürü fotoğraf çektim ve sürekli onları düzenlemekteyim. Hâlâ çok şey var. Sürekli olarak kamerayla çektiğiniz fotoğraflarda, fotoğrafı çektiğinizde ki esas aldığınız şey nedir? Yoona: Esas aldığım şey sahne ve unnim fotoğraflarımı çekti. Tek başıma seyahat etmeyi hayal edemiyorum, ara verdiğim zaman ailemle seyahat edeceğim. Bu sefer Viyana, Budapeşte, Prag ve Salzburg'a gittim. Kendimi peri masalı gibi bir manzaraya batırdım ve kendimi tamamen şarj ettim. Seyahat tarzınızı merak ediyorum. Yoona: Burada ve orda acele etmeye kıyasla öncelikle çekim yapmak istediğim güzel yerleri tamamlayacağım ve sonra yavaş yavaş geziyle dolaşacağım, dinlenmek için kendime vakit vereceğim. "Bunun için vaktim yoksa sorun yok" demekten arındırılmış bir zihniyetle, gezi ve dinlenme arasında bir denge kurabilirim. Kişiliğiniz gerçekten uyumlu gibi görünüyor, birkaç hafta önce 'When The Wind Blows' adlı şarkıyı yayınladığınızda da şarkı sözleri yazmaya ilk defa katıldınız. Herkesin tepkisini okudum ve MV müdürü tarafından "Kişilik için bir olimpiyat varsa, Yoona altın madalya sahibi olacak" yazan bir yazı okudum. Yoona: Yönetmen Lee Rae Kyung'la çalışmak istediğimi şirketime anlatan kişi bendim. Ben setteki atmosferden kolayca etkilenen tipim, bu yüzden duygusal olarak bağlanabilmenin çok önemli olduğunu düşündüm. Yönetmen, filmin çekim setinde birkaç şarkı çaldı. Yönetmenine bu şarkılardan benim de şahsen hoşlandığım şarkıları söyledim, bana böyle olumlu bir şekilde bakmasını beklemiyordum. (Gülüyor) Bugünkü çekim sırasında hangi anı hissettin? Yoona: Kırmızı ceketi giydiğim dış çekim sahnesi yüzümü duvara yasladığım kadarıyla hepsinin yakın çekimler olduğunu düşünüyorum. "Ben böyle bir yüz ifadesine sahip olmalıyım" gibi düşüncelerim yok. Sadece ben böyle bir atmosfere daldığımda ifadelerim ve pozlarım doğal çıktı. Bu, söylenmeden anlaşılan bir duygu ama daha büyük krediler, böyle bir görünümü yakalayan fotoğrafçıya gidiyor. 62 albüm, 331'e kadar şarkı, 1 film, 8 drama serisi çıkardınız. İnternette 'Im Yoona' ya da son 10 yılda yaptığınız projeleri aradığımda bunlar ortaya çıktı. Bu sayıları gördüğünüzde ilk hissettiğiniz nedir? Yoona: Son eserlerimle birlikte sayım yapmadım; Ama sadece ilk düşüncem sayılara bakarak "Gerçekten vay?" "Bu inanılmaz". Bunlar yalnızca sayılar olsalar da, bunlar son 10 yılda sürekli olarak biriken sonuçlardır. Yoona: Gerçekten inanılmaz. Gerçekten heyecanlıydı, kadınların eğlenmek zorunda kaldıkları bir hayatın tadını çıkarmak için fazla zamanım olmadı, bu yüzden özellikle yapmak istediğim bir şey olmadı. Kişisel şeyler yapacak enerjiye sahip değilim. Ancak son zamanlarda, kendime değer katmanın önemini fark etmeye başladım, yavaş yavaş yapmak istediğim şeyleri yapmaya başladım. Kendinize değer katmak için ne yaptınız? Yoona: Evde birşey yapmadım, egzersize, cilt kliniğine ya da manikür dükkanına gitmedim. Çünkü bu şekilde, meşgul yaşam tarzıma alıştım, bu yüzden mola vermeye alışamadım. Dinlenmek için bana zaman tanıdığınızda, ne yapmam gerektiğini bilmiyorum ne ya da nasıl dinlenebileceğimi bilemiyorum. Yapıcı şeyler yapmam gerektiğini hissettim. Bana göre dinlenme, pratiğe ihtiyacım olan bir konudur; Hâlâ uğraşıyorum. Belki de bundan dolayı daha rahat ve doğal görünüyorsun. Yoona: Ahh harika. Yoona dikkatleri uzunca zamandan beri kullanan personel (ler), başlangıcından bu yana başkalarına karşı nasıl davrandığınızı ve bakım yapmayı zaten bildiğinizi belirtti. Yoona: Kendimi iyi hissetmek için teşvik ediyorum.Gerçekten rahat hissediyorum son zamanlarda, panik yapmıyorum ve sinirli değilim ve çok rahat hissediyorum. Bu 10 yıl gerçekten bana sakin bir kalp verdi. Geçtiğimiz bir yılda, ard arda üç proje aldın: drama 'The K2', film 'Confidential Assignment' ve drama 'The King In Love'. SNSD'nin 6. albüm etkinliklerine de dikkat etmelisiniz. Zihinsel ve fiziksel olarak zor olmalı. Yoona: Gerçekte, Kore'de 2-3 yıl boş bir dönem geçirdim ve o dönemde projelere susamış hissediyordum. Bu özlem, yeni roller almam korkusunu ortadan kaldırıyor. Ah, 'K2'daki Anna, benimkinden tamamen farklı bir karaktere sahipti, bir zamanlar çok endişeliydim, ancak aldığım tepkiler şaşırtıcı derecede iyi olduğu için bir sonraki işim için cesaret ve motivasyona kapıldım. 'The King In Love' sona erdikten sonra, beklenmedik bir şekilde çok sayıda basın görüşmesi yaptınız; Her gün senin için heyecanlıydı. Diziyle duygusal bağların var gibi görünüyor. Yoona: Ne olursa olsun, iyi nihai bir amaç için umutlarımı vereceğim. Proje sonrası görüşmelerle birlikte samimi bir kalp ile tamamlamak için herhangi bir projeyi tamamlamak en iyisidir. Sadece söyleyemediğim şeyleri o anda ifade edebildiğim gibi, aynı zamanda izleyicinin tepkisini de merak ediyorum. Bu aynı zamanda hayranlarımla etkileşime geçebileceğim dolaylı bir yol. 2007'de yayınlanan '9 Ends 2 Outs' ilk çalışmanız oldu. Hayatınızda öngördüğünüz bir şekilde doyurucu homerun (beyzbolda sayı atışı) ne çeşit ? Yoona: Başkalarından istemem, ancak tam olarak%100 Im Yoona görüntüleyebileceğim bir proje ile buluşmayı umuyorum. Şu anda ne tür rollerin bana uyduğundan hâlâ emin değilim, geçmiş rollerim işsiz bir rol. Dolayısıyla hayranlar gerçekten bir mesleğe sahip bir rolü benim için bekliyorlar. Ayrıca, zengin ve iyi bir kişilik dışında her şeye sahip, zengin bir kız gibi davranacağımı umut eden hayranlarım da var. Yoona'yı kuşatan her şey arasında, fanlarınızı gerçekten iyi anladığınızı fark ettim. 'Fanlar-mania' (kalbinde hayranları olan biri) olduğunuzu anlıyor musunuz? Yoona: Fanlarımla bir doğum günü partisi düzenlediğimde, fanlarım, ilk stüdyo albümümdeki bir şarkı olan Ooh La-la sahne performansını görmek istediklerini söyledi. Onlara bunu gerçekleştirmek için çabalayacağımla ilgili bir vaatte bulundum. SNSD'nin 10. yıldönümü için şarkı listesine hazırlanırken. Bu şarkıyı eklemek zorunda olduğumuzda ne olursa olsun ısrar ettim. Çünkü bu şarkı şirin tarafa doğru daha fazla, bu yüzden üyeler utandıklarını hissediyorlardı. Bunun eğlenceli olacağını söyleyerek ısrar ettim ve sonunda oldu. Gizli bir hayırsever meleksiniz, "Şeref topluluğuna" katılan ilk kız grubu üyesi olduğunuzu, şimdiye kadar başlangıcın başından beri hayır işleri içerisine girdiğini duydum. Yoona: Bu başladığım ailem sayesinde. Bu yıl benim doğum günümde, fanlarım benim doğum günüm adına toplam 19900530 won bağışladı. Fanlarım benimle birlikte güzel şeyler yapabildikleri için gerçekten minnettarım; Daha da sıkı çalışmalıyım. Sizi coşkuyla destekleyen hayranlar giderek artarken, sorumluluk bilinciniz de gittikçe artan nüfus artışı ile artmış olmalıdır. Yoona: Ben ağırlığımı koydum ve fanlarla yan yana yürüdüm; Bu benim zihniyetim şu an. Beraber geçirdiğimiz zamanlarda, herkesle birlikte büyüdükçe çok rahat hissediyorum. Son zamanlarda üzerinde etkisi olan herhangi bir şey var mı? Yoona: Şu anda, "Herhangi bir yerde olmamıştım" adlı kitabı okudum ve bundan çok rahatladım. Farklı bir bakış açısıyla düşünmeyi öğreniyorum ve kendimdeyken fark ettim ki kendime hiç bir zaman 'sıkı çalıştın' gibi şeyler söylemedim. Ben kendimle konuşacak türde değilim (Gülüşmeler). 'The King In Love' adlı drama sona erdiğinden beri bu kitabı okumaya başladım ve ilk kez kendime çok çalıştığımı söyledim. Yalnızca çiçek yollarında yürüyen biri olduğunuzu düşündüm, stajyer olarak en uzun olan üye olduğunuzu ve başlangıç öncesi 100 kez deneme yaptığını duydum. Yoona: Filmler, dramalar ve reklam çekimleri aslında 100 kat fazla eklendi; Benim için çok iyi bir temel oluşturdu. Daha önce halkın önünde durduğumda gerçekten utangaç bir hâl aldım, ancak o günden beri çok daha güvende oldum. İlkokuldan beri, stajyer olarak 5 yıldan fazla zaman geçirdiniz gerçekten inanılmaz. Yoona: Belki de o zamandan çok fazla anlamadım ve istediğim şeyler için bu yüzden koşulsuz çalışıyorum. Zor olmasına rağmen, sevdiğim şeyleri yapıyorum çünkü mutlu hissediyorum. Ancak şimdi doğruysa belki de artık yapmayacağım. (Gülüyor) Sıradan bir hayat düşündüysen, ne yapmak isterdin? Yoona: Rahatça dolaşmak istiyorum. Programlarımdan dolayı birçok ülkeye gittim, ancak programlarım bittikten sonra dönmek zorunda kalıyordum, bu yüzden yavaş dolaşmak için fazla vaktim yoktu. 2 yıl önce bugün, hâlâ ne yaptığınızı hatırlıyor musunuz? Yoona: O zaman Instagram hesabımı kurduğumu düşünüyorum. Bununla birlikte, takip edenleriniz şu anda 7.09 milyona ulaşmış durumda, Eylül 2016'da ne yaptığınızı hâlâ hatırlıyor musunuz? Yoona: 'K2' filmini çekiyordum. Orada oyunculuğun eğlenceli olduğunu fark ettim. Eylül 2017'de ne gibi anılarınız var? Yoona: 8 yıl sonra ilk defa kısa saç kesmek mi? (Gülüyor) 'Im-Ballads' son zamanlarda hoşunuza giden bazı şarkıları öneriyor, eğer şarkı dinlersem, bu sonbaharda YoonA'ya hatırlatacağım. Yoona: Ben indie grup Jannabi'nin şarkılarını ve ayrıca Yoon Hyun Sang'ın 'I, you' severim.

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